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I wish I could talk to my dad about everything going on
#tw sa for these tags but: my mom accused my dad of having been sexually assaulting my now dead brother when he was alive.#tw sa#ill make it a seperate tag#and i dont want to believe it and honestly she has a history of lying but its still. idk. even hearing it has broken my trust in him#ugh#vent
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Edit since a lot of people seem confused - your "real" name is the name that you want to be referred to in real life. It doesn't have to be your legal name. So if you're trans and you have a different name to whats on your birth certificate, even if not many people call you by the name, it still counts as your real name.
Edit 2 : Holy shit guys please stop reblogging this post my poor inbox im getting like 20 notifs an hour asjfhkajshdkh /lh /srs
#FUN FACT : charlie isnt my real name :]#i decided to go with the name charlie because i didnt wanna use my real name and i like the name charlie#my parents were gonna call me charlie when i was born but didnt in the end#i dont really know why i dont just tell you lot my real name because its a super common name#another thing that using a diff name online has caused is me seeing “charlie” almost as a different person#theres “[wearegonnapretendiputmyrealnamehere]” and then theres “Charlie” and they are two different people in my mind#idk aksjffhkajsshdka#anyways this is the second poll ive made today what is my deal with polls#i should make a seperate poll tag for all my fucking polls that i make#I MAKE A LOT#ill tag all my polls when i think of a good name lol#anyways woah i got a bit rambly there#did i make a whole ass poll just because i thought you might find it interesting that my real name wasnt charlie?#yes. yes i did.#(DO NOT take this as me not wanting you lot to call me charlie i would prefer you use that name over anything else lol)#polls#tumblr polls#random polls
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(you worked yourself to death.)
yeah i wasn’t kidding when i said these would be coming soon. <- haha funny joke marshall. so!! remember when i said that this post would be coming out last weekend? guess whose tablet broke a few days after saying that! so sorry for the delay!! this is long overdue. here’s a link to the drive, as always! everything in this part of the update should be in the miscellaneous folder (outside of the menu icons, which are in the menu folder. wauaua).
unedited versions below the cut, plus some notes. fair warning 90% of this is just ui stuff lol
so! all of this was already done by the time i posted the enemies. the delay isn’t *entirely* because of the tablet issues, i just managed to get distracted by making: even more redraws! i’d say new update soon but after what happened last time i shouldn’t jinx myself. but! almost All of the art for the initial mod release is done!!!! exciting!!!!!!
please be nice to me (silly) this is my first time doing frame by frame animation in… give or take 5 years? i followed the original animations pretty closely, so they don’t look Awful but i am Aware of the jank. i’m not an animator!!! they’re Good Enough for my purposes.
hey did you know that the original teleport map is slightly off center. did you know that. that’s not the case for the redraw for the record but it did make things a little harder. despite that, i think you can tell i was having fun with the dormont part of the map. i would’ve put more detail into the house, but we never really get a more detailed look at it??? and i didn’t want to make assumptions. so that part’s just traced from the original 👍. anyways shoutout to the clocktower being Curved for whatever reason
outside of those, all of the added art is actually just spritework. i didn’t know this at first, but there’s a TON of copies of sprites from the icon set. Basically Everywhere. so those are added now! and should work properly! also added a few sprites that were Missing from my original batch. not going to put them all here, but a few Important ones (which i actually had to make new art for) are the rock paper scissors cheatsheet, the Larger versions of the craft signs (used in the calamité fight and. probably somewhere else idk), and the craft signs for the tutorial kid fight!
aaaand i think that’s it! for stuff from this update. yeah no there’s more coming buddy. my tablet already broke one time this week there’s no way it’s happening twice. i’m not working on portraits Just Yet (though the temptation has been There), but i’ve got the title screens, a few backgrounds, and the ending cgs done! along with a few other assorted cgs sketched out. because im out of my fucking mind. so, uh, see you soon!! enjoy!!
