#ik i'm supposed to be on hiatus but

[theinfinitedivides]

i think i might have just gotten blocked??? by another blog??? for doing nothing??? literally sitting here stunned sksksksk the girlies are vicious

[arthousephil]

Been thinking a lot today about Phil calling his content mid (I think specifically covid era/dnpg hiatus??), I'm not going to listen to the whole TIT audio recording until after my show so I may be missing some context but I don't necessarily read this as self-deprecation, but more like he wasn't feeling fulfilled creatively. We joke but he seriously made some artistic + experimental stuff espec in his early days. Like he has talked about a big inspiration for him being lonelygirl15 which was an early youtuber that turned out to be a scripted actress and it was done as a social experiment/art project. Ik the narrative (that even they portray kind of) is Dan is the "smart/cultured" one and I kind of hate it lol,. I think Phil calling his content mid isn't a self dig but him saying that he knows he could do something different and that he feels constrained by being "entertaining",algorithm, what gets views and some idea of what kind of videos youtubers are supposed to make these days. All this to say though I did really like his covid content and think he understand the value + importance of "light entertainment" and feels proud of his career etc but it'd be cool to see him stretch different muscles as well (that ikkk he has). I think that's why I loved dnpc slime so much bcos it was so weird phil

[confused-disaster32]

Hi! So you can call this a rant or a vent or whatever I don't rlly care - I just wanted to put some of my opinions out there bc it is eating me inside out to keep my opinions on Alastor's sexuality and all of the discourse about him being shipped to myself.

Also i'd like to state that I'm writing this as someone who is aroace but has no actual wish to be in a romantic relationship and actually struggles to so much as picture what that's be like for myself. I would also like to state how I'm not speaking for the whole community and others will have different opinions to myself.

Firstly - aroace is a spectrum (as someone who is on the aroace spectrum btw) and I completely agree with ppl who say that it is a spectrum and shipping has always existed and you can't rlly stop an entire fandom. My only problem is when ppl completely ignore that he is aroace while doing this, bc to me it seems like there's so much potential to having him have to go through those types of emotions and to write him off as if he's completely allo not only can make some people feel unseen but also just isn't as fun.

Also I kind of believe that he'd possibly date someone for the entertainment - like even if he didn't exactly feel romantic attraction maybe he'd be willing to be around someone closely bc he might like the reactions he'd be getting. (example: he might've stayed in a relationship with Vox maybe not out of pure attraction but if he found out that affection could make the TV short-circuit? He'd be interested)

Adding to that, I personally do not actually ship him with anyone romantically due to his character + the fact that I am projecting my own distaste for romance on him but you do you ig.

Also, on the note of nsfw around him - sometimes you cannot stop a fandom, rule 34 exists and some people who are asexual sometimes may want to have sex and all of that stuff. Personally I think he'd probably be sex-repulsed due to the fact that he canonically has issues with being touched.

ALSO, i personally think that way too many people are brushing over the idea of putting Alastor in a QPR - like that would literally be so awesome.

Alastor x Rosie? Cute af (to me Rosie gives of aro vibes too, but more romance - favourable) like they're already besties and honestly I think that Rosie would defo help him figure out about his identity considering that he's quite obviously not all that sure about slang and stuff.

Vox x Alastor - It has the potential to be SO FUCKING FUN like, you get to experiment with how they feel for each other, maybe what Alastor's got going on bc he died before being aroace was rlly a thing and he'd be confused about how he felt about Vox for sure.

Lucifer x Alastor - I quite like it, ik that Lucifer is supposed to be with Lillith but she did take an extremely long hiatus on her family up in heaven so i think it's okay. Plus the idea of them bonding and becoming close due to Charlie is wonderful.

Even angel and Alastor - maybe after Val Angel doesn't want a super sexual relationship - maybe he's not all that interested in something purely romantic either and though I love huskerdust this would still be pretty cool.

Really all I'm saying is; be considerate. Incorporate the fact that Alastor is Aroace, even if you do ship him - in or out of QPRs - and ofc sometimes writing someone who is part of a group ur not in is difficult (coming from someone who often struggles in writing especially when it comes to romance) but taking a crack at it might actually turn out to be rlly cool.

