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paandaan Ā· 2 years ago
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@sawasawako very sorry for the late reply - i have been very busy and then i fell sick fnejfjejjr - putting this under read more bc im not sure how long this will be (and also tagging you incase)
okay for the start i was definitely hesitant to start the show bc of two reasons (which are interrelated) it's about men and violence (more specifically bullying as a form of violence and its relation to masculinity)- movies + shows delving into this topic often misrecognize the reasons for where these forms of violence come from / end up steering in the wrong direction and/or start excluding things which were criticized in the beginning -- and for that very reason i knew there would be hundreds of bl fans who would watch the show and take it at face value (as in take the violence and obsessions and make it into a gay people are messed up thing) and me having to talk to anyone about the show and/or jump off their meta posts would be almost impossible (but then u and a few other people were watching the show so i decided to give it a go too)
anyways to the real points
> the show's exploration of cyclicality is incredible, abuse and violence don't just erupt from anywhere - and it really integrates both familial structures (adoption into a picture perfect nuclear family which snatches away community not only bc of the family structure but also because of it's irremovability from political positions that create certain images and expectations, divorce which again snatches away community and friendship not only because of the individual parents themselves being uncaring but also because the larger system fails children into being welcomed back into a community after being failed in certain capitalist structures, having to work from such a young age because of a lack of "proper family" which results in isolation) -- both familial structures and friendships within the larger landscape of capitalism (where give and take are never equal and always result in various forms of violence) and masculinity (more often than not expressed through violence as a means of staying ahead and above within these circles of violence) give way to this cyclicality - one example is that of bumseok wanting to solve any and every problem with money (it's an interesting form of agency i feel, stealing (transgressive action) his father's watch to save his friends with that money but still getting rejected by his friends about that money (he doesn't fully comprehend this action since this is how family operates, this is how relationships are formed and when you've never experienced a healthy relationship you do things you've seen help people form connections, we see his father paying people to keep quiet about a lot of things in the show, and that's the way he understands relationships are built) but he gets back again to the place of abuse from where his money comes from) - his small acts of agency end up ramming back into him from the back, and it's so upsetting and awful to see, that episode really made me take a break from the show for a weak because breaking away from abuse is so difficult - there's so much to it that you become alienated from yourself and others; resulting in perpetual confusion
> another thing is - and im truly hesitant to say this because i don't remember everything that happened - how class differences emphasize how different bumseok and suho are; while their personalities do clash in very obvious ways - as in suho being upfront and out there about everything, sometimes even to a fault, bumseok is reserved and keeps a lot to himself (wouldn't say to a fault because it's a form of protecting himself, a form of not arranging revealing everything to the person in front of him; the first persons he does to is siuen and suho) [and i feel like sieun comes as a middle point in all this, he's both reserved and protective but also doesn't stop himself from saying what he wants to say when it's necessary, he's warm hearted because he's observant and he's quiet because that makes him understand the violence he doesn't want to be a part of, he holds a lot of characteristics of both the characters and while bumseok and suho clash with each other; sieun clashes with himself] - their class positions put them in very different places in each other's eyes - because we as watchers know a lot about them we don't see their class positions as one dimensional but as affecting and being affected; the question becomes how does suho see bumseok using his wealth to get him beat up? how does bumseok feel when everyone including suho use his money to treat themselves while feeling excluded from their company/trio/friendship all the same? i don't think i can reach proper conclusions to this without watching the show again - do tell me what you think about this
> another thing is the precarious position of violence in the show; everyone executes the violence in a very typical way (the athletic kid is protective but also violent because he's protective, the smart kid calculates the results so he can keep the consequences in his head, the introverted reserved kid wanting to keep away from violence but being dragged into it anyways) but that never draws back from what violence results in - it's both a critique of masculinity resulting in violence being an entrenched and inescapable part of the society (it's interesting that the setting of the show is an all boys school, an all-encompassing place of masculine violence) while also understands the years of rage and grief kept in to be let out through only mediums of violence as a means of self-defense (which is a means of taking back some sort of power taken away from you - again what sort of power is taken away in a homosocial environment; is the lack of masculinity seen as pitiable as we see in bumseok? or is that which is pitiable the agony of violence which results in the last episode of bumseok and others kicking suho? his lack of willingness to fight back is seen as pitiable but it again traces back to violence itself taking a wrong turn when it's experienced in a certain environment [i.e.; all environments]] because that willingness has been taken away by his father and his former bullies, and what he sees as being taken away by sieun and suho, and what he doesn't see as being taken away by the now bullies he's befriended) - i wonder if it's intentional or not but the show does end up asking for a deconstruction of masculinity, of why patriarchy and capitalism result in these forms of violence, of why kids themselves become trapped in these cycles of violence whether it be as a means of protecting themselves or enacting that violence (bumseok becomes representative of the blurred lines between protecting and enacting)
> now women (or woman), so while youngyi's character didn't lack depth - she's restless and gullible but also fierce in her protection of people she considers close and as friends, she's not shy to express herself etc etc; i feel like we could've seen more of her as how she became affected by violence; it invisiblises her in most of the show; and quiet literally does that by removing her from the show -- i wonder then what her position becomes in such a male-dominated environment of violence; what do women become in such an environment of violence where they're often seen to be the afterthought, where when bumseok confronting her asks her why she doesn't give suho anything when he gives her everything she didn't have until she met him (i need to see this scene again to see if it had implied something and also ask people around about translation as well - i will expand on this more after that; from bumseok's point of view we're only shown women being objects of indulgence; while not directly it is what he sees around him, i wonder if the placement of women in certain scenes/places was intentional, as a way to understand what fitting in means - what women can give and what men can take, etc, or i might simply be reaching to a layer that i haven't properly thought about yet, so do tell me what you think about it!!!)
