#ily valerian!!!!!!!!!!!

[gonetoheaven]

tagged by beloved @bearsonthe405 to post my lock screen, last saved image, and last song listened to <333 lmao all mcr shocking

tagging @hesitantalien2014 @themisery @killaura @computerexploder @ringmodulation @nosferatuperson @olivesjaw +anyone else who wants to :-) don’t feel pressured xoxoxox

[starrynightsxo]

nobody:

jude hiding valerian's dead body in the middle of the night:

[somewhereincairparavel]

TFOTA update (major spoilers for book 1): chapter 20

this book just keeps throwing plot twist after plot twist after plot twist on me and I'm falling for every.single.one. gosh. first jude kidnaps the human girl to free her into the mortal world, and she drowns herself? Then Dain yells at Jude for the thing I WASN'T expecting (stabbing Valerian) and then Jude fucking KILLS Valerian not even a few minutes later, then buried the body in HER house, then Balekin gatecrashes and slaughters almost everyone in his fucking blood line in the matter of MINUTES. Madoc kills Dain?? And ghost kills Caelia?? Rhyia kills herself?? Taryn and Locke might secretly have an affair??

Jude feels pleasure in seeing Cardan miss out on the coronation bc he got drunk which is ironically the best thing he did bc he dodged a bullet?? Now Cardan is the only hope elfhame has, which is also super ironic since Jude was marvelling over how glad she was that cardan wasn't ever going to be king in the first few chapters.

I NEED A MOMENT TO TAKE ALL THIS IN

[antarcphosyaoiapprover]

shamelessly steals ideas from my mooties (@exoticdox) after leaving a mark on THEIR strawpage... ( ๑‾̀◡‾́)

get strawpage'd

plsplsplspls donate art to eat

[starzovermarz]

his ass is not listening

[azure-seadragon]

@speciosuspoematis​​ asked:

"I've got you a little something." Cyvel was wearing a smile upon his approach, more than joyous to place a box before his best friend. "Something for Starlight."

A beautifully knitted sweater, a warm pair of boots with ample tread for the ishgardian climate and a coat - complete with his house ' coat of arms. Because she was family.

// 💙

“eh? really-?” Perhaps she shouldn't be surprised, having bought her dear friend some gifts of her own- yet she still finds herself mildly surprised at the reminder that she was indeed thought of and cared for. She smiles brightly, her smile only growing further as she opens the box excitedly- her hands delicate as she touches every item inside as if they were precious treasures. Honestly, they’d both known she needed more attire suited to ishgard.. She couldn’t really go running around in her rather revealing summer clothing, or even her usual leather coat when the weather got too cold- and the coat of arms present on this coat bring little tears to her eyes. A moment later, she throws her arms about his neck- pulling him in for a tight hug, a little laugh bubbling from her lips. “Aww, Snowdrop.. this is really sweet, thank y’ so much~” The hug lasts shorter then it usually would however- as she quickly pulls back with a tiny gasp.

“wait, wait, wait- i gotta go grab your present! one sec-” The Au’ra jumps up from her spot, nearly tripping over herself as she darts over to her closet- pushing between hanging clothes and such to pull out a box of her own, albeit smaller then the one he’d brought. Excitedly, she scurries back over- sitting on the edge of a table and handing him the (sort of messily, but she’d tried her best) wrapped box. Inside he’d find a lovely leather bound journal, engraved with little flowers- much like the snowdrop pressed between the first page and cover- as well as a little bag of sweets, and another of tea. she’d bought both in limsa on a recent visit, and hoped he might enjoy them~

[whalesforhands]

would love to see something ab reader having a nightmare about shoko, geto, and gojo dying maybay? and they wake up in a panic? shuffling off to the dorm kitchen to try and maybe calm herself down only to see geto there and he helps calm them down after they confide in him. could be with your series where gojo and geto are together because those boys are def in love 🥹☺️. BUT YEAH JUST,,, comfort hehe.

really enjoying your writing btw, pls keep up the good work, bub :)

very very very cute idea anon. ily ♥️

yes, i swear they are 100% in love with each other canonically!!!! i love them together sm.

if only my dreams were as sweet as you (geto x reader x gojo)

warnings: angst to comfort, anxiety attacks, depressive episode, gore descriptions

You shook upon the ground you sat on, barely breathing, barely able to move.

Your leg was ripped off, the remainder of what was left of it wrapped tight with Suguru’s coat, his attempt to comfort you, to stop the bleeding. To assure you everything is okay.

You think you’ve lost your sense of touch. Your sense of self. You can’t feel any semblance of their cursed energies anymore.

Geto Suguru laid on the ground, his eyes lifeless, an arm torn off from his body, laying uselessly within the pits of some sick curse’s stomach. A large hole stretched throughout his midriff. He had no chance of survival.

