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new day resolution TALK TO PEOPLE!!!!
#im an ambivert in that im always tired and can never figure out why#like i will assume im tired because i capped out my human interaction somehow after talking to literally no one for three days#then wonder why im sad!! its silly!!!!#anyways#im also shy <3#personal#<- im probably gonna do more self-reflecting posts like this so if u wanna mute feel free!#feel free 2 rb or w/e if u want btw. i know how to turn off rbs if i wasnt chill w that ^u^#if u have any tips for the worlds silliest fish (moi) feel free 2 offer input.#i have wonderful friends+mutuals im just bad at being a human sometimes#especially w online social stuff#tumblr seems better for these personal rambles then twitter.#something about twitter makes going fully pessimist really easy which blows#u know what i've been slipping on my positivity goal recently... !#idk if i remembered to mention it anywhere? basically im trying to think self deprecating shit less. bad habbit#ive been doing pretty good this year until october (had a shit temp job lol)#but! its ok!#gonna have a good weekend so i'll start that up again#ok it 3 am now i take a snooze
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i’d say they’re going on a road trip but they don’t even have a car smh
#*paul mccartney voice* boy / you’re gonna baldur that gate / baldur that gate / a long time#looking up refs of their OG outfits while drawing this made me realize that half of them wear the same boots#how peculiar!#first thing on my mind while drawing this was the wyllstarion agenda#second thing was lae’zel is the dad who didn’t want tav to adopt an owlbear#but now she’s best friends with the owlbear#also important: gale has shy tall guy energy#and astarion has rambunctious short king energy#canon bends to my will#people on insta yelled at me for not including halsin but this is the OG companions ok :(#im actually working on a halsin piece rn!#artists on tumblr#bg3#bg3 fanart#baldurs gate 3#bg3 astarion#bg3 gale#bg3 karlach#bg3 lae'zel#bg3 wyll#bg3 shadowheart#one day ill add a background to this#noah.jpg
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i can imagine anything
#isat#isat siffrin#If i put this into the main tag i think id be stricken down by god himself.And also im shy .#but tghe side tags get it. cause fuck it <3#rose printed glasses
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Airphone.. im so normal about them
#airphone#ii mephone4#hfjone airy#my art#i see them in such a specific way and they make me crazy#i love the both of them a lot#to the only other few airphone stans out there come talk to me... im all alone and afraid in this world#shrivles up and doesnt touch tumblr for days im so shy about posting ship art stuff especially when its more self indulgent#but im trying to be braver which is why ive actually posted it here and twitter#i also am finally drawing both of them in a way i kind of like so thats a plus :3
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uh so i finally remembered to record myself again and um yay for finally charging my best vibrator. Please enjoy pathetic whimpering i guess :3
he/they/it
#cyb3r.audio#:3#im still gonna be shy about this#i sound very pathetic sometimes#also sorry for low quality#an e wayz#dont look at me#id been at this for a. while. at this point so very close to overstim already :3#t4t nsft#t4t switch#t4t puppy
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where are they..
