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u ever look at someone whos so pretty it physically hurts
#this is about 1987 nic cage#im curling into myself#im screaming into my pillow#screaming crying throwing up#nic cage#nicolas cage#raising arizona
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aspen can have my affection, but not my eel 🙂↔️
(apologies for the messy parts, you made him so cute and I just had to make this as soon as I got the chance🤍)
oh my goooooooooooooooooood this is so good!!?!?!?! Talented so talented fr fr i love your art style its so pleasing to look at and you made Aspen look so cuuuute!!! I love my jelly squid boy and I'm so happy you kept his rectangular pupils! I wasn't sure that they'd translate over with how I drew him AND HIS LIL FRECKLACES AAAAAAA
#mochi's submissions#luxiviious#twst#twisted wonderland#twst oc#twisted wonderland oc#aspen albamar#OH MY GOD???????#BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK#FOAMING AT THE MOUTH#CRYING SOBBING#CURLED INTO MYSELF#HES SO BEAUTIFUL YOU MADE HIM LOOK SO GOOD#ASPEN MY DARLING#yall dont even know how motivating it is to get comments and art of your fics#makes me really wanna get the next chapter out asap#IM TRYINGGG its like a bit more than halfway done#anyways ty ty love this is soooo gooood
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santi's greatest wish for marc being to see him smile again because he likes when he smiles and the quote about how this is the happiest marc has been since 2015 have combined together to make me sick sick sickk
#eternalectics#marc marquez#santi hernandez#sorry im spending the evening being viscerally upset about santi and marc#its over its over i repeat to myself curled in the fetal position#this fucks me up so badddddd santiiiiii hes smiling again but hes not home...
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Can we talk about how in all the 2011 Post-Qualifying pics, Jense and Seb are always gravitating towards each other, and then Mark/Lewis are just🧍♂️
#theyre like this in 2009 as well tbh....the australia ones...omg#but 2011 stuck out to me just bcs theyre so often together#the hungary one(2nd on left) is by far the funniest to me like why is lewis standing so far away 😭#the sebmarkson ones its a little less obvious cause theyre an ot3 yknow 🥰#but seb imo always is leaning towards jense#but those 3 are mostly pretty close but it feels like lewis always was standing specifically apart 😭#(maybe one day ill make a 2009 version but i cant spoil myself!)#also im telling you sebson would be so popular if they existed now#lestappen who? these are *my* emotional support rivals 🤭🤭🤭#only have eyes for each other genuinely!!!!!#like look at any quali/parc ferme/podium/champagne pic theyre always focused on each other#seriously they would pop off in today's fandom#jenson always with the proprietary arm curled over seb's shoulder#ALSO NOT PICTURED#all the other pics from these but its specifically them cropped and like being silly with each other and looking at each other lovingly#also yes Grace if you see this this post *is* because im reading Solar Flare again#f1#formula 1#sebson#jenson button#sebastian vettel#mark webber#lewis hamilton
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hi evie !! how have you been ? :33 i hope you dont mind me borrowing you and moze for something ehehe <3
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 nick!#彡 inbox.#evie.ss#omg good morning nick! my stomach literally twisted and flipped seeing this /pos /POS /the most positive gut wrenching feeling in existence#NICK AND THE REASON WAS ? WHY DO U NOT HAVE A KOFI LINK WHERE IS IT …. THIS ISNT OK I NEED TO FIND IT???? U CANNOT BE … BE …. BE UM … YOU K#I NEED TO 😭😭😭 I NEED ….. IS IT OBVIOUSLY IM CRYING WRITING THINSSJSJSN /pos /ULTRA POS THIS IS SO CUTE UR ART IS SOOOO AWESME IM SO IN AWE😭#typos: obvious* <- & barrier* -> amazing work evie#i broke the sound banner with the screech i made seeing this …. YOU … YOU DREW ME … THE EXACT WAY ….. I .. ITS SO SPOT ON I ????? I … IM#FLABBERGASTED . SHELL SHOCKED . GOBSMACKED IM SO OBSESSED WITH HOW U DID MY HAIR …. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I DO MY HAID … AND THE CURLS ARE LI#LIKE THAT… IM SO OBSESSED WITH UR STYLE JSJSJJD HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I SAID IT???? UR STYLE IS MMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!! 