But please don't ignore his aroace-ness, there's not a huge amount of aroace characters out there and acting like someone isn't can be annoying for ppl who want to find rep around their identity, esp if they haven't seen much before (I can relate and he was one of the first aroace characters I was introduced to after I found out what it meant).

So yeah, that's my piece.

[s-sanite]

Ik I'm supposed to be in hiatus rn but just saying if anyone wants to make a group blog I'm down...

[executethyself35]

10, 13, 26 of the oc asks for as many of them as you can find an answer for maybe perhaps?

LWNWNFLWKFNKA,M THANK YOU SO MONTY (yes ik i'm supposed to be on hiatus, but i can come out and go back in, i need to feed the people who want to be fed)

10. What lie do they most frequently remembering telling? Does it haunt them?

B: She lies about how much she misses Cuba, she says she barely misses it, but in reality some nights that's all she dreams about. Her childhood there, what her life would've been if her mother didn't move them when she was little. Let's just say, she misses it alot.

Zippo: That she didn't remember anything about the reason her family left Russia, she was two why would she remember? But she has one of those memories that have been formed over the years of being told the event that truly caused them to leave. The lie doesn't haunt her as much as the memory does.

Ollie: That she was happy in her relationship with Roland, even though anybody with a pair of eyes could see that was a lie. And the only reason it haunts her is because she had to see Eugene's face fall into a frown upon hearing that (he knew she was lying but didn't want to press any further into it)

Torrie: That she sometimes resents her mother for baring her. She always thinks about what her mother could've done with her life if she didn't decide to runaway and get married with a baby.

Marselle: That her ex didn't screw her up as badly as she did. Baby girl's ex was a bitch and treated her horribly, but Marselle still somewhat loves her, not very much but it's still there, and she doesn't want people to know how badly she hurt her.

Eliza: WHAT LIE DOESN'T HAUNT HER?? No but honestly, there's so many to choose from, which one do you want?? Her lying about how she doesn't hate her father as much as her mother?? Her lying and saying that if given the opportunity she wouldn't violently kill her mother?? (that's the one that truly haunts her bc it makes her believe she's capable of what her mother has done)

Mary: That she never wanted to see her father's grave again, it haunts her bc she does but she doesn't also, and what kind of daughter doesn't want to visit her fathers grave.

Julia: That she doesn't mind her birth father. In all actuality if he were to fall off a cliff and die, she wouldn't really care, that quite frankly terrifies her that she thinks that.

Allie: That her experience in the military has been great. She wanted a full combat position but they chose not to give her one since she's a woman. It pisses her off to no end.

13. What color do they think they look best in? Do they actually look best in that color?

B: She thinks she looks the best in dark blue, and she does. It compliments her skin.

Zippo: Brown, and she does look good in brown.

Ollie: Cream, she believes it compliments her skin and it does.

Torrie: Even though green is her favorite color, the colors she think she looks best in are black and white, or just a slew of random colors, they all look good.

Marselle: Beige! It's her favorite color so of course she thinks she looks good in it. p.s. she does.

Eliza: red and black, and omfg she does look amazing in those colors.

Mary: green and black, but also mostly darker earth tones, she likes how they compliment her hair, and she does look good in them

Julia: any kind of blue! She looks great in them!

Allie: earth tones, or any of wtf the 70s had going on with their color pallets, she looks great in them

26. What is their preferred mode of transportation?

B: walking or train!! Sometimes by car, but that's only if she really needs to

Zippo: sadly car, that's the only way she really gets around, she walks sometimes tho

Ollie: trollies!! She doesn't mind cars, but she just prefers trollies, she likes to look at the scenery and the atmosphere

Torrie: another car girly, she'll take the the train but only if necessary

Marselle: saldy she grew up with cars, but her next choice for some strange reason is boats don't ask why, it's just boats

Eliza: even though she grew up around cars, she prefers trains and the like, if it doesn't give her a reason to be alone she wants it

Mary: she likes walking everywhere, yea she'll use a car if necessary, but she mostly walks, but she has to be careful because she can get into her head and it's not fun

Julia: a car girl once again, but she's not opposed to trains, she loves them!

