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Please reblog if you’re a fan of or can somewhat accept Stampede knives AND you don’t think he is in love with his brother
There’s five of us but we should know each other I think.
#millions knives#trigun#trigun stampede#I’m not gonna complain#I will just ignore#I’m writing an essay on him that’s why we’re back here I unfortunately#have bumped into an audience I cannot agree with#I don’t wanna be mean this time#so please no one like provoke anything
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The party at the Prom
But soberness turns out to be the friends we made along the way
I literally just got possessed and woke up with my this piece finished two weeks later
Mind you as much as deranged teenager I am, for everything to be ✨legal✨ you could tell this is my self-indulgent polish Byler au. Because I was inspired to draw this after my school’s prom and I know NOTHING about American proms lmao. Anyway here’s some more context:
And yeah Will is totally the person to run the fuck away randomly and Elmax would probably be on the side quest. Somewhere outside of the state. Most likely.
#will byers#mike wheeler#dustin henderson#lucas sinclair#stranger things#byler#< target audience#I mean LOOK AT THE TIES I THINK THIS IS OBVIOUS#byler PRL au#ig??#byler prom#I need prom fics you can recommend me some#also it’s my first time drawing Dustin and Lucas so if you have some criticism about my way of drawing them I will take it and do better#promise 🙏#I don’t know what to add here tbh I’m just#I’m egxausted#this is the most self-indulgent thing I’ve done in a while#IF MY ENGLISH IS OFF PLEASE IGNORE IT
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It was quite worrying walking down the main shopping streets of my city during pride and seeing that barely any of them have any pride flags or anything in the window. Rainbow capitalism will not save us but it is so unnerving when even last year most shops had some kind of bunting in the window and this year it was only three or four. Like idk it feels emblematic of a worsening or idk souring attitude towards queer people that is definitely influenced by rampant transphobia in the uk. Which is why it’s so upsetting when cis queer people join in on transphobia in hopes of distancing themselves from the current social and political undesirability of transness.
#idk idk it just makes me nervous when businesses won’t even trot out a bit of rainbow bunting for one day#like I don’t need McDonald’s to pretend to love gay people but it really does feel like showing support of lgbt people is now seen as a#liability rather than profitable#and I think that that’s ultimately a step back?#idk there’s been a lot of Christian proselytising in town that has been really like gathering audiences and engaging people when most people#used to ignore it and walk right past it and it all just feels a little bit scary#when i say Christian proselytising i mean explicitly homophobic Christian proselytising#which also just sucks to have to hear on your way to work.#I’m a fucking person not a sign of the end times#anyway I had a good time and my city’s pride is quite small and very sweet and it was a good day but like. uh oh.#this has all been said before and better by other people
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Sorry, I still can’t get over “technically dead for 14 minutes & then wakes up the next day & is totally fine to go back to work almost immediately.”
I’m frustrated by a lot in the finale, but genuinely, what the fuck is that? Like, do they genuinely think we are SO stupid, that we wouldn’t have any questions about that? That none of us would find it odd, or unrealistic??
I get the suspension of disbelief for a TV show, but I don’t think I’m going to be getting over this anytime soon
#911 abc#tim minear#do you hate your audience & think they’re completely stupid?#bc I don’t have any other explanation for why this was ever written & okay’d & aired#bobby nash#even if you didn’t want to kill Bobby off you could’ve shown his recovery#show him wanting to get back to the LAFD but not able to yet bc of his health.#show him wanting to be back at the 118 bc of Gerrard & how his people are being treated but unable to work bc of the strain of his body#they could have done a lot with this storyline & instead chose to practically ignore that it happened & I cannot get the fuck over it
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this is a tag on a poll about gifmakers’ worst struggles and honestly… they’re right.
