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ill be honest as much as i love to criticise the use of fatphobia for comedy ill never be able to hold the fatphobic jokes in kung fu panda against it
like yea those movies are guilty of dipping into The Usual Tropes for a cheap laugh but not only is the character writing for the fat characters the strongest and most sympathetic ive Ever seen literally just the character designs of the pandas in the 3rd movie get me choked up sometimes. theyre all so appealing and clearly treated with the same care and attention as everyone else without copping out and making them Barely Fat. po is already a size that doesnt exist in film protags and hes still the thinnest person in that whole village and that meant a lot to me
#i havent seen the movies in ages but the design of the ribbon dancer is sooo . AUGH#like not just to have that many fat characters but have them be REALLY fat without being treated as ugly or nasty#OR THEIR FATNESS BEING TEMPORARY !!! its their natural state thats how theyre meant to look!!!!#its easy to get caught in the thinking of like. having fat characters be a minority in a lineup to reflect 'real life'#EVEN THO that isnt always true but regardless#having a cast where the nonfat characters are so few and far between theyre hardly present at all. so fucking enriching 2 me#imo writing-wise the third one is by far the weakest but it still is just so important to me that they designed the pandas like that#can i kfp post on main is that allowed#idk i watched a video essay im emotional abt this again
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I need martin to **** ** *** ** ***
Outfit and Image Description under the cut!!
ID: A digital drawing of Martin Blackwood from The Magnus Archives. He is a big wasian man with short wavy auburn hair, freckles and visible body hair. He is in a pin-up esque pose, with his right hand on his chest and face angled towards the right in a cheeky expression. He has smokey eyeshadow and dark red lipstick on. He's wearing a pearl earring on his left ear. He's wearing 1 choker, made up of several pearls in rows of 5 with a silver and pearl medallion at the front, a short necklace, made up of yellow and white pearls in rows of three with a gold and white with pink flowers medallion, and a long chain necklace with two pearl accents and with a gold and pearl medallion with a tiny painting of a person on it. His outfit is white and sheer for the most of it, with boning running through it like a corset, but malleable. You can see he's wearing a white bra, also with the same boning, underneath the sheer top. He has a belt made up of two strings of pearls weighed down by a pink flower accessory. He's wearing white sheer gloves with lace details on the hems. He has 4 pearl bracelets on his right arm.
#the magnus archives#tma#martin blackwood#tma martin#tma fanart#the magnus archives fanart#hey look i posted a thing#so artsy rawr XD#im so happy i finished this#the face gave so many problems yall have no clue#yes i finished this at 4 am cuz i got caught in a fugue drawing state at that time
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the townhouse across from mine was burned down in an arson like 3 weeks ago which has done like immense damage to my psychological well-being i no longer feel safe in my home etc so now i leave my window overlooking the street open every night to keep an ear out (bc i fully heard the fire being set and wrote it off as me being paranoid 🙃) and tonight i saw some people looking into a car parked across the street and then SPRINTING around and behind OUR house so naturally i freaked the fuck out and went out back to smoke on our balcony thinking nobody would be stupid enough to run right by me if they were still out there but they DID and bean was with me so she started barking her head off and i havent turned my ring camera off in an hour bc the activity was too far away for it to trigger the motion sensor to record automatically i feel like im losing my fucking mind its making me feel like a REPUBLICAN and i hate it 😭😭😭 like i didnt call the cops or anything but girl i dont want crimes to be perpestrated against meeeeee and most of all i want to be able to feel safe falling asleep before the sun is fully up. for the love of gog
#like im trying to play it so cool but im from the suburbs im still getting used to the occasional gunshot in the distance#and i have not heard an update on whether or not they caught that arsonist so im just in a state of paranoia Always
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thank god ive never had a serious crush in real life because if that shit is gonna act anything like fictional crushes im not gonna function at all
#if i ever like someone for real im going to need them to leave. get out of this state. go away.#i cant live my life if i also have to avoid looking at your face or thinking about you ever lest i be caught in an endless loop of blushing#and flappy hands
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waittt so nobara, yuuji, and gojo each have one eye while megumi still has both??