1000/1000!!!!!! in specif#the colors … the colors are gorgeous and sooo nice to gaze at … the little wings … HOW DID YOU KNOW I LIKE- IM SO . (hugs knees and cries#YOU DREW THAT DRESS AWESOME-LY …. IM GENUINELY LOSING MY MIND AND I HAVENG EVEN .. looked at *him* ….. nick …. im complimenting it and i#can’t even see rn HEJSJCKCNITS BLURRY 😭😭 my head hurts so bad from sobbing but ive never been happier /pos IM SO ???? I LOVE HOW U DREW ME#i went to go triple check for the kofilink and found myself browsing through puppetgear tag once again u^u JENDNDKXJ oh my god . PLEASEEEEE#ok…. moze … he’s … so tiny .. he’s so cute … he looks so grumpy :’) /pos AND YOU .. u captured his squishable look omg….. he’s so teeny he’#literally as big as a fingernail on my phone im :’) HES POCKET SIZED I CANT BELIEVE U DID THIS /pos /ETERNALLY GRATEFUL#WHY 😭😭😭😭😭 YOURE SO KIND IM SO . IM SITTING ON THE FLOOR OF MY ROOM SNIFFLING AND HICCUPING AHENDNJXKC AND STARING AT THIS OF COUESE#i just saw the ask 😭 i definitely don’t mind im literally on my hands and knees to thank you and it’s still not enough JSNSNDNMC i have to#dig a dent in the hole and bow inside the hole …… it’s not enough … i genuinely love every square inch of this JSNDNXN i just adore … how u#did me … how u did moze (so— everything) even the circle in the background is a color that i adore 😞😞 sniffle …..#what a treat to see moze in ur style 😭😭 what a HUGE . Nice . AMAZING. TREAT . he looks so good in ur style UGH I WANNA FLOAT AWAY#the physical reaction i had in my stomach & head is unmatched /pos …. it’s vaguely similar to when u get called on in class while nervous .#and ur stomach flips .. but in a positive / EVSTATIC / insanely happy way … thank you so much omfg (link?) (please?) you are so kind ….#i don’t even know how to convey my gratefulness so im resorting to crying-staring-crying-staring-crying#(cries)#oh i never answered ur question haha :’) yea im great! :’) and you? :’)#im gonna put this in queue >/////< URK IM SO …. THANK U NICK ))))))):::: (link perhap?)#edit: OHHHH I SEE HOW U DID MY HAIR COLOR!!!!! that is so cool hello? it’s black- but not? and it fits so perfectly!!!! THAT IS SOO COOL WJ#NO WONDER I WAS ADMIRING THE COLORS EARLIER THIS IS SUCH A COOL THING (nonartist tries to explain how neat something is) NSNDNXKK
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you might've moved on. but I'm. still here
#good morning.... im so tired#I swear I dreamt about vik last night but I can't remember anything now#the little curls... the smallest peek of his neck....... UGH!!!!!#throws myself in front of traffic
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I never show off the non digital art or things I make on here but I would like to more often 83
Made this little axolotl plushie for myself using a pattern I got on etsy (originally for felt plushies) that I modified a bit for what I wanted and might modify some more in the future.
#I made a star themed one for my sis for her birthday and added a star on its tail#squisheebug crafts#im also crocheting and poorly knit myself a scarf#i am proud of it though! it jist doesnt lie flat cuz i didnt know the edges would curl like they do#and by the point i noticed it i didnt wanna go back and change it so. curly scarf ayyy
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photographed by MJ Kim in 2014
#H A N D S#Andrew Lincoln#*#al#BLUE#rogue neck fuzzies 💙#also his arm hair but im not gonna be that weird right now#don't look at me like that i'm fragile#even his adams apple is nice i hate myself#the flippy curls out the back#excuse me but the nose™
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can you feel it? can you tell me it's beating?
#geese art#ocs#oc: yesui#RUN S AWAWY!!!! AAAAA#mortifying ordeal of posting art you had fun making to a community that loves this genre of art.#AHHARA#im so not used to it!!! everyone is so chill so nicies...#and yet every time i post wolship art i feel the need to curl up and eat myself ouroboros style#anyways goodngith...............#no deeper commentary on this one use. your imaginatio n#endwalker yesui
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it pleases me greatly when fic writers describe alex’s tummy. i’m very enthusiastic about his tummy.
