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in the end, will i always feel this empty? will i always feel this barren?
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kissing harumasa means keeping your hands on his face and never letting them go down to his neck. he’d even hold them there with his own hands, a silent plea to not touch the mark left by the serum.
he didn’t lash out at you the first (and only) time you unintentionally touched it. instead, he pulled away immediately, the fear in his eyes mixed with his shaky breaths as he’s trying to control himself. he could see his own reflection in your worried eyes, seeing hallucinations of him turning into an ethereal. your hands went to hold his, you could feel him quivering as he shook his head at you. he didn’t mean to ruin the mood, he didn’t want to become a monster. he isn’t a monster but this irrational fear was eating him up whole that it even put your relationship on the line.
“i’m sorry, i didn’t realize what i had done,” your voice was clear as always, guiding him back to the current moment. the reflection of him in your eyes returned to normal but you had a regretful look in your gaze. your thumb rubbed over the back of his hand, reminding him that you were still there. “i love you,” you mumbled out to him, so soft, so quiet. that was all he needed to hear. he knew it was an honest mistake and not intentional on your end, maybe he overreacted. he brought your hands up to his mouth, placing soft kisses on your knuckles. the hands that unknowingly triggered his fight or flight mode, were the same hands that caressed him so gently every time. in between his kisses, he’d say his own ‘i love you’ and ‘i’m sorry’s to try and reassure you of his sudden reaction. he wasn’t deserving of your love, you shouldn’t be the victim of his past, but you stay with him regardless. overcoming it all while holding hands, one kiss at a time.
#luminotes ˚✧₊⁎☆#zzz harumasa#harumasa zzz#asaba harumasa#harumasa x reader#harumasa x gn reader#harumasa x you#sorry to all the Iighter enjoyers#I PROMISE I HAVE JUST BEEN BUSY WRITING#but don’t want to post nothing#so erm have this thought i had#honest to god i have not been feeling that well mentally#so angst with comfort has been a go to for me#and with harumasa release right around the corner#THERE IS NO BETTER TIME !!#sorry if its ooc#i dont know enough about him#but a man with a tragic backstory is a man with a tragic backstory#and im just a writer doing their job
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Sorry, but I just don’t buy the whole “actually Mythal decided after centuries of wandering Thedas as Flemeth that modern people deserve a chance” thing. Because the fragment of Mythal we’re talking about is the jaded old swamp witch who
-Inhabited the body of a woman betrayed by her lover(s) because they found common ground in their suffering and the injustices done to them. (“Once I was but a woman, crying out in the lonely darkness for justice.” - DAI)
-Resents that betrayal to the point she views men as disposable playthings that she can lure back to her hut, have her way with, and then… murder? I think? (Based on Morrigan’s own account in DAO)
-Abused her daughter under the guise of tough love in an attempt to prepare her for a cruel uncaring world. (Again, Morrigan’s account, DAO)
-Says during her appearance in Inquisition that she will have her reckoning.
-Spent centuries consolidating her power as well as cycling through different human women’s bodies via questionable means for the sake of bringing about said reckoning. (“I have carried Mythal through the ages ever since, seeking the justice denied to her.” and about the Inquisitor: “A Herald indeed. Shouting to the heavens, harbinger of a new age.” - DAI)
-During her scene with Solas at the end of Inquisition does NOT say ANYTHING about disagreeing with Solas’s plans, just that she considers him and old friend and is sorry things are going the way they are. (Seriously, is the dialogue in that regret scene in Veilguard supposed to be from a mental connection they had? Because that dialogue just isn’t in the Inquisition scene.)
And I’m supposed to believe that in her last moments, Flemythal backed off and went “actually I think we need to maintain the status quo”????
None of this paints a picture of someone who has gone soft over time. At least not to the degree that is presented in that regret scene in Veilguard. Sure Flemeth wasn’t all bad, she had some tenderness to her. She shows some genuine care for Morrigan and Kieran (if present) and seems hurt when Morrigan implies she was trying not to be the kind of mother Flemeth was to her.
