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thinking abt suitcase and HONESTLY i dont think she'll forgive nickel after everything. genuinely her life is going to be affected by what he did to her and how he treated her for a really really long time and bcuz suitcase was treated as a pushover or like a naive idiot for most of the season it would be expected that she'd immediately forgive and move on (and her relationship w/ baseball is clearly.... complicated) but suitcase isn't that person anymore. she isnt innocent and optimistic just wanting to be friends with everybody like she was at the start of season two. she's changed and a big part of that change is accepting that nickel may have grown and even befriended balloon but she DOESNT forgive him for how he treated her even despite that. and he'll have to live with the consequences of what he did just like she'll have to. suitcase is never going to be the same again so it only makes sense nickel doesn't get that closure either (and the best he could do is just. accepting that)
#sorry im mentally ill abt suitcase again she's SUCH an interesting character#probably in my top 3 favorite ii characters#dont take this as nickel hate bcuz i also think he's a very interesting character!!! they both are and i love analyzing him#but he definitely did fuck up w/ suitcase and he needs to own that imo#suitcase has stood up for herself and it is HARD but its worth it#and her saying to nickel. yknow what i dont forgive you for what you did to me & how you treated me#after everything that happened in late s2#would be a big character moment for her. excited to see where her arc goes bcuz she's clearly becoming Worse and i love when characters#do that. love when bitches become evil ‼️‼️#txt#inanimate insanity
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hello people, i changed my url!! previously kazuichikazuichi :) treating this as a new account so ignore the old stuff please lol
im gonna be posting exclusively six idiots/bbc ghosts/yonderland etc stuff on here!! if you were following me for danganronpa art etc - ive made a sideblog to take over my old url, @kazuichikazuichi , where i'll put any future content to do with the interests i used to post about, so feel free to follow that page instead if you prefer! :)
#ive never had a sideblog before so this is a bit confusing but hopefully i can make it work lol#im super excited to start posting about the six idiots!!! raaaaaa everyone should mentally prepare for the insanity i am going to unleash#this doesnt mean i dont like dr or milgram or anything anymore dw! i'll still post abt them on my new sideblog from time to time :)
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forget me not
Stray Gods || Grace/Persephone
She can’t bear to face anyone since she dropped out of college. She had to talk to her parents, obviously, but it’s been almost a year since they spoke. She was expecting them to yell at her, tell her she was wasting her life, tell her she’d never get anywhere without a college degree, that she was almost done, so why couldn’t she just wait it out another couple of years and then at least she’d have finished something? But they didn’t yell. They both just seemed…sad. Tired. And that was so much worse. It was like they had given up on her. Grace doesn’t know how to explain. She still hasn’t quite managed to explain it even to herself. Would anyone understand? Freddie never demanded an explanation—she loved Grace no matter what—but Grace was sure she wouldn’t get it. Freddie was passionate about so many things. Freddie was the sort of person who would probably go on to get a Master’s and a Doctorate or maybe two or three, because she just couldn’t decide what she loved the most. And Grace? Grace barely even felt like a person in college. She tried to do all kinds of things, join clubs, meet people, take classes she thought might be interesting. She tried to distance herself from Freddie, even, and she was not gentle. She tried to destroy herself over and over again, and make something entirely new. She tried to forge herself into someone interesting, someone worthwhile. But in the end, the truth always came crashing back to her. She can’t escape herself. She can’t escape how utterly unremarkable she is.
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#stray gods#grace x persephone#stray gods grace#stray gods persephone#this is not a sane piece of fiction i wrote it last night until 5 in the morning#should i have been sleeping should i have been studying YES#instead i wrote this#i was also like crying the whole time i wrote it LOL#now today i'm like does this even make sense is this even a story idk im too crazy to know#i am not well physically or mentally at this time LOL#anyway this is largely like a character piece for grace#since i felt if i was going to keep writing this ship (which i am due to being insane) i needed a better grasp on how i wanted grace to be#i think it's all canon compliant but it's also a lot of what i felt would be compelling so take w several grains of salt LOL#anyway hope you enjoy my 5 am meltdown!!!!!#exciting tag for writing things#is tumblr dot website yoing to make this formatting insane PROBABLY
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delphi riddle is so portals coded and so melanie martinez coded in general
#shes just insane and mentally unstable and shes so crybaby for that#portals album songs as hp nextgen characters dropping soon#because i will be seeing melanie live and i am so excited im listening to every single song of herssss#harry potter#hp#hpcc#cursed child#delphini diggory#delphi diggory#delphini riddle#delphi riddle#harry potter and the cursed child#rewriting
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now THAT was a fucking episode
#stars of the show go to matakara's and arajin's va's#like???? matakara's screams (yells?) totally caught me off guard#that 'quit pretending i'm someone i'm not' line......insane.#i can def say this wasn't the way i thought ichiya would be given to him but im pleasantly suprised (and excited)#not gonna lie i seriously thought they were about to make shindo make matakara shoot himself (thank god it was just shooting at the shadow)#but man was this satisfying#granted it was at the cost of matakara's mental wellbeing#i still think the first half of the show could've executed the build up better#(like ALOT better)#but i wont get into that#HOWEVER v much looking forward to the last few eps#bucchigiri?!
