#im fine 🤗
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…changbin…
#💭 z is thinkimg#AAAAAAAAAAAA A A A A A A A RGRGGRGRGARARWEWRWRWRRWEFGRGRGEGARAEQRWRATRGR#GGGRRRARRRARRARQRWRWRWRQERWFFEGRHTBTNGN#AAAAAA A A A A A A . AAAAAAAAAA🅰️🅰️🅰️🅰️🅰️🅰️🅰️🅰️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️🅰️🅰️🅰️🅰️🅰️‼️🅰️‼️‼️🅰️🅰️🅰️‼️🅰️#CHHCHCNANNGNGGBGBGNHNUNUINNINHNH#CHANNGBGBB#AAAAAAHHTT HE GRFAEQRWRWGWGQ EWW EQEWR#GRRRRRRRR#WOOOOOOOF AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#im fine 🤗
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are u doing any better?
#🐅?#im fine#just hoping my atrophied organs dont have or lead to cancer#and its obvious im upset all the time im never even happy at work and i love work yall know id rather be there than anywhere else#im just stressed and if i have to be honest im in a lot of pain and really sick i just dont tell anyone abt it#its so bad i miss my dad who battered me becuz my mom and most of my friends dont care how i am but instead how they are etc#AAAAAAAAAAAAA#im fine 🤗
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live action buggy. live action buggy. did i say live action buggy? LIVE ACTION BUGGYYYY. “i’m gonna get it back.” IN THAT POSITION. HIS TONE. HIS LITTLE GIGGLES. THE WHOLE SCENE IS JUST UGHHH BUGGY YOU HAVE ME QUESTIONING MYSELF I USED TO BE SCARED PRICELESS OF CLOWNS BUT UUGHHHH.
hello? HELLO.
THE FINGER THING. THE WAY I WOULDVE RANNNNN 😫😫
THIS ENTIRE SCENE TOO. LIKE YES? WHAT ELSE CAN YOU DO. WAITINGGGG.
girl let him look at me while im in a cage like dat… See luffy better than me cuz sista…..
HELLO? SIR? THIS PHOTO DRIVES ME UP THE WALLS OF THE EARTHS INNER TO OUTER CORE TO THE MANTLE TO THE CRUST BECAUSE HOLY
#buggy the clown#buggy one piece#captain buggy#buggy live action#buggy d clown#live action#one piece#live action one piece#anime#anime live action#hes so silly#hes so babygirl#hes so hot#i cant#why is he so fine#why is he so handsome#why is it so hard#ughhhh#i love him#my king#my princess#my precious#my everything#i love him so muuuuuch#i love him too much#cause like#i swear im normal#🤗
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I'm stanning &team.
#their music is just so good ive been listening for an hour and never got tired#im so well fed rn#plus nicholas is fine#ALL the members are beautiful#how can you beat that?#im gonna write for them in marchh 🤗🤗🤗
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i have an essay to write (just 900 words due this week, not terrible) and i keep pushing that out of my mind cause . i keep feeling like this about bsmp. ough. ough. i love balloons
#IM BEING VERY STRONG ABOUT THE ESSAY I HAVE TO WRITE !!!!#its fine i literally get to write about etna haldane and homestuck and transgenderism. yay. spins. i spun 💙🌸🤗
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When You Just Went Through Something Traumatic And Mom Says Not To Tell Anyone:
#im scared#im out of the house i shouldn't be scared anymore right?#am i overreacting?#am i overthinking this?#I know they were both manipulative#manipulating me and my brother#he acted like my dad#no i didn't feel safe#but#🤷♀️#im fine#but idk#probably not#cant cry though 🤗#eldest daughter#eldest sibling#eldest sister#back to my music!#dissisosiation!#anxiety!#panic!#Depression!#PTSD!#fr tho like#i am not ok
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I got my drivers license today and im so happy 💪🏼😤
#ive had driving anxiety for years but now idk!!! i got tired of relying on ppl lol#this isnt anything art related but oh well🤗#im so happy!!! i thought i was gonna fail just because i forgot to change the mirrors a little but it was fine i could still see#but aaaaaaaa ive been putting this off for years and now its finally DONE AND OVER WITH thank god#and i actually feel confident driving and being behind the wheel😭😭😭#anyways!!! idk im just!!!🥳🥳🥳🥳 were gonna celebrate tonight lol#jira stop blabbering#ig a life update??? sure lol why not
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how life got me feeling now 😆
