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unofficial brainstorm doodles....thinking about that Deltarune au.......... (quality died bc of the cropping aaauuuu.....
Not-au-canon doodles mainly stemming from me thinking about Spamton's introduction with Vox . and in my brain Charlie's kinda like a mash of Kris and Ralsei into one person,,, at least with how im working this au so far
#ive never drawn charlie before i hope she looks. like her.#oh god i should probably make a tag for this au.....#hmm.#Deltarune au tag#ill come up with a better name later#hazbin hotel#my art#vox hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin charlie#hazbin au#hazbin vox#spamton#i guess?? vox got spamton'd#charlie hazbin hotel
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Shen Yuan has a wife beam.
Xie Luan/Xie Tao has a mother beam.
similar but just a touch different.
also i love both of them and if..... i was about to say if anything were to happen to them id kill everyone else and then my self. but that ship has passed. id. erm. id read it. give me the hurt/comfort
#svsss#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#cra#cub raising association#WAT DO YOU MEAN THERES NO OFFICIAL TAG?????#fine#ill do it myself#(no i wont im terrible at making stuff)#(but goddamn if i have to)#there better be at least one ao3 fic if i check#but low hopes#shen yuan#xie tao#xie luan#if anyone else is in the fandom. what to call the mc#xie luan? thats at least what the translater changed it to later on#imma go with xie luan
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OT3: casey stoner/his neuroses/the concept of valentino rossi that mostly exists in casey’s head
y'know I have this casey stoner... idk what it is. thematic mind map (literal), let's say, that I like fiddling with and adding things to when the mood hits me. and it does always strike me just how many of his struggles during his careers and issues with the sport can in some way be linked back to the valentino rivalry
casey's sense of isolation? super valentino related. casey's feelings of cultural alienation in a paddock dominated by europeans? even when it's not really related to valentino, casey is the one linking those two things together. casey's issues with other riders not being respectful enough on track? very obviously repeatedly about valentino. casey's discomfort with the performance and entertainment-related aspects of the sport? more valentino. casey feeling treated unfairly by the manufacturers, the media, the marshals, the fans.... keeps coming back to valentino. casey's mystery illness really shouldn't be as relevant to the rivalry as it is, but somehow through this combination of public discourse and whatever comparisons casey's brain is cooking up at any moment in time... there valentino is again
one of the most charming things about valentino's feuds is that in each and every single one, both participants end up being deeply weird about each other? just keep knocking off these banger quotes about the other where you read them and go. hm. what's going on there then. I don't want to make it sound like I think casey is the worst offender with this (not when marc and valentino have their whole thing going on, bidirectionally)... but I do think he's the most susceptible to conflating his valentino issues with like... everything else that was going on in his career. to the extent where his alienation with the sport as a whole, his extreme disillusionment from everything related to motogp, really cannot be meaningfully disentangled from the valentino rivalry. at times it feels like, to casey, valentino literally is the sport. and that's the thing casey dedicated his whole life to!! which means you do inevitably end up regularly going 'wow there's a lot to unpack'. add in a dash of neuroticism...