ESPECIALLY if it’s a piece of media that’s more popular and has a larger fandom. better hope you get to it within the hour at that point
#sometimes I get woes over certain medias and interests that don’t really have an audience on here#but then I see those big fandoms and seeing the sets with the most notes always being the ones posted like 10 minutes after it drops. yeah#then I’m glad I gif stuff that’s BEEN out or isn’t so exposed#ignore me#not a vent just wanted to get this out
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can i just like. say something.
i think this community can be really fun at times! i also think it can be toxic! that said, a lot of — not all, but a lot — the toxicity comes from people actively opening themselves up to harmful situations.
the cool thing about online spaces is that you have so much control in curating them! you can block someone whose opinions or posts you don’t agree with without ever having to interact with them. you can ignore or delete hateful anonymous messages, or even disable the feature entirely. you can privately message someone if you want to talk to them without an audience watching the entire thing.
the point of this isn’t to say that you shouldn’t engage in discourse, that being petty and dramatic isn’t fun, that responding to anon hate with a one-liner isn’t funny and cool. the point is to say that i think it’s kind of silly to complain about drama and negativity and hate when you also invite 300,000+ people to say some nasty shit to you with zero consequences on their end but a whole lot of satisfaction out of the reaction they get from you.
this isn’t directed at any one person in particular, and it’s not an attack. it’s simply a gentle reminder that you literally have the power to make this space a positive one. please stop letting strangers on the internet take that away from you.
#the block button is literally my best friend. i cannot tell you how many people i have blocked.#and i have no beef w them personally i just do not agree w them and don’t want to see it. that’s it! none of us are bad people!#but like y’all i feel bad seeing people get so stressed on here. there are so many FREE features that can help you avoid that#there’s also something to be said abt knowing how to act when you have a large audience but that’s a post for the vault#my point is that your experience here is entirely up to you and you can find pockets of this community you thrive in#you don’t need all 300k in your corner. it’s impossible. i promise#❤️#not tagging this but ok to rb if you want to and also ok to ignore idc
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The inclusion of Hermes as a father figure rather than a narrator in Hadestown is the single best thing Anaïs Mitchell could possibly have done for the framing of her story in this essay I will-
#Soph’s posts#Hadestown#because!!! Because when Hermes is involved in the story it completely reshapes the way it’s being told!!!#He’s a character AND a narrator. The story is being told by somebody inside it#Because it’s not just a story even to those that know it’s a story. It’s both a life lived and a tale told.#The narrator is the thing that connects us to any story because without one we wouldn’t HAVE a story#And having a narrator who is also a character and is AWARE of that dual role integrates the audience brilliantly#As opposed to off-broadway when Hermes is inherently separate from the narrative or characters#He’s telling the story without being any kind of invested in it or doing anything to change it#Damon and Nabiyah’s Hadestown IS like a myth because it’s a story being presented by Hermes the showman#But Reeve and Eva’s Hadestown is closer to the audience because of Hermes’s closeness with Orpheus#And Orpheus is changed by Hermes’s new roles as well!!!#When he has a father figure to prompt him and help him he develops this otherworldly innocence#Which fits him much better than the separation between his magic and his personality#With Hermes pushing the story Orpheus goes from ignoring the world to not knowing it’s there#Like in come home with me where “don’t come on too strong” makes “come home with me” way sweeter#Damon’s Orpheus and his narrative would be way closer to Reeve’s if he had Andre’s Hermes#Damn I really did write an essay huh
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I deleted your comment because it made me so mad, but I need to explain why so you don't keep doing this. You shouldn't make queer characters straight, but it's fine to make straight characters queer because they are not a marginalised group. They are not an underrepresented group. HC-ing straight people queer is not the same as HC-ing ace people allosexual. Asexual people are ridiculed and ignored within their own community, so when we get canon representation, that needs to be respected. When the media is as saturated with ace rep as it is straight rep, we can revisit this conversation, but until then if you like the dynamic of two characters there's no reason why you can't take that and make something new with it. You don't need to erase ace characters in the process. Hope this helps
That’s a dumb thing to think, and I think you know it. Characters from marginalised groups requiring protectionist double standards I mean. They’re fictional characters, they exist to entertain. They aren’t real or worth protecting, no matter what their sexual orientation or lack there of is. I literally kill my OCs in the name of fetishisation on my blog. You don’t protect fictional characters, they’re tools, they exist to be used and exploited no matter who they represent.
That’s not even getting into the fact that you aren’t even talking about media representation, you’re talking about fanfiction. A niche close knit form of media that the majority of people will never even see. If you’re trying to influence how others think on a societal or systemic level, fanfiction is a laughable way to do it. You can’t dictate how an audience reacts to a character. You can’t control who people will ship with who or what they write about. Fanfiction is a hobby, it’s done for fun, out of dedication and passion. You should be grateful that people like the same characters you like and the same stories you like enough to want to invent new stories for them, being picky about those stories in an artistic sense is fine, but pretending it’s a question of morality? That’s just self-righteous. It’s just bossing people around and shaming them cause you think you know better.
