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Reposting screenshots bc I currently do not have time to take new ones. I still really fucking love Daylor
#little hope#the dark pictures anthology little hope#little hope daniel#little hope taylor#daylor#<3#sighs#theyre so silly#i need more content of them#im actually starving rn#anyways#im in my internship semester#so thats why ive been inactive :(#its almost over tho#so ill return
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i... wrote a smol fic (っ´▽`*)っ
also!!!!! If you haven't seen it - shoutout to first ever published fic in Ninja Showdown/My Immortal Soul tags - Lustrous Red by @missadmyre !!!
#ninja showdown#my immortal soul#first ninja x chase young#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#rc9gn#chase young#xiaolin showdown#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn plop plop#well i say smol fic.... but those 4k words felt very long.#i did say i was going to direct my energy into writing >.> and now look at me ive gone insane#no actually dont look at me im just gonna go cry over my 20k words of rough drafts for like dozen ideas that are now going#to haunt my every waking moment like JESUS i woke up today and literally wrote out 1k words of an idea for a modern au for those two TToTT#its literally an au where its a meet cute turned meet violent and first is randy's sorta dad and chase wants to adopt omi#not to mention a different AU where its an epic mystery adventure AAAAAAA someone heeeelppppp meeeee#also. its been a month but im still staring so intently at missadmyre's fic hoping for another crumb. like thank you sm for the food!!!!#ive literally been rereading it several times after i went insane about it on my main blog and im still slurping at it like a starved perso#Ive been collecting my ideas like a dragon but after reading that fic i was like: I WANT TO READ MORE FICS ABOUT THEM#but i dont wanna be a whiny baby&beg others and be annoying about it. So i put on my big person pants and was like f it WE R WRITINg NOW#so i dont care how bad my writing will be. we gonna be balling on those ideas and YES it doesnt make sense im just v rambly rn
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kinda frustrating how we've spent the last few months acknowledging how a lot of well intentioned but guilt trippy social justice posts are like specifically designed to worm into ocd ppls brains and then now every single post abt palestine is "i dont care how bad your mental health is, i dont care how bad looking at all this makes you feel, if you don't read every single post you see on this topic in full you are a horrible person and directly contributing to their deaths. 'waaaah my mental health' well at least youre not being bombed, did you think about that??" and its like. i absolutely get where youre coming from but you dont get to complain that guilt tripping is bad then turn around and use it anyways because you think the cause youre using it for is worthwhile. like. everyone thinks the cause theyre using it for is worthwhile, thats why theyre using it. but its still a shit way to do it
#like when you make a tumblr post to your tumblr blog youre not guilt tripping people who disagree with you#youre guilt tripping your followers who if theyre still following you probably already agree with what youre saying#and esp on a topic with so much brutality involved like. yeah OBVIOUSLY theres people who have to look away#like. yall know a bunch of these posts and articles and videos show graphic injuries in them right?#like i physically cant watch news videos abt this bc i will spend days with my brain making me imagine#peoples deaths in graphic detail specifically because it knows that will upset me. and i would prefer not to do that#in fact me doing that helps palestinians exactly as much as finishing my brussel sprouts helps starving kids#by which i mean none. its just a cheap guilt trip to get you to do something you don't want to#which when it's brussel sprouts thats whatever but when its 'deliberately expose yourself to extremely triggering#things otherwise youre a bad person'. not so much#idk i feel like maybe its due to ppl feeling. agitated abt not being able to do anything abt it#like the government isnt listening and we're a world away so physically /all/ we can do really is sit and watch#so i can understand a) wanting to find someone to lash out at to alleviate that feeling#like if you cant stop the actual problem at the very least you can shout down the people supporting it right?#and b) seeing 'not watching' or even just 'not watching as closely as i am' as a transgression#bc well its all we can do so if youre not even doing that you must be bad#and its like. i really do get it. but the whole world is watching right now‚ like this is THE big news thing happening rn#so a few people choosing to avoid to subject will not make a single iota of difference#idk. i guess what im saying is if youre feeling the urge to yell at someone for not looking close enough#just donate some money to a support fund instead itll do a lot more
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Since yuri is gonna get canceled, can we be yuri for the time being? I promise to not throw you into a river!!!!!!!!
*She stares flatly at you for several (painfully long) seconds before answering.*
... No.
Also, why would you feel the need to add that last bit? I trust you people approximately not at all to begin with, but that just... does not help your case. Ever.
