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watching old moominvalley clips and actively losing my mind because what even was s4
#moominvalley season 4#moominvalley#moominvalley 2019#listening to different languages too#snufkin has consistently had an adorable voice#its made me believe cuteness aggression is real because all i want to do is squeeze him like a dog toy#gently of course#ignore my rambles its late
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MAMAGÜEVO MAMAGÜEVO MAMAGÜEVO MAMAGÜEVO MAMAGÜEVO MAMAGÜEVO MAMAGÜEVO MAMAGÜEVO MAMAGÜEVO FUCKING YOUTUBE NOTIFY ME OF THESE THINGS 😭😭😭😭
#its yts fault if i ever ramble about pvpciv a wHOLE FUCKINF MONTH late <3#anyway#get ready for Djevel's Descent Into Madness™ — PVP Civilization Edition!#pvp civilization#pvp evbo#pvp civ evbo#evbo#evbo pvpciv#pvp civ spoilers#also ignore the cemetery of yt tabs ive got open <3 it does not concer u so u should not worry about it <33#WILL WE SEE MORE PRINCEZAM???? a demon boy can only dream <3333#... hes my babygirl ok? hes my blorbo. my girliepop. i screamed more and louder when he came on screen than when clown did#I LOVE PRINCEZAM OK? hes cool and fun and cool and great 👍👍
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So what if I go back to s1e10 of 911 and I enjoy Bobby's little dating profile and think about silly cute ideas about it hmm?! HMMM?!
#hey what if we like just ignored canon? like nothing can stop us uwu#I've made ships outta nothing so like listen it's gonna be okay sugarplum#am i talking to you or am i talking to myself? lol i'll never say#toad rambles#ANYWAY chobby was on my dash today#i had NO idea that was the ship name but it made me giggle#ALSO the way chim looks at bobby when Buck is being an ass about his 'dinosaur' dating profile#and bobby looking at chim like wait is it really that bad 🥺#but also i want a chobby flan date like bobby sounded so offended “YOU DON'T” like how dare you not think flan is the bomb chimney?! WTF#i was too into bathena even before i watched the show lol but i see you chobby i see you and i'm writing things down -c-#AND there are so many ways you could spin Hen's reaction to her looking at the profile like my brain is like 🤯#also I'm sorry but I LIKED bobby's dating profile!! OKAY!?!#(I THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE AND HIM BEING HONEST ABOUT WHAT HE ACTUALLY WAS LOOKING FOR!!)#LISTEN I WASN'T HERE WHEN THE SHOW STARTED!! I GOT HERE LATE TO THE PARTY!!#I MISSED OUT ON A LOT OF THE SPIRALING WITH FANDOM IN THE FUN WAY!!!#AND THERE'S STILL SO MUCH I WANT TO DRAW!!!#AND MY SLOW DINOSAUR ASS IS GOING TO STAY HERE UNTIL I FEEL LIKE ITS OUT OF MY SYSTEM BUT BECAUSE BATHENA IS LIKE ON THE TOP SHELF OF SHIPS#I MIGHT ACTUALLY BE HERE FOR A LONGER TIME THAN THIS SHOW WILL EVEN AIR!#sorry for yelling#i was miffed but i took a sigh anywho#hope everyone is having a lovely day lol#i have only one job today and once that's out of the way we're going BACK to creative nonsense!#throwing you creative vibes and little tiny internet hearts#you are loved and i'm proud of you and you look super cute today pls dont forget to drink water and be kind to yourself <3
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Anyone else not able to say 'bless you', either because it feels too personal, embarrassing, slightly erotic or a mixture of all of the above-
Buuuuuut also whenever an event interrupts the conversation, you feel so much more awkward not saying anything/commenting on it at all, and so you wish you could just... say that phrase, or have some other thing that makes sense to say to just- shrug it off???