omgg what did you think of weak hero class
šŸ„² will get back to you in a day or two [but thought a lot about it - still thinking of that first shot in the last episode; the position in which everyone's sitting, the chronology in which everyone leaves/follows, who is seeing who/who is turned back to who -- incredible]
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lemongogo Ā· 22 days ago
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college ā€¦ wasted on the youth (me)
#didnt help that 2/4 yrs was covid telezoom but man.. MANNN#forgetting how impossible it is to pursue rhe degree plan u actually want (advising hell) i feel like . theres just#so many diff things i want to learn now Knowing that im more solidified in my interests and who i am and what i would be interested in doing#and like.šŸ˜­RGAAAAAQH TEARING MYHAIR OUTTT every other week i have a night where im sititng there like damn i couldve been sm1 completely dif#dgmw i still rly enjoy some of the upper div classes i Did take but what if i took x and liked it more or minored in y and it led me to z#bc i do feel rly set in where i am rn which . i DO ! like it but im never gna be in that environment where u have the flexibility to explore#ykwim . i wish i had taken physics and calc srsly . i always thought i hated that shit but i like it. i like it quite a lot actuallyšŸ˜Ÿ#or more geology .. urrghh.. sprinkle in sme extra art history . no bc thats what actu pissed me off ab school#i rmbr wanting to dual major and they straight up told me no i cant . but then i was like maybe an arts major bio minor when i wanted to do#science illustration but sry we dont offer bio minor . ok bio major arh or studio art minor . no sry not enough open spots we rly only#reserve it for when we have extra openings post admissionā¤ļø#and then even late into sophomore year u would still be last in registration so all the cool classes would be closed#and then bc of covid half that shit was cancelled bc they couldnt transfer labs online (rip comparative vertebrate anatomy)#and then by senior yr an additional collection of classes were unavailable bc u dont have the prereqs bc the prereqs were cancelled during#covid and u dont have enough semesters left to actually take it . like it was gen such an awful experience so ik why i couldnt ever do what#i wanted but .šŸ˜­ AND LIKE the classes i DID enjoy like genomics or molecular genetics were closed by registration and i had to email and beg#for access . thts crazy .literally crazy .#anyways . i think i want 2 start reading textbooks bc i think thats the closest ill get LMAOO#i remember seeing my coworker read a textbook for fun one time and idk why i just didnt understand why bc it seemed so dry but i Get it now#like yeah .. u knew what was up ..#sad too that like . i could theoretically audit a course but i Work..during the day .. so sad . so sad#guys wht if i just said yes to grad school (<the devil talking.dont agree)
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sundial-bee-scribbles Ā· 2 months ago
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"my education is my highest priority" everything returns to vocaloid
#delete later#shitpost#vocaloid#?? idk i might keep it up. yes ik turning off rbs is a thing now technically but i always keep forgetting and also naaaah.#i might go edit proper tags in later just bc i dont this to show up in main pages but i needdddddd the organization on here#i made this a while back procrastinating on a linguistics reading and then never posted it#AND THE CIRCLE IS COMPLETE BC IM POSTING IT NOW WHILE PROCRASTINATING ON ANOTHER LINGUISTICS READING LMAOO#dudeee i gotta lock in. oh my god. its so bad up in here triple assault. i cant focus on SHIT. WHY DO I ALWAYS GET IDEAS WHEN IM BUSY AHGHH#this might be revealing a bit too much info but pls this is legit what happened LMAOO šŸ˜­šŸ„“#we're starting ipa alphabet stuff now and im like 'hey i already know you...' from phoneme fuckery ive had to do for voca shitposts#knowing linguistics is cool cause u get to dissect what makes languages work and i thought that'd be genuinely helpful for things#like i plan to do more english/spanish translation work specifically so yuh. but also I KNOW internally in my heart...#despite trying to give the professional justifications I KNOW my stupid ass is secretly just absorbing all this knowledge for voca purposes#my brand of shitposting goes against the very origin of the word since 'shitposting' originally refers to very low effort low quality memes#so there's been a semantic shift in definition even outside of mine but i still think its really funny. i put a lot of genuine hard work#into making stupid little jokes to amuse primarily myself and maybe anyone else who finds it on the internet. so yea#no but genuinely though its unironically incredible how much shit i've learned direct or indirectly for vocaloid shitposting purposes
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purpurussy Ā· 3 months ago
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#tw suicide#idk i feel like i am probably gonna kms after TIT#i would do it sooner but i asked one of my friends to come with me and it would suck if i made him go alone#and it is something to look forward to which is helping me hang on i guess#but ughhhh once uni starts again in september i know everything is gonna fall apart.#i already got an extension on my thesis due to being a useless shell of a person who can't motivate themselves to do anything atm#but i was supposed to get some work done over the summer and have so far done nothing#hence why i want to kms before i have to talk to my fucking supervisors again and admit yet again that i simply cannot do this šŸ˜­#and it's not just this. my executive dysfunction has been so bad over the past couple of years and it's only getting worse#to the point where i can't imagine being able to work at all. and if i can't work i can't get out of my parents house#and then what the fuck is the point.#every time i see someone on here talking about bonding with their parents over dnp I'm like damn what's it like#to have parents who actually want to talk to you DSFGJJKL i know they let me live in their house at my big age#but that's only bc id literally be homeless otherwise and they're not like evil. they just don't love me#also went through a deeply embarrassing breakup recently#tl;dr ive been in love with this person for over a decade and i thought they were the dan to my phil or vice versa.#then after 10 years they left me and i'll spare the details but it has me wondering if they ever loved me#i thought it was a ā€œlet's live together and get a cat one dayā€ relationship#but now i feel like for them. it was just a ā€œsex and video gamesā€ type situation#i am trying soooo hard to at least be creative bc that makes me happy sometimes but it's hard to not be overly critical of myself#and now im getting to a point where i can barely even find any joy in this space any more. for a bunch of reasons#most of which revolve around me being extremely sensitive. and this is like my last bastion of dopamine so that fucking sucks#idk i don't see the point in my life any more. a social worker actually told me recently that i should consider euthanasia so.#it's just completely over for me i fear#this is not even mentioning all the damn migraines. and all the other ways in which my body simply doesn't work properly#sorry for this weird ass vent I'm not in therapy any more bc i couldn't find a therapist willing to treat me+all my diagnoses at this point#and im scared my friends will stop wanting to talk to me if i talk to them about this. several of them already have#the 2 friends i have left anyway. that's a whole other thing. when they said it's hard for autistic ppl to make friends i took that persona#so uh at this point it's vent here or develop a substance abuse problem. and im already halfway to having a substance abuse problem#anyway dan and phil for the love of god please fucking post something tonight. unfortunately you are my only hope
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rox-of-iu Ā· 2 years ago
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@ the people saying kind words and offering me english alternatives for the czech in my last post
first of all, I know you mean well and I love you to bits and I'm giving you a little kissy, ok? But... guys I do know English phrases... hahhah
Listen,,,, I am chronically online and I do actually have a certificate from C2 exams that is just 5 points shy of being 100%. I Know it absolutely doesn't look that way but that's just because I'm the laziest guy around and I don't feel like fixing it after myself when I have the excuse of being a foreigner- sahdjsd
so when i use czech words it is not out of the necessity of not knowing any substitutes but just me goofing around and going haha funny word go brr
#man this is probably coming of as mean and super defensive but its not supposed to be šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ (tones still hard in any language)#it is genuinly super nice of you to try to help out!! and you couldn't have known so šŸ’ž#but just throwing that out there....jasdhksdj#o(-( man#ykno like i said throwing in cz words is just me having fun with it#since its my scribble side blog and all that#because due to spending almost all my free time connected to english-centric internet my own language/culture took a bit of a backseat#like even in my day to day life which is very prevalent among lot of foreign people today#but i wont get into it now it doesn't rly matter#so me throwing in some funky words is me just having fun around and trying to bring some of it back while i doodle#but looking back at it it is prolly weird to do since ykno its Chinese so what is cz doing there and no one will understand it anyway#so ppl are probably left feeling confused or cheated out of something#so i should probably just stick with eng alternatives#oh well#idk why im even making this post this has completely derailed ashdk and again I'm not mad at beloveds who commented and left tags#it just made me think#and overthinking hahh bcuz im in the middle of stressful projects#plus tHE STUPIDASS UNI DOENST WANNA ACCEPT MY MONEY OK PLEASE TAKE IT I BEG OF U I WILL PAY EARLIER NEXT TIME (lying)#anyway thats all jhds uhh bye#wait im already having regrets about making this post in the first place man but i did spend valuable time typing it out so ughhh
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good-beans Ā· 1 year ago
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WIP Poll Tag Game
I'll write as many sentences as there are votes for the winner of this poll! Thank you @thepatchycat -- this is such a cool game aw! My dusty wips thank you as well... šŸ˜‚
(For the audio editing I'll do like 5 minutes for each vote or something šŸ‘)
And I'll tag @chinchillasinunison, @fayesdiary, @elegyofthemoon, @plantpretender, @jannede @nitetime-moon, @red-moon-at-night, and @amugoffandoms -- and anyone feel free to join in!
