#im embracing my crazy

[geeky-politics-46]

Did I buy myself the engagement ring from my most recent Fluffy Sinister Strange story?

Yes... yes, I did.

I'm at the point in dating where I'm ready to just fall head first into my delusions and fictional men. So just let me play imaginary wedding in peace. This year, I'm not apologizing for my crazy, lol.

Plus, it's pretty and sparkly. Also, I found it on Amazon, so it was cheap.

[clouvu]

Genshin catgirl yuri on the brain

[forelskelts]

so upsetting that most people don't get that i smoke cigarettes in a kate moss melancholic tumblr girl interrupted french way and not in a 50yo father of three roadman way...

[friendlyorange]

Did anyone else find the relationship between lawrence and adam in saw insanely homoerotic or was that just me like two men covered in blood who have every reason not to trust each other but do??? Coming together in a bloody embrace? Adam saying “dont leave me” as lawrence goes to get help? Lawrence saying “I wouldn’t lie to you”?????? Hello????

[wr-n]

I WANNA WRITE SOMETHING TO MAKE SOMEONE CRY (with strong emotion)

I WANT DRAMA AND TRAUMA

I WANT THE CHARACTERS TO BE HAPPY AND SAD AND WAIL AND SCREAM AND SCRATCH AT THE WALLS

[aroanthy]

doing a literature degree is just thinking about revolutionary girl utena 24/7 and being too scared to float the idea of even flirting with it in your dissertation. i was like yeah i can write about utena as a gothic text that'll be fine (horrified at the thought of having to explain that this obscure and notoriously difficult anime that hates you as an audience member until you Get It is actually really good and cool and it is such a fundamental part of my identity to my tutors)

[maxiwaxipads]

Manufactured SEEDs

Basically, the concept is that SEEDs once served as a “positive” force meant to permanently remove or separate negative emotions that were deemed unnecessary.

(I wish I could elaborate but I don’t really know how) (I wanted the idea that “SEEDs” have always existed or something unique to Fragaria Memories without being inspired to anything if that makes sense?)

Assuming that SEEDs existed during the time of Legendary Red, what if “Legendary Red” made the SEEDs but backfired and twisted the story that they saved the world of Fragaria from the SEEDs.

Maybe the SEEDs couldn’t be completely destroyed for whatever arbitrary reason, and the Strawberry King took responsibility to guard the last remnant of existing SEEDs left from this world of Fragaria?

Eldritt’s purpose is to keep the origin of SEEDs and the truth of Legendary Red a secret. 

<- But at the same time, what good is keeping the truth hidden(?)) “To keep the world idyllic”(?) (How would revealing the truth about Legendary Red and the SEEDs affect the world? 

(Maybe we can connect this to time loop theory(?)) (Do you think Halritt wants to keep the world happy by all means necessary) (and time loop is his only answer)

Do you think their existence evolved during their entrapment by the Strawberry King? They’re indiscriminately trying to feed from negative emotions because of this insatiable hunger they had for who knows how long?

How did they escape? Why did the Strawberry King disappear?

Lovers to the same lies— Protectors to sanctity, memories to sanity Red-splattered puddles dye into black I, the shadow to which you belong … strangers to the flesh. Fumbled darkness, the pitch-black mold. A stiff neck … Unable to turn. (Clocks unfortunately twist … A head rolls down.)

Edlritt - “What only needs to be known is that…” Eldritt - “We both want the SEEDs eliminated.” “So, Merold, as long as the motivation exists—we will both be quiet.” Eldritt - “Is this clear enough for you?"

[sewagebaby2]

drew my fursona :3

[artanogon]

beginning to wonder if i should take the kind of approach to life where instead of trying to tamp down the crazy i decide to be crazy anyways. but it's the sexy kind of crazy where i'm wild and free and authentic and too much to handle and i do reckless things like jump out of planes and wrestle my friends in the street and learn how to yell again and associate yelling with joy. like maybe i'm gonna be mental but i'm gonna turn my anger into driving reckless and throwing myself into romantic relationships and kissing whoever and learning how to fistfight and pushing pushing pushing. maybe im a hurricane. but maybe some people love me for that hurricane

[svampira]

girl who is addicted to making too many characters

[theriverdalereviewer]

let’s take a moment to mourn riverdale on here

[devilsainz]

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[foolishly-snowy]

I've decided to not hate anymore. I love everything. Even the annoying things, I love those too. Maybe it wasn't so bad after all

[orcelito]

Ok so upon consulting some friends it has become clear that I should try to get this video sent before 5 pm today. No sims for me until after it's done. I also need to clean, but I think I can finish all of the essential things in an hour's work or so. Won't be spotless, but so long as it's an acceptable amount of clutter, then it'll have to do.

