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One day I too will become a rusting piece of abandoned farm equipment laying in tall yellow grass
#angels illnesses speaking#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#cinnamon girl#pinterest girl#female hysteria#girly things#this is a girlblog#coquette community#coquette#farmers daughter#coquette girl#localy hated#girlblog aesthetic#girlcore#girlrotting#americana#american gothic#beautiful princess disorder#bambi doe#female madness#girlhood#just girls being girls#just girly posts#manic pixie dream girl#sparkle jump rope queen#sadgirl#born to die#ethel cain
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huge mass attack for a ton of phoenixes on art fight :) the fabricator’s office will never recover… nor will this operation, i fear
@stellar-collective , @solobodor , @ladydanger420 , @gr3yyyyy , @ghostplasmas , @lavalampstealer , @icecreampizzer , @robutler (IM SORRY I WAS IN A RUSH I FORGOT TO TAG YOUR PHOENIX ON ART FIGHT. PLEASE PRETEND I DID), @salezmanradioz , @/mctvrdik on af & @the-valiant-valkyrie !!!! all of your phoenixes are so cool and i am so in love with all of the unique designs…. every other phoenix on art fight is just as amazing and cool!!! i would have drawn everyone if i had the motivation too/believed fabricator’s office was big enough to fit Everyone KGSJDHF
#ieytd#i expect you to die#agent phoenix#sorry fabby… your office will never be the smae#ALSO SORRY @ROBUTLER HJELP ME I REALIZED COUNTING UP THE PHOENIXES IN THE TAGS THAT. OH NO. I FORGOT ONE ON ART FIGHT. please feel free to-#-track me down on there and comment under it if you’d like to alongside everyone else!!! im so mad i cant edit tagged characters#im uploading this from mobile so the quality might drop but ill be home later to reupload it if thats rhe case :)#the full qualirt version will be up on https://artfight.net/~mipexch!!!!!
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people on low dose naltrexone: we're not like those guys on high dose naltrexone for addictions. I'm tired of being confused for them
[ID: a blad cat staring in the corner with text saying"[sobbing]"]
.....I am those people
why are people on LDN so obsessed with distancing themselves from us instead of dismantling the stigma around taking naltrexone? why are you guys just abandoning us? why do you think your chronic pain is better than my addiction? why do you think you're better than me? more worthy of support than me? less worth of stigma than me?
you get to explain "oh don't worry, I'm not like them" to doctors and I dont because I am them. instead of realizing that's wrong, that treating people poorly because they have an addiction is wrong, you try to distance yourself and naltrexone from addiction entirely. you don't want to be associated with us. it hurts.
#physical disability#physically disabled#chronic illness#chronically ill#low dose naltrexone#mad pride#neurodivergent#yes I'm putting addiction content in the neurodivergent and mad tags die angry about it#neuro punk#neuropunk
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A suicidal character getting to die is not a good ending. It's not only lazy, but it actually misses the point entirely
#'jinx ending good because wanted to die' no#jinx ending bad because she deserved tovbe happy and live#its not a good tragedy and sure a completed arc but its dumb and unsatisfying#it smells like abelism a bit with how people are saying Jinx wanted it and blaming her mental illness like that makes it kinda worse#that makes it feel more like she deserved to live and be happy man im so pissed about this#arcane spoilers#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane season 2#she deserved to heal man Im so mad lmao#she deserved to get to live with being Jinx/Jinxed
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the “canon” fatal flaw that bugs me the most is that Nico’s is allegedly supposed to be “holding grudges” but LITERALLY EVERYTHING HE DOES SAYS OTHERWISE
the only instances we get of Nico even remotely doing anything with a “grudge” is him spontaneously, randomly, on rare occasion referencing being grumpy at something - THAT HE IS ENTIRELY VALID TO BE UPSET AT - and then does nothing with that. other than maybe continue to be vaguely grumpy about it and then drop it. In fact, Nico is consistently EXTREMELY forgiving to people despite him having perfectly valid reasons to not forgive them. Percy literally choked Nico and ditched him in the Underworld and Nico STILL brought Percy to the River Styx and faced off against Hades to bring THREE gods and an army of the undead to Percy’s aid, despite Hades actively suggesting alternatives to Nico and encouraging Nico to not do that.
Nico’s fatal flaw is so clearly either that he does not let go of things (not the same as holding grudges) OR that he’s far too willing to put others before himself, often directly putting himself at risk instead. He’s too self-sacrificial. He was explicitly willing to trade HIMSELF for Bianca and extremely resistant to letting go of her. He put himself on the line facing against Hades to help Percy MULTIPLE TIMES. He risked getting in trouble with the Underworld to bring back Hazel. He WILLING WENT INTO TARTARUS to try to close the Doors of Death himself. He offered to shadow-travel the Athena Parthenos for Reyna despite knowing it would most likely kill him. Etc. etc. The closest Nico has ever gotten to “holding a grudge” was being mad at Leo for faking his own death, and even then he was only Mildly Annoyed and got over it pretty quickly after Leo returned.