and yeah you're so right anon!! the neuroses are what end up creating the version of valentino that mostly exists in casey's head, a version that casey is just a touch obsessed with. I always think it's interesting how aware casey is that he doesn't know valentino as a person - and to the extent casey does know him, he gets on pretty well with him... but valentino the person isn't all that relevant to him. it's valentino the character who matters - and can you even really know a character? in the end, all casey can do is rely on his own understanding of that character, as imperfect as it is. and, well, in a way casey is trapped with that character forevermore. if one man comes to embody a sport to such an extent and if that sport has been your life's work, how can you not be a little bit trapped? as he tries to make his peace with the sport and his experiences within it, so too has casey settled on a narrative of valentino that helps him make sense of it all... a very specific understanding of his rival that casey has shaped in his mind and still trots out now when he sells his own version of events to the media. casey learned from valentino, casey learned to be a little more like valentino, casey learned to fight valentino with his own tools, casey tells himself a story of that fight. he still continues to do so - and in the end he will never be entirely free of valentino
#'do you ever talk to valentino' 'i don't talk to europeans' casey buddy what's going on there#'everybody's going on like he's a crippled hero' *pinches bridge of nose*#//#brr brr#batsplat responds#heretic tag#'x fell first but y fell harder' but make it about feud escalation#it is. interesting. how little the two of them engage in laguna '08 discourse for about two years and then rediscover it in mid 2010#casey's very similar to valentino in that regard in that he doesn't necessarily lash out immediately#but he remembers. and he resents. and he seethes. and then eventually lets it all out and you go 'huh'. very valentino#like it is SO important to remember that after initially losing his temper at laguna... *most* of the laguna quotes are from YEARS later#(apart from that one early 2009 interview with an italian paper where he was clearly just in a FOUL mood like it's dreadful)#I genuinely think casey's mystery illness contributed more to the change in tone of that rivalry than laguna did#laguna laid the groundwork in terms of resentment but you needed something for casey actually to be willing to go ALL in#idk in a way it's the only rivalry where valentino is the one on the receiving end of Remember That Thing You Did Thirty Years Ago#like they ARE similar!! they're ridiculously adept at holding grudges!! they relish twisting the knife!!#I think it's interesting jorge was talking about how valentino is better at him at knowing when to choose his moments to lash out#because you can say casey did the exact same thing. he'd learned to clamp down on his immediate irritable reactions#and instead get himself to a place where he could attack valentino from a position of strength#basically they're the two aliens i'd get to go on a revenge quest for me. like i think they'd be good at revenge quests#conspiracy theories and revenge quests. that's what i think they're good at
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where did this small victorian london orphan boy find wifi
#i threw the ‘ no irises ‘ stylization right iut the window really quickly oops#sorry he just looked way better with them here#ill have to update the other guys later#there are like 2 things i need to fix on this sprite but ill do that later#i think he came out rlly good#aquared homestuck au where the midnight crew are the kids and there are some other guys too i think#homestuck#homestuck fantroll#not tagging the felt because its just him#crowbar 07#i dont have any extra comments to make back here#is it obvious what i plan on doing with him though#oh ! also there are two extra versions of this with 2 different palettes ill add those in a reblog though
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finally drew something at least somewhat legit for the pre-mob terumob ive been churning out recently
i like them .i think theyre silly :)
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#i am so incredibly sick i am dying#my sinuses#but anyways#i dont know if im au-fying this...i just like the dynamic#but maybge i should#i like them guys !!!!!! they make me go :) haha#mob tries his best to reform him because everyone deserves second chances (especially this guy ?)#while teru has nearly no clue why this weird guy with a plain face and dumb bowlcut keeps showing up everywhere he goes#in short:#mob sees the good in him teru sees the gay in him(self)#i need to write more in-depth about them i swear. or maybe just doodle more silly comics whatever im more compelled to do at the moment#i cant be profound author right now i am ill and i am sleepy#mob psycho 100#mp100#teruki hanazawa#hanazawa teruki#shigeo kageyama#kageyama shigeo#mob#meowmeow art#ummmm yeah post. i always think of better tags later it makes me sad#edit: I FORGOT THE TERUMOB TAGS#terumob#pre-mob teru#pre-mob terumob
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Does anyone else feel a debilitating fear of getting better? Is this normal? Does it secretly prove I'm just faking everything for attention? Probably tbh
#cicadas vent tag#likr#i was looking at my knee would and realised it was getting kinda better#and felt almost . disappointed and afraid#and with mental illness the feeling is rven worse#like of course i want to get better!!! obviously!!!#but i feel almost sad when i realized i havent had a suicidal thought in a while#but tbh#the fear of never getting better is also terrifying#it must be so annoying to watch me hate myself and hurt myself over and over again and not get any better#but the idea of getting better is scary too#yknow?#its all terrifying#maybe the only non scary reality is one where i isolate myself from all of my friends forever#but that just makes me sad#ok this feels kind of all over the place but . idk its a very all over the place kind of feeling#delete later#ok this one is getting taken out of the drafts early cuz i just refused my parents offer to wash my knee#and one od my thoughts was 'what if it stops hurting'#im fucked up like deeply i think#btw im doing fine now im so cozy just . yeah
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Hello chaps! This week's episode is being postponed to next week, as I've been laid out with a one-two punch of a back injury AND a migraine this week 😅
We'll be back with you with Episode 23 at our usual 4PM next Friday 31st May!
