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imeminemp3 · 2 years ago

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trying to explain to my grandma that even tho im a casual i should still have the right to have more than a week's notice when im forced to have 2 weeks off

#like it's been hard for me to save ESPECIALLY around christmas time and it IS especially fucked #that the fulltuliners who do get paid leave are the ones they've got on during the time we have off #why not put in one full timer to supervise and then just fill us up w casuals #it's fucking dumb i should have more rights #it's different if i can't show up for a couple days cos I'm sick vs them telling me im not working #i don't have savings that's not a place im at rn but if id had notice id have saved!!! just enough to get me thru!!!#anyway. why did that turn into me trying to fuckin fight for my life #i have a right to money to survive jesus fucking christ #AND money to spend on little things that will spark joy #there are times i need to just order food rather than prepare it sometimes it's just too much 4 me and yeah that's an excess expense but i #i need to be able to have thag #anyway #ill shut up im just so annoyed #diary

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just-null · 3 months ago

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HELLO HANTENGU NATION (5 people)

I'VE MADE AN [unofficial] HEIGHT CHART FOR MYSELF

Hantengu: 5"5 (166cm) Sekido: 5"9 (175cm) Karaku: 5"9 (175cm) Urogi: 5"9 (175cm) Aizetsu: 5"9 (174cm) Zohakuten: 5"3 (160cm) Urami: 8"5 (257cm)

[little aftermath under the cut]

they're so annoying. peace is nonexistent... they're the best ever.

#null rot #cw blood #demon slayer amount of blood??#hantengu #hantengu clones #sekido #karaku #urogi #aizetsu #zohakuten #urami #demon slayer #kny #kimetsu no yaiba #FUCK WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF THEM #DO YOU SEE MY VISION?? THEY'RE SO ANNOYING IN MY MIND BUT ARE SO HOT GUY CODED.........#LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP PRETTY BOY #EVEN THE OLD ONE. i KNOW HE'S MAKING THE ELDERLY AND GILF HUNTERS ACT UP #OH MY GOD I NEED TO KEEP DRAWING THEY'RE LIKE SO FAMILY TO ME #BRO DO YOU KNOW HOW FAST EVERYTHING IS GOING TO GET FUCKED OVER IF YOU ADD YOURSELF TO THE PICTURE??????#OH MY GOD JUST. JUST GIVE ME A FEW DAYS OF MY FUCK #also ignore how i posted on my 'cleaner' blog. that was a fuck up. ill be posting everything here #ANYWAY MY REASONING FOR MAKING AIZETSU SHORTER BUT A CENTIMETER IS CAUSE I BELIEVE HES THE HANTENGU THAT WAS STILL GROWING + ZO #ALSO APPARENTLY YOU LOSE AN INCH EVERY DECADE AFTER FOURTY??? SO HANTENGU IS TINY.... AND HUNCHED IN MY MIND #AND URAMI IS GARGANTUAN DID YOU EVEN SEE HIM NEXT TO TANJIRO BRO? HANTENGU IS TALLER THAN THAT KID BY AN INCH IM P SURE HES IM THE 8FT RANG #the three caballeros are his at prime time height cause they look like theyd be in their prime yk??#i used a converter for the cm so if something is fucked. no its not. trust me bro

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lemongogo · 1 month ago

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they should get to kill each other at least twice .i think

