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floralovebot · 11 months ago

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wait now i’m curious about ur thoughts about musa/helia

MY SISTER IN ARMS I AM GOING INSANE

me to myself: do not think about musa and helia bonding over the arts. do not think about them bonding over strict families and expectations stopping them from doing what they want to do. do not think about them inspiring each other. do not think about them being each other's muse. do not think,,,

DO YOU SEE THE VISION

#i started doodles of florelia/muri poly im actually going insane oh no #no but seriously i cant stop thinking about a pining au..#imagine muri keep going to florelia for relationship advice #and they slowly to start to fall for both of them...#musa falls for flora because she's just so nice and warm but she's also falling for helia because she sees how they act together #riven falls for helia because he's always there and never judges but he also thinks flora is really cute and they look so good together #muri absolutely in denial because they Can't have feelings for their friends how awful would that be of them???#and florelia realize but they know muri just aren't ready for that...#dude...#im fully insane btw #answered

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blazingflareon · 3 months ago

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i gain nothing. they gain everything.

#kinda jank but i went with the vibes more than anything svhlksdhjfg #i basically zoned out to the rejuv ost and here we are #pokemon rejuvenation #pokemon rejuvenation interceptor #digital art #blazingart #oc: sol (rejuv)#that monologue at the end of renegade was crazy #fully subscribed to the 'renegade mc is working with paragon melia' theory btw #or paragon mc. idk one or the other #theyre at the very least connected we know that much since eon/red chain get sent to the other route #im going insane v14 now pls #(for legal purposes that is a joke please take all the time u need)

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cosm1nya · 5 months ago

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!!!Warning!!!

so yeah...

noises that I drew at school a week ago when I was feeling very bad and I wanted to die

i also drew other things to calm myself down, I'm probably gonna post them too but I'm not sure how to do it now

#it was getting better but then my onky friend said that im boring and weird and that shes ending our friendship that we had for 2 years #and other classmate that was the only one i could talk with dropped out of school yesterday and now I'm alone #i have no one to talk except for people online #and I'm feeling bad again #pizza tower #the noise #the noise pizza tower #noise #pizza tower fanart #i feel very bad mentally #im sometimes going “insane” and i dont fully control myself btw #it happened while drawing these and those that i posted earlier

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h-doodles · 11 months ago

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waking up from a very wonderful dream of being spoiled as miranda's little meow meow only to open up tumblr and see v wonderful posts for Miranda & her route got me !!!!!!!!! hewwo!!!!!!!

#you guys!!! the analysis is <3 and im !!!! @ yall #i fully acknowledge her sins btw. but as cinder put it in that ask. i am assimilated to the toxin. sorry.#i love yall going insane abt disecting it too btw. sending my <3s!!!#n e gays. MWAH #personal.txt #clown.txt #resident lover

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pseudophan · 11 months ago

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i'm supposed to go out to eat at a restaurant two days in a row and i'm so scared dnp are gonna upload early because i WILL be a little bitch baby about it

#it's my granddad's 80th bday today and my mum was like you can stay home if u want LMAO #bless her. i get too much leeway for my dnp insanity #the hack is to want to kill urself btw suddenly everything else is fine #but ugh i'll go i want to i just don't want dnp to surprise with an early video #fully bringing my laptop though im too anxious not to #and then tomorrow im going out with Old Colleagues #from my brief job era #but it shouldddd be fine like im gonna go home as early as i can

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thekidsarentalright · 2 years ago

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please nobody talk to me touch me look at me abt the lyric in the title track “I think I've been going through it / And I've been putting your name to it” and it being almost directly followed by “In another life you were my babe / In another life you were the sunshine of my lifetime / What would trade the pain for? I'm not sure” and the implications of what that means for pete and patrick i literally cannot handle the emotions that makes me feel oh my god

#THIS IS ABOUT PETE AND PATRICK BTW THIS IS ABOUT PETERICK. FULLY AND HONESTLY. PETEKEYS FUCK OFF! lol #when i heard it it felt like a ton of bricks was dropped on my head like. oh OH??? OH MY GOD?? PETE?? PATRICK?? UHM #like. thats the most intense soulmate shit ever. i literally cannot think of a single these lyrics could mean BUT what im thinking abt #and it is so insane. so insane. esp w the context that patrick had to convince pete to do this album. like. dont touch me dont talk to me #txt #cch #p: 100

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leafuxxtea · 8 months ago

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god the announcement of hnk (houseki no kuni/land of the lustrous) has got me in shambles,,, i haven't read the chapters after the 10 000 years hiatus so i gotta catch up (actually I'll probably re-read the whole thing)

‼️rambling incoming‼️

imo, hnk is one of the best series for deep psychological analysis,,, it had such a deep impact on me when i first read it (like 3 years ago) and still remains in my top best/favorites series 🥹🥹 i could ramble abt it for so long,,, the process of one losing bit by bit the parts of themselves and replacing it with something else (both physically and metaphorically) in an endless need to help others, but also as an own selfish wish to become better than who they used to be. Then looking back, and realizing things were so much simpler back then, and mourning that past self. (The fact that all of this revolves around their self-hatred and the belief that they're worthless is just. It's so heartbreaking to me. They've become so desperate for affirmation and yet still keeps getting hurt, by others and by themself too.)

i have too many feelings about the manga 😭😭 im losing myself to the brainrot, help-