#thats so interesting omg wait...#not caught up so im not super sure about the state of yuujis eyes but i think i remember seeing that he only has one ????#ss#what could it mean ....#jjk spoilers#idk
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autistic meryl is still my ride or die hc
#bc its literally not just 'shes autistic bc im autistic and i say so'#like theres so much in the source material to back me up here#like its a recurring thing that she doesnt know how to verbalise/communicate her feelings so she just doesnt#theres parts where she goes non verbal#in the jp version she has an incredibly feminine/formal way of speaking which i know is a trait for some autistic people#shes very emotionally repressed#she presumably has little social life outside of work#her relationship with her parents/dad is wobbly bc of previously stated emotional expression issues#<- also bc she gets too caught up in work to think about trying to communicate with her dad#<- and cries over worries of her dad thinking her selfish or distant for it even though she didnt mean it#like bro she is so autistic. 2 me
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top ten guys who would shatter if thrown at a wall number 1
#thinking abtpers ERMM sorry always think abt him late and then i get self concious. BUT i think#''yknow that life we lived is over. and when we were living it it didnt mean anything anyways'' < THAT. THAT MAKES ME THROW UP AND SOB#because it DID mean something to him!! it meant everything !!#it was the one thing that kept him going he was trapped w laius or wahteva#the idea that if there was even a SLIM chance of him escaping and meeting back up with coyot and things going back to the way they were. it#was worth it enough to endure torment and try to not go crazy < wanted 2 be somewhat normal when he caught up w coyot#even though it never did turn into a reality and instead he came across gunner#and it wasnt until after he had grown to love his new life and the people around him that he saw coyot again . circumstances aside he still#was so happy 2 see he was alive and well. was happy to see that coyot also lived with the people he loved and was doing alright for himself#and was in a better mental state and was well fed and !#he loved coyot. im so emo over that. love was there but it saved nobody < shaking and crying and throwing up#and thats why i think him dying would be the best outcome 4 him tbh. having to kill your old family must be fucking devastating#and he only did it to ensure a false sense of safety. FML!!#txt
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people who are saying they won't vote are pissing me off. stop with your holier than thou bullshit. "im not supporting a genocide" so you're gonna throw away your vote to risk MORE genocides????? 😭😭😭 be so fr rn yall forgetting trump wants russia to get ukraine AS WELL as israel getting palestine. and you KNOW that if russia gets ukraine theyre gonna try and get the gang back together. trump doesn't give a shit what wars he causes as long as he has power. would you rather war in the middle east or war in the middle east AS WELL AS war in europe? stop being so pretentious and use your fucking vote. unless youre gonna start a revolution or some shit which i welcome but it seems like nobody cares about anything tangible and you all sit behind your computer screens acting like you're so much better than everyone else for abstaining from voting. you're not cool for enabling a fascist power-hungry, warmongering madman.
and no this does not mean you aren't allowed to criticise harris. nobody is saying that. criticise her, vote for her and then criticise her more. call your local members. just do something other than nothing.
#politics#us politics#voting#and NO OF COURSE I DONT SUPPORT ISRAEL have some media literacy#im just saying use your vote now and then apply pressure!!#and don't act surprised when trump gets elected if you're not voting!!#“im in a red state my vote doesn't do anything anyway” girl it'll do even less if you abstain!#maybe this is harsh idk#maybe there's something im missing but idk#i think some of you are trying to act like not voting means there's no blood on your hands#and i understand the hopeless feeling of neither option really being good#but not voting isn't gonna do anything but make things worse#i would love it if the us political system was built in a way where independents were a feasible option#but they just aren't. it's literally not an option#and it's stupid it's set out this way but the only real option to fix this is revolution idk#and we're getting too caught up in semantics to make any actual change#maybe im just too privileged to understand this idfk#but it really seems like you guys are choosing a really bad option over a bad option right now
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man the way six's head WHIPS 2 glare at mono after he breaks the music box
#i forgot she did that and it caught me off guard LMAO . silly but also Fuckkkk my heart#these poor kiddos never had a chance#and her posture is noticeably changed :( she's hunched over starin at the ground#immediate sign that Something Isnt Right#thats part of what i adore sm about little nightmares It's never ever stated what's going on b/c no dialogue#you need to Pay attention to their body language and their actions and shit#it's why i side eye people who r like ... ooh six.... shes Evil omg..... ucan see from the start of the game...#or she saw mono's face n recognized him as the thin man#the first 1. u dont know what tha hell u r talking abotu Im sorry but did u even PLAY tha game. or you're like 8 years old LMAO#and the second one HOW!!! mono's baby ass face looks Nothin like the thin man#and did u forget he spent the last 10 minutes basically beating the shit out of her . like we know why he did it but six#she was in another state of mind bruh#put urself in her shoes . Or her jacket since she doesnt wear shoes heehee#my rambles#little nightmares
