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please keep in mind this was hastily written at 2am after a bad day. on a scale of 1-10 i rate my symptoms outrageous. something I notice all the flipping time is how hEDS is so prevalent in disability spaces while other EDS types are not mentioned even if the statement applies to not just hEDS? and on some level I understand that hEDS is much more common than other types and if people have hEDS they're going to talk about hEDS. but like. for example, the hEDS plushie dreadfuls' symbolism is listed for things that multiple types of EDS experience but it's listed as like "hypermobility disorder" or something. what kind of fuckassery. I haven't looked into it much myself but I've also heard the EDS society puts so much focus on hEDS and neglects other types which is. stupid to say the least. idk every time I see "hEDS awareness!" and it's stuff that applies to every/multiple type of EDS my lifespan depletes
#im going to wake up tomorrow#and be like what the fuck#disclaimer i am NOT trying to hate on creators with hEDS#it just gets my goat a teensy bit#disability#eds awareness#ehlers danlos syndrome#ehlers danlos#rant#2am thoughts#ramble#cpunk#chronic pain#actually disabled
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└ ❤ So he's basically our child.
#I LOVE MY SKELETON SON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#emmrich#emmrich volkarin#emmrich x rook#dav#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dav spoilers#datv spoilers#dragon age spoilers#dragon age veilguard spoilers#veilguard spoilers#guys i cant think of any other ones#i KNEW manfred would learn to speak and i am GOING to teach him to swear#da#*#im going to post this at 2am and i WILL srb it when i wake up tomorrow. i don't normally. but it is 2am.
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I just think they're neat...
#i like em#they deserve happiness. just a bit. as a treat#i am not feeling the greatest so i suppose I'll go to sleep#tomorrow I'll wake up and have the best day to make up for today. bc i just decided now#shadowpeach#lmk shadowpeach#lmk sun wukong#lmk wukong#lmk macaque#lmk six eared macaque#sun wukong#six eared macaque#sketches#digital sketch#monkie kid comic#lmk comic#fanart by me#fanart#im so so tired. too tired to tag more. gtg sleep
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i just wanted to draw the ave mujica outfits .
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#nenekasa#<- i like them.#sorry i like mygo + avemuji but cant make fanart of anything im not Fucking Crazy about normally#had to touch it up digitally because i tried coloring a Pen Drawing in with Watercolor. in earnest.#Everything think the announcements gonna be a new unit. I think that would be hilarious and the worst possible timing#Given where everyone else's arcs are but the miku design looked cute so if its jsut a new game that would cheese me#My tag blabbering... what else ... im artfight slacking. my wrist hurts. course selection is next week. SCREAMS#please pray to God i do not have any 8am classes. PLEASE. my college commute takes over an hour. If i have to wake up at 6am i will k#Oh my God i have to go to the dentist tomorrow too please fucking helpme THEYRE GONAN FIDN AMILLION CAVITIES AND KILL ME. AAAAAHG.#Every time theres another proseka broadcast announced i get scared cause i have so many song covers i want in the game but.#I want to draw them first. So that if they Do get added to the game i cna go HEH... >:)....#Thats whyi did skeleton orchestra emnn and scissorhands rks. I want scissorhands in the game reallybad i love that song#3DMV EVEN PLEEEASE but also nothing can too miumes choreography from like a decade ago i wanna do a cosplay performanc eof it someday...#i ❤️ waacking.#actually the one i Really want to draw is ALSO nenekasa. record red save me. ILL DRAW IT OK
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jakey + dirkjake sandwiched between my organic chem notes. a poem in there somewhere
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#jake english#dirk strider#erisolsprite#brobot#dirkjake#admin draws#fanart#ok so the latter two are. a bit old and drawn in a rush because as usual i had thoughts about dirkjake and hair BUT ALSO#while reading the post-timeskip chatlogs i was like hm jake's hair looks kinda long here. i might be crazy tho#and then i continued thinking. because Ive had jakes haircut and t has to be trimmed often and i dont trust his ass to competently do that#so i think brobot helped out there and post entry it fell on dirk to trim it#and i think as their relationship worsened the first thing to properly go was the haircuts. because jake couldnt be assed to sit in dirk's#company for the duration of a haircut. direct line of strider word vomit while ur held captive basically (massive overdramatization)#so. its a good thing he got interrupted after trying to cover the tattoo up. because i guarantee you he wouldve been waking up on that#quest bed with breakup bangs.#finally formatted this one in drafts to post so im not leaving yall too high and dry again#i see my askbox and i appreciate it btw! its terraria night but i hope to be drawing tomorrow :]
