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Pretty sure the op of the Hamilton art is a terf and zionist
I looked at their blog and they definitely have some weird takes. I didn't scroll down super far but from what I could see, they're just very lukewarm about being pro-palestine. Which is super lame but not a crime.
As for the terf claim, I didn't really see anything abt that other than their bio. I know I "should" care, being trans and all but I tend not to vex myself over people whose opinions deny my personhood.
Idk what you expect me to do about it tho? Deleting my reblog doesn't help anyone, it's not like I'm giving them money, the post isn't about those things, etc. I hate both terfs and zionists to be sure but it's a lot more helpful to reblog Palestinian funds and such rather than try to maintain moral purity in regards to random reblogs of silly, non political art.
I'm not particularly concerned with making sure every single thing I reblog was originally posted by someone with all the "right" views on everything. It's a fruitless endeavor and it's completely useless to folks that need actual help :/
I understand if you're worried about whistleblowing but taking one look at my blog, it's fairly evident that I'm both pro-palestine and very transgender. So like. Breathe. If you're gonna give info but not your opinion on what I should do w the info, then like... What's the point?
While I disagree with their takes on the best way to protest and several other things, I'm certainly not one to throw the baby out w the bathwater and they do make a lovely point w this post... I feel it's applicable here.
#i find it interesting tho that this ask was sent anonymously#say it w ur chest if you care so much my beautiful knight in shining armor#sighhhhh#i dont want to be antagonistic but like... be so fr#miku binder Thomas Jefferson isnt saving Palestine or transfolk from the evil global powers that rule us#its a waste of time to care about it#go help a homeless person in your area my friend#and b4 anyone asks... yes ive gone to great lengths to help my community including but not limited to:#helping to raise ~4000 USD for the ali forney center in ny (a homeless shelter for queer youth)#talked to local representatives on the school board to help secure rights for queer youth in our school (name changes. gn bathrooms. etc)#provided food for local homeless ppl (we borrowed from grocey stores owned by amazon lol... for legal reasons this is a joke)#helped organize protests for gun violence. blm. pride.....#idk man don't talk to me abt shut like this unless you are willing st stand your ground publicly#asks#im being mean but idc tbh#this shit is so fucking asinine#sorry if you genuinely had good intentions ig?
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More cishet observations from the past month at work:
- They really fucking buzz off of the TERF wizard book series
- Their favourite place on Earth is Florida (why???)
- If you tell them you're an artist, they will ask you if you've ever "tried out AI"
- They will joke about OCD a lot
- They absolutely hate their bodies and will take any opportunity to talk about food in a toxic way (bonus points if they compare their body/food to yours)
- They hate their spouses and think that this is funny
- They. Do not. Have interests. (Besides the TERF wizard book series)
- They don't watch movies or TV??
- If they have kids, the way they talk about them makes it sound like it was genuinely the worst decision they ever made
- If they don't have kids, they will still fucking talk about having them
- They don't like cats??
In other weird news, I'm gendered correctly at work and I pass to the point that cishets actually talk to me like I'm a cishet guy.
#once again afraid to post bc i feel like im being too mean#but also i have some serious cishet exhaustion and need to complain#i hate them idc#im going out with friends tonight and im tired af but also cant wait to be around fags#i feel like theres this misconception that a lot of young people nowadays are queer because its 'cooler'#but like. i am the way i am obviously. my queerness doesnt make me cool at all#but i find that cishets tend to be a lot less creative and close with people outside of their blood families#which makes perfect sense to me as a tranny who loves his friends more than family idk#so i get a lot of cishet exhaustion. even just cis exhaustion tbh#im not a cool and quirky kind of trans person by any means but sometimes -#- sometimes you just want to hang out with a bunch of transfags#like we can literally just be sitting around on our phones and its great#but cishets? they make ever fucking second a struggle sometimes#cant explain it beyond the feeling that im interacting with people who are entirely -#- fundamentally different from me in almost every way#i feel like its also important for me to say that i often feel isolated in trans circles too lol#like theres this kind of normative/young way of being trans right now and im not it son.#but thats a me problem
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In your professional educated psychology opinion. why is cherik Like That
i cannot give a Professional educated psychological opinion until at least may but as far as i can tell queer people cant be normal bout anything so thats why theyre like that
#snap chats#if i wanted to tbh i prob could do a Genuine Overview of Why Theyre Like That from a character study standpoint#not like the series aint givin me crumbs ...... obligatory 309 mention Do We Get Why Thats My Favorite Issue Now#its literally charles being his own therapist with erik as his mouthpiece. weird ass psychosexual episode like my god#this what i mean when i say queer people cant be normal cause whats that for...#idc if you explained it to me as erik being the embodiment of everything charles hates about himself#see now i wanna reread it but i left the issue at my moms !!!!!! im going back tomorrow for the weekend at least... i can read it then...#im still standing in astoundment...#and when charles said he became obsessive with finding other mutants after meeting erik#oh girl your break up was MESSY messy .... dare i say rebound era ...#charles you cant fill the void like that ......#anyway im gonna be sick now that im thinking of Iconic Cherik Things again i have made myself sick thinking of them#fym your feelings for erik was stronger than falling in love Kill Yourself PLEASE#ok ill stop. ill go now.#ask me this question again like four months idk im not a doctor and i never will be#should i go clinical just so i can pull a lorna and remind everyone of my phd every other day#very funny in theory but too expensive of a joke i fear and while i love a good joke My God.
