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non-comprehensive haruhi autism creature comp
i mean just look at him she's literally
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#kiss kiss fall in love :|#i'm not kidding there's so many panels like this. haruhi is a little bug with big beautiful brown eyes. literally (O_O)#nobody else is drawn like this in the manga it's just haruhi#still going through the manga yippee#ohshc#ohshc manga#fujioka haruhi#haruhi fujioka#i am a big believer in autistic haruhi and this isn't the biggest reason but it is a funny reason to me#also hitting haruhi with the he/she headcanon beam. i can't help it but also i mean. maybe a little more justifiable with haruhi than anyon#else i can think of. like just look at the show idk read the manga#ouran high school host club#ouran koukou host club#woahh fancy fancy pulling out all the stops (i guess)#eugh i should stop writing tags my laundry's been done sitting in the dryer for like. 20 minutes#also sorry these images are so small and busted i uh didn't look at them before posting and am not going to fix them <3
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do you ever think about how Ohkubo extremely casually dropped the fact that Spirit & Kami were teen parents & then proceeded to never expound upon that fact or bring it up ever again despite it explaining a whole lot about them & Maka
#I think a big part of why I'm so attached to/interested in spirit as a character is because he objectively has A LOT going on in his life.#but because he was created to fill that stock pervy comedic-relief anime side-character archetype we never get to see any of it examined.#or even brought up at all for the most part#like spirit apparently comes from a long line of death weapons who despite having been loyal to lord death for generations are never ever#mentioned & who spirit himself never mentions despite carrying on the family tradition (although he's not unique in that regard tbh)#at 12-13 years old he becomes stein's weapon partner & in his own words it became “[spirit's] job to control [stein].”#another kid with a laundry list of mental health & behavioral issues that spirit probably wasn't super prepared to help “control”#(personally I think that this “job” of spirit's was a duty he took upon himself rather than something lord death necessarily told him to do)#then just ~5 years later he 1) loses/rejects said weapon partner & probably best friend after some really major boundaries were crossed#2) becomes a husband & father at just 18#(& in his own words a broke 18 year old at that. another point towards him not being in contact with any family if they're even alive)#3) becomes technically one of the most important people in the world once he ascends to being a death weapon.#not necessarily in that exact order but certainly in quick succession.#& then we fast forward to canon & spirit's at best a guy who drinks way more than he probably should & at worst a functioning alcoholic#who's only A MONTH into being divorced for his habitual infidelity & is in the really weird position of being the primary caretaker of his#daughter who (rightfully) hates him despite him having zero custodial rights over her.#& imo he seems to have no friends in death city before stein & the other death scythes return despite generally being a people person.#like. spirit is kind of the epitome of should've been at the club lmao#soul eater#spirit albarn#kami albarn#meta (kind of. not really lol)
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#ts3#sims 3#laurie arc#sims 3 story#tteot story#anh wong#overwhelmed that's what she is#so much so that she can't even stand being in his clothes anymore#should i remind you that the whole purpose of their going to town was to do some laundry?#(and see alesha)
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I was reading back through caged lungs and I realized just how many times Donnie got hit in the head during the last fight and how hard, no wonder Leo is concerned about brain damage.
Also, when Donnie goes to see April at the end of chapter 2, is he just dissociating really hard or is that an actual physical symptom from the…everything really!
not to mention the oxygen deprivation with raph throttling him! the last fight is so visceral and nasty and it was the final nail in the coffin when it came to donnie's issues physically and mentally, because although he would have been terrified of them regardless i dont think it wouldve been "inconsolable screaming heap at the sound of raph's voice" like it was in the early bit of CW.
and id mark that as dissociation personally. the second he registered as being in relative safety he kind of shut down because he wasn't able to process it, which had kind of been a running coping mechanism through the last month or so of CL. MIND YOU: IT IS NOT HELPED ALONG BY THE BRAIN FOG CAUSED BY HIS TIME IN ISOLATION, its a nasty concoction of problems. and also yeah physical exhaustion definitely doesnt help! he ran all the way to april's apartment while actively starving, after all.
