#im fucking confused

[alexisnotstraight]

i have never been truly satisfied with who am i. since i was a little kid ive felt more comfortable using he/him pronouns, before i even knew what gender identity and pronouns truly were. sometimes i would wake up and the first thought that crossed my mind was "i really wish i was a man", those thoughts started to become less and less as the months went by, there were still there, but not as often as before.

then, i started listening to my chemical romance, and shit went downhill pretty quickly. now every day i wake up wishing i was anything except a woman, everyday i look in the mirror i can only focus on how my chest is not flat enough, everytime i see a cute guy i wish i was him.

mcr are a really great band, i love all of their music that ive listened so far in this week (yes, all of this happened in less than a week) but it has truly made my brain over function and not for the good reasons. does that mean that im gonna stop listening them? fuck no

anyways, thanks for coming to my ted talk. idk what im supposed to be, yesterday i dressed in a way that made me look quite androgynous which made me truly happy, so am i non-binary? gender fluid? trans maybe? or im really confused because im experiencing heterosexual(? thoughts regarding gerard way in the cheerleader outfit?

[iiep-wop]

Guys help, I can't tell if this person is joking or being Homophobic or something because this feels like such a bizarre interaction??

It was left on one of my Jedtavius edits and now I'm confused

[luoisalunitic]

discussing HK stuff (spoilersers)

Hollow knight is certainly a funky game am I right? So, we know almost nothing about the void civilization or anything really, like TLC’s mother, (Heretic) Joni, where the fuck WL came from, and the whole bell situation in Silksong, I’ll be mossbag today and try to figure something’s out

Most of the things that I mention about the bells in Silksong is from mossbags bell video, like the notes that play when hitting the bell and as someone who works at a daycare with music stuff and in orchestra, I can say that mossbag is right about the notes being played. The notes seem to be a Pharloom anthem or something, as a bass version plays at the beginning of the trailer, whenever the bells are played and in a Lace fight if I remember the trailer right. Music seems to play a big role in Pharloom, from the music note like symbol on top of Hornets cage, to Hornet learning how to play her needle from the church person in the mossy pit area, and to Lace conducting those butterfly bird things. We can also tell that silk plays a big part as well, as addition to the symbol on Hornets cage, the ball looks like a ball of silk (haha get it? Silksong)

I’d like to discuss HK and PK next, we can guess that the idea instilled was the memory at the end of Path of Pain with PK and HK, but is it just that memory? surely other characters helped with the idea, right? like White Lady, maybe the Great Knights and Dreamers? Hornet definitely would’ve played a role in that, but, what if it was Ghost who instilled the idea? That one moment in the abyss.. two siblings facing each other.. one ending up falling while the other one joins the ranks of their father….. okay that’s enough rambling for me

Another things is what the fuck is Lost Kin doing? why the fuck is it in Ancient Basin if the door was sealed off and Deepnest is on the other side of the tram? PK must’ve taken Lost Kin, or maybe Ogrim? Like wasn’t Ogrim exiled?? maybe that’s why he was exiled idk guys, but that also means Lost is older than both HK and Ghost, and i can only assume that Lost died from someone attacking them, because how in the ever loving fuck do you trip and shatter your frontal lobe /silly

that’s kinda all tbh, hope you enjoyed my 1am ramblings

[fancygardenercreator]

Hello people there, i want make some lores because i want make it more interesting, and i want y'all ask me question, so i can answer

Tks for y'all so much

[puppyeared]

filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^

[haunted-xander]

Well, I guess you didn't have much of a choice either

[blondie-drawings]

And the rest of the memes!! My friend enjoyed her birthday gift very much 🥳🥳 (pt 2)

[amelia-yap]

warrior

[sunlit-mess]

greeting

[dachshund-games]

why do these almonds taste like fried chicken

[gamergirl929]

So, I pet my cat in Stardew Valley, and he dropped a piece of cheese.

[cozylittleartblog]

worst way to start my new year, thanks. i have a lot of things to say about these companies but i'm tired and just keeping it focused to the pin side of things for this one. do not ever buy pins from these companies, literally ALL of them are stolen from small artists like me. if you want to buy enamel pins, check out etsy, and artist's personal websites and shops! (though even Etsy has some bootleg pins that ship straight from china, so tread carefully…)

Every pin I've designed is, thus far, EXCLUSIVE to my etsy. if you find it anywhere else, it's been ripped off! and once these stupid bootlegs pop up, it's basically a never ending game of whack-a-mole trying to get them all taken down...

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

more of the dapper lad! i Cannot get him out of my brain

[ovkl]

Hey so surprise Im now homeless in San Diego on the street because I mistakenly moved in with people who refuse to talk to me about me being clearly disordered and memory lapsed (theyve known this for months/years.) and called me a lazy ass for being unable to work due to not even being able to walk to the bathroom without crying in pain before I had my disability diagnosis last year specifically for some reason so um if anyone has any suggestions or a place I can stay even for a few days that would be ideal lest I kick my own chair here. I was affectionately gaslit about it and had been lied to about this until I snapped from the paranoia and found out. I dont have anyone here and I do not have family or a place to live.

https://ko-fi.com/smuppetry

[enden-agolor]

ok so like

what if i told you my bf and i made another admin au about jesse being an admin and being cast out of society and he becomes this sad, lonely, brutish, and mute forest deity and also what if i told you lukas shows up in the forest one day and they meet each other and lukas basically changes jesse’s life

what i’m saying is they catch feelings for each other

better explanation:

im just gonna use my discord screenshots from me explaining to others the beginning

[genderpink]