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in the end, will i always feel this empty? will i always feel this barren?

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How to show emotions

Part IV

How to show bitterness

tightness around their eyes

pinched mouth

sour expression on their face

crossed arms

snorting angrily

turning their eyes upward

shaking their head

How to show hysteria

fast breathing

chest heaving

trembling of their hands

weak knees, giving in

tears flowing down their face uncontrollably

laughing while crying

not being able to stand still

How to show awe

tension leaving their body

shoulders dropping

standing still

opening mouth

slack jaw

not being able to speak correctly

slowed down breathing

wide eyes open

softening their gaze

staring unabashingly

How to show shame

vacant stare

looking down

turning their head away

cannot look at another person

putting their head into their hands

shaking their head

How to show being flustered

blushing

looking down

nervous smile

sharp intake of breath

quickening of breath

blinking rapidly

breaking eye contact

trying to busy their hands

playing with their hair

fidgeting with their fingers

opening mouth without speaking

Part I + Part II + Part III

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my love, mine all mine.

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"He thought about his life, mostly the good parts of it. Almost all of them were when he was with James. Late nights in the astronomy tower, hiding in the prefect’s bathroom, all of his favourite memories. How troubling it was to think he would never make a new one."

an excerpt from my first draft of my MCD jegulus fic T-T

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appreciation for my non-traditional writers out there !

(this post may or may not be about me) (('guys' is used as a gender neutral term))

people who write informative non-fiction !

my guys who write poetry (me!)

the silly ones who write creative/artistic essays (also me!)

the ones who write narrative essays

the second-person writers !!!!!!

the people who do self-publication

the people who don't publish at all (me again)

play/screen writers

guys who don't share their writing

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that fucking vent

its that vent.

lay back

listen to music

stare at vent

check, check, check

stay up

sleep in

tired all day

check, check, check

its the vents fault.

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stay up and sleep in

staring at the vent on my ceiling, 

eyes getting heavy

fighting off sleep 

for the freedom of that choice

the choice 

that i get to stay up,

and sleep in,

and do it all over again tomorrow

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forest fire

my love

it burns,

and burns,

and burns.

a fire i try to put out,

but i cant.

i am that fire

(i am that love)

growing,

and growing,

and growing

like a forest fire,

waiting for the miracle

of someone else

to put me out

- dec. 26, 2022 -- 1:45 am