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signing up for phannie twitter in a trench coat was not on my to do list today but i need yâall to know this is just for the enrichment like sure I guess but tumblr is my number one girl and so are all of you on here <3
#i literally had to stop myself from using twitter years ago when I was active in phandom spaces bc it was distracting me#from school and stuff so much#and kinda just became a lurker instead of participant in social media phandom spaces after 2016#and thereâs something different about phannie tumblr im really glad to be here as a long time lurker but#post hiatus poster#it has brought me so much happiness and enrichment and friendship and yeah my screen time is back to debilitating levels but#i donât really feel bad about it anymore like I have a handle on it but what else am I doing yknow lmfao#adding another twitter adjacent form of social media#is just reminding me of that and making me think about my social media use but#again I literally just spend all my time on here and thatâs just another phannie space too so#itâs chill for now I guess just know that this is my main space always#bc I can simaltaneously feel cool and like a loser on here I love it thereâs no expectations on this hellsite yk#also yapping in the tags is my favourite activity#blossoms.txt
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Last date of modification was 1 of december of 2021??? Can't believe took me that long to come back and finish these two pieces!
First one is a SK8 the Infinity AU (Since Takaoka and Shadow share the same japanese VA.) and the second was just a cute thing ~ I think giant sunflowers fits him well.
#assassination classroom#takaoka akira#sk8 the#namaeekaki#ACTUALLY the second one has a more bittersweet story bc actually was THE drawing which I#was the last takaoka drawing i did before i went on this long 2 year hiatus#I told myself âsorry takaoka i was fun and all but idk if i can keep drawing you..im at least gon draw you with a bouquet as farewellâ#but then i couldn't even finish it bc i got all sappy TALK ABOUT BEING DRAMATIC OH GOD LOL i feel so silly#âIt's ok im not an artist with only one knifeâ just like assclass taught u heheheh#but THIS KNIFE (TAKAOKA) IS SO FUN TO USE so i was heart broken when i just left this sketch in my âfinish later folderâ#drawings go there to be forgotten ya know? but i don't delete them to not feel bad#who though after everything i would be drawing his cock just yesterday huh#I found it by surprise again and was.. OH taka.. lemme finish this!!! as a welcome back#bein an artist is just having fun and then drawing nagisa when you feel like you need notes is simple as that
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SK8R BOY (TEASER)
Summary: "You're corrupting me, Jeno" You smiled down at him. "Corrupting you?" He laughs, "Baby, you wont be able to handle me corrupting you."
Pairing: Step brother!Jeno x Step sister!reader
Genre: stepcest, fluff, smut, mean!jeno, simp!jeno of a sort, innocent!reader, skater boy!jeno, hes also freaky but she also gets freaky soon later.
A/N: hi um!!! im supposed to be on hiatus but i was seeing visions and hallucinations about bouncing and moaning on stepbro jeno and then came this. also, thank you to the lovely @hobeemin for the banner + divider hehe. Taglist is open!!
Your head shot up in panic only to see the boys gathered on the couch, sharing what you could only think is a blunt. The smoke escaping all of their mouths making pretty clouds in the air, it fascinated you honestly. What didn't fascinate you however was the smell of it and the fact it was becoming far too unbearable with all the windows closed.
Furious, you got up, walking to the window in the living room and pulling it open, allowing some fresh air to penetrate through the house. âAww, is princess Y/N getting annoyed?â Jeno cooed, pouting at you mockingly. The way your tits bounced with every step you took was too distracting for him not to take a peek and the weed in his system was making him none the wiser, he was ogling your chest like you werent literally his stepsister and it wasnt so fucking wrong for him to be staring. You didnt even seem to notice though, ignoring his comment and opening the next window with a huff, eager to just take your stuff to your room to study after this.
As you walked by, Jeno blew a cloud of smoke in your face, making you flinch. âDoes the pretty girl want to take a hit?â Jaeminâs soft voice spoke from next to you and you immediately shook your head no. âY/Nâs such a good girl. She wouldnât touch this shit in her life.â
An annoyed look framed your face âWhat?â Why was he spilling your business to your friends? They donât need to know what you do and what you don't.
âIsnât that right, princess? Youâre such a good girl. So pureâŚand innocentâŚyou hate all this bullshit, don't you?â You hated that he was right and you hated how he knew you were getting affected by his words too. You nodded your head a little, hoping that heâd let you go finally and save you the humiliation but this was Jeno we were talking about, he wasn't letting anything go without getting what he wanted. He tsked, pulling you closer so you were facing the whole group, âGo on, tell them. Why wonât you take a hit? There's nothing wrong with it and it feels so good, donât you want to feel good?â A small whimper escaped you, face burning up at the embarrassment you were feeling but you did what he said anyway, âI-Iâm a good girlâŚâ Your voice was shaky and low, gaze anywhere but the six men before you. They all let out all sorts of reactions to this, some amused, some weirded out and some a third something you couldn't quite decipher.
âGood girl,â Jeno cooed one again, taking a long hit of the blunt that was passed to him by Mark. âWhy donât you go back to playing good student over there? The boys could use some eye candy.â
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hey there sorry for a very long hiatus again, schoolâs been kicking my ass but now im back with more lava art>:D
context: Id like to think they talked about their memories together to cheer each other up after they broke up lol
In case you guys cant read the texts:
Kai: you are such a messy eater
Cole: Im not THAT messy
Kai: you say that while you have a spot right here
Cole: Thank you so much for loving me Kai
Cole: Im going to miss you so muchâŚ.
Kai: haha⌠I should be the one thanking you for giving me the best years of my lifeâŚ.
#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago fanart#ninjago cole#ninjago kai#lavashipping#lego ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#hmmrmmrhemm lava my beloved
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crimson waves â˝ s. winchester
summary: you're on your period and sam is the best boyfriend ever
pairings: established sam winchester x reader, sam winchester x fem! reader
word count: 3.4K
warnings: MINORS DNI, mentions of blood and periods, fluff, fingering, implied smut (there's a little), sam being a sweetheart, no use of 'y/n', kinda edited
a/n: so this was meant to be posted when i was on my period but then i got stuck while writing it and then i went on a hiatus from tumblr for a month... but now im back! so, here it is :P
but enjoy the fic! please like, comment, and reblog!! your feedback fuels me!
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Being a light sleeper was a blessing and a curse. It was a blessing because you were able to wake up at any sign of danger or disturbance, and you needed to have heightened senses in your line of work. It was also a curse because your body tended to wake you up when the situation didnât call for it, like right now.Â
You felt yourself being pulled from your dreamscape as your lower abdomen started to twist and cramp. You opened your eyes slowly and let out a small groan as a sharp pain shot through you. You wanted to curl into yourself, but a heavy arm was wrapped around your waist, reminding you of the person who was sleeping soundly behind you.Â
You blinked the sleep out of your eyes and looked at the nightstand to check the time on the alarm clock. â8:21 AM,â it read, and your eyes closed involuntarily as you let out a small sigh. You were exhausted from the hunt that you and the boys had come back from the night before. You were looking forward to sleeping in for the next couple of days before, but of course, life wasnât going to be kind to you. Another cramp seized your body, and that was your signal to get up and check if you had started to bleed through your underwear or not.Â
You gently peeled off Samâs arm, and it went willingly as he rolled onto his stomach, facing away from you, sleeping peacefully.Â
Lucky bastard. You thought to yourself as a scowl wormed its way onto your face as you watched Sam sleep for a moment. You got up from the bed and padded around your shared room with Sam, grabbing a new pair of underwear, a pad, and a new set of pajamas that included some soft flannel pants and Samâs old Stanford hoodie. You went into the ensuite bathroom, and when you went to relieve yourself, you felt the unpleasant feeling of a blood clot leaving your body. You pressed your lips together, trying to tamp down the brewing irritation in your chest.Â
After finishing your business on the toilet, you quickly stripped, threw up your hair to avoid it getting wet, and turned the shower on. You let it warm up before hopping it, letting the hot water hit your back, and a sigh of relief left your lips as you felt the tense muscles in your stomach melt away. You didnât know how long you stood in the shower as the water hit your chest and flowed down the rest of your body, stewing in your thoughts before you felt a pair of hands land on your hips. You went willingly as they pulled you into their bare chest and let out a contented hum as they pressed soft kisses along the side of your neck and shoulder.Â
âGood morning.â The rasp of Samâs voice was deep and low in your ear as his hands moved from their spot on your hips and wrapped around your waist.Â
Your mouth pulled up into a smile, your mood lifting slightly. âMorning.â You let your head fall back against Samâs shoulder, and his lips trailed up from their spot on your neck, planting a soft kiss on your cheek.Â
âYouâre up early.â He mumbled against your cheek, his grip around you getting tighter.Â
âCramps.â You said in a low voice, not wanting to disturb the peaceful atmosphere of the bathroom before wincing as your lower stomach began to ache again.Â
Sam pressed another soft kiss to your cheek before resting his chin on your shoulder. âYou know, I can help with that.â One of his hands started to slide down from your waist and down to your stomach.Â
You grabbed his wrist before his hand could make its way to its destination. âAs much as Iâd like you to do that, I- oh fuck.â You almost doubled over if Samâs arm didnât wrap around your midsection, catching you as a more intense cramp shot through your abdomen. It felt like a boa constrictor was wrapped around your organs and suffocating them.Â
âYou okay honey?â Samâs concerned voice filtered through your ears as you gritted your teeth in pain.Â
âNot really.â You said through gritted teeth as you leaned against him when the pain had lessened. You almost snapped at him for the stupid question he asked because it was obvious that you werenât, but you swallowed the retort you had on the tip of your tongue.Â
âBabe, let me help you. I heard that orgasms help with cramps.âÂ
You would have laughed at Samâs words if you werenât in pain. You turned your head to look up at Samâs pleading expression. âBut the blood.â You tried weakly, not wanting him to be disgusted by it.Â
Sam raised an eyebrow at you. âI can handle a little blood. But if you donât want me to, we can get out right now and Iâll get you some painkillers.âÂ
You bit your bottom lip in thought, and you didnât miss Samâs eyes flickering down to your lip and back to meet your gaze. âJust use your hands for now.âÂ
Sam smiled at you, nodding before he dipped his head down and gave you a soft kiss while one of his hands wandered down your body.Â
You let out a soft moan against Samâs lips as you felt his fingertips start to rub soft circles on your already sensitive clit. Warmth spread throughout your body as desire filled your veins. Low moans and whines escaped your mouth as Samâs fingers quickly worked over your swollen clit. Samâs mouth swallowed your sounds as his tongue swiped against yours fervently.Â
You could feel your orgasm beginning to rise as Samâs hand left your clit and two fingers started to pump into you. A cry left your lips as his thick fingers filled your cunt. Sam managed to hit your g-spot each time his fingers thrust in and out of your sopping hole. Samâs lips left yours as he began to nip at your jaw and neck. You could vaguely feel his hard cock pressed against your ass through your lust-filled trance, and you couldnât help but jerk your hips backward, grinding against Sam.Â
A low groan left Samâs lips as you felt him grind against you in response. âYou gonna cum? I can feel you clenching tight around my fingers.âÂ
âYe-yeah.â Your response came out as a broken moan.Â
Samâs tactic changed from hitting your g-spot every time his fingers thrust in your cunt, to stilling inside of you and making a come-hither-motion with his middle and ring finger. You could feel the heat that was brewing in your core boil over.Â
Sam could feel how close you were and doubled down on his ministrations. âCome for me baby.â He ordered in a low voice before nipping at your pulse point.Â
You did just that, and you came with a shout. Stars danced behind your closed eyes as you leaned against Samâs muscular body as you rode out your orgasm.Â
You whimpered once Samâs fingers retreated from you, and you pouted at the feeling of being empty, your cunt clenching around nothing. Sam reached over and turned off the water. He turned you around in his arms and rested his hands on your hips as he pressed a chaste kiss on your slightly swollen lips before his forehead met yours.Â
âFeel better?â Sam asked with a loving smile on his face.Â
You couldnât help but smile back at him. âYeah, I do.â The ache in your abdomen was dull, but it wasnât excruciating as it was when you woke up.Â
Samâs smile widened, and he went to leave the shower, but you caught his wrist in your hand. He looked back at you with a furrow in his brow.Â
âDo you not want me toâŚâ You trailed off, gesturing to his still-hard cock.Â
Sam shook his head, his slightly damp hair moving as he did. âLater. You need to eat something before you take some painkillers.âÂ
You raised an eyebrow at him, your eyes slowly looking over his naked body before they landed on his amused face, his hazel eyes filled with mirth.
âDown girl,â Sam said jokingly when he saw your heated gaze. He grabbed the navy blue towels that werenât there before you came into the bathroom, dried himself off quickly, and wrapped it around himself. It was slung low on his hips, revealing the deep v-line and happy trail.Â
If you werenât on your period right now, you would have had Sam fucked you into next week against the tiled wall. You made your way out of the shower, where Sam met you with the other towel and dried you off. He wrapped the towel around you and kissed you when it was snug around you. You couldnât help but smile into the kiss. Sam was being so sweet; it could have made your teeth ache.Â
When you broke away from the kiss, you shooed him out of the bathroom, wanting to put your pad on your underwear in peace. Sam pouted but left without any complaints. You took the time to change into your loungewear for the day and do your morning routine before heading back into the room.Â
When you left the bathroom, Sam was sitting on the edge of the bed, scrolling through his phone, all dressed in his classic flannel and jeans. He looked up from his phone and started to smile as soon as Sam saw what you were wearing. He rose from the bed and met you halfway as you walked towards you.Â
He kissed your forehead and tugged the sleeve of your (his) sweater that you were wearing. âI was wondering where this went.â Sam said as he looked down at you with a knowing smile on his face.Â
You shrugged. âIt must have gotten mixed in with my laundry.âÂ
Sam nodded and let out a small chuckle, acting like he believed you, but he knew that you stole it from him. He leaned forward and planted another kiss on your forehead.Â
âYouâre lucky that youâre cute.â Sam muttered against your forehead before pulling away and placing his hands on your shoulders. He turned you around and began to lead (push) you out of the bedroom and down the halls of the bunker.Â
Sam made the two of you breakfast. Then, you took some painkillers to try and curb the pain that your cramps made you suffer every month. You decided to go back to your room to relax in bed and just watch some TV that youâd been meaning to catch up on. You had asked Sam to join you, but he said that he had to go out and run some errands, which made you pout since you wanted to spend time with your boyfriend. You had offered to come with him, but he insisted that you stay in bed and rest.Â
You were lying in bed with your laptop on your lap and a heating pad on your stomach when you heard a knock at the door. You paused the show you were watching before telling the person at the door to come in.Â
Sam peered his head into the room. âHey, honey.â He greeted you with a smile. âHow are you feeling?âÂ
âFeeling as good as I can be while being on my period.â You said as you heard the crinkling of plastic from the doorway, and your eyebrows furrowed slightly.Â
âSoo, not good?â Sam asked as he entered the room with a plastic bag in one hand while his other hand was hidden behind his back.Â
âNot really.â You sighed a little before raising an eyebrow at him as you closed your laptop and placed it on your nightstand.Â
âWell,â He began to say with a wide smile. âI have some things that might make you feel better.â Sam finally entered the room, a plastic bag in one hand and the other hidden behind his back. Once he reached the edge of the bed, Sam placed the bag in your lap before sitting by your feet.