Allie : hear me out, tractors. You can drive them around and get around with them. But in all seriousness, she would get around with them or by horse, but she's a realist and knows she need to use a car

[thatcheeseycandle]

//Just a quick life update, nothing too serious

Ik I dont usually speak about personal stuff on here, but I've started to burnout a bit in my interests and in posting. What do I mean? Let me explain:

Basically I'm not gonna be into some of my interests as much as before, for now, and I don't think I'll be able to yknow be as active considering my brain is apparently lazer focused on finishing my WIPs and planned out stuff.

And I might not be active on here, maybe some reblogs will appear here (might make a seperate blog for my reblogs), but I suppose that's all

So yep, it's not exactly too serious. It's like a little hiatus, except I calculate it to be shorter than one, yknow like uh it's like having a little session with myself for a while. To sort things out with whatever stuff goes on my mind.

But at last besides from all that, I may get even busier as the days go by for personal reasons. Let's just say it's to help out my family.

Though I will make the promise of coming back, if I fail to do so then I'll take full responsibility for it

So yeah, like I said at the start, nothing too important. Just gotta sort out things with myself and BOOM I'll be back active as ever

[omo-queer]

aaahh i haven’t done too much edging or omorashi before, but i just edged to your blog and it just felt so good to do it while also needing to pee, it made the feeling of getting soo close to the edge and pulling away so much more intense… i eventually accidentally ruined and it felt really nice but now i feel frustrated aagh. love how your blog is hot and also interesting/informative and also very inspiring. makes me wanna deny myself (can i be 🐈‍⬛?)

🐈‍⬛ is yours! (hopefully the emoji rendering works out on mobile, ik that's [cat+ZWJ+black] which looks like a black cat on some platforms and like two separate emoji on this desktop)

glad to hear i'm inspiring folks! and a ruin is a beautiful thing—i'm very flattered i could be a part of a ruin while holding for you! the frustration makes it all so much sweeter in my experience. i'm also super happy you like my blog (and especially that it makes you want to deny yourself) and would love to hear more experiences you have with holding and/or denial!

(also sorry i took so long to answer this... i'm catching up on a little backlog of asks; i won't post the ones that feel like they were supposed to be time-sensitive. i'm sorry to anyone i didn't answer while i was on my hiatus!! i'll do a little edging for every ask in my inbox to maybe make it up to all the friendly anons who wanted me to help them hold while i was away.)

[stellas-starry-scribbles13]

ik I'm supposed to be on hiatus but I'm bored and I want to draw

Is there a specific OC or character on here you want me to draw for you?

I'll tag you once I'm off hiatus on my art sideblog

hmmmm

can you draw my oc vera or almaia? :)

[xmurder-of-crowsx]

(H, sorry this is late to send- *smol inhale* I can say for sure that you are a good roleplayer, use the icons well and I like your interpretation of the characters and rp style, it is also enjoyable to rp with you. You are worthy and deserve to have many asks. If it is okay, I can give your Rp Blogs a promo and share them to fams too. I’d still rp with you regardless of the possibility of interacting with more characters from that fandom, same about keeping up with all rps if there are more than one or two. As for Discord, I’m not quite sure if it’d be alright to send you a friend request nor if you’d be comfortable with that, but as long as it is possible and okay with you, I can send you the friend request and join the server. I might rarely talk and/or appear randomly, though I’m always up to rp and try to send short responses too when wanted. I wish you the best and hope you will feel better soon. I, also hope this could be expressed well- ;;=w= /g /lh *comfort hug shall be given if alright*)

I'm not supposed to be here. I promised I would stay away for the whole week but I see your ask and. Okay. Thanks. Just a warning if I invite you. You should know I only rp helluva boss/hazbin lately. Idk. Just been into that lately. Send me the friend request. And I can send the link. Its a very private server w just close friends but if you were nice enough to message me like this, you seem chill ig. Sure. My discord was already posted. Look in the post before this one. I'm gone again. If you guys need to speak next time. Try discord okay. I'm not supposed to be here. I'm still on break. Turning off asks now. Do discord. Don't be shy to message me there

Also, don't post the promo rn while I'm on hiatus. Wait til I decide what I'm doing. Give me like maybe a week. Or more. Idk I'm enjoying discord a lot more rn . It's calmer and more fun there. I feel calmer and less stressed out. And less pressured into things there. It's a blast. And less scary ig cuz it's just friends. Friends ik who don't care about if I mess up or don't rp to there liking. I can just let loose there. Be myself. And both sides have fun there. No ones left out cuz they don't rp a muse "properly" according to there canon. Everyone can just rp freely to there hearts content. How i wish tumblr was that chill.