#ooc: bet you'd reconsider if this was signed by (insert almost any of the female cast here) huh Kim#ooc: (she'd deflect by asking them why the fuck they're calling it that shfjsgdjf. unless it was Roxie. she'd take that from her at face +#+value.)#((ooc: actually she'd probably take knives calling sapphic relationships yuri at face value too but that would be a whole other can of +#+worms Kim CANNOT contend with rn 😭 she'd just take herself out back and provide somebody w bus fare- /hj))#pine.txt#asks#anon#rp#kim pine#sp comic#spvtwtg#spto#spvtw#not in standard continuity#spto continuity#ooc: genuinely though is the last bit a reference im not getting or are we being Silly rn#ooc: always looking for my yuri.... more wlw...... im so starved im wasting away.... (<- being dramatic. also remarkable well fed all +#+things considered)#ooc: if you saw the typo No You Did Not *cocks gun*#ooc: ... wait. my yuri? more yuri. i mean i am always looking for my yuri i suppose... in a sense...... *sighs wistfully and stares off +#+into the horizon* when will it be my turn to be *crosses out yuri* happy?
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a thing for class sorta
#we were doing portraits but i already learned that last year so i just drew willow#don't starve#don't starve together#willow#willow don't starve#kaz made something#im not in actual school rn its just an art summer program i joined bc i figured itd be fun
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Some concept doodles for my extremely self indulgent isat au I’ve been obsessed with lately
#keese draws#isat#isat siffrin#isat odile#eternal gales#for context on the glasses! staliens have naturally very poor eyesight so I imagine that glasses are extreme common on the island in this au#odile also has glasses but those are just for reading since reading can be a bitch otherwise#my biggest struggle rn is translating everyone’s heights since I’m used to working with teenage staliens mostly#like I want to make siffrin shorter but I rly don’t know if I can get away with it without actively changing their backstory#they’d need to have been starving for a Long time for me to justify making them any shorter#but yeah mirabelle would probably be like 6’2 or smth which is like still super short for an adult stalien but not as crazy short as sif#well for her societies standard anyways since she was born during the hot dry season so she’s just naturally on the smaller end#isabeau on the other hand was born during the cold dry season and would probably be like 9’10 or smth?#which is again pretty damn tall but not actually that crazy by his societies standards#and bonnie would probably be like 5’5 or smth like that#on and euphrasie is like 12’11 because she’s silly like that#ok Im making an au tag for my sake fuck it#if nothing else itll be good for me to archive times Ive talked abt stalien worldbuilding#eternal stars au
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this is infuriating. these people are fucking liars.
OP literally says "if you get a message from an account claiming to be a Palestinian fundraiser, it is a bot. it is a scam." and then in the replies goes on to pretend this is not what was said and that not all messages/posts/accounts are scams. you are LYING and fearmongering.
HOW TO CHECK IF A FUNDRAISER IS LEGIT:
Look at where it links to. do not immediately click on links, hover and see where they actually go to
if it goes to gofundme, look at the page. note the URL it has, the fundraiser money goal and how much has been donated, the name of the organiser, etc.
if there is a claim of being vetted, follow that claim - is there a post by a known Palestinian blogger sharing/vetting/vouching for this fundraiser? is this on the list of the vetting spreadsheet that is shared by el-shab-hussein here?
on the VETTED versions of posts, or in the spreadsheet, follow THAT link. does THAT vetted link take you to the same page as was linked in your inbox or in the donation post? IF SO, THAT LINK IS CORRECT, IT HAS BEEN VETTED, AND YOU CAN SHARE THIS POST OR ASK.
(obviously just be conscious that you may not have much to work with and are in imperfect circumstances. be aware and be careful, always)
if it fails the above, proceed with caution. maybe you donate to it anyway because it passes the sniff test for you, but you don't feel confident sharing it to your followers. that's fair enough. but do NOT spread this fearmongering crap like in the screenshot below.
these people are spreading bullshit and slandering Palestinian bloggers (read: all the comments referencing "trust me bro", i.e., pretending that this is the level of vetting provided by Palestinian bloggers, calling their integrity into question).
also by no means am i saying not to donate to the organisations mentioned in the screenshot. if what you have the time and energy to do is donate to a larger organisation to distribute funds, supplies, and help, then absolutely do that. do that in addition to donating to individual fundraisers. do that instead of individual fundraisers if you genuinely struggle to vet them or something. but do NOT make posts like this:
#sorry yeah im not allowing reblogs im not inviting this filth shit into my space. this advice is just what i can drum up quickly rn#it's not perfect but like i am SICK of these fucking people on here spreading this lie#i know about the bots! we all know about the bots! we've been dealing with bots and scams on this platform for YEARS#using that to fearmonger about real actual people who are starving and dying... disgusting#if you care about scams then provide advice on avoiding them. dont make posts like this. trash talking Palestinian bloggers too. smh
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well at least the terrible fear of being to needy and attention seeking keeps me in check. at least i got that going for me. coolio baboolio.
