#im being edgy dw

[puppetdevotion]

i should be marked with a label: “violent when injured.”

[mummer]

i think it’s really cute that rogue is just some dorky guy from the future who still plays old earth dungeons and dragons and listens to ancient kylie records and has a themed ring and he became a bounty hunter and named himself rogue to be edgy and cool but purely because of dweeb reasons. like if anyone’s a cosplayer it’s him lol. he’s so clearly a soft nerd pretending to be han solo. like yeah he “”has no moral compass”” but he’s basically doing that as longform actual play. this guy definitely saw a wanted poster of jack harkness when he was a teenager and was like “…. i gotta be that guy…..”. 10/10 character concept

[harbingersecho]

Marrassurma, God of Death (and Dreams) from The Abyssal

bonus Sol bc the hand kiss scene is cute

[maggothole]

Seizing the day *convulsing*

[dandelionjack]

may i introduce

The Doctor ‘invoked a superstition at the edge of the universe’.

I thought it just meant that one specific superstition (which obviously did ripple - Kate wanted the box packed in salt). But actually could the superstition invoked be…the concept of superstition itself?

Cus if we’re delving into the Physics-free beings, and we’re also jumping out the gate with the Goblin King, not a myth but an actual thing…

[honeycreammilkshake]

Honnnnneyyyyy i have this sukuita au idea where baby sukuna gets yeeted into the future by fate and raised with yuuji (sorry wasuke you gotta work overtime lol)

However, its ends up with Sukuna going into sorcery to make sure Yuuji can have a normal life ((sukuna has semi normal personality here, stoll a tsundere but eithout the trauma, he just gets a battle boner when fighting but still has 4 arms and eyes w/ belly mouth lol)) because he van see curses, but they really ojly ever try to attack Yuuji. So Sukuna decided on getting actual training.

But, uh, Yuuji doesn't like the fact that he can't be with him all the time, so he starts getting really upset over it, and that leads to them having a huge argument and THAT leads to them accidentally telling each other they're in so much love mwah mwah mwah (it really doesnt the fuck and realize they dont see each other as family its way more and both of them cannot handle this type of advanced thinking, dw its just temporary smooth brain energy coming from the two of them)

I also like to think that in this au if Yuuji and Wasuke werent with him as a young child he would be just og sukuna with either really good credit or really bad credit, or maybe hes more normal but ends up pulling a fucking Geto move idk im still deciding and working out the kinks to this.

demiiiiiiii omg you are brilliant and i love your beautiful mind.

i added your update, too: he has good credit. Not because he's not smart enough he just can get someone to fix it at any time lmao)

honestly, i am a BIG fan of aus where sukuna and yuuji were raised together. sukuna going off to learn sorcery to keep yuuji protected only for yuuji to hate that they can't be together all the time reminds me so much of rin and yukio from blue exorcist (i've been wanting to write a yukirin-style sukuita for such a long time now >.<).

the four arms and eyes, belly-mouthed version of sukuna does NOT get enough attention like it deserves. i'm dying of hunger for more fics/art of sukuna's true form in different aus, because him being just an edgy version of yuuji is a bit spent now. so i love you for keeping his true form in this idea <3

them being related to each other is really good because you can't tell if they're more like step-bothers or are still uncle/nephew who were raised together. i definitely love a good serving of "oh no but it would be sinful incest! we can't accept our love for each other!" especially when both sukuna and yuuji are quite messed up so that one little thing doesn't really matter in the end, lol. (i love to headcanon that they literally cannot have feelings for anyone but each other, no matter how hard they try to fall in love with someone else. they were meant only for each other, so they have to suffer in this together.)

i think that sukuna being raised with someone kind like yuuji would make him less "evil" and curse-like, but i also think he would mock yuuji's kindness a lot because he's selfish and only wants yuuji to treat him sweetly. he hates whenever anyone else gets yuuji's attention or sympathy, so he lashes out at either them or yuuji. (my personal theory is that even if sukuna could have turned out to be more "good" like yuuji, he would still be inherently selfish and extremely possessive.)

i think sukuna being bad could still happen, but i think it's because he would kill anyone who hurt yuuji with no remorse and would be overly protective of yuuji. he massacres all the curses that are attacking yuuji, scares away the sorcerers that show interest in yuuji's strength, and keeps yuuji all for himself.

i also like sukuita aus where sukuna and yuuji are still rivals, so maybe when yuuji learns sukuna is training to be a sorcerer he joins too (so he can also be close to his brother) but they end up pairing up to fight each other during training (and oh no they both get boners from it lol). maybe they turn their training into a competition and almost tear down the school when they start really beating each other after yuuji gets angry with sukuna's possessive overprotectiveness.

i won't stop thinking about this for the rest of the day now ;-; why do you always have the best sukuita ideas to share with me???

