#ignore me its just me and the voices
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#lawhan#ignore me its just me and the voices#something about#big loud extrovert big smile egotistical bottom#and big small cute smile 6 foot moose top#makes me crazy af
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not a lot, just forever
intertwined, sewn together
#ripley doesn't know how to draw#my art#resident evil#resident evil 8#resident evil village#re8 fanart#re8 village#re8#karl heisenberg#heisenwinters#wintersberg#lord heisenberg#ethan winters#i had the idea.#and i had to do it#this song is.#its them im sorry#the voices told me and who am i to ignore them#im normal about them#definitely absolutely#claws at my enclosure#these bars cant keep me for much longer#not a lot just forever#intertwined sewn together#AGGGGHHHHHHHHH#scuse me while i go insane#this doesnt really have any backstory to it#or context#i jjust .#yeah
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girl calm down youre just joining an idol group 😭😭
#yolanda probably has my favorite storyline#and all her songs are bangers#cant say the same for rosie and alina.. sorry#i hate higher higher with my whole being and dosukoi koi koi is just. ok#i think the jp ver isnt terrible but alinas voice just sounds really emotionless in the english ver#which works for her gothic songs but not really the lively ones#also ignore alinas terrible outfit. idk how they expect me to make a predominantly yellow gothic outfit with a 250 budget#i think they incentivise u to choose lively since its her fav style#but that isnt how it works aroun here. you WILL be a gothic lolita if you enter my store#style savvy#style boutique#style savvy styling star
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I have compeltely lost it🥳
#not even watermarking these i dont want to be associated with them#WHY do i always have to pull a rarepair out my ass#shokohime is a beloved classic that actually makes sense why must i rebuke it#(i dont rebuke it i just like them better for no reason)#idk i was watching a yuki edit with the 'all she eat is dick *loud correct ding*' audio#and suddenly my gut said that is NOT right#and i was like wdym gut?#and shokos face flashed through my mind with the force of one thousand suns#so yeah. i fucked myself over#not even gonna pretend other people ship this cause its crazy#like yuki and choso are CUTE i dont MIND them which is crazy for a straight ship#but something inside me screams WOMAN KISSER at yuki#i choose to listen to the voices#anyways their ship name is cute either way its either yoko or shuki#watch that mean dickpussy in japanese id laugh#but yeah ignore me#shoko ieiri#yuki tsukumo#shuki#cw suggestive#suggestive#wlw#(idk why im pretending thats a tag)#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#chiquilines draws
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i need to compile a list of scenes that wouldnt make sense if saiki wasnt telepathically speaking in them because people directly respond to what he "thinks", because its actually starting to piss me off how many people insist that he doesnt talk to his friends at all
#he talks very little yeah i know#but please actually fucking read the manga#there r multiple scenes where his friends directly respond to his words#FOR EXAMPLE he specifically told hairo that he was going to the occult club summer event#he couldve just shook his head but he didnt because hairo wouldnt have known where he was going if he didnt... which HE DID!!!!#also his friendd specifically say they 'hear his voice all the time but this felt different' when he uses his mouth#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#meows post#edit i was a little TOO upset when i made this post my bad#sorry 😭#it was because this is something a lot of people try to correct me on and then they just ignore me when i bring up direct examples of why-#-he DOES canonically speak telepathically#its just frustrating i dont like when people argue with ME and then get mad when i bring up facts and canon evidence#you can have your headcanon guys its not a big deal just be nice to me and dont try to convince me its canon#when i have direct evidence that it isnt
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silly thingy
@blackkatdraws's sillies
#Bro think an “i love you” isnt enough#maybe it aint enough though#i took Black's name a lil bit too literal#i mean i've seen he kinda works that way?#the drawing made me feel a certain way that makes me sad#like everything related to blank scripts's stan#i have a ton of conflicted feelings surrounding Black's character rlly#mainly cause idk and its mostly theories#and all my theories point that he is an obviously bad person#but thats just his nature#he aint human why would he act like one#why would he have the same morals as one#you really (at least to what i've seen) dont know much about his past#you dont know how he could've developed so therefore you have no way to know how he'd turned out like this#And with Stan you kinda know#who would be in their right mind when they r stuck in a place like that#he fell in love with Black cause of his eminine features and cause he kinda knows him since he has been stuck in that place with his voice#for god knows how long#why didnt he fall in love with Mariella then?#maybe cause she aint feminine enough or maybe cause she didnt fit his standars or whatever#maybe is the time they met#i think is knowledge too#Like Mari actively chooses to be ignorant in a ton of cases#and Stanley CLEARLY sees it#like the fucking eyes drawing that i keep cominfg back to#ALSO I'LL MAKE A REBLOG TALKING BOUT IT MORE#the stanley parable#blank scripts au#tsp blank scripts au
