#im feeling prideful rn
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Two disabled trans women need 622 for rent. No donations since the 8th. My SRS date is 7/25/24 (11 days from now). I will be in recovery in some sense for at least 2 months. Anything helps.
https://www.paypal.me/NoraEstherRose
https://venmo.com/u/nora-esther-rose
https://www.paypal.me/androgynophore
https://venmo.com/u/Leah-Esther-Rose
#i think the other post was too long but theres probably many reasons we're not getting the most donations rn#which is a weird feeling.#idk. im gonna fly a sign at the pride event this weekend ig
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reflection
#*drives a car thru the convenience store doors* hi guys#i wanted to draw his new fit without actually drawing the fit. do u see my vision. do u get it#i think its rly interesting to see how different lilia is in the past vs rn...its so inch resting to think abt how he must feel#how he must look at his past. im sure lilias the type to continue forward and take pride in the growth but WOW he was so staunchly dif#lilia “world peace” vanrouge vs lilia “fuck humans they suck” vanrouge#twst#twisted wonderland#lilia vanrouge#suntails#i want him. i dont care which. i want him
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parental relationship moment💀
#gonna drop random thoughts in the hashtags#moretti who takes every carlo's fuck up personally#“u spin me all around and then you ask me not to spin” late carlo&moretti to me. funny thing that this is also late eddie&carlo to me#i believe that carlo learned many of the ways of pressure and manipulation from moretti#anyway every moretti's accusation breaks carlo's heart+pride so his gratitude and loyalty is replaced by hatred n anger in the end#“all this anger was once love” “the word father rotted in my mouth” what if i start screaming. what then#“i guess im just a terrible mother” lisa to eddie & not in manipulative or victim way but the most sincere n regretful way imaginable#eddie who still feels endless guilt before her. but things couldn't be different (it is what it is fr)#happy fucking house#i wanted to write more but my head is empty rn😞#carlo falcone#tomaso moretti#eddie scarpa#lisa rubini#mafia 2#avart#falcone family
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hormones!!! :D i’m doing them!!! :D the man ones!!! :D they smell kinda funny!!!! :D
#trans#testosterone#gender euphoria#i’m so fucking happy rn#this makes up for the trans tape giving me a blister fr#omg omg i’m supposed to be going to sleep rn#no way is that happening anytime soon#transmasc#nonbinary#transgender#trans pride#trans joy#trans HOW DOES ONE SLEEP ADTER THJS?????#I KNOW THIS IS JUST PLASIBO BUT I FEEL LILE I COULD RUN#LIJE FAR OR SOMETHINH#what if i hide the bottle of gel on top of my trans flag on my ceiling#no that’s a bad idea#PK IM GONNA TRY TO GO TO BED NOW GOODNIGHT!!!!!!!!!
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hey ree! totally unrelated question, but if you had to pick who would you say your fav haikyuu character of all time is? just curious 🙂
HAJI IS MY COMFORT CHARACTER and the closest to my type, omi is the most recent favorite !!! i have a soft spot for noya & my whole personality revolves around bo /hj (????????)
I CANT NOT MENTION AONE AND USHI I HAVE A DIFFERENT SPACE IN MY HEART FOR THEM … i will not be naming specific chambers of the heart i am not a woman in stem and refuse to be
my whole roster on here
#filmsociety — molly !! ♡#see ur evil like this asking about my favorites like i dont love answering these things#IM NOT APOLOGIZING MY PRIDE IS IN THE WAY#im flipping u off rn the emoji feels too aggro
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I already brought this up, but for quicker reference:
Order of Attack: Mahiru nightmare sequence about Kotoko's attacks. Gotta round out the guilty trio.
Feel free to not prioritize this. :D
LISTEN, I CAN'T BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE FOR THE ANGST THAT YOU REQUEST (<- made myself sad over Mappi and worries I may be in trouble for this one). Obligatory "I don't hate Kotoko and think she's very complex but from these character's pov I had to make her solely scary I'm sorry." And of course I was prioritizing this 👀👀👀 I really loved your nightmare sequences, I tried to make one that completed the set but was still unique!! Thank you for the request >:3
TW for referencing her bf's suicide, and descriptions of the attack injuries
“Aw, come on, you can tell me~” Yuno turned her attention away from where she’d been helping Mahiru with dinner. “Both Fuuta and Amane have had nightmares about her. Hell, I’ve had a nightmare or two about her. I won’t think you’re a mean person for admitting it.”