#im nodding to myself with my finger curled against my lips like ‘mhmmm yes. yes i agree’#no. 1 alex turner tummy lover
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i think i'm just fundamentally evil and broken ?
#went on a walk#it's so sad outside#i listened to the latest mitski album twice and i was on the verge of tears the entire time#i guess i thought time did heal old wounds but maybe ignoring and avoiding the wounds is not the same as healing them#im having thoughts and feelings that im so ashamed of#i dont feel like theres anyone i can tell this to im just afraid it'll change how they perceive me forever#im not even sure how to explain things to myself#am i normal am i wrong#all i want is to curl up into my bed and have someone take care of me#but i can't do that i need to grow up and there are things to do and i can't have everything i want always#i'll try and work on this assignement for thirty or forty five minutes or something and then ill allow myself to curl up into a ball and cr#or maybe i'll knit and watch something and get myself busy bc thats what i do#i just avoid the uncomfortable parts of myself thinking theyll go away or something#it's the greed#it's the greed.
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Gakuryuu snippet I may or may not ever do anything more with:
Gaku's hair is coarse. Ryuu wasn't expecting that. It always looks so silken and shining when they're posed together, blinding lights catching in carefully styled white.
But as he pushes his fingers deeper into that tangled white mess, it's coarse. Curls catch around his hands, tighter without the styling product in -- and maybe that's what does it, that's what softens his hair. It's rare to see Gaku looking anything other than picture-perfect, but here, like this, he's just a man, and his hair is loose and rough around Ryuu's hand, and those silver eyes are looking up at him with a low simmer of adoration that makes Ryuu flush.
Ryuu's just a man too.
He's keenly aware of that fact now, looking down at Gaku and the potent scarlet that paints itself across his skin.
#im obsessed with hair (its fine i know this about myself)#but i think too many people just decide everyone whos beautiful has soft silken hair#like no!! that boys got curls! he says so himself even‚ its not just the fan interpretation of fluffy hair thing#and with the volume hes got? im calling coarse#gaku and momo both have thick coarse hair and you cannot change my mind#idolish7#i7#gakuryuu#yaotome gaku#tsunashi ryunosuke#~k
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my hair normally vs my hair for the last two days. wat da hek :(
#I hate when it's flat!!!!!!!!!!!! dont be flat bitch!!!!#im gonna get bangs#or im gonna give myself bangs either works :;;)#this does not have anything to do with hairdryers I usually use a hairdryer and it curls anyways#waughhh#ok its not curly it's wavy tbh and the weaher hairs curl a bit#but why is it so flat.... .w.w.....whhaaahhhhh#rambling#i have class in an hour
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rehyperfixating on a children’s game that came out in 2015, is one of the least popular entries in its series, and has minimal content, the vast majority of which i’ve seen before. the series has been dead for nearly 10 years, nothing has happened recently that would warrant anyone’s returning interest in it, very few of my friends give a shit about this specific game, and those few who played and liked it in the past have no reason to give a shit about it at all right now. i have been coasting through on a playthrough i’ve been doing with a friend who’d never seen the game before and who was kind enough to let me show it to them, but we just beat the game, and after we play the epilogue we will have nothing left to do, and on top of that they really have just been humoring me as they have their own very strong current hyperfixation they would much rather be thinking about. also i am depressed enough right now that literally nothing else except for waiting to play this game with them and playing this game with them and watching them enjoy it at least a little has been able to briefly quiet the constant cacophony in my head screaming how much of a worthless, lazy, constantly-failing miserable excuse for a living person i am and how much better everything would be, especially for myself, if i stopped existing lately. would anyone like to volunteer to 🔨💥⚒️Kill Me With Hammers🔨💥⚒️ because i would really like for someone to 🔨💥⚒️Kill Me With Hammers🔨💥⚒️ right now