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thinkin bout magneto's lil list of aliases from that One Shot of his government file or w/e in 97 and how it lists the three main men who've played him (David Hemblen, Ian McKellen, Michael Fassbender) and kinda cackling at the idea 1.) if they included All his names 2.) having 'michael' on that list twice
#snap chats#'real name magnus' to YOU. maybe to me too idk magnus IS a cute name but not the topic#some people bemoan references to the movies in the comics/cartoons I HOWEVER think theyre always cute when it comes to the xmen...#like in legion of x- i forget who but someone was like 'magneto can do a GREAT gandalf impression just get him drunk first'#like oh im sure im sure he can... [insert rivals tank joke here]#kinda wish they called back to his other VAs or at least earl boen who played him in Pryde of the X-Men but ill live#i just like the shout outs in general..... thats so cute idc i love it when comics/shows do that#also love how david hemblen's name is the only one not fully censored vJELKJVAELKJ#rip king you'll always be iconic for your performance in 92. AND in road to avonlea <- he was in one (1) episode#anyway no please can you imagine how goofy that list would be. and how long#like 'you got two michaels on here you wanna explain' you gotta ask his ex about that one. michael a good name idk what to tell you#'ok so david hemblen ian [redacted] michael [redacted] michael. michael xavier......' loud ass eyebrow raise#ik in the tas verse mags doesnt get the opportunity to 'become' michael xavier but let me have this joke ok. just this one#didnt know charles could see into the future ... it really is so funny that a man named michael would eventually play mags tho#thats so funny .. serendipity or whatever#wait that just reminds me of when he borrows charles' last name for that 2012(? or was it 2011) magneto one shot#he couldnt have been going by michael xavier in that it was well before that time.. was he just going by 'magnus xavier'....#or just Mr. Xavier .. or charles xavier ... funny as hell i love magneto's name shenanigans#james arnold taylor deserves a shoutout. maybe not in tas but just in general WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE PLAYED TIDUS#INFAMOUS LAUGHTER TIDUS THAT ONE ????? range. he also played johnny test but we dont gotta talk about it#that fact alone has made he decide mags has an ugly laugh. like i know the context of the tidus laugh and its sad but ssh#ignore me im just. i love voice actor stuff its always so funny going down the rabbit hole#seriously tho shoutout to mr taylor he's played mags in virtually all his video game appearances. AND lego charles#thats enough outta me ok bye im gonna go
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fake idgafer. i saw you suddenly get the light in your eyes back when you became a fairy gym leader
#‘’oughhh its been soooo bad being a fairy trainer…. ignore how much happier i look. this is absolutely just me being a brat’m#i think bede just needed to battle it out with us one more time for it to finally sink in that hes happier with opal#than he ever was with rose#echoed voice#shield nuzlocke
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i cant have an argument without crying wtf
#im not fucking sad#im not upset that im being yelled at#i know that im right#i just start crying and its so fucking humiliating#especially when arguing with my mom#like oh ok you already see me as an irrational teenager#and now im crying which makes me seem even less mature#even when im just trying to have a fucking conversation#but apparently im “having a meltdown” and overreacting??#as if youre not wtf#i thought it was universally decided that “are you on your period or something?” is annoying and demeaning#and we dont say that to other women#and all emotions are valid#even if you are on your period bc like tf#but i guess no im just an irrational teenage girl#and you can just walk away from the conversation#as if youre any more emotionally mature than me#and its over nothing#shes the most dramatic person in the world#i didnt even raise my voice#if she wants to use that demeaning ass tone#then im using it back#whatever this is stupid#ignore this
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Watching Curse of Strahdanya, and falling in love with these ships and characters, is like watching the Hadestown musical to me.