#tenth doctor#donna noble#10th doctor#doctor who#my art#10 era#dr who#doctordonna#btw i dont know where they are either every background i draw is an accident <3#treating this as spiritually a super late fill for the free day of doctordonna week for the completionist in my brain (its >2 months late)#also put the b/w version in this post because im shy about posting Long Image like that and also i think it looks p good as its own thing
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um idk if you're taking requests so sorry if i'm imposing but i would love to see 12 in your style :> have a nice day
it doesnt really count as my usual style, but I wanted to paint 12 for quite some time and missy just came along..... my little (not so) secret is that Peter's self portraits really inspire me and make me so happy for some reason so i went with a similar angle here which is also inspired by a photo of him holding a little tardis
and here's them separated.....pookies are separated
#12 is actually one of my favorites#and I sketch him A LOT#just never really had the chance to draw something fully rendered w him#i also missed watercolors a lot#twice a year i take out my watercolors and impulsively paint portraits#ALSO YALL! IM LOOKING FOR REQS ALWAYS#DONT BE SHY TO REQUEST ANYTHING!!!:3#doctor who#dw fanart#dw#doctor who fanart#dr who#12th doctor#twelfth doctor#missy#the master#the mistress#gomez!master#twissy#northernfire art#peter capaldi#michelle gomez#missy doctor who
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Maybe ill draw the other champions too oooooo probably not. Anyway dragon cynthia
#had this desigin in my procreate files for over a year </3 i got too shy#i have lance in stevens outfit and steven in cynthias too…. this is like a roleswap thing not just an outfit swap btw#art tag#pokemon#champion cynthia#cynthia my everything ough….. i care her so bad…..#maybe ill dump all the old concept sketches and art i drew of the designs here later tho. well see#ill never forgive pokemas for the lance v cynthia event where they kept calling her a dragon master SHE IS NOT!!!!! SHE HAS ONE DRAGON#lance also technically has one dragon but he has fhe dragon lore. and the quote about what counts as a dragon pokemon. cynthia has a shark#but also yay lance cynthia interactions. so actually i do forgive them <3#im going to bed. gootbye. farewell.#if i post this to twt and get a single piece of lance slander im deleting all my accounts forever
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happy valentines day, from gogeta to you! i wonder what’s got vegito so nervous…
(face closeups under the cut :3)
#dragon ball#dragon ball z#db#dbz#vegito#vegetto#gogeta#*desperately repeating to myself* i am cringe but i am free#im a lil shy about this one but its an idea ive had for a while and today was a good time for obvious reasons.#i hope the 3 people this appeals to also get a kick out of it at least#there are. many mistakes. i was in a rush#art
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anybody else out there lonely right now? anybody want to tell me all about something that makes them happy? like just give me an entire essay on something you really love? ;;
#mole talks#discord: iwakuraz#this is a long shot but i'd really love to take my mind off everything#im shy and awkward and terrible at talking but i love human connection and the power of friendship and sparkles and yay!!!#and also ask box and dms and etc are there too ........#:3 ? please im going back to school tomorrow i only have a few hours left#until summer ends and stuff#i really want to stop thinking about this. you can talk to me about ANYTHING apart from school#school is lame and dumb and bad and etc
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happy new year, army!
another year with armyblr and another year of things i am thankful for uwu while i'm busier than usual and cannot make the things i used to make all the time, i'm still so grateful for having this creative outlet and having a place to share the love i have for these seven boys with people who love them just as much. you're all so special to me!!!! i want to recognize some of the people who've been extra kind to me and have made my journey on this blog as miraculous has it has been -- however, i cannot state enough that anyone who's ever interacted with my blog is so, so special and important to me. the work i do isn't just for myself, it's for everyone. i'm so glad to share my creations with anyone who wants to receive them!!! ♥
some of my mutuals who have been nothing but kind and supportive of the things that i manage to do while working my crazy work weeks -- i can and would move mountains for you all. you are so, so special to me and i love you so endlessly.
@jiniekook | @seokljin | @cordiallyfuturedwight | @aprylynn | @rjshope | @raplinenthusiasts | @starcatching | @heybaetae | @kimtaegis | @yooboobies | @bisexualrapline | @userhobi | @userjiminie | @sugaftrm | @jjwannie | @sevencoloredstar | @livelocks | @jkvjimin | @taegularities | @thv-hyung | @sopekooks | @kithtaehyung | @kth1 | @jimin-gaon | @jeonjcngkook | @ncytiri | @eoieopda | @cosmicdreamgrl
(part 2 coming in a reblog bc of tumblr's silly limits!!!)
