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DAYY 18: PAST/FUTUREEE!!!!!! and uhm so. yeah this should be self explanatory have fun reading it ❤ prompts by @obeymetournaments
#AHHHHHHHHHHH im not ready for tmmrw#not talkibg abt my bbg solomon hes perfect#obey me barbatos#obey me barbie#barbatos#barb#??? WHCIH ONE WAS IT#obey me month#obey me#no watermark SHUT UP SATANG#barb and his autistic kids saga
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kabru going thru the labors of hercules (and dying more than any other named character) specifically because he wanted to listen to laios infodump ab his special interest is making me crazy like what do you MEAN..........
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#kabru#laios#labru#shut up homo#dungeon meshi spoilers#i knew before i started the series thayt he wanted to be friends#but i was living under the assumption that it was like. after encountering him in the dungeon#and not that he'd do what he hated most to get to know laios#like im not crazy for feeling crazy right#also also also#laios saying shuros about the only person who'd call him a friend#and shuro in reality 'not being able to stand' laios#vs kabru doing All That just to be friends with laios#i am rattling the bars of my cage#me and the bad bitch i pulled by being autistic#or whatever#kabruforever
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but when they're out on that river bank alone, what javier should be loyal to doesn't feel as confusing anymore
#also known as 'he wants so badly to run away with his boyfriend and marry him and live happily ever#after'#but his commitment to dutch and the gang breaks his heart#i want them to be happy SO BAAAD SO BAD IM GOINGN TO THROW YP#also the top right one comes w a headcanon#which is that kieran can only bathe if javier is there (and only javier) because otherwise he's too terrified of being k*lled for either bei#ng trans or just in general because he's alone#so that's why he's usually stinky#he really hates being stinky but he doesn't consider it worth dying over#anyway i love them so bad and their little fishing dates#kieran infodumps the whole time and javier feels so lucky to be alive because he knows kieran doesn't talk around anyone else near as much#if at all#javier knows 99% of the fish knowledge but he never interrupts and is always happy to listen to kieran yap about every other topic too#i need to put javi in an 'i ❤️ my autistic boyfriend' shirt#ok i'll shut up now#also i know this composition looks like total shart i'm literally the worst at doing them </3 be nice to me#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#am i allowed to say that i own this ship#considering i literally made it LOL i feel so proud even tho it also makes me miserable that i bascially have no one to talk to abt them#image#art#hero draws sometimes
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surprise visitor to a gargoyle walk
#sobbinf and wailing. this vignette is. shut up i dont care that its for an R card it's one of my favs#theyre so silly its so soft and sweet >:O silver trying so earnestly to pay attention and share this interest and malleus re-explaining anD!#ii think there should be more interaction. u say 'catriona they are both green bitches they already interact' i say its not enough#like i KNOW i CRAVE that mallesil will get more screentime together once the ch7 bits get further and they can start w some parallels#but i just think theyre so fcukng SILLY when they talk. the two most autistic mfers in the game. my two favs. they are :| ing 24/7#okay i say my two favs but let it be clear that malleus sebek and lilia are eternally fistfighting for my 2nd place. malleus is j the Curren#im not finishing that tag u get the gist#shoutout to this brush for letting me phone it in xoxo looove u <3 <3#twst#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#twst silver#silver vanrouge#<3#suntails
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You are truly at the core of good omens brain-rot, I envy you but I also fear for you and of you.
As you should (fear)
You see this?
I made this motherfucker whilst my tendinitis was absolutely demolishing my arm
I spent a whole ass day using my left thumb on ibispaint to do this creature
I'm proud of it in spite of the process' unhealthiness, but it should tell you just how absolutely batshit INSANE my gomens brainrot is at the moment
IT'S JUST TOO STRONG
#i love them so much you have no idea#aneh draws#aneh answers#aneh wont shut up#excuse my autistic little rant i am but a blabbermouth and must be stopped#also dont be like me take care of yourselves#im used to self flagellation#...not that one#the mean one
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I truly hope that these "Dragonians" DON'T use the Vidiyo dragon head mold... I don't know what it is but to me I feel like this piece just DOESN'T fit the Ninjago style(?) Like comparing the Vidiyo dragon head to the Wolf Mask or Vengestone Warrior heads, it feels like despite the molded detail, the flat eyes, nostrils, and mouth just wouldn't feel right, considering how every important detail with Ninjago animal designs nowadays has to be molded?
