#im doing SO well
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But this is how it must be.
#as you can see patch 6 left me feeling very sane#im doing SO well#this took me 3 days btw#behold the world's slowest artist#the dark urge#enver gortash#bg3 spoilers#durge spoilers#baldur's gate 3#bg3#durgetash#blood#blood tw#blood cw#gore#death#idk how to tag this without it getting yeeted into oblivion#durgetash is its own warning isn't it?#my art#bg3:Ezra
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oh yeah, guess what guys! today is three years I've been self harm free! :D
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physically mentally and emotionally i feel like hector would have felt if he had been alive when achilles dragged his corpse in the dirt around patroclus’ tomb three times every morning. but without the gods shielding his body
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I sent some work related emails
be proud of me please
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Ended up in hospital, might need to get a horrible procedure done, what a vibe... BUT LOOK AT THE DEMOGORGON I DREW
#im doing SO well#joking im actually gonna cry (again)#can i go live in hawkins and date nancy wheeler?#stranger things
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almost relapsed again today, wowie wowie wow
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when is anything going to get better. honestly
#i cant remember the last night where i havent cried#didnt even get changed into normal clothes today#what's funny is my therapist discharged me because im doing well apparently#she thinks everything will be great and fine once i get a job and can move out. and i agree!#but when will that fucking HAPPEN????????????#apple lady words#rant tw#negativity tw#and like. im talking to a crisis hotline rn. at 1:30am everyone is fast asleep#im doing So Well#suicide tw
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stopping myself before i get into a 90k+ fic at eleven at night
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Literally fighting with myself so I don't message him. I haven't talked to him in a month and I feel great. I cannot go back to speaking to him and make myself feel like garbage. I've progressed too much and come this far to turn back now. I don't like him anymore. I don't need him and I don't want him in my life if I'm gonna get hurt. He prefers his friends over me, I'm not gonna deal with this. I'm gonna go have a good day with my friends. I might draw, it's been a while since I updated my project. I'm gonna exercise. Let's do it, let's go. I'm tired of being tired. He is not worth my time and i am moving on.
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Had a surgery today to cut part of my cervix off to prevent cancer.
Homies with a cervix, PLEASE make sure you keep up to date on your pap smears!
BUT NO SEX FOR 6 WEEKS OMG, HOW WILL I SURVIVE 🥲🙃
#im doing so well#just so proud of myself for handling the situation with laughter and good vibes#proof that I’ve been healing and my nervous system isn’t full of trauma anymore#I’m so proud of me fuckin hell yessss
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me blowing up the friend discord by playing trivia by myself
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jaw: unclenched
Bathroom: used
Meds: taken
Water: drank
Body and teeth: cleaned
Laundry: done
Alarms: set
Enemies: slain
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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time to get work done. I can't wait to use the computer labs and study rooms my school has so graciously provided for me for the purpose of having a quiet space to get work done. now lets see where I could go to have a quiet place specifically designated to get work done. which have been specifically allocated to people studying. who want to get work done
lab: the same group of 4 people who are there from 10 PM - 3 AM having the loudest conversations known to man
lab 2: crowded as fuck and another like 2 people who are going to be there talking for an indeterminate amount of time
study space: right next to the theater practicing room with the notoriously loud theater kids. in the room itself someone's having a conversation on the phone out loud
study space 2: just kind of creepy
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take your clothes off and get on the bed what no we aren’t having sex right now we’re cuddling and pressing every inch of skin together as close as possible for the next six hours
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#sometimes you just need to be CLOSE ya know#also i went to bed really early last night and slept So Well#and i just woek up and im still realllll sleepy#which is why i seized the chance to post this#because i get too shy and embarrassed to whenever i try to do it when im not half asleep#pointign and laughing at fully awake me rn🫵#lmao loser ass🫵🫵🫵#now it’s posted and there’s nothing you can do about it#im gay and i like sleeping
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this is so bad but i permanently cropped the file so brutally that i can no longer edit it. whoops! also panels 4-7 were fully coloured but it looks better without for some reason. pomni (penny?) is such an ugly crier. i love my horrible failgirl accountant
#I TOLD YOU IT WOULD HAPPEN AGAIN!!!!#i'm not a writer btw guys i just love doing comics so if youre wondering why its awkwardly written. well#tadc#the amazing digital circus#art#pomni#ragatha#buttonblossom#my art#tadc fanart#tadc pomni#tadc ragatha#tadc humanization#human versions#jesterdoll#ragapom#pomni x ragatha#the amazing digital circus fanart#comic#ABSOLUTELY NO ONE LOOK AT THIS. im kicking the gravel. uurgh#thank u for the sweet feedback you guys and shoutout to attleboy for leaving such lovely tags on the last post#like half an hour before i posted this one. so powerful
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