#bts#btsedit#btsgif#usersan#heyryen#annietrack#usermaggie#i'm sure theres more tags i just cant think of them but i just !!!!!#wanted to do something for everyone bc everyone has been so so kind to me this year#ive been so busy and life has taken so many turns in the past 3 months alone#ive had the busiest december i could possibly imagine#but im always so happy to know i can come here and be myself and enjoy things authentically and freely#and that is because of all the kind people i've met#i know i don't talk too much bc i'm just busy and also shy but !!!!!#dont think for a second i dont read every single tag and message and notification#bc i do. and i cherish them all so so dearly#i love you all thank you for another year as army -- it's been the most rewarding experience of my life#***#saved //
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How long have you been married and how did you know it was the right person 😔
i’ll try to not make this an essay. we just celebrated four years together, three married, on halloween! i’ll say i knew pretty quickly. i think within three conversations i was thinking “this is someone i’m going to love very very much.” i’ve never been very good at being. normal sjdksjsj so i’m pretty sure our first convos consisted of me rambling about mothman for some reason? i was terrified of being annoying but i also just. enjoyed talking to him so much. there’s a quote from if beale street could talk where james baldwin writes, “fonny liked me so much that it didn’t occur to him that he loved me,” and that’s exactly how it felt. there has always been just a sense of understanding between us, things we communicate w/o words. he’s my best friend and it’s absolutely insane to me that he loves me this much too???
#✉️#sorry for being gay it’s his bday and i miss him bc i was exposed to someone w covid so i can’t see him today :(#oh i also knew when he told me that my singing voice is one of his favorite sounds. i love to sing but im really shy ab it#and singing in the car is one of my fav things. i love holding his hand and singing to my silly lil playlist in the car!!!!#he’s my passenger seat princess <3#feel free to ask ab my husband i love talking ab him lol
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actually im bout to force my brain to a semblance of normalcy. guyth i am about to post 30 drawings here watch out. dumps this on your doorstep and kicks it into your house
#nothing special i yam always doodling and having fun even if it looks like im not.#bingo art#last characters not mine theyre both from whale of fill (whalefill) im too shy to @ but its his i pawmise#also i have a new oc . actually not new it has always existed i just put it in pressure and now their personality is worse <3 october#saturday u are my delight
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[Image Description: Two unfinished digital paintings / sketches of the hatchling and Hal from outer wilds. they are standing with their arms around each other and the hatchling has their head leaning on hal's shoulder as hal watches the supernova in the distance through the doorway of the museum. the first image is the scene viewed from behind with everything lit in bright blue with dark shadows. the second image shows hal's face looking in fear towards the light and is only partially colored, the rest sketched over a gray background. End Image Description.]
something you'll run back in for when the house burns down
#im going to post something on halloween but also want to post like sketch compilations and unfinished stuff#bc I draw alllll the tiiimeee and theres so much and its just going to get buried in my hard drive if I dont do anything with it#I'm so shy to post this but im in a good mood today so ok you can have the hal post#::) hal.#I wanted to finish these sooo badly and I still want to - it might take me completely reworking it again though :P#im scared this will become one of those pieces where i improve at anatomy more then look back at this one and be like. Gah what was I doing#honestly thats already happened. these are from several months ago#I kept their expression kind of neutral.. both because I dont think I could accurately capture the sheer dumfounded horror.#also because my heart will shatter into many pieces if I draw hal too sad#anyway the caption is a lyric from alone by tresspassers william#the album that song is from is called different stars and its one of my favorite albums ever ever <3 its very somber but I love it#this song doesnt even remind me of these two thaaat much#but theres other songs on the album that do more.. like vapour trail... and anchor oh my god. anchor...#and if you cant steer then it would be safer to drop the anchor 🤔🤔#ok I'm done talking now bye hal fans#outer wilds#outer wilds spoilers#very early spoilers. lol sub 23 minute spoilers#hal outer wilds#hatchling outer wilds#the hatchling#timber hearth#. I guess?
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(Plucks him out of a box by the scruff like a scraggly ass kitten) I love him
#light steve#steve saga#steve saga light steve#favremysabre steve saga#the steve saga#hes so pathetic#its so sad he was like always sick or missing#he should have been in the rainbow town more :(#stitch art#art#:3#hes so sillycore#ibispaint art#why havent i hit the bottom#still falling#the steve saga brainrot is real rn#i also wanna draw rq light but im pissy that hes like basically emotionless bring back shy orange steve#😭 😭 😭 😭#also my chaos and ultra designs change depending on thesituation like how they became#like being mixed w rainbow steves powers himself or rainbow stone for example#that has nothing to do with this i just felt like yapping bc i just finished rewatching the first ultra vs chaos
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"We can get through this by working together, reach out to your friends, community is all we have, a social network will be your security in the world, now is the time to lean on others!"