#like even the pyro vipers had molded teeth and eyes lol#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago spoilers#ninjago leaks#raine's rambles#im autistic i should shut up
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If there are a million Reeve Carney as Orpheus fans in the world, I am one of them. If there are only two Reeve Carney as Orpheus fans in the world, I am one of them (Eva Noblezada is the other). If there are no Reeve Carney as Orpheus fans in the world, Eva Noblezada and I are dead 😔
#hadestown#hadestown obc#reeve carney#eva noblezada#seriously im sick and fucking tired of the reeve carney hate on tiktok#'jordan fisher is the only orpheus that matters' 'jordan fisher shouldve originated orpheus on bway'#'they should replace the obc recording with jordan fisher' 'jordan fisher was the best thing to ever happen to hadestown'#shut up!!!!!!!#i adore jordan fisher but you are missing the point of theatre and hating on reeve in the process!!!!!#you can have a favorite but that doesnt mean the actors who are not your favorite shouldnt exist in that role!!!!!#but also your favorite is wrong!!!!#reeve carney brought more autistic swag to orpheus than anyone could possibly recreate!!!#he was naive he was soft spoken he was unaware of social expectations!!!!!#jordan fisher has such a raw powerful voice and thats not what orpheus needs!!!!! hes just a lil guy!!!!#hes just a lil guy who accidentally had a battle of the bands with the devil and won#because he has nothing in his brain except sing and love his girlfriend!!!!!#i love jordan fisher in everything ive ever seen him in and i adore his voice but please stop putting other actors down#im not a huge fan of the way jonjon briones plays hermes but im not out here talking shit about him!!@#or saying he should never have had the part in the first place#(btw i was joking about the 'your favorite is wrong' thing because - again - literally defeats the point of theatre)#please find ways to say that jordan fisher is your favorite without putting reeve carney down#and also please give reeve carney a chance and dont dismiss him just because he is less conventionally attractive#and hip in popular media and on social media#please give the role a chance for what it is and not just which actor you already like#i was pissed when i first found out they were taking damon daunno out for the obc and adding reeve#the only thing id ever seen or heard him in at that point was the live action rocky horror with laverne cox#and he was fucking riffraff#i was mad!!! i didnt think he could do it!!! but i love the show and i gave him a chance and now hes my all time favorite#between both touring casts ive seen and the pre bway cast recording and jordan fisher#just please stop being mean and give him a chance
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project sekai is crazy because literally every character is queer trans neurodivergent physically disabled or some combination of the above
#and im not talking abt hcs im talking abt actual coding#minori is very explicitly in love with haruka#harukas is less obvious but she clearly returns minoris feelings as well#shizuku is so obviously nd [likely autistic but she could read as a number of other things]#airi is incredibly trans coded [that one event + her fes card]#mizuki is canonically trans#ena has ptsd in some format due to her fathers abuse and shes also got a lot of cluster b traits#kanade has ptsd from what happened with her father and wlw and physically disabled coded#mafuyu. oh gd. the cdd coding the transmasc coding the girlkisser coding.#anhane is basically canon#touya is autistic coded as is nene and ichika#shiho is nd#everybody in l/n likes girls#ichika is aro coded#and autistic like i said#saki is canonically physically disabled#akito [like ena] has some measure of ptsd from his father#akito and touya r both mlm coded#rui literally compares himself to a famously gay scientist in jp [FUCK THE EN LOCALIZATION OF THAT BTW]#emu is VERY CLEARLY AUDHD and somewhat wlw coded#nene is also wlw#tsukasa comes across as very nd#all of wondershow is aspec coded as well#and oh gd ive been talking a while i need yo shut up#but like. MAN. man. [goes crazy]#77ngiez.txt#can u guys tell ive been thinking abt pjsk lately
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Jon Sims and Twilight Sparkle are the same character, different genre. In this essay I will
#shut up beck sorry beck#the magnus archives#my little pony#mlp fim#twilight sparkle#jon sims#the archivist#no because like. weird skeptical autistic creature is forced out of their element and learns how to be a good person#in twilight's case? willingly. in jon's case? forcibly#im literally right about this#tma