Nico “holding grudges” is a load of bull. Percy’s loyalty? Annabeth’s hubris? Absolutely true. Percy’s loyalty to Annabeth and Annabeth’s hubris are what got them pulled into Tartarus (also, interestingly - Percy’s hubris in TLO and Annabeth’s loyalty taking a knife for him is what nearly got them killed then). Nico, though? Nico’s willingness to put himself on the line for the sake of others is what nearly got him killed in BoTL and TLO and HoO and brought him to Tartarus multiple times, now! “Holding grudges,” yeah, right.
#pjo#nico di angelo#percy jackson#riordanverse#I AM FOREVER MAD ABOUT THIS#nico is OCCASIONALLY GRUMPY AT BEST#he holds grudges like a fucking strainer holds water#he has SO MANY OPPORTUNITIES TO BE MAD AT PERCY ABOUT SO MANY THINGS THAT ARE ENTIRELY VALID#and instead he EXPLICITLY goes ''why am i physically incapable of being mad at Percy?''#''guess ill just try to convince myself he's annoying or something and hope it goes away''#Nico is the embodiment of the ''You have befriended Nico! Nico would now DIE FOR YOU''#he does it for Percy. he does it for Hazel. he does it for Reyna. THE LIST GOES ON#if someone tolerates his presence they could tell him to go swan dive into Tartarus and he'd do it#anyways tune in next week or something for me to make a shitpost animatic that directly contradicts this char analysis
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Ohmygod ya’ll i finally looked into how to record your phone screen, you’re all doomed! Im making gifs of NPMD!
Heres some of my fave moments from the digital ticket that weren’t part of the pro shot on youtube! (is it okay if i do that? I don’t want to infringe on sales or anything. I HIGHLY recommend buying the bonus content if only for the digital ticket! BECAUSE I DIDNT EVEN INCLUDE THE BEST ONE for intrigue purposes haha.)
These are going to be out of order because the sizes were all over the place. Also,
SPOILERS (slightly) (just in case)
First of all, this isnt a gif i just wanted to point out how fucking cool this shot was!
Pete grabbing Stephs hand! 🥹
Curt angrily setting up the next scene is PRICELESS! Officer bailey is a delight :)
And heres my Jon set because that guy embodies his characters every fucking second. i dont know what he’s doing here though haha Richies just stimming in the back i guess getting himself hyped
That little shove to get into the waylon place cause richie is a sweet, precious, coward
Pauls knowing smirk (cause fuck that kid lol)
the fact that you can see this guys face drop from at least 30 feet away is an incredible feat of acting 👏👏 (this is zoomed in from where the camera was placed in the back for a slightly better quality)
Lastly the queen herself! Ive seen a few people praise jon for his physical acting in the nerdy prudes song (justifiably) but look at this fall Lauren does! I fucking flinched! Ohmygod she looks so small next to branner it breaks my heart 💔
Every time i try to say something like “everyone in starkid is so talented, but especially _____” i end up just listing the entire cast. They are an incredible team. I hope they get whatever they fucking want in life.
#if you have the digital ticket i bet you know which moment im talking about ;)#its okay if i post these right?#ill take the post down if not i dont want starkid mad at me lol#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#pete spankoffski#stephanie lauter#lautski#richie lipschitz#ruth fleming#grace chasity#max jagerman#officer bailey#joey richter#mariah rose faith#jon matteson#lauren lopez#angela giarratana#will branner#curt mega
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we, as a society, just need to accept the fact that sometimes a forehead touch is simply sexier than a kiss and that cannot be helped
#the x files#pacific rim#furiosa#mad max#the eternals#so many more#msr#mako x raleigh#furyjack#(also kinda furymax yes ill die on this hill)#drukhari#that shit is so intimate bro wtf#i could say the same thing about hugs and face touching#something about moments of intimacy that arent explicitly shown as romantic but cannot be denied as acts of love makes me insane#listen i love a passionate first kiss and i love a good sex scene but the small moments of tenderness that just bleed love on their own...#i could cry
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#mental illness#tw ana bløg#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#this is a girlblog#bed rotting#losing my mind#smoking#ed relapse#female madness#bipolaire#born to die#bipolor#coquette#family issues#family is hell#female hysteria#lana del rey#kinda depressing#2014 tumblr#tumblr girls
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It’s disability pride month, and if you are disabled in the U.S. from Long Covid I want you to know that you’re not alone, and you’re valid in whatever you feel. Whether that’s sorrow at your new problems or rage at society for failing you, you are valid, and it is truly messed up that society is continuing to fail you.