[kenjirose]

I’m really worried about how you talk about kinger (no srs dw) it’s just crazy the toxic relationship you want with that guy

Im only going to admit this one time because I don’t want to lose my mysterious edgy aura I’ve created for myself on the internet,

I do not want a toxic relationship with Kinger genuinely, I want something very wholesome and mushy and sweet that is full of stereotypical home life things, I want to cook for him and clean the house and take care of of him and feed him and help give him a bath or a massage- a completely non sexual one, I don’t even want to have sex with him unless he wants it, in reality I am a huge softie and I do not want any harm to come to anyone,

When I project these dark fantasies it is infact just coping with my trauma, and but due to my circumstances I need to cope.. 24/7. But if you’re asking me 100% deadass then I want to have the most vanilla traditional dream life w that man idec give me picket fence and chickens and being a stay at home cmon

[grayscale-blep]

I've noticed a nonexistent number of mad scientists on prodigy lately.

wow

would be a shame if

I made one

If your wondering why they're in the dark tower & covered in ketchup dw they're just helping Mira w/ something

(Infodump under cut)

Name: Harper Gray Nightcaster

Age: Unknown

Pronouns: She/He/They/it

Sexuality: Queer/Undecided (leaning towards bi or pan)

Abilities/spells: Crimson wave (yes it's edgy IM SORRY), & shadowshock.

Ability info:

Harper is able to control and manipulate their own blood. With enough concentration, they are able to create jagged bones from said blood and use it like how an astral wizard uses Falling star smash.

Allies/Friends: Mira and one feral wott that always comes to their house and screams at EXActly 5:39 AM.

Disliked people: They CAN'T STAND being in a room with Pippet/Flora for more than 5 minutes. They talk a lot. The others are eh. The teachers don't bother them, and most of the Order keep to themselves.

OK THATS ALL FOR NOW THANK Y'ALL & SORRY FOR INFODUMPING HAVE A GOOD DAY

[yonpote]

I need to know why and how you were anti-phannie from 2014-2016

alright here we go i get to talk about THIS shit now.

i was generally anti-rpf at that point, and honestly? i think it was for fair enough reasons as some people were a bit too eager about showing (general) youtubers stories they wrote about them sucking and fucking their friends. i think i was also pretty high and mighty about being a somewhat oldhead phannie tbh, like ugh do these gaming-channel-only people even know about dan being super edgy and offensive 🙄 and lowkey it was a lot of subtly misogynistic "i'm not like other girls" type shit like i was sooo much better than yall cuz i hadn't watched that video (yet.)

i was generally not into these sorts of fandoms to begin with. i wasnt on the superwhopotterlock side, i was on the homestuck/dangan ronpa/anime of the month side of tumblr, if that gives you an idea of what i was like lol. around 2014-15 i was very much in a community that is kinda similar to what you might see on twitter now, where if you had any interests in media that portrayed anything problematic, that means you are in full support of that problematic thing. if dan howell said something racist in 2010, it doesn't matter that he wasn't being racist in 2015 he's still racist and liking him makes you a racist etc. and of course, rpf is included in problematic topics. if you ship real people, even if said people say they don't mind it, you are a sick pervert and you should be in the loony bin for being so depraved. and if you write or read any fiction that has immoral acts, it means you support those acts in real life too and you are trying to normalize abuse and SA (yknow as if whitecishetpatriarchy hasnt normalized that enough) and you're a danger to children and you deserve to rot in prison (yknow as if a queer person writing stories about queer people hasnt heard that one before)

now here's the real kicker. in 2015-2016 i ran a game grumps fan blog where i did talk about shipping the grumps. "wait how were you anti-rpf if-" well have you ever heard of this thing called Lying? or perhaps even, Cognitive Dissonance? i HAD to run a separate blog for this interest, because if my friends knew i consumed slashfic about arin and danny they would stop being friends with me and think im this evil horrible monster etc. genuinely that was where my brain was at, and is a little bit the reason i decided to this day, to make my phannie accounts completely separate from my main accounts.