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I'm on an OC kick and also super indecisive so I spun a wheel (thank you for choosing for me, RNG).
Ricardo is a body guard and is bffs with Marlo. Ricardo's current job is watching after a celebrity's daughter who the public doesn't know even exists. She's just a teenage girl vibing with her mom and getting texts and calls from her dad (who loves her a whole lot and keeps her out of the spotlight very purposefully) and has this bodyguard and his weird friend. Marlo is just vibing with his best friend.
(Also Marlo would absolutely laugh if he heard Ricardo say "someone called me eye candy and it wasn't you and now I think you should call me that")
#my characters#i have an ask in my inbox that has me obsessively thinking about drawing fanart#but i just dont have the energy for what i want to draw for it#its been a rough day guys im dying (allergies and lacking sleep)#(why are allergies so bad today i ask after shoving my face into a cat while knowing im allergic to cats)#there are some prices i will always suffer and pay in life and the cat allergy is one of them you cant keep me away from a cat#im shoving my face in their fur and you CANT STOP ME FROM IT and also they kept bothering me#anyway i got to bed at like 6am after a lot of zoomies and restless legs and then#woke up with both cats in the guest bed with me and man i will not know peace for a few days#worth it tho bc i love them and i will take suffering if it means cattention#i dont really have much to say about the ocs tbh theyre just buddies being guys and then theres a teenage girl sometimes#and people suspect ricardo is her dad and she cant really say no my dads (celebrity) since thats the entire point of rico#so she makes sure its not troublesome for him to have people assume things like that and hes just#idc im in love with my best friend and hes not giving me any kids so not like anyone will start drama if im not with your mom#but he is also ! friends with the celebrity and his wife so he does just go on Family Outings with the wife and daughter#and sometimes marlo because the wife knows of him and invites him sometimes but she treats#rico and marlo like sons instead which is a bit weird to the daughter but she likes her weird fake brothers slash dad and question mark#marlo dyes his hair pink if that matters and has been doing so for a v long time
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Whenever I go to someone else's house I'm reminded of how peacful it is to have silence.... idk when this road suddenly became super busy it was quiet before :( I wish this was still mainly a residential area and not a spot for shops and etc
#i feel kinda selfish saying that LOL#but what comes with all this is new construction always and its ALWAYS SUPER UGLY#and then theres also the hostels#which is fine in theory until you get catcalled for the first time in front of your own house#then i start to wish that every young man dies and leaves me alone#:D#i miss the OLD PEOPLE#old men arent perfect but they have wives so they canr say shit outloud or maybe thryre just tired idk idc#its not like i got catcalled since so its whatever i just hate that its constantly filled with young men who are liud brash and noisy#maybe im being mean but idc :)#when you see every gurl your age since 13 have to stay indoors because their parents want to protect them it kinda starts getting on your#nerves!#maybe i want to be able to take a walk in my own are without ffeeling scared!! and i could thats my own problem ig#my area is fine#its just going around the city tbh#which is also fine!#until its not!#then its like why did you even go out blahblahblah
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need 2 find myself again in 2025 . tbhwu
