#im about to @ you on insta w this too my apologies

[springlock-suits]

Fnaf-tober | Day 17: Weird Science

For this day I decided to draw @miiilowo's William from it's old Weird Science dtiys!

He is very fun to draw but also very much a challenge for me bdjsbdks

Fnaf-tober by miiilowo

[mclqren]

UNFORGETTABLE ★ CL16

PAIRING ✦ charles leclerc x fem!gymnast!reader

SUMMARY ✦ after attending one f1 race, you simultaneously manage to embarrass yourself in front of and impress a certain f1 driver [ SMAU ]

WARNINGS ✦ cursing

REQUESTED ✦ here!

NOTES ✦ for the purpose of this fic, the reader is going to represent america in the olympics for gymnastics. i made the reader have a private insta account for this fic & a main, just to fit in with the 'private life' aspect. the fc i've used is isabela juliana, but feel free to picture whoever you want! my requests are open so feel free to leave a request :)

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yourusername flowers are the key to my heart 🔐💌

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user1 STUNNERRR!!

user2 if the whole gymnastics thing doesn't work out, you could literally have a career as a model because damnnn!!

user3 the flowersss 🥺🥺

user4 is she going to the olympics this year??

user5 yess!! can't wait to see her 💗💗

simonebiles my girl wowwww 😍😍

yourusername my lover fr 💓💓

yourbsf GORGEOUS

yourusername LOVE YOU!!

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yourfinsta sushi night & trying to figure this f1 shit out before this weekend 🍣😱

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yourbsf SINCE WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO WATCH F1

yourfinsta HAVE I NOT TOLD YOU

yourbsf NOOO???

yourfinsta FERRARI INVITED ME AS A PADDOCK GUEST SO I GUESS IM GOING

yourbsf you better message me ALL ABOUT IT

yoursibling you're the luckiest bitch alive.

yourfinsta yeah except i know NOTHINGG about f1 pls drop by my apartment and teach me ☹️

yoursibling fine fine im on my way

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( caption one: about to moveeee ✈️ | caption two: i apologize in advance for my limited formula one knowledge 😔 )

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yourfinsta third slide is me after embarrassing myself in front of one of the most good-looking guys alive?? i swear i knew his name i just panicked when someone asked me 😭

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yourbsf HOW DID YOU NOT KNOW WHO CHARLES LECLERC WAS

yourfinsta YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING ESP WHEN HE BROUGHT IT UP AGAIN LATER??

yourbsf he brought it up AGAINNN?? oh he likes you.

yourfinsta NO HE DOESNTT HE WAS PROBABLY JUST AS EMBARRASSED AS I WAS.

yoursibling the caption??

yourfinsta it's a long story. i'll tell you when i get home

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yourusername i had such a good time w ferrari this weekend: thank you sm for having me!! (ps. yes i do know who both drivers are 🤣)

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user9 the caption 🤣🤣

user10 you have to praise the girl for owning her mistake!

user11 STUNNERRR

user12 so why isn't she training then...

user13 ppl are allowed to take breaks - leave her alone!

user14 the flowers are so on y/n's brand

user15 righttt!! she's so spring i can't explain it

scuderiaferrari it was lovely to have you with us, y/n!

yourusername thank you for having me! ❤️❤️

user16 okay but why couldn't they have chosen someone who knows about f1 instead of someone random girl off the street?? like at least pick someone who's WATCHED the sport, and knows the drivers names.

user17 tons of people who haven't watched the sport get invited all the time. she said when she was there that she didn't have too much knowledge on the sport, but wanted to learn more about it, hence why she accepted the invite. she said she forgot their names momentarily because she was panicked by the larger crowd, so maybe leave off her for a minute! 💓

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( caption one: back again 😴 | caption two: thanks for the gift 😉 )

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yourusername another crazy weekend later...🏎️

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user22 she's so luckyyyy wth!

user23 TWO F1 RACES IN A ROW?? WOWWW SOMEONE'S POPULAR

user24 AND THE HAT? it's def charles asking for her

user25 the outfitttt wow 😍

user26 she's literally so pretty

user27 STAY AWAY FROM CHARLES

user28 girl what.

charles_leclerc the bag 😉

yourusername yes yes you bought it for me thanks babe 🤣💓

user29 A GIFT? 'BABE'? WHATTTT

user30 WOAH WHAT IS THIS

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yourusername back to training at last 🤸‍♀️

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user31 back to your rootsss!!

user32 my fav gymnast

user33 WE'VE BEEN WAITINGGG i can't wait for the olympics

user34 SAME!!

user35 wowww she's stunning!

user36 is this charles' girlfriend then or-

user37 nope! nothing's been confirmed right now - they might just be good friends!

simonebiles YOU ARE EVERYTHINGGG!!

yourusername I LOVE YOU 💗

charles_leclerc i could do that 🤣

yourusername fighting talk from someone who drives around in a car all day!

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charles_leclerc turns out the key to heart is to actually just buy her flowers 🤷‍♀️❤️

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user42 MAMA Y PAPA

user43 UR SO REAL FOR THISSS

user44 DAMN Y/N IS BEING SPOILTTTT

user45 AS SHE SHOULD BEEE!!

user46 POWER COUPLE ALERTTT

user47 gymnast x f1 driver is NOT a trope i was expecting but i love it!!

yourusername the flowers are the only reason we're together.

charles_leclerc WHAT

yourusername wish i was kidding, i'm just a sucker for nice flowers 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

yourusername ALL JOKES ASIDE im so grateful 💗

landonorris barf 🤮

yourusername call me when you get a girlfriend x

user48 SHE'S FRIENDS W THE PADDOCK TOO??

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yourusername it's no longer acceptable to forget your name anymore ☹️💓

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user49 MY NEW FAV COUPLE ON THE GRID

user50 im OBSESSEDDD

user51 pls call me if he fumbles you ☹️

user52 NO REALLL im always here y/n ❤️❤️

user53 THE THIRD SLIDE PLEASEEEE

user54 love a woman who's obsessed w her man 🙏

simonebiles if he hurts you im always here (to date you)

yourusername my ACTUALLL wife 💍💍

charles_leclerc im so lucky ❤️

yourusername you mean you're lucky i liked the flowers.

charles_leclerc you're still on about this??

yourusername YOU THINK IM JOKING?? flowers are my life. i would die for flowers. it's the only reason we're together 🤣💗

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[sweetheartsaku]

—HAIKYU!! various ; how deep is your love?

a/n ; [gn!reader] kinda fem implied in kawa's and kuroo's 😓 do yall like the new layout?? c: suggestive if you squint extremely hard in kuroo's .. i honestly dont know if im writing this timeskip or pre timeskip its 3am 😣

— characters : oikawa, osamu, tsukishima, hinata, sakusa, kuroo

part 2 ! ♡ akaashi, kenma, kita, semi, kageyama, suna

jade vine !

tooru oikawa ; SWEET / I THOUGHT YOU WANTED TO DANCE - tyler the creator, brent faiyaz, fana huez

has 'i love you' wars and he MUST win or he will tackle you (affectionate)

takes the BEST candid photos of you and puts so much love into the following insta post. has you as his wallpaper too (please match with him) (he'd also have a highlight just w pics of you😞)

please NEVER do that 'wipe their kiss off' trend because he will actually not talk to you for DAYS and gets all sulky until you apologize. (he will get all cocky all over again)

core memory from his teamates. bae was explaining to his teamates about new volley nerd talk blablabla and they notice his nails painted in a faint pink (for a fun date night, thinking no one will notice)

issei BURSTS out laughing and instantly points it out. now seijoh4 NEVER lets him live it down

always the first person to notice when you use a new shampoo or perfume.

cuddling, (you being the little spoon╰(*´︶`*)╯♡) you can feel his breath hitch when his lips reach your neck

before you could ask why he's stopped inching closer he's already manages to whisper out, "did you start using a new shampoo?" yes. yes you have

do his skincare with him please ! he loves it. he loves when he places you on the bathroom counter and you wrap your legs around his waist, he loves when you're so gentle with the toner, he loves when you graze your delicate fingers over his beautiful long lashes, he loves when you make sure you don't cut him when snipping the face mask so it fits a little more snug, EVERYTHING. (he is sunoo coded)

osamu miya ; good looking - suki waterhouse

loves your tummy SO much. doesn't care about shape or form, he just likes the feeling that you're being fed. squish. or pat. he loves it. have i mentioned he loves your tummy?

when his dad leave the twins at home its always osamu at the stove, please keep atsumu in a 5 mile radius AWAY from the kitchen

SPOON FEEDS YOU. please i need him. on days you're too tired to move a muscle, days where you're too sick to open your eyes, be prepared to feel his hand on the back of your head and one below your chin ready to feed you!! once you've sat yourself up he feeds you so gently... osamu miya i need you

when you're really tired from work, he will send meals to your workplace. if you work at home and sees you barely able to keep an eye open, you will see his hand under a spoon of your favourite meal. he's not the best with it, but he's trying 🥹 he means it with all his heart and hearing you say the food is really warm in your stomach, his heart feels warm too (о´∀`о)

my mans is SNATCHED. slide your hands around his waist, poke it a little do WHATEVER. your hands have probably been on his waist more than his hands on yours.

i think his core is pretty well built. have we seen it in the anime or manga? maybe. but from what i've seen, his physique is very 😳 (a tad bit better than his brother's i fear)

cooking together!!! different recipes each date, basking in each other's presence. its always so fun and the results are always almost flawless!

at one-point y'all were making cupcakes, it was literally osamu baking them and you decorated it.