At the end of Inquisition, we can’t tell for certain to what degree she approves of Solas’s methods. But it seems like a step in said methods was to absorb her power and doom her, an embodiment of Justice, to take a passive role once more. And we know what happens when a spirit is denied its purpose. Justice denied its purpose could turn to Vengeance. Which, to me, feels like it would better echo the themes of Solas’s pride/wisdom duality, inquisition’s themes around what it means to become a god-like force of nature, DA2’s question of whether violence is necessary for revolution (which literally has the Justice/Vengeance duality in it with Anders), and DAO’s theme of sacrifice for the greater good.
#datv spoilers#datv critical#bioware critical#mythal#Flemeth#datv#btw I’m not saying upending the whole world and screwing over modern peoples is the RIGHT course of action#im just saying I don’t think Mythal would necessarily think of it that way#and I wish the game had been more about exploring the nuance of revolution and sacrifice and debating the consequences of losing the veil#instead of the writers just TELLING you over and over and over what the correct ‘solution’ is#where is the reckoning we were promised
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#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt raph#rottmnt splinter#separated au#villain au#TECHNICALLY i kept my promise#coz a week is a 7 days period#sorry if its scuffed last few days were super rough for me#non-stop freaking out#the writers block has been blocking#the jokes have not been joking#the speech bubbles have been trying to murder me again#but i think im doing a lil better now#april soup in the next one??#villain pb&j duo
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omega!reader leaving alpha!simon's quarters after throwing a protein bar wrapper into a corner and freaking out
#in sickness and in health#starlit-writer#i know im the author but this mental image was too funny to not share#listen it makes sense in context i promise#if you cant laugh at your characters are you really an author?#omega!reader#alpha!simon x omega!reader#alpha!john price#alpha!simon#alpha beta omega#omegaverse#tf141 omegaverse#simon riley x reader#simon riley x reader au#simon ghost riley x reader#simon riley fanfic#a/b/o#fanfic#simon ghost riley
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Regulus: Do you have the pig?
James: What pig?
Barty: I thought Evan was getting it???
Evan: What no? You were supposed to get it!
James: What pig?? What are you talking about??
Regulus: We don't have the pig?? We needed that!
Barty: Well I didn't know!
Regulus: How the fuck are we supposed to get rid of it now??
James: GET RID OF WHAT?? WHY ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT A PIG??
Regulus/Barty/Evan (simultaneously): THE BODY?! OBVIOUSLY!!
James: WTF???
Evan: Yeah, Reg here wanted to try and get rid of a body a new way so we're doing this.
Barty: The pig was supposed to eat the fucking corpse and we were going to burn the pig after to get rid of the evidence which was going to be SO fun but NO ONE TOLD ME I HAD TO GET THE PIG
Regulus: ... I literally told you to get it this morning.
James: But- t-the poor pig:(
#marauders#marauders era#incorrect marauders quotes#regulus black#james potter#barty crouch jr#evan rosier#just a random thing i know#im not a murderer i promise#just a writer
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Whumptober day 2: "Trust issues"
Falling in love with her was never part of his plan.