nowadays, none of my non-phannie friends actually give a fuck and i do occasionally talk about dnp being silly gay white boys w them! at this point i dont post about em on main just out of respect like "hey im sure you dont actually want to hear about british yaoi constantly regardless of our level of friendship so i'll keep it over here okay?"

also, yeah i grew out of thinking consuming media with deplorable acts makes me deplorable. my favorite tv show is hannibal. i know its shocking, but i dont actually support serial killer cannibals. i will say, i dont fuck with "pro/anti" language with regards to what is considered "problematic" or having that be an identity marker. i think that people are free to write fiction as they please so long as its all properly tagged for people who dont enjoy that kind of content to avoid. but i also think there can be and often are problems in the way these stories are written, and yeah if all the romance stories you read growing up involve some sort of force or danger, that CAN normalize this sort of action as inherent to romance stories/real life romance. but i think thats an issue with like, society at large, and it's not on an individual fic writer to be educating teens who read their dead dove fic despite the explicit rating and tags.

TL;DR: BASICALLY. I WAS A DUMBASS KNOW-IT-ALL BUT DW I GOT BETTER.

[system-of-a-feather]

See though shit like this, I'm a soft genki boy and what not as we joke about and I'm not edgy or cool at all, but when it gets down to it I am the one over here that is like "hey you need to mute shit a bit you can blur with me come here bro" and then brushes it off and goes "anyways lemme finish my drawing now"

Tbh with the whole dysphoria stuff I really do though come to find it super great how integrated and strong our dynamic is with one another. Cause we do really balance each other out. You probably could never get me to actually look at this stuff or take it seriously because I really like my known comfort and while I REALLY want to explore things to help myself grow, I am very very bad at getting myself out of my avoidance and comfort in the known misery than risking the unknown joy

So I really need the push or someone to take the lead to actually get anything properly growing at any substantial rate or to get my needs met to the standard they deserve to be met - and XIV's really good at that either by taking charge himself or him bullying me into being out of my comfort zone

And XIV really can do almost anything he puts his mind to (other than being a slightly hinged individual that doesn't appear when you google Evil Alter /j /lh) but specifically with dysphoria and honestly in general he is very "I will do it myself" as well as just really prone to black and white thinking that is a byproduct of how good he is at getting everything he wants so while he is good at charging ahead in vanguard, if he ever comes to the rare moment where he feels he might not get what he wants, he's prone to freezing up cause its GENUINELY an entirely foreign concept and feeling he never had. Plus dysphoria for him can be really debilitating to the point his really big Mega mind Mega Brain over there playing 5D chess 24/7 can't really see things straight and tbh for him it never stops being that bad

So now that I'm really not as adverse to sexuality stuff, I can look at some of the stuff he dies over and die with him for a minute then calm down and ground a bit better and actually think a bit and go "hey dude, its actually easy dw dw heres a plan now go rest your burnt out brain"

Cause tbh I'm a lot better with finding ways to thrive regardless of everything and he's a lot better at making everything possible to thrive in. Which makes us a really OP duo cause I might not be able to fix the environment or help us in any large long term substantial way, but I can make sure we thrive despite the desolate land we made our home - and XIV struggles with thriving when there seems to be no way out of the immediate shit environment, but as long as there is a way to fix the environment he will make the long term changes to allow us to thrive in the long run.

(anyways im tired i should sleep before I get incoherent)

[ray-elgatodormido]

the edgy oc thing looks cool, im probably gonna also do that later

anyway Merah, 1 and 5 :]

Heehee I am hella glad you asked cause you’re in for a treat! }:D

What is a memory your OC would rather just forget?