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#depression has hollowed me out in2 a shell of my former self#and i thmk i need 2 grit my teeth and just get over It whatever It is#recognizing its no easy task but also knowing i cant keep on like this#and allowing myself to spiral into misery thereby preventing any possible change or growth#sigh …. sogh .. i want 2 be a person again . picture friends circa 2008 outlining me in chalk. i want 2 know theres something there#how u ask (me asking myself)#idk but one way or anotjer . and not in that new yrs resolution fallacy way#anyways . anyways z . crazy how a week off from work will leave u feeling real again#i gotta get out of there . step 1😭🙏🙏#its especially hard when everyone arnd you is objectively doing better. partners finances purpose . >staring in2 the camera 1000 yd stare#u get thru the beast of being a teenager like thank god thats over and then b4 you even catch ur breath#your mid 20s are casting a shadow over u like some menacing thing and u have to gulp and say hes right behind me isnt he#i think people often like to give the advice that youll figure it out but it leaves me feeling so disquieted#bc its like sure im sure i will ive made it this far i can do what i need to get by when the moment matters#but it does nothing to assauge the immediate anxiety and feelings of worthlessness and lack of direction yk#goddmanit assuage i spelled it wrong everyone point and laugh#bc its like what if i dont and i mean that in a very like . existential & not material way . idk what im saying but i think thats the advice#i hate most . not sure if u have felt or do feel the same . -__- like yes oersonal experience sure whatever happens will happen and you will#simply adjust but will i ever feel like its something i want to experience/endure .#whatever anyways x2. im journalling i think that helps me the best rn . and its the one thing thats allowed me hope and i think#having that time to examine and mull over and deconstruct is rly helpful tbh. and i would like to think#over the long term i can repair my creativity and cultivate a new outlet that doesnt leave me feeling empty if i cant draw as i used to#yaar#i feel like i dont write for very long tho thats the one thing that kinda blows#two pages maybe and ive only addressed two maybe three points if im being generous lol i get so bored with the actual motion#when my mind moves 10x as fast . and idc for audio logs either ykwim.#ohh tumblr how i love u . tag system like no other
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being a fiction kin and being around doubles is hard. and awkward. and uncomfortable. thank you @galacticclaw for being a supportive canonmate.
#first panel isnt a kin thats what i look like irl#fictionkin#kinning#kinnie#kin#kin community#doubles#doubles dni maybe idk bro#im just uncomfortable with doubles tbh#i mean thats what the whole comic is about#the digital circus#lego monkie kid kin#the digital circus kin#murder drones kin#n md#n kinnie#kinger kinnie#red son kinnie#canonmates#thank you pookie for being so sweet /p#dont tag as ship#idc if you ship these characters they are me and my friend and we are real people#deal with it
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im actually so sick of cis g3 monster high fans thinking that you have to be strictly androgynous or masculine to be '''correctly''' nonbinary.
#ive seen some nonbinary people complain that frankie doesnt represent their version of nonbinary too#like its ONE fucking character#one character cannot represent all nonbinary people#and im so sick of people thinking that being nonbinary means being strictly androgynous or masc#even though most people attribute androgyny with masculinity anyways#we can be fem or masc or dress however the fuck we wantttt#i identify more with being a trans man than trans masc now#but wow that shit still annoys me so bad#istg some of you mfers hate fem enbies#idc abt personal headcannons but people just full on complaining how frankie should be fully masc is so annoying#i cant even remember the last time i saw fem nonbinary representation tbh#aside from frankie#a lot of characters are either masc or pretty androgynous looking#kwyoz.rants
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Lando was the first person to go and congratulate Oscar before Oscar even got out of his car. There are literal pictures of it. Stop trying to make extra drama or make Norris the bad guy in this. That was on McLaren. Plain and simple.