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mooooonnnzz Ā· 3 months ago
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I saw your earlier post on Platonic fics and Im a sucker for them so here u go : father figure stanford headcannons maybe takes place after he comes back from the portal, reader is an adventurous spirit that works at the shack and maybe secretly helped stan get his brother back? Idk im just throwing things here lol
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You Know I Love You Still
Stanford x daughter!reader
šŸ’— stanford dad hc!!
šŸ’— i literally saw the request it and started writing and got a lil carried away šŸ˜­ its like half story half hc? if that makes sense
šŸ’— requests r so open rn! i def dont have any fav requestsā€¦ (anything platonic or familial will be the first ones i write i LOVE those types of requests)
šŸ’— the age of the reader is young like 16/17? ik that lowkey contradicts with the time line but wtv STANFORD DAD HC!!
šŸ’— itā€™s a little bit of everything? like itā€™s not only just reader and stanford, the twins r also included in some scenarios and also stan
šŸ’— a big happy family šŸ˜­
šŸ’— fem reader gulp i completely didnt realize until i was done that i used she/her when referring to the reader
šŸ’— next fic will use gender neutral pronouns I SWUEAR!!
šŸ’—2k words
šŸ’— i apologize for rhe misspell and mistakes i didnt catch in advance
Working together with your Uncle Stan to build the portal to bring your dad back to the right dimension was tiresome. Nights were sleepless and many of them were spent in the underground lab, where you and Stan did everything possible to assemble the portal. Trying to keep such a secret away from the twins and Soos was unexpectedly hard. The knowledge of hiding someone so vital to you and to your Uncle Stan was weighing down on you and him. Then came the day where his awaited arrival was promised. You could barely sleep that night. You thought of so many different possibilities and scenarios of how you would greet him. Would he remember you? Did he ever miss you? Does he even love you?!
The next day came in like a tornado and before you knew it, you were protectively standing in front of the button; trying your absolute hardest to prevent the twins from pressing the button.
ā€œWhy do you guys want to stop the portal so badly!ā€ You yelled over the loud swirling wind that emitted from the portal. ā€œBecause itā€™s dangerous!ā€ Dipper retorted, using his arm to shield him from the debris whizzing past him. ā€œG-Grunkle Stan isnā€™t who he says he is!ā€ Dipper said, stepping closer to you.
ā€œWhatever you guys saw or heard isnā€™t what you think it is! Please, you need to believe me.ā€ You begged, your eyes brimming with tears. Youā€™ve worked so hard to get this portal up and running and you werenā€™t going to let Dipper or anyone stop you from being able to see your dad.
Soos came up from behind and wrapped his arms around you. ā€œIā€™m sorry, dude.ā€ He picked you up and took you away from the button. ā€œSoos, no!ā€ You thrashed around his hold. You pound your fists against his arms, hoping itā€™ll loosen his grip on you but nothing you did worked. No matter how much you begged and fought against him, he didnā€™t budge. He just held you closer to him, muttering ā€˜Iā€™m Sorryā€™ under his breath.
ā€œThis all stops now!ā€ Dipper raised his hand, palm flattened out, ready to push the button when Stan appeared at the doorway. ā€œDonā€™t touch that button!ā€
Heā€™s hunched forward, hand leaning on the frame of the doorway as he pants. Relief washes over you upon seeing Stan. Silence fills the room for a minute and all you can hear is your heart hammer against your ribcage. Stan walks towards Dipper, beckoning him to not press the button.
ā€œIf you just let me explainā€”ā€œ Heā€™s cut off by his watch repeatedly beeping. Suddenly the ground begins to shake.
The portal powers up and the circle enlarges. The electricity spazzes and travels throughout the room, creating streaks of electrical power. Your feet lift off the ground and soon everyoneā€™s floating up in the air. The wind is fierce and itā€™s whipping through every direction, pushing you towards the wall.
Dipper yells at Mable to turn off the portal before it causes anymore damage. She tugs herself closer to the button using a stray cable and while she wraps herself around the neck holding up the button, Stan is begging her to listen to him and to not press the button. Heā€™s soon tackled by Soos who pushes him away from Mable. They all fight with each other and youā€™re watching with a bated breath.
The portal pulses with power, sending you back first into the wall. Stan and Dipper bicker back and forth and Mable is torn with the decision of either believing her brother or her Grunkle. She lowers her hand, eyes closed and you're almost convinced sheā€™s going to press the button when she lets go of the button. She floats up with her arms raised. ā€œGrunkle Stan, I believe you.ā€ She says.
ā€œMable, are you crazy?! Weā€™re all gonnaā€”!ā€
The world flashes white and you're immediately knocked out. You awaken to yourself plummeting face first down to the floor. You groan, pushing yourself up with one hand and the other wiping off the dust on your face. Looking around you can see your family scattered around the room, each of them slowly waking up from whatever happened and stumbling back to their feet.
Your head quickly whips towards the portal and your heart lurches into your throat upon seeing a figure step out of it. He stands still, staring straight ahead as he takes off his hood and goggles. And what hid behind them was your father.
After the initial shock of meeting the one behind the three books and the reveal of him being related to Stan was pushed aside, you presented yourself with the help of Stan. ā€œH-Hi, Dad.ā€ You awkwardly greet yourself.
His eyes stop on you and he freezes, eyes blown wide and mouth slightly ajar. He takes a minute to process the absurdity of the situation before heā€™s snapping back to consciousness. He blinks once, his mouth stuttering as he finds the right words to say. He then blinks again, stepping a cautious step towards you. Your name softly spills out of his mouth and your heart soars hearing your Dad finally utter your name again.
You take a step forward and then another and another until youā€™re face to face with him. Being closer to him allowed you to see how much he has aged since the last time you saw him. ā€œDadā€¦ā€ You whisper, throwing yourself into him.
A light wheeze escapes his mouth from the sudden impact of your body crashing on him. Once he recovers, his arms are quickly wrapped around you, hugging you with so much warmth and love you almost sobbed right then and there.
He snuggled his face against your hair, breathing in your familiar scent he missed so dearly while he was away. ā€œWe have so much to catch up on.ā€ You say so quietly that he almost lost your words if it wasnā€™t for you being directly near his ear. He hums in affirmation, cherishing the long awaited reunion with his daughter.
ā€œI feel like this is another part where one of us faints again.ā€ Mable says in utter disbelief at the scene that unfolded in front of her. ā€œOhoh!ā€ Soos laughed out. ā€œIā€™m so on it, dudes.ā€ As if on command his eyes roll to the back of his head and he faints flat on his back.
HEADCANON TIME!!