AND OBVIOUSLY the basic, he would routinely give you handmade onigiri, in different shapes, flavours and whatever you like ✨

kei tsukishima ; the only exception - paramore

kinda scowls at you when you put your hands under his shirt but secretly really loves it so when you slither your hands away he instantly places your hands back and make sure your hands STAY there. bonus points if you have warm body temperature. he likes the feeling of your warm hands on his slightly colder body.

his wardrobe has drastically evolved from muted tones to slightly lighter and vibrant clothing ever since you insisted on getting matching stuff!!

WILL say he is not a jewellery person but collects, keeps and takes care of all the little trinkets you give him DAILY. he has a little sticker on the edge of one of his books and a little moon sticker on the end piece of his sports glasses

he also defineitely has really thick curly blond lashes. you say they are one of his charming points but he gets all flustered. when you insist to put clear mascara on them, he doesn't really look like he has a problem with it 🥹

what could his ahh possibly be listening to with those headphones on so often (real)

sends you playlists at an insane hour that go for insane amounts of time. but i KNOW his taste is immaculate. every song always gives you goosebumps or makes your heart tighten

please do a spotify blend with him (he was gonna ask you, but you beat him to it)(he was shy)

oh AND the shared playlists actually are insane!! so much good music all at once?? crazy yall 😭😭 (wave to earth, cody fry, the smiths, daniel caesar, rex orange county)

shoyo hinata ; intro (end of the world) - ariana grande

honestly, out of all these men HINATA SHOYO is the BEST candidate for taking care of a person except himself. has no limits in his stamina, and will only listen to you when you ask him maybe its time for a break. does he overwork? not necessarily. does he work too hard? yes, in a positive way. please remind him to eat because he will forget sometimes

he will NEVER admit he likes being the little spoon LMAO he finds being vunerable in your arms a tad bit silly, and it bugs him. after a long week of practice games and insisting kageyama and yachi to practice with him the instant he falls on the bed, he finds himself melting into your touch. your voice gets a little more buttery and he loves it, falling asleep instantly

hes probably a hard sleeper too 😭 he wont wake up till he feels your cold hands on his face or the sunbeams from the curtain literally bleed into the sheets and steal its colour

PLEASE STROKE HIS HAIR. he loves it. he absolutely loves it. again, melts into your touch like ice-cream. his heart will feel tight and he has a lil' blush 🥹 whats even more priceless is his lips slightly agape after hes fallen asleep... how can you NOT love this man

one of the only boys on this list who will LET you put little pink bows or style his hair in braids and clips. (if you're imagining timeskip hinata, you have attempted to put a little bow around his bicep but you underestimated its size and it BROKE. gosh what an experience)

DANCES WITH YOU EVERYWHERE!!! omg i love him so much. doesn't care if you have two left feet, he just loves the feeling in his heart when he sees your smile as he spins you around. in the rain, in big empty rooms, in the kitchen, anywhere.

loves the idea of promise rings or little trinkets that ensure he gets to have you forever!!

kiyoomi sakusa ; washing machine - VANISHING GIRL, rosemary fairweather

PLEASE braid this man's hair. 😞 he pretends to despise it and thinks you don't notice when he literally melts under your touch. he feels safe 'nd comfy and hopes it lasts forever, when your hand retracts he has a lil' pout

notices when you've been wearing your favourite hood for a couple days straight, has a little scowl under his mask and throws one of his jackets at you. he only gives you the wind-breakers that are 100% cotton or the ones he just knows you like.

he uses this as an excuse to share his clothes with you. its safe to assume its his love language under-cover!

HE IS SO ASS WITH PDA all you get is him giving you hand sanitizer before eating meals or snacks. its only you though, don't tell him that.

BUT sometimes when he feels like it, he will take your hand and put it HIS pocket so "your hands are always sheltered from germs" now what type of bs is THAT. (you love this bs)

can be snarky. sometimes he gets the slightest eenie meenie miniest bit cocky, and its very noticable. has the ability to be a little bit of a tease but not in a pestering way more like a little smartass way LMAO.

tetsuro kuroo ; never lose me - flo milli

always has his hand in the back pocket of your pants. that was it. thank you for coming to my ted talk. (to feel your butt? no idea.)

tutor sessions always unbearable. either you're too busy staring at his biceps, or you're sighing that he's made a little pop quiz for you!! tell him it sucks please

if he notices it gets a bit too much or overwhelming for you over the week or before study dates, insists to take you out instead (what a gentleman!! kuroo tetsuro come into my life)

extremely consistent with routine. good morning and good night text DAILY no matter how busy he is, he WILL find a way (i like to think its his way or the high way #kingofprovocation /hj). very good at getting the things he wants in a non-manipulative way but with simply logic and brains

yeah as captain hes no. #1 but he is also no. #1 waist CLUTCHER. his hands are always on you somehow even in the slightest way, but never pervy. he just likes having his hands on you! bonus points if you have hip dips, he loves it so much. he finds it as a perfect spot to place his hands on (btw ppl w hipdips yall are BEAUTIFUL!! 🥹)

i feel as he has a possessive side as well. small, but more noticable compared to someone else. will not hesitate to stare someone (or recite chemistry nerd stuff 🙁) down for looking at you a little too long :3

when he sees you post or sees himself in your instagram or tiktok dumps, his heart tightens a bit in the best way possible. when you mention him in the post he only reacts with a heart but he's actually going insane

[sexisdisgusting]

Had a terrible conversation with a friend whose sole source of ideas is insta infographics. She kept pushing me to talk about what I think about trans issues, knowing full well that she wouldnt agree with my views. Two seconds into the conversation, I used the words "trans ideology" and she legit threw a fit. 😑

From someone virtue signalling non-stop, there were no accommodations for me - someone speaking in a second language, a woman of colour from a country where trans identified people have coexisted because they choose to identify as a third gender and dont needle their way into womens spaces.

Anyways, Im so fed up of having to listen to her stupid luxury viewpoints. She 100% strikes me as a white girl who has racist parents (she told me this) and didnt feel special enough so has to invent identities and disorders to feel special and ask for things she wants.

Fuck her and fuck her genocide supporting western imperialist govt.

Love your blog btw, I just had to get that off my chest somewhere, sorry.

dont apologize, anonita i love you so much thank you for choosing my blog as a safe space to dump down your thoughts and experiences!!!

that sounds incredibly fucking annoying, said 'friend' obviously has her own head up her ass so damn far she cant see nor appreciate other peoples povs or experiences, even opinions

her and her racist ass parents can fuck off lol why is it always the white girls w racist parents that turn SUPER lib to the point they actually end up being oppressive and regressive themselves too

[alittleemo]

:/

[anyotherwriter]

First of all im so happy for this news ;w;

My request is:

Daryl was always giving mean answers to readers daily questions. He was thinking that she was needlessly happy and positive even in the worst moment. She was just trying to make conversation with him and believed there was still good in life. One day when reader gets hurt Daryl tries to help and this time reader is surprised and asks if he cared about her. Daryl loved her but just couldn't get used to the idea that he loved her.

Soo something like this. Sorry if i couldnt write it well english is not my mother tongue 😗✌🏻

Masterlist / buy me a coffee? / art insta

HIIIIIII !!

I've never had writer's block hit me so fast before so MY BAD, apologies for taking so long. I hope what I'm providing you with now will suffice because I really struggled with it.

Anyway. Thank you so much for your request!

Okay, love you, bye.

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Daryl always found himself in a limbo. On one hand, he’d be getting frustrated at you because you just asked so many questions, pointless ones, questions about nothing important. You’d asked him what his favorite color was (to which he never answered), what food he misses the most, how he used to take his coffee, and on, and on, and on. He always worried that your chatter would scare away the game and they’d return back to the prison empty-handed, even if you were always quick to quiet when he asked.

On the other hand, your voice kept him company during the hot days when he just wanted to plop down beside a tree and take a quick nap. The sound of your footsteps beside him calmed him more than when he was alone, knowing that he had someone that had his back completely, the way he had yours. He also couldn't deny the way his chest tightened whenever you'd look at him and smile.

His mind was a mess, but only when it came to you.

The two of you had wandered out for food early this morning when the sky was still a watercolor of pinks, oranges and dark blues. Checking traps he'd set days before finally had success, and a rabbit hung limp from a strap across your chest where you offered to carry it. You would try relentlessly to get him to speak to you, to say anything. Normally Daryl was trapped in his own head, caught up in thoughts of impending doom, needing to take care of everyone but himself, and survival. You wanted to remind him that he was human, too.

"Do you ever miss going to the movies?" You asked him, breaking the still of air as the two of you broke through the tree line and headed towards a home you didn't recognize. Daryl was now a couple steps ahead of you, his crossbow gripped tightly in his hands, lifted halfway. He was always ready for a fight, always tense.

"Nah." Daryl replied easily, his voice sounding annoyed as usual as he scanned the area around the front door. You only nodded your head, disappointed.

