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toasterpiastris · 1 year ago

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GO DANNY! Oscar and lando did so well too and idc about red bull using mediums bc we are SO back!

#oscar piastri #daniel ricciardo #lando norris #f1 #im so proud it’s not even funny #im actually very emotional rn #😃

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beebundt · 1 year ago

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thinking a little too much abt durge/orin sibling relationship rn. 🩸ft. my durge (briar, they/them)

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answithvanzz · 1 month ago

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I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE. LIKE I ACTUALLY CANT.

I WAS ON MY IPAD DOING A SCHOOL PROJECT WHEN I CHECK MY YOUTUBE AND THIS IS THE FIRST FUCKING THING I SEE.

WHAT THE FUCK

SO OF COURSE I HAD TO FIND OUT WHAT WAS HAPPENING

I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO FEEL ANYMORE. WDYM COLE’S PROBLEMATIC I FUCKING LOOKED UP TO HIM. I LOVED CTBC MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD AND NOW ITS JUST GONE. WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME EVERY FUCKING TIME. CTBC IS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE COMFORT SHOW AND I LOVED IT SO MUCH. I GOT SO FUCKING ATTACHED TO THOSE CHARACTERS AND THE STORY BUT OF COURSE THIS HAD TO HAPPEN. IT ALWAYS DOES.

I JUST WANT TO ENJOY A SHOW OR CREATOR FOR ONCE WITHOUT THEM ENDING UP SUPER PROBLEMATIC IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?

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I’m sad about the show, but Cole? I …don’t know what to feel about him. Of course he’s just 18 and teenagers do a LOT of stupid shit, but the stupid shit he did was REALLY FUCKING STUPID. I don’t have the details because I don’t have twitter but i know it had something to do with racism, stealing assets, and possibly firing staff? I don’t know. I was actually IN the stage he hosted when it was happening, but I didn’t know what was going on at the time so I didn’t know how to react. I thought ‘wow that’s shitty, atleast he’s apologizing though.’ BUT NOW YOU’RE GOING TO TELL ME HE DID OTHER STUPID SHITTY THINGS???

It all happened so fast. I was literally drawing ctbc art, blissfully unaware of this whole situation WHILE IT WAS UNRAVELLING. I didn’t want this to happen. I didn’t THINK this would happen. But now I’m lying, curled up into a ball crying typing this on my bed.

I’ll might still post ctbc art after this but those posts will probably get less and less frequent if i do.

I’m sorry if this post was unnecessarily long, or just felt like me screaming, i just really need to get my emotions out somewhere. I might make a less emotionally charged post when i stop crying and calm down about this, i just don’t know anymore. And to the ctbc fandom, i love you guys, and you’ll always hold a special place in my heart <3

#clash 2 be champion #clash to be champion #osc #osc community #ctbc #c2bc #lol you can see my emotions start shifting the more i write #<- im coping #i don’t actually feel very ‘lol’ rn

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dipplinduo · 4 months ago

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Since my laptop is broken and I'm currently under the process of obtaining another one while itching to write and release content, I'm gonna share vibe snippets of upcoming releases:

Sweet & Sour Dipplins Ch 23: Paldan Strait by Twenty Øne Piløts

Bet You'll Fall In Love With Me Ch 8: Song 6 on Sabrina Carpenter's album Short n' Sweet LOL

Okay bye!!!!! 😃

#I would like to use this opportunity to remind y'all of the rating of BYFILWM because I'm having mixed feelings about promoting it on Tumblr #we are keeping it within the rating though I'll gaurentee that 😅#both of these chapter releases are gonna be hella emotional and hella emotional rollercoasters though #please send me all the vibes for expedited shipping services #yes I did buy a whole ass new laptop with urgency so I could WRITEEEE~#anyways #catch me posting chaotically on here until then #my fics #im scared to tag more rn 💀💀💀 idk why #the way these very polarized tastes in music and aesthetics and vibes overall sum up my brain as a whole tho #plot twist: I am NOT duolingo I am actually sweet & sour 😂😂😂

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gunstellations · 1 year ago

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#should i or should i not tag this......fuck it #loveless #aoyagi ritsuka #i was listening to the ed and op and got very emotional....im nostalgic....#the anime definitely does Not hold up in this day and age BUT.#i somehow made it cringing through the first ep about the very obvious issue that i had NOT noticed as a teenager sjdjfjd #and you take it as it is and its quite charming. angst. drama. your staple yaoi. im kind of eating up the plot and how #unrealistic yet emotional it is i kind of just accepted it as it is #the only audience this is for is the people who watched loveless at age 13 and kinned ritsuka. i do NOT want to hear complaints in my house #my art #doodles #if you may #i might actually draw soubi too.....a little too early for me rn to fully appreciate him two eps into the rewatch....