I ship Gale X Astarion X Tav even though Gale isn’t poly and Astarion has some definite sexual trauma in his past. I ship Yuugi/Atem even though Yuugi is canonically straight. I ship tons of other things that are not even remotely canon. It’s not wrong or evil it’s creative license and it’s fun.
I should clarify that the post they’re so mad about they deleted was me essentially saying: “I ship Yuugi/Yami no Yuugi, even though Yuugi is canonically into pussy, I’m not sparing the straights, so why would I spare the asexuals?” I forget the actual wording, I don’t think I mentioned pussy in so many words. So just think of this version as a slightly more crass and dramatic reenactment.
Anyway I don’t even feel offended by being deleted this time because I’m too taken back by the need of OP to correct my supposed bad behaviour.
I’mma be honest guys, while I told this person I would lance the sacred cow of canonical queerness. I don’t actually have that many fanfiction OTPs I can think of that are straight despite being canonically queer. (Does Pomni X Caine count? An AI could be assumed to be canonically asexual right? But then the Moon is implied to get frisky so…yeah I don’t think I can determine this with just a pilot episode)
So not only am I sex repulsed IRL and thus the last person who needs to be told that life is tough for folk on the ace spectrum but the supposed “horrible” thing this person NEEDS to stop me doing I’m not entirely sure I’ve actually done. (I’ve read ALOT of fanfiction in my life though so I could just be misremembering.)
If anyone’s wondering why I’m so passionate about this though. It’s cause I want to be a proper writer one day and fictional characters as tools to be exploited is an inalienable right for writers. Does this mean I think getting attached to or empathising with characters is bad if you’re a writer? Hell no! But you gotta treat them like Sims characters and drown them in the pool without a second thought. I like my Sims, I empathise with my Sims and I still wouldn’t fucking hesitate to murder them in cold blood. And THAT my friends is the ideal attitude we should all aspire to when writing.
#Fanfiction is about the freedom to ignore canon#Death of the author should also apply to other audience members#Puzzleshipping#Astarion x Gale x Tav#bloodweave x tav#Also I’m pretty sure most Gems are asexual so why was Peridot singled out in your first post lol.#When the person whose sex repulsed IRL has to explain this shit SMH#I don’t even have sex why is it up to me?
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several days and 15 thousand words later, i am relieved to report that the suffocating urge to Write Something has been sated and no longer has me in a chokehold
#Seven.txt#writing stuff#thinking of that post that’s like ‘u Have To make art or all the ideas stay stuck in ur brain and make u sick’ bc yeah thats been the vibe#wish i wasn’t so all or nothing about it tho. but alas. i’m that way with everything in my life#i either expect 10k in a day from myself or i don’t write at all for weeks. or months :)#and my average pace is about 500 words per hour. so u can see. how that might be a problem. given how many hours are in a day.#and that’s obviously not sustainable. but idk if it’s adhd or what but it’s So hard to quickly start and stop tasks just Whenever#i struggle to be one of those ppl that can consistently write like. 500 words a day every day and then wow! soon you have a whole novel#nah. once i get myself in the Zone then i’m Goin’ and i can’t stop until i’m Done or i collapse from ignoring my body’s needs lmao#it’s something i should make an effort to do though bc i’d love to be consistently chipping away at things instead of working in bursts#anyways this is a lotta negative self-commentary for what is actually a Positive post! bc yay!! i wrote a thing!! Two things actually!!! 🎉#i got the follow-up to last year’s Matt oneshot done And i wrote the next chapter of Heaven in Hiding after uh. a year and some months#i wanted to blow the dust off the ol’ keyboard by starting with writing some less. uh. high-stakes(?) stuff#not that i didn’t put my all into writing them. i always do. just that ik they’ll have less of an audience so ill cringe less if they suck#so then i can hopefully do justice to the [N]MbD stuff that i’ll be putting out next! ehehe *rubbing my hands together* Finally#the next two [N]MbD fics r already written but the first little one needs a final edit#and then the Big one for. uh. someone (u kno who u r) needs a bit of rewriting i think. i wanna make it Better#so release schedule will be 1. Matt • 2. HiH Ch.3 • 3. [N]MbD small fic • 4. [N]MbD Big fic#then i’m gonna write a lil Boothill comfort oneshot. then i’ll edit/maybe rewrite and post that Dew (Ghost) OCD comfort oneshot#i also wanna keep writing the last couple chapters of HiH before i unintentionally abandon it again#and after/amidst all that maybe i’ll manage to get ES Ch.6 written and posted before the end of the year 😭#anyways ik i’ve made posts like this before. talking abt all these Plans of mine. and most of those things r Still stuck in the pipeline#so don’t put too much stock into this plan. i could have another Bad couple of months and get None of it done#but god i sure fucking hope not. i’d really like to cling to my creativity. if for no other reason than that it makes me happy