In Dynasty Warriors there isn’t much specific but it’s generally the reason she had to leave her homeland in the first place. I keep it purposefully vague in DW because she was exiled as a child. Doesn’t remember what she did but remembers the scorn and hatred and finger pointing all too well. She came across a travelling scholar who took her under his wing and she followed him during the big trek from Malaysia all the way up to China. There, he introduced her to a grieving noble family who recently lost their son and she was promptly adopted and became known as “Lady Yan” or “Yan Shi” as she’d probably be called in game. However, she was slowly forgotten after the wife bore a healthy son. She would grow more and more bitter as she endures the nobility either shamelessly ogling at her or not hiding their disdain for her mere presence. Merah eventually thought “enough was enough” and built the terrifying reputation she was known for in order to be left alone. Because she would much rather be alone than hurt any further and if she had to break some bones then so be it.

In Wo Long tho, it’s more fleshed out. She was exiled for brutally killing a man in self defence as a child and remember the scene too well. She swore never to take a human life but has no qualms with beating soldiers up and killing demons. That would change at Hulao gate as she is then again forced to kill and kill she did. Carved her way through Dong Zhuo’s forces. Good for the coalition tho since yay enemy morale dropping a ton :D Until she faced off against Lü Bu and took advantage of his reluctance to injure him and knock him out for a little. She really doesn’t take everything well and when isolating herself she gets captured.

5. How far does your OC go to get what they want.

Far. Quite far. Speaking for the DW version, she’d single-handedly up the age rating for all the brutal shit she’d be doing on the battlefield. I imagine her as a character with lower health and defences but high damage and musou. Spare no expense for enemies, she just wants to destroy them and be feared. Because being feared is, to her, the closest thing she’ll get to being respected. She’s willing to go as far as marrying the man who abducted her, because she can use him and his infamy as a tool to be even more dreaded. Tho she also accepts the marriage Dong Zhuo arranged because Lü Bu was literally the first person to genuinely respect her. Also the reason she was wed was because she tried to kill Dong Zhuo and very nearly did so due to and he didn’t want that woman within 40 feet of him. So he essentially had his adopted son take all the murder attempts from angry woman with a knife for him. Surely they won’t eventually get along and stab him, right? So yeah, Merah is ruthless, both in words and actions, but she only directs that viciousness towards those she deems deserving of it, or those who piss her off enough.

[misqnon]

u gotta try harder /j

I WASNT ON TUMBLR MUCH TIL LIKE.. A YEAR AGO... SO I HAD NO IDEA .... that is extremely funny. thank u

theyre in a 3 way qpr with luffy as the center

THAT ZORO IMAGE IS SO FUNYN AHFHSJD

"i like to imagine he speaks with the emojis like you typed them. (“how are you saying that out loud-”)" NAHDIAHE hes magic thats how

i have a big crush on ace too but TRACE HEATFIST.... something abt him.... idk he just hits the spot for me. i love big brother characters n characters that r good with kids.. ace fills that spot.. and then u add his silly smoothness in the 4kids dub and its like wow. u are Perfect.

STEAL THEM!! i have . a pinterest board of . meme image. silly meme image. (is pinterest something ppl still use... i only started using it a few years ago)

NO A CUP MAKES SO MUCH MORE SENSE... I think u were rightm.

THATS SO FUNNY... see i never thought dragons were real but i DID believe . that unicorns were real for quite a while (i never liked to admit it). honestly i didnt consume much dragon content but i did like to just. think abt them . i had this mobile game i liked playing that was just a choose ur own adventure type story . but ur a dragon. never played spyro (and didnt even know about it til i was like... 12) but it seems rly fun and i would love to play the remaster,, purple dragon ily. i cant believe ur the kind of kid who could beat games... i was so stupid as a kid i didnt even know how to play animal crossing city folk correctly .... YOU ALSO??? FLIGHT RISING???? i joined in uhh 2019? i think? i found out abt it in like 2016 but forgot and then tried to join in 2018 but it wasnt accepting new users.. and then yeah. 2019. so ive been on and off a lot but i LOVE flight rising. i love my dragons. even tho theyre mostly un-gened 1st generation dragons..

sanji is . arguably the most human of all the straw hats.. which is interesting bc he is also the only one who was supposed to be inhuman. ofc i think theyre all very human but sanji has the most moments where i can relate to him. the sanuso fic i was reading yesterday... he was so full of shame... and they wrote him hiding behind his hair.. and i felt so intensely SEEN by that. like oh my god he is ME i do all these things.. i find that my comfort characters are usually... ones who suffer a lot. i love suffering. in media.