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cloudbends · 29 days ago

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IM ACTUALLY IN TEARS . WERE GETTING THERE

#vi rambling #pokemon #im so. im inconsolable #LUCIUS IS ALIVE. THE LITERAL DYING GIBEON HAS TO COME FACE TO FACE WITH LUCIUS PRESERVED THROUGH TIME.#AMETHIO IS FIGHTING WITH THE KIDS.#FULLY SIDE BY SIDE WITH LIKO DOT AND ROY #im literally fucking . crying rn why was this buildup bit with halo playing have me in tears #i need to yell about this with literally fucking anyone can anyone hear me #we literally see amethios mom next episode... she really is gibeons daughter.... dont fucking talk to me #im actually shaking i have so many thoughts and its all so jumbled.#so about the actual episode . it was so SO well executed. it gave roy his spotlight the stakes of this fight were so high in a way that #made their creative strategizing so affective and rewarding to watch. friede needs to stop with the self sacrificial tendencies.#but it was really good. i got emotional when terapagos got to climb rayquazas head after so long #just all around... so good and theyve grown so much #then writing to their families. their connection to their lineages. made me so so emotional #the only criticism i have is that diana wasnt shown. but i concur #it was so sweet theyre all back together. for rakua. at long last.#now for the next few episodes. just to get it out of the way:#WAAAHHUUUURHEHWHWHWHWJRKWKDIEUDUWHWIDIWKFKEKKELLW AHHHHHHHHHH #I think lucius still being alive was very well called. i think it's fascinating. and so unbelievably tragic that rystal died thinking #lucius is dead and now lucius is back and shes long gone. the romeo and juliet of it all but said very positively #the layers of lucius addressing liko... so many generations down the line...#gibeon having withstood all these centuries being already old and decaying and now facing lucius... preserved eternally young #just like the legend he paved in his wake. he's eternal.#it makes me wonder if this was all to save lucius in the first place. and now lucius is screaming at him to STOP.#i wonder if lucius would be glad to see gibeon survived... or mourn his fate...#and most importantly. AMETHIO #im so pleased. the tides have turned. i know some have been complaining about lack of buildup but i couldn't agree less #we're 80 episodes in. i agree he could use More screentime but the screentime he did have was so incredibly effective in building #chatacter progression. im literally running out of tags one second

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duckyfann9871 · 8 months ago

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was sobbing unceasingly (as one does) but then remembered I have mister uplifting as my mac's screensaver

#he rly is my comfort character rn huh #hes literally talking to a kid here and I'm like uwehuehuehue uwu #i swear i dont have parent issues I'm just rlu emotional fr #regardless tho #how could anyone stay upset with this face #okay maybe me bc im still sad but at least i finally stopped crying lol #also ik the screenshot is from like days ago but i never got around to posting abt it til now okay #love me that post-cry feeling #actually no i hate it #bc now tht there no tears i just feel numb??? which is both good and bad #regardless tho pls dw abt it moots bc im very dramatic and probably will be over my sadge by tmmrw #so heres some tags and good night <3 #psycho pass #psycho pass sinners of the system 1 #ginoza nobuchika #nobuchika ginoza #psycho pass ginoza #long hair men #long hair ginoza #long hair ginoza nobuchika #growing up chronicles

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moonstandardtime · 8 months ago

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i want to put link in isat. im sure hed do fine. the heros spirit endures

