#dont mind me sounding dramatic im actually fine like lol

[kimmkitsuragi]

not my first reaction to this information as i learned it during the intermission of challengers (yes i finally went to see it) and i was having a lowkey breakdown through the intermission and the beginning of the second half a little bit but ummm: well of fucking course i literally dont deserve anything

[just-some-random-blogger]

still not over the fact that all your work is très magnifique 😍 (dont mind me binge reading at 4am)

if i may request, how do you think dream would react when his lover(reader) is very jumpy or easily flinches. we all know morpheus can be rather mysterious-in-the-shadows type and as someone with anxiety i feel like him popping out of no where will just make me jump all the time

Hold My Hand

Dream of the Endless x Reader

Summary: Desperate times call for desperate measures, your measure for Dream giving you near death experiences involved a very particular accessory.

Word Count: >600

Warnings: some kinky inclinations lol, gender neutral!reader, kitty meow meow dream (real), pouty!dream, fluff, typos, etc.

A/N: HHIHIHI IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE MY FICS ENOUGH TO LOSE SLEEP OVER IT ANON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUT ALSO GET SOME SLEEP PLS T_T the gif is how i imagine dream apologizes for scaring you Tagging: @pinksirensong @deniixlovezelda @shadow-pancake9

I let out a long, exaggeratedly prolonged, scream when I feel someone come up from behind me in this dead end of the library. It was instantaneous, the hug and the concerned voice that came after.

I mean I really was scared, but still, I was 100% sure I was born dramatic. I heaved heavily as I leaned into the embrace of the being behind me.

Dream cranes his neck down to kiss the side of my neck, "I apologize, my dear," he speaks with genuine guilt, "I was only thinking about how you told me you enjoyed back hugs and I could not help myself."

"It's fine," I sigh deeply, placing the book in my hand back in the shelf.

Dream, although he knew I was not making an attempt to leave him, pulls me back, as if unwilling to have a fraction of space between us. I chuckle, "alright, alright, gimme a sec, geez."

Once the book is back in its spot, I twist in his arms and position myself into a comfortable embrace, cheek pressing against his chest.

Dream tightens his hold, relaxing against me; his previous guilt of rousing my anxiousness finally seemed to leave him.

I can't help but chuckle when he nuzzles against my head, "rough day?"

He hums, "everything is suddenly bearable after I feel your touch."

I smile against him and pull back to show this. In contrast, he has his pouty lips curved down and it makes my brows raise, "what's wrong, Dreamy?"

"I do not enjoy the fact I keep agitating you when I phase to your side."

I snort, "well, actually," I pull away from him, "I may have a solution."

His brows furrow, appalled by the fact I was pulling away from him. His frown deepens.

"Dream," I chuckle, "I'm literally still right here, please, I just need to get something out of my pocket."

A line between his brows forms. He barely loosens his tight grip on me. I cannot help but press my lips as I look at him in amused annoyance.

"Here," I say, as a pull out a tiny choker and dangle it between our faces.

Dream averts his attention, furrowed brows raising.

"I had a cat once," I start, undoing the clasp of the necklace, "she was so sneaky, my family did not know peace until we gave her a bell."

I bring my hand over his shoulders, placing the black and gold thing around his neck. I rise to my toes and look over Dream's shoulder when I do this. Once I am done securing it, I release a sigh and fall flat on my feet. "Now," I smile, grabbing his cheeks, "I might find peace with your bell."

Dream looks down at the choker. I grab the bell at the center so that he could see it, but I'm unsure he does.

His hands travel up my back as he averts his gaze back upon me, "if it can rid of my jump scare tendencies-"

I snort at his use of my term.

"- then I am happy to wear it."

I break into a fit of giggles when he leans in and peppers my face with kisses. As innocent as those were, my breathing begins to grow heavy when his lips trail down my neck, "Dream... Lucienne might catch us again..."

Meanwhile Matthew's head cocks from side to side as he looks for bright ringing sound he could not for the life of him find. "Lucienne, am I going bonkers, or do you also hear that bell ringing?" "I thought you were already bonkers." "Lucienne, I'm serious-" Matthew's beak stays open when he sees Dream pass by out of nowhere. "D-Did you- did he- is he wearing a collar?" "Matthew, Dream is a consenting adult-- in fact, he's much older than that." Safe to say, the sound of the bell was so much more hard to ignore now.