SHREK SCREENSHOT..

"I WANT TO PUT THE SANJI FEEDING MICE AND THE CREW IS CONFUSED SCENE IN A FIC SO BAD BUT I HAVE WRITERS BLOCK ATM 😭" i will write it for u

"sanji vs. minnie mouse his hardest battle yet" oh my god........ ur mind...... wow...... genius...... crackship time (have u seen . oh wait ur not into jjk.. ok have u seen frollo x goofy... its insane...)

BEING MAD ABOUT SIMPING FOR SANJI IS SO REAL.. please dont be attractive please stop please... please . IVE SEEN THAT OUTFIT and every time i get ANGRY (not for real but y'know.) because he looks SO GOOD and i dont like to admit that.. i hate to admit that. UR RIGHT that outfit is extremely gay like wtf is going on with that tie???? or whatever it is? around his neck??? this is like gay men wearing scarves

"have u seen that post where its drawings of each of the strawhat “rescue teams” of arlong park, enies lobby, and whole cake?" I SAW THAT A FEW HOURS AGO AHDHSH

"law 1: edgy. flipping u off. deranged. a bit evil looking. kinda hot" i see u...

i love law so much he is so antagonizing and then . the contrast.. when he is stupid or cute. its wonderful.

"HE ALSO LOOKS SO SO PATHETIC 😭 SOPPING WET CAT OF A MAN" i LOVE how pathetic he looks. i like pathetic people so much.. like why are u like that.. making me pity u.. only in media tho never in real life 🙏🙏

ZORO LOOKS LIKE A DOG AHEJDHA WHAT IS THAT

USOPP?? USOPP?????? HES THE MEME IMAGE ...

CHOOPA MY GUY.. he looks so silly as a full deer i wish he did that more often

this is blue period but im running out of funny images i have saved ...

dw abt taking a bit to reply!! i am patient /gen

IM TRYING MY BEST 

sharing my veteran knowledge

3 WAY QPR IS PERFECT 

trace heatfist the magic man. skeazy magician and fuckboy

ace is VERY likeable idk a single person who doesnt like him. even my non one piece friend likes him but i think shes weak to his freckles

i trade memes like pokemon cards. i look forward to this symbiotic relationship

arent unicorns the national animal of scotland…(or ireland maybe…) THAT WOULD MAKE ME THINK THEYRE REAL

I COULD ONLY BEAT SOME GAMES a lot i didnt but usually bc i got out of the rhythm of playing them and left them unfinished. when i was younger i made my older brother play the hard parts for me a lot LMAO. ALSO DO YOU WANT MY FLIGHT RISING DRAGONS. IDK WHAT TO DO WITH THEM ALL MAN I DONT PLAY ANYMORE

i love that sanji is arguably the most emotional of the group (aside from franky or chopper, but for them its just played for laughs) and that overemotional/low self esteem part is exactly what makes him so relatable. i actually really appreciate that oda gave that trait to a male character. sanji cries a lot and is overemotional and kind of hysteric sometimes jdvbvfjdk so im glad they didnt make it like nami or robin who was like that stereotype. GOD I REALLY CONVERTED U TO SANJI TOWN DIDNT I. SORRY WE’RE ALL HERE BECAUSE WE HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM AND PROJECT ONTO THE WEIRDO

*FROLLO X GOOFY????* 

I HATE ADMITTING THAT I THINK HE’S HOT BC HE DOESNT DESERVE IT. BUT I DO. I THINK SANJI IS HOT. I DO. UNFORTUNATELY. in that maroon wano suit…ODA WHO TOLD YOU TO DO THAT!!!!!!!

and yes law too…listen. i have a big heart, ready to love, [possessed by sanji]

the little scarf/ascot is the gayest part 

“"HE ALSO LOOKS SO SO PATHETIC 😭 SOPPING WET CAT OF A MAN" i LOVE how pathetic he looks. i like pathetic people so much.. like why are u like that.. making me pity u.. only in media tho never in real life 🙏🙏” exactly…PATHETIC FICTIONAL MEN GO HARD

I LOVE THE DOG ZORO SCREENSHOT HE LOOKS LIKE HES GONNA BITE SOMEBODY

AND USOPP KDSJNKJ I USE THAT ONE SO MUCH

i agree i like almost all of chopper’s other forms better than when hes a little baby 😭

IS THAT MAKIMA NSCKJAS???

also u are free to keep sending me e-letters but if you want to just message on discord that is also fine. as i said. message me whenever 🫡

lets see what we have for 2day...