You immediately dived into the bag and saw Sam bought all of your favorite snacks and candy that you had been craving every time you were on your period. You look up from the bag and find Sam holding out a bouquet that he had hidden behind his back.Â
Your eyes flickered from Samâs sheepish smile to the beautiful arrangement of tulips, lilies, and babyâs breath. You grabbed the bouquet from Samâs outstretched hand as you continued to admire them. Your breath caught in your throat, and you could feel your eyes start to well up.Â
Sam caught onto your teary eyes. âYou okay honey?â A slight frown marred his face as the line in between his eyebrows became more prominent.Â
You managed to let out a choked laugh and nodded before setting the flowers beside you. You looked at Sam with a broad smile before launching yourself into Samâs arms.Â
Sam let out a surprised grunt as you wrapped your arms around his neck, and his arms instinctively wrapped around your waist. He managed to get your legs out of the blanket that covered them, but you ended up straddling his lap as you hugged Sam tightly. You could feel a stray tear or two fall from your eyes as you breathed in Samâs comforting scent and felt one of his hands rub your back soothingly.Â
You eventually calmed down and pulled back to meet Samâs eyes. âThank you.âÂ
Samâs lips pulled up into a smile. âWhat for?â His head tilted slightly as he looked at you with his signature puppy dog look.Â
âJust for being you. No one has gone out of their way to get me my favorite snacks or flowers when Iâm on my period.âÂ
Your lifestyle didnât really allow for serious relationships, so you were never granted the luxury of your partners showering you with love and care while you were on your period. Besides, your last real relationship didnât end very well. So when you met Winchesters, the last thing on your mind was falling in love with one of them, but life had other plans for you and Sam.Â
Sam tucked a wayward strand of hair behind your ear. âWhoever didnât is an idiot.â He flashed you his cute half-smile that never failed to make you feel warm inside as he rested his hand on your cheek. You couldnât help but nuzzle into his touch as you leaned forward and rested your forehead against his.Â
âWhen we die and weâre in Heaven, and if Jess is there, Iâm giving her a big fat kiss on the lips for training you so well.â You joked with a broad smile on your lips.Â
Sam couldnât help but chuckle. âIâm sure sheâll enjoy it.â There was a pause before he spoke again. âThe two of you would have been good friends.â Sam said with fondness coating his words.Â
âBut youâre okay with sharing me in Heaven?â Samâs tone was teasing. You pulled back from him slightly as you let your eyes trail over his figure before meeting his hazel gaze and biting your bottom lip.Â
âOh, I have no problem with sharing. The question is if youâre able to handle the both of us?â You said with a sultry smirk on your face.Â
Samâs upper lip twitched before you saw a glint of amusement pass through his eyes. âWell, weâll find out when we cross that bridge.âÂ
âI suppose we will.â Â
A silence had settled between the two of you, just staring at each other while Samâs hands were resting on your thighs and your hands were scratching at the back of his neck, which he had lost the staring contest as his eyes closed in bliss. You had to smile as he let out satisfied hums from his mouth. You had eventually climbed off of your boyfriend, and he whined as you stopped scratching his head and neck. He let you go and sit back in your previous spot on your bed.Â
You huffed amusedly at Samâs slight pout. âGo change.â You told him.Â
âWhy?â
You rolled your eyes at him. âBecause, I want to cuddle my boyfriend in comfortable clothing while we pig out on the snacks he bought me.âÂ
âOh, thatâs a good idea.âÂ
âI know, and hurry your cute ass up and change.âÂ
After Sam had changed, you guys cuddled in bed as you finished up the episode you were watching on your laptop. You ate the snacks Sam bought but saved most of it for later. Before you knew it, Dean was knocking at the door and letting the two of you know that dinner was ready. You were still hungry, so the two of you left your room and had dinner with Dean in the kitchen.Â
Once you were done with dinner, the three of you had an impromptu movie night in the âDean Caveâ (you hated the name, but it unfortunately stuck). Dean picked out an old western, and as much as you love Dean, he could have a better taste in movies. Nonetheless, you sat and watched it until about halfway through the movie. Your cramps started to rear their ugly head again.Â
You let out a quiet groan before silently excusing yourself from the room and making your way to your bedroom to take some painkillers. Unbeknownst to you, Sam had heard you and followed shortly after you left the room.Â
You quickly downed the painkillers and used the spare water bottle that was on your nightstand to wash them down. You knew that it would take a while for them to kick in, so you went to get into bed, but before you could, a pair of arms wrapped around you pulled you into their chest for the second time today.Â
Samâs hands went underneath the sweater you were wearing and rested his warm palms on your lower stomach. âCramps again?â He asked as he rested his chin on your shoulder.Â
You nodded as you let out a sigh. You leaned back into Samâs embrace and closed your eyes. You could feel Samâs thumbs swirling random shapes into your skin before he murmured your name quietly, getting your attention.Â
âYeah?â You asked slowly.Â
âCan I take care of you like I did this morning?âÂ
Your eyes shot open as you turned around in his embrace. âYou sure?â You cleared your throat. âItâ wonât be as-,â You gestured to your nether regions. â-clean.â You winced at your words.Â
Sam looked at you unamused. âLike I said before, blood doesnât bother me.â He said before he smirked. âBesides, the sheets needed to be washed anyway.âÂ
âSam!â You slapped his shoulder, but you couldnât help the laugh that escaped your lips as he smiled cheekily at you.Â
âIs that a yes?â
You huffed and rolled your eyes. You were a little hesitant, but this was Sam you were talking about. You had explored any and all avenues of your sex lives with each other, and this was one of the boxes on his checklist.Â
âItâs a yes. But-âÂ
You werenât able to finish your sentence because Sam had pulled your lips to his and drew you into a passionate kiss. And before you knew it, your whines and moans, combined with Samâs groans, had filled the air as you writhed against the bed in pleasure as Sam ground against you, only pulling back slightly and thrusting as deep as he could, drawing out your third orgasm on his cock before he spilled into you.Â
Your bodies were coated in sweat, and you could only imagine the mess that was in between yours and Samâs legs. After Sam had recovered, he went into the bathroom to grab some damp washcloths to clean the both of you up and quickly ran a hot bath for you to relax in while he threw the sheets in the wash.Â
When you were done with the bath, you gained the ability to walk again. You stumbled into the bedroom with the discarded pajamas that were once scattered on the floor back on your body. Sam was done changing the sheets of your bed. You all but collapsed into his arms, and the both of you shared a sleepy, soft kiss before you succumbed to sleep.Â
#daisy writes#hey guys...#this was supposed to be posted in early october#but then i almost had a mental breakdown#so i took a break from the app for a month#but im back now and way better#anyways enjoy!#sam winchester#sammy my boy#sam winchester x reader#sam winchester x you#sam winchester x fem reader#sam winchester x fem! reader#sam winchester one shot#sam winchester smut#sam winchester fluff#sam winchester fanfiction#sam winchester fanfics#supernatural#spn#supernatural x reader#spn x reader#supernatural oneshot#supernatural smut#supernatural fluff#spn smut#spn fluff#supernatural fanfiction#spn fanfiction
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Orange-Tinted Sunset
Kiss of Life Belle & Male Reader
Categories/warnings: fluff, smut, angst, mentions of alcohol n bein drunk, technically not cheating but also sorta close enough idk u be the :jujj:
Word count: 2.6k
a/n: another prompt fic! based on kiof's Nothing i swear im on hiatus lmao but here it is! thanks to @mintwithchoco for prompt and hosting! as well as @sinswithpleasure for beta and @0cta9on for saying i was good at everything so i crode strove to prove em wrong lmao
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The nightclub spun around you, the alcohol clouding your thinking and doubling your vision. A strange feeling set inâyou really were a guppy in a small pond. Whatever roaring applause you got from the crowd after that impromptu karaoke bout was nothing compared to the girl that came next. You canât even work up the energy to be mad; her voice is the single most beautiful thing youâve ever heard, flowing through the air and filling up every silence in the world, and it doesnât help one bit that everyone else thought so too.
Her name, just her name. You wouldn't mind going home with nothing to show for the whole weekend as long as you knew what she was calledâyou have to know. Against every single ounce of common sense you have left, you walk up to her, calling in every favor from the universe youâve saved up until this point. âH-hey,â you stumble, clearly more nervous than you should be.Â
She turns around, and as her hair settles onto her back, she replies, âOh, hi. Can I help you?â Her smile lights up your world, and you gain confidence and lose it again just as quickly. Sheâs gorgeous too, and how could you live with yourself if you fucked up with a girl like this again?Â
And you realize youâre staring. âHi,â you start again, âsorry, I, uhh, you killed it up there. Best I've heard in a while.â Pardon yourself for the understatement; she was exceptional. Stop yourself from saying more; sheâs probably already heard everything you want to tell her.Â
All she does is giggle in response, and you swear youâre face-to-face with a goddess. You slip, so just fall deeper and remember to blame the alcohol later on, âI mean it. Youâre like nothing Iâve heard before. Can I ask for your name?âÂ
Her face sours almost imperceptibly, but your nerves donât let you miss it. She holds back a grimace, but ultimately, she replies, âItâs Belle. Sorry, is that all? I have to go soon.â She shifts in her chair, no doubt trying to escape the situation, and it dawns on you you might look worse than you feel.Â
âY-yeah, thatâs all. I actually wanted to buy you a drink, maybe. One musician to another. You were amazing.â Your voice holds together for the most part, but it doesnât change her demeanor.Â
âThank you, itâs justâŚâ she hesitates, breathing deep, âwhatever this is, I donât want to get involved. Youâre nice, but I just⌠I canât handle anything else right now.â The discomfort leaves her features as a quiet sadness replaces it. Youâre no expert, but even a dunce like you could tell she was tired more than anything else.Â
âNo worries, I respect it. Iâll leave you alone.â Itâs strange how you feel the lightheadedness drifting away and your senses coming back, almost like youâve saved up quite a bit of good karma to ground yourself like this. Debatable, but you still have enough sense in you to offer, âHereâs my number, no hard feelings if you throw it away. I at least wanna buy you some nachos tonight as thanks for that gorgeous song. Good night, Belle,â before paying for them and ultimately heading for the door, above all trying in vain to forget about her.Â
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Itâs familiar in two ways, being hungover at noon, sitting in a restaurant too fancy for what youâd ever typically be found dead in. On one hand, it reminds you of one of the best days of your lifeâyour beloved sat across from you in a simple floral sundress while you shared a brunch of French toast and orange juice.Â
âThanks for coming out,â Belle said in a tiny voice, âI'm sorry about last night. I want to get to know you better.â She offers you a pancake, and once you accept she deposits it onto your plate, followed by a just-right helping of maple syrup.Â
You try to avoid sounding humble, but thereâs no other way to put it. âThere's not much to know, really. I just came here on a whim. Needed to get away from it all, broaden my horizons. Us singers just gotta, you know? If I didn't, I'd never have found you.âÂ
âI hear you. I'm here to take a step back too. Things became too much to handle recently,â she relates as she takes careful bites of her cereal. For the first time since last night, you see each other's eyes, and a kindred spirit in you pulls on your heartstrings. It's an unspoken pain that's anything but obvious, and yet you see it in each other as clear as day.Â
âFucking exes, right?â the pair of you say in unison. A hearty laugh escapes both of you, and afterwards the pancakes slide down a bit easier.Â
Belle calms herself first, âSo you get how I was last night. I'm sorry, none of it was your fault.â You offer her a napkin and pour her another cup of ginseng tea, which she sips with an ethereal sort of grace once she finishes talking.
âOf course. I'm sorry too,â you sigh, picking at your scrambled eggs, âbut at least we're recovering. I'm actually itching to write a new song once my hangover clears.â
âMe too, itâs just so freeing to let my feelings out onto songs. Plus all it costs is a pen and paperâmuch cheaper than therapy,â she agrees.
On the other handâŚ
~~~
âBlue palm trees?â she giggles. âWhat does that mean?â
The waves lap idly at your feet, scattering sand over your toes and hers. The calming ocean breeze washes over the both of you and weakly ruffles the paper she easily holds.
âIt's called a hook, Belle. It captures the audience's attention, you should know this shitâ you jab, drawing out more of her laughter. âJust let me be, okay? I'm the one with the pencil.â
She settles again, âOkay, okay, fine,â and sits back up straight. Another wave washes the sand away from the tops of your feet, dragging them back to the depths of the sea. In a split-second of feeling the grains slide off your skin and away with the water, you feel deep inside that maybe it'll be easier to walk again.Â
âYou know,â she starts gently, âthis isn't too bad. I came here determined to grow stronger, but I don't feel any differentâjust more of what I was before. And weirdlyâŚâ Belle pauses, taking a short glance at you, meeting your eyes.
You can't help it; she's just that beautiful. The orange-tinted sunset behind her offers her a halo of warmth and sincerity, and it captivates your whole being to be able to spend a moment like this again, when the world is just right, especially with her. The waterline reaches up to your soles once more, tickling the both of you and sprinkling new grains between your toes before drawing back and taking the old away.Â
â... Weirdly,â you continue for her, âI'm okay with that.â Your eyes never leave hers, and she stays, too. It takes a moment of serenity for you to finally let yourself think that this might be something more, that maybe it wouldnât be the end of the world to stay with a girl like her.Â
It takes a moment of serenity for you, but it seems like forever in an instant. Memories rush back like the ocean soaks the shoreline, swapping old sand with new, but you could never, can never, tell the difference. It's the same grains washing your feet, slipping between your toes, embedding themselves in your life so well that random moments like this bring you to the past when you least expect it. It reminds you of a history you'd give anything to forget: walking on a beach like this with a girl you thought you'd spend the rest of your life withâto an extent, you still do. How could you fuck up with a girl like that?
~~~
It's the worst gamble the both of you could take, and deep inside you knew there was no winning this. You felt it in your bones, from the beach to the elevator up until before you burst through her door with her, but the feeling is gone now, and for sure itâs gone for her too. Â
âMmm, just like that,â she whispers straight into your ear. You swear youâve never tasted anything as sweet as the sweat on her neck, so much so that you never want your lips to leave her. She pulls you closer as if she could, maybe only decreasingly aware that her back was up against the wall and that even grains of sand couldnât breathe in the space between you two.Â
It takes no time at all, and you find yourself laid back and vulnerable on her mattress. Belle towers over you, straddling to keep you in place, as if youâd go anywhere. In a flash her shirt leaves her, then her shorts, and finally her underwear haphazardly thrown to the floor. Your own clothes follow even less ceremoniously, letting nothing get in the way of the woman of your dreams.Â
âFuck, thatâs goodâŚâ she says as she lowers herself onto your length. You relish in the feeling of sliding into her, pushing her walls apart all the while lewd confessions spill from her lips. Your hands find her hips and you grip her tight, guiding her up and down as she bounces on your cock, âYouâre so fucking tight, BelleâŚâ while she places her hands on your chest to support herself as she takes you inside her over and over again, âI canât get enough of you⌠I need you so badâŚâ losing yourself in her love.Â
Itâs the simplest thing to grab her wrists like this, to throw her onto the bed and fuck her yourself. She hits the mattress with a quiet thud, and without even a moment of respite you force everything into her again.Â
âGnnhhh, shit, itâs so good, youâre so goodâŚâ she gasps and grunts with every thrust like it knocks the air out of her each time. The bed creaks under the two of you: she tries to pull you close again, so you indulge her and meet her where she is to kiss. Amidst your tongues dancing in each otherâs mouths, she moans like her life depends on it, âYes, yes, oh my god, yesââÂ
Itâs the easiest thing to get lost in a girl like her. Sheâs perfect in every way you can think ofâa smile to die for, a heart to protect, a body to worship. Each moment you bottom out in her, a spark goes off between your lips and hers, and it only pulls you in deeper, pulls you away farther from where you are. Thereâs nothing else to think about when youâre with a girl like this except her name and the way her body feels on yours. Itâs so dreadfully incessant, unceasing in your head, that you thank your lucky stars youâre able to hold back most of your moans: Yuna, Yuna, Yuna, âYunaâŚâ
~~~
The sun blazes through the window and straight onto your eyelids, jolting you awake. The bed creaks as you bounce slightly on the mattress, your mind rushing to find your bearings, when right beside you, Belle stirs but then promptly falls back asleep.Â
A grave sense of guilt overtakes you, clawing from the pit of your stomach all the way up to the back of your throat. There's nothing to say to her, nothing to do, and you know it. How could you fuck up with a girl like this?Â
Your phone's alarm rings on a far-off table. Rush over to it, careful but quick so Belle doesn't wake. You knock over an ottoman in the process, but you're able to turn it off in time. Then it hits you: your flight leaves in a couple hours. There's no more time to thinkâgather your clothes and rush back to your own hotel.Â
âHour and a half,â you think, âmore than enough time to repack and go.â Your door crashes open and you heave your suitcase onto the bed, haphazardly throwing everything you own back into it. The zipper disagrees with you for a moment until you finally bend it to your will, albeit threatening its life in the process.
The cabbie drives as fast as he can legally go for you, apparently already knowing the protocol, and people and buildings whizz past in a giant blur. He drops you off soon enough, and with only minutes to spare and the gate calling you over the intercom, you board your plane. The cold of the seat comforts you and calms your nerves, and once the hurried energy leaves your body, all that's left is fatigue that demands to be addressed.Â
You scarcely notice the window beside you beyond pulling it shut. The cushions aren't as comfy as your bedding from the night before, but you can't attempt to complain in a state like this. You don't even feel your train of thought slipping awayâŚ
~~~
Youâve put it off long enough, the anxiety rending the lining of your stomach. In between your own calls and texts to Yuna you find yourself on the receiving end of the restlessness of your endlessly repeating ringtone and text notifications. You wait another few seconds to make sure sheâs done, even tossing your phone onto your old bed to fetch a glass of water, before picking it back up and seeing the same number of messages. It's time.Â
hey, where'd you go? Belle, 8:46 AM
it's a nice song, I'll send it over in a bit. call me? Belle, 8:50 AM
I'm at the restaurant again lol come on over Belle, 9:02 AM
you're really gonna make me miss you huh? hahaha Belle, 9:33 AM
*2 missed calls*
this isn't funny. pick up Belle, 10:14 AM
*2 missed calls*
you're serious? so last night was nothing to you? Belle, 11:15 AM
*1 missed call*
wow, what a fucking piece of shit you are Belle, 11:17 AM
*4 missed calls*
is it something i said? Belle, 2:46 PM
let's just talk Belle, 3:30 PM
*2 missed calls*
just tell me what I did wrong please, I told you I can't handle this Belle, 3:37 PM
*8 missed calls*
don't do this to me Belle, 5:47 PM
*1 missed call*
fine asshole i donât need you and fuck your song. Belle, 7:15 PM
donât ever call me. Belle, 8:40 PM
The screen dims under your command. Your phone flies off into the folds of your bed once more, granting you your last moment of control. Belle finally stopped, and Yuna never made herself heard. At least one of you moved on.