#ill reblog this later in the week to remind people#and if i may grumble in the tags a moment#my head's actually feeling a lot better!#if it had just been that i'd be able to make up the time#but alas i can't really sit and write atm#or record or edit or uhhhh move around the house 🙃#if anyone has any tips for stoppin your piriformis from hating you#im all ears#ears and bum pain#(i said 'back injury' in the post but lets be honest here its my bum)#behind the scenes at monstrous hq#travelling light#travelling light podcast
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i am actually so tired of the way westerners treat eastern europeans
#fair warning for. a very very long ramble and rant in the tags. apologies#westerner or russian. no other option#westerner because the only thought they ever have is 'but they had universal housing so if you oppose ussr you oppose that'#(which is stupid becuse you can believe in that WITHOUT WANTING LIKE 6 COUNTRIES TO BE FORCED TO BE RULED OVER BY RUSSIA)#(SORRY FOR WANTING TO LIVE IN MY COUNTRY WITH MY HISTORY AND MY CULTURE AND NOT RUSSIA!!) (poland was a sattelite state but GOD)#or russian because they have a victim complex and are convinced that they deserve to rule over the entire damn world#'well you had universal housing so you had it easy' right yeah. okay. forget about like. everything else that happened#to eastern europeans during that time#forget about the things that are STILL issues all these years later not only in poland but like the more eastern countries too#its not about. the fact that the houses 'didnt have 3 bedrooms and a jacuzzi' in them. you DUMB SACK OF SHIT#god sorry. sorry. i also know so very little but like god damn i fucking live here. i didnt sit thru all that modern history#for some dumbfuck to say that 'ohhh only rich and american middle class people are happy the ussr was dissolved'#'oooh the dissolving of the ussr was illegal and the countries within it actually liked being there'#im just so fucking tired man i need to. i need to start killing people#and this is all not to mention that theyll say this stupid shit and then deny eastern europeans the things they actually did that were good#FUCK french people for trying to claim maria skłodowska. fuck americans for trying to claim the witcher as their own fantasy world#fuck the way the west is allowed to claim and destroy eastern european culture without any consequence because we dont matter enough#vaguely related but ill throw this in here since anyone finding it is unlikely and im scared of having this opinion#i think one underappreciated aspect of DE (which might be underappreciated because its not actually there and im stupid)#is that its pro-communist while still also giving some criticism to how it was handled and acknowledging that its still not perfect#which makes the writers much better communists than any self-proclaimed one ive ever met in my life who just worships the idea#perhaps its because the writers of the game were not white upper middle-class americans living in the suburbs. among other things#idk de is a game for people far smarter than me and i only played it once and im sure anyone who played it well can clock me as a bad perso#horrible horrible person even which is why im scared of mentioning it. but its an interesting thing. to me#the main thing is that im just not. im not far left enough i suppose. i agree communism in theory is a great idea. as far as i know it#(which isnt very far)#but chances of implementing it correctly in a way that doesnt take away from peoples happiness in other areas is. low. very low#i wrote a short essay about how utopias are inherently contradictory ideas once it wasnt very deep or good but like#you cant have universal happiness without restricting certain freedoms. and when those freedoms are resticted not everyone#will be happy. and then theyre unhappy they will have to be somehow removed or ignored
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I shit u not my files name is "⭐️ving Coyote's (Mcdonald's playhouse) dream
I have to create a original file name (starving coyote) then I have to create a "halfway" file name just because I like keeping my progress and then I create a "finish" file and then it became this
anyway is Harlow and Anthony and their mama and papa anyway copy and pasted from my twt;
plan on making something with Anthony and Harlow very soon just gotta finish my first piece, then cook something up for these 2 >_ o maybe a 3 chapter story? Idk
SPEAKING OF COOKING I WANT TERIYAKI SRIMP WITH TOMATO AND ONION AND AVACADO SALAD SOOO BAD 😭😭 k enough posting I gtg to beds 🥱
Edit had to change the word 😛
#cute#grunge#kawaii#pink#menhera#yamikawaii#original character#cute art#artists on tumblr#salezoria#digital art#digital drawing#digital illustration#digital painting#digital artwork#digital artist#ocs#oc#oc art#my ocs#my art#artist#art#artwork#drawings#illustration#I should make a tag for my ocs and drawings like “salezoria's ocs/drawings”#but my name is weird so I would have to come up with something better#but ill do that later I wanna think about salad and shrimp rn#drawing
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its kinda funny that i still just. do not havr anything im good at at all
#sorryill probably delete this later im just feeling weird#nothing ive been drawing for a. while has looked ok . so im normal about that#ive been drawing for forever you would think that my art would be . better#i never seem to improve at art or . anytjing i do#and just. how is it that i dont have something im good at everyone else does ? its not fair#is there a point in trying if everything i make will never be as good asi want#uagh sorry im just. feeling weird like i said . sorry again . ill delete this when i wake up#edit: changed my mind on deleting but i will tag it as vent#vent
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Wanted to make him fucked up
Sorry these are messy I'll make them a bit more coherent if I wanna flesh this out more
#undertale#ut#utdr#undertale fanart#utdr fanart#undertale w.d. gaster#undertale wd gaster#undertale gaster#w.d. gaster undertale#wd gaster undertale#gaster undertale#wing dings gaster#w.d. gaster#wd gaster#gaster#realized i like this tagging system better than the Top Five Priority system. plus the previous gaster post with this system got more notes#anyways i wanted to make a more. powered up gaster? like hes got a human soul in him or some shit.#idk like i said ill probably flesh it more out later
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Hi Uncle Neen! HYH! It sucks to see you struggling cuz you are a big inspiration of mine :( but you said you did your makeup the other day. Can we seeeeeeeeee maybe?
