#ijustwanttobeloved

[chubowo]

new teeth just dropped!!!

#ijustwanttobeloved

[spoonfeedmecyanide]

compliments that make no sense but still make u feel warm and fuzzy inside

i'll go first

"you're so warm" (when hugging, cuddling or just generally in close contact) all this really does is confirm that my body is functioning regularly and is at a SCOLDING 37°C but just the idea that someone finds comfort in physical contact with me makes my brain go all mushy :)

acceptable responses:

"so are you"

"im aware"

(say nothing and just squeeze them tighter)

"the fuck do you MEAN? my body is at a perfectly acceptable temperature of 37° celsius"

[dreamnewdreams]

So I’ve been thinking about this a lot - and I have been going back and forth on it.

I’m letting my ex take my dog because he said it would be good for his mental health. Me, being someone who cares about mental health and peoples well being - couldn’t argue with that. Obviously the dog would be great for my mental health but if I take him then I’m not considering his mental health.

Yet he’s been incredibly disrespectful to me for months trying to hurt me emotionally just because he’s hurting. Which is very fucked up and no part of me deserves to be treated the way he has treated me lately.

So why the fuck am I still considering his feelings? I was home no more than an hour last night and he was already trying to drag me down. It’s so not okay and I just don’t understand how people treat others like that.

I need to stop giving to people who would get joy out of seeing me hurt.

[sweetnessthesweetmess]

Memoirs of a Sick Girl

Dating with an autoimmune disorder is exceptionally difficult. Do I divulge the extent of my illness early and risk them fleeing in terror? Do I wait until they are invested and drop this emotional nuclear bomb on them? What is fair? 

I don’t look sick, but I am. I very well could have a flair up that kills me tomorrow, or I could live to be old and ripe. I don’t even understand how bad my illness really is, I can only explain how I feel on a daily basis and hope that someone out there is emotionally strong enough to be able to handle the depression, the exhaustion, the pain, the little inconveniences that I have to endure every single day. 

When it comes down to it, I just want to be loved for the broken little sweetmess that I am. 

[icantbreathewhenimnotwithyou]

I’m so fucking tired of people.

i’m so fucking tired of not being anyone’s number one. either as friends or lovers, i’m never first choice. i’m not even on the list of possible companions. i’m so fucking tired of trying to get close to people that don’t even give a shit about me. i could go hours without talking to them and they wouldn’t care while i would be feeling sad without them. i just want someone to miss me. i just want someone to want to be my number one like i always do.

[xbexx]

I think

I could be okay

Through all the pain and all the hardship and all the fucking weight bearing down on me all the time

I think I could live with it

If I could only be loved by you.

[ragingflaminghomo]

I have this stupid dream. Its ridiculous really. And so completely unrealistic.

But I want to fall in love. And I want that person to fall in love with me right back. I want it to be epic. And life changing. I want someone to look at me like I put the fucking stars in the sky. Like every word I say is a earthshattering discovery. Like I'm a moving work of art. I want someone to put music back into my heart. Oh god, I crave to feel that rhythm between two heart beats again. To feel how naturally and how beautifully two souls can flow and interwine so fucking peacefully.

But I am so fucking terrified. What if that kind of love only happens once. What if Michael is the only love I get. What if I can never love again.

[michaela-milkovich]

#I #Just #Want #To #Be #Unconditionally #Loved #By #Someone #doesloveexistsanymore #Ijustwanttobeunconditionallylovedbysomeone #ijustwanttobeloved #findlove #love https://www.instagram.com/p/CMTC-1BFVMk/?igshid=1skc9jd9thfn1

[gloriousdiplomathorseopera]

I’m so overwhelmed. I don’t want to be alone anymore. I want love in my life again. Lust. Sex. I’m on SIX dating apps and haven’t had so much as a message from anyone. Fuck this.

[thebadthewickedthedead]

The hardest part of moving on after heartbreak is learning everything all over again.

I’ve tried for the past months. I’ve tried real hard to try to make new habits and try to erase old ones.

Truth has it I have no clue what I’m doing.

I can’t manage to make sense of my life.

I’m a creature of habit and you leaving messed with my head and life.

I lost my lover and my best friend. Now I’m void of anything.

I feel as if my friends hate me constantly.

Thing is they’ve got their own lives and I’m utterly alone.

When all I want is someone to hold me.

Spend time with me,

Tell me I’m okay and that it’s perfectly normal to not know what I need in life.

They’re too busy with their own partners and lives.

I made shitty decisions.

I continue to blame myself solely for the way I feel.

It’s not right.

I’m strong enough to own my demons.

I’m alone.

I’m evidently aware.

I’m so alone in this world that I created for myself.

You came in and made me believe I was in constant presence but evidently I’m just as alone as I was before.

Why can’t people love me and care about me?

Why can’t I find someone who will love me for who I am no matter how chaotic it may seem?

No matter how hard I try I’m constantly fucked over.

I’m the one crying at the end of the day and I am getting tired and weak.

I want to die.

There’s no secret in that but I want to hold onto hope that someone will find me attractive, smart and sexy the way I am.

[effyandrews]

"I'll keep you my dirty little secret, don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret." #blackandwhite #redlipstick #girls #girlswithpiercings #ijustwanttobeloved #Lizandrews #Effyandrews

[stoicaeregem]

I don't have anyone to be their #MCM, so I'll be my own #MCM Whatever!! whatever!! I do what I want. #beard #beardgang #beardsofinstagram #bearded #piercings #pierced #tattoo #tattoos #thatonetime #inbandcamp #rustytrombone #idk what those #hashtags mean #boredom #selfie #ijustwanttobeloved In other news, #hi (at Ohio)

[aprilcornwall]

#crowley #knowsthefeels #crowleydeservestobeloved #crowleyknowsthefeels #ideservetobeloved #iwanttobeloved #ijustwanttobeloved #marksheppard #supernatural #curingdemons #humanblood #crowleyshumanity #sheppardiseverywhere #valentines #valentinesday

[iknowidontknowme]

Wanna be sexy

Don’t wanna have sex *woot woot*

[icantbreathewhenimnotwithyou]

Not you

i found someone else, someone that’s not you. i’m really happy when i’m with him. he makes me forget all the bad things that you did. he makes me forget my pain. but sometimes i think of you. i think of ways to make you jealous, to show you that i’m over you. so i don’t know if i’m actually over you but i want too because i found someone amazing, someone that’s not you

[hatexlovexme-blog]

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