Shoko Ieiri was near your side, body cold, trapped within rubble that suffocated her already dead self, her face unrecognisable, gored from the ferocious attacks of a special grade that she stood no chance against from the start.

Finally, Gojo Satoru, laid on your lap as you screamed and cried for him to wake up. You can’t lose him. His eyes were wide open, crystalline blue dull and gone, his cursed energy barely even there. Your tears fell onto his face, staining his cheeks and seeping into the cuts he sustained.

You shake and shake him with your broken arms, your arms feeling useless as the nerves slowly started to die.

Please. Please. Please!

Don’t leave you alone in this universe. Don’t leave. Don’t leave! You can’t lose the only people you love. You can’t. Your heart shattered when Ieiri fell, crushed to dust when Suguru lost, and now nothing would remain as Satoru was defeated.

You feel the looming shadow of the special grade curse.

You hope it takes you to where your beloved three were.

Jolting awake with a start, sweat dripping off your brow even as the AC ran. Feeling your heart stutter and pound, your senses going into overdrive as you felt the area for the three.

Suguru, Shoko and Satoru. You felt their energy all around you. A strikingly bright, overwhelming energy. An ominous, immense and darker energy. A serenely heart-chilling one.

Alive. They were alive. Your heart never felt such relief.

Thank goodness. It was just a dream. Just a dream.

Your hand scurried to what you thought was your missing leg, squeezing and pinching the flesh that was definitely there. Yep, definitely a dream. A horrible one.

A nightmare.

You hold your face in your hands as you felt tears begin to well up. You can’t believe your mind even conjured that. Bile was rising up your throat as you continued to cry.

You can’t live in a world without them. The thought of losing all three of them was devastating.

A life without them? You’d rather die. You felt the urge to throw up just thinking about this.

Water. You need water. Does Suguru keep his chamomile and valerian tea in the pantry too? You think you need some.

Your shaky legs barely hold you up as you venture out of your room, dressed in your sleep shorts, oversized shirt and fluffy lamb slippers. Your hair was a mess, your face void of most of its colour.

You must look like you’ve woken from the dead. (Your attempt at a joke to lighten yourself up. You need to spend more time around Satoru for his silliness. You suck.)

As you approached the kitchen, you were surprised to see a glowing lamp still on. Is someone in there, or did Satoru forget to turn it off?

You slowly peek in from the ajar door, only to find Geto Suguru, in all his glory, already staring at you. Long hair left down from his usual bun, dressed in sweatpants and a t-shirt with Satoru’s face printed on it.

In his hand, a cup of steaming tea.

“I thought that was you. How are you still awake?”

——

Your head was rested on his shoulder, his arm comfortingly wrapped around your shoulders, snuggled comfortably onto the sofa with one empty cup, the other half-way drunk on the coffee table before you.

“And? What happened then?” He softly inquired, voice soothing and gentle as he tenderly prodded your thoughts.

“You all… Were dead…” You began, a sniffle already squeezed out of you. The thought making you want to cry all over again.

“I- I could never handle… Losing any of you…” Your grip tightened itself around his shirt, hand over where his beating heart was, as you buried yourself into his shoulder, trying to press yourself closer to him.

“It’s okay.” He whispered. “I’m here. We’re all here.” His other hand came up to wipe at your tears.

“That will never happen.” He continued to say, hearing your breaths starting to slow and even out.

He was about to continue, until the door to the room was creaked open.

“Suguruuuuuuu, why’d you leavveee meeeee?” A whining Satoru has just awoken from Suguru’s bed. His eyes were still closed, had it made it all the way here just by feeling for his boyfriend’s cursed energy?

Then he must’ve sensed yours too.

Dressed in a shirt printed with Suguru’s sleeping face, and a similar pair of sweatpants, he creaked open his eyes. Picking up Suguru’s half-empty cup and downing the remainder of it.

You felt Satoru plop onto the couch right beside you, snuggling his face into your chest before he stretched over the length of both your and Suguru’s legs, placing his head on Suguru’s lap as he splayed his legs out on your own lap.

(The menace even reached out for your hand, holding it in his own as his eyes closed back, smiling as he threaded his fingers through yours.)

A cuddle pile.

He spoke, feeling Suguru stroke his hair.

“Ya just woke up from a bad dream?” It was an inquiry, tender and laced with a hint of worry.

You remain silent. He understands.

“Don’t,” He yawns, feeling comforted by Suguru’s hand. “Don’t worry…”

“We’re the strongest, after all…” He fell back asleep. How strong of him.

Suguru nods, a smile on his face.

“He’s right, you know?” A kiss to your forehead.

“We are the strongest.”

You think the tea was starting to kick in. Why was there such a warm, soothing feeling within you? You felt the lids of your eyes begin to grow heavy, Suguru opening his free arm more allow your head to loll onto his chest, holding you close as your eyes begin to shut.