You stand in your cold, empty bedroom, in the same dingy apartment you tried leaving behind. The same torn-up pages are scattered across the floor, the same stains on the carpet are there to step around, the same picture framed flipped down to hide the old photograph inside like grains of sand getting swept back up to you no matter how hard you try washing them away.
âIt's another bottle tonight,â you decide in no time at all. Pull a cold one from the fridge, ignore the other bottles strewn across the room, take a seat at your desk. The lamp buzzes to life, and another sheet finds itself under your pen.Â
They never meet.Â
~~~
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Like We Were In Paris II
kwon ji-yong x american pop star!reader
part one
summary: you and ji-yong have been dating for a couple years, and youâve kept under the radar this entire time. after the gala de pièces juanes, you two attend the chanel spring-summer 2025 haute contour show. however, the two of you are starting to get tired of keeping your relationship a secret.
warnings: not proofread AT ALL! iâm way too lazy for that, sorry. celeb!reader, implied age gap (reader is mid-twenties), lots of fluff, lil bit of angst, use of y/n, i still donât know how to use this app i feel like an elderly man using a cell phone.
word count: 4.9K
natâs notes: hey yâall! i came back for part two AS PROMISED! this was actually very hard for me to write as i kept changing my mind about how i wanted this to go. so im sorry in advance if its not all that great LMAO. i do wanna write a lil more about american pop star reader & jiyong, maybe iâll do some sort of head canons about them, or some stuff about their relationship early on. iâm not sure. i also tagged the people who asked to be & i will try to keep tagging people in the future (if they wanna be). anywhore, i hope that you guys enjoy this, if you donâtâŚsorry<3 toodles!
tag list: @infinetlyforgotten @petersasteria
After the successful Gala Des Pièces Jaunes event, you had spent the next couple days in dressing rooms. You had been invited to Chanelâs Spring-Summer 2025 Haute Couture Show. You said yes, of course, having an affinity for fashion, and never turning down the chance to be near your long-term boyfriend. You and Ji-yong had been to a couple of the same fashion shows before. It was always easy to slip by with nobody noticing your connection. Oftentimes, you two were not seated remotely near each other and are far too busy with the peers around you to sneak away.Â
But this last week felt particularly more difficult. Unlike in America or South Korea, where you knew the paparazzi and knew very well how to remain under the radar, the Paris press was more complicated. You and Ji-yong had to weave your way around in more secrecy than ever. Every method you could imagine. Some instances, the two of you would sneak through a back door and slide into cars to avoid the cameras. Other instances, the two of you would make separate nonchalant appearances. Ji-yong would leave the hotel first, shy and polite as he waved and greeted the people around him as heâd slip into a car and drive off to his next location. You, wearing designer clothes and sunglasses as you walked out with a big smile and a more confident approach. Youâd get in your own car, sliding into the back with your security with a huff. Within moments, youâd open your phone to shoot a text to your lover.Â
Y/N
i didnt get to say it before you left, but you look handsome today<3
You knew itâd only be a moment before he responded.Â
Ji<3
Thank you, Aein, you look beautiful!
You and Ji-yong hated that you couldnât spend this Paris trip together more. After all, you two had all of the same events, same meetings, same friends to visit, and yet you couldnât be by his side at any of it, not in public. Part of you didnât mind, used to the routine, but part of you was starting to grow tired. It wasnât like two years ago, when you first started dating. At that time, Ji-yong was still on hiatus, you were working on your fourth album, and everything had to be a secret. Secret vacations, secret visits, secret dinner dates where the two of you wore silly disguises. You were good sports, making a game out of it and playing ridiculous characters to see who cracked first. But that was two years ago. He was back in the spotlight again, you had released your fifth album a few weeks ago, he was releasing his own work. You two were confident in your relationship, everyone was. What was holding you back?
There was no black and white answer. On one hand, now was the perfect time to announce to the world that their rumors of you dating a random Hollywood actor were all false. On the other hand, were you so willing to give up that last piece of privacy you did have? You werenât worried about the hate on either side, despite knowing how fans often get if they donât approve of their favorite celebrities' relationship.Â
You had been in a public relationship way before Ji-yong. It was years ago, back when you were still new to the world of fame and glamour. Every corner you turned, the cameras flashing, the wave of hate youâd received, the amount of gossip around every song you released being about them or not, their interviews for their movies always being about you. Your careers had been forced to blend due to the way people reacted. The world had taken your last relationship by storm and had seemingly strangled it with their love and adoration. The lack of privacy, individuality, and respect for the two of you had been what led to you and your last partners split. It took the two of you years before the media finally stopped associating everything either of you did together. So, understandably, part of you was worried about that happening again.
You thought about all of this as you and Ji-yong were getting ready for the day. You both had things to attend to, tomorrow being the fashion show. One last fitting, one last meeting with your teams. You were styling your hair as Ji-yong had finished getting dressed, the agreement for him to leave the hotel first still agreed on. He looked at you, and you could see the way his eyes softened as he observed your eyes. He knew everything about you, down to the way your face looked when you were deep in thought, perhaps about to drown yourself with your ability to overthink.
âAre you okay, love?â He asked, speaking in Korean first as he approached. You didnât say anything, busy running your fingers through your hair as he quietly stepped next to you. He met your eyes in the mirror, his lips curling. âThere she is.â You blushed at his words, putting your hands down as you finally turned your body to face him. âWhatâs going on in that beautiful head of yours?â He asks, reaching up to adjust your hair framing your face.
You didnât know where to start. You and Ji-yong had talked about this a million times before. You two had always agreed to keep things the way they are. You werenât sure if he was ready to change that. As he watched you get lost in your thoughts again, he tilted his head to meet your gaze. Your eyes were glossy, not all there as you already started mapping out every way the conversation could go, preparing yourself for every out come.
âJagiya, youâre worrying me,âÂ
You blink. It takes you a second to come back to the present, taking a deep breath as you try to explain the heavy complicated feelings in your heart. âIâve been thinking, through this whole trip,â You subconsciously reach for his hands, looking for comfort and something to anchor you down. He lets you, his thumb running along your skin in soothing patterns. âI donât know how much longer I want to keep us a secret.â You blurt, staring at your connected hands rather than his eyes. You were too worried about what you might find.Â
Thereâs a beat of silence. Then another. Your heart twists in anxiety, but you donât dare to look up. Ji-yongâs breathing changes, only the slightest bit, but you notice. He stops his thumb from tracing its delicate patterns, instead letting it tap against your skin. You feel guilty. You both had so much to do today, this conversation could have waited til tonight, after the show tomorrow, or at just about any other time. You werenât sure, but you knew this wasnât it.
Ji-yong adjusts his posture, pulling one hand away from yours, only to bring it to your face. With the gentlest touch, he lifts your head so you finally see his eyes. Theyâre not angry, or frustrated, or even remotely annoyed. Instead, theyâre as soft and warm as theyâd always been, making your heart flutter the slightest bit. To be honest, Ji-yong had thought about this too. Heâd admitted before that going public worried him. He was a celebrity, and that immediately brings its own multitudes of hardships. He knew that heâd keep any and all relationships a secret, unless the person he was with said otherwise. You had come into his life, unexpectedly, and changed his entire world in the best ways he could imagine. And here you were, the person he knew was the love of his life, staring back at him with sadness because of that very sentiment.Â
Heâd be lying if he said he hadnât been feeling it too. He wanted to hold your hand down the streets of Paris, the two of you pointing out different things you loved about it, sharing kisses under streetlights. That night at the Gala, he had wanted to kiss you as soon as he was off the stage. And when you were finished performing? He wanted to part the crowd and sweep you into his arms, like he did at your own tours. But heâd been worried, worried about what people might say to you or about you. He knew how harsh they got. He knew you could handle it, but that didnât mean he wanted to put you in that position unless you were ready.
His hand, which caresses your face with a certain level of sincerity you only ever felt from him, was soft and moved gently. He smiled, a soft gentle one that made you feel more at ease as you realized he wasnât mad at you in any way. âIt hasnât been easy, has it?â He asks you, raising a brow. You only shake your head, lips pursed into a line. He studies your features like youâre a work of art (cause you are). âI miss every second Iâm not with you. All I can think about is where you might be. If youâre smiling. If youâre anxious. If youâre laughing. If youâre thinking about me, too.â He leans in close, pressing a kiss to your temple. âAnd then you text me, and all I can think about is how lucky I am to be with you, and how mad I am that youâre not next to me.â You nod in understanding. Youâd always felt that way about him, to the point it made your heart clench.
âI love you,â
âI love you more.â
Youâre blushing wildly as he kisses your lips softly. Your feelings for him being translated into simple intimate touches. Youâd never experienced something like Ji-yong before. You never wanted to let that go.
When he pulls away, heâs reaching for your jacket hanging off the back of a chair. You smile at him, memorizing his face like youâd done a million times before. You slide your arms into the jacket, letting your boyfriend adjust your outfit slightly. He focuses on your hair, bringing it out form under it and framing your face. Everytime his fingers brush your skin it leaves faint tingles in their wake.
âWhy donât we talk to everyone when we get home?â He suggests, looking back at you. Your eyes widen. You search his expression. âIf youâre positive, then Iâm with you.âÂ
You smiled wide. You couldnât help it. âIâve never been so sure of anything.â Your arms wrap around his neck, and he laughs softly as you start to kiss all over his face. âI want nothing more than to scream about how Iâm dating G-Dragon.â He rolls his eyes playfully, still not used to you using his stage name after all this time.Â
The rest of your days went smoothly. Both of you finishing up with your work, having dinner with friends, coming back to the hotel room to spend every possible moment together. Soft laughter as you each told stories from your pasts (many youâve already told), legs tangled together under the sheets of your bed. Small intimate touches. Fingers tracing shapes on skin. Gentle kisses. Messy hair. If possible, your eyes were certainly heart shaped every moment you looked at him.
It was hard to hide it, even now, as you sit at the Chanel show. Both of you had arrived at different times, wearing extravagant outfits. You could feel his eyes on you as you posed for the cameras. He tried to keep his composure when he knew you were near by as he did interviews. Luckily for both of you, youâve had years of practice. You held your head high with confidence, switching your energy from your usual softer self to the person you were on stage. Americaâs pop star. Americaâs princess. The way you posed yourself elegantly, batting your full lashes and gave your most sultry looks. How was Ji-yong supposed to not look? You were sitting in your seat, looking down at your phone as a text popped up.
Ji<3
Youâre the most beautiful one here
You looked across the runway, your heart skipping a beat. He was already looking at you, a knowing shy smile on his face as he kept his phone in his hand. You smiled back at him, looking back at your phone.
Y/N
Says you<3 I love you
You put your phone in your lap, looking around some more. You felt lucky you had been to so many events, most of these people you already knew one way or another. It made small talk with the people next to you flow easily. Every now and again, youâd sneak a glance at your boyfriend, who was always staring at you like you were the show itself. It was hard to hide your blushed face, keep your voice from pitching when you talked to the other celebrities, and nearly impossible not to stare right back at him.
The show itself seemed to pass by with ease. You watched thoughtfully at every piece, making mental notes of things you particularly liked and wanted to mention to your assistant later. Youâd lean over to your new friend of the night, whispering about different pieces and sharing your thoughts. You could see Ji-yong completely focused on the show, his eyes studying every model with intrigue. It was clear every piece that came out was being calculated into various looks. If he thought of something that worked, heâd raise his phone and take a quick photo. You smiled every time, excited to hear what he was thinking of later.
As the show came to an end, you were talking with your team as you felt someone graze past you. You looked up to see your familiar boyfriend, smiling at you fondly. You knew there were cameras everywhere, one minor slip leading to a whirlwind of chaos and news articles. The anxiety in your chest felt tight, but you kept your cool, straightening your posture and giving him a smile.
Ji-yong looked around, as if silently piecing together something. You followed his gaze, trying to see exactly what he was looking at. To you, there was nothing particularly interesting one way or another. Some fellow stars were talking, being interviewed, or just admiring the scene. Photographers were taking photos of guests, journalists asking people various questions. To you, it looked like every other fashion show even youâd been to. To Ji-yong, it looked like an opportunity.Â
There were no words shared. His hand clasped around yours, and without thinking your fingers tightened around his. You blinked in surprise, looking ahead as Ji-yong started pulling you through the sea of people. You were wide-eyed as you looked around. Your teams hadnât noticed you disappearing, but you knew that wouldnât last long. But Ji-yong moved with purpose, walking through like this wasnât strange or something other people should take a second glance at. You tried to mimic his confidence, but the butterflies in your stomach refused to simmer down.
In a quiet corner away from the cameras and the wandering eyes, Ji-yong finally came to a stop. You looked at him with a surprised expression. Your lipstick-painted lips parted slightly as you watched him look at you. He adjusted the tie around his neck, something heâd been doing the entire day. You looked behind you, worried who was watching, but a hand wrapping around your waist caught your attention.
His lips pressed against yours. Soft, passionate, and urgent. You squeaked in surprised against him, your hands landing on his chest as he pulled you further into the corner. Hidden away from your peers, from your teams, and from the layers of paparazzi. Your hands clutched tighter onto his jacket. His hands, which traced your body slowly, slowly lifted to grab your face with the most gentle touch. As he pulled away, you could only blink at him with big doe eyes.
âI couldnât stand there and act like you werenât the most beautiful thing here.â He whispers.Â
The words caused your heart to do flips against your ribcage. His touch seemingly brought you back to earth, his thumb gently brushing against your cheekbone. âSays you, Monsieur G-Dragon,â You tease as you run your hands over the jacket again. This time, heâs the one trying to hide the way his cheeks blush. You looked at the bow tie with the flower on it, tilting your head as you reached up, slowly maneuvering the flower off. He looks down, blinking at it as you hold the flower in your hand, âIs that better?â
He reaches up, adjusting the tie again, and smiling softly. âYes. Thank you.â He says finally. âHow are you?â
âOh, you know, the usualâ You sigh dramatically, shrugging your shoulders. Ji-yong chuckles, nodding in understanding. âGot whisked away by a hot guy, canât complain.â
Ji-yong raises a brow in amusement. âIs that what happened?â He asks. You look around. âWhat else would you call this?â
He steps closer, looking up in thought as he lets his arms wrap around your waist. His lips in a line as he tilts his head slightly. He narrows his eyes at you playfully. He didnât have an answer. He rather liked the idea of whisking you away from the public eye. He did it often, though usually it was more hidden than this. You leaned into his touch, a natural instinct. The rest of the world seemed to drift away, even in moments like this. Only you and Ji-yong existed. Life was better with him. He knew you like the back of his hand. He knew how to make you laugh, how to calm your nerves, how to soothe your cries. He knew your favorite snacks, your order at your favorite coffee shop, and your favorite movies. The same could be said for you. You knew how to quiet his overwhelming thoughts, how to make him smile in stressful moments. You knew his favorite songs to play in the car. His favorite jewelry pieces to wear. You had his tells of when he was anxious or upset burned into your brain. And when one of you were around the other, everybody else melted into the background. Your love trumping anything else.
âWe should probably get back out there,â You whisper. He hums in agreement, but neither of you make any move to leave. You lean closer into him, your head resting on his chest as his chin rested on top of your head. You knew it wouldnât be long until the two of you were together again; a few hours at most. Lately, those hours felt like decades.
Ji-yong gave you another squeeze. âYou go out first, jagiya,â He whispers. You pull away from his embrace, staring up at him. The way your glossy eyes sparkled up at him. It was like he could see every ounce of love for him you had, pouring out of you. He framed your face in his hands, kissing you softly. âI love you.â
âI love you,â You whispered against his lips. Reluctantly, you pulled away from his touch, looking back at him again as you walked away. He only smiled softly. Your heart yearned to stay in that corner with him forever, until your managers found you and ripped the two of you apart. You chewed the inside of your cheek, turning away from him completely as you looked for any sign of your team.