#the Thoughts are Back with a Strong Strong Vengeance but really. who has the time to act on them.#hurgh! :)#blabbering#im just. floating through life rn taking on more and more roles and responsibilities hoping in the end any of them makes me feel#loved but at the same time refusing any positive feedback i get on them on grounds of feeling like i havent earned it and im so so tired#contemplating the logistics of going Missing on my drive home on friday but ngl i think itd take my best friend at least like. two days.#till they realise i didnt pick up my key. and then maybe another two days before they act in any way other than messaging me a question mark#which would leave my Kitties starving and unhappy. which Bad.#man i thought this week would be Good And Fun and instead its just making everything worse and i hate it#im trying so hard to be outgoing and fun and likeable and i still feel like i have not made a genuine connection to anyone#this is such a non issue this is such a self focused dumb as hell point of view!!! but!!!!!! whateverrrrr what ev e rrrrr im allowed to feel#i just wish i could feel anything other than superfluous. would be banger actually. would be grant.
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ok i didnt wanna wait but its 1am so its a kinda bad scribble but YIPPE HUGS :D @qiekzart
#art#my art#friends <3#im actually touch starved asf and was smiling as i was drawing this#also sorry if its not 100% accurate im like 1/3 of the way asleep rn
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“[The things I let you do, stardust, I swear.]” <- im so normal over this line. so normal. you wouldn’t believe how normal i am over this
#BECAUSE IT ISNT JUST THIS !!!!!#im thinking about a post game situation in particular but siffrin absolutely has some privileges in game too#bc Siffrin would probably be the first loop allows to like !! actually hold them !!!#i imagine after all the loops they went through they became. just as. or even worsely touch starved#my brain is not braining rn BUT#I Just Think…..#lantern says stuff
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Teehee I got hugged today 🥰
#the klock keeps ticking#it was literally like 2 seconds but idk im like WOOOOO#like it wasnt long enough for me to be all satisfied touch wise nah im so starved itd take all night and day man#and also this particular person is uh. very special ahem. and it was like#i wrapped my arms around them best I could and i could just feel their hips and like their body squish under my hands#cuz theyre so squishy and sturdy at the same time it felt safe and its like. thats really scary actually#ive never ever felt safe hugging anyone this kinda thing is brand new to me#touch in general is new to me. at least consensual touch that i wanted and initiated#and i just felt really nervous cuz like i really love this person but sometimes its hard cuz like ‘guys’ dont hug each other often#or at least not in a case like this where we’re friends but theres this sorta avoidance around anything romantic#cuz we’re both very awkward and also uh. trying not to cross certain boundaries just yet we need time#but unfortunately im so aaaaa rn and touch starved and i was like im just gonna bite the bullet and ask if we can hug LIKE A DAMN GAY ASS#its like fuck i may as well propose marriage and get on all fours while im at it aaghhhhh why am i like this#but it was fine they werent weirded out or anything. not visibly anyway. and they hugged me!!!#me! of all people! im like so happy we got to hug but im also really pissed cuz it was really brief and i didnt get to memorize how they#felt and now im just like grrrrr. fucking tease why must i be so tortured i get the smallest taste and then poof its gone#i just wanna cuddle and hug them for hours and pull their hair and feel their body all over and uhhhhhhhhh#ahem. i may be getting too gay here huh. damn itttt. fuck me. how do you ask your mate if you can explore bodies#in a way that definitely isnt platonic without making things weird
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holy balls i rly want a bf to cuddle with me
#stop it im so touch starved rn this is not ok#does someone wanna write a chigiri or nagi or reo x reader cuddle piece 😀#pls#plsplsplpslplps#im begging u#im so touch starved rn its not even funny#guys i js wanna be cuddled is that rly sm to ask for#holy balls#i rly rly want a hug#omg#what is going on rn#im actually on my knees pleading#someone make js like a cute lil cozy cuddle fluffy duffy piece#pls.#im begging.#jisu talks!
