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navvigating · 7 months ago

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i leave for two week family trip tomorrow so im speedrunning all the boring shit i have to do so i can get back to playing fo4 for the rest of the day

#dishwasher is running and i completely changed the cat litter #ran the trashbags out side and now im redying my hair #then ill take a shower to rinse it out and then do laundry #im half packed already and with laundry #im closer to being done

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livingdeadhorse · 9 months ago

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this has been done right

@thenuggieking @noah-cml

#btw idk if ive mentioned it but thanks eb so much for how nice y'all r...in the requests n stuff #this blog uses she/her for chihiro btw #chihiro fujisaki #mondo owada #danganronpa #trigger happy havoc #drthh #also im closer to being done with the requests!! hoorah #horse_art

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shepscapades · 4 months ago

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shep. i finished xisuma's s8. i am plagued with so many thoughts /silly

Oh my gognfjgmgimfggfmgnmfdnffgh it’s. It’s so much. I have so much to say and so many thoughts they make me so crazy. They make me so crazy THEY MAKE ME SO CRAZY IS THIS THING ON CAN ANYONE HEAR ME

#hermitcraft #ask #artsy-book #hermitcraft season 8 #xisumavoid #xisuma #evil x #not tagging this dbhc bc im talking about canon xisuma #not to say there aren’t theme overlaps but #yeah #the way I could write an essay about Xisuma’s mental state at the end of the season. what it must be like #to slowly come out of that state of being literally manipulated and controlled… to slowly like. gain consciousness again only to find #that the moon has gotten so big that it’s like. too late to do anything.#that he had been so distracted and busy with making the evil empire as profitable and helpful to the hermits as possible #that he just… hadn’t noticed #or been manipulated to believe it wasn’t a bug deal #big deal #or that it was just a rumor #and now it’s too late #but also… the moon is the REASON he’s free from EX’s control #isn’t it.#so… isn’t there a part of him that kind of NEEDS the moon to get closer?#so he can be free?#not that I think Xisuma ignoring the moon was an entirely conscious choice #anyway I’m fine about xisuma finally being free only to realize hermitcraft (and his hermits) are doomed #could he have done anything to stop it had he known about it earlier? who knows #I’m sure xisuma will say for a long time that he could have #but he didn’t in the end #and it wasn’t really his fault but i’m sure he’ll say it was #I need to stop talking before I’m dragged away

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bacchuschucklefuck · 8 months ago

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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest

#not art #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit #kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it #until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it #until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her #but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs #she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying #probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone #lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear #Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!!#and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked #but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now #yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc #man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet #and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out #lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help #it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around #but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever #its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous #its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot #yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry #doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it #ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking

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defiledtomb · 4 months ago

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hellooo, I hope you're feeling well! I was wondering however if ouroboros was still being worked on or if it's on hiatus. Hope I wasn't rude in asking

I don't feel it's rude, after all, I have been keeping the development close to my chest. It is still being worked on, edited and transferred into renpy with graphics and soundbytes galore! However, right now, since about three weeks back, I left my partner of 8 years in the middle of the night with just a change of clothes, my dog, and a laptop. I'm struggling hard but putting on a brave face-- right now I'm coming up with a concept of something else to work on until I get a proper apartment and can get my stationary PC back so I can get back to work on ouro. I'll make a proper post about it tomorrow, so keep an eye on this space!

#ouroboros-if #interactive fiction #in all honesty i forgor the password to the louroth tumblr so ill just stick to my personal for now 💀#everything is up in the air. i cry all the time. and when im not crying im writing. LMAO #it'll all work out though it will just take some time to get back on my feet #the ouro book 1 is like 65% done and a demo is even closer. i just haven't found a reasonable stopping point+ some of the most intense edits #and rewrites are in the first chapters and I've been wanting to finish the latter parts first so i don't have to run myself in circles tryin #to line everything up properly. yk?#im so grateful for my patreons for being willing to support me because money is such an issue rn. if I can't make it monetarily on writing i #will have to put it all on complete hiatus and go back to work full time #which I dread bc doggy daycare is so damn expensive. alas! only time will tell what happens next. tomorrow is a big day when i find out #what exactly i will have to do.#thanks for the ask nony<3 i have several other asks i will try to get to during the week!!#please block the 'ouroboros-if' tag if you don't wish to see them dear mutuals<3

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lunar-wandering · 10 days ago

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my mom: the dog has a grooming appointment at 4.

me, who has a class at 4:30 and has to rely on my mom for transportation: oh, okay, you can head over and drop her off and then drive back here and take me over to the university, and then head back there in time for her appointment to end.

my mom: but they said the appointment would take only ten minutes

me: ....they say that every time. and every time it's been 30 minutes at least. every time. you cannot rely on what the estimated time will be. listen to me. listen to me. drive back here immediately after you drop her off, I'll be ready to go. do not sit and wait in the dog groomer's parking lot.

anyways. one guess as to what the fuck she did and who was late for class.