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love watching weather science videos but like. why am i 1000x more interested in tornadoes over hurricanes. they're both spinning air
#we wanted to be a stormchaser when we were younger#nowadays we have to worry about our health too much to have such a risky high-stress high reaction time job#been watching nothing but tornado history videos for days it's one of our intermittent special interests#stemming from the weather science workbook we OBSESSED over as a kid#would read that thing cover to cover multiple times a week. i was the kind of autistic who would read the Encyclopedia for fun#i actually had a fave encyclopedia entry as a kid and now i cannot fucking remember it 😭#i also learned what sex was through the encyclopedia 😭😭😭😭 was legit my first exposure to the concept#but like even though we watch A TON of weather videos including tons of stuff about thunderstorms and blizzards#(thunderstorms my fucking beloved. favourite weather pattern ever. cumulonimbus my bestest friend <3)#most of the videos we watch are mostly tornado videos. and hurricane videos feel boring to us#even though hurricanes are wayyy more powerful#tornadoes are still fucking powerful it's just more. concentrated#tornadoes to me feel Targeted like. that's weather that says Fuck YOU in particular actually#especially multivortex tornadoes where you can literally have two houses both in the middle of the storm at once#and still only one of them gets destroyed#or like pictures you can see of demolished houses with their mailbox in the yard simply untouched#i like to watch tornado videos bc they help me. prepare. just in case#our state gets hit with tornadoes pretty frequently though not as much as tornado alley#and i like to know all the information for sheltering and what to do in the event of a collapsed building and such#i have a little survival kit in the bathroom just in case with like basic first aid and a radio and bottled water#bc thats probably the safest room for me to be in since it's not near any external walls and also hiding in the tub is usually good#also in the event you're caught on the road during a tornado#DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE shelter under a bridge or overpass#those work basically like straws where as the air gets pushed through it goes MUCH faster and gets dangerous way easier#as far as im aware the best place to be is in a ditch or hole if you absolutely cannot find a shelter in time#if you do not have a car with roll protection then being in your car will probably be worse#NOT AN EXPERT THO pls verify this information on your own if you think it is relevant or necessary i have poor memory and can be stupid#i just know that overpasses are dangerous as hell
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Thinking about one of the loser men I dated directly post-college who, after I showed them Dirty Computer [the emotion picture] by Janelle Monae, said they "prefer rap that has something to say"
#this person identified as a man but used they/them pronouns just in case that was confusing#but yeah like. what does that mean. did you watch the video#also one time said colorado edibles were 'too strong' and therefore 'dangerous'#they said that COLORADO should have more 'regulations' imposed on weed products lmfao#also when i was watching mad men and expressed that i liked it#they were like 'i dont see the appeal bc the commentary feels obvious to anyone whos lived on the east coast' skskdkdkelsdnakas#they had the WEIRDEST complex about being from the east coast. like. most tightly wound person ive ever met in my life#who was constantly insisting they were sooo type b and so chill and go-with-the-flow#and like yeah im aware im from one of the most laid back slacker states#but this person was one of the most uptight people ive ever met let alone dated#and just had like 0 self awareness about it#like they would exclusively wear button downs sweater vests and cardigans. wouldnt be caught dead in a hoodie unless it was northface#would only drink coffee if it was made from a french press#also see above story about edibles (which was the biggest 'fight' we ever got in bc i was like what the fuck r u talking about)#like. the label says clearly how much thc cbd etc is in each edible and how many doses there are per container#what else could you want#if you dont know how itll affect you just take half or even a quarter of one first???#this still gets me heated to think about#but yeah like what kind of person sees DIRTY COMPUTER and is like 'hmm not political enough' lmfao#OH ALSO guess why we broke up#the blm protests happened and they said they were just 'too affected by police violence to be dating right now'#(they were very much white. blonde white)#and then i found out 11 months after we broke up that they had started dating a poc a month before we broke up#because i saw an anniversary post they did and i was like '...wait a minute'#and a friend of mine used to work with them after we broke up and according to him this person would constantly bring up what a great 'ally'#they were for dating a poc#fucking. wild