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Batcat could do the funniest thing rn
#constantly advocating for black batcat kid#actually doesn’t have to be a Batcat kid just a segue#we don’t have a current batgirl yall PLEASE#refusing to acknowledge babs as batgirl so hard rn#Tiffany Fox!! is currently#actually is that main continuity?#ok last time we saw her she was Jace’s Robin#but since they love ignoring black storylines just ignore this one and make her batgirl!#matter of fact introduce ANOTHER black character to make jace’s Robin#if we need the segregation so bad#Im starved for black comic content Can u see me#u can only pretend Kon is mixed so much#and i read most recent cyborg#it was fine#like it really wasn’t bad didn’t speak to me but also read that in a car and I got carsick and I was so focused on not throwing up#actually I think I’ll give it a reread it was not fair of me to read it like that lmaooo#same with that superfam meet up shit#which was it#secret identity#Niggas who said Clark was Superman were dying#both of them were okay to me but also the horrors#ANYWAAAYYYD#dc better not fuck up the hill lol I’ll kill myself at headquarters
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ok so that like hour and a half of sleep i got at the beginning of the night is looking increasingly like it will be the Only sleep i get tonight bc it’s now . 5am
#i think i’m hungry again. i can’t tell if this is weird amounts of hunger bc im not used to getting hunger cues (adhd)#or if i’m not getting hunger cues until i’m starving (also adhd) and that’s why it feels so extreme#or if i’m actually just more hungry than normal#oh wait i’m not on stimulants rn . and those are appetite supressanfs aren’t they . hmmmmmmm
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vent
#haha now im fucking sobbing im my bathroom bc i was texting one of my only 2 friends (not including my ex) about how nervous i am#then i started in about how i actually dont really want to go out & meet people & go on dates but at the same time#im so extremely tired of being lonely/alone & having absolutely no one to consistently hang out with & im so starved for love & gentleness#and tbqh all i want rn is someone to hold me. i want someone to actively want me/pursue me. i want someone to choose me & care about me#it really fucking hurts & sucks being on everyones backburner. im such a loving person. i have such a big heart & so much love to give#ive always been like that. ive always loved people with my whole being. always been happy & happy to make others happy#ive always prioritized peoples happiness & comfort & well-being FAR above my own#ive always heard the universe gives back what it receives from you......so whens it my turn to be wanted fully & loved in an unwavering way#my love has always been give give give...... i just want to receive the affection. the devotion. the loving tasks. for once. please.....#im not even looking for my forever or for my life partner or w/e. i just want someone who's excited to see me & wants to be in my presence#someone who; even if only for 1 day or 1 week or even 1 month; chooses me. chooses to stay.#i think......im tired. im gonna go play fallout nv until i pass out from exhaustion. im tired#emma vents#vent tag#sad boi hours#sad bitch hours#2023 tag
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NPD BPD combo will make you feel like a starving wild circus animal every time you remember other people exist
#ok to rb#vent tw#it's like. we have a member who has NPD proper as cohost now#so our BPD and NPD symptoms have been combined into one worse thing#and it's baby's first Real Narc Crash and Ive been having RSD inflicted panic attacks every day#and I'm getting really fucking exhausted so the point where Im thinking stuff like 'I wish I could kms rn but that'd be too shitty and I#know this shit has to get better eventually because it has before so Im just#trying to relax#and in this case it's not like I have imo a compelling reason like my friends are all paying a proportionate amount of attention to me#to the energy for friends they have to give like I'm not being NEGLECTED#but I am so attention starved it's actually insane#and if it were just that itd be fine but I'm pmsing and Ive been losing sleep#from a mix of medical issues and exotraumatic nightmares#so I'm just. I'm absolutely Fucking Miserable#and its nobodies fault so instead of getting pissed off at someone Im just pissed off at everyone and no one at the same time#I just want to feel special again but its like. even if I DID feel comfortable asking for more attention#1. It wouldn't feel genuine and nothing my friends could easily do would stop it from not feeling genuine#2. I've been cluster B long enough to know that this stuff has to sort itself out naturally#asking for vallidation can be good at the right times but when I'm wanting to rely on it most thats when I need to find something else#but genuinely IDFK anymore man like I'm too tired to do shit I feel like all of my energy this month has been#STOPPING myself from doing stuff so when I try and think about what I actually Want To Do I feel so obstructed and exhausted I feel like#there's nothing fulfilling rn bc my stupid ass brain is like why find joy in anything if everyone hates you and you don't matter#(<- literally no one in my life has even implied this but. that's just how mental illness goes sometimes)#I just need to hang on until this narc crash is over and my friend groups aren't in the middle of like#2 million different things we're all struggling with stopping us from hanging out very much#I do think this happens every winter though#Ironically I love the winter weather and the rain and cold and gray (idk if I have SAD but if I do it's for the summer)#but I never enjoy the season like I want to because it's the most busy time of year so everyone is stressed out and doesn't have much time#to vibe like I want to so I end up just feeling pretty miserable until the slow time of year when people can relax more#It's usually like
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