#i was 17 MINUTES late to class. i had to catch up on the BRAND NEW CONCEPT that was introduced in those minutes #i was ready to go at 4:05. i sat there by the door until she drove back in at *4:37*#and now IM being called unreasonable for being angry about it???#i got home to find she put up a note saying ''im not responsible for getting you to class on time''#and ''im not responsible for getting you there if you aren't ready''#YOU ARE. YOU ARE MY ONE SOURCE OF TRANSPORTATION.#THE BUSES DO NOT COME BY AT THE RIGHT TIMES UNLESS I WANTED TO LEAVE TWO HOURS EARLY.#IT WOULD TAKE ME 50 MINUTES TO WALK THERE AND IT'S -21 RIGHT NOW.#THIS WAS LITERALLY THE SIMPLEST THING.#I TOLD YOU EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEEDED TO DO. YOU COULD'VE DONE IT.#BUT NOW IT'S M Y FAULT?????#I WAS READY. I WAS FUCKING READY TO GO. NOT ONCE HAVE I NOT BEEN READY TO GO.#I HAVE ARRIVED EARLY TO ALL OF MY CLASSES SINCE THE BEGINNING OF THE FUCKING SCHOOL YEAR #IF YOU'D HAD AN APPOINTMENT MUCH CLOSER TO MY CLASS TIME I WOULD'VE UNDERSTOOD. I WOULD'VE GONE EARLIER.#BUT THIS?? YOU COULD'VE TAKEN ME TO UNI INSTEAD OF SITTING IN A FUCKING PARKING LOT FOR 30 FUCKING MINUTES #AND THEN ACTING LIKE IM CRAZY FOR BEING PANICKED AND UPSET WHEN YOU DRIVE INTO THE DRIVEWAY 7 MINUTES AFTER MY CLASS STARTED #edit; ''why didn't you just go before 4'' because my mom said i didn't need to.#i forgot to add this in the post but #i did suggest that i leave at like 3:30 or something and sit at the uni even though i didn't want to.#my mom said i didn't have to do that and i'd get there when i get there.#leading to. this.

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skunkes · 7 months ago

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quick airing of grievances for something that ultimately isn't a real problem

but Wah its obviously going to be one of my two parents (or both !) taking me to get surgerized and driving me home (if i manage to get it scheduled...🧿🧿🧿) and...! idk...! i wish i still had any irl friends in the vicinity that cld be there...

parents are begrudgingly accepting of it because well it's already in motion, it's My Life and Body, but they obviously won't be ecstatic about it. like.

i keep imagining being in recovery and feeling very excited and happy but having that feeling be squished down and suppressed by their disappointed faces...or wondering how they'll awkwardly Look at me when im back home recovering and hobbling around... like even here I'll feel bad about "doing this to them" and what "went wrong" to make me so disappointing in every possible facet. even though i've fantasized about this since I knew my body was capable of Horrors, have been looking into it since high school, i've been tweeting about wanting it every other week for the past 4 years, etc.

#i fear im going to feel weirdly Dirty after it. bc of their feelings abt it. as if i did something disgusting and gross for gross reasons #talkys #in another world I'd be having dis done and coming out to a loving partner waiting for me to be wheeled out #oh well....at least medical procedures and aftermaths let me daydream about being Cared For and doted on #by imaginary boyfriend(s)#and I have 500 billion games on my 3ds to play #going to have to plan commissions around this....+ hope I'm able to recover in time to be thistle at the con...#i hope i get call back soon ^_^ i want it to be over with already so in a few months it can all be like i never made my parents sad...#and my body is closer to being Mine #i hope my sister also goes thru with looking into it LOL we can be disappointments together

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g0nefischin · 1 year ago

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Fallen down

#my art #my utmv art #westerntale #western au #undertale au #I havent uploaded any westerntale stuff in ages #I got busy but ive been working on it a little bit behind the scenes #Im getting closer to being done with the biggest ref sheet ever omg #think i may finish half of it and upload that and work on the rest later #also undertale yellow came out and i just heard about it and it sounds amazing #Im still a little new to undertale au stuff so i wasnt aware of the demo that was allready around #my wishes for western undertale stuff have been answered #I want to finish the ref sheet before i play it but im definitely gonna check it out #ive seen a few of the characters from fan stuff and it looks RAD AS HELL #so once i finish this all up ill check it out #utmv