although itll get better after [REDACTED PLOT THREAD] is handled, i think dissociation is gonna be something donnie will be dealing with for years, because spending four days in a quiet, enclosed dark space has some extremely messed up consequences for your brain and body. it was also in general something he used to cope under the abuse, so i could see him having issues with it when he's not in his right mind (sick or sleep-deprived, for example), i could see him regressing back to that old mindset when something like that happens. his perception of reality is permanently a little fucked :(
#ask#canary continuity#theres a lot of factors you have to put together for donnie's behavior right now#he's been so stressed that he's been running a low grade fever#the consequences of being in solitary are still taking a toll on him#his brain automatically shuts down as a coping mechanism when triggered#and he's absolutely dealing with both ptsd (notably about the closet the final fight and mikey attacking him in the kitchen)#AND cptsd. he definitely has cptsd. this is for absolute certain cptsd#+ he's still on some strong painkillers which are distorting his perception of reality#the source of the nosebleeds could very well be stress to be optimistic. but. well =) who's to say#everythings horrible but donnie is STILL too overwhelmed to process#its going to hit him very soon and its not gonna be pretty!#also despite his developed claustrophobia ive been haunted by the mental image of him waking up sick and immediately trying to hide-#-under his bed like a YEAR after all of this and Ouurgghhh#one of them comes looking for him when he doesnt leave his room and he just claps his hands over his mouth when he hears their footsteps#and his mind is just an endless mantra of “hes going to find me hes going to find me hes going to find me”#he doesnt know what he's so scared of. he just knows that something bad is going to happen and he needs to stay quiet#(remember when leo dragged him out of the laundry room? that left scars)#just thought i should share that cause it wouldnt leave my brain <3
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The most infuriating form of sanism is this idea that mentally ill people/people with mental disorders are just too stupid or too unenlightened to know how to be a proper, well-adjusted person
So many therapists have ignored signs of my unwellness simply because they assumed I was just... being stupid, and I just needed educating about why I'm acting disordered (apparently, mental disorders stop disordering you once you are condescendingly told why you're just disordered and dumb, who knew (sarcasm)).
Like, I could tell them that I knew my behaviour wasn't "rational," wasn't "reasonable" to do or believe and I'd still be treated like I was so dumb I needed hand-holding and scolding about why I'm acting disordered.
I truly wish that people would be able to take the idea of guidance and stop twisting it into "I am superior and enlightened and the people I am trying to help are stupid and wrong and beneath me!"
#mental health#mental health advocacy#ableism#ableism tw#sanism#sanism tw#yes therapist i was aware that using 1/3 of a bottle of detergent for a medium-sized load of laundry isn't rational...#...and that it could wreck my clothes and my washer (which is why i brought it up in the first place. because i knew it wasn't right)...#...like that's an example and it's SO infuriating just how high of a horse some professionals (and even laypeople) put themselves on...#...like when you stop viewing patients as PEOPLE who need guidance and start viewing them as essentially helpless idiots you have a problem#and that problem should either be addressed or you should leave the practice utterly if you're a licensed professional#call me crazy but i don't think this attitude is conducive to the PATIENT'S well-being#the PATIENT is the person who matters. the PATIENT is the most important part of this ENTIRE interaction#the instance i was thinking about in this tag rant fucking *destroyed* my trust in that therapist#because it just told me that i wasn't being seen as a *person* but as an *issue*#and regardless of if that was their intention i still don't think it was appropriate#you can have the *best* intentions and still be ignorant and say/do ignorant things. even with the best intentions#having 'good intentions' does not absolve you of harm or absolve you of the capability TO harm#another reason i Do Not Like CBTherapy
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Pretty sure my little man has a case of abundism affecting the marble tabby coat under all those white splotches
#random pet post#it really is a weird coat pattern#I'm never sure if I should describe him accurately as a white marked tabby or as the first impression people get of a black and white cat#love his little backward C's#I got all my other pets around the same time and they've been dying off one by one this last year or so#I'm down to just this 4yo kit and Bruiser#actually I'm not done whispering in the tags#pretty soon it's just gonna be me and this terrible little man against the world#and he gives me such weird problems you cannot even begin to imagine#took to the leash and harness without a bit of difficulty but I can't take him anywhere cuz he freaks out about people 500ft away#really difficult to find sitters for him cuz he gets so stressed about changes and waits until 3am to SCREAM#he's 17 lbs and wants to sleep on my chest 14 hours a day#took him on a work trip a week or 2 ago cuz of aforementioned petsitting troubles and some kind of wire got crossed#so instead of stress peeing in my laundry basket he now humps the nearest blanket covered limb to alert me of problems#he got scared of his water dish recently and is only now starting to get over it after 3 weeks of drama#he knocked it over last night and humped my leg while I tried to sleep to try and convey to me that he was thirsty#I'm thinking of getting a second cat and just fucking hoping that it'll be normal and maybe Prompto can target it for some of his weirdness
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I <3 THIS SILLY SHOW..............