In the dark of your hotel room, you and Ji-yong were a tangled mess of bedsheets and limbs. The rest of the event blew by, you making some lame excuse to your team that you had gone to the bathroom, and Ji-yong telling his team that he was looking at some of the pieces again. You ended up having a romantic dinner together, talking about the event and the people you ran into. A quiet night with glasses of champagne and flirtatious glances.
But now, as the two of you were sleeping peacefully in your quiet room, your phones began to buzz. A violent series of notifications flooding both of your phones. You begin to stir first, rolling over slowly, pulling Ji-yongs arms off of you as you reached for your cellphone. A series of calls, texts, emails, all from your manager, publicist, assistant, even friends of yours. You blinked a few times, your eyes squinting at the bright screen as you opened up a text from your closest friend. A news article.
Unexpected Couple! Musician Y/N L/N Seen With K-Pop Idol G-Dragon at Chanel Fashion Show
You felt your heart plummet into your stomach. No, no, no. You had been so careful for so long. You scroll, your breath escaping you as you look at a photo of you and Ji-yong. His hands on your face, his lips on yours. Another photo of you looking up at him like he was the most beautiful thing youâd ever seen (he was, to be fair). For a moment, you just stared blankly. Your thoughts struggle to catch up as your body seems to react for you. Nausea came over you. The room suddenly felt too small. The words on the screen burned into your eyes.
You looked at the top of your phone, seeing another phone call from your manager coming in. You ignore it, reaching over to your boyfriend and shaking him. âJi?â You whisper. When he doesnât immediately respond, your eyes begin to water. The anxiety, the fear, the stress catching up to you. It crawls up your spine like some sort of ugly clawed fingers reaching for your throat. You shake him again, a little more harsh as you croak. âJi-yong.â
His eyes shot open. He flinches awake, looking around the room in a momentary panic before looking at you. First, he relaxes, realizing itâs just you. Then, his tired eyes take in yours. The tears threatening to spill over, your shaking frame, your heavy breathing. He sits up now, looking you over in concern. âAeinâŚ? Whatâs wrong?â As he wakes up, he hears his phone. He turns to look at it, but the whimper from your lips stops him. Slowly, you hand your phone over. Ji-yong looks at you in confusion, but takes it and looks down.
Oh.Â
Oh.
What was once a comforting silence now felt cold. The incessant vibrations of his phone on the nightstand made your ears ring. You crawled out of bed, wearing one of Ji-yongâs shirts as pajamas. You paced the carpeted floor, running your hands through your hair. Ji-yong remained silent. He read the article. Then he reread it. Then he read it again. He looked at the photos over and over. The title. The numerous texts you were getting. For a moment, he didnât know how to react. He sat in the bed, dumbstruck.Â
On one hand, part of him wanted to be relieved. The secret was out, and there was no reason to hide his love for you anymore. But this wasnât how it was supposed to go. It was supposed to be on your terms. Organized by your teams. Some staged paparazzi sighting, or maybe a hard launch on your social medias. He wasnât sure. The two of you never discussed it that far. Now there was no choice. All because heâd dragged you into his embrace in secret. A selfish moment, now on the cover of multiple articles.
Slowly, he put your phone down, putting it on silent before reaching for his own. He winced at the number of texts he was getting, reaching triple digits. He even saw texts from Taeyang and Daesung, two of the few people who knew about your relationship. But he didnât answer anyone, turning his own phone off so he could set his attention on your pacing figure. âJagiya,â He pulls himself out of bed, approaching you with soft eyes. You keep pacing, shaking your head as you try to sort your racing thoughts. âJagiya, look at me,â He reaches for your hands, pulling you to face him completely. His heart ached as he saw the tears rolling down your cheeks. Your eyes wide with fear and worry. You wanted to go public. But not like this. Youâd done so well at keeping your life private, and now it felt like it had been stripped away from you before you could even do it yourself. âIâm so sorry,âÂ
His words caught you off guard. Thereâs a heartbeat of silence as you look at him. Your brows crinkle together as you look at him. His sad, anxious expression as he guiltily looks away. âWhat?â You whisper, a moment of clarity through your emotional storm.
Ji-yong swallows, looking around the room as he holds your hands tightly. Your touch being the only thing grounding him to this moment. âIf we hadnât, if I hadnât pulled you away, they wouldnât have seen anything.â He explains. Your eyes dance over his face as you let what heâs saying register. You shake your head. âJi,â You coo, reaching forward to push his mint hair out of his face. He looks at you, eyes sad and guilty. âItâs not your fault. We knew that there was a risk. Since day one.â You remind him. You were right. Since you started dating two years ago, there was always the possibility the media would find out about the two of you. Both of you are major stars, with public lives (to some degree). âI just, I canât believe it got leaked at a Chanel show.â
Ji-yong is quiet for a moment, looking over at you. âThe photos are cute.â He says. You look at him in surprise. You think about the photos, how oddly scenic they were, how the photographer had captured a genuinely sweet and beautiful moment. You couldnât help but laugh, wiping at your tears. Ji-yong cracks a smile, though the worry in his eyes still evident. Not worried for himself, no, but worry for you.
âOur managers are going to kill us.â You say, your voice weak from crying and still being tired. Ji-yong nods his head. âWhat are we going to do?â
He looks at you, tilting his head slightly in curiosity. âWhat do you want to do?â He asks you. Naturally, the two of you drift towards each other. Your arms wrap around each others frames, Your face tucked into his neck as you close your eyes. His grip on you tight, still gentle, and protective. His fingers rake through your hair as he waits. No rush for you to answer. No rush to figure out the rest of the world. He lets you simmer in his touch, your mind still racing.Â
You clutch onto him, not moving away from him as you start to talk. âI want you. Thatâs it. I want to be able to be with you. Iâm not ashamed of being with you, Ji. Iâm proud. So proud of you, being with you. I love you.â You feel his arms tighten around you. Slowly, you lift your head and look into his eyes. Now, they were glassy.Â
Ji-yong blinks away the pending tears as he sniffles. âYouâre the love of my life, Y/N,â He whispers, reaching up to push your hair out of your face. You lean into his touch. âI will never be afraid to say that.âÂ
You lean closer, kissing him softly. Your heart still pounding against your chest, your mind still a storm of fear and worry for what wrath youâd face from the media, but it didnât matter. Not in the long run. You had Ji-yong. You loved Ji-yong more than you could ever explain to him or anyone else. And you knew that the two of you would figure it out together. Youâd figure out everything together.
âAre you ready?â He asks you, looking at your phones on the bed. This was it. No more secret rendezvous. No more sneaking around. No more lying in interviews about your relationship status. Everybody knows now. There was no hiding from it now.
You smile at him, your eyes sparkling in the way he loved. You nod your head. âIâm ready,â You assure him.
And by the time the two of you would be leaving Paris, on your way back to Seoul, the entire world knew the secret youâd been keeping to yourselves. And in the early morning as you rushed out of your hotel with your security guards, you two didnât hide from the paparazzi. Ji-yong walked with you, hand-in-hand, as you walked towards your car. The shouts of fans and cameras catch your attention. You smile and wave, blushing wildly as you realize this was real.Â
Ji-yong stands up straighter, his hand tightening in yours as he pulls you close. His hand releases yours, only to wrap around your waist tightly as he leads you forward. Ji-yong opens the door for you, despite the security guard reaching for it. Fans scream in awe, and you lean over quickly to press a kiss on his cheek. A weight you didnât know was there, suddenly lifted. You beamed as Ji-yong slid into the seat next to you. His expression matched yours. Filled with love, excitement, a certain fondness and admiration. âAu revoir, Paris,â Ji-yong muttered as the car started to move. You giggled, leaning into him as you looked around the streets.
âTaeyang and Daesung will never let us hear the end of this.â You muttered, playing with Ji-yong's fingers absentmindedly. A gentle groan comes from Ji-yong, causing you to laugh again. An infinite amount of teasing and playful jokes awaited the two of you back home. Along with a million questions from friends, coworkers, the media, and who knows who else. But you were okay with that. It hadnât been completely on your terms, but it was yours. Ji-yong was yours.
And if nothing else, it made your stories about Paris far more entertaining.
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what i learned during my reflection periodâ.ŕłŕż*:シđ§đ˝ââď¸đ
as you may or may not have noticed, i've been hiatus for most of the month now. and i disappeared because of personal reasons, and one of those reasons being that i felt i needed to reflect. here are some things that i've learned and realized during my reflection time.
this is quite personal to me, but i wanted to kind of have a heart to heart with you guys and im sure that someone is probably struggling with what i mention in this post so i hope this is comforting...đŹđ
WHY I FELT STUCK IN MY LOA JOURNEY ;
i was literally doing the most and it felt like such a chore at the time. i would force myself to affirm in ways that felt unnatural, i was letting myself get bullied by the 3D, even though i KNOW i dont have to do a thing. i was putting way too much effort in the wrong way.
WHAT'D I DO ABOUT IT ;
i took a step back and RELAXED. i did what felt natural again and enjoyed manifesting again and because of that i've had success story after success story...đŹđ
DOING A SELF AUDIT ;
i wanted to take a second and expose toxic behaviors and patterns that i noticed i exhibit and that have started to affect not only my physical but my mental in a very very negative way.
i'd been struggling with regulating my emotions and managing them so i was a walking ball of stress đ. a beautiful ball of stress but stress nonetheless. i just felt so stuck.
WHAT'D I DO ABOUT IT ;
i went through the motions and after having a total meltdown and doing a bit of journalling i released everything, giving myself a completely clean slate once more.
i did a bit of a refresh and did miscellaneous things to make myself feel like im starting again. things like self concept work, changing the theme of my phone, taking an everything shower + bubble bath, having a pinterest makeover and getting a trim on my hair.
i forced myself to drink more water, and go for long walks not only to get some sunlight but to get my heart pumping and push myself out of the depressive rot that i had been in for months internally, but had pushed itself out as soon as summer started.
THE DEATH OF A SITUATIONSHIP ;
i got really attached to this boy đ but he was such a piece of work. like he did that hot and cold shit, but i rly rly liked him so i ignored the obvious red flags. but i got to a point where i just felt used and embarrassed. upon further reflection i think i didn't wanna let him go because he was so fine đ, like 6'5 muscular kind of fine.
no matter how handsome a guy is if he has an ugly personality or if he just treats u badly then hes not fine at all...đŹđ
WHAT'D I DO ABOUT IT ;
i went no contact. thats like the easiest way to get over someone i think lol. i went no contact and i just manifested better things for myself. like being asked out by a bunch of guys and wingstop to comfort myself đ§
also i focused on what i got out of the whole thing. i got the redirection that i wanted, PLUS i was filled with inspiration for my song writing.
SONG RECOMMENDATIONS ;
i want war (BUT I NEED PEACE) - kali uchis
eternal sunshine - jhene aiko
let you go - clara la san
needy - ariana grande
AT THE END OF THE DAY ;
i wanted to include this section as a reminder that everyone goes through shit. things happen. its okay to be affected by it and its okay to be sad. the most important thing is to not dwell on it too long. remember that you are not a victim and remember how amazing you are BECAUSE YOU ARE. you are amazing and no matter what happens, regardless of anything your gonna be okay and your gonna be in a much better place, it starts with putting one foot in front of the other...đŹđ (love honey)
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friction | reader (f) x crush!nanami pt.13
pairing: reader (f) x crush!nanami
synopsis: [AU] you have always had a crush on nanami. since the day you were hired as his personal assistant, you've been right at his side combating numbers and making money within the finance department for the company you two worked for. but, things take a turn when nanami catches wind of your feelings, and rejects you. little did he know the weight of his mistake.
warnings: angst, heartbreak, sexual tension, jealousy (future smut)
a/n: we are so back. here is the next part!! we maaaaay or maaay not be close to an end. i am predicting between 18-20 parts total, idk yet so we're going to find out (it could even be less!). once again, thank you all for your patience and still enjoying this series even during my unannounced hiatus due to my ailment. im back and ready to get everyone in their nana feels xo
all parts: pt.1, pt.2, pt.3, pt.4, pt.5, pt.6, pt.7, pt.8, pt.9, pt.10, pt.11, pt.12,
December | Tokyo, Japan | Tuesday
After an event Monday, full of congratulations and praise, you returned to face the work youâve accepted to take on.Â
Takada scheduled a proper meeting with you and Nanami, as he confessed his misapproach in not including Nanami during the promotion consideration. This would include your future training to become an Office Manager, and all the leadership building you would have to do. It was a bit nerve wracking, having the CEO of the company and your boss sitting you down in a room to discuss your new role, but alas, that is what being an adult is about.Â
It was a lot to take in. An influx of emails plagued your inbox, with several including onboarding procedures from HR. A few emails came from Shoko and Geto, offering their support in your transition as well. Many congratulations came from other colleagues, many who youâve never met before. Your nerves were clear in the shaking of your hands, your fingertips reticent to tap another key of your keyboard.Â
You let out a deep breath, attempting to waive the anxiety. You push away the keyboard and sit back in your chair, covering your face with your cold, clammy hands. As you feel your own warm breath press against your face, you are quickly reclaimed back by reality with a tap on the shoulder.Â
âMm?â You look up to see Nanami with a cup in his hand. You point at yourself questionably, receiving a curt nod from the blonde-haired stallion. Your eyes narrowed at the bit of hair that hung at the very center of his hairline while you grabbed the warm, closer to hot, cup. âThank you very much. Is this coffee?âÂ
âHot chocolate,â Nanami hums as he begins to take a seat beside you. This is the first time that he had truly returned to his desk next to yours, as he spent the time in his office during the companyâs client hosting. In his other arm housed a stack of documents, with his briefcase hanging from his hand. âI figured itâd be too cold to get your usual iced coffee, and you donât seem too big of a fan about regular hot coffee.âÂ
âThis is true,â you say simply, not giving him the opportunity of meeting his eyes. You side-eye towards the stack of documents, watching as he begins to compartmentalize the sea of folders. Your thumb flicks at the edge of the lid, smelling the sweet scent of chocolate with melting whipped cream. âOhâ why didnât you ask me to help you move some of your things, Nanami?âÂ
âHm?â He asks. âCan you repeat that?â
âI said, why didnât you ask me to help you bring all that?â You repeat. âYour office is a bit far from here, Nanami. You could have called me over to assist you.âÂ
A shameless, small smile crawls at his lips as he continues to file his things away. He wouldnât know how to describe it, but he was giddy to hear his name, just his name, from your lips. You, on the other hand, could only squint and stare at him curiously before returning to your onboarding documents. Another long sigh leaves your mouth, and you begin to distract yourself by blowing into the little hole of your hot chocolate.Â
Nanami looks over at your monitor (Mr. Nosey) and gives you a sympathetic look, âah, this is the worst part about a promotion. Iâm sorry.âÂ
You look over at him and shake your head, âah, no no, itâs not a big deal. Honestly, itâs the least stressful thing about this whole process.âÂ
âIs there something thatâs stressing you out?â
âYeah,â you say, âmy promotion.âÂ
Nanami emits a quiet chuckle, leaving one folder on his desk before closing the drawer on his lower right. You looked at the folder a bit, it looked rather peculiar. It was lumpy in an uneven way, as the top of the folder was the highest point, and the slope lowered towards the bottom. Whatever he has in there is not my business, you repeat to yourself. After all, nothing has changed. You were still upset with him.Â
âWhatâs so scary about it?â Nanami hums curiously.Â
âIâve always been the one managed,â you begin simply, not one moment needed for thought. âAnd Iâm capable under those circumstances. Iâve never managed anyone before in my life, so how can I have any confidence in something Iâve never done before?âÂ
Nanami turns his chair to you, your eyes quickly need to divert to safety. He was dressed in this navy blue turtleneck, with his usual dark fitted pants. The tight cotton hugged his muscles kindly, you could see the veins of his biceps even. But it was the way those massive thighs were separated, the space between it so grand that your mind might be stuck in the gutter until the end of time. This was a horrible time for such thoughts. You decide to suck it up and look into his hazel eyes. Though still a sight, you felt calm to see his more soft demeanor.Â
âWell, letâs take for example what youâve done since joining this company,â Nanami points out, âyou have managed to start at Legal, then transfer into Sales with perfect ease, and now youâre here in Finance. You have quite the talent to be able to go into these departments, doing work right under the Head of each one.âÂ
âBut it is because of everyone's guidance that Iâm able to perform the way I do,â you say quietly. âHow can I take pride in it if you all are what shaped me into the worker I am?âÂ
Nanami looks at you with a grin, âyou wouldnât have gotten hired if you werenât great, Y/N. Especially being hired by Geto. Iâm accounted for, but Geto is a stickler for good workers.âÂ
You giggle at that, âitâs his way or the highway, huh?âÂ
Nanami turns back to his computer, âyou wish it was a highway. Itâs his way or none.âÂ
You felt your body settle a little more. Despite your feelings towards Nanami at the moment, it felt the way it used to. The dynamic felt just the way it did before everything happened. But there was definitely something different there, something new yet nostalgic. You werenât sure what, but you wanted to keep fighting against his efforts. Your skepticism over his feelings was still quite high, and you didnât want him to convince you that easily.Â
Even if you wanted to give in and have him all to yourself already.Â
âOh, Y/N, I almost forgot,â Nanami begins, his eyes still glued to the screen. âI asked Takada shacho to extend our lunch break to about 2 hours, so I made reservations at that omakase place right outside the office.âÂ
You jumped. â2 hours?âÂ
Nanami doesnât even flinch, âI asked him for extra time so we could discuss the plan regarding your transition as Office Manager. Though, I have no intention to talk about work during our break.âÂ
You halt for a moment, thinking about his words. âNanami, you lied?âÂ
âI⌠stretched the truth,â Nanami hums innocently, âit looked like you might need a bit of a break, so I figured it was the perfect opportunity to take you out of the office for a little.âÂ
Heâs being sweet. You canât let him win, but truthfully, he was being too sweet. Why is he being so damn sweet?
