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I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in my life and. I just feel like crying over that fact. a few years ago I was sure I’d be an anxious miserable wreck for my entire life but now I wake up and I love the world and I promise one day you will too. please keep going please hold the world tight. you will giggle at something silly with a stranger. a staff member at a place you frequent will smile when they see you. an elderly person will look at you gratefully for helping them. you’ll cry about stupid stuff and laugh about it later. you’ll drink cold water during a hot day and it will be the best sensation ever. being alive is the best thing I’ve ever experienced.
#WWWAAUUUGGHGH#IM VERY EMOTIONAL. I love living I love the earth I love my friends so much#it was. so bad a few years ago#panic attacks every other day. miserable most of the time. unhealthy habits. every day felt like a bad day#but then I managed to get out of an awful situation. and I made an effort to try and love the place I live now as WELL as being homesick *#* for my home country. and I fought to notice the little things. and I went outside even when I haaated the idea of it#and now???? I’m still disabled. I still have anxiety. I’m not yet back in my home country#but my god I’m so happy in life. it does get better. everyone was right#even though I experience severe chronic pain on the daily. even though I live somewhere noisy and hot and crowded.#life is silly that way :3 I promise it gets better. it’s so cliche and it never sounds true but it is. it is#hopepunk
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so like do you think they made the plastic wheelchair ALONGSIDE the plastic prison as a Just In Case situation, only after they realized charles was going to be a frequent visitor, or both as in because they knew charles was going to be the only person visiting him during planning they decided to make him a chair ahead of time
#xmen#x2: x men united#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#cherik#not really but yes it is#snap chats#secret fourth option is they just had a plastic wheelchair at the mansion just in case this incredibly specific scenario happened jvlkaervj#part of me hopes the staff just Knew cause imagine being THAT divorced publicly but another part hopes erik asked for one. not politely ofc#def joked bout how charles couldnt think to leave him alone for five minutes lest he did something Uncouth somehow ik he did#that charles was going to show up sooner or later so they might as well make it easy for themselves and prep etc etc#girl ima throw up what if charles didnt visit tho .... thats not even a possibility cause ofc he did but still !!!!#personally id throw up and cry like wdym my best friend ex husband didnt show up. when i even asked for a chair for him ..#EVEN ASKED FOR A SILLY LIL PLASTIC CHESS SET alternatively what if charles brought that... im making myself sick#As Indicated By My Username i think of the plastic jail every day its so funny to me and so quaint#i should rewatch X2 just for plastic jail#like it makes sense and i do think its a cute detail but still. gotta put grandpa in the polly pocket prison set now. tragic !!#i remember watching the movie for the first time in recent years and audibly going 'aw' at the plastic wheelchair im so sorry JVLKEJKA#LIKE AWW CMON THATS WEIRDLY CUTE gotta make sure peepaw can visit his ex husband </3 so they can play chess </3#i love that chess is Their Thing ... any time a ship's got mfers who fucks heavy with chess i know im hooked#its not intentional things happen this way but i will still laugh#kk nightly cherik posting is done byebye
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get shoveled idiot
#quirinahdraws#im an awful gamer but irl got me into idv and oomf got me back into dd so i got silly!!!!#darkest dungeon#darkest dungeon 2#dd grave robber#identity v#idv#nintama#rkrn#忍たま乱太郎#nintama rantarou#ayabe kihachirou#andrew kriess#digital#offering a tiny doodle as an olive branch for being swamped in artfight and not drawing anything#I actually name my gr kihachirou in dd a lot LOL. most of my dd characters r named after rkrn#horrible tragedy! Guy who only draws cutesy stuff gets into gothic horror so all the fanart turns out cutesy. gravekeeper moe I guess#explodes
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☆Team☆Urameshi☆
#yu yu hakusho#my stuff#my edit#yusuke urameshi#kazuma kuwabara#hiei#kurama#genkai#koenma jr#you have to understand im so excited and i love them and no one can dampen my hype#i love adult koenma tho i hope we get to see him in his usual toddler form since hes more fun as a bratty kid#genkai looks old and grumpy and i love that and i hope shes a raging a-hole#kurama continuing his routine of getting the shit beat out of him before he wins#hiei being cocky and kuwabara being silly and yusuke being a big ole softy for keiko#this has genuinely been the bright spot of the last horrible truly god awful month of my life
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Hanging out after a long day :9
#tf2#tf2 scout#tf2 sniper#speeding bullet#i meant to upload this forever ago#sniper im sorry i fucked up your posture horribly#i have no idea what theyre talking about or doing i just remember this started out as a silly doodle#and yeah soldier is in the back ready to throw hands during poker night#also yes they have p awful sunburn#i love that as a little detail even tho i know it prob wouldnt happen cuz respawn? idk its a hc#also scoot is gonna be sloshed on that one beer bless him#proud of his hands#speedingbullet#but it can also be them being bros i just prefer them to kiss#just a silly doodle#my art
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i think it’s really cute that rogue is just some dorky guy from the future who still plays old earth dungeons and dragons and listens to ancient kylie records and has a themed ring and he became a bounty hunter and named himself rogue to be edgy and cool but purely because of dweeb reasons. like if anyone’s a cosplayer it’s him lol. he’s so clearly a soft nerd pretending to be han solo. like yeah he “”has no moral compass”” but he’s basically doing that as longform actual play. this guy definitely saw a wanted poster of jack harkness when he was a teenager and was like “…. i gotta be that guy…..”. 10/10 character concept
#doc who#dw spoilers#rogue#in common with the meta themes of this season in a way…. this sweet loser playing up the Jack Harkness Part#the river song role… but he’s ultimately just sickeningly sincere lol#he’s playing at that role but it gets him sent to superhell because it’s actually awful!!#its awesome how hes broody and edgy but actually a dorky silly loving guy#vs the doctor putting on this very affable excitable front while being like la la la torture is awesome i am an eldritch horror ❤️#best way to instantly make a character compelling is PRETENSE ❤️❤️#Rogue full companion arc please. Please russell im begging you im on my knees we NEED a Future companion
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You literally spent three hours having an ENTIRE SCHOOL (teachers included) slut-shaming a guy just for him to be a (spoiler).