ā€¢ You werenā€™t really expecting to talk to him much due to Stan wanting to talk to his brother, but after their fight, he came looking for you. When he found you, you were sitting on the couch that was outside on the porch. You were reading a book you recently purchased from the bookstore. Nose deep in your book, you failed to realize Ford standing beside you. His hands were shoved in the pockets of his trench coat. Quietly he asked, ā€œIs there room for one more?ā€
ā€¢ The night was spent with the two of you getting to know each other. From your favorite color to your favorite show, what food you like to eat and so on. Ford wanted to fully understand and know you as a person. He wanted to make up all the years he lost with you.
ā€¢ The next day, you awoke to the smell of your favorite breakfast food being cooked. With haste you pushed your blanket off of you and slipped on your slippers and sped off into the kitchen where Ford was buttering the pan. He looked over to you and flashed you a smile. ā€œI made you your favorite.ā€ He said, motioning over to the table where he laid out your breakfast. ā€œYou didnā€™t have to do this.ā€ You scratched your cheek, a small laugh of surprise leaving you. ā€œIā€™m just doing what I always dreamed of doing.ā€ He shoveled out his breakfast onto his plate using a spatula. ā€œHowā€™s the food, kiddo?ā€ He asks, placing the pan and spatula on the dirty side of the sink. ā€œActually pretty good for someone who hasn't been in this dimension for over a decade!ā€ You jest, taking another delicious bite from your breakfast. Ford jokingly rolled his eyes, ruffling your hair as he walked past you and sat down on his chair. ā€œAlready poking fun at me.ā€ He said, shaking his head.
ā€¢ Stanford knew he had to focus on his projects, he had so many things he left unfinished that he'd been dying to get his hands on the minute he stepped foot into his dimension. But he couldnā€™t seem to pull himself away from you. He loved seeing you interact with the twins, he loved watching how pieces of his personality shone through you. Like the way youā€™re so meticulous with where you put things, or how you were forever curious about the things around you, and even the abundance of questions youā€™d mutter to yourself as you discovered something new. Thatā€™s all of him right there, in front of him and he couldnā€™t grasp such a thought that you were his!
ā€¢ He finds himself gazing upon baby photos Stan took of you when you were younger. Even if heā€™s angry at his twin currently, heā€™s forever grateful that he documented such beautiful memories in a scrapbook. ā€œYā€™know, I used to tell stories about you to her.ā€ A shriek leaves Ford. He jumps forward, the scrapbook tumbling down his lap and onto the floor. ā€œYou idiot! Be careful.ā€ Stan sneered, kneeling down to the floor to pick up the scrapbook. ā€œStanley!ā€ Ford leans his head back, trying to regain his composure. ā€œYou scared me!ā€ He says. ā€œYeah, yeah. I know.ā€ Stan waves him off, grabbing the scrapbook and tucking it in between his arms. They stand in awkward silence, eyes darting around the place uneasily. ā€œDidā€¦ā€ Ford starts, shattering the silence. ā€œDid she like the stories you told of me?ā€ Stan smiles fondly, nodding his head. ā€œShe loved them. She thought you were some stupid amazing superhero, no matter what I told her.ā€ Ford furrowed his brows. ā€œWait, what do you mean by no matter what you told her?ā€ Stan nervously laughed. ā€œHey, why donā€™t you keep looking at these photos! Wait here, look at this one. Haha! Sheā€™s trying to eat her toes, isnā€™t that adorable?ā€ ā€œStanley.ā€
ā€¢ Outings between the two of you were very common. He loved being tugged around the town of Gravity Falls by you as you pointed at various different shops and locations. You told him the reasons why you hated them or loved them, and some were tied to stories that happened within the summer. He seriously questioned how you and the twins survived so many times where you were just so close to death. The mall was a place where you and him resided the most. With the money he took from Stan, he paid for almost everything you wanted. Entering the shack with so many bags was a shock to everyone. ā€œWoah! Did you buy the whole mall?ā€ Mable jokes, grabbing one of the bags to help you with the load. ā€œBasically,ā€ you laughed, instructing Mable to rally Soos and Dipper to have a little haul of what you bought. Stan watched with a raised brow as you stumbled into the living room with Mable following closely behind. ā€œWhere did you get all the money to buy her all of that?ā€ Stan asks. ā€œJust stole some money from some hobo.ā€ Ford said, walking into the living room to join in on the haul. Stan didnā€™t understand what he said and opened the cash register. When he saw all the money he had stored the day before gone, it all clicked.
ā€¢ Adventures out in the woods is a must. Gathering the twins and your dad, all four of you venture out into the woods in hopes to find something new. ā€œWhy couldnā€™t Grunkle Stan tag along with us?ā€ Mable asked as she kneeled down to pluck a flower from the dirt. ā€œBecause heā€™s being a wet towel.ā€ Dipper muttered, scribbling down a rough drawing of the flower Mable was picking in a book you bought him. ā€œSo what kind of anomalies you three stumbled upon?ā€ Ford questioned. You and the twins began to dump everything onto him, from when you started seeing them to when Dipper and Mable came. Ford couldnā€™t truly focus on what they were saying, mostly because it was a jumbled excited mess of words, but partially because he was astonished with the trio in front of him. They went through so much and yet theyā€™re still so headstrong. He could definitely see a little bit of him in Dipper and Mable.
ā€¢ Stan would find you and Ford fallen asleep on the couch or in his lab, all huddled up together and completely knocked out. Snores filled the room and he found it amusing that you and him both snores the same. Videos and photos were definitely taken by Mable.
ā€¢ Ford would tell stories of his adventures in another dimension to you. Stemming from how he started from the ground up to him getting banned from many other dimensions for stealing parts. ā€œYouā€™re not so different from Uncle Stan,ā€ You laughed, shaking your head. ā€œWhat! It was only a fewā€¦hundred dimensions.ā€
ā€¢ Thereā€™s times where youā€™d wake up in a cold sweat, afraid that your Dad finally coming back was just a painful dream your brain played on you. But when you would get ready to find him, youā€™d step on his stomach or back. ā€œOugh!ā€ Ford groaned out in pain. Being suddenly woken up from his sleep, he sat up, looking around confused. ā€œWhat are you doing sleeping on the floor?ā€ You sat back down on your bed, pulling the blankets over you. ā€œIs there a problem with me sleeping on the floor?ā€ Ford asks, looking at you with squinted eyes. ā€œNo, no.ā€ You laid back down on your bed. ā€œGo back to sleep. Iā€™m better now,ā€ You say, somewhat amused with Ford sleeping on the floor beside your bed. ā€œGoodnight, I love you.ā€ You brush your fingers playfully across his face to annoy him. He shoves your fingers away from his face, huffing out. ā€œGoodnight,ā€ He shuffles to his side, looking up to you with a small smile. ā€œI love you more, kiddo.ā€
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Hello!! Before I start, I just want to say that your green profile aesthetic is so prettyyyšŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ it honestly reminds me of Pinterest idk. Can I request IT!girl!reader dating middle school Izuku? (im just in love w loser bf x drop dead gorg reader!)
tysm anonnie !!ā¤ļøā¤ļø
im not sure if i did this right, but here u go šŸ˜­šŸ’•
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you, an IT girl, dating izuku in middle school
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- now this is quite the unexpectation
- what were you doing with the quirkless loser, Deku??