#not athf related (obviously)#i meant to post these earlier but i was contemplating it cuz... yknow im mainly an athf blog#cow and chicken#the red guy#cartoon network#the last drawing is a reference to the dirty laundry episode btw :3#ooooooh im brainwashing you oooooh you should watch cow and chicken and i am weasel ooooooh you like the gay devil man#IM SO FUCJIFGN OBSESSED WITH THIS SHOW AND THE RED GUY RIGHT NOW....
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Man like it's been long enough and enough times that I know full well what it's like when I'm recovering from. Idk what even specifically whatever combination of burnout + work stress + depression. But knowing what it is still totally fucking sucks when you're going through it, you know? Like okay great I know what's happening with me and what caused it and that it should keep getting better. It doesn't change the fact that I'm feeling completely overwhelmed by the very basic things I need to get done and am so anxious I can't unlock my apartment door.
#I should probably check my mail to see if my new credit card is here yet but I just like. Idk I can't. It's so frustrating#I also need to get groceries make a run to the drug store/post office and do probably 3 or 4 loads of laundry#and that stuff is making me feel completely paralyzed. And I'm supposed to work this weekend??? Like. It's impossible
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Can’t decide if I need to make myself cry or make myself take a damn nap
#technical talks#long story short my bank and my paypal can’t agree on where my money should be#so it’s just Gone. in money limbo.#i have $20.#and bills and my credit card need to be paid and the dog needs to eat#and technically none of those things are Immediate issues but they’ve already gone too long for me to be comfy#i need to just call one or both to find out what the fuck is happening and when I’m getting my goddamn mahneys#but that’s stressing me out and if I do I’ll cry#I’ll go eat something. then laundry. then nap.#maybe cry myself to sleep! who knows <3
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i may have procrastinated on my laundry for too long ;;;;
#my pants ;;;;;#they're in the wash now but it takes like 2 cycles to dry them bc they're thick ass jeans#so i have to stay up for ;;; like ;;;;; another hour or two ;;;;;;;;;;#when i reallu should be going to bed soon#ough#ive written 2600 words for this fic though so thats nice#if only it was one of my wips that i SHOULD be working on and not another impulse oneshot skdhfksfh#anyway <3#im gonna just go lay in bed and read and try not to fall asleep before i can switch my laundry or i won't have any pants tomorrow <3#shh ac
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🔴⭐🟦💚 <- my tuoys
#just me hi#opens the washing machine. looks inside to be sure there's nothing there#glances into my laundry basket. nods once. i toss in 4 little guys#while they're getting their bearings i pour soap over them making sure to get it on each one#i close the washing machine's lid and spend about a minute and half considering and adjusting the wash mode#i then turn on the washing machine and just watch through the glass lid#anyway i'm having pi.e this morning what's goin on Jfkshvjfhs#i have GOT to just [stares over your shoulder]#but alas i [just sitting there]#//i have had blackberries this morning :33#and they weren't sour which is Nice!! even the little ones were sweet it was great#//ouuuuhr why does pinterest send so many emails lmao......#i don't think you need that many baby.... just send like 1 really big one once a month i'd prolly open it instead of letting it just sit#there for about a month hjfsh#i don't do that with any other kind of email except for ao3 ones Lmfsvh ; pinterest ones oddly fill me with dread. hm!#speaking of i should rearrange my boards#nothing like reorganizing and realizing i put something in the wrong board to do. something hfjshv#//oou i Do have to get going soon though lol..#i think i have everything i need ? hmmghgh#phone.. wortorboutle... samndwitch.... extra blackberries..... socks.......#earbudsss i almost forgot earbuds 👍 crisis averted :3#/yeah though.. back i go !!