#bewitching sinners#palmier baker#hello i have indeed become way too invested in this otome and i am in love with an ex boyfriend#i mean technically not MY ex boyfriend but like .... a different version of me's ex boyfriend....#thinking about that teacher who refers to four of the main cast as the twink quartet#honestly hello hi ! the game is very funny so far but also extremely violent !#it isnt for everyone but its kinda exactly my brand of stupidity and also just#its a bunch of silly lil things but also i have been in awe of how much LOVE AND JOY this game is made with#you can play as either a masc or fem body and you can pick your pronouns after it#and the art is just .... so appealing to me and there is SO MUCH art and im just in absolute awe#i am actually uhhhhh working on a comic for the game based on one scene that just made me laugh#also i really like how the entire school including everyone that is clearly attracted to palmier is like nope nope not gonna do anything#because your ex will literally kill me if i do thanks bye!#and then too his face and behind his back they mock the ex for being Group Mum#listen i may be down bad for my ex.... but when you see the ex boyfriend you will also just say#yeah that checks out for salmon and i am not shocked by this at all#also fun fact there is a fishing mini game and you start it by talking to the fisherman who is named Pike#you literally talk to Mr Fish to fish and i love this honestly!
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you guys ever write a fic and it’s supposed to be silly and lighthearted but then the silliness becomes bittersweet because the passage of time corrupted with the pain of forced separation has turned childhood memories into painful longing to be back with found family again
and then you just have to sit there for a minute like “what have i done… I’m ruining these characters lives…”
anyways rest in peace Mask and Warriors, you did not deserve what I just did to you
#I swear it was supposed to be silly#they were supposed to be happy#but then the voices got to loud and whoopsie! ive ruined their lives again#ITS ALWAYS WARS AND TIME/MASK TOO. IT ALWAYS ENDS UP BEING THEM.#GOD!! IM AWFUL!!!#THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO GET A BREAK!!!!#the legend of zelda#zelda#link#loz#linked universe#lu#lu warriors#lu time#lu wars#lu mask#warriors lu#time lu#warriors linked universe#time linked universe#jes talks
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ive been thinking about the KSA cult quite a bit lately and yk, while maybe this isnt how youre intended to interpret things, i find seeing the situation was hyness could have chosen between just dropping the "awaken the dark lord" plan because the heart was slowly corrupting him into insanity, and just continue living with the girls he raised, or go through with it even if it means losing himself and risking their safety, and he ultimately prioritized his own goals of revenge above his daughters is very fascinating, specially considering star allies themes of friendship and bonds, its already there with his present mistreatment of them in comparison to kirbys neverending love for his friends, but giving him far more responsibility in what he did because he always chose his own goals before the girls.oh man do i love narrative contrasts.