"What do you miss, Daryl?" You asked him just before you got knocked to the ground. You landed on your arm awkwardly, head hitting an exposed tree branch, and the familiar growling of hunger was clawing at you in your vulnerability. The smell of rotting flesh clouded your senses as you fought to push off the walker, and not being able to reach your knife made those few seconds some of the longest you'd ever experienced. A bolt finally stilled the decaying body, and the weight was quickly lifted from you.

"Y'alrigh'?" He said quickly, letting the body thud harshly to the ground and then began to fuss over you. He moved his hands roughly over your arms and legs and you couldn't help but smirk. He was concerned about you, something you didn't think was possible.

"Hey," he said a bit quieter, his hand reaching behind your neck as he helped you sit up slowly. "We gotta go." He said trying to be careful with you, but a few more walkers broke from the treeline making a beeline for the two of you. As much as Daryl wanted to poke and prod and fix you, he couldn't do that if you were both dead.

You nodded your head as you stood, your vision going fuzzy with black and white speckles, reminding you of the snow of TV screens. Daryl let you throw your arm over his shoulder, his arm under yours, and he all but pulled you into the woods. He wanted to go slow, especially when your feet stumbled at the speed his went, but he could still hear the lazy shuffling of dead feet, and groans echoing through the trees. Being rough with you now, holding you too tightly to get you somewhere safe, could be forgiven later.

"We're almos' there." He said harshly, the extra weight you'd started to shift into him taking a toll on his legs. He knew that you both still had a ways to go before safety was promised. Sweat broke out across his brow and he was getting tired fast. He could feel your body getting heavier, your feet stumbling more, your grip on him getting stronger. Daryl decided to squat down, scoop a hand behind your knees and lift you up.

And then you were out.

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The familiar smell of faint mold registered first. The room was settled in darkness, small flickers of orange and yellow from the common area reminding you of where you were; in your bed, wrapped in an extra blanket that wasn't yours.

When you tried to sit up, your head was riddled with a splitting headache. You clutched at the hair at the back of your head, hoping you could just tear out the offending pain.

"Ah," you heard as an off-kilter shuffling of feet came into the room, "you're awake." Hershel set down a small candle and grabbed a few pills he'd left bedside for you previously and held them out to you now.

"You remember what happened?" He asked as he sat down in the chair across from the bed and stretched out his leg. He looked at you with concern as you focused your sights on him. You only nodded. "Good. Now let me get a look at ya."

Hershel's exam was supposed to be quick, but his directives fell on deaf ears as you moaned and groaned about being tired, avoided the dying flashlight he tried to shine in your eyes, and gripped the edge of the flat mattress a little too hard to make the motion sickness stop. You barely registered Hershel’s mumbles about a concussion as you remembered the ugly orange color of the front door of the house you hadn't made it into, and the smell of a rainstorm coming in, but most of all, you remembered Daryl.

"Is he okay?" You croaked out, recalling the way his arms trembled around you as he tried to keep going. Hershel stood and looked down at you.

"Daryl's just fine." He said, his voice calming any concern that you may have put Daryl in harm's way. "He's been worried about you. Lingering and pacing, but that's all. But I'm sure he'll deny it." He said with finality as he stepped out of your cell and pulled the curtain across.

You wanted to get up, to walk around and stretch your knees that felt unusually sore; you also wanted to eat. You weren't sure how long you were out, but the one thing you were sure of is that you were craving a hefty bowl of underwhelming, flavorless rabbit stew. When you went to stand, a wave of nausea rose up your throat and forced you back down, head in hands.

"Hey." You heard Daryl from the doorway. Peeking between your fingers, you saw him standing there, back stiff, with a bowl in his hands. Like he could read your mind, even if you were positive that Hershel directed him to bring it. You gave him a small smile as you sat up straight to look at him.

He looked as if he just finished a week-long bender of no sleep, his hair an extra bit tangled on one side from where he kept grabbing at it mindlessly to relieve his anxiety. His feet were tired from pacing, up tower steps, across the field, through the hallways pretending to do work when he just wanted to come into your cell to check on you every three minutes. He hadn't given much merit to his attachment to you, how often he purposefully put himself near you, the number of times he'd look over his shoulder in reassurance that you were right there with him, until Hershel requested for everyone to 'let you rest' and to not disturb you as you recovered.

The moment Hershel came down and let everyone know you were awake and doing just fine, a tremendous weight lifted off his shoulders. Daryl became conscious of what you would remember of him, and not just of this accident. He worried about how you thought about him in the privacy of your cell, or when you'd be down tending to the garden with Carl, or when you'd be directly beside him and he wouldn't say so much as one word. He imagined it all bad, because he hadn't given you a reason for anything more before.

"Look," you started as he made a step forward to put down the food across from you. "I'm sorry. I should've paid more attention."

Daryl's brow furrowed as he continued to stand there and stare. He couldn't think of any reason for you to be sorry. He hadn't heard the walker either, he wasn't watching your back the way he should've been. It took a few hours for the rest of the group to reassure him that it was an accident, it wasn't his fault, or yours.

"Don' be." His head shook and his shaggy hair started falling into his eyes. "Shit happens. I'm jus' glad yer alrigh'."

He noticed your face looked different, and maybe it was just the glow of the candle casting wrong shadows, but you looked defeated. It was something he hadn't seen from you before. He'd seen the anger, and sadness, and the exhaustion, but your eyes looking up at him like you had broken was all new entirely.

"I don' miss nothin' from before." He said suddenly. He hadn't intended to say it, it was just the beginning of a thought, a terrifying thought, and a very personal one, too. But with your happy-go-lucky mask stripped from your face, and your hand massaging the back of your head, he hoped that maybe answering one of your unanswered questions would help in some way.

It took you a moment to understand what he meant, to remember the last question you asked him before you were sure it was your time to die. It was the first question he decided to answer in months.

You couldn't help but laugh a little when you realized that the answer you got was so uninspired, so boring. Daryl felt a small flare of resistance in his chest.

"Wha's funny?"

"Nothing." You said with a small voice as you finally took a bite of stew. Like you expected, it wasn't much of anything, but it still managed to quell the growling in your stomach. Daryl still stood, now in the doorway, and you weren't sure why. He looked a bit flustered and had the familiar glint in his eyes he'd usually get before an argument.

"I ain't like you." He started. "I didn't have anythin' growing up but a hard time. Don't see why that's funny."

"It's not, Daryl." You shook your head lightly, averting your eyes from his. "I just… of all the things I've asked you, that's what I finally get from you?"

"Wha' do ya want from me?" He asked with a voice much louder than before. "A play-by-play of my life before and after everything went to shit? 'Cause it's been abou' the same, except now I get more sleep!"

"Daryl-"

"No!" You don' get ta ask me questions and then not like th'answers!" He yelled and then everything went silent, even the small sounds of movement from down below where you knew everyone was sitting. Daryl's demeanor was defensive, with one foot in the door and the other in the hallway, like he was about to run from the room. You couldn't understand why he was mad or what had changed in the last minute.

"I don't mean anything by it, Daryl." You said gently as you put your bowl down, food unfinished. "I just like to remember sometimes that life didn't always revolve around surviving. Remembering the things that made me happy are what keep me going. I ask about everyone and hope the memories do the same for them too."

"Yer not happy now?"

"No!" It was your turn to yell, wondering how anyone now could possibly say yes. Your head pounded at the outburst and you squeezed your eyes shut. "How the fuck am I supposed to be happy in this, Daryl? Is anyone here happy? Are you?"

Daryl bit at the skin of his thumb as he thought. He knew the positivity you carried with you was a shield, one to keep you from breaking, but a lot of times he ended up believing it. The group could have run out of food, and water, and lost a few people along the way, but you never failed to try and pick up the pieces. You seemed happy, he never thought it was something you did for everyone else.

He knew the answer to this question should be no. But what he had now- the family, a place that felt like home, the skill set to survive….you- did make him feel happy. And he nodded his head, thinking of all the things he had now in comparison to before.

"How hard did I hit my head?" You groaned, dropping your head back into your hands. You couldn't wrap your head around him telling you he was happy- of all people, with his grumbled, tight answers, being quick to jump for a fight, and closed off to everyone. It had to be a hallucination.

"Hard." He said, much closer this time. "And ya scared tha'shit outta me."

"I don't have a concussion." You said with finality. "I'm dead, aren't I? I have to be! Because only in hell would Daryl Dixon be concerned about me."

"Look at me."

He was much closer than you thought. He was kneeling down on the hard floor, his right hand on the bed beside you. He had a faint smudge on his cheek and his lips were cracked. The last time you were this close to him was when you were crammed into a crowded storage shed as a crowd of walkers took their time passing, except this time the smell of death didn't fill the air. You felt a chill crawl down your spine when you met his eyes.

"I don' miss shit from before. I didn' know that bein' happy was somethin' I'd ever feel. But now… I got'a family, I got'a roof over my head, food. And you."

"Me?"

"Yeah, you." He shook his head as his neck flushed. "Tha'only thing I've ever missed in this world was you. B'fore I even knew ya, it felt like I was missin' somethin'. I had to wait for the world ta die ta realize I was missin' you. When I'm outside the walls and you aren't there with me, I miss ya. When ya come in here to sleep at'nigh', I miss ya. When I see ya on the other side of the damn field, I miss ya. And when I brought ya back here… I thought ya'weren't gonna wake up. I missed ya'tha most, then."

