icantbreathewhenimnotwithyou

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Don’t imagine

Waking up next to them, feeling their chest expand with each breath against your back. Don’t imagine feeling their arms around your waist. Don’t imagine gently turning over to see their sleeping face. Don’t imagine gently pushing the hair out of their face and giving them a kiss on the forehead. Don’t imagine seeing their eyes flutter awake and them giving you a good morning kiss on the cheek.

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I gave people too many chances.. never again.

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you were the only one i felt safe around and you cheated on me. why me? why am i the throwaway, why the hell does no one care - sb

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“Don’t you hate it when you’re in love with a close friend. Because that never ending fear of rejection and fear of losing them is always around. Like how do I tell her that I’m in love with her that she is my world, that without her in my life I would crumble and probably cease to exist. How do I tell her that everytime she’s around my life seems to get brighter, that every moment with her is so precious to me.” How do I tell her I’m so in love with her I don’t even how to breathe anymore?”

-via nemoday

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god. i’m so so sorry

im sorry for ruining our friendship by telling you i like you..

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I’m very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very tired.

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““You have moments where you think you’re over it and then you have others where you cry on the bathroom floor wondering why you weren’t good enough.””

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I still love you, I wish you still loved me. But you never did anything for me except tell me I was pretty and now you tell me she’s gorgeous. You used to laugh and joke with me and say you were happy, and now she makes you the happiest you’ve ever been. What does she do for you that I couldn’t? I was always there for you. I was always there to rapidly reply to your texts. Where were you? Weeks without responding. Loads of left hanging goodnights and hellos. I just wanted to be your everything.

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You were in a relationship this whole time? What the fuck is wrong with you.

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i sat there and listened as you talked about her. you showed us pictures of her and told us about it. you’ve been texting her and asking us how you should reply. you’ve seemed so happy and bubbly and i love seeing you like this. but i wish it was me making you feel that way. my heart is broken and there’s nothing i can do about it except watch as you unknowingly break it more..

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The voice / I love / Every time I / Hear yours / Weird / How I know the / Sounds like a / Heartbeat

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You know what’s really hot? Not having to guess someone’s feelings or intentions

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I’m sad because there are certain songs I can’t listen to anymore because they remind me of you. And you can blast them on repeat without batting an eye.