#waterfalltalks#been thinking about this SO much lately like- thought about it before#but i grew up in a household where no one said it#and none of my friends ever say/said it so it was never really a problem#we all just pretty much ignore them THOUGH lately bc of one friend they've started#mocking... the noises/sounds.... which is a WHOLE ass experience both when it happens to me or when it happens to someone else#buuuuttt i digress- the point is more that lately its been a lot more on my mind bc#it keeps happening in the middle of a conversation/when we're watching videos#and it just.... feels so SILENT afterwards and i know no one else is thinking about it bc#no one else puts the pressure on it that i do (cept my one friend that knows but he doesnt usually mention it)#but like.... idk guys i just feel AWKWARD not SAYING ANYTHING but also i feel even WORSE saying something and is just so eguheugheuhjgshueg#idk just!!! thoughts!!! and seeing if im alone in this bc i know other people feel awkward blessing but#does anyone else feel that?? silence????? maybe im just crazy ToT#if you made it this far im sorry for the rambling and thank you for reading ittttt feel free to tell me what u think bc im out of my mind <#waterfallrambles
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back for another jjk yap sess, this time abt geto LOL...
im honestly a little surprised i never noticed this before but the way that geto (who thought that his best friend was killed and saw a girl he was essentially willing to uproot his life for get murdered right in front of him) tries SOO hard to stay calm while toji's talking and then the MOMENT he brings satoru up again and trivializes riko's death, suguru loses it. i'm thinking suguru let him talk in the first place despite the risk of letting toji reveal his pact (and wanting to kill him Very Bad) cuz he figured it would be better to understand toji's deal since he beat satoru, something that suguru trusted would not happen
but then he starts referring to satoru strictly as "the six eyes", and i think that suguru, one of the few people that saw satoru as a person beyond his cursed technique or his family name could not help but get super pissed abt toji's dehumanization of satoru (and riko too, who he only refers to as the star plasma vessel). i just thought that it was very interesting....... suguru cared so much and it makes me CRAZY AS FUCK.
like, to begin with i think its sooo so interesting that suguru made it a point to be considerate of all the human parts of satoru despite the fact that im sure most other people assume he doesn't need to be worried about. i'll never stop thinking about suguru asking if he needs a break since he's overusing his technique, telling him he worked hard after getting back to the school, trying to rush to his side after he's been stabbed and being conflicted when satoru tells him to leave with riko and kuroi... he didn't just assume satoru could handle all that shit on his own cuz even if he could have he shouldn't have to.
also related omg im almost done i promise but!! the scene where suguru gets to the star religious group and sees satoru again for the first time...
the way that he can't even believe his eyes, probably in part because he's acting way different but also because he thought he FUCKING DIED. and he had to drag himself out of the tomb of the stars and probably went to look for gojo's body before even going to shoko. and then he had to tell her he couldn't even find his body man WHAT THE FUCK!!! i think maybe saw a twitter post about this part in particular but he might have thought toji took riko's body and satoru's, so the thought that he went all the way there thinking he'd have to see two dead bodies of people he cared about... ugh. suguru geto i love you
#if this makes no sense at all that's fine i wrote it like i was possessed#i need jjk mutuals to talk to or something cuz i dont wanna annoy my friends with every silly thought in my head LOOL#ive been having a rlly hard time getting into drawing lately so i gotta get the worms out somehow#i plan on posting a fic actually at the end of the month but it'll probably be late LMAO#also i tried so hard to keep my deranged stsg headcanons out of this......... i dont think it really worked#anyway if anything in here is wrong or a reach uhhh just ignore it i tried my best LOL#i love riko so fucking much by the way its insane. i would draw her if i had the energy but since i dont maybe ill just ramble about her#geto suguru#gojo satoru#riko amanai#toji fushiguro#shoko ieiri#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk rambles#as a treat....#satosugu#sugusato#stsg#doodootalks
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rough draft
#this can get posted cause i actually really like it#ive been loving messy art lately its really nice to make stuff for the sake of getting ideas out and not have to stress over it not looking#-absolutely perfect and then being disappointed in myself after each piece#so :] take the boys tumblr#homestuck#dirk strider#dave strider#my art#dirkdave#stridercest#msi#obligatory anxiety driven reminder that if im misinterpreting the song no im not shut up (lighthearted)#uhhh queues this for like 11am tomofrow#today ig its like 1am#OKAY POSTS IT#fuck i love rambling#Spotify#also i came back for more notes cause when arent i rambling but uh ignore that theres only two of them thus rendering the vodka they are-#-spinning completely useless#the official version will have a couple other people thrown in#but like in less detail kinda fuzzy like#probably like june and terezi or something idfk#or john ig but i think june fits the tone better#OKAY ACTUALLY BYE NOW SHUT UP ME#wow i just posted cringe basically
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My inability to remember including Chuuya's hat in every fic I write is becoming a problem nkfsjbf
#After 3k words my brain was like “...wait. Chuuya has a *fedora*!”#WELL TOO LATE#njergjlwjbrlr#We'll just ignore its existence and hope my readers don't notice >.>#anyways hey tumblr I'm back(?)#been long since I visited the dash oh man what did I miss#bsd#bsd writer problems lmao#chuuya nakahara#rambling#writing#bsd fanfics#bungou stray dogs#bsd Chuuya#j's post
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do you think that with Soul having inhuman qualities it eats away at them a bit? it makes them feel far away from Whole, Harmonia, the person that they’re trying to be? do you think that it thinks about its horns and tail that paints him to look more like a demon, something that feels so far from the holy light that they want to bathe themself in? do you think he’s ever tried to get rid of it? do you think that it just makes them feel worse?