Previous drawings: 1
#can jules please have ONE honest man in her life holy shit#i love shawn but I don't like how the show chose to focus on him instead of jules after their breakup#like she's just absent until they get back together offscreen an episode later#and shawn never apologizes either#I think she deserved better from the writers tbh#also not all the prompts are going to be jules i promise#im doing a real psychic shawn one next#its gonna be fuuuunn#juliet o'hara#psych#psych usa#psych tv#psych tv show#psych 2006#whumptober#whumptober 2024
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this show would be good if literally everything about it was different
#read these tags please(unless ur an HH fan in which case please ignore them) >>> I DO NOT LIKE THIS SHOW#i hate viv///ziepop so fucking much its actually unreal. every time i think about her i seethe#been hatewatching it ('legally') nd its awful. like i mean i knew it would be going into it but goddamn. so much worse than i expected#you may be like 'whyd you draw this then'. i wanted to make a finished piece with my redesigns#for funsies me and my boyf have been rewriting/redesigning the whole show . thats been our fun little craft#i feel similar about this that i do about fnaf and miraculous ladybug even tho this is objectively worse in every way#theres this eternal feeling of like. man. if the writers were competent then this concept would be interesting#but theyre not so. here we are#anyway. im gona try not to put hate in the tags lol#but i like how this turned out too much NOT to post it#anyways mutuals please dont unfollow me for this i promise im normal JDSFHJKDFHJDFKHJK#Hazbin Hotel Redesigns#Hazbin Hotel Critical#Angel Dust#Husk#Huskerdust#I guess.#genuinely a little scared to post this ones. im scared ill lose mutuals over this AND/OR fans will harass me for those tags JHKSDFHJKJK#im posting it and then immediately going to sleep. might delete later if even 1 thing goes wrong#EDIT RL QUICK i wanna add: i dont care if you like the show <33 good for you!!! i respect it!! i liked it when i was 14. i just dont now. <#cloudysarts
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On Repeat
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Whew,,, I finally finished these! Thank you @elderwisp / @elksun / @living-undead / @dejasenti99 AND @yukikocloud FOR THE TAGS!!!! Holy wow :0
Tagging :
@circusjuney / @butteredfrogs / @mmonetsims / @flovoid
@birdietrait / @venriliz / @retrotrait / @mattodore
plus anyone else who wants to do this! Also feel free to ignore esp if you've alr done this, idk who has and hasn't im sorry 😭😭
// Extras under the cut - below is very long, so open w/ caution if you don't wanna scroll a lot 😭
This has taken the piss outta me (albeit fun), so i'm kinda just gonna explain how I think the featured line in particular is akin to the OC/Ship and not the entire song... as much as I'd love to 😭 Also it's just SUPER hard (for me) to find songs that I relate to my OCs, lyrics as well so skdjhnsjk
Roo's Song Oil & Water by Origami Button "When did I become like the ones I never thought I'd welcome in my home"
The above line in particular is quite literally Roo in the current story/character arc- He's looking at himself from a third person view and going "Oh. I am what I hate." He's looking at his old self, in college, and how he treated Leo, to now, looking at his present self and seeing the way he creeps on Leo, how he clings to him despite being several states over. Roo looks at the progression of his stalker-ish behavior, his obsession, how it went from just general clinginess that Leo could bear, to something completely unbearable after 7 years of no contact, it saddens him. So taking it quite literally, if he was at his own door and he knew how awful he was, he would slam the door on himself. A painful self reflection for him :')
Leo's Song Truth or Dare by Ricky Montgomery "Hiding in the closet, trying not to vomit, didn't even want it"
The entire first verse for this song can be applicable to Leo. As a teenager (15-16), Leo went HEAVY on drugs as a form of escapism from his parents, of course they'd always find him and get on his ass HARD for doing that shit. After a while of being sober, Leo started going to house parties, great idea- Flash forward to his third house party, and he finally cut his year long sober streak for drugs. as many as he could fit in his body. He had terrible influences around him so they encouraged him to do this shit, it didn't take long for his body to feel the god awful effects of taking so many drugs, so he ended up in the bathroom for a while- He tried to hold back the vomit because he was,,, partially enjoying his high, but he couldn't hold it back for long and ended up passing out, but not before nearly gutting himself from vomiting so much. Cut forward in time, and people got worried, bashed open the bathroom door and found Leo's unconscious body slumped over the toilet 🙃 Obv he came out fine, but it's a major moment in his life, because looking back on it, he realizes that wasn't what he wanted, he just wanted attention, he wanted to be cool, he wanted to be rebellious, but he didn't want to (nearly) kill himself. The render isn't one-to-one with the situation, but the lyrics are accurate so :3
Onia's Song Bloodstream by Soccer Mommy Scene used in render "Now a river runs red from my knuckles into the sink and there's a pale girl staring through the mirror at me"
Overall, the song talks about how the artist (Soccer Mommy) has lost her childhood innocence and how she wants to go back to her childhood and putting Onia's Sheep in Wolf's clothing motif aside, Onia misses being a child, and misses not knowing the pain and burden of being the complete opposite of what her parents wanted, so she spirals over this a lot, and like the lyrics say, "a river runs red from my knuckles into the sink," She tends to lean towards harming herself, in this case, her hands, and her knuckles- I can't draw or simulate blood in either blender or GIMP, so the red light is supposed to simulate the blood-sodden sink that she's standing over, and of course, "pale girl," is Onia, she's staring at herself, but additionally I like to think she's staring past the mirror, or staring through it (wink wink), she's spacing out and thinking about who she should've been, or who she could've been.