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#so we didn't get that house I mentioned a while ago but we *did* get the bigger apartment in the same complex our other partner is already i#*in#so it'll be a super easy move for them and they'll have time to settle in before they come get me next month#(before they left for the airport they asked me to look at apartments since they still hadn't heard back about this one)#(but when they got off the plane they had the apartment confirmed lol)#(it doesn't have a w/d but there's a big big tree by the porch)#(and they're already used to the laundry facilities there since. they already live there.)#(and it's a 2br so it's enough space for all 3 of us until my wife finds some kind of work)#(and then we should be able to afford a house rental -u- )#(I'm really hoping to be in an actual house before december!!)#(but no one can make any promises there.)
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sorry for the lighting but i feel like you can still tell what’s going on and it’s not like a portfolio picture so yay ya yay stuff from school now that it’s properly started :) we were doing self portraits inspired by books from the library and mine was a collection of sci fi movie posters which is something i’ve never done before :]
#obligatory personal stuff doesn’t get as much interaction but luckily i’m posting for ME!!! YIPPEEEEEE!!!!#artists on tumblr#sci fi art#and those will be my two tags for today :)#hoping to take a break from assignment and do a proper slimepompurin later today like i said i wanted to#not that i’ve ever been good at doing things ive said i want to do#cause i also want to print my ballot and do laundry#we did a little walk around look at other peoples work in their sketchbooks and write them sticky notes and i got six fucking sticky notes#everyone in the class had 3 each#like logically if everyone was at a sketchbook each time and didn’t double up the most you should get is three#i got six i was so overwhelmed but they were so nice#like i had to take anxiety meds but in a good way if u know what i mean#did wonders for my imposter syndrome i feel so much better#taking an illustration course btw!!! i’ve said that on my main but not here so if you look at my mess of tags you get that bit of lore#i’m an international student :) very scary but very excited i already feel good about it unless i forget to take meds in which case it feels#like i’m dying#medicated though!! i feel so excited i’ve always wanted to go to art school#and i did Not Like the US#so i’m in the Uk now and there aren’t guns everywhere and they know how to make stall doors properly thank god#more comfortable pissing here then i am in my home town#partially cause it’s illegal for me to do that in my home town
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happy to announce that i am avoiding my responsibilities by writing fanfiction!!
#chapter 3 of unspoken is On The Way#am i ignoring the laundry i really should do? yes!#but am i having fun thinking about The Characters? Also Yes#fanfiction#fanfic
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do i have the lamictal death rash or is my skin just pissed off that it's winter. many are asking this!
#text#i should probably. send a message to my psychiatrist.either tonight or in the morning#and to be safe im gonna not take it tonight#cuz it has been getting worse :3 :3 i did a bunch of laundry and washed my towels and ive been sleeping in hoodies so its not my blankets#and idk what else could be causing it#again unless my skin's just mad tgat its winter now#which could be the case! but idk
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#im super super sick again (!!! i was sick less than 3 weeks ago too)#and i have to go get my tires switched for da friggin winter today and do laundry#which doesnt sound too bad but ive been unable to get off the couch for like 3 days#i walked a block to the store yesterday and then slept ALL day after that#im exhuasted#being this sick as an adult should be fucking illegal#insert why does everything have to suck mickey.gif#anyway im done whining have a good day#delete later
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