[x-nicoganxnicotine-x]

I FUCKING HATE IT HERE like i HATE having shit in common with other members!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOD like i dont KNOW where this shit even CAME FROM like im pretty sure i have(or had) edgy murder rage thoughts when that shit is literally supposed to be victors thing. like. do we all have that?????secretly?????????ok i know maybe tiff wouldnt but shes just really good at being a bitch if she needs to be so thats kinda almost like it. im pretty sure even LYNX has this like whyyyy…..i mean we’re all forcefully numbed the fuck out now. like to the point where u could say we’ve been drugged or something(we’re not being drugged dw)(or are we…..by god probably)

why did we all have to share a body i couldve been doing so much more shit with my life. why couldnt we all just share an apartment and be the worlds worst qpr polycule or some shit. who’s idea was this. who thought this would be fun unconsensually. like i get the appeal if some souls went like ‘hell ya homie lets fuse’ but being fused all the fucking time is fucking EXHUASTING oh my god. like maybe i wanna go draw while someone else does the chores for a bit(not that we’ve been doing either of those things lately cuz of this shit). like i know im just complaining for the sake of complaining abt something and i should just pull up my non existant bootstraps and get used to it but bro..we’re all rebellious fuckers at heart

[cptamelia]

I posted 101 times in 2022

7 posts created (7%)

94 posts reblogged (93%)

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I tagged 17 of my posts in 2022

#clone wars - 3 posts

#coruscant guard - 3 posts

#corrie guard - 3 posts

#clone wars fanfic - 2 posts

#star wars - 2 posts

#having to put my glasses on to see anything sksksksk - 1 post

#literally at the hairdresses - put glasses on to see the result. - 1 post

#the only thing i don't do is read with them on - 1 post

#artemis and kairi by the end of the clone wars ngl - 1 post

#all the more heartbreaking when order 66 happens - 1 post

Longest Tag: 86 characters

#like im fine with her switching from the fancy extendable one to the prop fighting one

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

New Corrie guard chapter out, find out more about the street life of one Corrie member.

1 note - Posted November 18, 2022

#4

Wholesome

Honestly writing Escalation has arguably been my favourite so far, despite only being 6 chapters in, I love Slade and Kay and the potential they have, and seeing Artemis proper happy is wholesome af

1 note - Posted June 13, 2022

#3

Everyone: Waa, make star wars edgy Me: Me: Has the main characters dance and talk about their dreams instead

1 note - Posted June 5, 2022

#2

Y’all ready to dive into the tales?

Escalation, a story about Artemis and the Corrie Guards undercovering a secret plot against Naboo, will start dropping this weekend, but as a teaser, this’ll be my next mini project to update occasionally.  It’ll feature Artemis, Fox, Slade and the rest, of course, along with a few new Corrie Guard members. Who’ll live? Who’ll die? One thing’s for sure. The Chancellor won’t make their lives easy. 

Coming soon to https://www.quotev.com/CptAmelia/published

2 notes - Posted October 8, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

I have now concluded that I enjoy writing clones more the jedi.  Anyways I totally didn’t spend all night writing two chapters of my next Clone Wars Fic dw about it.

4 notes - Posted May 26, 2022

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[lichen-punk]

why does actually radical politics always seem to go hand in hand with being a giant asshole to anyone different from you on this website

like,, why are the only people around here who aren’t actively bigoted to some aspect of my identity fucking th*mas s*nders h*rry p*tter hardcore liberals lmao

[roaringheat]

Everytime i stay up this late i get the biggest sense of dread for no god damn reason like wtf do i think is gonna happen !!