#don’t even get me FUCKING STARTED#THE SAME WEEK#JAEHYUN SOLO#also don’t get me started on jaehyun solo#guess who got her points proved by the king himself 😛#ALSO I TOLD YOU GUYS GONE AND LOST ARE RELATED TO EO#ok let me stfu and address the real. elephant in the room#moon fucking taeil you’re so dead to me and you’re the biggest dissapointment i’ve ever came across from.#long story short we don’t know these guys…#i feel so#betrayed 🥲 kinda bc he was my first bias (LORD IM PRAYING PLEASEEEEEEEE NOT JOHNNY SEO CMON 😞😞😞😞 ID BE THE MOST HEARTBROKEN PERSON)#also i feel betrayed bc this guy was raised by a single mom and a younger sister. it’s jaeil time. i fucking hate you#also about my two parents 🤗🤗 i congratulate y’all before johnny does#i can step down now 🥱#but my mood swings are even worse than chels starting from yesterday ☺️ but don’t worry i’m fine#i’m fine i really am#all there is to do is pray that ALL the victims get their justice#ALL OF THEM.#but rather than everything that has happened… i missed you all ☹️#if u even care 🥱🥱#anyways.#🎤 — mika on the mic 𓈒 𓈒 𓈒 ꩟˚
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Thought i should post sth on thr discord groups im in but their art r so good...i csnt do that...
#z rambles#AND IM NOT EVEN ACTIVE IDK THRM LIKR THAT UHHH#ILL WAIT 4 MORR YEARS#I toLd myself thst in 2021 but BUT NOT YET NOY YRT !#Genuinely if i post on discord snf no omr gaf i wil kms but online in general. thats fine 🤗❤#discord feeld likr im forcing thrm to see ittt. i csnt everyones art is so muvh brtter thsn mine (no hard feelings obv)#its just. perhapd i shouldny spoil thr basket!
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analogue doodles from school. some I may digitise idk
#doodle#my art#welcome home#wally darling#analogue#its exam szn so i’ll be busy a lil bit 🤗🤪#do not mind the last one I had to write over in eng LOL#i should share more analogue arts 😋#maybe fine arts too when Im ready!!!! that is what im studying and plan to career with n e ways#wip
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not my first reaction to this information as i learned it during the intermission of challengers (yes i finally went to see it) and i was having a lowkey breakdown through the intermission and the beginning of the second half a little bit but ummm: well of fucking course i literally dont deserve anything
#why did i even try this hard. i dont think i deserve anything tbh#dont mind me sounding dramatic im actually fine like lol#im sad but ok but also like. i got used to being a failure and a disappointment this last year so#i feel very tired now. it wasnt a bad day overall and im happy i decided against going alone today#bc i wouldve literally ended up crying in public if i was alone lmfao#ah. ahhhhh :/ i really really really was hoping for a better outcome#stupid girl as always#anyway i really am fine i just need to be dramatic for a moment. i truly do not deserve anything i get ever im sorry#if anyone read until this point and wondering what the fuck couldve happened that got me like this#well it's truly not that important in the grand scheme of things and im being stupid#got wait listed for another scholarship lmao </3#truly stupid and foolish of me to even think from the start that i could do this lmao#what's even more stupid is im still like well. well 🤠 hey maybe 🤗#i just know im going to be feeling extremely guilty for even existing even if i end up being able to go at this point lmao#and it's so stupid to even write all this. over something like this when people have real problems and stuff lmao#truly what did i think make me worthy of this chance im so not special and dont deserve this etc etc#all this negative self talk and i will still be sleeping like 😴😴😴 still hoping for the best dont worry#and that's because im stupid#🗒#i will drink tea this day has been lacking tea so critically :/
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when you've had a rough night at work and listen to depressing music, what happens??