Hero's Song Following Eyes by Soccer Mommy "An awful feeling started creeping over me and what I saw was like no horror I had seen"
I'm keeping this short and sweet. It's not easy to find a song (that I like) that's about being haunted or cursed so. I had to re-use her song from her intro post, which isn't bad, but I did hope to find a new song kdsjhnsjk Anyways. Hero's cursed, pretty much anywhere she goes, she is forced to perceive ~the horrors~, sometimes she's forced into a blank space, a void (SOMETIMES,,, not a lot,,, rarely moreso), where she'll be tormented for who even knows how long, this moment in particular, she was walking along this catwalk in the dark, she eventually felt something that felt similar to someone dragging their fingers up your spine, in a moment of fear, she turned around and just. saw. She looked onto this,,, being, what she saw was "like no horror I had seen,,," Although to be fair, the creature isn't all that horrifying (which in my defense.. I'm a blender novice so </333)
The Hiraeth Song Nomu by Good Kid "Four eyes entwined draw four separate lines and none of them point to you"
I think this song overall is a perfect example of Roo and Leo's relationship both after Leo's confession and after Roo tried to reconnect with Leo. After Leo confessed, he tried to keep their relationship going, but it didn't work out, so he gave up (Roo didn't realize Leo was pulling such a weight and he just let their friendship fall out) After Roo tried to reconnect (aka the CURRENT storyline), Roo has been trying to keep things together and has been trying to make things work, but Leo has long-since given up on their friendship as a whole. Now in terms of the lyric above; Post-Confession, every conversation they had together would not be the same, they couldn't look each other in the eyes, their eyes would connect momentarily and separate almost immediately; Nowadays, if they WERE to be living together or near each other, they just would NOT be able to talk to each other, because Leo would be fed up with Roo and trying to avoid as much eye contact and general verbal+physical contact as possible with him. Roo, on the other hand, is just terrible with eye contact so he would have a terrible time trying to engage in eye contact with Leo.
The Ithanel / It's All Wrong Song From Eden by Hozier "Babe there's something broken about this but I might be hoping about this oh what a sin"
Ithuriel and Nanel's entire relationship is inherently toxic, they are not toxic to each other, but the underlying (or moreso, the OVERWHELMING OVERLYING) dangers of this relationship makes it toxic, broken in a way. Nanel risks her life going to see Ithuriel outside of work-related interactions and Ithuriel risks her life by just. seeing, talking to and loving Nanel. Whether they know (they do) or care (they dont) about these dangers, they still want this relationship, they live on, literal, prayers that they are not caught and that they can continue to love each other in peace, but overall, their relationship, in the eyes of the heavenly council (ehhh W.I.P term for IAW lore stuff), is a sin, and nothing but a sin.
Ithuriel's Song What You Mean by Rome Hero Foxes "Cause every little god damn thing you do makes me wanna get close to you"
The lyrics speak for themselves... Ithuriel is very dedicated to Nanel, and literally every waking moment of seeing and knowing Nanel drives Ithuriel up the walls because she loves her so much.
Nanel's Song Future Me Hates Me by The Beths "It's getting dangerous, I could get hurt, I know, I've counted up the cons, they far outweight the pros."