- you, so full of confidence with the way you carried yourself, loads of friends, grades of flying colors, beauty unmatched, a strong quirk. the list goes on
- him? the only thing remarkable is probably his will to keep going. just a quirkless outcast, a shameless nerd with unreachable dreams
- LITERALLY THIS LMFAOO:
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- so why? it came as a GREAT surprise to see a post of you and Deku hanging out at a kitty cafe on insta. was it a dare? a prank? like ts gotta be some typa joke right
- WRONGG.
- they're merely scratching the surface, a surface that's not at all what it seems
- he's a really sweet boy, completely taken advantage of because of his meekness
- despite being quirkless, he was the realest person you've encountered in the school: observant, hard working, respectful. it's not like a quirk defines you anyway
- it's so embarrassing watching a classmate with the most ugly, useless, atrocious quirk you've ever witnessed poke fun at Deku
- like oh my GOSH dude they get humbled QUICK after you mention that you'd rather be quirkless
- like atp that ain't a quirk that's a disability šŸ’€ā€”not to be mean, but to make a point that Deku is just as capable of becoming a hero as anyone else
- going to school dances with Deku would be a lot more enjoyable if it weren't for those meddling whispers about you two. he often gets pushed to the sidelines 'cause you get swarmed by your friends and bombarded with questions :(
- but in the end, you came with him and mattered the most to him.
- he gets so nervous when he's around you, help him, he can't even look at you
- not in offense or anything. you make him feel all warm and fuzzy inside, and he can't help but feel enveloped by your presence
- you're this beautiful ray of light and he's kinda just..the shadow that follows after
"Izuku...Izuku did I do something wrong?"
"What? N-No! Of course not!"
"Then why aren't you looking at me?"
"Because you'reā€”you're really pretty..."
"Pfft. You're really pretty too."
- Deku doesn't really initiate anything, thinking it'd be too lame or uncomfortable for you :( and if he does, he'll hesitate and drawback any ideas aforethought
- he follows you like a little puppy, always at your disposal
- he knows NOTHING about dating, only the note of going to amusements parks and sharing a sweet treat
- his confidence dwindles :( maybe he could learn a thing or two from you? <3
- when i tell you he was absolutley shocked when you confessed to him. his immediate reaction was playing it off as a joke
Wh..What? Oh...very funny, y/n...Huh..? YOU'RE SERIOUSOWUEIDEGHD!?!?
- he ALWAYS questions your feelings towards himā€”why me of all others? but i'm just a regular boy and you're..you? (gorgeous, pretty, beautiful, super cool, whole hearted, sweet...)
- and you can reassure everytimeā€”because you're you and i like you!! a one of a kind.
- Deku doesn't have much to give to you, but he does have a big heart and alotta love
- maybe he is a loser, but he's your loser, and you wouldn't have him any other way
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ladcedes Ā· 9 months ago
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controversial!
summary f1 heartthrob lando norris starts dating a hot, up-and-coming celebrity with a not-so-hot personality and some fans protestā€¦
disclaimer reminder this is completely fictional!!! the ā€œfaceclaimā€ (very loosely) may be rachel zegler but in no way am i basing it off her personality!!! no hate to her at all i love her sm
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user-1 isn't this lando norris' new gf
user-2 no way she's featuring on a DRAKE album šŸ’€šŸ’€
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yourusername one thing about me and red carpets... i'll always be serving cunt ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„
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hunterschafer yess always serving the best looks
bairdballad absolute icon!!
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ā¤· bairdballad wtf lando liked this
ā¤· snowangel @.bairdballad lando is so real for that
landonorris always a stunner
ā¤· yndefender so can we take this as confirmation that they're together
ā¤· ynmyloves @/yndefender if this isnt confirmation idk what is šŸ’€
ln4life her language is so vulgar why would lando be with her
ā¤· futuref1w4g ikr she's such a bad influence
ā¤· angelyns icb you actually said vulgar šŸ’€ lando norris is a fully grown!! BRITISH!! man!!
ā¤· milcedes @.ln4life @.futuref1w4g average instagram comments...
lewishamilton šŸ‘šŸ‘šŸ‘
ā¤· ylnstars LEWIS??? lando you better get tf up
ā¤· ultraviolenced ariana what are you doing here
2007wdc we should expect lando of all drivers to be with a girl like her most tbf
ā¤· 9thwdc aside from lewis
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lando.jpg and that marks the end of the 2023 season āœØ
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yourusername not a single pic of my face yet you tag me... someone tell him that's not how soft launches usually work
ā¤· lando.jpg @.yourusername who says i'm trying to do a soft launch
ā¤· yourusername @.lando.jpg you showed me hundreds of other 8K HD pictures of me with my face and only post faceless ones?
ā¤· lando.jpg @.yourusername maybe i'm just gatekeeping your face
ā¤· yourusername @.lando.jpg it's ok lan, you can stop trying to cover up your loser soft launch attempt, i'll still love you
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yourusername cheers to the haters šŸ„‚ he still loves me xx
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georgerussell63 @ landonorris Your gf is scary help
landonorris you tell em babe
norrislclrc queen behaviour i say
ln4life canā€™t believe heā€™d get with you
ā¤· ynloml and? you think heā€™d ever look in your direction?
ā¤· ynvfx literally get a life how are you still out here yapping about them even on insta??
ladcedes using this "comment" as an author's note! this is so scuffed im sorry i started it back in early december planning to do more for it but i got busy and atp just wanted to get it done šŸ˜­
ā¤· ladcedes so for anyone confused about the drake album randomly being thereā€¦ yeahā€¦
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teehhhhhhhhhhh Ā· 2 months ago
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haha finally debuting my magical girl marvels au! i was thinking of a manga cover while making this; i really wanted it to have a kinda hyperpop and sailor moon style.
So! In my version of this AU, the Marvels travel through different dimensions to fight the forces of evil to balance the multiversal scale! They do this, via train! The train is usually a subway, but it magically adapts to the dimensions they are in. (Ex. Submarine Looking Train for a mainly water dimension, an old style train for a dimension with a earlier timeline.)
Billy Batson is a Train Conductor! I based his outfit on those train conductor uniforms and I really like it. His main base powers are, of course, lighting, and the ability to make portals! He uses the portals in his fighting style, dodging with portals instead of blocking attacks. Billy can only teleport to a mirror dimension without the aid of the train, so he actually teleports to the mirror dimension in fights when he dodges, then portals back to the og dimension. The train boosts his powers so his ability to travel to the mirror dimension is enhanced, and he can travel to other dimensions when using the train. (Other then that, its a basic portal power lol)
Maryā€™s design was inspired by fairy tale princes, which is actually really random but I made it work. I wanted the three of them to be different genres of magical girls, but still fit look like they are in the same style. Her base powers in this AU is basically charisma (yes, literal charms), and lightning. So, her charisma powers are pretty much just that people will be more inclined to do things her way; she lets off an aura of power + confidence that no one can say no to (besides Billy and Freddy, they are immune). She also will look extremely intimidating to people when she wants to. So in a nutshell, her power is to change the way people perceive her, and use that to her advantage. Mary often uses this to do undercover work, or info gathering about the dimension they are in.