#analiceoriginal.txt#im rly not against the corruption idea i just feel bothereddd? it feels it removes the awfulness of the situation a bit by going 'oh no!#you misunderstood hes completely fine its just the evil heart making him a bit silly!'#so it being more actively smth he knew was making him act like shit but still prioritized far more for himself.oh i like thattt!#n again ik this probably isnt the intended reading but uhhh if ppl can believe g.alacta isnt dead n can be implemented into the main cast#i can believe this 🩷#also aphasia rly acted up while i was writing this i hope it even made sense at all AKSHKAHSKAJA#i think abt that quote where he wants to tell zan smth abt if he goes crazy again but decides against it n i act normal abt it.#headcanons.txt
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my dirkjohn agenda (with my secondary agenda of short dirk)
#the rituals are intricate and include beating the shit out of each other over MLP#in MY silly earth c au i think they are awful before the start dating ^ as pictured above#they def tone it down later probably but that first while after being roomates its like okay im going to kill you (wants you) (mutual)#i do have doodles of them like actually being vute but i like these more :)#👍 whagever#dirkjohn#johndirk#my art
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idk why i'm so moody these days but i find my despair funny
aka my average day as of now
#1. impulsive silly thoughts#2. STOP FORGETTING TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!1 please :3 (note for myself me myself and i)#3. i get sad 🥱#4. tired#(tumblr deleted half of my tags. isnt that nice though you wont have to listen to my essay of vents nobody wanted to hear that)#vent art#wrylu#lu's canvas#negative thoughts below :) have some flowers 💐#sometimes i feel like i should get up more and spend time with my family i miss how it used to be#but you know what i suck and im practically glued to my chair and im lazy like if i was one of the 7 deadly sins i would be sloth#im surprised im not dead yet#this is purely for myself to speak my poor mind#no i actually hate this#i wanna die#i wish i was dead#not really#but still#i wish time just stopped so i can re evaluate my life#and whoa damn dysphoria makes an appearance ever#i wish i had a schlong (funny)#this is awful#sometimes i feel manipulative like i switch my emotions and personalities so hard#am i manipulating you guys??#i feel like im being sad for attention#ugh i hate that the internet is my comfort#thats bad isnt it#i feel like an attention seeker#why am i even writing this 🥱🥱#i cant wait to fall asleep forever
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People always warn about parasocial relationships with streamers and YouTubers, but never about feeling so attached to bunnies on the internet. Love that messed up muppet and his little plushie-come-to-life wife
I think for online pets we get a free pass to admire as much as we want because fr I spend an unhealthy amount of time just sitting outside their pen and watching them bunny around or looking at bunny blogs 😭😭
Truly a blessed couple
#he looks just awful most of the time and being hopelessly silly is in his blood#nima is genuinely a plushie shes so cute#bunblr#bunnies of tumblr#im so glad you guys love em as much as i do 🥰#spindle#nima#asks
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There's a lot of really mixed reactions running around Arknights tumblr rn so I just wanna say how nice it is to have your posts about Lonetrail running around, they are a breath of fresh air since this is like my favorite Arknights thing everrrr
yea, its pretty sad to see especially that a lot (me included) have been waiting for this event! its fine if people give criticism, even tho most things i have seen are mostly about "too long", "not related to rhine lab", "this passage with the doctor was wtf", etc... so it's mostly not very constructive. i can get not everyone likes it, and im not going to force anyone to, but posting complains and negative stuff is eh, i think, to people who enjoyed the event it's sad to see
so im glad you enjoy my posts! im just a little silly and i enjoy stuff, i don't really like being negative, even if there's flaws in arknights, im not blind, i just enjoy seeing my favorite guys! and i hope everyone can enjoy it too!!
#im just a little happy silly guy who likes happy things#i had this issue a lot in the main tag when i saw some posts about how silence/silence x saria/rhine lab is bad#like ok you may not like it#but as a huge fan of those seeing hate on things i enjoy makes me feel awful#(and i say hate not criticism)#(like straight out being violent and saying it sucks without a single argument)#like GRRR CANT U KEEP UR BAD VIBES AWAY THIS IS A RHINE FAM APPRECIATION BLOG /lh#arknights#askiwi
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uh oh i can feel myself getting bogged down in the perfectionism sauce again... i need to write smth stupid and self indulgent ough
#rimi talks#it also does not help that my head is so FUcking hurty rn but that i slept too much and now i cant sleep more#like now im just bored of sitting here going aw my head hurts :(#why is being in pain sofucking BORING i ask you.#(thinking abt all the fics i could write) man it woudl be so cool if i knew how to write#<- i say this bc im struggling with words rn. which is a problem bc i would like to write rn. bc im bored. however .#like what else can i do with myself!!!!!! my eyes hurt!!!!!!#can't play video game bc moving images hard. can't read book bc eyes hurt. can't do podcast bc audio processing is Shot.#i COULD sit here with my eyes mostly closed and type but i cant THINK good????#which i mean i can still do but its frustrating to constantly feel like i can't think as well as normal. ugh#chronic migraines when i fuckign get you#BUT i guess having a migraine is a great excuse to write something silly and indulgent that doesnt require much planning or thought#so if i can just figure out what that somethign is. that might be a potential boredom cure
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Day 6 - Nostalgia
I think this counts. An alternative title for this entry could probably be "Leo and Takumi are two very different types of older brothers".
#leokumiweek2024#leokumi#takumi fe#leo fe#suddenly cannot remember how i tag them but its fine#anyway i really do love their relationships with their sisters. takumi being a protective older brother is very sweet and fitting for him#however my relationships with the older brother closest in age to me was much more like Leo and Elise#anyway. point being. theyre silly ♡#also leo just having a truly awful haircut as a child is really important to me for no real reason#like hes supposed to have bangs but theyre too short for his forehead#you probably know the one im thinking of
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I know people often talk about the certain amount of loneliness that comes with being autistic but I don't think non autists can really understand how soul crushingly profound it is
#havent spoken to some of my friends in months despite having reached out and asking to hang out soon#and it's hard to not take that personally#its already difficult to make an effort and be the first one to reach out but to then be ignored too is just... awful#especially since this isn't a rare occurrence and the only thing i can see connecting these instances is me#so im just left feeling like I'm the problem and there's just something about me that drives people away#babbles#autism#actually autistic#seriously im about to cry at work over this it feels so silly but i cant help being hurt
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