“I’m not lying,” Mahiru insisted. Her lips rounded into a little pout.
Yuno studied her expression. The girl had a way of really looking at someone when she wanted to. Sometimes it was a wonderful feeling – her gaze could be full of understanding, warmth. You were seen. You were heard. She saw you for all that you were.
But in times like these, Mahiru found herself shifting under the pressure of it. Yuno was truly seeing her. She could see how Mahiru’s smile was frozen in its forced shape these past few weeks. She could see the way she flinched at loud noises, or how all the blood drained from her face when Kotoko’s voice echoed from the room next door. In waking, there was no doubt Mahiru was afraid of her. In sleep, though…
Yuno took her hands in both of hers.
“Then… what do you dream about?”
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Mahiru was in the woods. She was running, her feet bare, her breath hitching.
At first, she thought she was fleeing something. Danger and death loomed around her. The trees closed in. The canopy plunged her into darkness. The branches reached out to tear at her flowered dress, or snag on her hair. The trees pressed close to suffocate her. She grabbed at her throat.
At some point, it became clear she was running towards something. A figure came into her view, just ahead. Though he didn’t appear to be running, she couldn’t catch up to him. She had to. He was in danger. She had to get to him. She had to stop him.
He entered a clearing up ahead. Mahiru could just barely see into it. She tried to scream out, begging him to stop, but no words came out of her wheezing mouth. She could stop everything, she could stop all of this, if only –
She burst through the clearing. The figure, now a young woman, stood in the center. She faced away.
Mahiru tried again to tell Kotoko to stop, but it didn’t matter whether or not she could speak, now; it was too late.
On the ground below, between tree roots and scattered leaves, lay two small bodies.
Mahiru’s hands flew to cover her mouth. Her legs grew weak with horror. There was blood everywhere, and bones bent at wrong angles. Fuuta’s limbs were twisted and limp. Amane had curled herself to cover her face, blood streaming from between her fingers.
Kotoko, too, had red-stained hands. She surveyed her work with pride.
“What… have you done…?”
Slowly, Kotoko turned. Mahiru wanted to turn around and run before those bloodthirsty eyes could land on her. Her legs stayed frozen in place even as her heart raced in her chest.
Kotoko met her gaze. Then, she gave a gentle smile.
“Thank you.”
Mahiru stumbled back a few steps.
“You let this happen.”
“No…”
“You did. You could have stopped this, but you didn’t. Thank you.”
“I-I didn’t –! This isn’t – ! I thought –”
“You knew this was going to happen.” She spoke a familiar name, and Mahiru shook her head violently. “You knew what he was planning. You had plenty of chances to stop him. You didn't. You knew what I was planning. You know how to calm people down, how to bring groups together. But you didn’t speak to me once about it. You wanted this to happen.”
“I didn’t!” She said it frantically, unsure if she was trying to convince Kotoko, the two beaten prisoners, herself, or someone else. “I didn’t.” The statement was true, but it didn’t change anything that Kotoko had said.
The forest closed in. Kotoko reached a hand out, beckoning to her.
“We make a good team, don’t we?”
“No…”
Mahiru was struck with the thought that she didn’t want to take hold of such a disgusting hand, only to glance down at her own. They were just as slick with blood. She let out a shriek.
It was Amane’s. It was Fuuta’s. It was his.
Mahiru’s legs finally gave out on her. When she looked up, Kotoko was still smiling.
“So… who will be next?”
—
Mahiru slipped away from Yuno’s grasp.
“Oh, don’t you worry about little old me!” She turned back to their work. She brushed her hands off on her apron, giving them an extra swipe for good measure. “I promise, Kotoko isn’t the villain in my dreams.”