d'awwww ksahdlkdss, you are so sweet, nonnie! thank you so so soooo much, baby! xx i really needed this. i hope i heal ( i will...i have to, i am too much of an asshole to let god win, fuck him ) and i hope you heal from whatever harms you as well! you can do it! mWAH!~
-- also brb crying ;-; <3333 whenever y'all tell me i inspire you, it seriously makes me want to cry; you mean SO much to me, so to mean so much to you; it's Everything to me, my love. thank you for believing in me, know i believe infinitely in YOU and will keep fighting the good fight, living authentically and modelling pos behavior on this blog bc i take being a role model very seriously. :')
BUT ANYWAYS! sakhdlasd oh my god aaAaaAAAaa please!!! YOU ARE SO CUTE, THIS IS SO CUTE OF YOU, hELP AAAAA!!!!!! but yes, of course, of course. considering i am super bacteria nina right now and had to resign from my ( admittedly ) trash job and am no longer, at this moment, an education girlie ( besides on here, ofc, educating you on my two gay sons in love ), i can freely exist and post pictures of myself again! thank you for for giving me a safe place to do that. <3
i'll elaborate on what 'safe' means to me down below, but just for context i took this...sigh...last week, when i was told i would 'all better', just trying to feel like myself again after a month of being unmadeup and unfitted and ugly and troll-like and on death fucking row and fucking miserable as hell, i had my new hair appointment lined up, was about ready to take life by the balls again...and that shit BLUE BALLED ME SO HARD AND SAID *ravenstan vc* JK, BABY!
okay, sorry i have some really bad scarring and wounding up there by my neck so i had to cover her up but...there she is! the she beast!
as for posting pictures of myself just...please...PLEASE BE KIND. and i wish i meant that as a joke, i mean it very, VERY seriously. i am at a point right now, where i look my very fucking worst, i am weaker than i have ever been in my life, there are abrasions all over my body, which per the results of my culture ( i was right...several fucking times and no one would listen to me ) my body is trying to kill me and right now...it is Winning. ( i'm not gonna lose tho, dw, i am a nasty bitch from hell and i refuse to die this ugly, i fucking won't; choke )
tldr; I AM VERY VERY VERY SENSITIVE ABOUT HOW I LOOK. I DO NOT FEEL PRETTY, I AM LIKE ONE BAD COMMENT AWAY FROM TEARING THE SKIN OFF MY FACE AND I AM TELLING YOU GUYS I CANNOT DO THAT, I CANT CREATE ANY TEARING ON MY BODY OR THE BACTERIA WILL TUNNEL AND ITS HARD ENOUGH AS A BITCH WITH DERMATILOMANIA.
PLEASE BE NICE TO ME.
i know we shoot the shit on here and are funny and clown eachother, you guys are my family; it's what families do, but my boundary is that you can say i am pretty and be objectively kind or Please do not send me anything At ALL about how i look; i CANNOT take it rn. i know were just joking, but please, please, PLEASE Do NOT compare me to any ugly creatures, make me feel weird about any part of my face, tell me i look blurry, say anything is too big or too small…
please don’t meme on me abt my appearance...Ever.
it’s a very sensitive spot for me and makes me v anxious.
all this to say, i love you; thank you for being my home.
