#ignore me I’m whining

[partiallypearl]

if this ear infection doesn’t go away i’m going to lose my mind

[aceghosts]

This shitty air quality shit fucking sucks.

[cozy-the-overlord]

Me: I think I’m feeling much better today— calmer, more stable, not as wildly emotional. I think everything’s getting better—

Mom: <sends a picture of my cat>

Me: <immediately starts crying in public>

[mushroominaforest]

I’d just like to say I think ur very cool mushroom. you seem like you’re going through a lot of things a lot of the time, and I think you deserve to have things at least a little easier. your art is wonderful and it makes me very happy to see you on my dash. hope you’re doing alright. <3

Cries. Thank you <3<3<3<3

(also I’m laughing you’re kinda right why am I literally always going through something lmfao 😭 I need a nap man)

[kayvsworld]

the iron man suit is so cool……I can’t believe tony built that with his hands and brain very neat

[fuckyeah-bears]

whhhhyyyyyyyyy is everything sooooo motherfucking expensive????? don’t they know I can’t afford all this shit???

[archduke-enver-gortash]

[nonametis]

I want to raise a complain with whatever kind of cold has hit me for making me wake up 3 hours ago and not letting me fall asleep since then. I think sleeping would be better to get rid of this

[enby-anxiety]

Ok but the entire season was leading up and showing us that while Crowley knows he’s lying and fucking up the plan, Aziraphale still thinks he’s mostly doing the right thing! He has been actively working against the “divine plan” almost since he met Crowley but Crowley has shielded him completely from the knowledge that he’s doing it.

Because Crowley takes the blame and lets Aziraphale think he’s doing the Good thing, Aziraphale still thinks he’s been doing heaven’s work. Aziraphale believes that he’s just doing it all in a slightly different way rather than totally fucking things up and lying and going against everything he’s supposed to do. Crowley knows it. Crowley has been fully aware of his own path and he knows what Aziraphale feels and thinks as well and he also KNOWS that despite his doubts Aziraphale cares too much about being Right and Good and Heavenly. And because Crowley loves him and knows what it is to lose his own faith he has been protecting Aziraphale from that the whole time by taking responsibility for “tempting” the Angel into things he already wanted to do anyway.

Of course Aziraphale thinks he can change Heaven. He doesn’t even know that he’s been defying them so badly. He hasn’t had to confront it. Crowley didn’t even tell him he’d be fully erased from existence for helping Gabriel. He doesn’t know that he has been off heaven’s side for a very long time. Aziraphale trusted Crowley so much that he doesn’t realize Crowley has been twisting the truth this whole time to make him feel better about doing the wrong thing. And it backfires because Crowley assumes Aziraphale knows the truth of his own actions.

It’s ok I’m just screaming.

[un-pearable]

see usually when i hit this part of the semester (the post midterm agonies (impending threat of finals and next semester this time compounded by GRADUATING)) i get sucked into another interest but i’ve been actively fending off new interests for seven months now bc i want to finish my old ninjago stuff but i ALSO don’t have time to watch the new ninjago stuff bc i’m BUSY AS HELL with my overcommital

[after-perfect]

I just got over Covid a couple of weeks ago and now I’m sick again. Ugh.

[cozy-the-overlord]

Someone give me the motivation/inspiration to write this scene for my thesis

[nowshesdoingitallthetime]

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Insomnia is the fucking bane of my existence, what do you mean it’s 26 hours since I last slept and there’s no telling when I’ll be able to fall asleep😭

[greenbergsays]

A recap of the last month in the life of Des

Someone hits my car

My great aunt declines rapidly, ultimately dying the Friday before Thanksgiving. I wasn’t close to her, but her death was hard on the people I am close to and so it was hard on me in a roundabout way.

The day before Thanksgiving, my grandmother tests positive for COVID

The day after Thanksgiving, the Teenager tests positive for COVID

I spend that whole time cleaning, enforcing quarantine, & trying to take care of them, even though I don’t feel well myself. I never tested positive, but my body was obviously fighting infection because I was tired and vaguely blah the Whole Time

My work scanner breaks this past Monday, despite my best efforts, I cannot get it to work again until Friday afternoon, which means I couldn’t do half my job for the whole week

That same Friday, Shadow has his longest seizure yet and I end up with a $280 expense that I was not expecting, this is what I get for liking animals

I have my first anxiety attack in five years in the vets office, and it was so bad I thought I was gonna pass out

Today, Saturday, someone hits my car…again. And drives off…again. It’s just scratches this time, but that’s not the point

If you need me, I have officially Given Up

[evansbby]

I swear to god this place gives me so much anxiety now

[padfootastic]

so, this is a note that i wrote myself just over a year ago. at that point, i hadn’t written prongsfoot like, at all. all i knew was that i was obsessed with james & sirius in any capacity, whether alone or together. and i’d exhausted almost all the platonic options so moving onto romantic was the next step. at this point, i was devouring j/s fics like nobody’s business and i really, really wanted to try my hand at romance.

today, i’ve done this and so much more and it makes me very, very happy 🥰🥰