#milgram#mahiru shiina#yuno kashiki#kotoko yuzuriha#i kept it in the order i got everything but i was definitely thinking of it nonstop adfsdf#im forever crazy about mahiru's murder-through-inaction theme#since all of the others were pretty direct even if accidental#i firmly believe she knew what her bf was planning and didnt stop him/actively said shed join him because she didnt know how to handle#the situation properly#and if she prides herself so much on being good with people and making friends and bringing people together i wonder if shed feel#responsible for not deescalating kotoko beforehand#plus the more immediate survivors guilt that if she was just in the other room maybe it would have been her and not fuuta/amane#at first i wanted to work in more mv symbols (birds cake carousel horses) because i love wacky and surreal dream sequences#but it got to be distracting when i was planning it out lmao so i decided to stick with the two major trauma moments#vibing on my trip rn but i had just a few lines of this one to finish so i wanted to post it when i had a few minutes...#though now i need to go and pretend im not crying over mappi 😭😭😭😭😭#drabbles#order of attack#(to go back and make it an official tag later)
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random question, do yall have any gender/sexuality headcanons for skyblock npcs? :]
#my inbox is open if you would like to share with the class#only a handful of you play the game but more than a handful of you know about it so like. surely there's something right#i have many but i wanna hear other takes. perfectly fine to contradict my own btw im curious!#im feeling particularly prideful tonight and it is 100% bc i've just been laying around sick thinking abt the month#got a lot on my mind. wanted to doodle earlier but dont feel super great#definitely better but not great. dont wanna get locked into A Task and not move for a couple hours kjhfgk#so i've just been scrolling and occasionally doing something else. like typing rn i am typing wahoo#gotta cancel my dentist appointment... AGAIN >:(#these cavities are gonna fucking rot man 😭#that's twice i've gotten sick the day before an appointment. but this time it has a fever so it's Real Sickness#last time it was just allergies#chat
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i enjoyed high school! i had a lot of friends! some of them were even close! but holy SHIT . i can say, with full confidence now. HIGH SCHOOL SUCKS SHIT and im GLAD I DON'T GO THERE!!!
#my school was actually pretty nice for a high school#my teachers were cool#im actual friends w one of em#but like. Omfg#if you as a high school student have ever felt annoyed about being treated like a baby or feel like you're just getting pushed around#like you're not treated as a real person. even by the staff who are nice. like all the clique stuff is stupid bullshit and you just want to#be an adult already#don't listen to anyone who tells you to treasure your high school years they can be fun but BEING AN ADULT IS SO MUCH BETTER#i got excited to VACUUM the other day!!! because my space in the dorms is MINE#and oh my god i love my parents and my family and their house is nice. BUT WOW LIVING IN A DORM RULES#not just bc its a nice dorm (That helps) but bc . like . so much is up to ME and im part of every decision#by default#and i get to Decide everything#a good part of this is just starting w a blank slate yk. i dont have to clean anything up and get rid of old stuff and rearrange#to decorate the new room in a way i want (in a way thats designed for me to keep it clean‚ rather than just the way that Happened)#and its like. i can really take pride in my space yk?#like i share it w 3 roommates but my part is Mine#and its not just where i sleep its like... i decorate it i clean it i like it i hang out in it#augh. college good.#if you're in high school no matter how much you like life rn: IT GETS BETTER
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selfship / ficto posts and they all have "proship dni" bitch you could not exist in peace without me. proshippers invented this space. shut the fuck up
#I SWEAR TO GOD I MADE THIS POST ALREADY AND I CANT FIND IT ???#found out ficto is an acrual thing and wanted to have a look around the tags#and its all dni#like ??????????#selfship and proship literally go hand in hand ???#its pride month and i want to appreciate this new flag but noooooo. lmfao aight#idk any normal fictoromantics wanna interact w me#smh#anti anti#A BITCH IS TIRED.#dont yall ever get tired of being hateful and shit. u sound like religious white men.#ratkingrambles#sorry im just salty rn. feels like this of all places should be a neutral area yk ???#n i just get kicked in the teeth bc i actually think sending death threats over made up people is wrong
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Sorry for putting wips in your face but I'm still doing sketch requests and I REALLY LIKE THIS NORMAL..... I think I found a way to draw him very close to what he looks like in my head AND I NEED TO SQUEEZE HIM TILL HE POPS