#gravity falls #stanford pines #stanley pines #lg doodles #i drew this a few days ago but im so tired after work ngl . sittingnin bed like =__= ..#and im visiting family this weekend so idek if ill get to it until next weekend #but ya i love them i loge them so much #i love the tension in atots right after stanford comes back #and hes like writing sll this shit ab stan in the journal #while learning that he stole his identity and so on and stans like hey so i did this rly selfless thing for u can you at least #acknowledge it and they r just stewing in their own anger 😭#actually i love their dynamic so much . the arguing as they mimic each other 1:1 and rhe animosity and #ykw im gna make another post but the grammar stanley scene is my favorite #magbe its not post worthy nvm idc but thats probably one of my fav interactions in the whole series #its so stupid that u know its real HELPPlike yeah that rly isnjust how it is . in fact ive done more over less 🫶#HAHAHAHAH #ugh.love . lovee i wish #i dont think gf needs a continuation im totally in the 2 season boat here #but if they ever did a post series stan and ford exploration ohhh believe . trust tht i would not shut up ab it ever #i want to see them talk so bad . im so greedy bc i feel like they didnt talk enough in the series bc im partial 2 them i just want them in #everything .#i think their personalities are so fun esp bc ford isnt the annoying nerd archetype i like that hes a cocky bitch #and i like that stan is an equally cocky bitch and they both have too much pride that they butt heads over literally everythjng #but they also recognize how ridiculous it all is like 😭. even when theyre fighting over the journal they both r like ok pause r u ok #hmm.. so many ppl here capture their dynamic well too.😭at least the people who dont generalize either into a single personality trait yk #imso tired im tired #but guys i love talking ab ford and stan theybr so everything to me in ways i dnt think incould ever articulate like u see them and u just g #get it . ugh. turning my head and passing out . ford is so funny hes so stupid i love him i cant bekieve i was a ford hater im sorry ive #atoned im changed im a changed oerson i didnt realize the magnitude of his serve .but stanley as my day 1 will never change . just know .(k #idk if anyonf ever reads this fsr down but if u r here say cheesee📸📸

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chronicowboy · 20 days ago

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actually so low on morale.

#sami rambles #i don't think anyone without a chronic illness can understand what it's like to then get sick on top of that because like.#my flatmate who gave me this chest infection carried on with her life like it was just an annoying cough.#which i have my own issues with regarding like passing it around because she wasn't wearing a mask anywhere :/#like with my condition at least when i get sick my whole body shuts down in order to actually have enough energy to fight the bug.#but my body stops functioning the way it should #my brain slows all the way down so i can't focus on anything #so i am literally just reduced to lying in bed until i start to get better #and it's not even like i can really do work whilst lying in bed because again. brain no work!!#so im just bored and there's a thousand things i need to do but i cant focus on any of them long enough to actually do them #and even thinking about doing them feels like im thinking about taking up the mantle of sisyphus and rolling that big fucking rock #anyway. I'm going up a hill with my friends tonight to watch the fireworks and drink hot chocolate idc if it kills me

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m00ngbin · 10 months ago

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TFS TUESDAY!!! (WEDNESDAY??)

#whoops i had a really long day and i got really tired and fell asleep early #so ik TECHNICALLY its not tuesday but in my heart and soul today is still tuesday #actually i thought it was thursday #all day #but yk #tuesday!!#at least its not thursday like last time #ALSO #I WOULD HAVE GIVEN AN ARM AND A LEG TO GO TO THAT MITSKI CONCERT LAST NIGHT #JUST TO SEE HER SING GEYSER TBH #but its fine. totally fine. its not like im super upset about it or anything.#ALSO. TYLER THE CREATOR IS GOING TO BE AT COACHELLA??? HELLO???#GODD I HATE THE WEST COAST WHY DO ALL OF THE BANDS AND ARTISTS I LIKE GO TO CALIFORNIA AND NOT HERE #anyways enough about concerts i wish id gone to or could go to #let me shut up for five minutes so i can get to the new chapter #ik ive already asked this but be honest if you guys think these are annoying just tell me and ill shut up so fast and never make another one #ever

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sconesfortea · 3 days ago

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Put my repeat prescription in on Monday, it's meant to take 2 working days to be ready, go to collect it on Wednesday, it's not ready, got to come back tomorrow.

While I'm at the pharmacy I ask (at the request of my gp) what adhd meds they're currently able to get as I have been unmedicated since September 24th, they say oh actually we do have your exact meds available rn. So I put in a prescription request for that too.

Go back to the pharmacy Thursday, am told first prescription still hasn't come through, but the adhd meds I requested yesterday have. Great I think, but no there's some specific problem with how they've written my dosage, so while they sort that out the pharmacist says "we'll hold onto these meds and honour this for you".