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your tags made me look up bridgerton george iii and-- oh my god. what have they done. no offence to that actor, he's a good looking fellow but What The Fuck
right? right??? where are the WIGS? where is the ROUGE? try as I might I cannot in any universe envision that man as our good george iii. he looks like he’s from once upon a time. he looks like the human equivalent of the default lego figure face. any respectable gentleman would not be caught dead in 18th century high society looking like that. god save the king but for christ’s sake not that one.
#I’m literally so mad about this lmao#and yeah the actor’s fine it’s not his fault he looks like that. but is IS the casting director’s fault for just sticking him on set#without DOING anything to make him look like he came from the 18th century#my god they could have at least tried#not going to get into this now but I do believe it’s the whole trend of producers conveniently ignoring parts of history they don’t like and#modernizing it where they see fit just to make it palatable to a modern audience#even over stuff as stupid as this one dude wearing a wig when literally EVERYONE else at or near his status would have been wearing one#god even just that would have made it Better#you got me started I’m sorry#call me loyalist scum but I do care about the man#the captain answers#amrev#??#george iii#bridgerton#awi
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every fandom ive been in always has people who engage in so much fandom discourse and like 9 times out of 10 I fully agree with their opinion but they’re just. so mean about it
#how can someone be so mean that i (person who literally agrees with them) feel hurt?#kinda fucked up if you ask me#why are there people like this in EVERY fandom. why is that#also these are the same people who start the discourse. they say they aren’t but they’re always the ones who make vague rude posts about#random posts in the general tag that they are probably just not the target audience for#in most of the fandoms ive been in it was just kids like that which still sucks but also sometimes it’s adults? which is so weird to me?#why are people like this why do people CHOOSE to be mean#I mean for some of it it was because it was on twitter and twitter is Twitter but still why do people have to be mean on there#I have not looked at that wretched site for YEARS now and holy shit is my fandom experience (and life in general) is better for it#this is. kind of a vent i guess? i’ll tag it as one just in case lol#vent#also ive blocked all these people lol dw#I guess some i don’t have blocked because they make funny shitposts and aren’t SUPER mean but I ignore them when they’re not being funny#which is usually easy enough
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Gjkeke
#white people are never beating the I hate when niggas exist allegations#rambling#then the article tried to connect TS in the audience to U performance as if they correlated in anyway#white people are like the scorned lover who keys your car and actually wants to kill you to black ppl bro#and you could tell if a a post was made by a white or nb whenever they said some lame shit like ‘name 5 ushers songs-‘ like baby you’re#white#you don’t like or talk to black ppl unless you have to I expect nothing less from you people#like literally#also it’s crazy to say stuff like this when usher has always been extremely popular worldwide he’s literally Beyoncé’s peer they’re on the#same level and he’s a legend like it’s not black peoples fault that you ignore black artists even if their shit is blasting everywhere#you don’t listen to black artists and ignore them and it’s okay whatever just don’t open your mouth showing your ass#wp are like the living embodiment of hell on earth In it’s physical form#getting off topic but ppl were saying that they thought that Kylie Jenner was beyonce bro I want to jump#she had to pay money to look like even a fraction of her please don’t play in a black womans face like that man#especially during bhm
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Perverse intrusive thoughts manifesting themselves in dreams is the actual worst.
#Especially with the timing of this one#Brain… have some fucking respect for the dead#ugh ugh ugh#[throws up]#The worst thing is I’m so used to them that I barely feel disgusted anymore#I’m not sure if I can properly tag this as OCD anymore because I’ve kind of kicked the worst of it with incidental exposure therapy#and straight up ignoring everything until it went away like a petulant child’s attention-seeking behavior#At one time this would have distressed me about one hundred times more than it is right now#Like if I still do have it: it’s more in the form of “just right” in which I talk to myself in the mirror#and constantly correct my sentence structure and say the same things over and over again so it comes out “normal sounding”#but that could just be scripting too??? so idk#I mean talking to myself in the mirror is pretty disruptive when I need to go to sleep (the mirror is across from my bed)#or generally do things#but it’s kind of a fun activity#The activity itself does not cause me distress and it’s pretty useful sometimes#I use what I’ve said to myself in the mirror in real conversation; my speech is smoother and less choppy as a result#Because if I don’t plan what I want to say; I get so hung up on certain details that I fuck up the chronological order of events#This way I have an outline if anyone mentions certain subjects#Plus I can vent and be ugly (uglier than I am on here) and no one gets hurt#I also vent on here because I don’t have a captive audience; people can choose not to read it#It’s impersonal#It’s my thoughts and feelings with my presence removed from the situation so no one is locked into conversation#vent post
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sorry for continued pjo posting but. man so many people in that fandom are so fucking allergic to people pointing out problems in the books and the fandom lmao
#rr crit#‘s0langelo isn’t a bad ship and it’s not a bad thing that will is nico’s doctor and oversteps his boundaries#it’s not ableist you’re just reaching’#can you people. gather up one (1) braincell and realize that literally so much of s0langelo’s canon moments are bad at best#idc if it makes you upset to think about your precious gay babies being an ableist ship but that doesn’t mean you can just ignore disabled#people and their very valid criticism of the ship#like. i do not know how some people can look at that ship and not even briefly go ‘huh there’s a weird power/maturity imbalance and will is#kind of a dick and constantly ignores nico’s boundaries and bosses him around’#you can still ship it by all means! but i think it’s important to address these problems and themes!!!#esp because the books are for a younger audience#i personally don’t think that having one of the only queer couples that gets significant attention be……. Like That#nothing as romantic as almost gaslighting someone about their mistreatment and then getting mad at them for not hanging out with you#when you didn’t even say anything about wanting to see them#or constantly ignoring their agency#and also again it Sucks to pair the disabled character off with a healer im sorry. it just sucks#dove talks#also the age gap is bad#rick’s timeline and canon ages are#so fuckin messy#and he retconed will’s age#hes supposedly like 14 while nico is 13 (think he turns 14 at some point in toa but i never read it)#but he established will to be like. 15#and usually a 2 year age gap is fine but the difference between 13 and 15 is uhhh very large#so there’s that.
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if they show Mulder’s wedding band one more time in these stupid flashback episodes istg
#the x files#first time watcher#LIKE I GET IT#I GET OK#HE WAS NOT ALWAYS HEAD OVER HEALS FOR SCULLY#YOU DONT HAVE TO RUB IT IN MY FACE#honestly I don’t even wanna know what the HELL was going on there#and DD keeps pushing his hair back and scratching his face to make sure the audience sees it#I SEE IT OK#IM TRYING TO IGNORE IT BUT I SEE IT#YOU CAN STOP NOW#please 😭
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Hi… it’s really hard hitting longing hours.
#you can ignore this#feeling very sad and depressed now#I’m very lonely 🥺#my friend made me realize that#I don’t like to mention it to anyone because I feel silly when everyone says it’s just not your time or you’ll meet someone like I feel so#unloveable that it really hurts deep#I don’t think I’ll ever find what I want and I tell myself it’s okay and it usually is but I feel kinda laughed at even though no one’s l#actually laughing at me#I’m an audience of one and a performer of one#I hope she doesn’t see this because it’s not her fault#I’m just sad#always have been always will be#if you read all that please don’t bring it up 🥺 I don’t wanna burden anyone with my loser talk#I love you 🩷♥️#I just wanted to add that I don’t really mention my feelings elsewhere I don’t have a diary or journal and I don’t post like this on Twitter#bc my sisters are on Twitter#so I dump here#if you wanna block my rare sad posts here’s the tag#melifails at life
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