#leaf yapping #hnk #any hnk fans here?? 🥺🥺#I MEAN IT WAS PRETTY OBVIOUS THE SERIES WAS GOING TO END SOON ANYWAYS #god I still remember the infamous 2 years hiatus #all because ichikawa got a ps5 #i have so many thoughts on so many characters #rutile...ghost quartz...diamond...yellow diamond...antARCTICITE...CINNABAR??? CAIRNGORM???? 😭😭😭#and last but not least. lets not forget our endlessly suffering protagonist. gods sacrifical lamb.#IM NEVER GOING TO SHUT UP ABOUT PHOS‼️‼️#this series made me so mentally ill...like i was already mentally ill but it made me worse #i rewatched the anime recently actually and it made me super emotional 🥹🥹#ichikawa. when i catch you ichikawa.#THE TRANSFORMATION PHOS WENT THROUGH IS SO INSANE ACTUALLY #ur telling me the silliest little guy is now...some imposing shapeless deity figure???#lets not forget about when [spoiler incoming]#they lost their legs. then lost their arms. then lost their head.#then got destroyed and slowly reconstructed into a horrifying mix match of broken pieces #not the mention how they get shattered by the alloy when they have a mental breakdown #WHICH IS SUCH AN INSANE DETAIL BTW???#the way they just. fully physically break down to pieces. from inside of themselves. when their mind is spiralling.#i think their portrayal of ones trauma is so interesting #ANYWAYS IM STOPPING MY RAMBLING FOR NOW

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geee-three · 13 days ago

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VIVID BESTIES SQUAD!!!

they are building a fucking plane who let them build a plane.

#also at one point theres an entire fucking sun fully rendered in the bg #they pull it off here but normally i dont like big bullshit being rendered for no discernable reason bc #it fucks up the mv in game its really hard to run #bc!! the game doesnt run a *video* it runs all the moving parts #whihc is why you shouldnt watch them ingame unlessyou hvae an INSANE phone #no if the sun was earlier i wouldve been PLEASE DONT LET THIS BEA COSMOSPICE but no it was. surprising fine #this is slowly beconming my fave akito commission btw. im sorry see arr ayy zee why... burn more thats what i was born for....#no image id #ramblings #squidposting

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mvalentine · 9 months ago

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#they also make me insane btw. incase you were wondering.#also they’re so i miss you im sorry coded like !!! nothing happened in the way i wanted !!! every corner of this house IS haunted !!!#anyways.#i should make a playlist for them. i mean the brainworms have fully settled in what’s the point of denying myself ……#playchoices #the phantom agent #rowan x lexi #oc: lexi cavanaugh

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moonsidesong · 1 year ago

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i think its kinda funny that ibis paint is regarded as the Broke Artist App or whatever (as opposed to more mainstream programs like csp or procreate) because its free and because of how popular it is with phone + finger artists while im jusg sitting here having used ibis for a cool eight years on purpose.

like i have an ipad and an apple pencil and all theyre very nice and i absolutely could move to a more powerful program i have the resources to do so but my change averse brain has decided they like it here a lot and im not leaving

#not talking smack on phone and finger artists btw. some of my mutuals use their fingers and their art goes crazy i respect that so much #even when i did use my phone (most of 14 crush was done on a phone!) i still had to use a cheap rubber stylus hahaha #anyway maybe ill try procreate someday but also i hate learning new programs and i like ibis's brushes too much #fingers crossed that they add fully custom brushes someday though #like id love to be one of those artists that makes really cool art with ridiculous shapes and nobody even knows until they tell you #younger artists might not know this but modern ibis is STACKED compared to how it was in 2015 #like i remember when clipping layers were first implemented. and they sucked. like they didnt fully go over the lower layer #so it just left a gross tiny outline around the shape #and there wasnt any border or text tools either #and there was a hard cap on layer count depending on your device's storage and the canvas size #modifying brushes wasnt even a thing HAHAHAHAH you just used what you had #anyway okiku reference window unrelated shes just there for something else im working on<3 #bri talks #for the record all this is to say i think the smack talk towards ibis is pretty unwarranted #like yeah maybe its not as powerful as a lot of these fancy paid apps but i honestly think its insanely good for being a free program #i think getting rid of the ads costs more now than it did when i paid to get rid of them but i mean #free with ads is still a lot more than csp's ever gonna give you!!!!#(psst. secret from me to you! you wont get any ads if you disable the app's data usage and turn off wifi when you use it)#(alternatively just use airplane mode but you can still get texts and stuff the first way)

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schizononagesimus · 2 months ago

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i have my first real monogamous date in years (saturday!!) with a mad handsome butch and we're super clicking, and this was ummm maybe like 30 mins into texting. I should be shot

#i knew based on their linguistic patterns actually they were talking about star trek and said “i make myself so insane about it” which only #tumblrinas say #me flirting: so um tumblr dot com?#my texting bg is the fuck it we ball cat #i was right btw.#also YES i know im at such a weird point in life to be dating but guys i started crying when i saw their ad on lex bc theyre everything ive #been yearning for so i just fully sent it and told them that #im young my life can lead me wherever it likes and so on #i always say there's never “a right time” for anything #lessons of the hand and the mouth

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themistas · 3 months ago

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i guess dean's only fine with killing godly beings when they aren't hot women to whom he feels connected

#dean crit #s13ep1 like ok... sure... shelter the kid only to kill him... im sure thats not insane or anything....#the sam parallels are crazy to me but ill see #btw ik this post is doing a disservice to many esp. amara but ill be honest i think she was just seriously misunderstood #amara 🤝 mary not being fully explored because this is a Men (sexist) show #supernatural #spn #textmistas

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bedforddanes75 · 4 months ago

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I HATE THIS HOUSE