#im back on the market lmao
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ive changed my mind hibachi is one of the most embarrassing things
#my family took me for my birthday#it was fun! it was good food.#i wish they didnt throw. the food at u#and then they told them it was my birthday and every1 sang and clapped n stuff......it was really nice but i am not. in the headspace#doing hibachi for my birthday was a much better idea like 2 weeks ago#when i wasnt in the worst anxiety ive had in a WHILE.#im ok im just anxious all the fuckin time for little to no reason#also ive decided i want to just be friends w that guy i was talkin about. not feelin it about him anymore idk. birthday wisdom#im back on the market lmao#ben talks
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Was makin a muscle study for fun and it wound up being that sunset shimmer anthro design I made because I'm delusional. good times. And of course I got carried away and didn't stop there
Twilight is ready.
#yeah I'm on that delusional grindset#completely in my own head about these characters#in too deep#it is what it is#the least marketable mlp anthros lmao#my fault for giving rarity big booby#sunset shimmer#twilight sparkle#pony posting#anthro#furry#beefy#I think drawin backs is an art#I'm on this comical situation that my art is super inconsistent atm lmao. 'cause I'm threading the waters of whats marketable#so i can keep food in the table#and it seems pretty consistent that what I like drawing is not well received#so thats same as it ever was lmao.#I'm getting a bit tired of drawing in general tbh. Diminishing returns#Also to those that get it yeah the scars are there because she lost her demon wings#thought itd be fun to symbolize#Im drawin this character like she can do re4 flipkicks
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HA I WAS RIGHT!!! apparently kui said in a modern au laios would be a minimum wage retail worker
#and falin would be a medical researcher...!!!!#for the fic that i have. yet to write lmao. i kind of had laios bouncing between retail jobs/construction#not going to uni and after he leaves high school (maybe even left in yr 10#side note this takes place in australia lmao.) couch surfs for a while and has trouble finding stable housing (aus housing market is shit)#when falin hears about it she wants to drop uni and help him out but he wont hear it#she suspends her studies for a bit to get him on his feet and they live together in gods tiniest flat#then she goes back to uni and voila. laios is a minimum wage retail worker#im putting this all here because the longer i put off writing it the less likely it is to get written lmao.#the point is ive got my finger on the pulse babey. i know what these characters are about
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look at my cute gay little milk btw.
#justified FIVE DOLLAR TINY MILK by telling myself ill recycle the bottle back & also im a design major so it's my job to support#good and cute marketing & design. LMAO. it's good strawberry milk btw. they have a coffee one i wanna try...#txt
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i started playing irresistible mistakes again and now that i work as a marketing consultant i can feel myself screaming internally at some of the work problems this mc gets hung up on lmao
#personal#snow irl#hi im back#i'm reading tsujimoto minoru route and#i know it's a different market and all but the way theyre thinking about this film camera campaign is the exact opposite of what i would do#i hope part of the route narrative is them changing their strategic direction lmao#but the fact that they've decided on a strategy with no insights foundation is....!!!!!
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are you the most annoying person in the world or do you just need to eat something: a memoir by me
#i feel like absolute shit rn fsdjkl#i think i talked too much today even though i barely spoke at all#but every time i talked someone else had smth to say and then the leader guy had to keep coming back to me like ''what were u saying?''#which was rly nice of him but like. if i just kept my mouth shut then he wouldnt have had to do that at all fdjskl#i mean like. he did ask me questions directly a few times. so he was trying to help me have opportunities to speak#but fsjkl i just. i feel bad for talking bc i know everyone else wants to talk constantly#and i can do without speaking fsdjkl i just... i kept stumbling over my words so badly and it was rly embarrassing ;-;#but i'd get nervous and panicked bc i knew i'd be interrupted at any second so i was just trying to find the shortest way to say my thing#but then i'd trip over my words bc i was so nervous and it'd take too long#and i just felt like i wasn't putting enough effort into my tone so i probably sounded rly flat today and i just. urgghhh#holding my head and tugging at my hair. why can't i just be normal dgjkl why am i so fucking annoying and weird and difficult#i dont know 😭 today was rly difficult bc i was just feeling kind of awful and like i was in the way all day#i did find some yarn colours i need at a flea market though and also some dip pens that i've always wanted to try#i figure $3 is a steal of a deal to try out dip pens instead of buying them brand new for like $30 fdsjkl#so there was something good from today! i just feel like i was annoying to be around all day idk fdsjkl#i honestly probably was totally fine sdfjkl i just. argh#and i hate going to stores w the centre bc i end up following the group