If I do return. Which. So far. I don't see wanting to. I may narrow down to 1 blog. And a muse I'm better at. And maybe a different fandom too. Idk. And I won't be here as often. It's just. So much nicer on discord

-mun jax

[antisocial-mariposa]

BREAKING MY HIATUS TO ASK WHAT THE FUCK THAT LAST EPISODE WAS???

WAS THAT SUPPOSED TO BREAK MY HEART???

I AM SO SORRY I AM LATE TO THIS BUT OKAY-

~TBB S2:EP 7&8 SPOILERS BELOW~

I've processed the heartache and accepted the change-

oml I don't think I've really ever felt so SAD but then PROUD but THE BAD BATCH IS BREAKING UP NOOOOO!!!!!!

And I believe the next episode is gonna feature Omega and Tech. Remember in the trailer where her and Tech I think their trapped somewhere and he says something how they need to adapt, and Omega says something about how they're more than that, they're a family - maybe typical Tech says something about how squads or teams need to adapt and she says this. Maybe we'll have Tech open up a little now? How he dealt with Crosshair's absence? Hey, maybe he'll do the meditating thing with her that'd be cute 🥰

RIYO CHUCHI RIYO CHUCHI AHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHE'S SO AMAZING I LOVE HER SM FIGHTING FOR CLONES RIGHTS

YOU GOT WHAT YOU DESERVED RAMPART YOU MOTHER KARKER AND I'M SURE CROSSHAIR WAS CHEERING WHEREVER HE WAS

But I will never recover from how Palpatine twisted the whole thing and the new stormtrooper army was approved anyways geez

REX REX REX REX REX REX

THE CLONE TROOPER SNIPER WHO WAS TAKING OUT HIS OWN BROTHERS AND DOESN'T HAVE AN IDENTIFYING NUMBER ANYMORE WHAT??????? AND KRIFFING KILLED HIMSELF???????

OMEGA GETTING TO HANG WITH CHUCHI LIKE WAS SOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEE

wrecker still being afraid of heights my poor baby 😭😭😭

And the grand finale-

I will never ever EVER EVER FORGIVE FILONI FOR GIVING US CUTE ECHO AND OMEGA CONTENT ONLY TO RIP HIM AWAY AND IK HE'S GONNA DIE AND IK HE COMES BACK LATER THERE'S ONE MORE HUG COMING BUT HE'S GONNA SACRIFICE HIMSELF I JUST KNOW IT

Plan 99 - it has to mean 99's sacrifice and no I don't want to believe it can be smth else, smth else even more heartbreaking no no no no this is already too much for me

[cheolism-archive]

i need ur advice on something :)) i used to have a blog that was solely for reblogging and fic recs but i would write but just never post. i eventually posted one fic and it got way more attention than i expected and it had a couple thousand notes. then people started sending me asks and dm’ing me requests and to write more which i did for like a couple weeks but i got so overwhelmed that i deleted my acc 😭😭 this was a year ago haha and now idk if i should repost that fic and continue writing and post what i already have or just keep roblogging fics like i do now bc i’m scared i’ll get overwhelmed again 😭 ik i can set my boundaries and have requests closed but i’m just worried that if i do start posting i’ll have the urge to deactivate. and that’s like the last thing i wanna do bc i get so bummed out when others do that. sorry if this is really long ik it’s such a do or don’t situation. i really do like writing and want to share it with others but at the same time idk if i could stick it out longer than last time. if this is really confusinf im so sorry 😭

hello babie!!! i totally understand where you're coming from. if you want to write then i definitely recommend starting up your blog again. i'd advise you to create a post and pin it to the top of your blog setting boundaries, just like i do -- there's no shame in not taking requests or anything like that!!! writing is supposed to be fun!!! if you don't want to deactivate, you absolutely don't have to either!! you can just put your blog on hiatus!! if you had the urge to do this, i would also say to make it a sideblog instead of your main so you don't have to get rid of your account entirely if you get that urge. and also: you don't have to meet a quota or anything!! just write what you want, when you want to.

if you want to talk abt it more, you can send another ask or dm me!! i'm totally here to help you if you need it lovely <3

[lunapdf]

💚 Jennie x green Moodboard for anon 💚

[cybertistiic]

my followers when i post art that isn't caesar clown

[pacificateurs]

//oh man you have no idea how much i love radia.nt his.toria and how good it is, i’m binge playing it.

