#ill prob delete later im so sorry

[hereissomething]

had a rly bad time trying to get my meds today, and after a day long struggle between doctors and pharmacists it looks im going without. ngl, i feel awful. it'd be rly nice if anyone wanted to toss me $3 on kofi. ko-fi.com/phuzface

[solplease]

do you guys ever feel too scared to reach out to a friend you haven't spoken to in a little bit bc i do. im TERRIFIED for some reason

[orangejuicex3-mieoi]

do u know what happened to Skylars art accounts ? It’s probs weird to ask but I know u guys were friends and I used to really love her art but can’t find her socials

skylar and me are still friends! I still text her everyday HAHA she just deleted all her social media and doesn't draw much anymore! She's actually working to become a dentist now and only draws maybe once every few months? She's pretty anti social media now and plans to eventually have a dumb phone (like a very minimal flip phone or something) so im not sure if she will ever have an art social media again. I'll ask her if she wants to say anything in response and if she does later, I'll add it to this post with an edit!

Here is skylars response:

"I don’t have any social media anymore, whether for myself or my art. I honestly don’t draw much at all anymore. At the time I had my accounts, I was very ill and agoraphobic. I used my hobbies as a distraction from working on myself, and so I spent the entire day drawing, or playing video games, or doing some loser shit. I started drawing less once I started trying to be better. Got my GED, my license, a job. I’m in school now. Got accepted into my program of choice and I’m in therapy. It takes a long time to be properly diagnosed, but it seems like we’re working toward diagnosing me with c-PTSD lol, so yeah, that’s kinda fucking my life up. There is a part of me that misses drawing. I think about it a lot. I think about making an account and trying to indulge in it. But, honestly, I fear it, along with any hobby I used to have from that time. I hope that when I’m really, truly healthy I’ll be able to revisit it and engage with it and grow with it again. Right now, I kind of reject my love for it. I don’t really trust myself with, uh, joy? I get really addicted and obsessed with my escapism, and I’m trying not to lol. If I were to annoyingly quote a song at you: “I’ve been much better, but atleast I’m healing.” I’ll send Brandi some of my more recent drawings to add, but there’s nothing impressive or finished among them. Thank you for asking about me. That’s very sweet. I never had nearly as many followers as Brandi did/does (nor did I deserve them), so it’s funny to me that someone is still thinking about me. Sorry for my verbosity. I’m a sick woman."

and I'll attach some of her recent drawings in a sec! :) I had to crop them so tumblr doesnt flag LMAO this is mari skylars main oc rn!

I also did some style exploration of her oc a few months ago for fun since skylar's been playing with her head shape!

[leyyvi]

he’s so fucking smol i wanna fucking cry so badly he’s SO TINY :(((((((((((

[amelylinaa]

* interesting text *

im so tired i can’t, but i rly like the result

[infected-wiggly]

call me spineless but i can't think of one controversial opinion or hot take i have about starkid?

like i joined this fandom to post about stuff i like not stuff that i dislike, why would i do that to myself?

[gogogyarchive]

ok im sorry sdhfggsh i got rid of the new george drawing because the eyes were really bothering me and i cdnt stop overthinking it. it's alright to those who reblogged it but im gonna fix the eyes i think. or something. idk the whole thing was driving me crazy

[scriptaed]

😩

[mercatorantique]

i’ll make a proper gifset when its not 5 am but TRULY whoever did their jewelry was . just. oh my god i could kiss the ground they walk on

[squuote]

anyone else kinda just have that moment where they have trouble feeling like they belong?? Or just having trouble talking or being social in general? Been kinda going through this for a few days and although I wanna talk with my friends I feel like I’m too weird or they’ll be bored or annoyed with me,,, I know that’s not the case!! But I just can’t seem to throw the idea out of my head ;;

[tiredrobin-scooted]

want to apologize to everyone for being adhd and jumping from character focus to character focus with little rhyme or reason

i am trying so hard to nbe normal. sonic fans  .. . praying hands emoji. sorry,

[nyandereneko]

If anyone would be down for getting involved with my selfship ATLA /LOK rp please lmk because I am always looking for selfship rp partners gksbjwhfjsnd

[incorrectmarvelcast]

You’re not dying on my watch

plEATH-

[honeylovecult-archive]

so frustrating...

[silly-rosemary]

exes be fuckin weird sometimes

[random-klance-drabbles]

Hey guys...

So, the last few days have been pretty shitty. I swear I got the requests and I will be answering them tomorrow. Right now, I'm just tired. I promise that I will write all the requests that I have. And I'm terribly sorry for not posting them sooner.

Thank you.