leader around after a while bc i dont ever buy anything#i look around at the stuff i like to look at and then i am done and don't want to be a nuisance by being hard to find when everyone-#-else is done so i just figure sticking by the group leader is the best idea. stores dont like when i hang around the front for long fdsjkl#but then i just feel like a weird little kid trailing after their parent 😭 i wish i could just be an AdultTM but augh augh augh#what a fucking weird thing for me to do dsfjkl i just. dont know what else to do bc stores get annoyed w me if i wait at the front#and i dont want to wait outside bc then they'll forget im out there and look for me inside when theyre done LMAO#if i had income then maybe i'd be able to spend longer looking at things but fdsjkl theres only so much looking u can do when u dont buy#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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Current Round Of Ink Comm Is Now Done. next round opens in eight hours (4AM GMT+7 Hanoi/Jakarta time)! please remember ur etiquette, only one weapon per person allowed on board. catering billed separately
#bakuspeech#Im gonna come back after this month to clean up all of these text posts lmao#I am in an Episode. it is the filler beach one#anyways do you know that airplane tickets cost so fucking much#anyways I wont be dragged into this until the 26th so I will. get a third round done this month. on god#lmao I need something else to say that has the same nice aggressive mouth feel as on god. man#anyways uhhh. thats that! as I've mentioned before if you have gotten a comm in this category before then please give it ~half an hour#before checking the slots#that sounds extremely like I'm staffing a casino. my business is legitimate. I promise#anyways see u in eight hours! barring extreme circumstances#have a good day! turns out oat milk pretty good. doesnt beat wet market soy milk tho
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Fic: Karamatsu is mean to Jyushi
Me: this infringes upon my beliefs >:-/
#TO BE FAIR karanatsu doesn't actually baby Jyushimatsu as much as the fandom leads you to believe#But that's because the fandom infantilizes Jyushi a lot lol#Kara is surprisingly transparent with Jyushi when it comes to showing some of his less marketable emotions???#like shaking him bcs he won't lie for him. telling him to get his ass back in bed during the midnight snack skit.#not being swayed by Jyushi when he asks him mentally to stop Choromatsu from going on a self discovery journey#(although again I think that's because he went on one himself in the PS Vita game and it worked fantastically for him lmao)#Going on that one rant in the pizza skit after Jyushi reproaches him for keeping himself away from his brothers sometimes.#They're truly close 😭 Even with Choro Karamatsu was lowkey denying that his siblings got on his nerves at first#okay I'm getting lost in the sauce but anyways Karamatsu being real with Jyushi =/= being cruel to him HE WOULD NEVER#when a fic implies that Kara doubts the genuinity of the bond between him and Jyushimatsu I WANT TO VANISH.... NO WAY.....theyre tight af..#rambles#muscle duo#im so normal about them#ososan rambles
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#how long can i keep my impulse control in tact before i cave and buy winds of anthos lmao#i have successfully staved off minekos night market but only becuase the reviews have leaned majorly towards bad#i will probably buy it if it ever gets very discounted lol but.....eeegh#a Shame bc i was really looking forward to it lol#woa is like.....a lot of the reviews are good with caveats#but currently i am Bored and when i am Bored my impulse control leaves with its bindle#also like. its monday. im too tired to find another way to tackle my Bored#buying a game and playing it is very easy#I've been thinking about replaying legends arceus but i cannot predict if i will get bored immediately bc ive already played it lol 😶🌫️#I literally do not have the attention span for games but i like games#like if i get bored of a game before i finish it thats the end i will never play it again lmao#paleo pines for example....i opened ariacotta canyon and then immediately my interest in the game died#faefarm also..... opened the volcano area and immediately got bored of the gameplay loop#don't even know what happened to Ryza 2 i just stopped playing and could never go back again lmao#all my attention span is relying on the scarvi dlc which probably wont be out until at least November 😶🌫️😶🌫️#and the hypothetical gen 5 remakes which could easily end up being shit 😭#aaaaaaaaaaa#i need more hobbies babes
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i used to make so many ocs. SO many in their own little worlds with backstories and personalities and quirks and everything and i just like. can't do that anymore. i cannot make funny little people to draw and daydream and think of little stories before i go to sleep anymore.
its so sad, i feel like the creativity has left me as ive gotten older and i can bring myself to do anything unless it had a solid functional purpose and its so sad that i can remember being an excited 14 year old obsessing over these people things born entirely from my brain and that me is just dead now.
it's been instilled in me and ive punished myself for so many years that doing anything that isn't technically useful to other people or society is useless and i strangled that little child in me until it was dead and now i spend every day mourning them.