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#huh. wait is this the first spoiler free update????#i should. prolly tag it anyways there are spoilers in the drive#isat spoilers#AGAIN SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG#my charging port on my ipad fucking Rusted#and apparently i’ve been using this thing so much that the pins in one side of the port are completely dshot#so! prolly gonna have to get a new one Soon but it still functions and that’s good enough for me#anyways!! the title screens are actually already in the drive. they’re just getting their own seperate post#also uh. as an aside. thank you guys again for all the support???#seeing people actually Mod my art into the game and make layouts genuinely made my day#what do you mean people like my art. thats insane to me#(also super sorry about the drive being so disorganized. i promise ill make a version that matches the ingame img folder eventually)#isat redraw project#<- I FORGOT TO TAG THIS. OOPS. KNEW I WAS FORGETTING SOMETHING.
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N tries to tell another joke (gone wrong)
Sequel to This
#if you see any mistakes uhh no you don't#yknow i am a huge multishipper and i love almost every ship in this fandom#but id be lying if i said i didnt find envy to be like one of the most romantic relationships in MD#like??#"Loving you is so fundemental to who I am that even when my brain is digitally lobotomized and I can't even remember why#like hello Liam Vickers yeah its me again why the FUCK would you DO THAT#I think even if envuzi wasn't actually canon. I entirely believe that you can't actually seperate them anyway#like it kills me that the entirety of Murder Drones. N and V are in love with eachother. like mutually#and they still are. and thats just how things are.#I'd go further but this is literally a shitpost and I don't wanna make the tags a mile again#I'm just a yapper ok. I yap abt the robots#anyway uhhhh this comic isnt even super envuzi but since its a sequel to the last one ill tag it. why not#murder drones#serial designation n#serial designation v#uzi doorman#murder drones lizzy#md lizzy#nuvi#violentbitingbiscuits#envuzi#vuzin#nvuzi#thank you to the person that made we aware of all the different varients of these threes ship name sdlkfjsdf#kinda in love w/ nvuzi cuz it doesnt look good as a word but it funnier to me cuz of that dslkfjsdf
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toxic old men yaoi or smthng like that
Idea from @nicktremblaywayfu
Original from
#outlast#my art#eddie gluskin#outlast whistleblower#yumeship#oc x canon#outlast oc#the characters from the 3rd panels are my ocs#im sorry apin im tagging u again#sorry for all the oc x canon ill make him seperately again w the request
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more and more loose doodles.... + dungeon meshi ocs but not technically? theyre meant to be a fake myth like the one from marcilles story about the hunting gods. bassd off of greek tragedies :D
#ill probably make a seperate post about the elf myth guys once i finish developing them ... theyre interesting to me#i find it kinda funny how the tragedy au doodle is the only one thats blood red it really makes a point HAHAHAHA#ALSO THIS IS MY PROPAGANDA TO MAKE CHILCHUCK A SHEEP#i love sacrificial lamb characters. smiles so sneetly.#oh yeah i should post my lambchuck. after this#anyways time for tags!#chilaios#<- these are such loose doodles but sure chilaios nation look at these#uhhm#chilchuck#laios#dungeon meshi oc#technically...#tragedy comedy#I FORGOT I HAD A TRAGEDY AU MEME TAG.......
