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pndrgn · 7 months ago

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a love so beautiful needs to be a throuple it’s the only way

#a love so beautiful #a love so beautiful Netflix #a love so beautiful 2017 #a love so beautiful cdrama #text #chen xiaoxi #jiang chen #wu bosong #chen xiaoxi x jiang chen x wu bosong #mine #it’s the only WAY!!!#ill write it myself if i have too #cannot believe this drama has a hold on me like this

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xxplastic-cubexx · 22 days ago

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personal happiness or what the fuck ever

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#xmen #xmen comics #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #professor x #magneto #jeans here too but ssh #snap sketches #i havent posted anything in what feels like forever and i GUESS i have to remind people i do draw sometimes. whatever.#aka in my brain i have at LEAST a five-page doujin where this gets incredibly nsft but i dont have TIME for that these days do i #so for now we get just. these scribbles. ill be able to make something exemplary again someday i swear <- optimistic #i think im going to close my comms off for the rest of december once i get through the batch i have now #which ... doesnt sound hard since the amount i have will probably take me to the end of december anyway 💀#i just need everyone to believe me i have better visions for yaoifying issue 309 .... the opportunity is right there...#like wdym the dream sequence is gon end on a panel of erik's eyes as he reinforces the idea charles needs happiness like scott and jean's..#call up your ex. right now charles.#what got me peeved about this issue is i have no idea what color eriks outfit could be vjaeLVKEJARK its like.#is he wearing a lab coat over a suit .... i think thats the intention ... or maybe it is a trench coat....#idk shit for me to figure out if i ever get the time to explore this thing again #LIKE UGH IM SCREAMING i have Such Visions that i dont have time to execute and theyre killing me #maybe ill just write them down idfk <- trying to write fanfiction ends even worse for me than trying to draw #anyways. im gonna drive myself mad good night everyone #i have to go to a christmas party tomorrow night. later tonight. whatever.#BYE

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littleplantfreak · 4 months ago

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Dreamcatcher (sfw)

(or who has dreams, nightmares, and anything in between)

Sakura has dreams and nightmares, although most of the time he only remembers snippets. Prone to gasping awake or shooting up into sitting position during nightmares. The type to have dreams about his friends and feel like they’re at fault for what happened. Once he had a dream Nirei stole his food and he wouldn’t let Nirei sit next to him during lunch the next day without telling him specifically he better back off his sandwiches.

Whenever Hiragi has a nightmare, stomach cramping follows. Whether it’s his stomach causing them or them causing further stomach distress, he’ll never know, but he has tea and medicine to settle down before trying again. Mumbles in his sleep on occasion, and it’s really kind of cute.

It’s no surprise Umemiya is a dreamer. Sure maybe once in a blue moon he’ll have a bad one, but for the most part they’re really weird and silly. Loves to talk about them at breakfast the next morning, recounting his time flying with a penguin, or being chased by trolls. He remembers the whole thing usually, though he’s such a deep sleeper that once he’s worn himself out enough and has one of those big, drool inducing rests, he just sleeps with no dreams to be had.

Suo is vague, beats around the bush, and generally likes to joke around. When he tells his friends he dreams in black and white? He’s actually telling the truth! He doesn't have good or bad dreams often, but when he does, he likes to laugh about them in the morning. Something about them looking like he’s watching an old movie makes them all the more funny.

Kaji has nightmares more than dreams, but mostly he sleeps without either. He’ll be in a shit mood the next day though, because the nightmare will have him tossing and turning, trying to find the comfiest spot on the bed that seems to have disappeared in the hour or so it took him to be woken by it. Another sleep mumbler. He can actually sleep with his music blasting in his ears pretty easily too!

Kotoha dreams most of the time. She’ll exchange sleep stories with Ume, but hers always seem to be a little tamer than his. Has a diffuser that cycles through colored lights she’ll put on if she has a dream she deems ‘not great’ and a stuffed dragon her siblings got her that guards her dreams on the nightstand next to her bed. Sometimes she’ll have it on the pillow next to her for no particular reason; it’s just soothing (and so soft and cute.)

#mari writes #wind breaker #wind breaker headcanons #sakura haruka #hiragi toma #umemiya hajime #kaji ren #kotoha tachibana #i dont do enough for my girl 😩#omg i forgot.#suo hayato #i might do a part 2 because i like talking abt it…i had soooo much more ume stuff i wanted to write about his sleep and dreaming #i wrote this causeee its a nightmare night for me #if i dont try and switch my brain up and do something in between ill have panic inducing nightmares throughout the night! crazy huh?#it only happens every so often though #regardless this was a good way to keep myself occupied so i didnt fall asleep too soon after #im actually insanely interested in dreams and sleep studies and the brain during sleep ohhh i love brain science #also i named it dreamcatcher cause of the kpop group #they have bangers but theres 2 songs i use to sleep when i need to chill out

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crypt1dcorv1dae · 7 months ago

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I really like kafhoshi ... it good.... Ther s so much potential and so much material to work with AND YET THERES LIKE NOTHING!!!!! *Rolls up my sleeves* gotta do everything myself in this damn house...