This is semi-foreshadowing, but Nanel knows that her and Ithuriel's relationship is forbidden, wrong (not cuz its gay necessarily,, 😭), and the way Ithuriel's heavenly role works means that their relationship status and every interaction outside of a required interaction is a risky game of one or both of them being punished and sentenced to death. But ! Nanel loves Ithuriel wayyyy too much to let how insanely dangerous their relationship is to get in the way of them loving and being with e/o.
Nirvana's Song 1999 by Beabadoobee "And I'm not wasting time again, closure instead of s^x, and I'm not wasting time again" Idk if I need to censor s^x but i am justttt in case...
Oof, Nirvana... Nirvana has always been sxually active, she's always had one-night-stands with other men, she's tried to continue things after that ONS, but it never works, she's tried to have relationships with women, but they just use her for s^x. She's tired of wasting time with people who just want her for her body, she's tired of s^x, she just wants, well, closure, she wants someone who will love her for her, she wants a relationship without s^x, or at least isn't s^x-focused, she just wants to know someone will love her past her body. Although aforementioned is all just a habit so she will unfortunately end up right back where she started and continue this uncomfortable and sad spiral.
#tw : substance abuse#tw : emetophobia#< Leo's section below the cut#Roo#Roo*#Hiraeth : Leo*#TheWolf:OniaD*#Sheep:OniaD#MYGENERATIONALCURSE : HeroLeBlanc*#HeroLB#[ It's All Wrong ] : Ithuriel*#[ It's All Wrong ] : Nanel*#[IAW]#Nirvana#Nirvana*#[ Hiraeth ]#blender render#ts4#ts4 render#ts4 simblr#sims 4#sims 4 simblr#sims 4 render#simblr#render#i promise there was more i wanted to write but this is so long already and im oh so eepy. my brain is rotting and-#-atp im gonna be on a writers. music. AND rendering burnout for the next 2 months 😭#sorry for all the tags ughfhfhhh i NEED to stop making so many separate tags sdjdjskdk#this is also a tag game but atp theres just. way too many tags. LMFAO#god if you're there. you're not gonna add an expand button to this post 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
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hello i’m so glad you’re back !!!! i’m milo milkshake anon but i’m legally hazard anon :3 have you drawn davesprite ever? he’s my favorite of all time…….. - ⚠️ anon
hello hazard anon!!! ive never actually drawn davesprite before right now somehow (actual crime) so heres a quick one 4 you :]
#davesprite#homestuck#homestuck fanart#i need to draw him more methinks.. ....#@the person who requested the kids i promise im working on it! its just taking a little while KSJDJS#there was some kind of metaphor about main dave and davesprite in here but im not really much of a writer so MEH.
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me after using ; correctly when writing
#guys im writing stuff for my ao3 i promise i will post it soon#writing#story writing#creative writing#writeblr#fanfic#fanfiction#ao3 fanfic#ao3 fanfiction#ao3#archive of our own#fanfic writing#fanfic writer
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idk if i'm the only one who feels this way, but since when did majority of aot fics and hcs just become... straight up p0rn??
have been in the fandom for 10 years now, and the hcs always used to be so much more focused on creating interesting and unique stories/hcs even if they weren't all that good. now every time i check even the name of a character it's nothing but p0rn. like i have to actively search for anything that isn't just straight filfth.
and don't get me wrong, i would never shame anyone for wanting to enjoy nsft, and i have enjoyed it myself in the past, but is this all it is now??? the same awkwardly written breeding kink pwp where all the aot boys are suddenly hung p0rnstars???? it's so repetitive... what happened to all the fics and hcs that aren't just smut??? pls tell me it isn't just me who feels this way idk i'm not sure if this is because i'm in my twenties and find smut a bit awkward to read now or if this is genuinely a LOT lol
#i promise im not a prude#but come ON now#most of it is just... so much of the same too#no insult to any writers but i just miss the old days i suppose#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#snk x y/n#snk x you#snk x reader#aot imagines#aot fic#snk fic#snk fics#aot headcanons#snk headcanons#aot x y/n#aot x you#aot x reader#aot x female reader
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write the fic you want to read- especially if its about a damn rare pare or something not popular in the fandom because no one else will write it anyways
#GUYS PLEASE#yes this is about the fact that theres like 57 five x omc fics on ao3.......#IM GETTING TO WRITING MINE I PROMISE#but also why is like every fic in a rare pare tag not just them#no hate but its always like 5 different people#finns fun nonsense#fanfiction#fanfic#fandom#ao3#ao3 writer#ao3 fanfic#writing fanfic
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any hockey girlies that want a hockey girly friend 👉👈🔪👹 (it's not a threat if it doesn't become a real murder 💗‼️)
here's my friend admission card:
- Cheri, 19, a simp, what else can I say
- Will scream with you during games, will spam you with memes, reels, pictures about my AND your favorite players and teams
- Matter of a fact, I'm here for the giggles
- A yapper, can talk, will talk. and possibly annoy you
- I have something very important to show you btw!!