"Daryl-"

"I don' wanna spend the rest of m'life missin' ya. I haven' had enough time with ya, and I was worried it was already over."

A delicate silence settled between the two of you, then. Daryl's eyes downcast at a small tear in his jeans but you couldn't pull your eyes away from him. Everything he said felt like the words of a fever dream, something you swore you've heard before, maybe when you were on the cusp of a heat stroke back on the road and hoping to die gently.

Another laugh, albeit small, bubbled out of you. It had Daryl snapping his head up to look at you, his chest feeling like it was caving in in embarrassment. He let himself be vulnerable and you were laughing. He tried to stand quickly but you took hold of his wrist and wouldn't let go.

"Stop." You pleaded. "I'm sorry, I…you just…you missed me?"

Daryl could only stand there, held in place by your tightening fingers as he stared at the floor. He heard small movements from down below again, and then the sound of the outside door shutting. He hoped desperately that they had all stepped outside, leaving him to be shut down in privacy, so he could feel his shame in solitude.

"I thought you hated me."

And Daryl nearly crumpled down, his knees hitting the concrete hard just before the bed, body resting between your knees. He freed his wrist from your hold and placed both on the back of your neck gently, fingers tangling into hair and then together. His eyes were almost too much to look into.

"No…no, I…" Daryl stuttered before snapping his mouth shut, his teeth making a comical clack. He couldn't tell you he loved you, not now. Because you were hurt and vulnerable and he only just realized this yesterday. And right now, it wasn’t the right time. It was daunting, and he had everything to lose.

"The opposite?" You whispered, hoping to calm his frantic eyes. And he shook his head, a small motion you almost missed, but you saw it. The opposite. And Daryl could settle with you knowing right now that he opposite-of-hates you. It would hold him over until he felt brave enough to tell you more confidently, and hopefully give him time to convince you that loving him back wouldn't be such a bad thing.

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[uwuwriting]

Nishinoya, Kenma and Tendou w/ lyric prank

Request: Hi um so since you are writing for Haikyu now could I maybe get Kenme, Tendou and NIshinoya with a cute lyric prank? Like super sweet songs. Thank you and you can ignore this I’m sorry.

Don’t be sorry sweet anon of course I’m gonna write it. I love writing for Haikyu and I like it when you guys request things for them. Since you didn’t specify which songs I used some of my favorites. Love yaa. 💖💖💖

rules

warnings: Tendou’s is SUGGESTIVE.

songs: ‘Cuz I love you- Lizzo, Love- Keyshia Cole, Cyber sex- Doja Cat

NIshinoya Yuu

-I feel like Nishinoya is familiar with tik tok.

-And by familiar I mean addicted. 

-So he had seen those lyric pranks here and there but never really paid any mind to them. 

-You on the other hand found them so cute. 

-And of course you wanted to see how your boyfriend would react.

-You had two options.

- One, send a horny/sexy song in hopes this escalates to something else.

- Two, send a sweet/ lovey dovey song and get a cute response.

-You went for the second option because you were feeling extra cuddly and you knew that he would come over to shower you with affection the moment you send the first lyric.

-He’s just like that.

-Overly affectionate in general and would leave whatever he’s doing if you need him.

-You were already chatting with him, he was telling a stupid thing Tanaka did to Kiyoko when you suddenly sent the first lyric. 

- ‘ Never been in love before.                                                                                      What the fuck are fucking feelings yo?’

-He didn’t respond immediately so you took the opportunity to send another text. 

- ‘ Once upon a time, I was a ho .                                                                                I don't even wanna ho no mo'

- ‘Wait this sounds familiar....I KNOW THIS FROM SOMEWHERE!!!’

-You were kinda disappointed.

-You were hoping to keep him guessing for a little longer but you knew that when it came to you he was extra perceptive.

-He would sense when something was off in an instant. 

-That’s why you couldn’t keep something hidden from him for longer than a day, and I’m being generous. 

- ‘ Got you something from the liquor store.                                                        Little bit of Y/N and some Mo Tryna open up a little more Sorry if my heart a little slow’

- ‘Who said you are slow? IM GONNA FIGHT THEM I SWEAR!!!”

-You were cackling at this point, he was taking this very seriously. 

-Still you were amazed at how he hadn’t figured out the song yet.

-But since you are a little shit you continued. 

- ‘ I thought that I didn't care I thought I was love-impaired But baby, baby I don't know what I'm gonna do’

-I swear you could sense the moment the lyrics clicked in his mind through the screen. 

-Matching your energy he responded. 

- ‘IM CRYING!’

- ‘CUZ I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!’

-Both of you sent the last part at the same time followed by an array of heart memes and voice messages of you trying to hit the high notes. 

-He did come over after leaving you on read for 10 minutes. 

-You two cuddled and played the song on repeat for 3 hours straight. 

Kozume Kenma

-Sweet lil kitty.

-He loves you and you know it. 

-He doesn’t really like tik tok.

-He just can’t understand the hype behind it.

-So he is completely oblivious to this whole trend. 

-You two are hanging out in his room. 

-He was in the middle of a stream, commenting here and there on the game and answering a few questions. 

-You were laying on his bed scrolling through your instagram and blasting music through your earphones. 

-That’s when a love song came on and you wanted to dance and sing to it so badly but he was streaming....

-You wanted to share it with him because the lyrics reminded you of him and it was so cute. 

-Slightly pouting in your mini misery you remembered the lyric trend. 

-Even though the videos you had seen had been suggestive you weren’t really in the mood for that. 

-You just wanted to cuddle him. 

-Going into your chat you started to type the part you were listening to right now. 

- ‘  Now you're gone, what am I gonna do So empty ‘

-His phone vibrated and he spared a glance at it but didn’t see what the message was.

-You weren’t about to give up though.

- ‘ My heart, my soul can't go on ‘

-He ignored it again.

- ‘ Go on, baby, without you’

-He spared a glance at it again and you contemplated on stopping in fear he might get annoyed when he saw it was you. 

-But you knew he will only get flustered afterwards.

- ‘ My rainy days fade away when you come around please tell me baby’

-He grabs his phone as it vibrates and unlocks it.

-You can hear the chat going wild with messages when he smiles down at his screen, a rare occasion. 

-You send another message. 

- ‘ Why you go so far away Why you go ‘

-The blush that tinted his cheeks darkened as he turned to look at you. 

- “I’m not that far away....” he whispered.

-The chat was beyond confused on what was going on. 

-You sent the last lyric and that’s when he decided to end the live stream. 

-He apologized to his fans and turn the computer off.

-He pounced on you the moment the camera turned red and he kissed you like there was no tomorrow.

-His phone lay open still in your chat, your last text facing the ceiling. 

- ‘ Love Never knew what I was missing But I knew once we start kissin' I found you.’

Tendou Satori

-It’s a race of who does the trend first.

-You are both addicted to tik tok.

-That’s one of the reasons you are together. 

-You are similar and like the same things. 

-So you both have seen the trend on multiple occasion and have sent each other videos. 

-In a way you were challenging the other to try it. 

-You knew that your boyfriend loved pampering you in kisses and love, and you were tempted to  send a love song something sweet. 

-But you also knew that he was a little freaky, always making comments and getting you worked up. 

-So you decided to be freaky yourself.

-He was at practice when you finally put your plan in motion.

-He would always answer your texts during his water brakes so it wouldn’t be long until he saw it. 

- ‘ And he don't even scroll through Insta 'Less he going through my pictures ‘

-Half an hour passed until he finally replied. 

- ‘You know me too well princess’

-  ‘You’re too irresistible I can’t help myself.’

-You bit your lip at the messages and you knew that it wouldn’t take long before the more ..... PG 18.

-Debating whether or not to continue and since you were a little shit, you send the next lyric. 

- ‘  I wanna touch on you You see me in my room’

-This time he didn’t hesitate to answer. 

- ‘Oh is my girl feelin’ needy?’

-Not yet at least. 

- ‘ Wish you were here right now All of the things I'd do ‘

-You assumed that his break should be over when you sent the text. 

-Just to tease him. 

-But to your surprise he messaged back rather quickly. 

- ‘Tsk tsk you just had to do this while I have practice didn’t you?’

- ‘I’ll have to punish you for that.....’

-Here we go!!!

-You knew that if you continued you would be in for it big time. 

-Even though you hadn’t been feeling particulary needy lately, messing with Tendou was always fun. 

-You were usually the one being teased but turning the tables every once in a while was healthy.

-Even though he wouldn’t become a blushing mess like you, you still liked getting this reaction from him. 

-Getting him worked up and impatient to get home was a bonus. 

-You knew sending the last lyric would be your downfall. 

-So you took a swan dive. 