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I hate that I have reoccurring themes in everything I make. YES this guy has a complex over the fact that everyone prefers his sibling AGAIN. YES he was ostracized by his peers since he was in primary school and never knew why until years later. URGH
#i dont know why the siblings thing ends up coming up as often as it does (read: i know exactly why) but uuurggh#do you ever. have an inside joke with your sibling that your abusive dad prefers you over them and it's so established it's casual banter#but everyone you've ever tried to be sincere with (your mother; your peers) have consistantly preferred your sibling over you#even your own friends and kids who were closer to your age range than theirs#do you ever have a conversation with your best friend where they tell you that at first they didn't want to be friends with you#because you were ''too Weird''#do you ever get praised by a friend who says she envied you in middle school because you ''never cared about being different''#meanwhile you had no idea you were different and just couldn't fucking fix it#it took me that to understand that people avoided me because i was Weird. i thought the reason i had no friends was bc i was shy#that and the fact that i Didnt Know What Was Socially Acceptable Or Not and other kids were scared of me bc i was ''to blunt''#i have learned to value honesty over nearly everything else but that's only because i wish everyone else did the same.#literally everything i write has a main protagonist with low to no emotional empathy. like. ok#every character i write has that thing where they always felt like they were a monster for not feeling the right things. mh#i wonder how that might reflect on how my whole world came crashing down once i realised emotional empathy is A Real Thing#and not just a lie people made up for virtue signaling#''there's no way people /literally/ feel sad /for/ other people. they just know rationally that it's bad'' deep sigh.#anyway thats why i will never shut up about the fact that empathy is morally neutral and not a prerequisite for being a ''''good person''''#emotions are morally neutral. thats why we say all emotions are valid. thats why thought crimes aren't real#in short: you will pry human!au no empathy janus and autistic remus from my cold dead hands#i have. so many fucking thoughts.#janus is literally JUST like ME for REAL#except for the lying mostly because i !!! taught myself out of that#THE AMOUNT OF WORK I HAVE DONE ON MYSELF. I HAVE CLAWED MY WAY OUT OF THE TRENCHES OF MENTAL ILLNESS ON MY OWN AND I AM PROUD OF THAT#MAYBE it's because i can never open up to anyone ever BUT it's also because im SKILLED and SWAG and SELF-AWARE and THE BEST EVER. and MODEST#rant#the tag rambler strikes again . apologies
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Folly why are you.what are you even doing with the damn grandpa gradient
Whats your reaason for this
my reasons would be too complicated for you mortals...lets just say, he was already going to crack and break his limit at one point...
#shes lying she just cares for unpleasant bc its her descemdant she just doesnt wanna admit it + what she just said now#“erm folly wouldnt do that” SHUT UP LET PPL BE LAYERED N COMPLEX???#my folly is super duper complex honestly#im too autistic ok#dadpleasant#ask#ask blog#lore#possession event
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THE SLIME RANCHER AUTISM!!!!!!!!!!!
#goodtimeswithscar#goodtimewithscar#goodtimeswithscar fanart#gtwscar#slime rancher#ailuridraws#dude ive been hyperfixated on slime rancher for literal EVER#or special interest. i dont know which. im just autistic#oughhhh funny slime game. bawling my eyes out /pos#system#plural system#system art#edit i looked up the difference it is hyperfixation my brain wont shut up about it
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so i’m obsessed with when fics make shuichi a working detective. and i have a small detective/runaway saiouma AU. warning i talk a LOT
so ouma and saihara are childhood best friends. i’m talking like knowing each other since like kindergarten age.
they’re both attached at the hip. shuichi being a shy introvert and ouma being very obnoxious and outgoing. one thing they have in common is that- well they don’t have any friends. no one wants to talk to shuichi because they think he’s weird and no one likes ouma because they think he’s loud and obnoxious. but they mesh so well and become the best of friends.
