#im genuinely at my wits end

[pensiveant]

Sorry @ my 5 and a half mutuals/followers that you have to witness my latest mental breakdown but the world is falling apart the center cannot hold etc etc you know how it is

[quailxcrossing]

it seems the timing’s always wrong for the ones who wait too long!

a painting experiment i did tonight that im pretty proud of! i love drawing

this is my darling OC Alto (they/them) they have experienced unspeakable horrors and I really wish I could say they're fine. at least they're gorgeous

[gemharvest]

Hate thissss I feel like I haven't been properly productive today (somehow posting two art things Doesn't register properly in my mind) so I wanna stay up to get as much as I can down, but I also need to go to sleep in case I'm called in tomorrow because fuuuuuck going to work on little sleep that shit sucks. But also, the possibility of being called in makes me wanna stay up even more, so I can finish art in case I don't have time tomorrow. So now I'm sat up at 12:30 tired as shit but unable to draw or go to bed. The never-ending cycle of hell.

[parapsychologicalvulpes]

Please Help!!

i really hesitate to make this post bc it's the end of the year and everyone is strapped for money but the past several months have just been slowly getting more and more overwhelming for the things we need to fix.

We've been driving around in a car with the back windows we can't even roll up (one is held up by duct tape and the other is now slipped off the track that we can't even pull it up at this point) and trying to save up money to fix the windows, and a small oil leak.

Two months ago we had to turn off the water to the kitchen sink bc underneath is rusted through and it needs replaced. We're doing dishes in the bathtub with a hair catcher because we can't use the dishwasher.

A few days ago, one of the back tires went flat because the wall has rotted and we have no spare. I need to go to work, but bc of my disability, I have a job that only has me work maybe twice a month. I get *maybe* 200$ a month and I don't currently have government assistance. It's been impossible for us to save anything to fix anything and it keeps snowballing. At this point we are worried how to even get food.

I'm stressed. My wife is stressed. If anyone could spare even a couple dollars so we can replace the back two tires on the car so I could go to work, I would be eternally grateful.

Reblogs are deeply appreciated.

paypal.me/kabegami

[rpfisfine]

i just took ????? my online exam for computational linguistics ?:??? and when you skipped a question bc u didnt know the answer & wanted to come back to it later ????? u had no way of going back to the skipped question without unchecking ????? all the answers youve marked so far ??????????? so i failed ????????

[yellowistheraddest]

i need to think less <- just thought a bit too hard

[lesbianfrottage]

Realized I'm too lashy outy rn to even try and claw my way out of this by talking to people because if I have to hear people gush about their love lives rn it's gonna kill me and make me just not behave right and I don't WANT to do that I'm just so goddamn jealous.

[thatneoncrisis]

for ants: borax mixed with some powdered sugar in a little pile near where they gather. the borax is poisonous to them and the sugar attracts them. it’ll look worse for a bit because it really attracts them and they’ll all come to collect some, but they’ll take it back to their colony and distribute it there. if you have pets you might want to block the pile off from them so they don’t get into it though

no pets, thanks for the tip

[boabel]

i fear i may need to get another ao3 account. what is the point anymore.

[bandomgay]

Genuinely I know...I know there's a theme but ALEXXXXXC 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 UR NOT BEATING THE HOUSE BURNED DOWN WITH ALL UR CLOTHES IN IT ALLEGATIONS pleaseees

[meetthesoldier]

im the number one mickbell fan

[humanmorph]

alright since i am at my wits end. fatt mutuals/followers. when you hear “i believe that justice given is no justice at all” what image comes to mind for you. anything in particular

[biohazard-inevitable]

I am….. surprisingly close to catching up to one piece.

Based on my estimate, I have 361 episodes left.

I did not think I would make it this far.

Before I started one piece, I would have thought that having that many episodes left was agonizingly far away, that I would never be able to make it.

But now, 700 episodes in. I realize how small that is in the grand scheme of it all.

Theres so much more I want to see, so many situations and experiences I need to witness, and although one piece is continuing still, I know its gaining on the end.

The end comes for everything, as death i know all too well.

But for something this profound?

With characters I feel this strongly about?

With the feeling of this being neverending?

It feels so small.

It feels not enough.

I want to go on more adventures with these pirates.

I want to breathe and live for them.

I dont want it to stop,

But I know it must.

Nothing can last forever.

And I will be immensely saddened to say the final goodbye.

I dont think I’d be able to manage dry eyes for them.

Nothing will replicate the lifetime I’ve lived in his world.

[immamapletreekid]

one of these days im going to be so desperate for a distraction im going to start hannibal

[ii-zi]

Tw animal death tw suicide attempt tw no sé ya a la verga this is too much I just need to tell anything to anyone

The second anything starts looking better everything comes fucking crumbling down one of the cats my father practically forced into being """""outdoors"""" cat without even having a fucking backyard door is fucking dying of kidney failure he hasn't eaten or gone outside since yesterday morning he literally only wants to be around us because he's in so much fucking pain and I want to fucking die my father keeps screaming at me over every little fucking thing and screaming about leaving the house and we're barely getting by with all three of them working full time my little sister almost took her life two fucking days ago and I only found out bc i woke up with her crying after puking out all the shit she took she hasn't even been to the fucking doctor she's only going today because of a fucking cold one of the little cats keeps shitting herself into oblivion because we can't make her stop eating her own shit I want everything to end I want everything to end so fucking bad I don't know what to do anymore I just keep getting worse and worse and everyone's mad at me my sister's worse every day and I cannot even apologize because it'd be worth nothing because I'm so fucking ill I can't even remember her I don't know what to do anymore my little baby keeps posting suicidal shit too I'm fucking powerless in the middle of everything I can't even leave the fucking house without fear paralyzing me I can't do this anymore

[rpfisfine]

At 13:00 Alex gets up and aleksa pretends to suck his dick but you can barely see b/c of the stupid discord buttons.

Why are they like this?

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