- ‘I wanna get freaky on camera I love when we get freaky on camera’

TAG TEAM AY: @brattyquirks​ @the-arcana-fan-fic​ @angelwritings​

[a-lonely-tatertot]

Masterlist & About Me

Hello people who decided to check out this hectic blog 

I have a sideblog: @utheria-antics (for my ocs)

My kotlc insta, wattpad, and ao3 all have the same url (insta just doesn’t have the dashes)

Also I have a twitch!!

all of my fics have cursing and so do most of my posts fyi

DRAWING REQUESTS OPEN

About me :D

Call me Tater I am mostly a kotlc fan but sometimes reblog stuff from other fandoms

I ramble, a LOT please give me validation

I love talking about my ocs, if your interested in them check out my sideblog and I will always answer asks about them either there or on here

Come talk to me bitches Im lonely (we dont have to be moots)

If we mutuals you can ask for my discord, snap, or email for hangouts

I also love talking about my fics and art if you ever want me to go more into depth or explain any of those

I try to stay out of discourse

Give me music recs, fic recs, show (animated or live action) recs, or graphic novel recs pl e a se

If you’ve got questions about anything please ask 

ocs are tagged with tater’s ocs or Utheria

my writing is tater writes

art is i drew a thing

Masterlist under the cut!

Fics if you’re too lazy to look em up:

The Fire in Your Eyes and The Screams in Your Throat (marellinh, 1.4k, first person, panic attack/loses control of powers): ao3

“Did I Ever Tell You How Beautiful Your Eyes Are?” (Detz, 2.3k, third person, underage drinking): ao3

Girl in Red But Make it Sophiana (sophiana, 1.1k, third person, drinking, cigarettes why do i have so many questionable things in these): ao3

let me fall you cant save me now (keefex, 2.4k, third person, attempted suicide, happy ending i swear-): ao3

Your Soul On Walls (titz, 4.2k, third person, mentions of transphobia, incomplete ill finish it at some point): ao3

Cuddles (Kam, 500, third person, THE ONLY NON-QUESTIONABLE FIC): tumblr

Kiss me like it’s not allowed (keefitz, 3.1k, underage drinking, homophobia): tumblr ao3

numbers and i dont knows (titz, 1807, two swear words and one mention of alcohol): tumblr

The Nightmares Haven’t Left (titz, 1589, panic attacks, anxiety, mentions of burns, scars, injuries, and blood): tumblr

Finding Home (multiship, currently 27k, tw: talk of nightmares,mention of injuries and some phantom pains): wattpad, ao3, tumblr: 1, 2, 3 (photo update), 4, 5, 6, 7, 8

Just Keep Holding Me, Cause This Entire Time You’ve Been My Life Line (Kam, 1715, tw: none): tumblr, ao3

Most of them on wattpad

Some headcanons cause i got those too

Artist!Keefe

Fitz’s Bakery 

Keefe + Touch

Character asks (1, katara, dex)

Titz hc (hair, confession)

Sophie (1, 2)

Fitz & Sophie Sleep

Corrupting the Vackers

Drawings cause why not

Marellinh (Marellinh Dancing)

Biana kelpie tattoo Stina kraken tattoo Wylie wyvern tattoo

Old Habits Die Hard (atla)

Tam braided hair

Biana  (Biana in a suit)

Tattoos (1,2,3)

Linh Drowning

Hello My Old Heart

Short Hair Linh

Fitz’s Bakery 

“Guess who just go injured”

Titz Cuddles

Keefex Request

Spiderverse au

Horned Sophie

Sophiana Angst for Secret Santa

Bronte Request

Kotlc Doodles

Insta Atla Request (1, 2, 3)

Hekster Sketches

Biana Animation

Sophiana Painting

Punk Keefitz

The Dame of Death

None Fandom Stuff

OC ART

Magic System: 1, 2

Confused Harper

OC doodles

Headshots

The Five

MISC. ART

Anon OC request

The Illusion of Music

Sydney the Ozzydoodle

WRITING 

My Infinity

Her

My Word

A Feeble Apology

Pictures

Love

Falling

This Coin

Holes

This Empty House

[rosewatertear]

ok just a rant but i think men are so fucking creepy sometimes like i talked to this guy for less than two weeks and i had to block his number and twitter bc he said he was fantasizing about us having a life together and a bunch of other weird shit when we were never like that (i said i wanted to be friends) and he ended up finding my private insta and dm me w a bunch of bullshit so i blocked on there too but recently i unblocked him (a month and a half later) thinking he forgot ab me and i generally just felt bad but a few days ago he stalked my twit and kept messaging me but i just blocked that account and then he messaged me on his second account and i blocked that one and today he messaged me on a THIRD account and i was like what the fuck is wrong with you????? and he just told me he kept thinking about me and how its human decency to “just say youre not interested” and i was just like ????? i dont owe you anything i literally dont care and it was just so weird? like to think hes entitled to an apology and STILL think im interested in him??? but also the effort you gotta go through to do all that and just argue with me? and like he really thought i unblocked him because i was interested but like what do you think it means if someone blocked all your accounts in the first place???

[jongdality]

me thinkin' about how i've grown up with exo and watched as they lived and learned and developed as professionals and humans, overcoming the struggles of a poor debut concept and scandal after scandal with their tenacity and love for each other

Then thinkin' about how Kyungsoo, a somewhat aloof, awkward and weird boy who decided to be bold and try out for SM after old people at karaoke competitions told him to and he made 8 brothers for life who love him dearly and support him and his antics and his acting career and call him cute no matter how much he says he isn't good at anything and that he's boring and Manly and how he has starred in a full-ass movie and is partially credited as breaking the "idol-actor" stereotype and writes love songs with chanyeol on the DL that chanyeol reveals on his lives and wrote the lyrics to a lovely, comforting song for us before leaving to join the military so he can become an even bigger star in multiple films once he gets out

Then thinkin' about how bbh, an outgoing boy who flicked lights on and off to make his friends giggle, met a friend for life, kjd, on the very same day they both were to audition to get into a group that was about to debut, how he worked hard to break down barriers in the group and became the moodmaker, and how people thought he was bad at dancing because he hadn't had time to train but actually every solo dance he's been given he's slayed to the point that he became the CENTER FOR CBX, how he worked hard to learn piano in a very short amount of time to play The Answer for his EXO-Ls, how even after an early scandal in which is privacy was invaded he still looks at us with such love and protection and is NOW an amazing solo artist who texts the exo group chat saying he misses them so much

Then thinkin' about Suho. Kim frickin' Joonmyeon. The underdog of the entire group. Born rich, charismatic and well-educated, could have been ANYTHING but CHOSE to train for SEVEN YEARS due to his love of music. You guys. When Baek and another member got into trouble for cussing while playing video games sometime in 2012-2013 and a sasaeng threatened to reveal the voice clips of them cussing purportedly to apink members, joonmyeon texted her personally, so cold, so professional, "are you blackmailing us? If you release the clip you won't be forgiven" big fuckin dad energy, worked so hard on his singing and dancing yet still asks not to be given too many lines or placed center too often, gives up his seats for his members ALWAYS, accepted their first awards show win alone stoic and professional as the boys broke down in the back room after the news of kris leaving broke, now has multiple solo songs and acts and is literally set to be higher-level management at SM due to all his hard work, definitely puts out that goofy mom energy but is actually extremely intelligent, protective and the go-to guy for all the members and this para has no point i just think kim joonmyun deserves everything

Remembering that chanyeol has a famous sister and is a multitalented instrumentalist that didn't actually need to become an idol, but he did because he wanted "brothers", how he skyrocketed an entire foot from debut til now, how he's all teeth and ears and big anime eyes and legs and he's confident and happy after years of struggling w his weight and self-image, makin music and writing lyrics and modeling for tommy hilfiger and riding scooters in paris and despite the fact that he can't dance he tries, despite the fact that he didn't audition to be a rapper he became one of korea's best, how he turns into a little kid every time he's around any small animal and just tries to cuddle and feed it as he coos in his Low Man Voice, his tough raps but then his soft exo station song SSFW, and now exo-sc with his bestie and ACTING!!!

Thinkin' about Xiumin. Xiumin who came in as a vocalist and ended up being one of the best dancers in the group (even tho he hits the highest notes!!!). Xiumin who is the oldest and wisest but is still willing to throw that ass back to havana to make cbx laugh. Xiumin who is korea's pick, who kids and ahjummas alike fall for. Xiumin who is beautiful and quiet and humble and supports his brothers from the sidelines, who is so loving and caring, who released an adorable solo that matches him so well and is now winning fckn awards in military training for being so goddamn amazing. Xiumin who attends TVXQ concerts and supports all of his fellow celebrities. Mark's dad. Amazing man. Says he has no friends outside of exo but literally everyone loves him. Dedicated his formative years to the group even when he wasn't spotlighted like he deserves to be and-

Lay. That's it. That's the paragraph. He came in not speaking Korean and is now one of the top-grossing musicians in all of China. Breaking barriers. Learning languages in a matter of months. Solo albums out the wazoo that he composed. Coming back to wish Kyungsoo goodbye even though he hasn't been on a stage with them in years. Didn't leave, although I'm sure he was mistreated just as much as the members who did. All of exo loves him so fucking much.

Kai. Kai who could have been a professional ballet dancer, could have been a full-time model, debuts as the SCREAMO BOY in mama. Gets made fun of for his skin complexion. Is shy and embarrassed for the first 2 or 3 years of exo interviews, and is still pretty shy and introverted. But boy became the fucking IDOL'S IDOL. FANCAMS GOING VIRAL LEFT AND RIGHT. SUSTAINING INJURIES, CRYING WHEN HE MESSES UP AN EXTREMELY DIFFICULT DANCE ROUTINE TO "I SEE YOU". Is such a perfectionist to the point of pushing himself into constant injury, and besides that has had his personal life broadcasted all over the news MULTIPLE times even though he's so shy and withdrawn irl. People cry to meet him, now. Front and center of every exo dance. A dancing god and the reason half of NCT auditioned. I cannot emphasize how proud I am of Kai, who is only a few months older than sehun yet has had to grow up so fast as the face of the group. Solo during the olympics with plantar fasciitis. Model who stuns at every Gucci show in new and experimental designs.

Sehun. Oh fuckin' Sehun. Ran away from recruiters because his mom told him not to talk to strangers, and now he's modelling for every major fashion campaign, is on the cover of vogue, has his dream dog and certifiably has the biggest dick of all exo members. Became a main dancer through hard work and practice even though nobody ever talks about how hard osh works bc he's sort of overshadowed by kai. Insecure about his singing voice but makes crowds go wild every time he even croons out one beautiful, dulcet line. Babied by junmyeon, kissed and coddled by all the exo members, still has Big Baby Energy but is debuting in a group with his fellow chaotic neutral yeol and looking all sexy with his swooped back hair and his 0 follows on insta. Sings in We Young and raps his little heart out. His solo during concerts still shake my very uterus and im pretty sure he's gay. That's how powerful ohs is, and he can only go up from here.

And finally my baby boy kim jongdae. Chanyeol once said Jongdae is so nice that he comes off as stupid and that is absolutely positively true. Boy is the manifestation of the john mulaney quote "you could pour soup on my lap and id apologize to you". Is a ray of fucking sunshine whose only goal as he was singing in that video from high school was to "become a singer". It's his passion. It's the reason he LIVES. He prays to jesus before every concert but worships music. One of THE best vocalists in the game with the cleanest and most controlled voice, sings in the shower, sings in the car, sings while walking to pet some deer, sings because he loves it and now he's a soloist with his own album out and another in the works, and not only that, he dances his feet on fire in CBX and exo routines and remains steady to hit those high notes. Duets abound because everyone loves him. Will tell a bitch to back off when talking about his private life bc he's probably a husband with 6 happy, healthy children at home. Started out as the nervous boy chasing a dream on that fateful day with bbh and became the nation's pick, sings CONSTANTLY, yet is still so humble he opens up a yt channel just to cover other artists' songs. MCs for Baekhyun's solo and shows up to all his performances to monitor. Heart of gold. Smiles when he's hurting. Deserves this solo career and deserves the happiest life this world can provide him.

Words aren't enough to express how grateful I am for these men, how proud I am and how much I just want them to know that we know how hard they've worked to get as far as they have. Compare them to any other group, even other SM groups, and it's clear that their passion, drive, skill and professionalism is unrivaled. They are all born artists and musicians down to their core, and with that, they're all kind, sweet people who are who they are because they debuted as 18, 19, 20, etc year old men 7 years ago and have grown up together, suffered together, celebrated together and loved together. They've switched up sounds, concepts, gone experimental, have created some of the most beautiful ballads and harmonies music has ever seen, and they strive for nothing but the best. ALWAYS. They have never disappointed me, and they never fail to inspire me every time they show the fruits of all their labor (as well as multiple creative people and teams that come together to create EXO) onstage as one.

Exo we are one, saranghaja.

[just-some-random-blogger]

Wheel Of Fortune

EXO Park Chanyeol x Reader + others Characters: EXO Summary:  Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose. Chanyeol was head over heels for you but he was 100% in denial that you liked Kyungsoo. Word Count: 1k+ Warnings: CRACK FOOL. RUN IF YOURE NOT HERE FOR THAT, jealousy, bottled emotions, fluff ending, etc.

A/N: this was TOO FLUFFY tbh. i wanted to hurt myself but it turned into fluff but oh well

let’s start at the beginning

your parents were introduced by mutual friends and started talking on the phone

okay kidding that’s too far

right

so you worked at SM

and is the maknae of a seven member coed group that debut a year after BigBang and a year before SHINee

(so 2007)

which considering the fact you were younger than Sehun by a couple of months meant you debuted at 10

just roll with it cos ITZ MY VERY SPECIFIC PLOT DMMIT

wheLP

the members were all exactly one year apart and the members from eldest to youngest,, the sequence was a guy (@ 30 yrs old), a girl (29), a guy (28), a girl (27), a guy (26), a guy (25), then you (24).

I KNOW I DONT NEED THIS BUT THIS IS HOW I IMAGINED THIS PLOT IT DMMIT

ok

since you were basically a sunbae at SM even tho u were a smol child you wanted to show your support to your hoobaes

So a day before their debut as a whole group, you, along with the eldest member of your group, who was the leader, visited EXO in the dance studio and gave moral support

You were A BIG FAN and it showed

not that you were hiding it in the first place

your leader was HIGH KEY embarrassed by you, but low key thought it was kinda cute how excited you were for this song

so dUH EXO dances growl for you

anD YOU NEARLY SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST BECAUSE OF HOW PERFECT EVERYTHING WAS

Luhan’s voice

Baekhyun’s attitude

Sehun’s resting bitch face

eeeerrrrrthing

YOU WERE ON THE FLOOR SCREAMING 

literally

and Junmyeon thought you were adOrAbLE

“I think she malfunctioned,” your leader gave a face and pushed you on the shoulder to see if you were still breathing as you let out a silent scream

“CAN YOU GUYS DO IT ONE MORE TIME”

????? 

Jongin was too out of breath to fight you

but lol u know what

they did dance again for you

BECAUSE YALL HAD THE CUTEST LIL FACE AND YOU WERE LIKE 16 SO

after that your band and exo were pretty much in one group 

like hella tight 

you were bsicly conjoined twinss

You could be at an award show and your table would be abandoned because you decided to sit with exo or vice versa

HYPING EACH OTHER WAS NOT EVEN HYPE ANYMORE BECAUSE IT WAS LIKE YOU GUYS WERE RABID OR SOMETHING WTF 

!!!!CALM!!!!!DOWN!!!!

like you + your group to them:

“thtAS MY CHILd!”

“DID YOU SEE YIXING AND HIS HIPS FUCK YOU BITCH!”

“HE WAS RUDE. THAT WAS RUDE. THAT’S NOT ALLOWED”

“GET OFF THE STAGE SLUT”

“WWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP BITCH!”

“~~~that was sooooooo sOFYT”

“CHEN STFU! YOU NEED TO STOP USING THAT DAMN VOICE OF YOURS JONGDAE. THATS ILLEEEEEGAL!”

“myY HERT!”

“OPPA *cries in korean* PLESS!”

“WHAT IS THIS FUCKERY!!!!!?“

‘iN fRonT oF MY sALaD”

“PA$$ THE H01Y W4T3R”

“NO KAI. BAD KAI. STTOOOOPPPP.”

you @ baekyun

baekyun @ you

thIS IS A CHANYEOL HEADCANON BUT I LOOK AT THIS FUCKIN MORON WHO I HATE SO MUCH SOMEONE SAVE HIM FROM HIS IDIOCY

them to you + your group:

“first of all fuck, second FUCK”

“wh-- whT WHAS THAT HIP MOVEMENT. U ARE 4 YRS OLD”

“HE did t h a t.”

“NOOOOOONNNNNNNNNAAAAA ch0k3 me”

“I CANT HEAR YOU OVER U BEING SUCH A HOE”

“i cant beLIEVE THIS STADIUM IS SO QUIET” *ears are actually bleeding*

“NOt TODaY S4T4N”

“I DIDNT ASK FOR THIS”

“how does this have 300M views????? ONLY 300M I--”

“GAAAAAHHHHH WHAT WAS THAT MOVE WHT WAS IT”

“my soul has been touched”

“this is TOOOOOOOO much ma lord”

“DID YOU JUST RIP YOUR SHIRT OFF?“

“TAKE YOUR SHIRT OFF!”

“ASDFRTYUJM ive been shot”

ya dig

it’s not verbal abuse if they can’t hear you cause of the bass and the fact your on stage performing

but like

you guys did everything together

practiced

ate

shopped

toured

pranked

T O G E T H E R

like who else in SM mattered

SHINee who?

JK YOUWERE A SHAWOL THROUGH AND THROUGH

you reassure Minho everytime unless you wanted to die that day

YOu EVEN FANGIRLED OVER TAEMIN’s MOVE WITH MINSEOK

BUT YOU OBVI you had MORE THAN ENOUGH ROOM TO BE AN EXO-L and an elf and a cassie and a so-won and DONT FOrget a vip and a---

you get the point

ANYWAY

as you were close with everyone you had a special bond with every individual

YALL STILL TEXT WITH YA BOY KRIS

yOU WENT ON A SHOW IN CHINA WITH LUHAN

TAO LEAVES PUKE COMMENTS ON YOUR INSTA POSTS

my ot12

and as much as you say you are equally close with everyone

errbody knows that be bull the size of russia

yall caNNOT dENy that you and chanyeol have the same crack powder on your philtrums

LIKE KYUNGSOO CANNOT LIVE WHEN YOU TWO ARE TOGETHER

LET HIM LIVEEEEEE

this moment must never die

ya boy be mindin his own business then

BAM BITCH

you and chanyeol be makin D.O. cray af

rest assured he HAS thought of how he’d kill both of you

ANd that’s why chanyeol loves you

like he decided he liked you the moment you lost your breath laughing when he threw a rubber duck at Kyunggsoo’s head, making it squeak in the most demented way no one thought possible

but he knew he loved you when you helped him lighten up on one of his dark days

you had that kind of effect on people

i mean all you did was sit down with him, both of your backs leaned up against each other’s, head occasionally leaning against the other’s head or shoulder, and played some nothings on the guitar and ukulele

but that was more than enough

you were there with him

and that’s what mattered

But literally the moment he accepted his feelings for you

he began to notice something he felt 100000% dumb for not seeing before

the way you laugh when Kyungsoo says a lame-ass joke

the way you always hug him from behind

you did that with literally everyone you were close with sure, 

but Chanyeol noticed you did it with him more 

and he 3

there was also the way you were just always winding up next to Soo when he was around, like he had some sort of magnet on him

and how you just liked poking his cheeks, begging him to show his dimples

which were really faint like gurl--

chANYEOL HAD DIMPLES TOO

CHANYEOL HAS DIMPLES

why daheq did you like his close to nonexistent ones?????????