You like being here.

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Notes:

Suguru has trouble sleeping due to the bad aftertaste from swallowing curses. It’s disgusting, the taste haunts his mouth and he gags at the reminder of it.

It was Satoru’s idea to get his and Suguru’s faces printed on shirts. The photo he used for himself was one of him looking charming, whilst Suguru’s photo was one of him drooling onto Satoru’s pillow. The shirts are very high quality, and very expensive.

There is an extra shirt in your size with both of their photos printed on it hidden in Suguru’s closet.

Satoru finds it hard to sleep without a certain someone in bed. If Suguru is awake, they’ll both just sleep on the couch in the shared living room area.

Shoko was the one to find all three of you cuddled into each other asleep on the sofa. She got a blanket she draped over you as she drank her coffee, taking a photo of all three of you that she sent to both Suguru and Satoru.

See? She can be nice. But they both owe her a favour now.

[guiilttripping]

we are kissing on the mouth THANK YOU .. needed this so bad..

i need to see brian molko.. someone show me brian molko

[bunbunsa]

I think your TF is just not feeling too well these days. He might be recovering from something and is emotionally drained. Maybe you're getting mixed signals about it? He needs some rest and to take care of himself for now.

Hello Valerian, I don't want this to sound like it's my ignorance or insensitivity, I knew he hadn't been well and that's why I was worried if he had been blocked. Last week he said that weird things were happening in our connection without my knowledge and he felt scared of losing me (very cute), so he was able to talk to me and things calmed down more where he is too. Now I felt like he wanted to talk but couldn't, so I wondered if it was the guides blocking him so he could rest and focus more on himself, but you're right...That last night, before going to sleep he said ily and I couldn't sleep well and woke up out of nowhere, when I got up in the morning I felt like he wasn't well again. I hope he gets better and rest 🥺

Thank you so much for this, blessed be 💜

I didn't take your response as negative at all!! I'm glad you reached out to me. Thank you, too. 🤍

[felixmori]

WHAT DO YOU MEAN HES OLDER THAN ESCELL

[gonetoheaven]

∞! 💞

last night’s haze by star horse <3

come again pretty stranger

in dreams or nightclubs, either way

put a "∞" in my ask box and I'll shuffle my music player and give you my favorite lyric from the song that comes up.

[starrynightsxo]

how ever do you do it???

the message in a bottle ref has me in a chokehold be my friend pretty pls

#messageinabottleisunderratedasFUCK

Let me think...UH YES???? I need more mutuals like this so I may fall hopelessly in love with you (platonically)

[heartachebf]

curls up on tha dash n falls asleep like a little kitten... honk shoo

[cozycreaturescorner]

Have you slept yet? If not, I hope your body lets you do that soon. Take care! I love you! Also. Have some tea if you haven't already, maybe chamomile or vanilla or valerian, somethin nice like that. Good luck! Stay safe! I love you!

it's 2:30pm as of typing this, i managed to fall asleep and woke up at like 12 oops

hbnxfwf does coffee count? i may be on my second cup...

thank you sm, i hope you're staying safe too, ily!

[azure-seadragon]

@jenessa-mercier​ asked:

[Trace]+[Kiss] Nila to Solana

mention: @protection-and-pleasure​

Solana hummed absentmindedly to herself as she grabbed for her shirt that hung over the back of a chair. She’d just finished a bath, her skin still warm from the water and her overall attitude currently very calm and relaxed- much unlike her usual state of being. Her mind was elsewhere, so being that she was facing away from the door, she didn’t register Nila’s presence until she felt something softly trace the largest part of the jagged scars covering nearly her entire back. She froze then, shirt just over her elbows, nearly going rigid save for the shiver that rippled through her. She swallowed dryly, a strange sort of anxiety settling into her gut as she stood there. “ah.. aha, guess ye haven’t really seen those up close much yet, Aye? ye usually see me from th’ front...” There was a tremor to her voice as Nila continued tracing along the mass of silvery lines, touch ever gentle. “looks like someone used me as a trainin’ dummy, yeah-? they never healed right... s’ kinda gross, sorry-” She cut off abruptly when the hand was replaced by a soft kiss in the center of the largest scar. Solana inhaled a shaky breath as tears instantly sprung to her eyes, shirt hanging limply from one arm as the other quickly covered her mouth to prevent any sobs from escaping. Her eyes squeezed shut, she was entirely at a loss for words or even actions... No one who had ever seen those scars had ever treated them so softly..even she herself was harsh about them- hating knowing they’d follow her forever, no matter what. So she simply stood, relishing in the foreign feelings as a sob wracked her body.

[hqficlets]

Kageyama + Flower Crowns Can I just say both of you are the cutest things ily, sorry okay bai

thank you so much, my dear. both for the request and your kind words!

༄* valerian.