#im literally so fucking devestated that i just cant seem to be able to make ocs anymore lmao#i know it sounds so fucking dumb but#i cant seem to create in the way i used to anymore#just unabashedly with no regard to whether it made sense or was useful in any way shape or form#i made things just so I could enjoy them#and i cant bring that back#i feel like if i cant market or use my creations for some kind of gain then theres no point#which is obviously fucking ridiculous#but i CANNOT get that thought process out of my head#art#ocs#thoughts#sad#oc
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wooga booga
#kommento#// I say this as a smalltown kind of guy I haven't broken this much notes since the aksh post I made over two years ago#// what is going on with the syou community. you can profit so much from shipping communities#// I have literally got to invest in logistics companies but the best I can do is put two characters together#// I take off my uniform and close the gas station and try to be a normal purse owner for one day and you all flock in droves#// nononono this is exactly like the traffic caused when rise came back to inaba LMAO#// I thought souyoians would've hit me over the head by now but apparently there's a market for what im doing oh goodnesss this is so silly#// 'when are we going back to regular business operations' maybe when I relapse but for now I'm going to try and act hashtag Normal#// mimi voice can I come out now. I dint know if im going to wedge those boards out just yet go stay there until I deal with perfectionism#// gopdmorning! thank you for giving me art reqs after the two years I've been asking for them <- litteraly going to get busy again soon#// <- I still love you I'll just spend the next few hours before bed like usual I love you all <- hippie
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miss you guys and fujo’ing out BAD
#not dead just working in influencer marketing in LA. lmao#which is to say im basically dead but am actually not#excited for bball season pls come sooner i need my joy back!!!
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I'm not ready for it to be september again. I haven't done enough.
#i haven't finished my sketchbook that i started last september#and im basically back to where i was life wise last september#except with worse mental health surprisingly#didn't think that was possible#ugh like last september i went on a week long roadtrip with my parents and it was like a way to reset my life#like i had just quit my job for health reasons and so i could finally go back to working in the industry i actually cared about#and now me and my partner are planning our first motorcycle trip together for next month#and i can't stop comparing how similar my life still is to when i quit that job a year ago uuuugh#also the road trip i took with my parents was basically us going through the old places they lived/would visit as kids#and now me and my partner are planning to go to my old hometown#and i haven't been there since my family got evicted from my childhood house 7 years ago asgsjdkak#the parallels#anyway i just feel like my life has gone nowhere while everyone else is moving forward#literally this whole past year was me getting a job then having to leave under 4 months in because it was shit#then being unemployed for m o n th s due to health issues and how horrible the job market is rn#i just started my four(?) job this year and im already debating leaving because it's just so exhausting for me#aye yi yi#lmao sorry this blog has turned into my public diary the last 12 hours in particular#its 4am pray for me to get some sleep#not de#pettythots
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hear me out….. okay reader is famous and meeting fans,, a fan is wearing a top with like charles or max or whoever’s face on it and reader spots it and is like “…who is that😮💨” and the fans tell her and shes like “please show me their instagram” and then she follows whoever the guy you choose on ig,,, but one of the fans was recording the whole interaction qnd the video goes viral as well as a screenshot of readers ig following their account <3333 you can ignore i just thought this would be a good giggle type fic and your fics are my fav for giggling <33333
summary; your comic book signing takes a turn when a fan walks in wearing a t-shirt with a poorly photoshopped "charles lechair" or whoever that is
pairing; charles leclerc x fem! comic book artist! reader [ no faceclaim ]
a/n; this is for my charlie girlies i see your comments ladies and they make me smile im lurking and im stalking when you least expect it; all art used in this is by my lord and saviour dan mora if i could eat his artsyle i would
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ynlantern thank you everyone who stopped by for a print or a sticker @ comic_con ! and if you haven't, i'm here for the next 2 days
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orangleclerc HE'S IN THE LIKES Y'ALL
kirbyvettel can someone pls explain what's going on orangleclerc I'll DM you the video baconforza HEY I WANT TO KNOW TOO lionkingseb ffs please someone explain
egggrosjean I've never cared about anything superhero related but this whole situation made me look into your work, and I have to say it's amazing!!! Keep up the good work
roboclaren HE FOLLOWED HER BACK LMAO
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pierregasly He's great with kids and dogs
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monte_carlos_55 STOP EMBARASSING HIM
verstoppen "My crush is coming act cool" My friends:
charles_leclerc What did I say
pierregasly I'm doing free promotion charles_leclerc You're talking a lot of shit for someone within bitch slap distance pierregasly Delete this, you're ruining my marketing strategy
scuderiaferrari It's true! He's actually a driver, strategist and team principal!