I go to the gp this morning (Friday) for a blood test, ask why my script is taking so long to go through, am told it'll be ready this evening, so I go home. Finally it says on the app "approved by gp" so I take myself back to the pharmacy. They have my pain meds (still takes them 40 minutes to give me them) but the adhd meds need to be ordered for tomorrow. I say I was told they'd be held for me, they say "lol no we can't hold drugs for people" ok so why tell me that?

Guess who has to go back tomorrow on the hopes the order has arrived and they have the drugs for me. At this point my chronically pained & fatigued self will have had to go out 4 days in a row, without pain meds, and I have to go out on Sunday too?

I just can't fathom how it's this complicated and run-around-y to get my prescriptions, esp as a disabled person.

#like every person in this scenario is doing their best. no one's been rude or anything it's just annoying that this is so hard #and if im off my pain meds for like 2 days i get a huge flare up #which combined with having to walk a mile every day to get to the pharmacy & back is killing me man #chronic illness #disability #shut up emma

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whatthefuckisasweep · 1 year ago

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cant sleep … plagued with thoughts.. overstimmed… also starving… time to scroll tumblr till i have to go to class :,((

#my thoughts #i slept like 3 hours but my roommate kept moving and it bothered me where every movement made me irrationally angry #and i keep waking up and having immediate brainrot lfjkfnfjnf so its fun but also not bc im literally SO drained pleasssseee shut up brain #like baby i have a presentation tomorrow at 8:30AM and i have to do a whole reflection paper #go to fucking sleeeeeeep #and the worst part is i FORGOT to eat . before bed . cuz i was too tired and said fuck it ill eat in the morn #which is horrible bc now im like. starving and gross bc i also didnt do anything i kinda just collapsed JFKDNDKDN #but i dont wanna get up. because. um. four am and i dont wannnnaaa eat.i waanaa eat in the morning #so ive just been holding stan bunny close and thinking thoughts while actively trying to sleep JFKDNFKDJD #anyways. Im a functioning human person!#: D !#GggfrRRRAGGhggh #so annoying bc i usually can sleep on command like its nothing lmfao #but i have too many things on my frickin mind i cant shut it up pensive #anyways THIS IS A LONG TAG THING NSJFJDKFJD UHHHHH runs away #DELETE LATER????

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tamagotchikgs · 5 months ago

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sadness n agonies r getting me tonight lads it feels like theres a big knot inside me getting bigger n tighter at the same time n it hurts so much i have no idea what to do but Stand here. i can even sit im too restless im just standing and trying not to cry

#my throat is cramped up from trying so hard #my . existence as a whole is so deeply fucked #everything that made me is just. always here #i can never get away from it #ill never be okay #every time i try to move on i try to give myself an actual life and its There and its stomping it all out #i cant do any of the things i want to #i dont know how to get better when its always there and everyone acts like it isnt #everyone just tells me i need to do it all anyway but i Cant #i want to bust i cant and i know im such a failure for that #my therapist tells me to do all these things but i cant #i dont know how to get there #and whenever i tell her that she just . gets so annoyed #and basically just acts like im lying im making up excuses but i really. i really really dont know what to do #and i dont know what to do about that either #when the one person/place thats supposed to help me with this stuff just. doesnt listen #every time i try to explain she just shuts me down or pushes it aside #and tells me im the only one who can help myself but i . cant #i just cant. ive tried i really fucking have ive put everything i have into it #i cant #so is that it #should i just give up and kill myself #was there never any hope

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flagsontheland · 5 months ago

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#im overemotional at work rn and need to vent so ill probably delete this later #but i got a migraine again today and im close to tears rn at work bc i wanted to come in and i wanted to do my job well but my frigging head #wont stop hurting and it's making my eyes sensitive to light and just making me overwhelmed by the crowds #I'm lucky i got a super easy position tonight and my partner told our lead and she's gonna send me home early #but im just tired of my body not working right #it's probably bc of all my screentime that im getting these migraines #and stress about some things #but its so infuriating #im lucky it's not a chronic problem but its just annoying #maybe i need to take better care of myself idk #anyway I'll shut up now

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paranoidgemsbok · 6 months ago

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i swear im not mad im not even a little bit mad or annoyed because if im mad and annoyed thats just me being an asshole so im NOT. mad, or annoyed. or at all inconvenienced. in fact its fine and i love it, its great actually. thank you. what else can i do for you for nothing in return ?