#talking to the stars#its so late right now im talking straight gibberish#ignore my ramblings#chonny jash
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every day i wish the princesses had like any character at all and werent just there to be girlfriends
#they could be so COOL#THEYRE SO AWESOME IM LIKE IN LOVE WITH THEIR DESIGNS but theyre never once not just#generic wife characters.#i feel like the closest theyve gotten is in the comics they have like the TINIEST sliver of personality but even then its barely there#dunno if this is applicable to face the music i havent seen it in four years#but goddddd. let them have like any personality at all PLEASE#bechdel test who. whats that. gone. never existed#i mean its understandable its some movies and shit from 89/91 its not gonna be that good#i feel so awful like completely ignoring them for bill and ted but also theres like nothing there to do anything with.#theyre basically not there in the actual media anyways#forced to be a steryotypical fandom m/m shipper by the horrrible writing of the women#rip#either that or make them lesbians that always works. not with eachother cuz theyre sisters but just like in general. i feel like thatd help#slash half jay#jello shut up challenge#bill and ted#mmm late night inability to sleep fueled tag rambling my favorite pasttime#tehy are sisters right im not making that up. i dont think i am. anyways done talkign now
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hi here's redesigns nobody asked for
@quazikam i have a personal law where i'm required to tag you in anything shuichi saihara related on my blog
#danganronpa#drv3#drv3 redesigns#drv3 shuichi#drv3 kokichi#shuichi's canon design did him so dirty bro#like mans at least deserved blue eyes#but no#he got them ugly ass beige eyes (not shuichi slander its his eyes slander)#kokichi's canon design did artists dirty#bro stop wearing chains my guy it does not make you edgy#it just makes me want to fall off a cliff trying to draw you#do love both these guys tho#they are so children#going feral#i tried to take from what i remember of shuichi's beta design#so if it looks familiar thats why#i made shuichi's really fast and ive had kokichi's mapped out for hours#so thats why shuichi's looks like... that.#also PLEASE ignore the height innacuracy i didnt realize until it was too late to fix#i will not merge the layers for shit#alright im done rambling enjoy#yum its art
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#been a minute but let's update and vent for a sec#crazy couple weeks first of all with bobby dying (which completely wrecked me) and then finals right at the same time#lets just say i did my best and we hope I pass#i dont need the best grade i just need to pass#still in turmoil over bobby tbh its been up and down im numb at this point#trying very hard to ignore and live in the dream world of none of it ever happened#but then i think to hard and i get sick and so angry#like if anything im firmly in the anger stage im so pissed off at everything that happened#i could rant forever on that topic but I'll spare u#other good news i graduated!!! no more college#good and bad#horrible work weekend#in a constant state of anxiety and sadness lately cant say why.....#but ive got a trip coming up that will hopefully let me relax and recouperate#and then who knows#but im trying to get some art done#sooo many ideas but executing it's really hard rn#if i can just get past the weird mood of the week but#i keep coming back to 911 and how frustrated and pissed off i am#and sad#rahhhhh its so rough out here#i need the overwhelming impending sense of doom to go away too#911 is only making it worse tbh#someone free me#theres a life update for u since ive been kinda not the most active#but trust ill be back with art and other nonsense#and maybe eventually expand this blog to more of my interests#i also wanna get a proper tag system started....... long over due sorry guys#ris rambles
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Icebound episode 15 spoilers under the cut
You know, idk if it’s a good or bad thing that I had the previous context of Baldur’s Gate 3, where the entire plot of the game involves Mindflayers and their whole mindfuckery, before starting the Ogreton arc in Icebound, because the MOMENT someone eluded to some kind of mindfuckery, my mind IMMEDIATELY went to Illithids or something of that nature. And I’m kinda glad I was right but I also hate the way I found out that I was right
It’s kinda like the wendigo thing ya know? Because I had the previous context of Until Dawn (a horror game involving the lore of the wendigo), as well as my subsequent hyperfixation of researching the wendigo when I was like 13, I had an inkling that wendigo was going to be involved in some way in Icebound. And, again, I was correct, but I also hate the way I found out I was correct
Also, side note, but I love the fact that Derek mashed up a bunch of different mythologies and folklore and practices for Icebound. Like the wendigo from Native American folklore, the Aztec death whistle that Derek used for the wendigo followed by the Dragonborn Druid camp and their practices being similar to the Aztecs, as well as Ogreton having a lot of ancient Greek and ancient Roman influences (also maybe being partially inspired by the tale of the lotus eaters from the Odyssey?)