Freddy, is a mermaid based magical girl. He can shift between having a mermaid tail and his legs. His base powers are hydrokinesis (ability to control water) and (can you guess it?) lightning! Though not shown here, Freddy actually uses water to float himself around. The water is thinly covered over his body and he uses that to get around without his crutches. He learned how to do this after seeing how he can float in the water when swimming. Freddy doesnā€™t do this all the time because it requires a lot of control and it can tire himself out. He used to do it all the time, but once in a battle, he shifted all his focus into the fight and lost control of the water that makes him float. Freddy learnt to not completely rely on his powers all the time after that. Iā€™ll go more into this specific event later bc I think this scenario would really impact how Freddy sees his disability, and how he learns to accept it. I imagine this Freddy is more recently disabled and that he still has bitter feelings about it. The thing with Freddyā€™s dad in the boat still happened (they got attacked by one of Billyā€™s enemies), and thatā€™s when he got his leg injury. He met Billy that way and got his powers. (Basically just how CM3 got his powers.. idk why im explaining it)
The thing is that I, myself, am not disabled so I need a bit of help understanding what that would be like to accurately write Freddyā€™s struggles with his disability. šŸ˜­
Another thing is that Iā€™m not sure what their hero names would be? I tried doing those precure names like ā€˜Cure Marvel!ā€™ but that would only work for one of them and I would still need names. Marvel *insert something here* or *something* Marvel is an idea but I wouldnā€™t know what to put.
yeah, theres my au lol maybe iā€™ll post more about it
edit: i did post more about it! heres the linked posts!
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strawberryicedcookies Ā· 2 months ago
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Girl I wanna manifest my ideal body, any tips? šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
i actually manifested my dream body so i think im pretty qualified to give tips šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ manifesting appearance change seems to be complicated for so many people because it becomes hard to ignore the 3D when you see it every single day. You have to remember that your subconscious mind does NOT have eyes! so say you wanna manifest a fat ass, but everytime you look in the mirror its flat, THAT IS JUST THE 3D, tell yourself that your ass is fat and your subconscious will believe that your seeing a fat ass šŸ˜‚ (does that make any sense šŸ˜­). i manifested weight gain because i used to be so skinny, and it was one of the more difficult things to manifest because i would affirm for hours, then look and the mirror and see a twig, and then i reacted negatively and fed my subconscious mind negativity. DONT BE LIKE ME, your are constantly manifesting, YOUR DOMINANT THOUGHTS MANIFEST. thats why robotic affirming works so well, because you having a fatass becomes your dominant thought because thats what your affirming 24/7. i know i talk about her alot but ā€˜high frequency guruā€™ has a desired appearance affirmation tape and i couldnā€™t recommend it enough. Also i recommend finding an influencer that has your ideal body and as your watching them, be affirming, thats what i do to keep me motivated šŸ˜­ Youā€™re gonna have to really persist! persist persist persist, i cant stress it enough. Also please remember your not ā€œmanifesting your ideal bodyā€ Your affirming the body you already have. Yes, im saying you have it! its done! Idk if you seen my post about the 3D, but if you have, you would remember i said ā€œeverything you see in this reality is a reflection of the spiritualā€ meaning everything you see already happened before, that is whats happening with your body. You already have your desire in the spiritual, persist until you see it with your physical eyeballs.
say it with me ā€œi am perfect, i look exactly how i want to look, i have the body ive always desired, i an complete, i am contentā€.
i hope this was helpful, if you have any other specific questions, PLEASE ask me!! i am open to any asks (i actually love answering them!!)
bye happy manifesting babes!!
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usuratongaychi Ā· 7 months ago
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Drawings + Rants + Headcanons/Naruto AU
i finally had some time to draw my versions of tean seven (minus kakashi). im gonna detail more of my AU later in the post but here are the designs and some notes.
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For sasuke, in one of my other posts i had the theory that sasuke keeps his hair short to avoid resembling itachi, and thats why it is longer in time skip, because he is coming to terms with his trauma and still loves itachi. I also gave him similar creases to itachi, just from stress.
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tbh im not too sure about this naruto designā€¦but at least he isnt balding like beforešŸ’€.
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for sakura, i actually really like her older design, so i just drew her working. she would have her hair up and i gave her sakura blossom hair pins and eyeshadow.
also i havent drawn in forever so..thats why its messy.
(the rest of this is me rambling on..)
Now for changes i made to the story:
1. Narusasu endgame (yk im a stan)
I would have both of them be joint hokages, so technically both are the 7th. I know Sasuke is referred to as the shadow hokage, but that doesnā€™t really entail anything. I think itā€™s important because Sasuke would know just how important reform is for the village and shinobi system, but since people are still suspicious of Uchihas, Naruto would be the face. This fulfills Narutoā€™s dream, which when you really think about it, his dream was just to be loved, not really to be a politician. Naruto has seen how unfair and corrupt their society is, so he would completely work with Sasuke to make sure things like Danzo and Hiruzenā€™s corruption, child soldiers, hyuuga slavery and the ā€œUchiha Incidentā€ dont happen again. I could explain more of this in a later post.
2. I would have Hinata look up to Sakura more, instead of Naruto.
I think it makes a bit more sense, Sakura is brave, outspoken and independent, just like Hinata wants to be. I would have Sakura be her first friend, since she canā€™t stand to see people be excluded or alone. That leads me into changes I would make for Sakuraā€™s story.
3. Sakura. In the original, I would keep her kind of bratty attitude until things get serious in the Zabuza arc. Seeing her close friends so close to death, while not being able to help much would challenge her to become a protector. This also gives motivation for her to learn healing and medicine when Tsunade comes around. Sakura would be the ā€œrockā€ or ā€œglueā€ of team seven, which makes sense because she is the only one of them that came from a stable home.
Sakura initially resents Sasuke for betraying the team, but seeing how dedicated Naruto is to saving him, she decides its worth it to help bring him back. Besides if she didnā€™t, naruto would just endager himself trying.
4. Sasuke. I would have Sasuke after he realizes Itachi was manipulated into a genocide to protect the village, still go through him ā€œiā€™m gonna destroy the villageā€ phase, but when Naruto defeats him, they make a promise to change things, so no one else will have to suffer like that. I would also show more of the psychological effects of witnessing Itachiā€™s murders. One of my headcanons is that heā€™s pretty thin, since trauma survivors tend to have chronic stomach pains. Heā€™s probably pretty paranoid about others betraying him, so he does it to them first (probably why he pushes naruto away so much). Sasuke is also probably still ostracized or ā€œotheredā€ for being an uchiha, since that is what the village is told about them. People still pity him, but dont come near him.
5. Naruto. šŸ˜­I actually made up a whole theory on why Hiruzen didnā€™t take great care of naruto, bc to me it just doesnā€™t make sense. itā€™s kinda a dumb theory and doesnā€™t rlly have anything to do with canon, but- what if Minato wanted to expose the corruption in the hidden leaf and get rid of the foundation, so as a sort of revenge, or just general distaste for Minato, Hiruzen doesnā€™t really provide for Naruto. šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļøidk. A change I would make is to have naruto mature more to match his age. Like ofc it makes sense for him to act out for attention esp when he was younger, but i feel like past shippuden..he didnā€™t really mature at all? maybe thats just me. Iā€™ll probably have more stuff to add for him, iā€™ll think of it later or put it in my headcanons post.
šŸ˜­im so tired yall i will make a better post later on.