#this is for a trans pride thing so thats the flag hes holding#i gotta decide if i want to slap him in a mascot suit or hoodie...#canonically? mascot suit....but in my heart. him and Dood have matching Teen High hoodies#im feeling peppy chipper cheery rn HE'S INFECTIOUS
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At this point I dont think I can focus on the event story anymore cause i'll be like ''IS JACK OK?? IS HE FEELING BETTER, IS HE DRINKING WATER?? IS HE RESTING WELL, I DONTCARE ABOUT THIS COMPETITION ANYMORE I NEED TO STAY WTIH HIM
#im feeling sick imgonna cry for my woof woof#imagine how he must be feeling rn now that he cant participate </3 must've be a blow to his pride#GET HIM OUT OF THAT HOT UNIFORM PUT HIM IN THE FESTIVVASL CLOTHES HE NEEDS TO BREATHE#i cant believe i was robbed of jack showing his arms n midriff im uninstalling this game this is so vicphobic
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I love my old art actually wtf
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it really hits different when someone, whether its a celebrity or just someone you work with, is a happily out lesbian. obviously im happy for any queer person that comes out but the majority of those who do, at least who i have encountered, are either gay men or bi women. and even tho we’re a part of the same community i still always feel a little isolated and different from them. the majority of my friends are queer but i have zero lesbian friends and it actually really upsets me. when i find out someone is queer im obviously happy but when i find out theyre lesbian i get so happy i wanna cry. its just different.
#im actually full on crying now after i just wrote that goddamnit i just washed my face#this is literally just about a hair stylist on tiktok i love that i knew was queer but i assumed she was bi but just learned shes a lesbian#and she dyed her hair pink and orange and wore a pink and orange dress and earrings today for pride and now im crying#this post is for lesbians#do not reply or rb and tag something related to being bi or a gay man or something itll piss me off this is for LESBIANS#i mean you can rb if youre not lesbian but just dont make it about yourself#i rbd a post that just said ‘lesbians 🩷🧡’ and someone rbd it and said ‘bisexual 💜💙’ and i know#they meant well but it made me unreasonbaly upset#i just sometimes feel like there are a million gays and bis and like 10 lesbians including me#lesbian#pride month#lgbt#it actually makes me cry that i have no lesbian friends#i mentioned it to my bi friend once and granted we were kinda drunk but she just said ‘are we not good enough for you’ and we laughed#but fuck it really makes me sad like im fully crying rn thinking about it#this is so stupid
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im fucking so angry. can trans ppl just be normal ppl to y'all. im a fucking human being ok
#im so fucking sick of being An Oddity. the person who keeps having to say 'pls don't call me girl it's uncomfy' when they say#'but i call everyone girl it's not about gender' FIRST OF ALL. IF YOU'RE CIS DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME ABT GENDER#second of all. god im actually too tired to keep ranting. i just wanna be a normal person#and i dont have anyone to talk to abt this rn bc my besties are either at work or getting ready for work .#actually i will keep ranting. I LIKE MY BODY. and then ppl misgender me or fucking LAUGH WHEN I SAY IM NOT A GIRL#and then suddenly i feel so uncomfy and gross in my own skin. literally fuck off why do you get to offhandedly say shit that hurts so much#its pride month i should be allowed to stab ppl to death#rowan rants
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been playing the ace attorney trilogy for the first time and my brain is rotting out of my skull and wrinkling in real time at once. i just started aa3 and this is all ive been able to think about for the past 3 weeks.
here a buncha doodles i did with @nahmehchii :]
#sorry i cannot draw men so theyre just scrunglies rn#ace attorney#drew me persona guy being a shit lawyer#i feel a little bad tagging more aa stuff when theres not much of them so i guess that first tag is as far as i go#muri art#muri persona#playing the gay lawyer game during pride month can be such a personal experience (im going fucking feral)
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Happy pride, I stole this pic from twitter
#no pride for me as usual but at least I can go get some beer#i want grapefruit cider tho but idk where to get it#idk im just feel cut off from the world#should not have been born for different reasons#having a hysteric rn for a reason i should not have#too privileged to pity myself but not privileged enough to... dunno#i want to live under a rock#not an option ofc#still need to keep a bit of sanity to be able to work#kinda wish i was religious just to cling to something#i want to go home so bad#but i guess it makes me a fascist regime supporter
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