HYH.
-uncle nina, single ravesey mother and human petri dish
#idk what the face tag is ill make one later#but there she is#this is so sweet thank you guys for caring i swear i want to post more i am just so weak rn that its hard to keep my head up#ill talk about it more later but the test results were kinda hard for me bc they were scary and it is pretty serious#and very fucked up bc they could have caught it at er number one but they didnt catch it until my fifth drs appointment#and i had to beg...and lo and behold i am very fucking sick now and everything sucks but i am gonna beat it don't worry#anyways sorry for momming you guys i miss my kindergarteners i didnt get to say goodbye i am devastated#but i am actually very sensitive about how i look and do think i am ugly most days especially rn so please be kind to me#i only say this because i had a couple of anons who had good intentions send me anons joking with me about how i look#and it put me in such a bad depression that i like couldnt look at my face for days and it devastated me i am very sensitive#so please only kind words like objectively positively kind please don't make jokes about how i look or try to be funny#not in a good place for it but sigh...my hair...it is falling out rn so that sucks i'm out of comission for a week and a half#up to a month...assuming i get better...I WILL DW SORRY I WILL and i have stuff i'm working on right now#ask memes and i am trying to write so hang in there i love u#HYH <3
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Just posting some art from my previous account from Instagram which is @/daily_jackalope !
#jackalope#jackalopedaily#milgram#milgram jackalope#milgram project#so many silly jackalope#I draw jackalope in many interpretations do mind me#and i forget the horns alot.....😔#I STILL POSTED 300 DAYS.#By the way#the white haired girl is an oc of mine lol#FROM A FANGRAM... that has been in the works for a while.... by me yes#ITS CALLED STARGRAM ITS NOT DONE THOUGH SADLY#Maybe in 37296283826 years#I also made some edits on that account but its just two and its not really that great#im better at making edits so i might do that here also? or on my YT!#Im missing the happy 1 year anniversary one... i really like that one but i didn't draw jackalope great on it LOL#ill find and post more at a later date#i like how its all these jackalopes in good quality then theres just silly doodlealope going for the pudding on the ground#this daily will too have a silly doodle#will i flood milgram tag? i hope not and hope so at the same time and i don't know which is right#jackalopeismylifetakeitorleaveit
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let's take ibuprofen together!!!! :]
// (piece without meme text under read more 💚)
#this is a better version of the old piece with his original design asdfjfhgjkahgd#yes the cape goes into being wings in the back. yes he has an antenna-halo#and yes.... he does live in heaven. indie game dev making games for his longtime best friend goes hard#ill write his lore properly later just know he's sent to the hotel to help by using his power + tech for therapy purposes#print(doodle)#print(char)#print(reference)#print(garbage)#<- thats my shitpost tag. this is a high effort shitpost#voxsona#kinsona#i love him <3
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Got my Zane/Wake charm from Vograce today! I'm not obsessed with it, so I probably won't be going through with making more.
(1st taken in fluorescent light, 2nd with a flashlight 3rd with a homemade attempt at a lightbox)
I think Vograce's charms just generally look better if they're brighter and have more saturated colors. This doesn't play to their strengths. It does look an awful lot like a film slide, that's just nit compelling me enough personally.
If you're interested in the charms and really really want one, leave a comment or something - I can see about getting a handful made - but this doesn't seem like it'll be worthwhile to go ahead and try to sell multiples of to me lol
Looks cool on my wall of (mostly not made by me) charms though.
#update#zanewake#keychain#it does look *cool* though#it's very striking on my white charm wall#that being said i just don't think it looks attention grabbing enough#also there are some oddities in the print quality and that makes me think that something w this many subtleties of tone is probably not#best suited to this while a more cartoony thing like my stunticon charms works better#....one day I'll finish Dead End#ill put the rest of the tags later when they wont show up in the main tag ... I don't think its necessary
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Boy King Seb :D
#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333#he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today#this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!!#can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant#i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am'#this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!!#i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;;#okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH):#this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved)#its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph?#but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010)#its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves#seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his#so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better#whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it)#not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh#anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO#its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation#pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!)#i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos#sebastian vettel#f1#formula 1#f1 art#formula 1 art#f1 fanart#formula 1 fanart#catie.art.#*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such#boy king au
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