I do agree, and it's scientifically sound (pretty sure there is data about how people with better social networks live longer and etc) but also....augh..... what about the severe social issues, difficulty to leave the house, physical issues which lead to like zero socialization energy a majority of the time, etc. etc. Social support can be a replacement for structural support, but.. I guess I just wish it didn't have to be. Community is extremely difficult to build, even moreso if you're someone who has issues with social cues or group conversations or even just being around others in the first place. And blah, nuance, of course I'm just complaining or maybe being too negative or maybe misunderstanding, but, I hardly have the energy to brush my hair once every 2 months.. how am I supposed to maintain a wide social network and be active in a Community and Join Groups lol... sometimes it kind of feels like "er.. well if thats my only option then...... ruh roh". It's overwhelming
#Kind of like some post I saw a long time ago talking about how even the meanest shittiest most difficult to get along with#elderly people or whaever still deserve to have some sort of systems in place to support them so they're not just relying on the#grace of relatives or etc. who may not be able to deal with them. Not saying that I'm like mean and cruel or anything#but the fact of the matter is in most social situations either I am compromising or the other person is. Not in like an ~`ouuu im so weirdd#nobody willever understand my quirky swagg hee heee~' way but like a.. Just factually the things that make me happy and comfortable#are often incompatible with people. The way I communicate and process things is different from the way other people do and that#is always a barrier. I cannot have ''easy''' interactions. Even with 'understanding' people there is nearly always a significant#amount of effort. You can't walk into a group of people and then be like ''okay you guys all have to wear#masks and you also cant play music too loud and also we should communicate turns of speaking very clearly so group conversations#arent too stressful. and also i need this and that and we have to do this and that and '' etc. etc. You CAN. And some people will#go along with that. but they will ALWAYS secretly resent you for it. You will be the one person they're relieved to not have to be around.#theyre glad when you dont show up since they can go back to doing things however they want and not masking and all these boring#annoying things. OR you can say none of that and just deal with the loud music and the talking and the unmasked people. but then#YOU'RE compromising. and no matter how nice they are it's exhausting to be around and youre just further alienated#while in the presence of people and uncofmrtoabel the whole time.#Which I'm not saying the only form of community is a group setting specificially but just giving that as an example lol#I just wish there were a better option than ''well learn to socialize normally or just suffer then'' . Which I know is not what people are#saying. I guess I just always feel a bit scared when 'community is the answer'. Since its not like 'oh im just socially anxious and need to#get out of my shell~!' or something thats really that remedy-able. It's like.. my mostly unchangeable physical health issues combined#with the mostly unchangable literal way that my brain processes sensory informationand other things means that interacting with#others in a normal and easy way is incredibly difficult and often exhausting especially to maintain in any longform fashion. So then#when it's like ''the answer to staying safe is to maintain longform social connections!! :3 just reach out!!'' then.. ermm... O_O#also I'm not even one of the cutesy shy emotional hermits that's nervous. I'm the Bad Stereotype emotionless robotic cold seeming#looms in the corner of the room type of thing so people have less pity on you in that way. -_- ANYWAY gghj#I need like.. a designated social representative or something.. When I did work in that bookshop forever ago they gave me a#person who basically was just with me to help communicate with others on my behalf and supervise me and stuff. I need that.. Some#more extraverted person I can latch onto and they can maintain the Social Support Network for me and I can just be their +1 to all#of the Social Things and community. I have helpful skills I can contribute to other people and stuff it's just like.. I cant socialize lol#I cook food or something for you.. then you keep me in contact with Community.. a deal. (but then what about when I'm too sick to#contribute? as is often the case. there's not much place for people like me in communities sometimes i fear.. sigh.) ***
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