????????

okay you liked poking Lay’s dimples more

look at my boy, who i love with burning passion ANDWILL DESTROY SM FOR BECAUSE HE JUST WANTS TO BE WITH HIS BAND SM SM SM!!!!! CHINA KOREA POLITICS FK ALL YALL

and suho

and chen

anD FINE--

yeah you did poke his too

literally anyone who remotely has dimples tbh

BT WHY KYUNGSOO

ads;ajsd;lasjdkas #jelly

so chanyeol decides to ask someone about it

so he obviously goes to his wisest hyung

but the day he  wants to talk to Suho, YOU WERE ON A DATE WITH HIM

like a date but not a date date he could tell

BUT A DATE NONETHELESS AND HE WAS KINDA JELLY

so he goes to Baekhyun for some fucking reason

and he’s like “omg u like her i couLDnt FUCKING TELL FROM ALL THE HEARTS IN TH AIR”

instant regret

but like Baek did give him some advice

like 5% was advice

the other 99% was him screaming to just be a man and tell her

so chanyeol is like, “STFU.... also she likes kyungsoo so fml”

and for a hot second Baekhyun has nothing to say

BAEKHYUN HAS NOTHING TO SAY

“idek dude. this is why i flirted with her openly”

Chanyeol punched him for saying that

but he decides he’s going to tell you after like 231109 years

cos Jongdae said you don’t like Kyungsoo and that he’s sure of it

Chanyeol asked how he was sure and he was just all like

“she had a crush on Sungmin hyung before and DID NOT act like that at all.”

That made Chanyeol a lot more hopeful

So he just went for it

and asked if you wanted to get lunch

and then after eating, you guys walked back

and he just sort of blurted it out

“Joahaeyo.”

you just looked at him and chuckled, “Thank you. I like you too, Yeolie.”

bitch are you for real rn

before Chanyeol could clarify, your walking slowed, “I’ve known for a while now.”

ok

wait

w h a t

“Minseok oppa told me.”

?????????? uhm HOW DID HE KNOW

Chanyeol’s hands were waterfalls atm, “Why did he tell you?”

Your face starts burning red and chanyeol cant help but think of it as a bad sign

“I told him I liked him...”

“... and he said he can’t reciprocate because he knows you like me, and that he can’t do that to his dongsaeng.”

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah 

cool story bro

you liked someone in EXO that was NOT him

cool cool cool

I GUESS CHEN WAS RIGHT 

THANKS

wait did that mean chanyeol was this obvious

wait did that mean chanyeol ruined your chances with his hyung

wait was this why you cried that one time

WaiT WAS THIS WHY YOU HUNG AROUND KYUNGSOO

BECAUSE WHENEVER MINSEOK WAS IN THE ROOM, YOU WOULD GET KINDA STIFF AT A POINT AND KYUNGSOO MAKE A JOKE TO MAKE YOU LAUGH

WASTHIS WHY YOU TWO HUNG OUT MORE

WHY HADN’T HE NOTICED

AND IF EVERYONE ELSE DID

WHY DIDNT THEY TELL HIM

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Chanyeol frowned and called out your name, proceeding to apologize

“Wae? why are you sorry? did you tell minseok to say that to me?“

he couldn’t feel mushy and weird at what you said

“YA dont tell me youre going to be weird around me too. It’s bad enough Minseok oppa distanced himself a bit.”

Chanyeol couldn’t help but be angry, sad, protective, and annoyed all at once at what you just admitted to him

“I’ll tell him to stop.”

You pouted, “you don’t have to tell anyone anything, chanyeol.”

“yes but you don’t deserve to feel awkward around anyone.”

“yes but that was minseok oppa’s choice.”

“yes but he was only doing that because he’s my hyung and he’s dumb.”

“yes but-- 

OU KNOW WHAT WHY DONT WE ALL JUST BE AWKWARD AROUND EACH OTHER”

and so you walked forward fast and tried to ignore chanyeol

Chanyeol, with his freakishly long legs caught up with you though

he caught your arm

“What tf are you doing?“

“Ew dont talk to me its awkward. im awkward. your awkward.”

Chanyeol laughed. “yaaaaa, why do i like you?

“THAT’S WHAT IM THINKING HO”

[proeliums-blog1]

remember the time of 100px icons ? bringing them back for this one day special so we can all appreciate my boi , skinny penis . my name’s tasha and it’s been a hot minute since i’ve made an intro post so pls , bare with me ! under the cut are some quick ‘n dirty facts about my charries and please feel free to hmu if you’d like to plot !

jack -> bio / stats 

has an unnerving obsession with trains , but never really considered ever being a train conductor. also loves coffee , probably owns a t-shirt that says ‘   but first , coffee   ’ is as annoying as he seems . 

kinda overbearing ? he’s like the clingy girlfriend but with like everyone he meets , u don’t even have to be in a relationship with him . amazing . 

cringingly positive .. probably just ignored the whole thing with ariella .. arielle : dead jack : y’all hear sumn ? obviously understands the gravity of the situation but wld probably be uncomfy if u started talkin serial killers w/ him !

dresses like a stylish folk dad , always wearing blundstone’s .. accesorizes with scarves and beanies . nearly too old to be on social media .. has facebook, twitter, snapchat and insta. but honestly doesn’t spend too much time scrolling ? woke king ? likes to take selfies though . 

marty @reckonin -> bio / stats 

kinda the worst ? has no filter , thinks he’s hot shit . he’s not . he’s fuckin fifty, maybe he should act like it ! that’s a concept .. wears socks and sandals - that should tell you enough .. and a lot of Hawaiian shirts ! never been to hawaii though .. sad

catch him never genuinely apologizing for anything in his life ever . yikes .. overly confident and for what ? he’s pretty upbeat ,, even when he’s wallowing and self-pitying himself .. in that way he’s kinda fun to be around in the way that ur like .. wtf but this is kinda entertaining 

im writing this 0 minutes before opening because i’m not prepared at all , but come plot with this loser ! he has a ton of life advice and by than i mean, a ton of bad advice .. good for him

[fairielust]

wow someone help me i’m in a bit of a pickle rn

so on monday i had japanese with the ever lovely wisteria n we ended up doing speaking questions n after saturday’s tragedy i ended up crying w wisteria rubbing my back n i just,, felt awful bc i hate crying in front of her especially n i don’t like giving her my shit

so i knew she was on duty today @ recess so i legit when to my locker twice n the toilet once just so i could ~bump~ into her without looking like i was actively looking for her (ok so it was a bit weird but im 80% sure people didn’t care) n when i did find her i awkwardly mumbled out an apology n she’s like “kei-chan !!! awwww it’s fine !!!!” n i was so close 2 crying again bc she’s being so sweet about it. then she says she was hoping to get some funding from the school to bring in some japanese teachers in to practice some more but i told her that i’d like some 1:1 speaking practice w her n she agREED ?! she said she’d check my timetable against hers to see if our studies match up n i’m praying they do,,, otherwise i’m happy to see her @ lunch or after school anyTHING !?!!

but before i was satisfied she said, “on one condition. no more tears, okay ?” n i wanted 2 die right there n then bc a) i can’t promise i won’t cry bc i’m an emotional lil bitch n b) i can’t make promises i can’t keep n c) i desperately need this 1:1 practice w her smh,,, n then she says “you have to promise me you’ll try your best n make the most of class time too, okay ? no more hiding n stuff. bc if you keep letting your shyness stop you, when are you going to get over it ? especially now ?” n i just,,, she’s right.

before this i’ve been telling myself constantly that i really do need to get over myself n get over my anxiety over this shit bc i really do want to be able to speak fluently but like,,, when you’ve been an anxious shit for all your life it’s gonna be really, really hard 4 me. but i don’t want to disappoint wisteria @ all bc i’d rather die 4 wasting her time instead. so i have to try.

thing is,,, i have a double w her tomorrow. n she said we might do speaking practice so i have less than 24 hours 2 get my shit together n i doNT KNOW HOW 2 DO THAT !?!?!?!?!!!!!!!! SOMEONE PLS HELP ME I’M LITERALLY ON MY KNEES PRAYING 2 LESBIAN JESUS THAT I FIND THE WILL 2 BE CONFIDENT

in other news i told her i watched more of terrace house, the show she’s been watching on netflix n how cute this one couple were,,, n when i told her i thought they were together on insta she looked so excited asfghdjf only straight couple i ship !!!

