#ifuckinghatemyself

[misty-inferno]

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[a-l2001]

würde irgend ein Arzt wissen wie kurz ich vor einem Suizid stehe wäre ich sofort wieder in der Geschlossenen hahaha

[lifeofannakahypocrite]

Just a check in

Since the new year I started a new position making more money(a living wage lol). This new position is exactly what I'm going to school for they took me on without a degree.

However, it's incredibly stressful taking up all my time Monday through Friday and even after hours and weekends. This stress and feeling inadequate has caused me to relapse and I've lost 15 lbs since the start of the year. unfortunately I'm aiming for 10 more by mid march.

I've also started a new relationship.

Minus the overwhelming stress and relapse I'm actually okay. I know that they are pretty major but if I pretend they don't exist it will be fine. I'm fine. It's not like I don't fuck up my life and do this every time I try and recover.

[mastercoldrice]

So I did the thing. Joining the #toonme bandwagon. Time to sleep now. #kuriskuris #clipstudiopaint #ifuckinghatemyself https://www.instagram.com/p/B7yvye3pOZ3/?igshid=1pz3ayk529bdj

[senpaiasfuck]

I wanna kms. ~ ~ ~ ~ #anxiety #demonslayer #senpaiasfuck #senpai #hearts #💕 #lol #mood #aesthetic #ifuckinghatemyself #kms #iwd #nails #peace #imout #anastasiabeverlyhills #jeffreestar #tattoos #piercings #septumpiercing #insomia #ugh #ugly #sameshitdifferentday https://www.instagram.com/p/ByKWG7bgna3/?igshid=1axj41pki5xb6

[24eggsinacasket]

I should have known since the day I was born that I was never meant to have indivuality. My life was never my own. My soul, mind, and body will aways belong to the public.

Nothing will ever change that.

I'm a worthless human being.

[emilbutts]

how u living lmao @text0fool @artisticanon

[jixelfizzybomb]

heres a doodle pile i did to get myself adjusted to sai 2. most of these are just eyes, faces and heads (ft a shitty drawn doppio) and the rest where from a pokemon drawing contest over on @swirlseypop ‘s discord server (im sorry for the cube with sonics face, i hate it too). • • • #jixelgamez #jixeldrawz #art #doodles #scribbles #digitalart #eyes #peepeepoopoo #pokemon #ifuckinghatemyself https://www.instagram.com/p/B1CfHruHqX4/?igshid=1hw527pgh58vl

[ohnoesitsdan]

I'm sorry to everyone I hurt with my stupid selfish actions. I never mean it, but yet it keeps happening. I'm struggling to get myself out of this hole, but maybe I don't deserve to if I'm just gonna end up pulling people into one of their own. I swear I'm trying my best, but I know it's not good enough. I just feel this huge weight on top of me holding me down. I'm just sorry.

[arcticliz]

[princessmolly-2811]

💋✨#kvdlook #jeffreestarcosmetics #maybelline #lorealinfallible #unicornlashesuk #glazeddonut #urbandecaycosmetics #nexttonothing #kisses #wasfeelingmyself #dontmindme #justoverherebeingflawless #hahahahahhh #ifuckinghatemyself #hahahhhaah

[offsykes]

It’s been calm for so long, everything has been okay.

So why is it all hitting me now?

Is it true that it never gets better?

Why is this happening again?

I feel like I’ve gone back to square one, but I’m not sure if I’ll be strong enough to make it this time, I don’t think I can go through the pain again, I don’t think I can do this anymore.

[girlsarecute-imagirl-blog]

So I was Snapchatting the girl I like and I got so overwhelmed because why the fuck not my brain fucking said so. I said got to go but I was halfway through ‘Mister Brightside’ when I sent a video to her like a second b4 and now she may be pissed at me. 

I’ve been crying for the past 5 mins and decided to type this instead. WHY ME!!

[sadisticsanji]

ya like jazz?

[raiiiisha]

somebody tag charles

[beetleface]

it's 3 a fucking m and I am dyign laughing hysterically about how t-rex went extinct because they couldn't wipe they asshole