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theokusgallery · 1 month ago

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I hate that I have reoccurring themes in everything I make. YES this guy has a complex over the fact that everyone prefers his sibling AGAIN. YES he was ostracized by his peers since he was in primary school and never knew why until years later. URGH

#i dont know why the siblings thing ends up coming up as often as it does (read: i know exactly why) but uuurggh #do you ever. have an inside joke with your sibling that your abusive dad prefers you over them and it's so established it's casual banter #but everyone you've ever tried to be sincere with (your mother; your peers) have consistantly preferred your sibling over you #even your own friends and kids who were closer to your age range than theirs #do you ever have a conversation with your best friend where they tell you that at first they didn't want to be friends with you #because you were ''too Weird''#do you ever get praised by a friend who says she envied you in middle school because you ''never cared about being different''#meanwhile you had no idea you were different and just couldn't fucking fix it #it took me that to understand that people avoided me because i was Weird. i thought the reason i had no friends was bc i was shy #that and the fact that i Didnt Know What Was Socially Acceptable Or Not and other kids were scared of me bc i was ''to blunt''#i have learned to value honesty over nearly everything else but that's only because i wish everyone else did the same.#literally everything i write has a main protagonist with low to no emotional empathy. like. ok #every character i write has that thing where they always felt like they were a monster for not feeling the right things. mh #i wonder how that might reflect on how my whole world came crashing down once i realised emotional empathy is A Real Thing #and not just a lie people made up for virtue signaling #''there's no way people /literally/ feel sad /for/ other people. they just know rationally that it's bad'' deep sigh.#anyway thats why i will never shut up about the fact that empathy is morally neutral and not a prerequisite for being a ''''good person''''#emotions are morally neutral. thats why we say all emotions are valid. thats why thought crimes aren't real #in short: you will pry human!au no empathy janus and autistic remus from my cold dead hands #i have. so many fucking thoughts.#janus is literally JUST like ME for REAL #except for the lying mostly because i !!! taught myself out of that #THE AMOUNT OF WORK I HAVE DONE ON MYSELF. I HAVE CLAWED MY WAY OUT OF THE TRENCHES OF MENTAL ILLNESS ON MY OWN AND I AM PROUD OF THAT #MAYBE it's because i can never open up to anyone ever BUT it's also because im SKILLED and SWAG and SELF-AWARE and THE BEST EVER. and MODEST #rant #the tag rambler strikes again . apologies

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m-kyunie · 2 years ago

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"The supposedly sealed memories of a miniature garden"

#dgm #d.gray-man #alma karma #kanda yuu #okay im going to word vomit my concept abt this apologies in advance #anyw ik Wisely gives the opportunity to mind-read/access memories like we see in the 3rd exorcist arc #but i think Road wldve been another interesting choice. i rlly like the concept of dream n its used a lot in that arc #we see a lot fo Kanda's original life within his dreams and illusions which is Road's specialty #just like constructing this false reality idk I've talked abt the idea of Kanda being put to sleep many times before but never properly #inspection style like idk maybe they still look like kids running in this like. perfect place that illusion of the word that Alma read abou #Allen waddling through a lake's worth of lotus with Road instead of the labs!#idk...........some parts are so deep he falls in and those r pockets of memories u know bc i still want that #and the deeper and closer he gets the water gets murky and red #u know bc im cool and love cheesy symbolism #I want Allen to bargain with Alma and Alma to just be like. sweet and charming and laugh it off until Allen gets to the root of the problem #WAIT U KNOW IN LIKE SAILOR MOON WHEN THE SCOUTS DIE (that is not a spoiler i promise) and they're wrapped in thorns?#I wanna draw that w Kanda....deep under the water #but he has to want to wake up from that dream. I'm playing off the fact that Allen had to punch him to snap him outta it #anyway....im done its okay

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rubidimum · 11 months ago

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im trying to think of more aus for the bees/wr/rwby but i can't decide so thought id make a poll

#rwby #blake belladonna #yang xiao long #ruby rose rwby #bumbleby #whiterose #im still working on a cowboy au comic but its getting closer to being done #digital art #weiss schnee

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andoutofharm · 10 months ago

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good conversations are happening on fob twitter right now about this so I thought I’d bring it here too (especially since I’ve sort of already talked about this some): if for some reason you get to meet pete or patrick, especially due to waiting for them after the show, BE RESPECTFUL towards them AND your fellow fans. you are not the only person there and you do not deserve your “moment” more than anyone else, especially in a large crowd of fans.

also for the love of god DONT just reach out and touch or grab or hold them. you do not know them. leave them alone and be respectful.