âIâŚâ you begin slowly, taking a sip of the hot chocolate. You felt it warm your throat, coating the nerves in your stomach with its sweet heat. âThank you, Nanami. I appreciate it.âÂ
âOf course,â Nanami says with a short smile. âBesides, I wanted to properly congratulate you. Having breakfast with the rest of them was nice, but as your boss, I owe you a proper celebratory meal.âÂ
You quickly wave your hand at him, âno no, Nanami, itâs me who owes you everything. I would have never gotten promoted without your guidance and praise.âÂ
Nanami pinches the bottom of the folder he left on his desk, and carefully slides it over to you. He then begins to rise from his chair, lifting his arms in the process to stretch. âCould you sort these very quickly? I need to use the bathroom.â And with that, he practically jogs away, disappearing from your sight, and the conversation.Â
You look down at the folder and hesitate, unsure at its lumpy state. But, Nanami would never prank you or make you do anything weird, so what was the worry really? You slide it closer to you, and open it up, revealing 3 camellia flowers. The beautiful pink flowers with white ombre tips opened up so delicately, the floral smell sauntering around you. As you lifted them, you could tell they were picked up this morning. They were still wet and cold from the winter weather.Â
It was strange. You were upset with him, yes, but you also felt your heart like him just a bit more. A smidge. It wasnât some grand gesture, but he went out of his way and bought you flowers. And he also went to get you a hot chocolate, because heâs now catching onto the things you like. And heâs taking you out of the office for a little bit of time because he noticed you were stressed out and wanted to help.Â
He had always been considerate, yes, but this was taken to another level you never could have imagined.Â
The walk over to the restaurant was brief, but brutal. The winds were sharply passing the two of you, bringing your body temperature way down. Although you were no longer sick, you were still a bit sensitive to the cold. You didnât notice it, but Nanami walked ahead of you not just to lead you, but a futile attempt to shield you from the wind.Â
Warmth washed over you from the strong heaters above the entrance of the restaurant. You fix your hair while walking towards the host, whose attention is strictly on Nanami. Which is fair, given the fact that this man was essentially hand-crafted by God himself.Â
You follow right behind as the host (with dismay in her face upon noticing you) guides the two of you towards your area of the sushi bar. It was at the end of the bar, which was nice as it was more secluded and away from the other diners. You begin to remove your winter garments, your hair getting tussled in the process. As you fix your hair, Nanami walks over to your chair and pulls it out for you, waiting for you to take your seat.Â
Flustered, you look down at your feet, âa-ah, thank you, Nanami.âÂ
He nods, watching as you go around to take your seat. But, the chairs were particularly high, similar to a high stool, but with a chair back. And, silly you decided to wear a skirt as you bought new heat tech leggings and wanted to take it for a test run. They kept your legs warm, yes, but now you couldnât get yourself into the seat.Â
Nanami notices your struggle and immediately offers out his hand. âUse the spindles to lift you up. You can use me to keep yourself from falling in the process.âÂ
Shyly, you take his hands and do as he instructed. In moments, you were in the chair, and felt Nanami proceed to push you in. Your cheeks were in heat as you watched Nanami get into his own seat upon undressing his coat and propping it behind him. You quickly distract yourself with the small paper menu placed before you. But your body took your attention once more, as you were getting a little too warm.Â
You decide to take off your cardigan, unbuttoning it slowly before removing it. Nanami looks over curiously, ââm surprised youâre taking that off, considering how cold you usually are.âÂ
âItâs just really hot in here all of a sudden,â you comment, concealing the secondary fact that he was making you flustered. Underneath the cardigan was a skin-tight, long sleeve shirt. You didnât think much of it, but when Nanamiâs eyes trailed down, he quickly snapped his neck around. âThey have the heat on max here, I swear.âÂ
âY-yeah,â Nanami says, clearing his throat. âI feel it as well.â He keeps his words curt, but he struggles to let them out. His mind went places itâs never gone before, and he felt embarrassment shoot at his heart. This feeling was foreign, and he wasnât sure what to do, or how to control it. All he knew was that seeing your dents and curves was a danger to his mind and body.Â
It wasnât that you were reserved or anything. You simply adhered to the dress code expectation. Pencil skirts, professional blouses, and short-heeled shoes. So, it was rare to see you in this nature. And, as Nanami had not worked with you until this year, he has never seen you outside of your work clothes, or noticed you at the holiday parties in the past.Â
âAh, before I forget,â you begin quietly. You place your hands under your thighs, feeling your nerves heighten. âThank you kindly for the camellias⌠theyâre very beautiful.âÂ
Nanami looks over at you, hazel eyes boring into your own, âyouâre very welcome. I was impressed at how they bloomed in this weather.âÂ
You nod, âtheyâre known for being tough, as they can grow and survive in the winter.âÂ
âIâm not good with words,â Nanami begins quietly, his straight face ironic considering his future words, âbut the florist informed me that they are symbolic for adoration. So, I wanted to give you these to express my feelings for you.âÂ
You suddenly begin to choke, taken aback by Nanamiâs abrupt confession. He quickly hails one of the sushi chefs, who quickly runs over with a glass of water. Soothing your throat with the refreshment, you quietly clear your throat a few times until the itch goes away. One of his hands holds you from your elbow, the warm touch of concern making you cough a few more times, just enough for your eyes to water.Â
âAre you alright?â Nanamiâs voice is painted with a bit of worry.Â
You wave your hand at him, ââm fine, please donât worry.âÂ
A moment of silence ensues as you regain yourself. Nanami stares at you, his eyes searching for some sort of approval in your expression. But your face was flush, your eyes darting anywhere else but at Nanami. Concerned, he quickly attempts to take fault, âwas it something I said? I apologize if so.âÂ
You immediately shake your head, still unable to look at him, ân-no, no, itâs not thatâŚ! Actually, youâre⌠much more romantic than I though.âÂ
Nanamiâs cheeks turn rosy, âI⌠am trying my best to understand my feelings and make up for my⌠less-than-ideal confession.âÂ
You finally look over at him, and quickly lament ever being so rude to him. His sincerity was ornate all over his expression, his eyes uncertain but his hands rubbing together anxious, seeking approval, or at the very least, patience. You are Nanamiâs first time feeling whatever he is feeling. Although he was a grown man, you had to understand his circumstance (though self-imposed) raised him this way. What was he but a man trying to navigate love for the first time.Â
Of course, this still didnât earn him leniency points. HoweverâŚÂ
âNanami, you are very romantic for someone who's never been romantic,â you hum warmly. âIâm still not completely convinced but⌠youâre putting up quite the fight for a novice.âÂ
âI didnât think so,â Nanami agreed, bringing his hands to his knees to latch onto them. âBut Iâm not too concerned. I have until the holiday party to convince you, no?âÂ
âCorrect,â you say promptly.Â
Nanami then hails for a chef once more, requesting a bottle of sake for the two of you. âThen I suppose I have nothing to worry about.â There he was. The confident Nanami youâve known for almost a year now. The man who couldnât be shaken, not even by an earthquake. A businessman at his peak.Â
You scoff, your sympathy quickly going out the window, âis that so?âÂ
Nanami nods, his eyes narrowing down at the small, warm pitcher of sake before him. He passes you your choko, and begins to fill it carefully with the sake. After filling his own, he quickly lifts it, prompting you to lift your own. The two of you down it like a shot, with your spin shivering from the alcohol.Â
Nanami lets out a satisfied sigh, âY/N, I will make you mine by the end of the holiday party.â He looks over at you, his hazel eyes holding a sort of conviction you have never seen before. Loose blonde hairs tickle at his forehead, but his expression was warm yet tantalizing. âWhatever it takes, it will happen. Itâs either my way, or my way, no exceptions.âÂ
You cover your mouth with your hand, unable to even reply snappy at his words. But you quickly regain yourself, reminding yourself of his poor confession, followed by his even worse reasons for it. Grabbing the sake, you pour yourself another cup full and press your fingers down against the rim of it. âAnd what do you know about making somebody yours?â You whisper, a dash of attitude in the challenging question.Â
Nanami shrugs, sliding the cup from your hold before downing the drink himself. You scoff from the audacity, but it was⌠a little exciting. The way his lips pressed against the cup where yours previously made its mark. It was like an indirect kiss, but you might be getting ahead of yourself.Â
The always respectful Nanami was currently a bit disrespectfulâ dare you say rebellious. Drinking during a lunch break, stealing your sake. The gull.Â
âI know nothing, youâre absolutely right,â Nanami admits, his voice hoarse from the sake. âBut I do know that you will be my first. So, prepare to give me feedback once I do make you mine.âÂ
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â ď¸ the stalker
sfw, mdni, beta read by @fluffula | tags ;; masc yandere x gn reader â stalking (duh), themes of self deprecation/lack of self worth, erotomania
hii im back from my unannounced hiatus bc i have more time on my hands :] ik vega didnt win the poll but fsr theyre the only one i could get myself to write sooo 𫶠i know im super rusty since I haven't written in ages so sorry if this is a lackluster return fic. it just be like that
vega just wasnât the type of person that people liked. it was a fact, and he was well aware of it.
they were lanky and awkward, unkempt, and often didnât know what to say or do in any given social situation. no one went out of their way to interact with them and vice versa. the few times he ended up around others anyway, he always found himself sidelined by the few people he could refer to as friends â theyâd never be the focus, if they werenât forgotten about entirely.
they werenât anyoneâs first choice. hell, they werenât a second or third choice, either. it was a sad existence that he had accepted long ago â why bother trying to fit in if he wasnât wanted? he was so boring, he wouldnât wanna hang out with himself either, anyway. so every day and every night, they were alone.
then, he met you.
it started so simply. you started working at the same office as them, and they knew off the bat that it was your first time in a place like this. they expected nothing of you â maybe a lukewarm greeting as you passed each other during the workday, but not much more than that. so it surprised them when after your introduction, you rounded their desk and gently asked if they could show you around. maybe it was something about your tone, maybe it was that friendly look in your eye, maybe it was just you as a whole. but something about you just got them. they were out of their chair before they realized it.
they weren't the talkative type, but it didn't matter â you kept asking questions during the entire tour. what was that room for? how long had they been working there? did they like working there? you wanted their attention and they for the life of them couldnât get why. even less so, they didnât understand why they were so ready to give it to you. they couldn't help the way they stuttered out their answers to your questions, nor the way their face flushed after you laughed at the way they responded. but you did have to work, so you withdrew from them eventually to do just that.
well after you departed to your cubicle, you remained on their mind. your voice, the way you laughed, how you looked, it all swirled around in their mind as they sat in their desk. it remained that way the entire day, the following night, and the day after â they couldn't get you off their mind!
you chose him. you chose him, out of everyone else in the office. you were the only person that did that, and it made them feel so seen. so real, so⌠loved? was this what love was? the pounding in their chest and their flushed face would make him believe so. they couldnât wait to see you again. just the thought of you returning the next day and every day after that bloomed butterflies in their tummy.
vegaâs longing for you only grew more and more intense after every passing day. every day you came to work, theyâd be the first to greet you and the last to bid you goodbye. they even changed their days off to match yours â going to work hardly seemed worth it if you werenât there to make the day more bearable. every day they sat at their desk, daydreaming about spending time with you, going home with you, doing all the things they never imagined that theyâd ever do before. and even though they were too awkward to seek you out during the work day, it didnât stop them from staring at you every chance they got.
but after that first day, you paid less and less attention to them. you had work to do, after all, and no matter how hard they yearned for you, it grew harder to get you to notice them and harder for them to watch you. it was excruciating. for the first time in his life, vega wanted to be wanted â by you, specifically. he wanted your attention, your voice, your eyes on them again. but if they couldnât have that, they needed to see you more to make up for it.
the stalking started small at first. occasionally following you when you got up from your desk to give a file to your supervisor or use the restroom, pretending to be distracted should you ever notice them (which you hardly did â they didnât know if that bothered them or not). sometimes he ended his day at the same time yours ended so he could walk out with you, watching you leave from their car before they left themself. and eventually they started to follow you home directly. it was always from a distance. they wouldnât want to frighten you, after all! it was okay as long as you werenât bothered by it, he told himself.
he memorized your routine so he could base his own around it. you went to the store? he was going too. spending the day at the library? he was stalking after you from a different aisle. sometimes theyâd leave little gifts on your doorstep just to see your bewildered reaction. watching you became his favorite pastime â they almost liked it more than talking to you directly. you somehow never noticed them lurking, staring at you from some shady hiding spot, panting and trembling just from the sheer excitement that your existence caused them. were you aware of just how cute you were when you thought no one was watching you? knowing all your bad habits, your mannerisms and all the things you did in private was exhilarating. it was like a secret for just the two of you. and whenever you came into work and talked to him like you usually did, it made him so fucking excited. did you know? maybe you did and you were fine with it. that had to be why you were so nice to them. they loved the idea of you liking their bad behavior.
vega had no plans of confessing to you anytime soon. he had so much fun stalking you, he saw no need to ruin it with his feelings. besides, you liked them back anyway â you had to have, why else would you let him get away with it for so long? he knew you wanted him, and he wanted you in return. all he had to do was wait for you.
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âËâšâĄKinktober Week Two ŕšŕŁ âFace Sitting & Cock Rings
Specifically Nikolai x Reader
Warnings; Cock Rings, face sitting, highly nsfw, overstimulation, descriptions of privates being ate out??, etc etc.
A/n; guys i just dont know what yall want any more literally everything i post is just flopping. But like i said, after new year's im taking a long hiatus, ill still post prolly every once a month but again, i wont post as much anymmore cause i have college stuff and schooling in general.
Saying you were hesitant to do this was an understatement. You were scared, petrified even, the thought of sitting on your lover's face wasn't on your "want to do" list. Oh but of course, this clown knew how to talk you into it. Telling you he'd be find and he nor you would get hurt. Hes so kinda and loving but sorta manipulative at times, never in a bad way of course. So that's what dragged you here, hovering yourself over Nikolai's face, thighs trembling from how long you've contemplated if you truely wanted to do this. The white haired man's arms wrapped around your trembling thighs, pressing soft kisses to your inner thighs. "My dove, cmon. I promise I won't suffocate or anything!" He teased with a smile, pointy teeth edging through as he continues.
"Besides, I think I'd like it if I suffocate by these pretty thighs." He hummed, he was needy, impatient even, not only cause he wanted to taste you but you were slowly strocking his cock which had a cock ring wrapped around tightly. He hated this, he couldn't cum and you won't let him taste you? Insane! He wouldn't have it, so he took matters into his own hands, like they weren't already. Fingers tightly gripping your hips and pulling you down, a gasp escaped you as his mouth met your entrance. The clown's tongue lapping at your sensitive hole like a dog that needed water. Soft cries and moans leaving you as your hips tentivly grind down into his face. Nikolai groaned, lankey digits digging into your plush thighs.
Your back arched up like a cat's, your own hands cupping over your mouth as you stiffiled some moans. Nikolai continues to work your entrance, tongue delving inside, probing your insides as he groaned, hips rolling in the air. This godforsaken cock ring, it literally cursed him. But as soon as your lover felt your hand wrap around his hard and throbbing length, making his breath hitched. His fingers digging into your skin, leaving faint marks from his grip. He could feel you strock him slowly, his hips thrusting a bit in your hand. Fuck this was too much for him he couldn't bare the thought of not being able to release. So why not just tease his beautiful dove? His digits gripping your ass firmly, squeezing each sphere of flesh 'nd meat in his palms. His mouth pulling away, causing you to let out a quiet whine.