#kafhoshi #kafka x hoshina #kafka/hoshina #jk jk i will not be doing everything. bc i cannot write. and i dont mean im not great at it i like have a legit mental block #ill draw tho!!!!!!!!! i will draw!!!!!!!!#i just think about... how theyre conpeting for the same spot (tho hoshina already has that spot hes fighting to keep it)#and how hoshina was the one to vouch for kafka to be passed as a cadet (partially due to suspicion of him but still)#and also indirectly says that part of why he did that/keeps him around is because he's a stubborn guy who never gives up and that reminds -#him of himself (bc hes been told to give up his whole life too and he still hasnt. theyre both stubborn bastards)#and that hes been ''taken in by his charm'' (along with everyone else cus everyone cant help but love him)#and also they canonically train together sometimes. alone. together. come on man thats such an easy target to make it gay #just have someone pin the other person to a surface while sparring and have there be Tension and Energy there. easy.#just come onnnnnnn if you dont have ideas ASK ME #ASK ME FOR IDEAS. ESPECIALLY FOR WRITING CUS I CANT DO THAT MYSELF I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD THO

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littlelightfish · 7 months ago

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I will scream at every non-romantic post I see about these guys. Writers be not afraid. I will love their non-romance fics. I'll blow up your coment section all alone if I have to. I will find you. Artists be not afraid. I will reach tag limit on your artpiece. If I see it at least. And if I don't, I will eventually. Or I'll try. Or @me so I won't fail you.

#i love them #i'd love to talk about them #if you want to talk about them just spawn in my direct messages #i have 0 problem dont be shy #i have done way too much research and headcanons about this 3 guys..#seriously. if you're an artist (draw or write) who thinks that if you post about this 3 guys you will get 0 notes dont worry #you will get mine screaming crying throwing up because i just love this guys. they're not the fandom favorites but they're mine and yours.#trust me #i will not fail.#so yes. come into my dm's whenever you want to ramble about them! i have 0 time to make anything but im more than happy to share!#i NEED so desesperately some non-romantic holm/mickbell fics... but I can't write them... so if I can inspire someone ill be happy #if there's some fic out there non-romantic/sexual about them please send me the link because i need to consume it.#this fandom is no safe for sex-repulsed individuals like myself. nor it is for people who doesnt want to read romance. like me. im doomed.#mickbell tomas #holm kranom #holm #mickbell #sorry for this but i need to talk about them. im very normal i swear #seriously be not afraid to dm me just throwing all your headcanoms or some scene you have in mind about them #im very normal about them and surely so are you. right?#dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #chilchuck #chilchuck tims #delicious in dungeon #im here supporting my fellow non-romance people #[we're 3 but it doesnt matter]

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swiftie-as-a-coursing-river · 2 days ago

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on my knees BEGGING for an xmen hadestown fic with either jeanscott or romy as orpheus and eurydice and cherik as hades and persephone

#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE #IM ACTUALLY BEGGING #preferably charles as hades and erik as persephone #but id be cool with either #ILL WRITE IT MYSELF IF I HAVE TO #BUT IM AN AWFUL WRITER #neeeed a lokius hadestown fic too where mobius saves him from the tree #but thats for a later occasion #xmen #marvel #mcu #xmen days of future past #xmen first class #x men #cherik #hadestown #JEANSCOTT #romy

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skitskatdacat63 · 5 months ago

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Ye olde cat boys....

(I'm working on a bigger piece rn, so I colored this sketch in the meantime :DD)

I realized this is basically a more realized version of a sketch from really early boy king days:

#gah jfc i havent posted a full drawing in more than a month 😭😭😭#i need to remind myself drawing over sketches actually turns out pretty good!!!#still stuck in that 'lineart needs to be perfect' brain even though i often draw over it anyways #cat boy vettonso haunt me on the daily........#they're both cat coded!!!!!!!!!!#i should write a lore post abr this concept but idk what it'd be 😭😭#how they would act if they were catboys.....#hissing for sure. much grooming. many zoomies. poor mark 😞#very happy w this :D cause the sketch concept has been in the back of my mind a while #and im like ILL JUST TRY DRAWING IT OKAY #this feels weirdly nostalgic in the approach to the anniversary of this au #it feels very much like smth i would have drawn back then #well smth i would've drawn now too but like. my past self would be like woah! you did it!#f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #vettonso #catie.art.#boy king au

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bananamilk2004 · 7 months ago

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yeah ok we've heard of butch fem ghost which is awesome showstopping amazing but if i may add onto that: the entire tf141 being butches. soap with the same mohawk stunting around in military surplus activewear to attract femmes (or other butches. she's not picky). gaz who– unlike her friends– presents herself as more of a bifauxnen with clean pressed shirts and a nice smile. price who's the hardest butch out of all of them; never shaving, foregoing bras, referring to herself with brazen terms popular in the older queer scene (all the while having the voice of a chainsmoker, so deep it can initially be mistaken for a man's tone) (maybe she even packs?)

just. ugh. butches…

and imagine if you were passed between all of them? spitroasted by their straps? omg