#like i said lots of good psas are happening on twitter about this #but unfortunately it is because fans are being rude to other fans and shoving or yelling.#if you decide to stay after to wait for them BE RESPECTFUL. i am begging you.#i saw a video of fans trying to shove closer to pete and nearly knocking him/the barrier down. THINK about what youre doing #if you want them to keep saying hi to fans you have GOT to pull your act together #people keep asking for joe and andy to come out too. NO WONDER they dont if pete and patrick are already being subjected to fans being rude #ok im done bye

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flufflecat · 4 months ago

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another day, another few hours spent rendering frightfully detailed tongues

#gravity falls #wip #im getting closer to being done!! slowly making my way to the end of this piece!!!#im learning so much about how to paint digitally #im also going to change the color scheme again #its too warm now. needs some rebalancing.#i have work tomorrow but i dont wanna go : ((( i wanna spend all day rendering bricks and teeth : (((((#and arms and also people #siiiiigh #but for now i sleep UnU #fluffle art #sorry for posting constant project wips but i have a disease called 'cannot resist posting wips ever'#and its terminal

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ggrimboy · 6 months ago

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were doing it . were making this hapen

(popcorn and corn on the cob textures by @ghostii404 !)

#grim chats #fully fledged mod #minecraft #im starting with (food) items first bc thats how the tutorial im watching starts with . i cant wait to get to adding the actual pigeons #also the creative tab icon is temporary ill make an actual icon once im closer to being done i think

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arundolyn · 4 months ago

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ohhhh my fucking god nobody needs to like know any of this medical tmi but it is literally 11 pm and if im kept up one minute longer when i just laid down trying to go to sleep by my mother YELLING REPEATEDLY that she needs to pee. im going to actually go insane. she got a catheter in. Yesterday. it is working. she won't listen to anyone when they tell her that this is the case. help me jesus. im sure if a nurse comes to check on her tomorrow they'll probably get the same response. my brain will simply explode

#crow.txt #the absolute levels of stress im under could create diamonds out of free floating carbon atoms my fucking god #can i have. Literally just one day of peace. just one!! fuck!!!!#at least now i have SOME validation from everyone else of shit that mom has honestly kinda always done #be absolutely furious and bitchy usually for no good goddamn reason and then immediately turn it off to look good in front of someone else #i had a feeling mom coming home was gonna be utterly miserable sooner rather than later #i literally cannot leave my room without her yelling for dad bc she thinks im him i guess. she has gotten him up like 4 times now #what the fuck do you want any of us to doooooooooooo. according to dad shes also just been really fucking hateful today #including to her SISTER who has been facilitating literally everything medically for her for the last month plus #like on one hand i know its hard and frustrating etc etc absolutely. on the other. what the fuck are you yelling at any of us for!#whatd we do! not a damn thing for the most part! holy shit im exhausted #and then im sure she will have the audacity to wonder why i dont really want to interact with her much rn #its very apparent she doesnt really understand whats going on or how much of anything works at this point including hospice care #but i truly cannot help you when your knee jerk response is to yell and be abusive. like. dads not been great either #bc hes also one to bitch and moan and yell abt shit. but like. so is mom. more than usual #and ill actually be damned if i let her treat me like that honestly ever again. like idk for once i can just #walk away from this behavior with zero consequences. i dont have to take it anymore. im not free but at least im fuckin closer than i was #guess my aunt wasnt kidding when she said her being coherent and rational last week might be the calm before the storm

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chai-en-kaadhale · 6 months ago

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okayyy this is probably as far as its going to get in the near future so take the yoohankims :>>

also heres one of the stupid process videos i made while drawing this

#ok i took a picture of the screen and warmed up the colors a bit to get it closer to the original but its not. exactly the same #im still happy with this tho i think this piece gave me a better handle on digital coloring #eg most of the portions don't follow a singular process/workflow (like i colored han sooyoungs skin on the right different than the left)#but this was fun! yoohankim are the muses ever #that being said when i got to the industrial complex portion i wanted to disintegrate. hence why its half done #orv #yoohankim #wip #my art #omniscient reader's viewpoint #uh #my wip #yesyes #art #posted this on ig and the song i put over it was add up my love-clairo #just. just saying

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