"Look at you, my dove, you're so needy for me, hmm?" He couldn't help but chuckle, biting your inner thigh a bit harshly. "Mhmp.. Cmon this isn't fair.. I'll stop teasing." You grumbled with a slight pout of the lip, but you most definitely were lying. Nikolai knew this much but still dipped back in, tongue finding your tight heat once more and lapping at it with soft groans. "My, my you taste delicious, delectable even." He said against you, tongue delving back inside you, feeling your walls squeeze around his tongue. "Ahh~ it feels good.. Mhmp~" You moaned, eyes closing as you roughly grind yourself against Nikolai's face. Your hand found the others cock once again, pumping it in your hand.
"Mhm, my sweet.." The white haired man groaned once more into your skin, eyes closed as he tasted your sweet essence. Precum was already dripping from his member, but he couldn't have that release he craved because of that godforsaken ring that blocked him from 'freedom'. "I think I'm gonna cum." You gasp as your boyfriend's tongue continued to explore your tightness. Pre filling Nikolai's mouth, a growl escaping him at the sweet yet salty flavor. His tongue starting to 'assult' your insides, your entire being jolting, tears bubbling in your eyes as you finally reach your peak. The other's eyes widen a tad as he felt you finally reach peak, your essence all over his tongue as he swallowed it down.
"Amazing, you did absolutely beautiful, my pretty dove." He soothed you through your intense orgasm, helping you off where you pant on his face. "Ha.. That felt good.." You admitted with a faint blush, you fumble a bit, fingers wrapping around the cock ring around Nikolai's erect. Once it was pulled off he quite literally busted. A thick string of ejaculation shooting from his tip as he painted heavily, face mixed with lust and embarrassment. "Ah.. Alright dove let's get this cleaned up.. You did great." He said between quiet pants, rubbing the small of your back.
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can you do something about svt members wearing suits and holding their baby in the carrier infront and going for some event and the reader thinking "is it too soon to be wanting baby #2" 𫢠thank you <333
ps: i took over a MONTH to write this and i still think its not that good, i did not review it and english isnt my first language so im sorry if theres grammar errors, i hope yall like it wc: 3,1 K tw: there's the explanation and then pure filth, overall its basically all sorts of positions, crempie, praise kink in most of them, lmk if i forgot something so i was doing everyone in suits and wanting baby #2 but I started to think it was a bit silly because they all looked the same, so I changed the story for most of them. anyways i hope you still liked it, i made it with a lot of love and i apologize for taking so long
Seungcheol
You and Scoups were a public couple, fans distrusted you for years, you were always openly saying how much you loved seventeen's songs and still always singing Seungcheol's excerpts, and he openly talking about the films you star in without the slightest shame. So when you guys finally came out as a couple, your fanbase wasn't shocked at all.
A few years later as a married couple, after a one-year hiatus, you were seen in public with scoups carrying two little girls, that's how they found out that you had become parents of twin girls.
Years later, now with your daughters a bit older, you were getting ready for an awards ceremony, your burgundy dress matching with scoups tie, your girls' dresses in light pink. You were looking for your earring in every corner of your room when you went down to the living room to ask if your husband was with him, but when you arrived in the living room you saw the most adorable scene ever, Seungcheol trying to fix one of the girls' hairstyle while the another was stuck to his back kissing his cheek.
You can tell you felt your stomach turn at the Scoups' serious look as he tried not to ruin his daughter's hair, while the other looked at her father as if he were the most precious thing in the world.
Scoups was such a wonderful, caring and kind father.
You guys hadn't really brought up the subject of having kids anymore considering all the work you'd put in with both of them at once, but now it's a topic you'll actually talk about after seeing your husband being an extraordinary father.
It was only when you arrived at the awards ceremony that you realized you only had one earring in your ear.
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âHow beautiful my dear wife, you already want to have another babyâ
Seungcheol said pushing his length into you, as he wiped your tears and brushed the hair stuck to your forehead.
âWill you let me fill you up so you can get pregnant again? Do you want to have a big belly carrying my son again?
Jeonghan
You knew you wanted to have another child with Jeonghan as soon as you saw him carrying your newborn son in the hospital, but that's something that absolutely every mother feels so you honestly didn't pay much attention to the feeling. But now, on the exact same date, a year later, you felt the same thing but with an animalistic intensity.
It was your son's first birthday and you decided to have a party with just the child's grandparents. With a maximum of ten balloons scattered around the large room, the grandparents amused by the baby's toothless smile, you decided to grab a candle and a lighter so you could sing personalized congratulations.
returning to the room with a candle and the lighter in your hand it was completely involuntary to rub your legs with emotion after seeing Jeonghan with your son in his arms. They were both wearing matching clothes, they both had the same smile, the same eyes and the same nose, they were like clones. the baby's thin hair was the same tone as yours but he was still a miniature Jeonghan, and seeing him smile so sincerely with his son in his arms made your eyes water a little.
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âJeonghan I want another baby." You admitted once the baby was sleeping in the crib.
âDo you really want another child or do you just want me to fill you?â He said smiling, and after your response in the blink of an eye your situation was completely different.
Your back arched as your ass was in the air and you cried and screamed with your face in the pillow.
âYou asked for it, now you handle it.â Jeonghan said kissing your back.
Joshua
Joshua has always been a very giving person, every sunday going to church to pray for the well-being of others, and at least once a month going to orphanages to care for sick or orphaned children. And it was on one of these trips to the orphanage that you met.
Now years later Joshua continues with the same cherished habit of providing for others, and that's how you discovered that necessarily marrying him and carrying his child in your womb
Joshua was in bed when they called from the orphanage saying that a new child had arrived, as always Joshua shouted from the bed and ran asking if you would go with him to meet the new family member, you obviously said yes, quickly getting ready with him.
When you arrived in place, you ran to the bathroom because you were holding on too tightly to make a good impression on the child. returning to the giant garden looking for an unknown face, who you thought was around 4 or 5 years old, you saw Joshua's back and his arms as if he was waiting for something. Joshua quickly noticed your presence and turned to see you.
The child was definitely no older than 6 months old, Joshua held her with so much care, looked at her with so much care and love that you felt your blood pressure dropping.
Joshua was born to be a father, and you were the only one who hadn't realized that yet.
-
Now you had your legs as close together as possible, squeezing yourself constantly trying to hold in the liquid that would give you a child without letting a drop leak out.
As soon as you got home you admitted your dirty thoughts towards Joshua, who quickly took off your clothes, turned you around and filled you up.
âIf you really want my son, donât let a drop leak.â Joshua said from the kitchen, making you a sandwich while you smiled with completely red cheeks.
Junhui
It was the first time you had been away from your son for more than 10 hours, and Junhui was a wreck. Both had already cried because you missed your baby while he slept peacefully next to you, and now the day of true farewell had arrived.
You were going to a wedding a few hours away, so in case it was to late on the way back, you had already booked a hotel room just in case.
At the moment you were adjusting your heels sitting on the bed, while you saw Hunhui on the baby monitor talking to the adorable baby. you managed to hear a few words like âiâm going to miss you.â or âdonât cry too much in your grandmotherâs ear.â Junhui was already ready with his suit and you, now late, ran to your sonâs room to say goodbye too. but when you arrived at the door, when you saw Junhui's look at the child, you didn't know how to describe whether your heart was tender or swollen.
As expected, it was very late when the wedding ended and you had to sleep at the hotel, you could feel Junhui awake and restless by the way he moved in bed, and it left you with a wonderfull idea.
-
âYou're such a good father." You said, panting on top of Junhui, riding his dick. âSo worried about your son." Now you lay down in the perfect position to whisper in his ear
âLetâs give him a brother so he wonât be so alone, letâs have another child to worry about." You said and I could feel your cock twitching inside your tight, damaged interior
Soonyoung
it was yours daughter's first halloween, and quite obviously, soonyoung dressed her up as a tiger.
Yall had absolutely no party to go to, and honestly you thought the idea of ââgoing door to door with a baby in costume was a bit strange, so you only dressed up for some photos and to have a fun memory about your first halloween as a family.
Soonyoung obviously begs you for the whole family to be tigers, so while you were looking for a shirt of his with a tiger print or some other style of clothing, when you returned to the living room you saw the most heart-warming scene in the world.
Soonyoung was holding the small hands of the child, who was trying to stand, while they were both smiling widely, you couldn't help it and took a photo of the moment, certainly thinking about how beautiful it would look framed on the wall.
Now that your daughter was already asleep, you went to talk to soonyoung about the scene you saw and you were obviously teased about it.
âSince you liked me so much seeing our daughter, letâs have another oneâ
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âYoungggâŚâ You mumbled trying not to make noise so as not to wake the beloved child in the next room
âi also love seeing you with our baby, letâs do one moreâ He pushed his length into you, who groaned at the invasion without warning.
âOhh⌠ââplease soon, letâs have another oneâ
Wonwoo
In fact, wonwoo took the initiative to have another child with you.
Wonwoo has a younger brother and he can definitely say that it is a wonderful thing to have someone to look after and be able to talk to, so after a year of your baby being born wonwoo called you to talk about it.
The conversation was absolutely very short, he simply admitted that he wanted another child and you opened the robe you were wearing and let it fall to the floor
-
âSuch a willing mother.â He kissed your chin and quickly moved down to your neck. âSuch a willing wifeâ
âHow can you be so willing to make me happy." He smiled ramming his cock into you, who twitched beneath him
âAre you so wet just thinking about me bearing another child? Do you like to imagine me filling your brim?â
You managed to hear a chuckle from him as you hurriedly shook your head answering the question. âYou will look so beautiful swollen with my sonâ
Jihoon
Honestly there wasn't a specific moment that you knew you wanted to have another child with Jihoon, because you always knew that once you saw this man as a father, you would never stop, but I really think the penny dropped when your son asked for a sister.
You were having a movie night when suddenly your three year old son asked for a little sister. your face automatically turned to Jihoon, who as already looking at you.
You talked to your son and said you were going to talk to his father about it, and when you saw your son's reaction, you swore to yourself that you would give this child a giant family to love
âYou can rest assured that youâre going to have a little sister." You heard Jihoon whispering in your sonâs ear while he was still looking at you
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âJihoonâŚâ you whimpered underneath him, your legs spread, your arms up being held by your husbandâs strong hand
âWe have to fulfill our firstbornâs wish, and now is the perfect timeâ
Jihoon was referring to the weekend he was spending with his grandparents, you were definitely going to be pregnant by the end of this sunday.
dokyeom -
Today was your cousin's wedding and you were desperately late. putting on your heels as you jumped up to your one-year-old daughter who was in her crib still in her pajamas, after all you left her there to get ready first and dress her up later, but distracted by the happiness of putting on makeup for a big event again you completely lost track of what time .
Mentally cursing yourself for messing around so much while doing your makeup, you entered the room imagining the little girl with her hair all tangled up, a dirty diaper stinking of poop and her tantruming with hunger, but when you opened your eye, preparing for the worst you saw dokyeom a hand without a lap.
He was holding her in his arms, trying to keep her awake so she could rest later. Dokyeom was divine with those formal clothes and kinda wet hair, you were led to think about your husband making you feel good thinking about having another child
She was already dressed beautifully, her suitcase was already packed, her hair was in a beautiful hairstyle and with a beautiful bow that matched her dress. Dokyeom had done all of this knowing you would be late.
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âdo you want to see me be a father again? did you like me seeing our daughter today?â dokyeom said as he kissed your sweaty neck.
âare you going to let me fill you up again? will you let me breed you?" he laughed at your scrunched up face with no coherent thoughts in your brain.
Mingyu
That Mingyu is a famous model that everyone knows, and that you, his makeup artist, had great chemistry with him, everyone knows, that's how you met. Now married with two daughters, brands caught your opportunity to do a commercial featuring Mingyu as his girls' father, so you did him in makeup for the shoot.
It was a casual commercial, something like them at a picnic, an outdoor field. With a brush you touch up the makeup on Mingyu's tanned skin while others arranging the scene.
In the scenes, Mingyu had one on his shoulders and the other was running hand in hand with her father or with the two playing together while he smiled admiringly. Seeing this scene was something that super swelled your heart with love and warmed your insides with emotion at seeing your husband and daughters.
When you got home at the end of the day, you were both exhausted and fell into your crib like rocks.
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âMingyu, give me another childâ He wasted no time in pushing you onto the bed and holding your legs in the air and starting to push his length into your wet core.
âYou were certainly excited about me seeing it in the commercial today, right? Do you want to have another child after you saw me looking so hot taking care of the girlsâ He talked to you while your eyes rolled constantly.
âDonât worry, Iâll make sure to only let you sleep tonight after you have an baby in your womb.â
Minghao
You and Minghao always had in mind that you wanted someone to love and call family, technical children would only come as a bonus if your partner also liked the idea of ââprocreating.
Minghao was a little piece of heaven, being everything good you could imagine, so when he thought about his thoughts about just wanting one person to call family without the obligatory need to involve a baby you were left in doubt.
Your first child was an accident and you discovered the pregnancy at 4 months, welcoming the pregnancy you saw the brightness in Minghao's eyes increasing even more, especially after your son was born.
Now, a few years later with an older child and already demonstrating some personality traits, you will see that any chance to bring lives with the same principles as Minghao you will definitely seize this opportunity.
So yes, practically you would get pregnant countless times if it meant several mini Minghaoâs around the world.
âLetâs have another baby now Haoâ You said as soon as Minghao sat on the bed getting ready to sleep, but now a nightâs sleep is no longer guaranteed.
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You were on your sides, lying on the bed, your pajamas were askew and your panties dragged to the side as Minghao pushed into you calmly.
âHow beautiful asking me to get you pregnant, looking at me with such long eyes, your red cheeks and your sweaty hands.â He whispered in your ear slowly
âYou were so nervous, did you think I would deny your request?â He kissed your neck moving his index finger to your sensitive spot âI will never deny you thatâ
Seungkwan
Seungkwan has always been romantic, and even after his first child was born he continued with this characteristic. Always bringing you flowers when he came home from work, bringing you your favorite chocolate or even asking for your favorite food to be delivered to your door while he was traveling.
So in his head, even though he knew that any basic conversation about having another child would probably end with you agreeing with him and you making the second child, but Seungkwan wanted to win over the second child, he wanted to win over you.
Suddenly Seungkwan would come home with clothes that were smaller than what your son was wearing because he had gotten "confused", sometimes he would take the foods you craved during pregnancy and ask you if it reminded you of anything or even buy a shirt written "big brother" for his son after all he hadn't even seen the print. So when you thought about it, you realized that Seungkwan was already way ahead of you, giving you clues about having another child from the beginning.
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"Kwannie, if you wanted another baby you just had to tell me" You said on top of him, he had covered your face in shame the moment you discovered his plan and climbed on his dick.
"I didn't want to pressure you" He spoke shakily, you guys fit together so well. You were so magnificent on top of him.
"You deserve another child, and I will never feel pressured by something you do."
Vernon
Vernon has a good relationship with his sister. According to him, he and his sister were always friends and always counted on themselves in situations that their parents were unable to help. You have a good relationship with your brother, and you definitely agree with Vernon's wise words.
Gaining a sibling for both of us was like winning the lottery, receiving the best gift in the world, having a friend of your own blood. So you've definitely come to the conclusion that you're either going to have a couple of children or none at all, and as you're now going out with a five-year-old child, it's time to give the gift that you both managed to receive for the anxious firstborn.
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âI forgot how addictive you areâ Vernon mumbled as you moved on top of him.
âI think Iâm going to try to get you pregnant every day from now on.â
Chan
Chan is a chaming person, and he actually its very good at making people do what he wanted, without them even knowing that. So when he saw you as a actual mother, holding your lilttle girl in your arms, Chan knew that all he wanted to do for the rest of his life was making you more and more of a mother and seeing you enjoying your motherhood.
Of course he would help around the house, he wanted to be a good husband/father so you could see his effort and give him a reward (a new baby)
Obviously Chan knew that your first pregnancy was very great and you did not suffer at all coparing to others mothers experience, and he knew if someday you started acting like that, it would be the end of the story. But he couldnt help himself when he saw you all curved up for him, with your tearing eyes begging for another baby
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"Of couse i will give you another baby." He kissed your forehead as you mumbled below his muscular body
"How can i say no after you look at my so beautiful like that?" He whines in your ear seeing you tremble all up again.
"Such a beautiful mother." And yet again, Chan always get what he wants.