In Hadestown, the first thing the narrator—Hermes—tells the audience is that this tale is a tragedy. There is no happy ending. And yet, as the show goes on, you forget that, somehow. But not fully. There’s still a little voice, lingering in the back of your mind, telling you that it’s always going to end horribly. And if you’re already familiar with the Greek myth, or the musical itself, then you know exactly how it’ll end. And yet, part of you still roots for Orpheus. To save Eurydice. To not turn around. To ignore the voices in his ear. To bring her home with him.
But. That’s not how the story goes. He always turns around. She always returns to Hadestown. And he always returns alone. And Hermes feels for the audience. He, too, yearns for there to be a day where the story changes, somehow. Of course, it won’t. That’s not how the story goes. But every time he tells the tale, some part of him yearns that maybe, just maybe, Orpheus won’t turn around. He would ignore the voices in his ear. He would bring Eurydice home. But he knows this is all in vain, for the tale is that of a tragedy, and it’ll always end the same.
Curse of Strahdanya is the same way. All the way to the title of the prologue; “The Cursed Expedition”. From the very beginning, they tell us that this tale is a tragedy. No matter what the characters do, no matter how strong they think they are, it will always end the same way. Their fates are set in stone. They will never leave, never get out. Strahdanya always wins.
And yet, the audience yearns for this telling to be different. Maybe if this character made a different choice, maybe if they convinced this character to stay, maybe…maybe…
But it always ends the same. It’s a sad tale. It’s a tragedy. Yet we tell it over and over again, as if maybe our heroes will get a happy ending this time
“To know how it ends/And still begin to sing it again/As if it might turn out this time”
#its a love song. its a sad song. its an old song.#and yet we sing it anyway#legends of avantris#curse of strahdanya#hadestown#idk why I have Hadestown on the brain#I woke up an hour ago and my brain produced this#haven’t listened to Hadestown since watching it live a year or so ago#so idk why i suddenly latched onto this#I haven’t even finished cos yet technically#but I know enough about the ending to get a sense of how it ends#just from the knowledge of Victoria marrying strahdanya#something I knew going into this#that voice in the back of my mind told me that it’s not going to end happily#but I ignored it. I fell in love with the characters. with Shepnax.#and now I’m near the end and that voice is screaming in my ear#and I can’t ignore it this time#it’s a love song/it’s a tale of a love from long ago#it’s a sad song/we keep singing even so#it’s an old song/it’s an old tale from way back when#and we’re gonna sing it again and again#jade I know you’re reading this#sorry lol
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i love the little moments where you can tell john is on his hands and KNEES for arthur's approval. when it becomes clear for a split second just how much he adores him
#malevolent#im deeply inspired by the 'cult worshiper john' ideas ive seen floating around they live in my head#and im also thinking of fuck so many moments#remember when after oscar john is describing the city in the morning and when arthur doesnt respond john says 'are you ignoring me....'#in the SMALLEST voice#the way he hides how much he preens when arthur praises him or his detective skills#its just so charming and so very HE IS IN LOVE
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Can i get more passage of time/music development yapping ☹️☹️☹️??? I give you official permission to yap the most you can im so interested
YES YES YES YES YES I LOVE THIS ASK
warning beneath the cut SCARY WALL OF TEXT WARNING 😱
decided to divide it into colored parts if you dont gaf about certain elements 😭
second warning all of this is unedited rambling so some points might contradict each other or just plain not make sense.
okay so for CONTEXTTTTT
i have diagnosed OCD, and like, roughly since the end of last year and the beginning of this one, the 'obsession' part of OCD that was negatively affecting me, was the concept of time. how fleeting it was. how it's basically unescapable ALL THINGS MUST PASS (get out of my head george harrison) that shit proper cold dead SCARED ME MAN. sleepless & haunting me in my dreams type shi. sometimes it still does. i try not to think about it too much
to cope, i found great comfort in the 70s-80s since at the time i was and still am hyperfixated on david bowie and that was sort of his prime (love his 90s-00s work tho.) i was also starting to think of how much parallels and similar experiences i have to previous generations and how it's not ALL that bad after all so far. i can still walk to a record store and roller skate if i really wanted to, or go to a diner.