lmfao okey anonymous 🫡
but tbf i only said that
1. things are awkward
2. they didnt speak to eachother in the cooldown room
3. and that lando went staright to lewis with the champagne (mini edit: he actually went to the mclaren engineer but that makes little to no difference to my point)
all of which are true btw lol and i still stand by them
never said that norris didnt congratulate oscar or anything like that so 🤨
#by all means keep sending me sh1t like this#it got me laughing tbh lol#but srsly tho#i dont like lando but im not a liar#and he WAS being petty but ignore that if u want idc#lando norris#f1#oscar piastri#hungarian gp 2024#hungaroring
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One of my fave jackets is this green jacket with a fur hood im wearin rn because 1.) its green 2.) my dad gave it to me 3.) it reminds me of saejima. Who also reminds me of my dad
#snap chats#p sure i talked bout this jacket before but idc read my diary#sorry that every other middle aged man i see i say reminds me of my dad its a compliment#tbh love how i clowned on ichi for being on premium copium bout arakawa but highkey i woulda done the same bout my dad.. i get it ichi..#anyway :) i legally get to talk about my day with him now :)) HE SAID THE FUNNIEST SHIT UPON SEEING ME#HE SAID ‘oh wow we dress similar :)’ and keep in mind. he was wearing a latte brown coat with a black turtleneck and pants and shoes#meanwhile. i approach With Black Pants And Shoes Admittedly but then im in this goofy old ass jacket with a red scarf#and a crane-decorated dress shirt that i got two buttons undone on like DAAD you are senile. hes so funny#so fun my dad actually recognized this was the jacket he got me- it was one of the first things he bought for me after i told My Secret 🙈#also i finally asked how tall he was and i can’t believe my dad matches the criteria to be an rgg character he’s fuckin 6’1 like i thought#AH but today was really nice- i got to hang with my sis and her husband as well as my dad’s wife :)#it was awful tho cause the second my sis saw my dad’s outfit she’s just like ‘it’s so kdramacore’ AND SHES RIIIGHT 😭😭#we later found out dad’s wife loves kpop…. and she bought him his new clothes…. so we are no longer surprised….. AWFUL.#honestly i could write a drama based off my dad’s life i really could it has elements for it. i mean ig i kinda do that already dont i#i borrow. anyways. today was fun :) even if i almost lost my mind trying to take the train the first time#this train system was weird… it wa worth tho it was great seein popop again#yeah….. ugh i have to still drive home from the station. and hope my car is still there#i get very paranoid leaving my car alone so openly i dont like it…#anyways. bye bye :) i might nap til my stop or work on a fic i started#‘snap what happened to’ dont worry about it i need to look at something else or ill scream#ok bye 👋
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Another quick drawing from last night
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc posting#oc#ocs#oc art#experimented a lil bit with giving her some more visible dark fur#I think I like it but Im gonna have to draw her a few more times to make sure I think#my main concern is that it might make her look a lil too similar to mason pattern wise#which is already smth Ive struggled with in the past lol#also yeah I <3 using brushes incorrectly#idc what the creators of any given brush intended if I can use it for funky lineart I Will use it for lineart#also yeah Ive been grabbing a bunch of free brush packs lately so thats why Im actually drawing shit again lol#tbf the glory drawing was me wanting to use a base procreate brush Ive been meaning to mess around with but I used some texture brushes too#with all my new texture brushes making bullshit backgrounds will be a breeze 👍#oh also Ive been trying to use those dumb layer filter mode thingies for the first time lately with my shading#idk how Im feeling abt them tho tbh multiply is nice ig but I kind of dont like how it dulls out the colors sometimes#like I know it makes the shading more coherent but idk sometimes I like the more grading shading#idk can yall even tell the different dndmdkdndh#I might just be being too picky with my colors or smth I always tend to assume the worst abt my colors#anyways sceduled and now eepy time from the past and good morning future me
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as someone who knows what ur prev old man yaoi obsession was it checks out you like cherik.... same dynamic id say
For but a moment i thought you were referring to arasawa but nay you meant xehaqus 😔
#snap chats#as we have covered many a time … thats ok i still love them lowkey ……#‘your prev old man yaoi obsession’ do you have any idea how little that narrows it down#the list is small tho …. its barely a list tbh but anyway#yeah 😔 sorry i like old people in messy divorces …..#girllllll no cauuuussse the kh bbs novel still fucks me up idc if its been years eraqus being so whipped got me twisted …#i mean arasaw could be applicable too ig. Cute Old Man And His Attack Dog Husband yeah that checks out#even got the whole ‘dog’ thing going on an everything… cept one of thems a FREAK ABOUT IT <- charles#anyways. moving on.#i havw to drive in three hours and im gonna be mad all morning but then it’ll be over and my day will significantly improve#shoulsni get myself noodles after class yes or no !!!!!!!!#i wanna save money tho … but now thats its 1AM and i forgot to eat dinner noodles sound so yummy …..#no yk what sucks my fave noodle place aint evwn open on mondays. like excuse me.#WHATEVER i havw TWO noodle spots so CHOKE. i am rambling.#and ill ramble more I Kinda Wanna Get More Comics but all the comics i want arent available at my shop </3#im done rambling now …… goot bye …