[royaltyoon]

Hello Yoon I saw that your requests are open! Can you maybe write an Eli Jang x reader smut? :>

Hello anon, thank you for the request <3

ELI JANG X READER

Lewd desperations

[A/N]

Ik I'm supposed to stick to headcanons in my hiatus, but I read some good smut today so I feel encourage to write this lol. It's not too long anways

🔞: contains mature content

"ah- y/n, wait" eli leaned his head on the surface behind him, fingers slowly tangling themselves with strands of your hair, pulling your head back.

He looked down to you, seated in a kneeled down posture, hands holding the side of his hips, half lidded eyes and red cheeks with heavy breathing. His heart thumped at the sight, the lustful look in your eyes made his cock pulsate in response.

"Let me help you relief some stress." The look you send eli was dangerous, he could feel himself harden.

Placing small kisses on his clothed erection, you could feel his body tense up with each of your moves. Small and faint lewd exhales escaped Eli's lips.

Stroking his cock ever so teasingly, while peppering kisses down it. You noticed how his grip on your hair tightened in anticipation, deciding to give him some pleasure, you take in his head and roll your tongue around it, occasionally giving it kitty licks.

You brought your eyes up and looked at him, locking his eyes with yours, you reach out to the hem of his boxers with your teeth. Slowly dragging it down, allowing his cock to spring free. As your hands roamed under his shirt.

"you're so pretty down here too, Eli."

"don't tease, y/n" he grunted out as his grip got even tighter, you took the chance and pushed your mouth lower, taking him in and hollowing your cheeks. Eli threw back his head, his eyes scrunching in pleasure and jaw tightened to prevent him from moaning out.

Something about him silencing those pretty moans didn't sit right with you, so you bobbed your head faster, taking more of him in.

Eli's mouth fell open, producing a loud moan echoing the walls of the closed room. Seeing his reaction, you picked up the speed.

Loud groans leaving his lips and his hands now tight in your hair, guiding you ever so slightly, his chest heaving and his eyes shut tight. You knew he was seconds away from thrusting in your mouth so you pulled back, stopping your movements.

You gently pushed him onto the bed and before he could register anything you were already on top of him, naked. You slip your hands under his ears pulling him in for a kiss.

His rough and veiny hands snaked around your waist, travelling up to play with your nipples. You moaned into the kiss, letting him know you enjoyed it.

You positioned your entrance right above his erection and sunk your body low, allowing your hole to get used to his size. A loud moan escaped your throat, his dick stretching out your tight walls send you pain which soon turned into pleasure.

But before you could finally make an attempt to ride him, eli flipped you around, changing positions, now with him on top of you. Your face buried in a pillow and ass arched up.

He placed one of his hands on your waist, steadying you and the other securely pinning both your hands behind your back. "Since when did I ever let you do the thrusting?" He let out a dry chuckle.

You could feel his cock in you but he refused to move, "do you want it? Beg for my cock if you want it." He laid a trails of kisses down your spine and his low voice made the hair on the back of your neck rise up.

"eli, please ah- please put your pretty cock in me. I need you" Content with your desperate mewling he shoved himself in halfway, "it's cute hearing you beg." And pulled back and slammed himself back in, "making you my pet doesn't sound so bad." making you a mess of screams and loud moans of his name and his thrusts only got harder with each passing second.

The next few hours consisted of a mixture of his deep groans and dirty words, your high pitched moans, almost screams, and the sound of skin slapping.

[soliss-occasus]

Mild Stranger Things 4 Spoilers below the cut

So ik I'm supposed to be on hiatus but I just finished watching the first two episodes and...

They really talked about a character called Michael Byers. Are you shitting me.