okey here's where the life changing stuff happens. i decided i'd listen to pink floyd's the dark side of the moon. then TIME CAME ON. ohhhh god oh gosh golly god i was bawling and everything the whole song spoke to me on a molecular level. then i found out about DB's song also called time, and i ALSO crode to that. i was like. wow. i'm not alone on this feeling of utter desperation and helplessness as eventually all things Must Pass. (GEORGE HARRSION GTFO)
i used to be bitchy on how i whined i was part of the 'wrong generation.' i thought i was alone, but virtually everyone of almost every era has thought this. somebody who lived my dream life wished they had what i have now.
that's when i started to lowkey realize the parallels and oneness of human experience. i could go to a club in the 70s, and (granted the infrastructure and music remains similar) i could today. nothing would change on how i perceive events. there is no color filter on the past. unless you got huge TVs and stuff all over your house, you could walk around, and think it's the 80s. AND IT'S BASICALLY THE 80s. the way your parents or any other gen Xer saw the world with their *eyes* (not counting the changes in buildings and stuff) is the same as you today pretty much.
i already really enjoy subcultures, and particularly how they evolve and adapt. the indomitable human spirit prevails no matter how gentrified or 'banned' things become. nowadays i feel like there is No Youth Subcultures. at least, none that will pass the test of time and be memorable enough to be remembered in the books. nobody's gonna go to their child and proudly say: "when i was your age, i was a chav" or something. and i credit this to the lack of creativity allowed in the wider music industry.
HEAR ME OUT this is because 90% of youth subcultures had everything to do with music. and now, everything must be palatable. to be clear there's nothing inherently wrong with that type of music, but to me it speaks no soul. it has no risks. contemporary pop music is very much formulaic and this is because now more than ever entertainment (this also applies to movies btw) is more of an investment than passion. I WILL SPECIFY.
music production is so vastly different genre to genre, and we're not letting it flourish because of how much short form content is valued nowadays. LET ME COOK.
tiktoks are formulaic. algorithms are formulaic. WE'RE GETTING SOMEWHERE. there must be an instant hook or rift in music if you want to 'go viral' as a musician. digitized fame doesn't mean SHIT (to me), since clearly monthly listeners don't equate real world fans. album sales are being replaced with streams, and because of how ASS spotify treats its artists, newer, less established acts need to GET ON THE GRIND INSTANTLY to earn Coin. that means that to be smart and work with the exploitative system they're given, they have to make albums filled with 1 minute 30 second songs. so you can technically give them the most amount of streams possible. i feel with this formulaic approach, you can't get 6 minute long gutwrenching guitar pieces. no more 4 minute drum solos, hell avant garde experimental works were 2 people shout their names out at each other for 20 minutes. THERE ARE NO MORE FRANK ZAPPAS.
i'm not going to be one of those sad assholes who claim there's 'no more good rock music' and how it'll never be the same. as corny as this is, the next beatles or nirvana could be right under our noses and we'll NEVER know because of how fame is distributed. it sucks to see a small band beg on tiktok for streams to kickstart their career. but this is what we gotta work with. if we want subcultures to be created and thrive, we gotta go looking underground again, except unlike in the past it's a kajillion times easier now AND everything gets gentrified in 2 tiktok weeks. but this is evolution. MUSIC EVOLUTION
the end honk shoo honk shoo (it's midnight)
#asks#ignore how i capitalize my words like greg heffley lmfao#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING THIS AARGHHH I'VE BEEN FREED#btw. not saying these issues in the industry are new. but i feel personally now its tenfold#also due to the power of Time pink floyd i timemaxx and sit finished exams doing nothing for 20 mins imagining the drum solo#i also have a shorter rise of hip hop vs rise of rock rant that i shall one day maybe voice.#if anyone wants me to specify on anyting please don't be afraid to ask!!#The Most Gen Z Post Ever#btw wanted to mention this NOT ALL pop music bruh. some contemporary pop musicians releasing creative bangers..... just not most of them
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[ID: Five and real person! Delores drawn as centaurs. Both of them are old; Five is commission era. As such, he's wearing a suit and tie, has a neat mustache, and short hair. His horse body is light grayish white. Delores is wearing a nonsensical evening gown, and her centaur body is a large red draft horse with light feathers. They are hugging each other tightly; Delores has to bend down to reach. End ID.]
old married couple <3
i dont have any canon basis for making Delores a draft horse but it brings me joy and there was no chance I was ever going to do anything else. she deserves to be Tall. Also, am contributing one more old Delores to the world, an even rarer creature than old Five.