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i do think its nice that over the past year or two my entire life circumstances have changed. im on hrt, ive finished my first year of uni, im living on my own, I've actually got a future ahead of me and im the happiest ive been in a very long time. ive got decades of continuing to improve myself and my lay in life and i know theres no rush.
#not without its struggles. ive fought to get here against my own personal mental health demons#but also. i turn 21 this year. isnt that insane to think abt.#im happy where i am and im excited to keep going.l#hell over the last year ive managed to see my long distance partner twice#i hope everyone reading this can find happiness and solace in themselves in the same way i have
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fr now, how am I supposed to survive this week. don't tell me I'll have to go through this every day for the next 3 months
#i cant even watch anything else while waiting bc i can only think about mahoyome now#ive already watched the new episode three times#and will probably do it again#physically im leading my usual everyday life. mentally im staring at a wall#i swear im not insane#just... excited. a normal amount#chaika jpeg rant#mahoutsukai no yome#mahoyome#the ancient magus bride#tamb#mahoutsukai no yome season 2#mahoyome season 2#the ancient magus bride season 2#tamb season 2#mtny#mtny season 2
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GRRRRR I HATE IT HERE I HATE LIVING WITH MY DAD AND STEPMOM IT'S THE WORST!!!!! I AM FUCKING MISERABLE.
#weed screams#i just wanna snap and yell at them for traumatizing me. I'm so angry. I'm so pissed that I've had to deal with so much bullshit here#I've only been here a week after moving out of the apartment i shared with my brother and I'm already going insane again#i have to buy my own food despite there being plenty in the house. I'm not allowed to bring dishes to my room even for just a few minutes.#there's two large excitable not well trained dogs that bite and scratch me#the cats in the house have to hide in the basement all day (to avoid the dogs) and i feel so bad for them#i feel like im the only one who actually tries to relate to my stepsister. i feel bad knowing she has to stay here too.#my stepmom makes rules without TELLING ME. and then gets all bothered when i don't automatically pick up on em#and the wifi sucks shit so i can't play splatoon#i can't wait to move to New York i just have to wait a little bit longer#enduring the horrors once more till i can escape to the big city#this living situation is both infuriating and saddening. there is NO REASON to justify how stressful it is to be here.#like. when i moved out of this place the first time my mental health improved so suddenly my therapist said i didn't need to see him anymore#that's not a fucking coincidence. my stress and anxiety has a root source and it's this hellhole of a house.
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this nest is for you
somewhat redraw of this
#s:cotl#sky: children of the light#sky children of the light#sky cotl#sky: cotl#that sky game#dooblenauts#illustration#artists on tumblr#i hate how this looks so much#i was so confident to do this but idk what style to do this game in#and i didnt want to do lineart cause my lineart is so thin itd be so annoying to deal with#i got insanely lazy i didnt even add the bricks#im so upset. i was so excited to do this#i hate how this looks i hate how i draw i hate that i cant draw anything from this game without putting myself in a bad mood i hate myself#someone teach me how to paint digitally please im begging you#i dont even like my own art style cause it doesnt work for much of anything#how do i stop caring how do i just draw shit in my style and not care it doesnt look 1:1#i NEED to DESPERATELY stop caring its ruining my mental health and its ruining something i enjoy doing
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literally every snippet/hint of our skyy 2 makes me lose my mind, and it's airing sooo soon, I can't wait anymoreeee
SAME ANON SAME WE LITERALLY GOT ONLY 3 SECONDS OF CONTENT AND YET IM ALREADY HERE UNLOCKING SO MANY NEW MENTAL ILLNESSES AND AFFLICTIONS OF THE MIND IT WOULD BE BORDERLINE COMICAL IF I WEREN'T ONE STEP AWAY FROM BEING INVOLUNTARILY COMMITED
I JUST NEED TO KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING LIKE
WHY IS THERE A CHILD WITH THEM?????? IS HE TALAY'S NEPHEW????? ARE THEY BABYSITTING TALAY'S NEPHEW????? ARE THEY GONNA TALK ABOUT KIDS????? THEM HAVING KIDS????? HAVING THEIR OWN FAMILY????? ARE THEY ACTUALLY GOOD WITH CHILDREN?????