#my post #i was gonna say like. 'probably not the worst thing the heros spirit has endured.' but actually #man. idk. ppl like to say majoras mask is super dark. i think bc ur constantly faced with tragedy in a very direct way #zelda is usually slightly less in your face abt that stuff. mm crosses the line for that juust enough for it to be Particularly Notable #loz generally isnt afraid to address the Horrors. or at least acknowledge them #i dont mean this in a 'mm is darkest zelda' or whatever kind of way. (see jacob gellers video 'every zelda is the dsrkest zelda')#i mean it as like. mm is just louder about it #yknow. but is mm is speaking loudly then. if u put isat next to loz then it would drown mm out quite easily #in large part bc the story is just told differently #the characters are much more expressive in every way. bc the story is being told through expression #whereas loz tells stories specifically via player action #if that makes sense?#loz focuses on the journey. isat focuses on how the journey feels #not to mention links permanent 😶. which definitely influences this #honestly link as a general character (tho especially botw link) is very similar to siffrin. im not gonna try to put that into words rn but #maybe another time #anyways. if isat were told more like a zelda game i think it would be along mm and botw #i say those 2 specifically bc time loop and death and loss. lol #if the reverse were true. if loz ganes were told more like isat. then god dude i dunno #i might go through the plots of each and measure out how much i think the bitch(link) is Going Through It sometime #not rn. but sometime #initial gut thoughts tho. i think probably oot sksw la andd. possibly ww. wojld have similar emotional impact #sksw especially. have you seen his face when he sees zelda in the crystal thing. god #id say botw too but tbh. i kind of think its emotional impact is best as is.#it leaves itself a lot of room to breathe. you can rlly like. think abt it.#man these tags are off topic from the original post. eh its my post who care

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perilegs · 2 years ago

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ok i might need to force myself to not romance astarion bc i don't want to know what it says about me to turn down karlach, the woman of my dreams, the character made to cater me personally, like, if she was real i'd bring the moon and stars down for the chance to see her smile, she's everything i've hoped for in a rpg companion, what does it say about me if i turn that down for someone like astarion

#ngl karlach would be too good for me and i wouldnt deserve it #shed probably ask me stuff like 'what do you want?' upon which i would be paralyzed with fear my mind completely blank unable #to process why i can't answer a simple question #and she's so up front with her emotions which i absolutely adore but i could not reciprocate that #wait am i actually for real avoiding the karlach romance bc i feel like this fictional character from a video game is too good for me #a real human being. like. i think i would feel guilty about romancing her #which makes no sense bc i romance characters too good for anyone all of the time. but idk #in those cases ive always had like a strong character i play as who is very divorced from who i am #but playing as durge there is no past so idk who my tav is yet so all i can do is project so he feels very. personal #im v sleepy and also ive had brain fog all day so yea idk #i mean i do genuinely like astarion and his character but in his case i dont feel guilty bc i feel like i #i have no idea how to finish that sentence without it sounding like 'i can fix him'#bc i dont want to fix him i want to show him compassion and respect him and his boundaries so he'll be able to reclaim tje feeling of #being in control of his life #so he'll stop putting people down to feel like hes on a pedestal #like i get him and why he is like that but i just feel like being kind and caring towards him would feel so good #it wouldnt fix him and thats a good thing bc i dont want him to change who he is but i do think he needs support #also hes hot im so mad at myself for being so atteacted to him #we wouldnt b here if i didnt have a thing for voices #besides thag back to the main point of astarion its like. ugh! im so frustrated rn bc i dont have the words #to express my emotions toward him bc everything ive said lacks the nuance that im feelikg but idk how to put it in words #i guess i want to protect him? that such a terrible sentence and still not what om going for

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akechi-if-he-slayed · 5 months ago

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finally watched inside out 2. Where is goro akechi island .

#unfortunately i am pretty sure my head would have shuake and or ao3 island #ok but everything aside it was actually rlly good…like im a hs senior rn and i remember the anxieties of my freshman year and whatnot and #like…that’s literally how puberty is !!! i think i read somewhere they had a panel of teen girls they would consult during the production of #the film to make sure it was accurate and that was an very very smart decision imo #so emotional…so accurate…i felt so bad for riley at times omg. watch it NOW if u have not..#inside out 2 #goro akechi #persona 5

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illithiddies · 1 year ago

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absolutely insane to me that i managed to upload TWO fics in the last 10 days of the whole ass year and somehow managed to actually get a pretty good response to it!!