#all of them have carabiners. sometimes soap wishes hers would get caught on a femme's stockings or something #personally i think fem soap's name would be something like jennet. feminine scottish form of john #fem gaz's would be something basic like kylie but she goes by kyle anyways bc its pretty much unisex #fem price's would be johanna. strong old lady name lol #anyways i wouldnt be hyperfem for the regular tf141 but butch fem tf141? yeah ok ill be your housewife or sugar baby or whatever #we are in a dire need of more butch content in this fandom tbhhhh i know its specific but like cmon #yall see the vision too right????#or maybe im just insane #anyways im mostly screaming into the void for myself but if you agree 👍#i would like to add that i am not a writing blog im just an old man yelling at a cloud.#tf 141 #tf 141 x reader #john soap mactavish #john price #kyle gaz garrick

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johnslittlespoon · 7 months ago

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oh. no

i just had maybe the saddest angstiest oneshot idea i've ever had the displeasure of being graced with and i tried for ten minutes to write a drabble to post here but it's gotten out of hand and suddenly i'm knee deep in a doc making myself cry WHYWHYWHY

#ANY other angst idea this painful and i'd just let it go #but this one. holyyyy fuck this one. i need it out of my system this is gonna suck so bad #whoever reads this one is gonna have genuine beef with me i'm so sorry in advance #what the fuck i've never made myself feel so ill with an idea before it came out of literally no where too #about to have the Worst time writing this <33 FUCK

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theokusgallery · 16 days ago

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I hate that I have reoccurring themes in everything I make. YES this guy has a complex over the fact that everyone prefers his sibling AGAIN. YES he was ostracized by his peers since he was in primary school and never knew why until years later. URGH

#i dont know why the siblings thing ends up coming up as often as it does (read: i know exactly why) but uuurggh #do you ever. have an inside joke with your sibling that your abusive dad prefers you over them and it's so established it's casual banter #but everyone you've ever tried to be sincere with (your mother; your peers) have consistantly preferred your sibling over you #even your own friends and kids who were closer to your age range than theirs #do you ever have a conversation with your best friend where they tell you that at first they didn't want to be friends with you #because you were ''too Weird''#do you ever get praised by a friend who says she envied you in middle school because you ''never cared about being different''#meanwhile you had no idea you were different and just couldn't fucking fix it #it took me that to understand that people avoided me because i was Weird. i thought the reason i had no friends was bc i was shy #that and the fact that i Didnt Know What Was Socially Acceptable Or Not and other kids were scared of me bc i was ''to blunt''#i have learned to value honesty over nearly everything else but that's only because i wish everyone else did the same.#literally everything i write has a main protagonist with low to no emotional empathy. like. ok #every character i write has that thing where they always felt like they were a monster for not feeling the right things. mh #i wonder how that might reflect on how my whole world came crashing down once i realised emotional empathy is A Real Thing #and not just a lie people made up for virtue signaling #''there's no way people /literally/ feel sad /for/ other people. they just know rationally that it's bad'' deep sigh.#anyway thats why i will never shut up about the fact that empathy is morally neutral and not a prerequisite for being a ''''good person''''#emotions are morally neutral. thats why we say all emotions are valid. thats why thought crimes aren't real #in short: you will pry human!au no empathy janus and autistic remus from my cold dead hands #i have. so many fucking thoughts.#janus is literally JUST like ME for REAL #except for the lying mostly because i !!! taught myself out of that #THE AMOUNT OF WORK I HAVE DONE ON MYSELF. I HAVE CLAWED MY WAY OUT OF THE TRENCHES OF MENTAL ILLNESS ON MY OWN AND I AM PROUD OF THAT #MAYBE it's because i can never open up to anyone ever BUT it's also because im SKILLED and SWAG and SELF-AWARE and THE BEST EVER. and MODEST #rant #the tag rambler strikes again . apologies

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puppppppppy · 7 months ago

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If I close my eyes and concentrate realllyyy hard I can pretend im in my animal crossing room

#im in need of a change I don’t like the way im living rn.. a lot of my belongings were picked out for me #by people who thought their way of doing things was better and Ive had to find workarounds my whole life bc of how I live differently #Ive never thought of myself as someone who cares abt how their room looks. but i want it to have things I like even if its just preference #Ive thought abt it for a while and I dont think Im picky I just dont like it when ppl buy me things expecting me to use it the way they #expect me to.. I just end up with a lot of crap that I feel too guilty throwing away just bc someone thought of me #the only way I can describe my taste is that I know what I’ll like when I see it.. if I can clearly see myself making the most out of it #if I constantly have to use workarounds just to use smth you decided for me im not gonna wanna use it unless I have to #literally i could not be bothered to pull out a notebook and write down important information until I got a blues clues notebook #because I liked it and it made it fun for me to whip out that I actually wanna use it. yknow #so rn im trying to get a drafting table because the one that came with my loft bed is ass and I cant cut my prints on it #I end up cutting on the floor and my back hurts if I do it too long.. and I wanna get a bookshelf for my closet and a bench for my bag #things Ill look at and want to use because I already knew how I wanted to use it and just do it without thinking too hard #yapping #diary

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]

a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious

i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me

as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy