#becauseimsappyandsad

[ragingflaminghomo]

I have this stupid dream. Its ridiculous really. And so completely unrealistic.

But I want to fall in love. And I want that person to fall in love with me right back. I want it to be epic. And life changing. I want someone to look at me like I put the fucking stars in the sky. Like every word I say is a earthshattering discovery. Like I'm a moving work of art. I want someone to put music back into my heart. Oh god, I crave to feel that rhythm between two heart beats again. To feel how naturally and how beautifully two souls can flow and interwine so fucking peacefully.

But I am so fucking terrified. What if that kind of love only happens once. What if Michael is the only love I get. What if I can never love again.