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moodymisty Ā· 6 months ago
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(This isn't a request, just some Konrad daydreams driven by 4am insomnia that had me screeching and I just have to share with someone while I wait for my meds to kick in!!)
Your recent post about the stinky rat man got me thinking of something truly, hilariously awful: Konrad's favorite meow meow is a PERPETUAL.
Maybe he watches her die. Maybe he accidentally kills her himself. Whatever happens, he'd probably be losing. his. fucking. mind.
..And then she comes back. Oh god, I'm loving imagining at how truly deranged he would be over that. I know he tortures Vulkan SUPER HARD after finding out he's a perpetual, but that seemed driven a lot by "You think you're good and noble(and sane)? I'll drag you down to my level."
I wonder if he'd mistake her as some kind of phantom/delusion brought on by grief and madness at first. Extra comedy: he accidentally(purposely?) kills her again while freaking out over her showing back up alive LMAO. Meow meow can't catch a fuckin' break with this man.
Now I'm wondering how a few other primarchs would react to something similar though
Sanguinius and his sons in mourning and his dead wife just shows back up like "Why did you bury me alive?!" completely unaware she DIED.
Perturabo's shitass sons being like "I told you it was a waste of time!" and then the horror of realizing they didn't escape their step-mom after all.
I'd assume all the primarchs would try to find out what the fuck happened, and maybe go to Malcador for information once they start drawing blanks? Idk.
Fulgrim would so cute, just hyped as fuck. "I have a wife? That won't get old and die before me?? I don't have to lose this one???" Bonus points if she's the last one he was going to marry because he got too heartbroken seeing his wives get old and die over and over šŸ˜« the queen and her corgis vibe forreal
I can't really figure out Mortarion even though he's one of my faves. On one hand, WITCH!! On the other hand,he'd be so relieved the One Good Thing in his life isn't actually gone forevet..
Oh my g o d. Lorgar. Thefucking goddess shit would go CRAZY. Kor Phaeron slamming his head against a wall because he thought he finally WON. HOW DID SHE DO THAT? Some of his followers getting spooked about being rid of her because s u r e l y it was the Powers who orchestrated such a miracle... So maybe she is meant to be here? Uh oh.
Guilliman is another one I'm just like ????. All I can think of, is he'd quietly go find Emps/Malcador and be like "whattheFUCK? explain?please?how?"
It might be because I'm heavily sedated but it's all sO funny to think about. Some legions quietly rejoicing because The Distraction is gone and shejust. Comes back šŸ˜­
But can you imagine the parties thrown by the ones who really loved their legion mothers?! And you thought theFUNERAL was extravagant..
Im not sure what time it is there but I hope you slept well and have a good morning! Sorry forcthis stream of consciousness garbage by theway LOL but you always have such cool takes on things I couldnt help muself
This a joy to read friend, I have nothing to add.
Lorgar in particular with a perpetual beloved would be fucking INSANE. His whole religious trauma would be going wild as well as even some of the more apprehensive Word Bearers might be a bit more, respectful.
Imaging Vulkan's wife ends up coming back a few weeks after they desperately mourned her loss, and it's time for the galaxy's largest hug. They form a line.
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artsyannierose Ā· 1 year ago
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Neneā€™s Dead Corpse and her ghost bf
randomly made a crap ton more sense to me
why?
fricking school (screw school I hate you (no not rly Iā€™m just stressed))
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Anyway Iā€™m a biomed class where unit 1 is studying medical investigations forensic science style
and one of the things is like, what happens to a person after the body has been dead for a while (post mortem or sum, see im learning :D)
Things like algor mortis, livor mortis, Iā€™ve heard of. In fact Iā€™ve even studied the clouding of the corneas before, but it never got to me till today
maybe itā€™s cause I cannot for the life of me study forensics without my wild imagination giving me nightmares or just panicking when Iā€™m alone but aNyWays
I tend to imagine characters associated with death in these scenarios so I donā€™t lose it in classšŸ’€
*cough* Nene *cough cough*
So as I was taking notes on the slideshow, some of the images of clouded corneas reminded me strangely of something familiar, but at that point I couldnā€™t tell. Thereā€™s something haunting about the eyes (or maybe itā€™s just my over-analytical brain loving small details like this) theyā€™re GORGEOUS
LIKE
IDK THEYRE PRETTY
Maybe itā€™s ā€˜cause the true color of the iris is completely visible in all its glory, without the pupil obscuring it
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(something like this?? A little vivid tho lol)
but like
thereā€™s no
life
no reflection, no emotionā€¦nothing (which is so hauntingly beautiful leave me alone Iā€™m a sucker for this now)
itā€™s literally just an eye with nothing but color
and then it hit meā€¦itā€™s exactly the look Nene had when Mirai fast-forwarded her time
you can see in the image itā€™s just her plain magenta eyes with a fuzzy de-saturated blob in the centerā€¦aka clouded corneas
And that honestly made me realize that in this scene sheā€™s notā€”sheā€™s not even unconscious
No sheā€™s literally, physiologically dead
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THAT IS A CORPSE HE IS HOLDING
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she is literally a dead body this hits me so hardšŸ˜­šŸ˜­
and I can imagine algor mortis kicked in by then, her body was probably cold to the touch
so imagine how he felt, and Iā€™m aware people have analyzed his emotions but just think about it
heā€™s always seen her so full of life and hope, and now all he has left is an empty shell of her, cold and dead with no life left inside
ā€¦just like him
the more I think about it Hanako is just an animated corpse
he has no reflection in his eyes most of the time because he is āœØdeadāœØ
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I mean Mei, Mitsuba, and Hanako donā€™t have a little white reflection dot like Nene and Kou
Or maybe Iā€™m overthinking it and Neneā€™s eyes are just super reflective
even for someone who presumably took his own life, he probably never saw tsukasaā€™s body start postmortem and actually feel dead bc it looked extremely bloody ngl (Iā€™m guessing he killed himself right after šŸ’”)
and now heā€™s holding someone he cares about like this for the first time and Iā€™ll bet that scarred him
and he figured out that never, never ever did he ever want to see his sweet assistant like this again, lifeless in his arms
and so after that, cue Hanako in his villain era who basically became a yandere the entire picture perfect lmao
and he was unbelievably adamant about it too
I mean honestly if I held anybody I knew lifeless like that Iā€™d be scarred for life and crying for days
seeing the light drained from someoneā€™s eyes is so interestingly sad to me
Look at the difference:
Happy
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vs Dead
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She still has so much emotion in her eyes
and then d e a d
literally looks like a porcelain doll
wait she looks so pale in the last image compared to the others now that I think about it
I love aidairoā€™s eye for detail itā€™s so fun to figure out
Well anyways thanks for coming to my Ted Talk essay atp-
ITā€™S PAST 1 AM AND I SHOULD BE STUDYING FOR SAID BIOMED CLASS AND HERE I AN GOING ON A TANGENT ABOUT A FICTIONAL CHARACTERā€™S EYES
send help
anyways excuse me while I grab a box of strawberries to munch on and cry my eyes out all over my homework before I sleep-
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ryuichirou Ā· 2 months ago
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More replies about recent stuff, plus some random twst stuff pluuuus a reply related to a Malleus sketch from our šŸ”‘šŸ”žtwt <3 Thank you for your questions.
thestarlightfae asked:
...Do I want to know what Lilia has on his phone?