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pov u are walking through the woods minding your own business in early 18th century new england
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#i stared at this way too long and now i cant tell if it's awful or not#like that does not look like their faces but also maybe for the best bc actually drawing aubrey and kathryn like that was ??? for me#if this is the worst art ever committed to digital media blame it on it being 5am pls#also i was using a different tablet and brushes bc im not home#i fear im going to wake up tomorrow and hate this so i have to post it now or else#agatha all along#agathario#agatha x rio#agatha fanart#agatha all along fanart#agatha harkness#rio vidal
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this outfit is very important to me
#xmen#xmen cartoon#xmen 92#professor x#charles xavier#snap sketches#i have to wake up in four hours !!!!!!!! //draws charles xavier// //draws charles xavier// /draws charles xavier// /draws cha#ive legally decided im drawing charles with a cleft chin regardless of the iteration it just fits him really well. i think.#anyway caption says it all .... i like this outfit a lot ..... its the green .. and gloves .. im pretty sure ...#legally needed to redraw that frame from where charles was being sassy to jubilee im sorry aelkvej#also i couldnt think of anything else at the start of this 'doodle pile' <- there are two (2) drawings it is not a pile#tbh i wanted to doodle a silly lil comic surroundin them episodes with him and magneto in The Savagelands but.#it is 1AM and i just needed to draw the outfit itself real quick rlaekjfal#maybe ill do it tomorrow. im planning on going out a bit after my classes so we'll see if im not lazy as hell !!!!#for now goodnight i love bald people
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jealous!sevika x bartender!reader (headcanons + tiny scenarios)
summary: while working at the bar, a guy is being inconvenient. luckily, a jealous sevika takes care of him.
content warning: slightly spoilers of season 1, arc 2 and 3, the guy is harassing reader (it is not sooo explicit but if you dont feel comfortable with this dont read it, please!!), little violence (just a punch) and a bit of blood. be warned, be safe!
author notes: i loved doing this request and, as my first one, i hope this is good. btw here is almost 4am and i haven't slept yet (i promised myself that i would write something on the weekend and i did it yey), so there may be a lot of typos and things like that but i can't think properly now, so yep i will post it as it is now, no proof read, no nothing. wish you guys like it!
» in the late night hours, the last drop was more agitated than ever. in every corner there were people talking, smoking, playing and drinking the drinks you made and poured in their cups again and again.
» working in such a crowded place was like hell, specially today, it looked like all of the lanes came to the bar at the same time. but you were well paid, you couldn't complain much, well, not now that a guy was just about to tip you.
“hey, pretty thing,” the weird man waved his hand to get your attention, smiling creepily at you when he finally got it, “would you get me one more of these?” he raised his glass mid air to make his point clearer “i can pay you well...”
» you knew the risks of his proposal, but money is money, and so is job, and you needed it bad now, things in the lanes never were this difficult, but since the enforces forced their troops in, making money was even harder.
» so you did as you were asked. picked up the bottle from behind the counter, walked to his side and poured in the glass a dose of the liquor. he placed a few more coins than the drinks price on the table and you smiled politely, picking them up.
» in between cards, a certain someone was already watching you from afar, waiting to step in if the man tried to do something that could possibly harm you. she was silco's right-hand, a regular at the lost drop and nothing more. just another sometimes flirty customer, but unlike him, she was respectful with you.
» when you turned your body so you could put the bottle back to its place, the man called you. again. and now she was on full alert, almost forgetting about the cards game she was playing.
“pretty thing, you forgot something! you still haven't told me your name, right? i want to know you... better.” the way he was eyeing you, your body, was making you sick and all you wanted to do was to punch him now, and sadly you couldn't.
but someone could. and she did.
even before you registered what was happening, the tall woman was already at your side, almost shielding you from the man's view, burning eyes looking directly at his soul. “if you ever come here again, i swear to you, the chances of you being alive are zero, you understood?”
“b-but ma'am i did nothing!” his nose was bleeding almost comically, but she still kept her composure, holding the man's face in place, so she could punch him again if needed.
“i've asked you if you understood!” she slammed down her mechanical hand on the table, raising it again, her voice full of rage.