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this image just renewed my depression in a way that would make a psychiatrist hate to see me coming
#just the whole gang sat with an unsettling air of doom in the air#give it up for the depression convention everyone#i will not be normal until its monday again#and then i will be ill with renewed fervor#jack and joker u steal my heart#i should make a seperate tag for my own disordered shitposts i think#jack and joker the series
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csrverse bug au rambles below
Batter- Executioner wasp (Polistes carnifex)
Ghost- Warrior wasp (Synoeca septentrionalis)
Bad- Bald-faced hornet (Dolichovespula maculata)
Borbo- Atala butterfly (Eumaeus atala)
Huaso- Mole cricket (Gryllotalpidae)
Flo- Florida dark scrub firefly (Lucidota luteicollis)
Par- Eastern pondhawk dragonfly (Erythemis simplicicollis)
Reinzei- Diabolical ironclad beetle (Phloeodes diabolicus)
Carbine- Prickly stick insect (Acanthoxyla prasina)
Mida- Himalayan giant honey bee (Apis laboriosa)
Lepi- Rice paper butterfly (Idea leuconoe)
Mors- Deaths head hawkmoth (Acherontia atropos)
(Black batter- Red-tailed bumblebee (Bombus lapidarus)
White batter- White-tailed bumblebee (Bombus lucorum)
Boxxedman- Thai boxer mantis (Acromantis gestri)
Daisy- Orchid mantis (Hymenopus coronatus)
Ballman- Eighty-eight butterfly (Diaethria anna)
Magenta ninja- Pink toe tarantula (Avicularia avicularia)
ive got a list of reasons for why these guys are who they are, i'll prob share it later once its better ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
the designs are all subject to change, these were just getting the idea on paper
#off game#bxe#bx execute#csr#continue stop rise#csrverse#bug#bug au#tw bug#ref#im not tagging everyone here#insects#tw insects#this is mostly bxe ill make a seperate post for the remaining csr guysss#:3#scotcharts
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A character i designed in class today, got the assignment to make a character and for some reason i was thinking about bells I realized while making her that she'd actually fit into my oc world pretty well and add some really interesting stuff
Have not come up with a name for her yet unsurprisingly, so lets just call her Bell Goat(sheep? cow?) Grandma for now
Also heres the sketches from when i was trying to come up with ideas, first i drew the bells in the corner, then the person in the top right, and then the sketch i ended up refining
#I should really have a proper tag for my oc stuff shouldnt i?#OC#Original Characters#I dont have a name for the world/story/whatever itll be yet either#Thinking about calling it Reverie something.... Reverie Lost has been in my mind for the longest#But i dont really like it much lmao#Also i would like to talk more about my ocs but the problem is that they change so much because my worldbuilding process is a mess#Literally just decided one day “hey im gonna take literally all my current ocs and just mash them together in one universe”#And i ended up getting much more attached to my characters because of it but also#Making everything fit together as im still developing each character fairly seperately is like the worst puzzle ever#Its fun for me so its ok#Ill get there one day
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i wanted to post roblox screenshots from today and then i went WAIT i have some in my drafts .. so reigen roblox mega post go 💥💥💥
#who wants to play mob osycho roblox with me#and also YAYYY HE WENT ON CHRISTMAS ADVENTURE !!!!#momo i would put ours but i felt like it was a . Silly thing to ask about so i got nervous djdjdj#:isablushie:#BUT if you dont mind ill make u your own special post [:#two if you want to keep tha isat and christmas seperate hehe#no pressa ofc whateva u want MWAAA#roblox#🐇#media tag
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around a year of difference, experience the power of using references and doing figure studies
#touhou#art tag#fujiwara no mokou#ill make a seperate post when i have somthing to pair it with#experience the power of learning to use photoshop effects!!!!
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hiiii. heres the allohema logs from the wyatt dies au
putting it all under the cut since its preeeeetty long. the first two were written back in january while the third one was written recently
dunno what else to say soooo enjoy :]
Allo.Hema LOG_1
It's been about a day since I first discovered that Wyatt had gone missing. I don't think I ever could have seen it coming - things were fine a few days ago. I went over to visit, but he was more cheerful than usual. He was finally starting to open up, I think. Hell, I even managed to make him laugh, something I assumed that he was incapable of. He gave me a present before I left and I went back for the day. I wasn't able to visit for a while after, things get pretty busy during the holiday season but I managed to sneak out just after new years. But... He wasn't there. In fact, there was nothing but rubble. Charred metal lying limp around where the feint memory of a shack had been. I searched for hours to no avail. I couldn't find him anywhere, and I'm starting to believe that maybe... he- ...nevermind.