#me.txt#delete ltr#and i like hearing my friends talk about and show me their interests but it isnt enoughhhh its not enough right now to make my head SHUT UP#right now the only thing that can give me energy is a hyperfixation like this#but with enough content and engagement from others to keep subsisting me without hitting a wall#SOMETHING THAT IS EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO DO WHEN YOU CANNOT DRAW OR WRITE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#BECAUSE WHEN NOBODY IS MAKING ANYTHING!!!!! AND YOU CANT MAKE ANYTHING FOR YOURSELF!!!!!!!!! ALL YOU CAN DO IS CURL UP AND STARVE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼#immmm so sick of the only thing that makes being alive feel worth it being hyperfixations theres nothing REAL tying me down i cant stand it#because i am!! too broken!!!! to ever achieve any of the things that WOULD give me a real solid tangible reason to keep living!!!!!!#like a stable job!!!! a place of my own!!! a partner whos dedicated to me above everyone else and me to them in return!!!!!!!#a LIFE that isnt just constantly failing over and over and waiting for the shoe to drop and to lose everything all over again!!!!!!!!!!!!#i dont have that!!! and i cant have that!!!!! because im too broken to be able to cultivate and maintain it!!!!!#and the only way. to fix myself enough to be able to do so.#would be to HAVE ENOUGH STABILITY THAT ID HAVE THE TIME AND ENERGY TO PUT INTO FIXING MYSELF AND HEALING#i cant fix myself without stability and freedom. and i cant get stability and freedom unless i’m fixed#so it is. literally impossible!!!!!!!#impossible to create my own concrete solid reason to be here.#impossible for me to even create anything to feed the fixations that are my backup reasons.#theres nothing!! nothing!!! i have nothing new to leap to and ive been dwindling for too long and i think i am about to drown#im just waiting for time to tick out. for me to fuck up too badly to come back from one last time and get found out and punished.#and then? theres nothing left. theres literally nothing else left for me
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ohhhhmygod im gonna be sick. actually nauseous and i did it to myself - there was a spider on the countertop and i Panicked, grabbing the first distance-killer i could grab. it was a grease cleaner spray. i buried it in the stuff, walked away to recover mentally, came back
it fucking fell apart and dissolved into the cleaner. i both feel horrible and im disgusted beyond words. how the fuck do i get rid of it
#slamming my face into a wall repeatedly#i cant leave it there to deal with after Sleep#bc my cats like to go onto the countertops when no one is looking#and i dont want either of them to get poisoned#but i cant rinse it into the sink with the faucet hose bc there's stuff in the sink#but idk if i can bring myself to do dishes with That next to me#and my fear of spiders is so intense that i Cannot get close enough to take care of it with a towel or somethin#im very good at fucking myself over in various ways!#if i had an appetite id lose it. permanently#what if! instead of dealing with it! i curl up in a corner and cry#except im not gonna do that ive filled my tears quota for the year & doing nothing wont help anything#sorry for venting again i just. ohhhhh this is horrible this is Terrible#if i still had my whacking stick id tape a big wad of paper towels to the end and clean the mess up that way#from a Distance!#absolutely unprompted#i wish i wasnt so terrified of spiders#they scare me So much....#the point of feeling physically ill! and like sobbing! or panicking! and this spider was Big!#i wish they'd stop coming into the house.... i hate killing them but i cant function knowing theyre there#but i can't force myself close enough to put them in a cup and bring them outside#so now i have THAT on my counter. disintegrated spider.#life is too fucking much lately... jesus.... i should really just bite the bullet and get this shit over with#no use waiting a month in perpetual terror unease and guilt. do it scared yk yk#im tired of my chest hurting and not being able to eat! i dont like it! i need change! terrifying horrible change!
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what i love about requiem of the rose king is how it makes the reader doubt about every character when it comes to richard. you are able to feel richard's hesitation with everyone. like him, you are not sure whos gonna accept him and who wont. even anne, whom we all love cuz shes adorable and nice and doing her damn best to have some agency in medieval times, is not free from the "they may be an asshole to richard list." the reader can trust characters with a lot of things except richard's body. and thats exactly what richard feels. its always a 50/50 and richard knows this.
#im projecting but im also right#cuz i love anne so much but i honestly cant tell if she would be ok with it#and thats also the mindset richard has#god his life is literally gambling and idk how to feel about this#it hurts but its sooooooo good#the mangaka truly planted the seeds of doubt everywhere#i will curl and yeet myself through the window#wow#requiem of the rose king#baraou no souretsu
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