#disability#trauma#chronic illness#long COVID#COVID#Tbh I’m not sure if I have long covid or not but I keep swinging between despair and fury#The brain fog SUCKS#I might have always had it but it feels especially bad now?#And I have all kinds of respiratory problems that got exacerbated#And possibly chronic fatigue but it’s unclear#And I’m one of the lucky ones!!!#I can still exercise without needing three days of bed rest after!#I was so RELIEVED when it turned out I could do that#I did like. Three weeks of breathing rehab to make sure#Not sure if it helped but now I’m not getting post-exertional backlash nearly as much anymore#And I didn’t lose my sense of smell or get my taste messed up#And I don’t need a respirator just an inhaler and some allergy meds and to take frequent breaks#And like. I know so many people have it worse#And that suuuuucks#But EVEN THIS makes me want to scream and rail half the time#Update as of Sept 2024 — this is no longer true#Got Covid again and now I can’t exercise without being too tired to move for three days#🙃#Probably will die mad about this actually#I had SUCH a good time working out one night#But then the next morning#Nope#head-to-toe muscle pain#couldn’t do any chores#Couldn’t even feed myself
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my favourite trope is incredible best friends to lovers potential fucked over severely by the narrative
#tag as ur faves.#gramblack#gramyok#shatt#yes im still on them#klance#byler#otayuri#sure why not#textpost#steddie#ill literally be so mad abt gramblack and shiro x matt till the day i fucking die
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I doodled a baby mike and the shakey kid he adopted (chuck) and I'm gonna scream they're so stinkin cute
#motorcity#mike chilton#chuck motorcity#foaming at the mouth they were CHILDHOOD FRIENDS AND IT WAS NEVER TOUCHED ON IN THE SHOOOOOOWWWW#ill die mad about it#...or ill just make my own tiny comics and roll around it in
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Like they just did that and moved on
#i know they werent the point of the story/other things were going on (al) BUT OMFG#like WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE JUST WENT AND DID THAT?? WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY MEANT EVERYTHING TO HIM???#“oh. ive had enough. yeah. thats all i really need. they gave me everything i could want. hehe. thank you. and goodbye. my friends”#ASDFGHJKL?!?!?!?!??!?!#sorry i cant be coherent about this please understand what im trying to say#“i want the world” “no you want friends” “shit ur right. guess ill die” “okay cool ill yell ur name and then never be sad about it”#do not misunderstand me i absolutely love them i adore them but like do you see what im trying to say#also in the sub (the one i watched at least. idk if they differ between platforms) he says#“enough... yeah. thats enough. i dont need anything more. see you later. my soul... friends”#OUGH#FUCK#thank goodness for fanfiction yknow. i need them in grief and pain but also i need him to live yknow#fmab spoilers#fmab#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#greed the avaricious#greedling#ling yao#edward elric#im so not okay about them istg#moss' madness
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I deffo think Charles is a briefs or nude sleeper but has THEE fillies dressing gown/nightgown to slip on and it tortures Erik every time because how does he look MORE sultry covered UP??
i could cry from how real this is ok them gowns are for SPECIAL OCCASIONS 🗣️
#nsft#snap chats#im not saying its a hill ill die on but it is very close to being a law. to me.#ANYWAY i said my piece .... it just a lil extra special !!!!! and theyre always mad nice and pretty and soft#LIKE having charles anyway's fine and great enough and wonderful but its just the ribbon on top you catch my cold ??? exactly.#plus we know how erik is with dramatics. flair. An Extra Something. all in all its peak
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every single time i post anything (other than when im asking for help, ofc.) i have to see all these ppl who dont talk to me anymore or who flat out ignore me, in my notes, and honestly just cant handle having to be forced to remember ppl and how theyre liking my shit despite all that as some weird bid. when i could instead just be talked to by any of anyone and have it take almost no time and id feel better easily just by not being alone. n this is why all everythings doing is just telling me i have to disappear and never love anyone or be thought of by anyone ever again. leave any chance for friends or betterment or hope for a better life or community behind. and i wish i could do more but im not given much choice <3
#im not mad. i just want fucking. help. i didnt wanna die alone. but im being made to and i hate it#and guess what lol? they will neither care or see this .#ill get 0 anything on this and ill cry all day about it#hhh just give me a fucking chance to be better#but.. never
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au where everything calms the FUCK down and hank gets to try learn to be a "normal" person again is all i crave. really.
#madness combat#hank j wimbleton#can he learn about his value to his loved ones or will he die trying?#find out next time on judas's pseudo fan fiction!#(the show where i merely suggest things that could make a good fic and never write them)#maybe ill elaborate on that. 👀#anyway. au that would fix me.
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We‘re all bad in someone’s story.
#madness#me#Selfie#borderline#bpd#inked#masks#pierced#mentally fucked#depressing shit#not enough#trying to heal#too much#i‘m sorry#inkedgirl#im trying#i wanna die#fuck it#mental illness#self h@rm#stoned girls#sadgirl#sad#borderline thoughts#borderline personality disorder#quotes#blueeyes#brownhair#germany#lgbtq
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