I brought Microwave back to the lab with me. It seems like she wasn't around when it.. happened. I checked her and she appears to be unscathed. I doubt I'll be able to keep her here for long, though. As soon as someone notices she's here I'll get in trouble and she'll get rehomed. I feel bad for the thing, she's just been staring at the door all day. It's obvious she wants to go back, but i can't let her - she doesn't know that no one is waiting there for her.
I should really throw his file away - I have no need for notes about Wyatt anymore but I... can't bring myself to do it. Not right now, at least. I'll keep them for a bit longer - just in case. Tomorrow I'll sneak out again, just one more time. I need to be sure. I need answers. It just doesn't make sense! I'm the only one who has had contact with Wyatt for YEARS, he basically confirmed it! Unless I had been followed? I doubt it was an accident, either. He may be arrogant but he sure as hell isn't stupid. It just.. doesn't add up. I'll watch my back tomorrow but I'm not sure what else I can do.
Allo.Hema LOG_2
I fixed up the flowerbeds while I was out there today. He never let me anywhere near them before, but someone has to tend to them. On that note, its been about over a week now, and there's still no sign of him. It would seem I have no choice but to believe that he's gone.. however I just can't. I said that I'd go back one more time, but for the past few days I've been returning over and over, desperate for a something, anything.... nothing. I've been tidying a few things while he's been absent - might as well pass the time. Some of his belongings seemed to survive, so I'm going to take them back to the lab with me - until he gets back, of course. It's pretty calm out here, all things considered. It's... quiet, there's a clear view of the sky and a slight breeze at my back. I suppose getting out of that building for a while is doing me some good.
I still haven't fully decided what to do with Microwave. No one has noticed that she's here, surprising considering I ordered so many cat toys.. ahem - I've been considering keeping her, to be honest. Wyatt cared a lot about Microwave, and I'd feel bad just.. giving her away with no guarantee that she'll be safe. Besides, she's taken a liking to me. My jacket is covered in cat hairs.. I hope no one is allergic, because I'm about to run out of spare ones.. More annoyingly, she keeps knocking everything off of my desk, even my tungsten cube! I used to wonder why Wyatt's tools were scattered on the floor, but I guess that's why. I don't mind the company, though. She curls up on my lap while I'm doing paperwork and I can hear a feint purr each time. She's adorable.. but I should get her to stop chewing the wires.
Looking back, he always seemed to be worried about me, specifically what my job was like. It always confused me why seemed so pushy about it despite him being so abrasive, though I slowly figured out why. We even talked about it one day, and I managed to assure him that i'll be fine. I'm already very aware of what the higher-ups think of me, and i've never trusted them for a second to be honest. I know they'll attempt to decommission me the moment I stop being... useful to them, but what's stopping me from leaving? I could always pack my things and leave the night before - information always gets back to me somehow, so I'd know. They'd never find me if I lay low somewhere, I've already removed that damned tracking chip ages ago, and I could continue my work for free, for those who need it somewhere else. Huh. It doesn't feel like a bad thing to consider, actually.. Hah, guess he was right. He knew what he was doing when he gave me that bag, I suppose.
I'll think about it. Maybe I could find some information out there, a lead to what happened to him - or maybe I'm getting ahead of myself.. I'll bide my time and bite my (metaphorical) tongue.
Allo.Hema LOG_3
I left. After 4 months I finally bit the bullet and.. ran away, i suppose. I'm currently laying low in Wyatt's old shack- what I could salvage of it anyways. The charred ground seems to have been washed away by the rain, but this place is still somewhat in a state of disarray despite my attempts to fix it. About a week was spent packing my things, going back and forth between my office and the scrapyard to drop off my stuff. I have enough supplies to last for a while on my own before I'll have to find some way of getting new ones. I'm not sure what I'll do after that.. but i have more important things to worry about at the moment. Microwave is with me, too. I made sure to stock up on food for her, though Wyatt always managed to get some for her so I doubt I'll have to worry too much about it. She seems glad to be back in the scrapyard, but she keeps searching for Wyatt. I guess we're both in the same boat.