Like how has it taken me THIS long to watch Icebound. Genuinely, how. Literally EVERYTHING about it is so up my alley because I have at one point or another have hyperfixated on just about everything that very clearly has some kind of influence on this campaign. Obviously i know the Icebound and OUAW campaigns didn’t exist when I was 13/14, but man if they did I absolutely would’ve eaten this shit up. Probably would’ve even gotten into D&D sooner tbh.
#this really turned into a loopy late-night ramble huh#I know I don’t make sense ignore me#it’s like 2:30 in the morning and I’m tired#I just really needed to say this ya know?#no but seriously tho#this campaign is like soul food for my inner 13yo#no wonder it was calling to me when I was looking at their campaigns after Witchlight#Witchlight might’ve gotten to me first but Icebound now has me by a chokehold#and if Icebound is still going when Witchlight ends its hiatus#I am going to be eating good#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#icebound#2am ramblings
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Steggy Week Day 1 - Meta
@steggyfanevents and everyone else pls accept my late offering of brainrot ranting into the void
Peggy's face says so much during the Endgame dance it's insane. It's such a contrast to Steve, who is very expressive yeah but he's really just showing one thing - that he's peaceful (if anything his eyesbrows are drawn in a little but it's just concentration, not any uncertainty like Peggy has). There's not as much going through his head because he's dealt with all of this already. He already wrapped his mind around every factor of what got him to this point, he's just savoring the moment now that he finally can. Peggy's only had the last few minutes. Of course whatever happened when she opened the door is up to everyone's headcanons, but he had to give her something good enough to convince her. Personally I think when they were dancing, he hadn't explained much yet. He just convinced her it was him by telling her something only he would know. He'll get to the 70 year nap and aliens and time traveling later lol I think he wanted to ease her into it as much as possible. Because the door is still open I really think it was just "Oh my god what the hell -> wait I can prove it (with something only Steve would know 100%) -> we've waited long enough for our dance -> ok but actually what the hell??" which leads to the entire explanation after they dance
Regardless of what Peggy knew while they danced, she hadn't had long to process it at ALL. And you can see that. She's not simply happy and peaceful. She's soooooo timidly happy. Her eyebrows are furrowed a little and you can tell she's trying to slow her thoughts down and enjoy the moment. Her smile isn't completely ear to ear uncontrollable. You can actually see her try to contain it a few times - it starts to get a little bigger and she stops herself. She's so used to not being able to feel this kind of pure unadulterated happiness. You can also see her keeping her chin and bottom lip stiff, like if she let go she'd break down crying. At first her eyes are open and it feels like she's looking into the corner at nothing to keep herself grounded. When she closes her eyes, her eyebrows relax a little. I think she was able to let go a little bit with her eyes closed. That's when you see her smile start to get a little wider, then she stops herself, then she opens her eyes again. Then she looks up at Steve. Like the grounding herself by looking at something or not looking at anything didn't work so she had to look at Steve.