and their home lives are very polar opposite.
oumas pretty poor, his dad is an abusive dick and his mom is .. well she try’s to be good but in the end she stands by and doesn’t say or do anything to stop his dad. but he’s a mamas boy through and trough.
shuichis mom and dad pretty much abandoned him with his aunt and uncle. they’re upper middle class and they’re very very supportive and loving to him. they’re his mother and father figure but it’s not the same as having your mom and dad. especially sucks when he sees them in movies and tv shows.
they share everything with each other and are very comfortable with each other. they came out to each other and support each other. they’re just very incredibly close.
then one day, ouma just, disappears?
they’re in about high school when he disappears. about 15-16? at this point, shuichis made friends with kaede, maki, and kaito, along with others in his class. he’s still shy and has social anxiety but it wasn’t as bad as it used to be.
he didn’t notice at first, but found it odd that ouma didn’t text him in the morning, or walk with shuichi to his bus stop.
he and ouma go to different schools so he can’t talk to him direct, so he tries calling ouma during his lunch hour but the call didn’t go through at all.
he was bubbling with anxiety the whole day, kaede and his friends tried calming him down but this is WAy out of character. this goes on for days and shuichis just about to freak because.. we’ll he can’t really do anything.
ouma never invited shuichi over or even told shuichi where he lives. he isn’t embarrassed about being poor or anything but he doesn’t want shuichi meeting his dad.
they always hang out at shuichis house, ouma always walks home and refuses any offers of a ride home from shuichis uncle so shuichi has no idea whats going on.
now with shuichis uncle being a detective i imagine that he tries snooping and he figured out it looks like ouma either ran away from home or was kidnapped.
now this is part you can take out but,
the night before, ouma visited saiharas window. not extremely weird. on school night when ouma isn’t allowed past 9, so he visits saiharas windows to talk to him.
what was odd about this time was that ouma seemed to be in a rush. his face was flushed and he was panting like he just ran a marathon. he was at saiharas window just talking, then periodically popping in cool he thought shuichi was. in a kind of ouma way.
“pst! ouma! come on, we have to go!” shuichi jumped a bit, looking past ouma to see a feminine figure jogging up to his back fence.
“who’s that?”
“just… one of my friends” ouma sighed, letting go of the  windowsill.
that night ends with ouma giving shuichi a kiss, a semi love confession and a smile before leaving with his friend.
then he disappears. you can take that part out though. but i think it adds a kind of lead to what happened.
shuichis uncle isn’t allowed to investigate or interfere because he knows ouma so it’s all up to the detective that’s put on his missing persons case. maybe they think he ran away so it’s not being taken seriously?
shuichi just wants to get to the bottom of what happened to his best friend (and let’s be honest, almost lover.)
then it’s teen boy detective saihara snooping around, going to his school just- being a detective.
this is just a funny idea i MIGHT write a one shot about or might not who knows. OBVIOUSLY the people he left with was DICE but shuichi doesn’t know that. i like to think that they’re close this makes shuichi realize that, in reality, he knows nothing about ouma.
sure he knows his favorite food, how he likes his fruit cut and what his favorite flavor of candy is but he doesn’t even know what his parents names are or where he lives.
in reality oumas been planning on running away for a long time, planning with his friends/found family and just has been putting it off because… well shuichi would be alone without him but now that shuichis finally has more friends to help him out he feels comfortable leaving his shitty home life.