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no one kills my desert duo love faster than grian himself lmao
#catfish speaks#sorry not sorry he's just So mean and nasty sometimes#i know tis a joke and he loves scar really but like. bruh would it kill you to be Nice to him on camera#idk i just don't enjoy the vibes when grian's being a shit to him#yes im being exceedingly parasocial about this#yes this is direct contrast to me 'jimmy isn't bullied' thoughts#idc. desert duo is Everywhere during life series and its fucking annoying#seeing people moaning about them being lost lovers or whatever when grian won't even talk to scar half the time#tbh this is why i go for redscape more cos at least mumbo is polite to scar#anyway this is just me complaining cos im sick and tired#don't take this as like a stance to put stock into its not worth it lmao#i just know if i ever got to know grian irl id come for his ass and tell him to be fucking nice for once#i know i wouldn't stand for the way he talks#im sensitive. be nice for fucks sake. not that hard
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"You pass so well" "I wouldn't even know you're trans" is like the "I love your confidence" version of trans compliments
#i guess some people like these compliments but for me its like? idc?#and yes i know theyre well meaning and i dont get angry at people for saying this??#but its like being trans or not passing is not bad lmao#id rather hear 'you look so sexy and transgender today' tbh#idk man ive gotten to the point in my transition that ive stopped caring about being viewed as cis#bc being cis is not better than being trans#also im not telling anyone to stop saying this to people do whatever you want idc
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one of my new coworkers is soo. . .hm
#logbook#i will say that overall she is really cool and i think we'll be good friends but. .she asked what my pronouns were the other day.#and i was like. . .idc. im not out and idc. bc if i get outed it just becomes another thing my parents slip under the rug. and im older now#so i view like. being open abt being trans as like. . .idk i just view it different and tbh idc what ppl say#its complicated but i was like ?? ok lol. and then today she was asking if i had a community and i was like. . .what#she seemed surprised im not on tikt+k like nooooo thx bro im good. ive got my friends online and irl.#as ive gotten older too im more abt creating smaller circles within communities while still keeping an eye on the whole picture#but yeah im just. shes sweet but tbh? wrong approach. but based off how she talks with others and handles other situations#id just say she doesnt know better. which is sad bc im p sure im the youngest in the office.#i like the 3 older women. esp the 2 i sit with and esp the 1 i work for. i enjoy that sense of community.#but overall i think i may never be close with most of the staff and im absolutely totally fine with that.#its just a job lmao. sometimes they dont act like it (the younger emps) but it IS and its a priveledge to work here#edit: i feel like i should add that i was outed b4 and they swept it under the rug so ig i mean outed again lol
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Haven't talked to my bf yet, yesterday I just kept getting more and more upset the more I thought about what he said to me and how he's been acting lately. I don't rly miss talking to him tbh and he hasn't been texting me either. He's been calling me though but I haven't been picking up cause I was still mad. Maybe still am, but I have a lot to do today after work so I'm not in the mood to sit through a forced phone call where I'll probably have to reiterate everything I said via texts and he'll just apologize again and do that scratchy, sad, guilt-ridden tone I hate. And he'll just tell me he hasn't been doing anything since we last spoke, hasn't studied or applied to jobs or anything good. Still stuck in his old lifeless life. I think I should feel bad for thinking all these thoughts abt him but honestly I don't, like it's been too long, I just hate how these fights have become routine and hearing the same wrung out apologies and then nothing changes, and he's still stuck doing nothing all day everyday. And he's so bad at accountability too, I actually think he's getting worse at it because he wants to be a victim for once so badly, and he is, of himself. But he can't recognize that because he'd have to take responsibility for it and change something.
#he has literally only been applying to these weird jobs like he's doing it on purpose so he can dodge employment#ever since he got fired from that store job he said he applied to a job for a traveling salesman#like really?? and he said he didn't know it meant he had to. travel. are you even reading shit before submitting an application?#and another job for financial counseling. literally What does a financial counselor do? Quickly.#u barely have a high school diploma like please think my god i find it impossible to believe he's not doing this on purpose#like u were hellbent on putting uni on hold to get ANY job and work and save money and now ur clowning#idc im in pms im giving myself permission to be secretly mean. but also if we do talk f2f i would not hesitate to say these things directly#to him cause i believe in being honest and lately his passive aggression has rly opened my eyes to how nasty bottled up feelings can be#so id rather air out my resentment early on tbh. also i feel so bloated and gross like i've been experiencing some#weight gain even if i have been exercising regularly and eating ok#idk if it's pms but it's making me feel like shit#and i'd hate to slip into another e.d. phase now when i've been so Normal about food
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