- Still not convinced?? I am a musician!! I could write you a song about our amazing friendship‼️‼️😫😫💗💗
psa: don't let the last point lie to you, I music, but I also slay at adhd and autism so music isn't coming out hashtag executive dysfunction
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here we go again. fifth addition of these outrages changes. this one, in my personal opinion, is the most different from the OG script to the current script as the new line has absolutely zero correlation to the OG script.
OG:
Albus: I liked her, Mum, you know that? I really liked her. Delphi. And she was — Voldemort’s daughter?
Ginny: That’s what they’re good at, Albus — catching innocents in their web.
Current:
Albus: I liked her, Mum, Delphi. Or I thought I did. And she was Voldemort’s daughter.
Ginny: You were confused. And then you found wonderful clarity. And that makes me very proud.
MHMMMM I WONDER WHAT SHE MEANS BY THAT??? she’s such a good mother i love her.
albus’ line changing from “i really liked her “ to now “i thought i liked her”. mhm yeah interesting! doesn’t seem like he even had romantic feelings for her anymore even though that was literally half the whole delphi plot line in the original.
now what if i said ginny says this line pretty much looking/gesturing to scorpius? what would you do then? GIRL IS A SCORBUS SHIPPER FR!!! i think “clarity” can have many different implications. could it mean clarity in the fact he is realising she was evil, could it be his realisation that he didn’t even like her, could it be working out he actually likes his best friend, or is scorpius the clarity albus has found? up for interpretation.
anyways i have no more notes on this its perfection and im very grateful they ended up putting this in.
(i think it’s also important to note that this new line was originally not in the shortened version. broadway has had two different versions of the short version in which this came in the 2nd addition, once the year 4 cast came in november 2022. i have absolutely zero clue as to why they didn’t change it in the first place but it’s just a cute little fun fact.)
#i genuinely need a sit down talk with the writers and ask them what were the reasons for all these changes that have caused me to go insane#i promise im ok!#anyways i hope you all find your clarity#cursed child#hpcc#harry potter and the cursed child#scorbus#albus x scorpius#albus potter x scorpius malfoy#albus severus potter#scorpius malfoy
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You know what!?!?!
I don’t want to see Cody before TBB finale
Why? You might ask
Well it’s because of the overwhelming sense of dread that has been growing within me the closer we get to the end
If he isn’t there…then he can’t be harmed and I can live in blissful ignorance
#echo’s return really made me rethink my hopes for this show#every week ive been like where’s echo where is he#but now he’s back and i am SCARED#im so scared for him now#and ive realized that i should just not want my faves to ever show up#because when the writers forget about them#then they are SAFE#if i never see cody again then he is SAFE#he’s living with a sad old desert hermit on tatooine for all I know#and as long as they don’t tell me otherwise there’s no proof he isn’t#…yeah#cody is safe#as long as he’s not on screen#….yeah#be careful what you wish for I guess#ahhhhh#star wars#the bad batch#the bad batch season 3 spoilers#tbb season 3 spoilers#tbb season three#commander cody#tbb cody#tcw cody#tbb echo#codywan#sorry for the small spam i had a lot of sw thoughts i needed to dump out#i promise this is my last tbb rant for now…maybe#kate's post
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