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you get a fic idea that's angsty as hell and would probably have ppl bawling 🙃
#im legit at my wits end tho#and about to google the nearest cliff#so i can take a swan dive off#this 🤏 close to a breakdown#and i wish i was joking#◢ 𝐊𝐀𝐘'𝐒 𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐒 ◣#but im fine#so dont worry 🤗
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i get why people are like people being exposed to gay and trans stuff wont make them gay or trans like okay but it would be cool if it did
#Listen social contagion shit isnt real but also im like? If it was theres no reason to care if theres more lgbt ppl unless you hate lgbt ppl#Idk if that makes sense just like i feel we're not getting at the root of the problem here because conservatives will call you a satanist i#You say what im saying but i do feel like the strict adherence to the born this way logic was fine in the early 2000s to the 2010s but like#Idk if it works now like i feel like its stupid to be like dont worry gay and trans ppl are born this way conservatives your precious cishe#Children are safe if they learn that gay and trans ppl existb🤗 kind of irks me like yeah its right? Like its really only gonna help people#Who were already lgbt realize or come out of the closet sooner but also im like who cares if it did make ppl gay and trans thats not a bad#Thing idk im rambliny and i dont think i make any sense and also i just woke up but like shusvsksishros
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I being so fucking normal about this fit on him rn I'm beingsofuckingnormal I'm beingsofuckin nor-
#you have no idea how fucking long I've been drooling crying begging and just screaming for them to do a Lost boy kill count#like I just watched the podcast maybe like a week ago and I'm just like rocking back and forth on my bed like they're going to post a video#<--real soon#and oh my God I watched the video of the kill count in there's so many things I wish they talked about on there but I'm grateful to get it#they did talk about the sequels and.....ekkkk... I mean it's only based off of high demand so let's hope to God no one talks about it#or send any emails for them I mean if they talk about the remake that's fine I haven't really seen that one I know Sebastian stan is in it#oh my God I feel like I'm about to be so fucking annoying about the movie again I think I'm going to just start posting random shit about it#also lately I've been more happy to be posting and drawing again than usual#so I might be back on doodling and drawing random shit or actually I've been having more confidence in myself to start posting doodles#why do I bring that up because oh I don't know...wink wonk 🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤗🤗 😉😉😉😉😜😜😜#my laptop kind of sucks now so I'm going to buy a new one probably this month or next month so I'll be drawing and posting doodles#I'm also thinking about posting some of my recent sketches I have in my notebook but don't expect any Picasso or Vince Van Gogh for me#I know I'm good but like I'm not that good lol im jking kinda sorta maybe not relaly okay yeaj am BUT!!!#I feel like I'm back on my drawing shit again and if I don't finish your drawing I'll just still post it because why the fuck not I'm young#let's fuck around and have some fun why not huh#man I can't believe I'm actually really rambling here but yeah I'm happy to say that I'm going to be back on my stupid shit ❤️#kill count
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got my hands on an audiobook of the golem and the jinni (book that has been consistently recommended to me for idk at least three years) and it's sooo nice to listen to but i do all my audiobooks in the car and the way i was like. in all ways but physical being tucked in and read a bedtime story when in actuality im going 80 down the turnpike at 5:55 am
#everything is fine i do NOT drive drowsy i got a cup of coffee at a rest stop and chilled for ten min#it was also 6 am so not fully the books fault#its nice im liking but but its a 20 hour audio book and idk if i can get thru it before libby cruelly rips it from my hands#very atmospheric so far though#driving so early always makes me think about going to the airport and the section of the book that introduces the jinni added to it#simply on account of describing a desert i was like omg 🤗 im getting on a plane to warm climate right now
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i say im no issues so normal then my friends have one person going on in their lives and i understand what patrick bateman was thinking when he axed paul allen to smithereens
#the dms i have sent to ari abt my jealous rages... fellas it is normal to be so mad and envious at your friend's students for having their#attention. im not asking 🤗#but it's fine like i genuinely believe im beyond help lol i dont think pills can fix me#nor will therapy or cbt or what have you......... i dont have a good brain and i need to learn how to live with what i was born with#simple as that :) haha#🫀
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