#watch your kid for another weekend while you go out and have fun? sure! dont tell me what time youre getting home i like it being a surprise #dont bother thanking me when you get home either really this is for MY benefit i should pay YOU #dont bother telling ME youre dipping out of helping at a vendor show! i like finding out secondhand its like a mystery #i also love how every time you see me youre soooooooo nasty or just vent all your problems!#and if i complain about anything in MY life im being dramatic and annoying and whiny! i need to shut up!#which like i get that. im only a vessel for you to pour your problems into its really annoying if i try to talk about myself. selfish tbh #whatever. the shows only five hours so ill be fine.

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calamitydarcy · 26 days ago

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I've never felt joy in my life actually

#i love misery and apathy this is so cool i love how my coping mechanisms arent avalaible #i love screaming into the void because no one will help me whether its because theg cant or dont want to #man im just not worth the effort. im just an annoying pain in the ass around here.#one day ill learn to shut up #vent

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sensitivegoblin · 2 months ago

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Vent

Tw: sh, suivide

#i hate that my brain is broken and it makes me fight with my family....#i.wish i could jjst shut my mouth like thsy qant me to.....#it smells like human shit n piss in my room cus im too scared to ask my dad to change it :')✨️💕✌️#i wanna cut so that i get release and attention but last time my dad didnt even notice and my sister didnt take it seriously :(#i feel like cuttong is the only way to let out my Ick and show how not good im doing #mental illnesses are invisible and so fucking crippling......#my family thinks im lazy i just know they do #im such a fuvking failure at 25 i should be taking care of my dad like he did to his..#also my dad always says hes in catholic hell sooooo guess im not real then :')#he spefically says he died as a kid and this is his hell.....🥹✌️💔#i just....hate my life and already dont feel real #he basically vents and says whatever without thinking about the impact on ME the adult child with autism.#i think about my words affect on everybody all the time and it seems like barely anyone thinks the same #....maybe i can s-xually -buse myself instead of cutting #but cumming always brings a biiiiig wave of crying #i shpuldnt cut for the attebtion but FUCK i wanna get a hug or see someone have a soft voice n soft eyes for me #....all i do is annoy my dad #i should just kill myself so i dont annoy him anymore #but im too scared of failing #also im scared of Hell #i need a hug that doesnt start with me asking for a hug......#if i didnt do anything affectionate for a whole day i would go without it #i would trade every present in the world if my family could at least just UNDERSTAND my emotional brain #instead i get “i just dont understand” over n over n over n over again.....#im not trying to be an attention seeker when i say this: logically the only answer i can come up with is to k-ll myself.#its like 2 + 2 = su!cide #my family says that theyd kill themselves if i did....i dont believe that #theyre less broken than me so they would heal and move on.#for clarification #the most violent thing km gonna do is c-t myself im NOT attempting tonight

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lemongogo · 4 months ago

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j need to get back into life drawing post haste

#i think im losing . construction in my art #im forgetting how to draw bodies think. idk #literlaly so annoying . its like fun when u get the hang of things but then u neglect one aspect in pursuit of another #and then have to go back and touch up that old skill to try and balance jt and theres that brief period where #eveyrthing is harmonious and then it outpaces itself again and becomes ths juggling act #overall i enjoy it . the drawing sessions but smtimes finding the will 2 get out of bed is like pulling teeth #bc i know im never going 2 walk out of there feeling satisfied but . actually idc #a lot of my pals . my friends there r a couple of decades older than me and they have the best advice tbh #randy. and donna . randy and donna and third guy whose name i forget . -> if u r satisfied at the end of a session did u rly learn anything #always want 2 improve . right right #UARHGHQHHH ill do it ill go . im scared bc i feel like it tends to artblock me #bc i start getting in my head ab what i know/see vs what i can only draw #but im sooo addicted 2 wanting to get better . i want to draw like a million people i see on here who have that great construction and #weight and anatomy and dynamism . i want to be like u . ill work to be like u ill try #and i feel like ive negelcted my basics for soo long .. i need to get ths foam shapes and a lamp . NOWWWW #yotasuke #i miss yotasuke so much.damn. thats crazy . anyways #the way he points out that yatoras dedication/hard work is a talent . like ueah . i agree w him im envious of that r u kidding me #and ytora walkimg arnd like oh u have it so easy ytsk. he needs to shut the hell up smtimes #i meed to see them eviscerate each other blood and all.#spongebob icecream truck- not that yatoras hard work isnt Also a skill but ykwim . if youve read YKWIMM #bc he was always like woe is me im soo untalented and its like no bro u r you just manifest it differently . that natural drive is a talent #but that natural drive also takes skill to foster and nurture else it has no purpose .#no i cant be blp posting in the tags bye