[bellbottomedzoso]

Pink Floyd Impression

SOO UHHH CAS GOT ME LISTENING TO THE DARK SIDE OF THE MOON FUN

Ok ngl this shit is COOL

speak to me and breathe in air are really pretty openers. And the first three tracks flowed into each other nice which was saTISFYING

on the run got me feeling like I should be fighting a boss in an 8-bit video game but it’s cool ya know

I’ve decided I don’t like on the run that much I’m sorry

Off topic but I’m eating my dinner as I’m listening and it’s velveeta mac and cheese which is disgusting don’t buy it

Time started and I JUMPED the alarms shOOK ME

OK THE USE OF PRETTY MUCH NONMUSICAL SOUNDS IS SO COOL??? Like the bells and the walking and the radio chatter it’s just interesting!!!

One minute into time and it’s cool

The part before he starts singing is rly pretty

It feels weird but idk how to explain

OK IM GONNA TRY TO EXPLAIN BUT IM GONNA SOUND LIKE A CRACKHEAD DONT MIND ME

it’s like,,, this is ok this is fine I can breathe but also wATCH OUT there’s something sneaky behind you

Ok this dudes voice is so?? Pretty???

Like he starting singing and I just sighed

DAMN TIME IS SO!!! COOL!!!!!!!

This guitar solo has me bOPPIN

There’s so many vibes I just wanna sit in this song forever

Oo the gig in the sky is next Cas asked me to listen to this yesterday and I got through half of it before I had to leave.

I don’t remember much of it tbh I wasn’t fully paying attention

ok tggits is on why is this piano getting me in my fEELS

oh ok but it’s nice though. It’s like wait is this sad?? No no it’s ok

I feel like I’m gonna be very wrong about that later

THESE VOCALS MAN I MIGHT ACTUALLY BE CRYING

ok shit I looked back at the lyrics and really thought about them with the title and the cRAZY WICKED VOCALS and just ETHEREAL instruments and

Oh no

Just texted Cas “BRO WHAT THE HELL IM EVERYWHERE AND NOWHERE” as a sorta like update and I mean

Yeah.

I didn’t hear the whispering so I guess I’m not dying

OK MONEY CAME ON AND I IMMEDIATELY FEEL LIKE TEN TIMES CLASSIER

Where’s my three piece suit, cane, fedora, and gold rings

I LOOKED UP THE LYRICS AND GOT CARDI B’S SONG INSTEAD I WAS SO SCARED

I like

Guitar

This is good kush

Hey can we talk about drums for a second

I don’t know shit about drums but

THIS. This is BANGIN

I love the chatter in the back!!!!! It adds such character oh wow

Oh yeah Us and Them we got them oRGANS

Also smooth transition that was nice

I love how slow and smooth this is it’s like softly rolling ocean waves

Sax is pretty I like you

I’m wondering if this will get really fast or just stay slow either way I’m happy

It picked up for a bit and I like I like

Gosh it’s, sAD. Why are they so emo lol

STOP WHY AM I CRYING DMVHEMGH

That was crazy pretty.

Any colour you like. You know what I like? THIS

Just instrumental stuff is sO pretty and fun

Brain damage is on!

Idk why my first thought was “dear prudence” am I ok

wOah tHerE eDge LoRd

“Dw friend I’ll be sad with u”

Gosh that was pretty but also sAD

Damn! These guys and their flawless transitions! It’s satisfying

Eclipse is the last song and now I’m kinda sad

Like because the albums over not just because these guys are eMO

GOSH THEYVE GOT POWER

they’re so PRESENT

And full! So very full it’s gorgeous

Ok the album is over and uhhh.

Wow. Holy sHIT. I sound dramatic but I’m woke lol

I think my favorite songs are time, us and them, and brain damage.

That’s a whole experience like,, I’m feeling a lot haha

Cas made me a playlist with a lot more stuff so I am eXCITE

Sorry this is so damn long but aaahhhhh I felt like writing and I wanted something to do while I listened so why not! Documenting things is always lovely and it’s nice having stuff to look back on. Maybe my take of the album will change and it’ll be interesting to see what I used to think who knows?

So there you have it! An amateur talks about Pink Floyd :)

[agentdammers]

Grand Torchwood Rewatch 1x12 & 13

IF YOU FALL I WILL CATCH U I’LL BE WAITING........ T I M E A F T E R T I M E

One season down...... It’s a Finale Double Whammy, just as it aired back in 2007! Crumbs of Jack Lore drop into our laps, some absolute plot bullshit takes place, an old man is there!!! fuck it let’s get this over with

content warn: pisstaking, fun having, oh! plot bullshit!, i absolutely lose my fucking mind, Owen Harper!!! I Won’t Hesitate Bitch

1x12 “captain jack harkness”

- a thought before we dive in, but man owen gets A LOT of story stuff over the course of the 2 seasons he’s in right??? like more story stuff than ianto and tosh combined. interesting

- AH FUCK!!! A VOTE SAXON POSTER. REMEMBER WHEN?

- so..... here’s a thing. “Ohhh people have heard music from a derelict building! better send torchwood in!” how... does that come about? Could it be squatters or something??? fuck it, let’s send in a Secret Government Agency! they’ll sort it out. i mean we don’t know what they do exactly but i imagine at least one of them is a ghostbuster or something lmao, whatever

- OH NO THIS CREEPY OLD BITCH!!! i forgot how scary he looked!! god, this dude must be a million, or a vampire, or likely both

- tosh’s eyes get SO BIG WHEN THAT GUY ASKS HER TO DANCE I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!! she’s the best one!!!!!!

- wish i could wipe this episode entirely from my memory because that fucking reveal when the Real jack harkness introduces himself? F    U    C   K

- speaking of tosh, finding it extremely unconvincing that she, a tech nerd, would go out with a laptop with an almost completely flat battery... like, c’mon. she would be prepared

- Gwen cooper, a fully adult woman: haha me and my friends;;;; came here 4 a dare;;; cos its spooky lol....

- the camera on this show has me fucking SCREEEAMING “He wears a cravat.” THERE’S A DRAMATIC SLOW MOTION ZOOM IN ON THIS GUYS FUCKING CRAVAT AND THEN ON IANTO’S FACE LOOKING AT IT AND ITS ALL IN FUCKING EARNEST LET ME DIE!!!!!!!!!

- the dance they’re at is called “KISS THE BOYS GOODBYE DANCE”, which is what my finishing move would be called if i was a character in a fighting game

- ianto and owen slapfighting over their shit girlfriend experiences fucking owns genuinely lmao

- tosh pops the top off a tin and then cuts her hand open on the obviously blunt fucking lid?????? jesus christ

- “I’m tired of living in awe of the rift!!!” .....................first i’ve heard of it. I love that owen is talking as though the rift has been a major fucking factor throughout the entire series up until this point, rather than a thing that’s just been vaguely fucking referenced as the reason why a bunch of weird shit just seems to happen in cardiff. no, im not standing for this. You can’t pull out the rift at the eleventh hour and then talk about it as though it’s a Hugely Important plot device when the biggest role it’s had over the stretch of the entire 11 Whole Ass episodes prefacing this was to allow the plane to come through in “out of time”. y’all have barely mentioned the rift this entire time and now you want to act like its the hellmouth??? eat my ass!!!!!!

- and continuing on that note: apparently they’ve had a machine that can manipulate the rift in the hub......... the entire goddamn time. but no one thought to MENTION it i guess!!!!!!!! pfft, why would THAT be important??? right???? right?????

this plot bullshit almost makes me feel bad for how harsh i was about “cyberwoman” but, i will admit.... despite this Absolute Fucking Nonsense, i do find the jack and tosh storyline in this episode really fun and interesting. its just unfortunate that all the stuff arrrrround that is some kind of fic scrawled in the back of a kid’s math book.

- also the size of owen’s fucking NADS in this episode!!!!!!!! “Don’t compare yourself to me.” SAYS MAN CRYING OVER THE GIRL HE KNEW FOR ONE (1!) (SINGULAR) WEEK!!!! as opposed to ianto’s longterm girlfriend being turned into a monster and eventually murdered by his own team!!!! Like, i understand that’s owen’s problem actually goes beyond that, and its not so much about diane herself but about the fact that he let himself feel close to someone again after his fiancee died but for us, The Audience, watching this as it airs... we haven’t unlocked owen’s tragic backstory yet. and without knowing all that it just makes owen look really bad and like a huge fucking tool lmfao.

- NEVERMIND THE END IS GAY AND SAD AND Y’KNOW!!!!!! i am a man of simple pleasures, at heart, and so... i’ll let it slide. jack meeting his namesake knowing that he’s going to die and them having a moment is more of the kind of emotional content we would get in episodes of doctor who, and its Just Right

- in honesty, theres a bunch of stuff about this ep that i DO like. that tosh gets a prominant role for a change, while gwen gets to do fuck all. the whole Real Jack story. owen gets shot and pops a tit out at the end. its just unfortunate thats its all wrapped up in this rift thing thats been wheeled out last minute for a Big Season Finale with no real foreshadowing or build up to it at all lmao. but, moving on...............................................................................................

1x13 “end of days”

- RHYS BUNS DETECTED, A SOUND WAY TO KICK OFF ANY EPISODE

- lovely reading voice ianto’s got..... i also like owen acting up to make sure we know that they remember him being shot in the shoulder last episode lol.

- “owen, if you open the rift you’ll break it” (owen opens the rift anyway) “owen, you opening the rift broke it” (owen GASPS IN DISMAY, ME??? REALLY?) yes bitch open your ears

- “So are we going to sit around crying into our lattes or are we gonna do something about it?” OWEN..... IS THIS. SUPPOSED TO SOUND BADASS I.... GENUINELY CANT TELL? IT SOUNDS BAD, OWEN

- jack was so likeable last ep now he’s a DICK. gwen calls him out on how he talked to owen and he’s really fucking catty at HER for no reason at all????

- i haaaaaaaaate this scene in the hospital where a Mystery Illness has all the fucking symptoms of the bubonic plague but apparently every doctor in the entire hospital never did high school level history and are all incapable of recognising it. if fucking *i* know what symptoms of the bubonic plague are im sure they didn’t need Absolute Brain Genius Owen Harper who is seemingly the only person with any sense in cardiff to come in and diagnose it. i also hate how owen just like casually mentions to the doctor yep, this is caused by people falling through time dude yknow!!! like they do!! expect more of this to keep happening probably idk!!

- “I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU OPENED THE RIFT WITH THIS MACHINE WE HAVE THAT’S FOR UHHHHHHHH UHHHHHHH OPENING THE RIFT *big fuck off galaxy brain*” thats basically this episode.

- i love that owen has followed jack all this time but NOW in a crisis is the time to actually lose it and start questioning his authority bc they dont Actually know who jack is like???? you’ve been fine not knowing this entire time before??? thats not to say that jack isn’t an entire dumbass himself. he expects them all to follow him blindly and its so creepy. he’s like a cult leader, and as they all have Torchwood Stockholm Syndrome that ive mentioned in previous episode run downs they’ve all just gone along with it.

- owen having a little cry on the way out is such a Good scene bc he puts on such a brave and defiant front tho 💕💖💘💕

- i dont know why the really quick flashback to diane flying off in the plane made me lose my fucking mind, its just like “LMAO IN CASE U FORGOT: SHE WAS THE PLANE LADY. I KNOW SHE WAS ONLY IN FOR LIKE TWO MINUTES, BUT DONT WORRY ABOUT IT.”

- gwen for fucks sake!!!!!!!! not again!!!!! after all the cryptic shit and lies she’s told rhys up until this point, she now knocks him out and locks him in a cell and STILL offers no explanation. this poor fucking dude!!!!!!!!! and it’s about to get even worse for him...

- the way gwen screams “RHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEUUUUUUUURRRRRSSSSS”

- YES EVERYONE REBEL AGAINST JACK!!!!!!! FUCK THIS DUDE!!!! you’re doing what a creepy old dude who is Absolutely Definitely evil wants, but still

- why does gwen start doing shit on the computer when toshiko, the computer expert, is standing right there, like.............

- JACK TRYING TO SMACKTALK TO ENTIRE GANG LIKE HIS OWN CLOSET ISN’T CHOCKFUL OF FUCKING SKELETONS

- i forget, does anyone know jack’s immortal apart from gwen? or was it just the shock of owen actually Shooting Their Boss? the only onscreen death i can recall of his after suzie shot him was in “cyberwoman”

- god, minutes ago they were all like FUCK JACK!!!! JACK DOESN’T KNOW HOW TO SAVE US AFTER ALL!!! and now theyre all crawling back asking jack to save them all from cgi pig Ganon and its just..... a lot to happen, over the space of about half an hour.

- the ending is so anticlimatic and also why does sucking all the Yummy Life Energy out of jack make abaddon die?????????? Though in its defence... after like 3 bowls of cereal, i too am like OUCH OOF MY BONES

- aaaaaaaaaand rhys is back! will he get treated any better from here on out? i dont remember!!! guess we’ll see.

- bit much of gwen who’s actually known jack the shortest time of them all to be like NO, let ME be with him uwuwuwuuw

- ahhh!!! ianto smelling jack’s coat ;_;

- aaaand jack’s back too. AND HE GETS TO HOLD A CRYING OWEN? FOR ME? oh you shouldn’t have! this Almost makes up for all that rift plot bullshit (almost. i still know what u did.)

- ANDDDDD OH SHIT. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE GOOD ENDING. HERE COMES THE TARDIS. FUCKING YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...............................and there it goes. one season down. sorry this one was so long!!! i love and appreciate anyone to takes the time to read these posts. thank u!!!!

[feelslikejoon]

in a pickle

so not bts related BUT I need someone to help me calm down super badly lmfao sksk but i visited my cousins this weekend for a housewarming party and she invited some of her friends, naturally there were some dudes and they were really cool but there was like one dude who didn’t really talk but it was obvious he was social in school you know? irrelevant lmfao but like he didn’t introduce himself to me and all of the other guys did and it’s fine I didn’t care but like some time later into the party when I changed out of my indian clothes and into my American clothes (damn I’m so glad I brought nice clothes sksks) like istg he was looking at me but like not in a creepy way you know just like in a way IDK anywAYS i come into the room w my sister and my cousin and we’re like talking and I can see him I CAN SEE HIM looking at me thru my peripheral vision and idk what’s like up u know I was like “shit is there something on my face? am I ugly?? Didn’t your mom tell you it was rude to stare???” lmao I was so confused but then he asks if we wanna play cards and that’s when I REALLY saw his face and he wasn’t super cute ( my standards are ruined due To BTS) but he was cute and his face was so clear and his teeth were so gd white and I was like “YES I WILL PLAY” sksks I didn’t scream it but I said it so quickly ahHahHAH. Ok so we’re playing this game called scum and him and I are giving each other looks but DUDE IDK WHAT’S CONSIDERED FLIRTING AND WHAT’S CONSIDERED FRIENDLY OK IM NEW TO ANYONE EVEN PAYING ATTENTION TO ME LMFAO but it’s like fun and all but then we start playing the card game ‘bs’and oh. my. fucking. god. It’s like I understood the true meaning of chemistry (I hate myself I’m so dramatic forgive me) like the whole time it felt like it was just me and him playing (ew I’m so sorry that’s so cringe lol) like he would keep giving me looks and would only try to see if I was bullshitting and he wanted to call me out but he never did. Like the first round I bs’d but he didn’t call me out but he knew and the second the other person went I started giggling cuz him and I both knew I didn’t actually put down the right card and he goes “shit I knew it” And he had this big goofy smile ::((( And he asked my name like a million times but it’s so fucking ironic I never got his and I AM SO FUCKING MAD and it makes me so sad cuz he was so sweet and nice and I’ll never see him again cuz he lives in another state so I did something. Obviously, duh. I stalked my cousins insta and I found his account and I freaked for an hour but I got peer pressured by like twelve of my friends to just full send that shit and request and so I fucking did and GUYS. It’s been 9 hours. 9 GODDAMN FUCKING HOURS AND HE HASNT ACCEPTED IM LOWKEY UPSET SKSKS LIKE WHAT ARE YOU DOING?? I THOUGHT WE HAD SOMETHING?? ALL MY FRIENDS ARE DYING TO SEE WHAT U LOOK LIKE ACCEPT MY REQUEST IVE NEVER BEEN LIKE THIS FOR A BOY. ugh yeah anyway he’s been on my mind for the last day and I lowkey miss him sksksksk I sound like such a creep I hung out w him for like three hours and I’m whipped bc of what??? He asked to play cards??? I’m delulu BUT IDC ANSWER MY REQUEST YOURE CUTE AND YOU MADE ME LAUGH JUST LIKE PLS DONT DO THIS TO ME IT WAS RLLY BOLD OF ME TO EVEN REQUEST YOU DONT EMBARRASS ME MAN ALL MY FRIENDS ARE WAITING,,, yeahhh so that’s that Um idk what the pt of this was besides that he was cute and I’m scared of rejection lol