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i am going to scream (wip rambling in the tags)
#(not subjecting this to my wip thread [hi j k l if you see this somehow] [how did i not notice your names line up in the alphabet]#because im really just waffling at this point)#it has been three(?) months and i still cannot decide if this thing is ending happily or unhappily#because it is just. so unrealistic to save LIGHT FUCKING YAGAMI from herself#i feel like this is one of those things where i have to just keep writing the plot and ill figure out the ending along the way#BUT I DON'T WANT TO. i want to know where i'm going first so i can signpost!#god#really i just need to figure out misa and soichiro and the actual plot#but like. okay. so#what actually changes for light's internal state is#1) she has a secret to keep that doesnt fit with the charming young man image but is harmless (at least relative to the murder)#2) she and L are both in on the secret#3) it is a point of commonality she has with L that isn't about ruthlessness intelligence or murder#4) it upends her entire sense of self perception#and are these points enough to save her. i dont know. i dont know#i think at the very least it makes yotsuba slightly more bearable#in the direction of L&light anyway. her relationship with her father is probably going to be worse#and of course theres still misa#who is ALSO getting her entire sense of self perception upended#i still dont know how she's going to react to pretty much anything#i have an instinctive feeling for her first reaction but it's such desperate denial that it is going to break sometime#not that she broke for five entire years of miserably happy comphet relationship in canon#but i feel like this might be more jarring than that#aaaand if so how does that change her part in yotsuba arc because she was the one who got higuchi caught and did that for light#my god why am i doing this to myself. i could have been happy i could have written a high school au.#but anyway back to light HOW AM I GOING TO GIVE HER A HAPPY ENDING WHEN SHE'S *LIGHT* AND L'S *L* AND#like the problem is it would be SO easy to give her a sad ending. so easy that i honestly dont want to. i want her to be happy it's just#the logistics#i genuinely think theres a chance i could do it theres just so many VARIABLES im going to start BITING#edit: jesus they deleted all the tags after this one. is this the thirtieth tag. it IS wow
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They needed a stealth soldier, so I put my hands on the hibachi hot plate at Benihana and burned my fucking fingerprints off. They will not find me.
#IM AT THE BANK BOUGHTA WITHDRAWL ALL OF IT#THOSE VALENTINOS ARE FROM MILAN YOU FUCKIN IDIOT#THAT FENTANYL GAVE ME VITRUVIAN MAN FLEXIBILITY GOT ME IN A STATE OF RIGOR MORTIS#CAUGHT A BROKE BOY TRYING TO COME UP ON MY AMAZON PACKAGE#SO I SKINNED HIS ASS ALIVE AHHHHHH#tagging later#kazamajun#heihachi flow
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You know, one of the most interesting thing about BG3 to me is that all the different choices and RP moments you can make mean that it's very easy to have a multitude of playthroughs that don't neatly fall into the boxes of "good" or "evil" runs.
The other interesting thing is that whenever Larian talks about their game, it feels like this was a complete accident.
#bg3#the ���true good” path has more content than any other path#because Larian did not expect a worldstate where the tieflings were dead for any other reason then because the player murdered them#and they wanted to have consequences for players doing the “evil path”#which is also just. maybe the consequence should be anything besides having less content to playthrough#but they did THAT bc they assumed people would mostly be doing evil playthroughs for their 2nd or 3rd run when they'd be tired of sidequest#Larian writes Ascended Astarion's romance a very specific way because the writer assumed people who romanced him on that path#only cared about the sex and power#so your tav/durge gets pigeonholed into a very specific personality#and these are only the things I know for sure bc they've been outright stated in interviews or tweets from writers#i know they can't account for every playstyle#but I never felt this way playing a bioware game#the whole 'oh I clearly am not meant to rp or play this way' feeling#im caught between being glad to have more rp choices but wondering if its worth it when i get punished for taking them
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Shitpost sketches YAY!
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#at least such shit im able to draw anytime in any state =D#and i am depressed and caught a cold =')#my sketches' folder#fanart#sketch#tenkuu shinpan#high rise invasion#sniper mask
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#this girl asked me out but im still mega sick and prob will be for a few more days at least#sooo i kinda want to tell her no even though i already said yes ugh#like i'm just honestly not that interested & would it be bad to use being ill as an excuse?#im genuinely in no fit state to be leaving my house rn#but also i dont want to drag rhis out by rescheduling like i just want to not do it and stop chatting ugh#is this fine? i think this is fine#i'll just tell her i caught a rare respiratory illness which is TRUE & that i don't want to string her along if i don't know when#im gonna be well.#this is fine right im not a horrible person for changing my mind right
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