ynlantern isn't half of that your job? scuderiaferrari @ charles_leclerc Nevermind, we don't like her. charles_leclerc 😐
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ynlantern i heard he solved world hunger or something
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vertiddieenjoyer WAR IS OVER
ceruleanwilliams historians in 2294 trying to figure out what charles leclerc actually did and what the internet said he did to get him a date: 😰
pierregasly No need to thank me
honeyvettel the real main character
arthur_leclerc You did it. You crazy son of a bitch you did it.
charles_leclerc No swearing under her posts, please arthur_leclerc Yes, mom.
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charles_leclerc Round 2 :)
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scuderiaferrari That was fast
carlossainz55 Unlike our pitstops scuderiaferrari You're getting distracted charles_leclerc Wish I could get distracted out of SF-23
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#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc#charles leclerc imagine#f1#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#f1 instagram au#f1 smau#f1 social media au#instagram au#social media au
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you, article writer for dazed! are you normal about disabled people?
#that one thats going around rn like 'we need to grow up' is so fucked lmao. same with the one about adhd a couple months ago#it really just speaks to a 'snot nosed minors' type worldview and complete ignorance of high support needs people#and a lot of the article + people in the notes were like 'people on this website are immature like this.'#hey chief i have bad news for you about tumblrs userbase#same with the original article where they were talking about twitter and tiktok#and i agree with that to an extent because algorithmic platforms incentivize relatability#so a lot of experiences have to be kind of dumbed down or collectivized at least.#i do agree with the point thats like 'no ethical consumption under capitalism has morphed into no unethical consumption'#thats really smart#but the stuff right after that is just bitching about capitalism#they come up with the points of 'teens are being adultified and young women are marketed to as kids'#AND 'for some reason theres all these immature adults' independently#there IS a correlation but the cause will shock you#anyway. coming back to the point about disabled people in the first paragraph#theres this line like 'the idea that adhd people have low object permanence and cant text back'#i mean its not because of object permanence but hey man? some of them cant#like genuinely im with special ed like 2 or 3 times a week this is fr#all my issues with it kind of come from taking things at face value#twitter nazis dont actually see themselves as 'frens.' thats far right ethnonationalist.#gay people dont actually think their 20s are 'a second adolescence.' thats a metaphor for self discovery#'smoking cigarettes on a swing' is something teenagers do. euphoria and john green books are what teenagers watch#tldr. 'guy who has only interacted with online teenagers seeing anyone else: getting real teenager vibes from this'
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ive been getting too much coffee ;-;
#jeanne talks#bro our show was saturday and i fdjnldhgadhjgakj it wasnt perfect but it was so good :''''D i'm so happy abt it i just want to do it again#even tho it was stressful af#but i dont want to go back to doing schoolwork so 🤩🤩🤩#show !!! again!!!!! can i just live in last week which was super stressful but i still was having fun doing the glowstick shit and#doing stuff w my friends and my amazing co marketing chair i love her <333#good good vibes if i just think abt the show (for the most part ;-;)#and the afterpartyyy ppl being drunk and just being loud and affectionate and emotional it was rly funny and also rly nice TT#ppl were being so nice to me and they were all drunk and like crying but then i was like#yall r gonna make me cry and im not drinking LMAO#i hugged so many ppl too that was very nice i dont hug ppl enough ;-;#anyway :'')#cant just live in that bc now im back to hella school stress 😭😭😭😭#also the fact that we have show + afterparty that goes super late and then losing an hour bc daylight savings too :DDD#was so fucking tired in my two classes today lmfao so yeah got a coffee as i said in the actual post lmfao#i want to just think abt the show ;-; but i have to think abt stats ;-; and coding ;-;#anyway anyway office hrs probably bout to start lolll
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