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Hi Mara,

Do you have any favorite food recipes?

hi anonymous,

no, not really, but i might be pedantic about your question--mostly because i don:t use recipes lately and mostly just cook out of willingness to "see if this will work."

my breakfasts are still always yogurt+cereal concoctions (protein powders, greek yogurt, sometimes mixing in cream cheese or sour cream or butter for different flavor profiles); my lunch is still always some extremely burnt wrap* (although wanting to put fresh avocado inside the wrap, alongside sour cream sometimes), yesterday was filled with some chopped broccoli, and chopped plant-based "philly cheese-steak" stuff that i used to make my mom a stir-fry for her lunch that day, and a chopped-up poblano that i roasted (this is my favorite pepper to just eat plain); my dinner is now either just an egg-white omelet filled with whatever vegetables are on hand or tacos made in mostly the same way (and mostly just because i want to use sour cream lately). for seasoning i usually just have a profile in mind as a go-to; lately: cilantro, cayenne, garlic and onion powder, peppercorns, white pepper, lime pepper. i picked up the mayonesa on a whim because i heard it was the best mayo, but still like the vegan mayo more. use a lot of seitan and diced red onion lately. try to use oaxaca cheese but it always goes moldy before i can use more than a quarter of it. i became really crazy about ice cream lately, too, with wanting to try all the fancy gourmet stuff but i can:t ever finish any of it; i threw away about six pints from october~december yesterday while cleaning. i want to taste it but i can:t make myself finish it.

i:d read or heard somewhere (can:t remember) that people with eating disorders come out with a fixation on food that didn:t previously exist, and supposedly with an inclination to become cooks.

yesterday, before throwing away a bunch of ice cream, i realized i bled all over my sheets again and needed to wash everything (which i usually do on fridays normally) but the hose connecting the vent and the dryer had been torn-up and pulled completely off; the dryer that was running turned the room into a steam bath; i learnt how to fix that yesterday (and made lunch immediately after).

not sure if i will go to church this morning; i:m just worried it is making me sick to see people and that i will be rewarded to be deprived of people;

mostly i want to go to have notes to post--which seems a symptom of being sick or poisoned itself;

take care, anonymous

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Leave all that can be spared behind. We travel light.

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went to my best friend’s house last night and saw a little plushie dog and plushie cat that had been sewn together down the middle into a two-headed chimera. I said, “did you do that?” she said, “yes, I saved them.”

turns out at her old job when the last two plushies hadn’t sold and became deadstock, her boss told her to cut them up and throw them out. so she cut them each in half, preserved their heads, and then rebuilt them together.

cannot stop thinking about the way these little plushies were approached with the instinct of a Vampire or some sort of ancient god. “Let me save you [turn you into a monster].”

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people are always like “i have face blindness but i’m good with names” or “im terrible with names but i never forget a face” well baby idk how to tell u this but i am . bad at both.

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The State department has changed LGBTQ to LGB.

If you claim to care about trans people now is a good time to show genuine ally ship.

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