“yes, ma'am!” she released him, and he runned away from the bar, shrinking and muttering “sorry's” at you both again and again.
“and you better never try to talk with them like that.” she shouted so he could still hear her words, jealousy dripping in every one of those. when she looked down on you, your pretty eyes were already shining while you looked up at her.
“thanks. for defending me.” you offered her a little smile, a genuine one, and she offered her hand, which you gladly shaked.
“no need to thanks. name's sevika.” she said, displaying a smirk on her so pretty lips.
“sevika... a beautiful name for an even more beautiful lady.”
» you didn't know her well, and neither did she, but maybe this could be a start of something.
#—swe writes#arcane#arcane x reader#sevika x reader#i cant think rn i just want to sleep so bad#but at least i wrote something :)))#anyways this was my first request and i needed to write it asap#and here it is#im happy with this ye#even though tomorrow i will look dead. im fine with it#i can sleep in between classes so its fine its fine#now i need to go bcs tomorrow i need to wake up early!#sevika fans i did this one for you#i love all of sevika fans#btw in this house we stan big buff women
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today i had a realization that kinda freaked me out at first and now has me feeling incredibly sad. so i live in a pretty cold place, right? the coldest in the region actually. the town is always covered in mist and clouds, and in winter it can get so cold it snows. so, heres what i realized today:
the trees. theyre still green.
i cant explain how disturbing this seems to me. green trees in november. yesterday the maximum temperature was 19 °C, and i dont know how that translates to fahrenheit but let me tell you that its pretty fucking warm for autumn. im not even sure if its going to snow this year. thats bonkers.
as a being from nature, this has me feeling actually nauseous. like i know im not the most connected to nature guy in existence, but even i can tell when something feels off. something has gone terribly wrong here, and i dont know what to do about it. fuck.
#i feel awful#you know when you are having a nightmare and something disturbs you so much it wakes you up?#thats the feeling. except im still waiting to wake up. but i know i wont.#im going to bed now so if you leave a message i probably wont see it until tomorrow. just a heads up.#whispers of the dragon#otherkin#nonhuman#vent
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Here is the slut.
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#my art#glenn close#i have to wake up at 5 and write a math test tomorrow so you guys better be greatful i did this#cause i spend way too long trying to draw glenn hot like wayyy too long#i did not do school work cause of this#i dont even care about that damn pole i dont#but here is dilf glenn are you happy now?#are you satisfied?#i nearly cried cause of this damn drawing#also cause i lost my fave necklace down a fucking sink drain and am gonna have to beg some people tomorrow to help me get it out#at lesst im getting my hair dyed#i also have like two tests wendesday and like a bilion projects for thursday and Friday and all i did was draw hot glenn#im gonna go drink my hour old coffee and cry now#honestly vote carlos hes not a dick that sucks to draw#hot glenn autumn
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everybody look at our babygirl
#käärijä#screenshots#what am i even doing#NOT GOING TO SLEEP THAT'S WHAT#we're gonna be soooo busy at work tomorrow and i have to wake up at 5am and im gonna be dead#but no worries here i am staying up taking screenshots of him everything's fine and dandy#nobody tell my mother im taking screenshots of his pretty nose
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thinking about the garrison getting the news of the Savoy massacre.
thinking about Treville reading the missive and feeling the earth dissolve into air under his feet, realising that by giving away the location he doomed his men to the slaughter.
thinking about him having to tell Athos and Porthos.
thinking about Athos going into shock because God, no, not again, he can't have lost his little brother again like he lost Thomas.
thinking about Porthos going into absolute rage- and grief-filled denial and insisting that they leave right now because Aramis is okay, he has to be, he can't have abandoned them, he can't have left them not like Porthos' mother did.
thinking about Athos trying to cope by slipping into professional soldier mode, detached, emotionless and trying to prepare Porthos for what they'll find.
thinking about them seeing the bodies and knowing their brother, their Aramis, is lying dead among the other corpses. And then they find him, and Porthos yells that he's alive and suddenly Athos is crumpling because Aramis is safe he's safe he didn't lose another brother. Treville scoops up Aramis in his arms and holds him tight for a moment, just one, because Aramis is his salvation too, his survivor, the only of his men who came back alive and thus not all is lost, and Treville vows never to let Aramis suffer again as he did that day.
thinking about Athos and Porthos holding Aramis between them, wrapping him and themselves in blankets to share their body heat and warm him. Aramis waking up and asking for Marsac but then realising Athos and Porthos are here and he breaks, crying and sobbing and begging them not to leave him in the cold all alone with the dead, too. And that is when the three of them vow, All for one and one for all, that it's either all three of them together or not at all. Nobody gets left behind.
thinking about Savoy and brotherhood and the boys just clinging to each other no matter what, because even when all seems lost, they're still the Inseparables, and that will always mean something.