Anyway back to her being timidly happy bc I think that's the best way to describe it. Look at this frame

(Sorry idk why the quality is so bad on youtube lol) she doesn't just look happy and teary. And I wouldn't say she looks confused either. If she were confused she wouldn't be dancing with him. I think it's just an instinct for her to limit her happiness. She looks like she absolutely can't believe this is happening but she knows she can't argue (again, or else she wouldn't be dancing with him), and like her mind is racing but she wants it to stop. This restrained happiness reminded me of something else and at first I couldn't figure out what it was but I did. Look

She's making the exact same face here except there's no genuine happiness in this one. Her smile is a little tighter because there's nothing behind it. But otherwise. It's the exact same expression. In both she's thinking of "another chance" with Steve, but when they're dancing it's real. In the AC scene it's just his blood that she felt like she had to defend. But when they're dancing ITS REAL!!! look again side by side sorry I'm going insane


Main point - there's just so much trepidation in her face while they dance. Timidly happy restrained joy etc etc. When she looks at Steve is when it starts to fade. Her eyes scan his face I think bc she's really trying to allow herself to feel happy and she's like look it's him you know it's him calm down it's him. Steve's smile just get bigger when he looks at her but he knows everything!! This frame shows her starting to relax

But when he smiles at her and she smiles back she's still biting it back a little and pulling her bottom lip in to control herself

That face is just. There's so much I feel that I should say but words can wait. Do you see the difference in how Steve is just so openly radiating joy but she's not there yet.

This is the most relaxed she gets the whole scene. She has to shut her mind off and remove herself from the situation and just feel to get to that point. She can do that when she kisses him. And that's where the scene cuts, when she is finally able to just feel and relax and live in the moment with him.
#sorry im a few hours late :(#and its just me ranting rambling losing my mind as always not anything artistic skdjskdj but this is how i contribute ❤️#i hope it fit the theme well enough#if not. ignore me ❤️#steggy#steggyweek23#peggy carter#steve rogers#endgame#agent carter#agent carter 1x07#marvel
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sigh. babygirl the unhealthy coping skills fighting for the lead like it's the goddamn olympics in my brain tonite 😔
#just me rambling again#save me alcohol and house md fanfiction#oooh save me escapism and substances#if any of my irls see this kindly ignore it :3 we stay silly#got hit with a big wave of very bad feelings all at once sparked by smth i really truly have no right to even have any feelings about#just need to quiet my brain down until i can sleep i think#its just been getting bad abt stupid things lately#also GOT DA<M i had to replenish my Concoction earlier bc it was very depleated and i made it .. so strong#aftertaste isnt too bad tho
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I think some people on here that "Pokemon trainer" doesn't mean you're out traveling your region and all of that shit. A Pokemon trainer is just someone who trains their Pokemon to battle. You don't gotta fuck off into the woods to do that. I was a trainer long before I tried Unova's gym challenge for example. And I only had an Azurill.
Anyways my point is that children can absolutely be trainers safely. Yes even small children. Little Timmy with his Chewtle that only knows tackle and water gun is as much of a trainer as a gym leader or an elite four member, y'know?
#Ive just been thinking about it lately and want to get my thoughts out there.#so feel free to just ignore this its an impulsive ramble anyways#''oh but kids shouldn't be training pokemon it's dangerous'' How many little kids have Pokemon that could cause serious and lasting harm.#I don't know about you guys but kids where I'm at aren't out catching druddigons#most kids are like- they've got a pokemon from their parents or some other family member. Or they're sharing ownership with a sibling#or they're out catching fucking caterpies#pkmn irl#pokemon irl#rotumblr#rotomblr#pokemon rp#pokemon roleplay
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I know ppl are tired of it but the Whe*lers get their own tiny section in my AIDS post
#i know i know debating the politicality of the wheelers is so tired#but i cant made a whole analysis about the AIDS metaphor in the show and NOT talk about the family#WHO HAS A REAGAN SIGN IN THE FRONT LAWN#but maybe some of the wheeler apologists will be pleasantly surprised who knkws#and i dont think their evil. i think they are just exactly upper middle class family at that time#reagan was a very popular candidate#but more in the actual post#wheeler family#robin rambles#edit to tags ignore my typos im not fixing it on mobile and its late and i. need to go to bed
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