And then I will start practicing. Scales should be easy enough. Just gotta warm up and all. The song is the tricky part, bc I have no idea what to do yet 😭 but I'm gonna look in my folders and if there's nothing that would work playing solo that would ALSO not be too hard to play after only a few hours of practicing, then I will look in my music books. There's Gotta be a relatively simple solo piece in there.

I may be wildly out of practice, but I WAS the 4th best violinist in my high school, once upon a time. My wrist may be stiff and my fingers unpracticed, but the muscle memory's gotta still be in there somewhere. Just gotta have faith in that.

[the-eclectic-wonderer]

I'll play! 😁

4. What’s a word that makes you go absolutely feral?

15. Do you write in the margins of your books? Dog-ear your pages? Read in the bath? Why or why not? Do you judge people who do these things? Can we still be friends?

25. What is a weird, hyper-specific detail you know about one of your characters that is completely irrelevant to the story?

27. Who is the most stressful character you’ve ever written? Why?

35. What’s your favorite writing rule to smash into smithereens?

Hello and thanks for playing!! :)

4. What's a word that makes you go absolutely feral?

I know this is meant to make me talk about words I really love, but I'm afraid what you will get instead is a little rant on the expression never mind.

Why is it made of two words. Why. It looks so nice together. Here, look: nevermind. See? Doesn't that look much nicer to you than never mind? People even say it as one word when they say it out loud. Every time I write it down as a singular word and every time the red scrungly line appears to call me an idiot, but the truth is that I'm right. It looks better as a single word and they will never silence me on this.

... Okay, I also think the English really went off with tender. Also beloved. Also fluffy. And most of all darling. The word darling is the one and only reason I'd like to have an English-speaking girlfriend, so I can call her darling. It's the pet name to end all pet names.

15. Do you write in the margins of your books? Dog-ear your pages? Read in the bath? Why or why not? Do you judge people who do these things? Can we still be friends?

I do not! I'm the type of person who leaves her books completely immaculate. The most I do is press flowers into them! I'm not sure there's a specific reason, I just never got into the habit (although it might have to do with the fact that I tend to read a lot while traveling, in bed, or generally in situations where I can't really write). If I want to analyze or highlight a passage I use an app specifically for that.

Some 10 years ago I would have judged you hard if you did any of the above 😂 but I've gotten much more reasonable over the years! Now I think that if writing in margins, dog-earing the pages, or reading in the bath brings you joy -- you should do exactly that! Reading is a personal, wonderful experience, and everyone should get to enjoy it in the way they like best.

25. What is a weird, hyper-specific detail you know about one of your characters that is completely irrelevant to the story?

Dorothy drives stick shift. I haven't been able to fit this into any of my works so far, but it's important to me that you know it.

Just to add some details: she knows how to drive an automatic car, she just learned to drive on a stick shift car and she prefers to drive stick shift. This is only because she's Italian in origin, and Italians (me included) drive stick shift. And also I think of her driving like I do, one hand on the wheel and the other on the shift, and I literally see stars, so there's that.

27. Who is the most stressful character you’ve ever written? Why?

Answered this one here.

35. What’s your favorite writing rule to smash into smithereens?

Ooh, fun! I enjoy smashing each and every rule when the time is appropriate, but I think my favourite one (if only by virtue of frequency) has got to be 'never begin a sentence with a conjunction'. This was drilled into me in school, but there's times when beginning a sentence with 'and', or with 'or', or with 'but', is simply more effective -- and effectiveness comes way above grammatical correctness in my list of writing priorities. Take that, grammar!

[astrxealis]

so many passions & ambitions i will be so busy when college comes But for now 🤗 Wahey