Somehow I doubt itā€¦ But he wouldnā€™t mind showing!
Anonymous asked:
Ryuichirou just to let you know your literally the reason why I download Tumblr and I'm so so glad I did sošŸ™‡šŸ™‡
Oh god Anon, I am very sorry for doing this to you LOL Thank you so much!!! <3 I am glad youā€™re enjoying it!
m1lk-n-cook1es asked:
Dragon Malleus has six limbs and is therefore an insect. Discuss
(idk if he has 4 limbs in the dragon body but oh well)
Doesā€¦that mean that a centaur would also be an insect? This is kind of troublingā€¦ šŸ˜Ÿ
I think this is something we could discuss for hours until Malleus appears and ends this discussion forever, looking offended af :(
Anonymous asked:
Ace and malleus won't be together because ace has no RizzĀ  and no skills. he would fumble malleus so hard he would end up with someone else twice over, who im not sure but definitely someone he has to see a lot
(related to a reply about Ace the donkey to Malleusā€™ dragon)
OUCH, Anon!! Youā€™re roasting Ace more than Malleus wouldā€™ve roasted him while literally breathing fire šŸ˜­šŸ”„
Give this boy a chance. That being said, we all know the chance is slimā€¦.
Anonymous asked:
about the mosquitoes bites ! If you put a burning hot metal spoon on it for a few seconds the heat will kill the itchiness ! Tested and approved every summers you should definitely do it šŸ‘
My favourite part about posting that mosquito comic is people recommending remedies for the bitesā€¦!
Thank you, Anon. Iā€™ll keep that in mind.
Anonymous asked:
Would the twst ppl ever go down of ppl of the opposite sex? Or is everyone just gay? Like Floyd on a female riddle or something
-english is not good with me
ā€œEveryone is gayā€ is our default because we prefer gay ships, but we donā€™t really headcanon sexualities for characters. If we ever come up with a good story with Floyd and fem!Riddle, nothing would stop us from indulging in it šŸ’Ŗ There are some that are more difficult for me to see with the opposite sex than the others though.
Anonymous asked:
Do the doms give oral? Like will the dom suck the sub's dick at all or nah?
With you would oral sec be strictly a bottom's job?
It is a tendency in my art to only leave it for the bottoms because it is a personal preference. But I donā€™t think that all of our tops would be strictly against it on the same level.
I wrote some hcs quite a while ago, if you want a detailed answer about someone in particular! Although I think my bias is pretty obvious lol Sorry.
Anonymous asked:
Okay the post of Malleus laying an egg from a while ago on your locked twt has been driving me so up the walls I haven't even been able to find the words??? I was so gagged when I saw it????
Shota Malleus always feels like he's totally convinced he's mature enough to handle Lilia and anything else you throw at him (he isn't) and him dealing with something like that when he's definitely way too young and unprepared and being completely overwhelmed and scared by it is SO GOOD
I can imagine him calling out Lilia's name in such a broken way, half upset because he just went through something really painful and scary and he wants to be comforted by his caretaker, and half because he's so confused and he has no idea what he should do and he needs Lilia's guidance, when Lilia was the one who put him into that mess in the first place... I worry that Lilia is going to take one look at him and their egg and be like "guess it's scrambled eggs for breakfast!" to cover his own mistake before anyone finds out šŸ˜­
(And also...... I just think it's a little hot... Malleus pushing out an egg that's too big for his body all alone in his room with nobody to help him regulate his breathing and pushing?? He just has to figure it all out on his own because he can't/won't call for help??? Squeezing that egg out a little at a time and slowly stretching himself open, before it falls back inside him and he has to start all over again, basically fucking himself on it until he finally gets it out... šŸ„µ)
I am SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT, ANON!! <3 I want to say that it was a very self-indulgent sketch, but then again, everything that we post is lol
Poor Malleus absolutely wasnā€™t ready for anything like that to happen and he definitely wasnā€™t told that this was something that could happen to a dragon faeā€¦ And Lilia was probably surprised too, looking at him like shoot that wasnā€™t supposed to happen yet, wtf, ā€œdragon eggs are rareā€ my ass lol Lilia really fucked up his cyclesā€¦
I guess they really are going to have scrambled eggs for breakfastā€¦! God we had so many conversations about Lilia and dragon eggs, I really should finish that one comic from ages ago.
(Iā€™m also glad you find this hot as well~ If definitely wouldā€™ve been much easier for him if Lilia was around when that was happening, poor thing probably thought he was dying or something. He often feels alone, but when that happened, he felt especially alone and helpless. Itā€™s honestly a miracle he wasnā€™t mad at Lilia afterwards, but I guess itā€™s because he was way too shocked for that)
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怀怀怀怀 ā‚Šć€€Ė™ć€€ć€€ā¢·ć€€ć€€jicito rating怀ā€ć€€part 1
I had an entire introduction and reasoning into this little game thing series ima start and then it all got deleted cause my tumblr decided to open up some random account and take me out of the draft and it all reset SO IM RATING 5 OF MY MOST LIKED AND 5 OF MY LEAST LIKED MBDS.
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rei moodboard : 4/10 this was the first ever moodboard i made that ever actually hit 1k (now 2k) notes and i was actually dumbfounded cause back then i felt everything i was making was hideous (i wasnt wrong), this moodboard took me about a few hours to make and i still hated it but heh u guys liked it so thats all that matters :3
taehyung moodboard : 1/10 um. this mb recently hit 1k notes.. i wish it hadn't. i hate this mb. very ugly and not creative at all. i literally grabbed random images and put them together cause i gave up on the mb like 7 times. anywho
xinyu moodboard : 7/10 i actually like this moodboard, my friend posted the pic of her on their story and i told them id make a mb for them and thats how it came out HELP but i actually like it if i just pretend the last line doesnt exist :3
winter moodboard : 5/10 this was my first time making a moodboard in this style šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ obviously its not the best but it was pretty good, compared to my other mbs in this style tho its complete ass
hyunjin moodboard : 6/10 the moodboard is cute but when making this i was struggling so hard because i was trying to make all the images match the image beside them HELP idk how to explain but yeah its alright i guess
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nova moodboard : 0/10 i see why.
wonhee moodboard : 6/10 the middle line is interesting but i like it, the school aesthetic or whatever is cute šŸ˜“šŸ˜“
yunjin moodboard : 5/10 this moodboard had potential, the colors are actually really cute until you get to the last like how abt yall just ignore that erm anywho next!!
doeun moodboard : 2/10 who the fuck let me post this doeun girl im sorry i did u so wrong please dont jump me at the concert šŸ˜“šŸ˜“
jeff satur moodboard : 10/10 i love this moodboard so much, i know it didnt do well but holy macaroons i love it he looks so good in these pics šŸ˜“šŸ˜“šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ‘…šŸ‘…šŸ‘…
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so in conclusion while scrolling through my moodboards those shits sucked ass oh my god HELPP its okay though because i only started last year maybe almost 2 years ago and i'm still learning and growing šŸ˜“ thank u for listenkng to my ted talk maybe next time we can rate um idk lets react to gacha next time guys!!
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