n last night i had a dream about maia 4 some reason ??? i haven’t talked nor seen her in months n ngl that dream made me so nostalgic like i miss her tf :/// she was supposed 2 be on duty @ lunch today too but she wasn’t there so wtf are you trying 2 tell me @ universe

ahhhhhhhh

[deanthomaas-blog]

um i just looked up the wikipedia entry for unwind and holy shit?? why have i never heard of this series before it looks so twisted

mimi hi! i saw this ask while i was at school and had to wait bc boy do i have a lot to say about unwind (I apologize in advance u probably weren’t looking for the rant this will turn into)

the unwind fandom is like. 17 people on a good day,, and it kills me bc these books are so good like honestly my fav thing I’ve read since hp. i haven’t actually read the wikipedia entry but I’m sure it’s weird af and therefore accurate to the books but please!! don’t let its twistedness stop u from reading them!! (this is where i start to sound like an advertisement) (no seriously i wrote a good 1.5k words to my friend abt why she should read these books. I’ll spare you the details and give u a condensed list of reasons)

1. the characters!!! the character development!!! the best characters and development I’ve seen since hp; i honestly fell in love w nearly every one of them and even the ones I didn’t I could still understand them and cry bc they were so well written

2. the plot!! i mean judging from the entry u read it must sound intense and it is, but it’s amazing. keeps you on your toes (almost) the whole time and lets u have little breaks for character development when it’s getting too intense

3. the romance!! is so!! well written!! none of that insta love stuff it’s built on real relationships and trust and ahhh i could rant abt it all day bc pretty much all of the romances in these books are perfect imo

4. the worldbuilding. again the wikipedia entry probably gives some of this away but oh my god. it’s so good. neal shusterman just kind of slips it in when you’re not looking. and in the later books, in between sections they have an article about some type of actually real, recent discovery in organ donation/medical sciences/transplants/whatever is relevant to the book at the moment and it really makes you think about the future and how this book is more real than you’d think and it’s so cool

5. the series is honestly so well written. there are these moments where things get so intense that you’ll think of them for days afterward and when you think you’re finally over them they come back and haunt you (sometimes in a really nice way, other times you just cry) and these moments can just. stick with you for years I can remember the first time I read these parts and I’d make a list of them for you but it would spoil things but just. god.

6. canon lgbt and poc representation!! i can’t say too much bc i don’t want to spoil but two dads are introduced in book 1 and they’re incredibly cool, native americans have a huge role in book 3 and 4, there’s more

7. and if aLL THAT wasn’t enough: the first book is supposed to be made into a film!! soon!(?)

(im so sorry this is so long and probably not what u wanted at all but) pls pls read unwind

[saintkimora]

well here is how my date w caleb went yesterday and i also included the stuff i found out about alex and my thoughts on beauty and the beast

ok so ill start w the alex stuff since it happened a few days ago. first alex messaged caleb on fb asking if him and i were together (prob bc he saw the insta post caleb made about me) and caleb was like yeah and alex never responded so caleb was like why do you ask? and alex just responded with “...” so then a few days later caleb and his friend anny were shopping at the mall and they were in the store where alex works. they were talking about their old job and then the convo somehow shifted to me. apparently alex said that it shouldve been him (to be in a relationship w me) and also that i lead him on! like uh literally HOW is completely ignoring someone and never talking to them leading them on????? anyways. alex is messy

so then i had a date w caleb last night. i drove to his house to pick him up bc we were going to the movies and i drove him all the way to the theater which was like 25 min away. this was my first time being the one driving and it was sooooo much fun bc he kept making fun of my driving skills the whole time! i was laughing like the whole time

then we got there and the movie was sold out rip so we were just sitting in the car trying to figure out what we wanna do but it took forever bc he kept fooling around with me! it was so weird to be like doing sexual stuff in a car in a parking lot bc we had to stop every time someone walked by. it felt like i was in one of those public porn videos lol it was nice enough i guess but i wouldve preferred to not be constantly interrupted bc people were walking by 

so then we decided to get dinner at cozymels and this is where the thing i didnt like happened. some other driver was being bad at driving and caleb said s/t along the lines of “what is this *n word* doing” and i was MAD. i was like “i better not hear that word come out of your fucking mouth again. im serious. im honestly about to kick you out of this car” and he apologized. we discussed the issue a little bit but idk if he really understood or not. but that was his only warning though if he says it again im breaking up with him. so that was the really bad thing i mentioned in last nights post and the thing he was referencing in that snap of me on my story. also hes not black obv like if he was i wouldnt have been mad about him saying it. i didnt want to post this bc i thought it would seem like im trying to pat myself on the back or something but it was really bugging me so i needed to at least say it somewhere

we got there and had dinner and it was nice enough. it was fun at first but then towards the middle the convo started dying down and i was starting to feel bad bc i knew i was lacking in the personality department again. so that was the more general issue i mentioned in last nights post. but then things got better when we had desert bc part of it had ice cream and he wanted to feed me but every time i got my mouth near the spoon he would move it up suddenly to get ice cream on my nose or he would pull it away and like tease me with it. it was v fun and extra and then i looked and this guy who was sitting at a table with this girl was watching it happen and laughing! smh so do with that what you will

then we got to the theater and we saw beauty and the beast. so i dont really enjoy going to the movies but doing it on a date is sooooooooo nice! it was my enjoyable to be like leaning on him and putting my arm around him and exchanging quick kisses throughout the movie and all the other things. also he saw his friend steven that he used to have a crush on and he saw sitting a few rows behind us rip. but yeah it was a v good experience. now for my thoughts on the movie

so i came in knowing that all the people on here were being super critical about this movie but it literally was not that bad at ALL. it was a cute movie! idk why yall were being so negative about a childrens film but it literally is not that serious. the only thing i will agree with is the criticism of belles yellow dress. like seeing the pics online i was like “it isnt THAT bad” but it looks way worse when its actually in motion so yeah that dress was a mistake lol but its not like it ruined the experience for me

i remember seeing that post w like not even 2 seconds of le fou dancing w another guy saying that that was the big gay scene and i thought they were joking and that there would be something else but nope! that was literally it LMAO everyone was making such a big deal about le fou being the first gay character but he wasnt even like explicitly gay! like at one point gaston asked why le fou why he wasnt w any women and i thought this was where there would be like a gay joke or s/t to show that he was gay but no lol he was just like “ive been told im too clingy” and also yall were acting like he was hopelessly in love w gaston but he wasnt? he was v conflicted when he tried to kill belles dad and during the fight scene he literally switched sides after gaston didnt help him. so yeah literally the only gay part was le fou dancing w some random guy at the end if you blinked you wouldve missed it so idk why people were so pressed about it! i dont even see how this is like ~disneys first official gay character~ or whatever its like that post thats like “queer representation in media” and then that pic of spongebob pointing to the top of his head in the background of the krusty crab video being like “thats me!”

so yeah. it was fine i liked all the singing and stuff lol it really was not that bad at all

then i drove caleb home then went home myself. we were together for like 7 hours or so. i paid for both the dinner and the movie and i was doing all the driving and it felt nice! i liked being able to be like “dont worry ill pay” esp since hes paid and driven for our previous dates. so thats p much it lol overall it was a good night except for the 2 issues i had w him

[killer-killjoy]

im actually rlly mad bc things have been quiet lately bc i essentially threw the towel in (after tagging him in a few things and having those things go by without him acknowledging me, and also me snapchatting him and having him never reply; resulting in me feeling kinda dumb so i was like ‘ok just stop’) so i stopped. 

yesterday he randomly snapchatted me twice and i was like “oh boy oH BOY” and got excited, and then after i posted stuff on my insta/finsta about seeing brendon urie and how close i was and stuff. and he liked my pic and then commented “I’ve been closer to him. Ha” 

and i’m like sitting here overanalyzing EVERYTHING! and i’ve consequently fallen down the same metaphorical rabbit hole i was in to begin with.

i’m just sooo frustrated because i was like accepting it and being like “yeah whatever” and stopped thinking about it so much and transitioned from feeling like “i want him specifically” to “i hope i find someone soon” like. then i went on his fb to find the pictures he posted from when he went to see panic! to confirm whether or not he was closer (although in reality i was the closest bc I TOUCHED HIM!!!! AND HE LOOKED ME IN THE EYES AHH.) and then kind of just ended up going thru more of his pics and was like “ha fuk me up...” 

so now i’m frustrated w/ myself so i’m gonna apologize to all my followers who have to deal with my ranting on here about this kid bc its prob real tiring since i’m too chicken to make a move. but like i’m so mad!!! ugh!! why you gotta ignore me for the longest time just to roll back in and make me feel stupid shit again ughugfdhughuh (lmao not even really blaming him im just frustrated w/ myself.)

my favorite part of it all: these little things literally mean NOTHING to him most likely and he’s prob just like “ha yes ok” and doesn’t realize that it sends me into this over-analytic frenzy where i’m trying to decipher why he chose to not acknowledge the stuff i would tag him in and then suddenly appear and start liking/commenting on my shit again. like he’s prob just like “ha cool” and whereas i’m over here with fistfuls of my hair like “WHAT COULD IT MEAN??”

hint: it meants nothing lmao