#tua#the umbrella academy#five hargreeves#delores tua#dolores tua#centaur#centaur au#five x dolores#look guys i made a ship art and theyre not even just kind of standing near each other#ignore the fact i ship them platonically thats not something ud get from just the post#my art#heres another edition of lighter colored pony old five#also blame @sharkneto for delores being red#was originally going to make her tan adjacent but luther is already tan adjacent and also also a draft horse#so that was just Too Much#and he suggested red bc [airy dismissive voice perhaps belonging to a rich medieval lord] thats like his favorite or something#he also says Excuse Me Its Chestnut but ive gotten this far without saying correct horse color terms im not starting now
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grin grin grin grin grin grin. grinn grinn listenn grin getting on t best thing ive ever done in my entire life grin
#:))))))))))))))#soo happy. im still not used to my deeper voice! and it always makes me go o_O! on recordings! bc its just! deep! ehe#picture in ur head that im wgging a wolf tail 100x a minute ok? cuz tahts how i feel#ramblings#aceirl#also i just realized my math is wrong i am seven months on t. but we can ignore that together. i started in january. whatever#<- NO i was right. i AM 8 months on t. im too tired for this ok.
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love my bad mental health, love being suicidal all the time
#abc shut it#im tired of fighting it and trying to participate in life when it feels like i dont exist#love being lonely and then being told its due to my bad mental health so i pretend it doesnt affect me and i try and be myself#and no one likes me and i dont exist unless i remind people im a person so its kinda like#at a point where its not just suicidal ideation#its just a situation of /when/ and not if haha#ive been alive for 26 years and 20 of those have been exhausting as hell im ready to be done#exhausting and lonely and isolating im sick of it#i try and i try and my life doesnt get better or anymore worth living#and when i vent abt it i get told i need to try harder and im not trying at all and i need to stop being so depressed#its hard to not be depressed when the universe gives everyone around me a better experiences than me#i feel like im screaming that im here please pay attention#and nothing#i talk and my voice gets ignored or i get talked over#i post online to try and start conversations or make friends and i just get ignored#like do i exist at all to anyone else but myself#im trying to reach out and make friends but none of the ppl i wanna make friends with seem interested in having a conversation with me#i add all these people to discord and message them all the time#but nothing gets passed me sending them messages no one ever fucking messages me first#it feels like no one thinks about me and i dont matter#literally no one gives a fuck what i have to say#or anytime i talked im corrected on SOMETHING i say or i get a belittled in response#i cant do this shit anymore i cant#no one gives a shit about what i have to say and its really coming across that no one likes me#bc if my friends cant text me first or respond to my messages at all#why am i in the wrong feeling like im alone and have no friends when im the only one reaching out ever if i wanna have a conversation#and when i do feel like im allowed to talk i just talk and talk and talk and know the people dont give a shit abt what i have to say#i jsut feel like im here to be talked at and do things for other people and nothing more#that whenever i have an emotion its wrong and i need to bottle it up#and i dont eve get a chance to learn how to manage my emotions bc it feels like im going to get scolded or belittled for feeling things
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ITS TAKEN ME ABOUT 30-ISH HOURS AND ABOUT 6000 RHINESTONES BUT
I FINISHED MY GGUM HOODIE
#kpop special interest + adhd impulsivity + meds that let me finish projects i start#means for the first time EVER#i started then continued then finished a project!!#i didnt abandon it halfway through! i just focused on this hoodie!#my back hates me but i have a very cool hoodie#and i am IGNORING the perfectionist voice that is pointing out the little inconsistencies#its fine its fine its fine shut up gremline no one likes u#...gremline was a typo but is now the name of the nitpicky criticising voice in my head#ggum#yeonjun#txt yeonjun#yeonjun ggum
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