#seungcheol smut#jeonghan smut#joshua smut#junhui smut#hoshi smut#wonwoo smut#woozi smut#dokyeom smut#mingyu smut#minghao smut#seungkwan smut#vernon smut#lee chan smut#seventeen smut#seventeen
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ok iâve been having this thought for a while⌠since jason is so attentive what are some things he would do that makes readerâs life easier??? like i see him as such an acts of service man like if all else fails he will make sure youâre never out of your fav tea or something idk im sorry if this doesnât make sense đđ
"I Do, I Do, I Do"
A/N: digging myself out of a depressive episode with this one + this is my first fic after my long ass hiatus so pls be nice to me im trying
Attentive!Jason Todd will pay so much attention to you you would think he has a camera on you 24/7 and watching your every move.
Jason would remember the big things, like anniversaries and birthdays, but also days of the year when he knows you need the most support from him. If a parent/guardian/loved one died on a specific day/time of year he's attuned to your emotional needs and keeps up with your physical ones (like food and sleep) so you can focus on being ok again. (i am NOT projecting chat)
Jason would also remember the little things, like your favourite tiny spoon, the way you prefer spearmint to wintermint in gum and toothpaste, the way you compulsively brush your hair to the side when your bangs get too long, when it's time for you to leave a social situation. He's just always looking at you and around you to make sure you're happy and smiling when you wave back at him form across the room.
If you have health problems, Jason would never in his life let you run out of meds or whatever you need to combat your illness. The massage gun is always charged, heating pad always available, hot water bottles on standby, compression socks/arm bands at your disposal, everything. He doesn't wait for it to get bad either, he's picked up on your cues so well that he can almost predict a disaster before you do.
Speaking of prediction, he also knows that if you're not off work and in the apartment by a certain time, to start the laundry, dishes and order in/cook a quick dinner because he knows you'll come home a tense ball of stress and worry.
Jason who almost exclusively wears a specific type of softer fabric when you're around him because he loves it when you bury your face in his chest and rest your head on his bicep.
(For the short girlies) Jason who puts rubber corner protectors on the corners of your countertops and tables because you always bash your hips into them when you aren't paying attention.
Jason who does the laundry before you wake up in the morning and folds your clothes exactly the way you do because he knows you're particular about it & doesnt want you to stress about it in the morning.
Jason who puts gas in your car and repairs it himself or sends it to the bats to fix when he can't (he would never admit it though).
Jason who notices your favourite brands of food and makes sure they're always stocked (you're convinced it's witchcraft the way things don't run out)
Jason who just loves you. That's it. That's all. Just love. In any and all ways he can. All the time. In all conditions. In all situations. Patient. Loving. Kind.
#jason todd#jason todd x reader#jason peter todd#red hood#red hood x reader#jason todd x you#dcu#jason todd comfort#red hood headcanon#dc red hood#the red hood#red hood imagine#red hood x you#dc robin
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bangchan x fem! reader
fluff
summary: you had a long day at work, dealing with cases and clients that it wore you down to the very last bit of energy you had left. you just wanted to go home and enjoy the company of your lovely boyfriend who usually stays home and works from his at home studio. just wanting to be in the comfort and love of bangchan
content: just cute fluff, comfort, hopeless romantic type shit. implied job (office worker, lawyer, social worker) shoutout lowkey to those who are or want to be that. but it can be literally anything you want it to be :3
a relatively short one, not proof-read (once again)
a/n:n ilovehimsomuch, mi mandilon (in a good way), been trying to keep writing and publishing but im just lazy. ill try to keep posting. maybe ill do a lil hispanic one for hispanic heritage month, viva la raza. ill probs go back to hiatus after this LMFAO
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the hours were going by slow at work. today you had a ton of caseloads to work on before the following week. clients you had to meet throughout the day. barely had any time to check your phone or even let alone have lunch. it was like this most times but for some reason today felt heavier and draining.
it was almost time to clock out, and all you wanted to do is go home, relax and be in the embrace of your boyfriend. his arms and warm hugs could really bring you to life.
you packed all your things, your computer and the cases you didnt finish, and your purse. turning off the office light and shutting the door. saying goodbyes to everyone and giving weak smiles.
you were grateful that the warm evening had a nice breeze as you walked back to your shared apartment, really needing that walk and serenity.
walking back to the apartment, you get to the 15th floor and head towards your door, looking down at the slightly dirty 'welcome' sign that you found on sale at TJ Maxx.
grabbing your keys and starting to jingle the door knob. you finally unlocked the door and opening the door you see the slightly dim lit living room and connected kitchen. smelling like fabuloso. you smile to yourself knowing that chan cleaned around the house.
you put your bags down on the couch, and take off your flats that you had on. looking around, instinctively going over to his studio room, softly knocking on it and waiting a minute before opening it and smiling as you see that chan was facing towards his laptop, headphones on
you quietly and softly tap his shoulder, not trying to scare him. he jumps a little and turns around his chair, smiling instantly at the sight of you
he takes his headphones, and grabs your hands, looking up at you
"hi beautiful" he says. you smile at the compliment knowing you dont feel or look after the day you just had.
"hi handsome" you gently caressed his rough hands. he softly pulls you in his lap, holding you as you sat sideways from him, wrapping an arm around his shoulders. holding your hips and legs closer to him.
"how was work?" he asked, while touching and soothing your legs.
you let out a sign and pinch the bridge of your nose, getting a headache just by thinking of work. "work was okay"
he quirks an eyebrow, sensing by your reaction to his question, that work was indeed not okay. rubbing you smoothly
"it doesn't look like it was just okay, cmon tell me, what happened at work that is making my beautiful upset" you couldnt help but smile at his words, naturally giving in (even though you were going to tell him) and telling him how work really was.
"work was... a lot tougher today. i just- i dont know, the caseload today was heavier and my clients today were too much. it was draining me really fast today" you let out
he looks at you with caring eyes, letting you continue ranting. not looking at him but still talking to him about work as he admires how beautiful and natural you looked on his lap complaining about work.
"i love my job, i really do but today just wasn't my day i guess"
he holds your face and makes you look at him, gently caressing your cheek. "it happens.. i know you love your job, and i also know that not everyday is going to be a good day... but that also means that you can just make the next day even better" he smiles, looking deeply into your eyes
you couldnt help but feel a rush of emotions and love for him, holding his face and admiring all of his features. you say to him an a quiet tone. "you always know what to say to me, dont you"
he cheeses and shyly looks away for a second before looking back at you. "im just telling you the truth" he runs his hands now down to your neck, holding you, almost in a possessive away, a caring possessive way.
you cant help but slowly lean into him, just wanting to feel his lips on your own. he knows what you are doing and just closes the gap between you both, melting into his lips, holding him. you stay there kissing until you finally had to pull away, making a popping smack sound from your lips as you pulled away, he looks at you with doe eyes.
"i dont know what i would do without you Christopher"
he smiles, holding your hands
"no need to think of that sweetheart, because you have me now, and im not going anywhere"
you stay there for a second and smile, finally speaking up again
"well enough about me.. what did you do today?" you smile getting off his lap, heading towards the kitchen
he follows you to the kitchen, close behind.
"well i dont know if you noticed but i had time and cleaned the house" he says so proudly. you turn to look at him, mid opening the fridge. looking around the room
"oh wow baby, you really did clean" you laugh a little and sniff the air "and you used the supplies i told you to use?" you say in almost shocked amused tone.
"yeah i did, just like you said, i cleaned the kitchen, the bathroom, and our room. i did that in less then 2 hours actually"
still in awe at his hard work and dedication to making the home nice and clean. you close the fridge and go up to him and hug him
he's surprised by the hug but nonetheless hugs you tighter back.
hugging him harder, not realizing that this is what you needed. melting like butter in his big strong arms. he realizes the severity of the hug and caresses and soothes your backside.
"i love you so much"
he smiles and pulls you back to look at you.
"you have no idea how much i love you, being with you brings me so much peace, i am utterly in love with you" he smiles
you almost felt like crying. you never had a real, loving relationship like the one you have with Chris. being with him makes every little wrong thing, alright.
he notices the glossy look in your eyes.
he leans slightly down, and kisses you, once again melting into your lips, moving your lips in sync with his. cupping his face, your fingers going in between his ears; holding him in place. not wanting to leave this exact moment with him.
you guys eventually pull away and just take in the view of each other
"cmon let me make you something to eat" he says, going towards the cabinets
you smile and appreciate his willingness to do such a sweet but meaningful act of service.
tiredly smiles and go over towards the counter and sit on the stool. waiting to see what he prepares you.
just watching him, cook for you, propping yourself on your elbows, holding your face with your hands.
after what felt like hours, he finally turned to you and placed the bowl of hot chicken noodle soup in front of you. havent realized he actually did cook you something
"oh baby i thought you'd just make me a sandwich with chips" you slightly laughed
he chuckled and shook his head, "honey, dont you get tired of eating that?"
you slightly frowned, "no"
he couldnt help but smile at your childish frown.
"well today have something different, i made it from scratch" he smileed
you couldnt help but smile warmly, you were hungry and could eat almost anything.
"okay then" you said as you grabbed the spoon and immediately starting digging in.
he smiles at your hungry attitude. you look up at him.
"arent you going to eat?" you say,
he goes to sit next you, just watching you eat. "i'll eat in a bit, gotta make sure you eat first" he smiles
you couldnt help it, this had to be the perfect evening. even though its a normal tuesday night at 7:37 pm.
you spent the entire evening talking and making plans for the weekend, eventually chan got up to serve himself a bowl of soup.
you had to get up for seconds to join him. enjoying the nice evening together.
you were just so glad to be living in this exact moment with him....
#x reader#fluff#bangchan#bang chan x reader#skz x reader#skz#stray kids x reader#stray kids#skz fluff#stray kids fluff#bang chan#lee know#changbin#hyunjin#han jisung#lee felix#seungmin#i.n skz#latina baddie#viva la raza
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please don't leave me again
Request: Hello! can you write reuniting with them after months/years due to work/curses/ or anything! (up to you!) with seperate! lilia, jade, azul, floyd, and leona? (atp im just desperate for content for the aforementioned characters badly)Â
-Anon
Summary: stay a bit longer, itâs been so long! JustâŚdonât leave them againâŚ
Characters: Lillia Vanrouge, Jade Leech, Azul Ashengrotto, Leona KingscholarÂ
A/N: damn a 18 month hiatus is crazy huh⌠Also, I didnât feel like writing a Floyd one because Iâm a tired seniorÂ
Lillia Vanrouge (Curse):Â
Sometimes, when he closes his eyes at night, he sees you smiling at him in a field of flowers. Euphoria. Other times, he sees you lying motionless in his arms, he can still smell the toxin on your lips. He remembers everything so vividly, the way your hair shaped your cold face as he laid your body in your glass tomb. Still, hundreds of years later, he remembers his promise to you.
âFor as long as my heart beats,â he whispered, âI will be restless in bringing you back to me, my love.â
So when he received a letter that you had awoken, he was overcome with emotions. As he flew back to the Valley of Thorns, he was angry at himself for missing the moment as your eyes reopened but so fucking excited to feel his cold skin against your warm self again.Â
They moved you to our old room in the palace, everything was the same but so much time had passed. It had been so long sinceâŚeverything. You canât walk, you can barely talk, and all basic movements feel like challenges. Everybody that you once sat around a table and laughed with was now long dead.Â
You were left to ponder how you could even exist in this new world. Everything you knew was gone, friends, family, andâŚoh no. What became of your dearest, Lillia? Did he go out as a war hero or as a criminal? Did he live toâŚfind someone new and start a family?Â
This was all too much, you canât take the thought. Everything is too much, you just wish that you could close your eyes and go back to the ways things were.Â
The door to your room slammed open and there stood a panting, young man. Why does he look so familiar?Â
âYouâreâŚthisâŚby the Dark- youâre awakeâŚ,â even with his stammers he sounded a lot like someone you once knew. A certain someone who you shared a final memory with.Â
â...Lillia,â your question comes out like a whisper as if it was taboo. Before you knew it Lillia had dropped to his knees in front of you.Â
âYE-yes itâs me, my love,â he corrects his voice just as quickly as it came out. His head dropped on your lap; he wanted to feel your skin on his, âplease, letâs allow me to stay like this for a bitâŚ.âÂ
Jade Leech (Moving Away):
His last memory of you was when you were both seven years old, Jade was clinging to your tail. He was sobbing and screeching for you not to move away. He remembers your parents dragging you away as his parents held him back, your figure slowly fading in with the bubbles. He hasnât seen you since, so imagine his surprise when he receives a letter from his parents saying your family has moved back along with a photo of you.Â
Heâs never been so excited to go home for spring break, youâre backâŚyouâre home. And here he is stuck at school while you're just a dive away. As he tried to focus on his studies, you were now permanently stuck in the back of his head. The photo of you sits on his desk, a beacon of what waits for him after midterms.Â
âYou seem unusually happy, Jade,â Azul says as stands in the doorway watching Jade pack his bag, âis it because theyâre back?âÂ
Jade snickers as the thought of seeing you once again fills his brain, but this meeting wonât be the same. You and him arenât the same people as you were 10 years ago. Heâs so excited to see how youâve blossomed in the time you were away from each other.
Jade couldnât contain his smile when he saw you waiting on the other side of the mirror. He would have been the first to greet you if it wasnât for Floyd jumping you into a surprise hug. Once Floyd was finally off of you, Jade was finally able to speak to you once again.Â
âItâs good to see you again Jade,â you smile at him oh-so softly, âIâve missed you.â Youâre so fucking gorgeous, you look so different than the last time he saw you.Â
âNow, donât you look breathtaking,â Jade smiles, corking his head to the side. You donât even know that your small giggles make his heart do flips.Â
âNow tell me, Jade,â you say, swimming ever so close to him, âwhat have you been up to while I was away? â
Azul Ashengrotto (Different Schools)Â
Azul loves the schoolâs open cultural festival for several reasons. One, the Monstro Lounge does wonderfully during the three days that the event is taking place. Nothing screams profit quite like parents wanting a quiet, relaxing place to lecture their kids about their grades.Â
And that plays into his second reason too well, kids will do anything to get rid of their parents for a few hours. The contracts just keep rolling in for Azul as these kids sell themselves to him just to keep their parents busy and away from them.Â
As the Octavinelle student mans the lounge, Azul is left in his office. His leg bounced anxiously for his third reason to love the school festival to arrive. Parents arenât the only crowd the cultural festival attracts, students from other schools flock to see the wonders that Night Raven College has to offer.Â
Oh, how Azul misses you. He misses the way you smile, the way you shake your hands when you get excited, the way your lipsâŚgod. He misses you so bad. With a huff, Azul brushes his hair out of his face and fixes his glasses to check his phone.Â
âIâm so lost right now, I canât believe your school is this bigâ
âWaitâŚâ
âNevermind I found the Portal room, see you soonâ
Is it normal to be sweating this much, it's only been a few months since he last saw you in person, only a few days since you last talked on the phone, and only a few seconds since you last texted. He canât honestly be this nervous to see you again. What happened to cool, suave businessman Azul? The Azul that can smoothly talk his way into the best outcomes for himself. Who is this nervous mess?
âYOOOOO! AZULLLLLL,â the door slams open, with no regard for Azulâs privacy
Damn it, FloydâŚ
âFloyd, what have we discussed about knocking before opening the door,â Azul grits through his teeth while fixing his crooked glasses. Floyd gives nothing more than a shrug before leaving the room.Â
âItâs nice to see you again too, Azul,â you pout mischievously, fanning offense that your dearest octo hasnât greeted you.Â
âDonât think Iâve forgotten about you, why donât you close the door so we may have some privacy while weâŚchat.â
Leona Kingscholar (Lost Contact)
Leona is a lot of things; smart, cunning, handsome, regal, but if there's one thing he isn't, it's communicative. This man can not keep a relationship running for the life of him. If you arenât in front of him every day, Leona will just forget you exist. He doesnât think anyone is deserving of constant contact with him.Â
They should be the ones to reach out to him, not the other way around. So when your letters stopped coming in, he wasâŚsurprised. You have always carried the conversation in your guyâs relationship so for you to suddenly stop is out of the normal.Â
Are you angry with him? Have you found someone else more worth your time?
Impossible there is no one more worth your time than the Leona Kingscholar. You must have forgotten to mail your letter in or the post must have lost it. Heâll have Ruggie go check your letter tomorrow, and the day after that, and the day after that until you come to your senses and mail that damn thing.
One, Two, Three damn weeks and no letter from you at all. As much as Leona thinks that it doesnât affect him, the members can tell heâs irritated. If you ask Ruggie, heâll say heâs seen Leona writing something at his desk and then immediately turning it to dust when he notices Ruggieâs in the room.
Oh, but Ruggie knew everything, he knew that if you stopped writing Leona heâd fall into such disarray. As much as Leon will deny it, Leona adores your letters and keeps them safely stored away in his desk for his eyes only. Ruggieâs been secretly keeping the letter youâve been sending just to see how long it would take for Leonaâs pride to break for you.Â
Three and a half weeks is all it took.Â
Leona catches Ruggie in the early morning (a time Ruggie thought Leona would never be up at) and hands him a neatly wax-sealed letter and simply instructs him to âmake sure this makes it where it needs to go.â He also hands Ruggie a 5,000 Grimm bill and walks away.Â
You bet your sorry ass Ruggie hauled him to the post to deliver the letter.Â
And just like that, communication between you and Leona continued. And if you squint real hard, you can even see the faintest of smiles when he receives a new letter from you.Â
He canât wait for spring break.
#---supremeshrimpy#twisted wonderland#twst#twst x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#azul ashengrottto x reader#azul ashengrotto#leona kingscholar x reader#leona kingscholar#jade leech#jade leech x reader#lillia vanrouge#lillia vanrouge x reader#I have risen from my grave
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I hope you rest well!
I'd like to request a story: wooyoung in a non idol au setting. Strangers to lovers (with with him and her being inexperienced (getting intimate) but her having many ideas what she wants. Also I'd love if the met many times and made out many times before they did the deed!
Thank you!!But im not sure what 'I'd love if the met many times' đĽ is it mean they meet many times? but it doesn't matter i made it laaaa but sorry the make out scenes are not that much TT
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Gaming at an Internet cafĂŠ is the perfect escape from daily pressures. With headphones on, the outside world fades, and the game's sounds ignite your passion. You revel in the arcade atmosphere, feeling joy wash away your tension.
"Yes! I'm back on top!" A rush of triumph hits as you see your name at the top of the leaderboard, a testament to weeks of skill-building. If only you could channel this drive into your job, but that thought barely registers.
"Alright! Time to head home." A glance at your phone reveals it's already one in the morning. You snap a picture of your score, post it with a cheeky caption, and drift off to sleep.
The next day, after a tough workday, you return to the cafĂŠ, eager to check your score. To your shock, a player named Black Cat has shattered your record in just twenty-four hours. "What?" you gasp, disbelief washing over you.
No, first place is yours.
Time slips away as you replay the game, but despite your efforts, you can't surpass Black Cat. Exhaustion sets in, but quitting isn't an option.
You analyze Black Cat's gameplay, piecing together clues like a complex puzzle, inching closer to the answer.
"I did it!" You slumped in your seat with a sigh of relief. Finally! You were at the top again. It took more time than you imagine and now it was already 2:00 a.m.. "Fuck!" Having no time to take a rest, you quickly gathered your belongings and rushed back home. You might not have realized it, but the instant you walked away, your ranking dropped again.
This occurs nearly every day, and it's worth mentioning that this pattern has persisted for a week now. Your triumphs seem to fade away all too quickly.
For you, it was a battle; but for Wooyoung, it was a funny game.
The days of campus life have come to an end, and graduation looms just a few months ahead. Wooyoung's friends were either busy with part-time jobs or off on romantic outings. He found himself feeling quite dull. Although he kept active with daily sports and bike rides, a spark of excitement eluded him.
That was, until he stumbled upon your post. Initially, he figured that a visit to an Internet cafĂŠ, after such a long hiatus, would be a fun way to pass the time. Little did he know that the thrill of vying for first place against you would ignite a newfound passion.
Wooyoung liked watching you struggle with the ranking. It sounded like a pervert though.
Wooyoung arrived at the internet cafe early, excited to spend the day with you. Spotting you in your favorite corner, he decided to sit beside you instead of across. As you both logged into the game, the atmosphere buzzed with excitement. Each time he won, you playfully cursed, while he seemed to predict your every move.
In a moment of distraction, you noticed him trying to suppress laughter at your setbacks, his eyes gleaming with mischief. Curious, you wondered if he was that black cat. When you pretended to head to the restroom, he immediately stopped his antics, engrossed in his phone.
Returning to your chair, you feigned disappointment and said you needed another try. Realizing you were back, Wooyoung set his phone aside and dove back into the game. Yet, you remained still, simply observing him as he played. When he glanced over at your screen, he noticed you hadn't even begun.
He feigned a cough, a clumsy attempt to divert attention while concentrating on his game. Intentionally scoring low, he aimed to project an image of a novice, yet his username betrayed himâBlack Cat.
"Um⌠May I help you?" he stuttered, realizing you were peering at his screen.
"Oh, nothing much. I'm just curious about why you keep staring at my screen."
"Uh⌠umâŚ" He fumbled for words.
"So, you're watching me play to spot my mistakes?" Your words made him glance away, clearly flustered.
"I don't mind at all." You chuckled lightly. "I just think it's impressive how you rack up such high scores."
"Really? Thanks!" A smile broke across Wooyoung's face, thrilled to finally be chatting with you. "Want to play a round together?"
"Sure! But let's mix it up a bit; playing just one game gets dull."
"Of course! How about Mario Kart?" Wooyoung suggested eagerly.
"Don't regret it. I'm good at this game." You said provocatively.
"That should be what I say."
Both of you found unprecedented happiness in this game. Not fighting for high scores anymore, but the joy of playing together. You talked about everything and nothing, from your favorite books to the latest movies, laughter filling the air between you. It felt natural, comfortable, and more importantly, genuine. As the night wore on, you realized that you could spend hours like this, just talking and getting to know each other better.
"Will you come tomorrow?" Wooyoung asked.
"Maybe not." You gathered your belongings and said. "I gotta take a rest. I'm tired."
"Then how can I find you?" Wooyoung burst out, he wanted to meet you every day. It has become his habit.
"Find me?" You smirked. "Why would you find me?"
"UmâŚahhâŚI want to play a game with you." Wooyoung confessed.
Smiled, you nodded. "Then~what if we have a bet?" You asked, leaning back at the chair. "If I lose, I will give you my number. If you loseâ""Deal."
"What? Don't you need to consider it?"
"No. What game do you want to play?" Wooyoung was already logged in the game, searching for one he would definitely win.
"Okay. Okay. You choose." You smile helplessly.
Naturally, you end up losing. Who advised him to pick a game you've never tried? But it's all good. You initially intended to share your number with him; you were just looking for some fun, so you threw out a bet instead.
"Hey, Y/N. Wanna bet?" He asked suddenly on the way to take you home. "Whoever reaches that tree first wins. The losing one must fulfill the other's wish." Before you could react to his words, he suddenly ran away with his full speed, leaving you far behind.
"You asshole!!" Of course, you lose again. You were not good at sports, especially running. "How could you run first?It's not fair!" You smacked his chest playfully, and he laughed, grabbing your hands tightly.
"So you want to run again?"
"No way!"
"And you lose~"
"Maybe you should change your name to fox." You pouted and he pulled you into his embrace, making you blush.
"You have to fulfill my wish, Y/N."
"WhâŚWhat wish?"
"Can you go on a date with me?"
"But I won't go on a date with a jobless man."
"Fine. I will find a job." He compromised. "So will you go on a date with me?"
"To see if you work hard."
"That's not fair. I've already fulfilled one of your wishes!" Wooyoung pouted like a child.
"Is it?" You couldn't help but grin at his adorable charm, leaning in impulsively to press a kiss on his cheek. Perhaps it was a bit wild; after all, how could you kiss someone you had just met on your very first day? Yet, in that instant, all you wanted was to embrace that fleeting urge.
"Go get a job and I'll go on a date with you. That's it." You left him frozen in his place, going back to your house.
"You promise?" Wooyoung shouted.
"Promise."
â---
Initially, your plan was simple: enjoy dinner and each other's company. However, things took an unexpected turn as your relationship evolved into a whirlwind of gambling challenges. It felt like you had unwittingly walked into his trap, with every bet he suggested tilted in his favor, forcing you to comply with his whims.
But you never mind.
"Kiss me." Wooyoung leaned in close, his voice barely above a whisper, and you instinctively moved to meet him with a kiss. Your arms wrapped around his shoulders as he drew you into his warm embrace, and in that moment, the world around you faded away. The kiss was carefree, filled with sweetness and tenderness, a balm for his soul. Almost every day during lunch, he would find you and propose a playful 'bet.'
"Ten seconds have passed," you teased, breaking the kiss with a soft pop. "That's our deal."
"What if I want it to last longer?" He pressed his chest against yours, his breath warm against your lips.
"Shall we make another bet?" You tilted your head.
"Can we save that for later? I always win, so it doesn't really matter when I claim my prize, right?"
"YouâŚ"
He silenced you with a fervent kiss, a soft moan escaping as he deepened the connection, his tongue dancing with yours in a passionate rhythm.
"How can you be so intense?" you gasped, playfully patting his chest.
"I can be even more intense if that's what you want."
"No." You halted his advance by placing your hand over his mouth. "Time's up."
"You'll want more, I promise." With a quick peck on your forehead, he dashed away, leaving you breathless. "I gotta work. Bye bye~"
It's a fact. You crave something deeper than just a kiss. Yet, each time you two get lost in the moment, he pulls back. Why is that? Is it because of the nature of your relationship? You and he may not officially be a couple, but you've shared nearly all the experiences that couples do, except for that final step.
Once again, you found yourselves lost in each other on the sofa, but this time, there were no conditions or wagers. You had invited him over, yearning for his company. His left arm encircled your waist, drawing you closer, while his right hand gently cupped your face, tilting it for a kiss. As he pressed his lips against yours, his tongue slipped in, playfully teasing yours and producing a soft, intimate sound. The suddenness of his actions caught you off guard, but you quickly became entranced by the fervent embrace.
His hands roamed over your back, glided down to your thighs, and ventured to explore your most sensitive spots. And you could feel something hard sinking between your thighs;he was turned on. But, he suddenly stopped the kisses, just as usual.
"I gotta go to the toilet." Not waiting for your response, he rushed to the washroom. He twisted the faucet handle, letting the icy water cascade over his face, a desperate attempt to shake off the grip of longing. Yet, despite his efforts, his body betrayed him.
Unable to resist any longer, he freed himself from his trousers, starting to jerk off. His thoughts swirl with tantalizing fantasies, igniting a fire within him. He gasps for air as sweat beads on his brow, cascading down like tiny jewels. The vision of being enveloped by your warmth consumes him, driving him to madness. Eventually, the intensity of his cravings subsides, if only for a moment.
He gazes at the crumpled tissues in the trash, sighs heavily, and splashes water on his face before leaving the restroom. But the sight of you leaning against the wall outside shatters his composure. Your form-fitting dress highlights your curves, and your slender legs captivate him.
"Have you finished yet? I thought youâŚ" you tease as you draw closer. Your eyes playfully wander down to his anxious gaze. With one hand resting on his chest and the other propped against the wall, your faces inch closer, breaths mingling in the air. You whisper softly, "Are you scared to have me, completely?" Your playful, innocent eyes sparkle with mischief, as your bodies pressed together, feeling the warmth of each other's breath.
"Just don't regret what you have said." "Never." He suddenly carried you in his arms, making his way to your bedroom.
With his right hand cradling your head, he kissed every inch of your body, igniting a fire within you despite the fabric between you. His hands explored your curves, lingering on your chest, leaving a tender mark. Your soft sighs fueled his desire as he pressed your bodies together, his lower half brushing against you. You surrendered as he unzipped your dress, showering your exposed breasts with kisses.
"I've wanted you for so long." He murmured while dropping kisses on your collarbone.
"Then why don't you claim me as yours?"
"I'm afraid that you will reject me." He locked his eyes with yours, full of affection. "After all, I'm younger than you."
"What's the point? I would never mind our age." You wrapped your arms around his neck. "If I mind, I won't let you kiss me, let alone fuck me."
Smiling, he claimed you into a hungry kiss. After removing your garments and putting on a condom, he settled between your thighs. The passionate make-out session was interrupted by your breathy moans as he eased into you. A hint of discomfort made you frown. "It's okay, just relax," Wooyoung murmured, cupping your face and kissing you while caressing your clit, sending waves of pleasure through you.
Tapping his shoulder as a signal to let him move, he first thrusted in and out at a slow pace but your wall kept pulling and sucking him in, driving him insane. Your moan grew louder as you arched your back against his chest, he quickly moved in and out while slapping your ass with his ball.
"YoungâŚYoungieâŚCan you fuck me in doggy style? I want you deep inside me." You begged, your voice soft. He made a pause and pecked at your forehead before flipping you over suddenly, causing your head to land on the pillow.
He forcefully lifted your pelvis, pressing your buttocks against his lower body. Without waiting for your response, he thrust hard into you once again. Unlike the rapid thrusting before, it was now like a raging flood. Each insertion went as deep as possible, fiercely colliding with your soft flesh.
"Fuck!!" Wooyoung seized your hair, bumped into you and hitted your sweet spot dead on. The combination of pain and pleasure left you gasping for air, your excitement manifesting in frantic cries. He showed no signs of slowing down, thrusting with relentless speed and power, as if he were exerting every ounce of his strength.
Your moans had transformed into an intoxicating melody, more enchanting than ever before, fueling his urge to take complete control over you. The delicate dance of pain and pleasure brought tears cascading down your face. Each moan now carried a hint of sobbing, a poignant blend of ecstasy and despair. In this moment, coherent thoughts eluded you, leaving you with only broken whispers and fragmented sounds.
"Ah⌠young⌠pleaseâŚslowâŚ"
"What did you say? I can't hear you." He smirked mischievously, spanking you several times to leave red marks on your ass.
"Call me daddy and I'll let you go." Suddenly, he collided with your deepest spot, hitting it over and over again. Your limbs went weak as the numbness took over, energy was going out of your body.
"woo⌠young⌠please." "Huh? I don't want to hear that." "Hmm⌠daddy⌠StopâŚ" Delighted by the response, he eased his grip, gradually descending. His damp chest pressed against your back as he planted soft kisses, trailing them up to your neck, leaving a warm path of affection in his wake.
He gently brushed your tears away, his fingers weaving through your hair with care. The rhythm continued unabated as he lifted you, allowing you to settle with your back against him. His damp chest pressed against your spine, and you could feel the warmth of his breath on your skin. Turning your head, you captured his lips in a kiss, one hand tenderly cradling the back of his neck.
He met your kiss with enthusiasm, his fingers gliding gently along the inner curve of your thighs, while his other hand traveled upward, exploring every inch of your body before pausing to knead your chest.
"Can you be rough with me again?" You asked, earning a smile from him.
"Are you okay with that?" He kissed you one more time before parting from your lips.
"Yes, please."
He gently lowered you onto the bed once more, his body still pressed against your back. Supporting himself with his arms, he swiftly reentered you, his movements quick and fervent. Your body quivered with each powerful thrust, the sensation both soft and overwhelming.
He let out deep, passionate moans, reveling in the pleasure coursing through him. In turn, you responded with your own sounds of delight, completely enveloped in the blissful moment. Time seemed to slip away as you both surrendered to the intoxicating feelings, lost in a world of comfort and ecstasy.
Exhaustion began to set in as he slowed down his pace, wrapping his right arm around your waist before settling onto the bed beside you. Now he was spooning you, nudged your right leg forward, allowing his cock to delve even deeper. With a slow, gentle thrust, he peppered your neck with soft kisses, leaving you blissfully unaware of how it had become adorned with love bites.
"Youngie, I want to try somethingâŚ" You trailed off, feeling shy.
"Hm?What's that?" Wooyoung sneaked his hand to your breast, teasing your nipple while leaving a trail of kisses on your neck.
"Do you know what missionary is?"
"You really have so many ideas." He let out a chuckle and flipped you over once more before you could say anything. He folded you up and supported himself with both of his hands settled on your thighs, moving in and out at a steady pace.
"A little harder⌠Go deeperâŚ" you said coyly.
"Aren't you afraid of pain?" He asked.
"NoâŚPlease daddy"
Gripping your arms, he pressed his lips against yours, fiery and red, before plunging into you with the ferocity of a wild beast. This time, the intensity was unlike anything you had experienced before. The blend of pain and ecstasy escaped your lips in loud moans, mingling with the breathless utterance of his name. The bed groaned under the force of your movements, but neither of you noticed, lost in the throes of your fervent connection.
"Fuck!Fuck!Fuck!!"
Finally, you both reached climax and Wooyoung came. After the moment passed, he tenderly pressed his lips to your forehead and gave your lips a light kiss. He pulled away and settled down next to you. You nestled against his shoulder, a content smile gracing your face.
"You really gave it your allâŚ" You weakly chuckled. Wooyoung draped his arm around you, resting his head against yours as he murmured, "Well, who was it that tempted me?" You let out a soft laugh.
"Who could possibly say no?" You exchanged warm smiles before closing your eyes, the weight of exhaustion enveloping you both.
"Can you be my girlfriend?" Wooyoung whispered in your ears. "Is it a bet or a promise?" "A promise." Smiling, he drew you into a deep kiss with all of his love.
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