THIS IS GIVING SO MUCH COMFORT UNDERSTANDING VULNERABILITY SOFTNESS CONNECTION LOVELOVELOVE THEY ARE EACH OTHER'S SAFE PLACE AND IF THIS SCENE IS SUPPOSED TO BE SAD ACTUALLY DON'T TELL ME I DON'T WANNA KNOW
THE HELMET????? THE FRIEND CREDITS SHIRT COMING BACK????? THE PINK CORNET BREAD????? PUEN SLAPPING DOWN THE VISOR????? TALAY LOOKING LIKE HE'S BLOWING PUEN A KISS????? THE PLAYFULNESS THE DOMESTICITY THE HUSBANDISM OF IT ALL???????
DIALING THE MENTAL HEALTH CRISIS INTERVENTION TEAM NUMBER AS WE SPEAK I NEED HELP
#SORRY ANON YOU DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS BUT I NEED TO BE INSANE FOR THE REST OF THE DAY#IM TRYING TO BLOG THE MENTAL ILLNESS AWAY#ALSO I SWEAR IM EXCITED FOR THE OTHER PAIRINGS TOO I SWEAR#vice versa#our skyy 2#m: ask
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gurgle drive told me im running out of storage space so naturally i got distracted and am doing the equivalent of sitting on the floor of your room playing on your recently unearthed DS with my writing scraps and like 1. damn this shit is good i should write more and 2. i was on some kind of CRRRACK COCAINE when i was 17 going 18!!! i havent taken my meds today yet btw nearly shattered my wrist by slamming it into my knee
#reading this vampire au like girl what kind of interview is this !!! oh my god !!!#also shouldnt be surprised bc of how little i stretch the ol writing muscles but damn#my particular brand of insanity and intentionally cringe ass cadence has not changed. for years.#sorry for calling them meds when that implies mental health medication. theyre vitamins minerals and tummy hort meddycine#im just excited to be on any kind of medication ever <-- rawdogger of 21 years#and they do help my brain crazy how that works right#i may even get adhd medicine later this month!!! im really excited about it.
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#i hate to be gushy but i will anyway because love deserves to be express#expressed*#im not rewriting that tag just to fix a typo#anyway i love my partner so much#like i could not have asked for a more supportive woman to come into my life#because like#the past few days have been mentally rough for me#and when i let her know im not doing so great#and its never because of her#she just shows up and shows she cares and does what she can for me while i put in the work i need for myself to be okay#and its just so lovely#insane how much of the work i've done on myself this past year has directly made an impact on having a romantic relationship this time arou#the work has shown and i feel like im actually showing up as the partner i should be#anyways korrie ily#also im seeing so many people at opening night and im just losing my mind#so excited to see so many friends
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honestly i regularly forget about macden s16 potential events i am so tunnel vision echo chambered onto dennis takes a mental health day
#in a perfect for jasper world the mental health day is partly or fully bc of mac online dating events#but i'll just take dennis being mentally ill#-points to sign that is a screencap of my post saying i go insane if the ep is real or fake either way-#then i remember fancy nuts and inflatable furniture and those cunty suits and im like#JUST SO EXCITED FOR THIS SEASON!!!!!!!!!!!!! BREATH OF FRESH AIR AFTER S15
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started writing for fun again, it does get better :)
#literally only been writing for school and it made me insane#and now i finally got over my mental block keeping me from writing other things#and im having fun again its great#i love the feeling where im writing a new story#and the excitement that comes from seeing where it goes and bringing it to life#vinnie talks
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#for the first time in#idk living memory#I feel excited for something#like legitimately hopeful and looking forward to.. a future#I’m still afraid she’ll get bored of me or find someone better#and I still feel like I have nothing to offer#she’s gonna realize that#I’m a boring loser who’s likely gonna live off disability#I’m nothing and somehow she hasn’t realized#I need her in person#she can take so much abuse it’ll just corrupt me#I always adapt to be as fucked as the girl I want to please#usually I allow the abuse thus is just the revere#and ngl all of it is insanely exciting and appealing I can’t disappt#there’s an aura about her she fucking activated a dormant part of my brain she’s one of those people#who just have this aura this presence that influences others#I feel it I want to be enveloped in it I want us covered in each others blood idk how else to get closer#I need her blood in my mouth while im inside her and even then#closer somehow#she’s in my head at one of my peak mental I’ll times I’m wrapped around her finger#truly hope I’m not repeating past mistakes and getting with someone who fully intends to just toy with me and throw me away shortly after#I can’t handle another#I need to be enough for somebody just once#couldn’t save tayler or emma and my so’s afterward just used me as a stress reliever#all I was good for and probably still all I’m good for#I hope she means it even though she hates saying it#please love me somehow I know I’m not much but I want to experience all the things we’ve talked about with you so badly#I’m hopeless
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Had a really good day today :)
#vi rambling#havent had one in. a while.#got that INSANE grade did hard stuff at work made and ate tempura somen and met my ex-neighbors and their dog again :3#genuinely very proud of that grade it doesnt feel real#oh and i woke up to an Announcement that im not gonna admit being excited for sorry. anyways#tho ngl im a little scared of jinxing myself by saying this fr#IM SOOOOO OK MENTALLY
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