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g0nta-g0kuhara · 1 year ago

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My Kaito zine came in the mail but for some reason they didnt? Deliver it properly to my dorm? So now I have to go pay ransom money to get it from the post office. This is JUST like chapter 5

#HOLDING HIM HOSTAGE.#CRYING KICKING SCREAMING #If this is the tiny bit of bad luck I get in return for doing well on my stats midterm that I just took Ill take it #im just annoyed bc the ticket says I can't pick it up til Tomorrow After 1pm #even though Im free to pick it up Right Now #I have a 4 hour lab followed by a meeting tomorrow from 1-6pm and the post office will be closed by the time im done!!#so I cant pick it up til thursday at noon 💀 IM SO SAD #KAITO ZINE!! KAITO ZINE SAVE ME! KAITO ZINE--#shut up me

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enevera · 5 months ago

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ppl are so. stupid. please look anything up

#maybe its just bc i know the number for every doll w the jess face mold but ill eat my own shoe if shes not a 64 #“oh shes a cyo” youre sooooo wrong please shut up. you dont know what youre talking abt and its very clear #learn how to google pls nethilia did NOT put the wiki together for yall to not use it im actually so mad for basically no reason #this isnt even abt anything im just talking rn #this is sooooo niche im just annoyed by ppl being so so unhelpful to this person on the ag reddit sigh

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ozlices · 1 year ago

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they really do just dangle the concept of a pandora hearts anime reboot being an actual thing over our heads like we are rats in a maze with unobtainable cheese around the corner. like. is the 2% sanity i have left a joke to u. this is so sick. i feel like shit i just want to look forward to seeing my son on a regular basis again

#mine #pandora hearts #i am not sorry i am so not normal rn bc the daily oz acc just posted a translation for one of the 15th anni things ive never seen translate #& i am. massively unhinged.#the fact that they made such a blatant allegory to a reboot #but also specifically the way that was not just like. ooo a message from oz teehee #THEY LITERALLY GOT JUNKO MINAGAWA HERSELF TO REPRISE HER ROLE AS OZ TO VOICE IT #sick and twisted to rattle me in a blender like that.#AND THEN THE NENDROID ANNOUNCEMENT THIS YEAR TOO #i cant do this ive literally spent half my life waiting for justice to be served for my son im unhinged. im twisted. im craazzyyy #ill literally never have depression again if ph gets reboot like ill just be the worst person on earth on purpose #i will literally not shut up for a singular second. i will take screenshots of oz every second he is on screen #and post all of them. i will be the worst most obnoxious annoying person ever #AND U KNOW WHAT #ID DESERVE IT SO LET ME HAVE IT GIVE HIM BACK GIVE HIM BACK GIVE HIM BACK GIVE HIM BACK #they literally know. how desired it is. like ffs fiction junction STILL performs the op & ppl go wild for it every time still.#junko minagawa reprised her role as oz just for that little treat #mochijun and yuki kaijura are still friends.#everything is there why arent u budging why are u keeping him trapped behind a door #stop gatekeeping my son and return him to me ive been waiting for him to come back home for 8 years #i cant do it anymore #i deserve to live my best life in a quaint studio apartment w my daughter & i watching ph's reboot together.#hand it all over i am tired of being nice i dont even Want to go apeshit i AM apeshit

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