definitely wasn’t easy tho!!! you should add more mystery if you want- make it fun
#oh my GOD sappy shut up IM SORRY OKAYY I LIKE TALKING AND I DONT HAVE ANYONE TO TALK TO SO INTO THE TUMBLR ABYSS YOU GO!#that was a lot of talking for a prompt but i’ve been obsessed with detectives and stuff like that since i was like 8#i’ve been a nerd obsessed with detective and detective work for ever i eat up any books or TV shows so you know i’m obsessed with when-#fics incorporate shuichis detective work with the fic. i also might be autistic but that’s for another day.#this isn’t ALL circling saiouma and you can take and leave whatever you don’t like but it’s just a fun idea u had#shuichi just wants his best friend potential lover back#dangonronpa#kokichi ouma#shuichi saihara#drv3#danganronpa#killing harmony#danganronpa v3 killing harmony#saiouma#saioma#oumasai#omasai#prompt#sapy prompt#danganronpa: killing harmony#danganronpa killing harmony#danganronpa v3#danganronpa au#mystery
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.... My coworker has a psychology student girlfriend who "did some research" on autism so I had to listen to him rant about "how he knows a thing or two about autism" and so he went down the route of "autistics can't identify their own gender identity because they are autistic and can't recognize what they feel" and now I'm pissed as hell🙃
#like... just... shut up#if you do a lil google search you'll read that yes autistics are more likely to not conform with their gender identity but its not because#they don't know what they are feeling#that is extremely infantalizing#Im just so annoyed Im sorry :'D#when folks say that autistics dont have empathy/feelings/dont know how they feel I just..no#useless information
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Coco, my best friend,, coco my comfort character,, baby me would've loved you !!
#crash bandicoot#fanart#coco bandicoot#shes definitely autistic. i dont make the rules.#also im still mad for how SOME people in the fandom are treating her. like. THATS A MINOR.#anyway. i love the comfort she and her brother crash give me. cortex may be number 1 in my favorite characters in this series.#but her and crash??? they both are in second-and-a-half place!#art#artists on tumblr#furry#doodles#the tism is strong with this one#crash bandicoot 4 its about time#speaking of. her design in its about time is SO COOL. I LOVE HER.#she deserves so much better and im glad she got the spotlight along with her brother than just being a minor role...#looking at you twinsanity mind over mutant crash of the titans and other classic games.#crash bandicoot fanart#also i might draw Cortex next. Why? Because he's my all-time favorite thats why.#also im doing that crash cartoon pitch if i ever have the time.#also you BET im drawing more crash bandicoot fanart. i need to draw the sillies a lot!!!!!! IM NOT SHUTTING UP ABOUT THEM. EVER.#btw hello fellow crash enjoyers i know you're out there pls follow if you like my content and also i would love to make more crash mutuals
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I saw a post on twitter saying there would be a translation note here explaining that goku thought bread, and therefore, because of the absence of an explanation from the translators, goku really did forget pan. Someone correct me if im wrong, but i havent seen a translator note in awhile. I dont recall there being one during the whole "kiss debacle" either.
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But if thats not evidence enough, Goku's embarassment should be.
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Hes not embarassed that he "forgot" her. He didnt. Hes embarassed he didnt immediately think of her first. Its the "eh? AHH!" as in OH THAT PAN. Hes never struggled with his family's names, he wouldnt forget pans existence. His SONS ARE RIGHT THERE. To me, its clear he thought bread and thats why he's so confused. And then embarassed by that fact.
Goku doesnt ask "Who's that?" Or "Who's pan?" He just repeats the word. Because why would piccolo and gohan would be going to pick up bread. When I saw this panel first circling, I figured something was up. Because it didnt seem to match. Something was off. Translators make mistakes. It happens. But if you really look at this, Goku confusing pan and bread makes the MOST sense and matches his reaction as well.
Not to mention its set up as a joke. Not a joke that he FORGOT pan but that everyone else thinks he did. But he didnt. Thats the joke. Because while everyone else knew what piccolo meant, Goku didnt. Remember, he takes things literally. Its not an insult to pan either for him to think of the food first. Because of context. If piccolo stated they were picking pan up from school, then Goku would have been given the context HE NEEDED to come to the same conclusion as everyone else. And that is VERY Goku. He needs specifics. Goku not understanding things in the same way as everybody else around him is a common occurance in the series.
And maybe I am wrong. Maybe the intention is for goku to have forgotten pan, but fuck that because we all know he would never.
#and now ill shut up about it#because im tired of arguing#goku#pan#goku and pan#son pan#dragon ball super#dbs#dbs manga#goku is autistic#its that simple#he didnt forget her#my rant#dragon ball#dragon ball rant
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