The reason I left.. is because I found a lead. I spent all of those months trying to find something and for once I finally did. I think I've found what - or who - may be responsible for Wyatt's death.. or rather his disappearance. I knew he couldn't really be dead. Surely he's too stubborn for that. My research leads me to believe that theres.. someone behind everything that's happened to him. The issue is that I don't know how to locate it. All of my research for nothing. Again. But I still have to try, I can't rest knowing that he's out there.
I've never really tried.. building anything. I've watched Wyatt do it plenty of times and he made it look easy so it cant be THAT bad, right?? I have his old tools, so I guess I can practice by properly fixing this shack. All I did earlier was slide some scrap metal sheets on top of each other and called it a day. He always seemed to passionate about making things, even if he didn't want to admit it. Most of his belongings were salvaged scrap that was repurposed into something new. Surely I could do the same. It's starting to get darker now. When was the last time I saw the sunset? It's much more beautiful than I remembered. I guess not being stuck inside all the time really does have its upsides. I don't like my jacket being covered in dirt though, I'm not sure how I'm going to clean it.
I have an idea. I'm not sure if it will work, but i think it's worth a try. If it's successful, I might be able to get some answers. This may take months, even years to finish- but this creation will be what I need to find it. To find answers.
I have to get answers. I have to. I will find him.
#ocs#wyatt dies au#might delete this later i dunnoooo. kinda nervous about posting my writing here#theres only gonna be these 3 btw i probably wont write a fourth one#i should make seperate tags for each of my main ocs i think. they all mean a lot to me and hopefully ill post about them more :]
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OK OK, So I went to the UY All Stars website to check info on their Blu-Ray release and apparently I saw..
Or more specifically the second point listed to be part of the release, which lists that there is going to be a cover version release of 'Uchuu wa taihen da!' aka, the first ED of the original anime...
..and I'm going insane, I can't believe it, I've literally been asking this for over a year now, I am so happy omg... (Also, please have the entire cast sing this one, please!!!)
#IM LITERALLY SCREAMING#LIKE ACTUALLY THE FIRST ED IS MY FAVOURITE EVERR#THE WEIRDEST EVER#I AM SO HAPPY GODD#dont want to put this in the tags now in case it was announced on twitter before but im just learning of it just now#instead ill make a seperate uy tag for my posts to put in#uy posting#yucarambles
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yeah no i don't have the time to write a fix-it fic for that. Whatever. It's whatever. We all knew that Joel wasn't taking his lore seriously this series. He literally joked about it from the start. It's fine. That was a perfectly satisfying and normal conclusion to him having an ENTIRE ASS CHILD that he cared for and literally knew that the entire fandom would defend with its lives. I am capable of being normal about media, <- in the "anger" stage of the five stages of grief
#ray's tag#exhales. It was. A bad finale from the perspectives of both an active participant in fandom and a storytelling one.#it was not tastefully done and i am not glad that he yanked the rug out from under us like that#[through gritted teeth] this is why fix-it fics and aus exist. i will figure this out Later.#mcyt#empires smp#smallishbeans#anyways its joels story he can do whatever with it do NOT flame him for this y'all#hold on ill make a seperate post
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hmm i think i will delete all. my art posts
#i think the reason i dont like posting so much is because i feel like its tied too much to me#having a seperate art blog gives a degree of seperation so id be more comfortable with that#maybe ill make a blog and reblog them so the original post is saved somewhere? it peeves me when i have to reblog art from someone with#a blog that tags everything cause the original artist deleted it#i draw a lot of fan art for myself because i like looking at things i like but it feels like a waste not to post it#at the same time having a social media presence makes me so neurotic. sigh. i know people would like my art cause im really good at it#but i also enjoy being anonymous too much to want to give it up. what a world#anyways that was all a long way of saying im deleting my art posts
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oops! gender
anyway woe fem!char be upon ye
#voidpet#sunsets adventures in the void#voidpet fanart#voidpet char#mmmm should i make a seperate tag for her 🤔 idk how mych ill be drawing and posting of her after this#guess we'll find out#also shes supposed to have like. nondescript reptile underbelly scales
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