#bbc musketeers#the musketeers#athos#porthos#aramis#captain treville#i want to write the damn fic but im exhausted and i have to wake up super early tomorrow so um here goes i guess#you can measure how much my mental health is deteriorating by how much my hyperfixation intensifies and um. yeah#(we're a week and a half into the semester and I'm already This close to snapping this cant be good)#(but at least i have those three idiots for emotional comfort during strife!!!)#(if aramis can go through savoy and come out smiling i can go through my uni classes. and he'd be proud of me for it.)
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Free my man Larian. His unhinged swagless demeanor has captivated me 🖤
1hr-ish quickie since I haven't drawn in like a month.
#i love his VA. He's going so intense with it you can't even tell he's british [lighthearted]#thats it thats his real appeal to me alkdsfhkadshfakdsjfadsjlfhad#god im going to wake up tomorrow and see so many mistakes...... is that stopping me? never. fuck it we ball#kar'niss#bg3#hare art#hare posts#karniss#harebrained thought#since its so unrefined
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daily affirmations: im the shit
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#dirk strider#jake english#dirkjake#admin draws#fanart#can someone power wash my brain ive gotten addicted to the shoe commercial song again#and 2nd one is not related. well now it is. but it was supposed to be its own thing#i ended up not liking the sketch enough for how much trouble it gave me so its going up like this#sweep ur bf off ur feet (flying edition)#anywayz. 1st one done in an hour while listening to something on repeat. no prize for guessing what#im at my vacation now so its gonna be backlog for a little while until i get my bearings#its a tradition by now to draw fullbody walkies while listening to hip hop so who knows. i might do more of that#now i sleep for tomorrow i go shopping#today i packed spent 4 hrs in a cramped car. had a swim a pint some real good canned tuna for dinner. truly life is good#and i cant wait to sleep on this mood so i can wake up feeling different tomorrow#it hasnt quite been dread latwly except when it has. but idk#i remember id used to wake up and not feel like im in a pressure cooker set on medium to low#its been a year. id like to know that feeling again
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Uzumaki.. spiral... snail imagery around Geto, snails have spiral shells, he is spiraling (okay I'm reaching there), he develops a move called Uzumaki, spirals have good cheerful types on connotations in Japan but he is twisting it to be something dark, something you see he uses as a cope mechanism by acting cheerful and happy as a cult leader after the trauma he went through seeing the loss of a girls life that was also the loss of everything he had then and there, and it can also be a warped answer to Gojo's infinity.
Geto becomes depressed and suppresses it by doing awful things and justifying that it's for the better good so he can be happy, snails are written to protect the Buddha which he is the false version of while Gojo represents the upright version of the Buddha by being the honored one, also Geto's biggest downfall was failing to protect people he cares about further pushing the warped point of snails and spirals and why the protection is warped ough pain.
This is unhinged 6:30 AM haven't slept yet ramblings of someone working on a Geto video but I promise I sometimes speak coherently and my thoughts sometimes make more sense when I do.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#geto suguru#gojo satoru#video analysis#im making a jjk video no idk when it will be out#do you see these ramblings i shouldnt be allowed to speak#all because of a snail#nah snail wins#im going to wake up tomorrow and read this and realize its either very obvious or dumb or both
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they blame her for every single problem in the world and then demand her to solve every single problem in the world but they also want her to stay in her lane cause “she’s annoying and the worst” but somehow in the same breathe they also say she’s “mid and has no importance”.
like if i was her i would run away before i go insane. her mental toughness is something to be applauded. not a single other artist could live in her shoes for a week, that’s a fact, they’d break within the first day.
i feel like this type of treatment is less existent on tumblr (or at least i don’t see it), but so very prevalent on X and tiktok. like people who hate her and claim irrelevance will want her to make kamala harris win or change AI laws or so much other stuff. she does have immense influence and power, but simultaneously, that’s not how things work. not to mention that she is a singer, and her job doesn’t entail all of this. she truly didn’t lie with “you wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me”
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