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lunarriviera · 4 months ago
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fandom: 猎罪图鉴 | Under the Skin words: 12.5k rating: T warnings: no archive warnings apply relationships: Shen Yi/Du Cheng characters: He Rongyue, Xiaoxuan | Shen Yi's Cat, Yan Tansheng, Qu Lanxin tags: alternate universe, omegaverse, non-traditional alpha/beta/omega dynamics, relationship negotiation, awkward conversations, getting together, self-acceptance, character study, pining summary:
When Shen Yi enters Beijiang branch for the first time in seven years, he smells like nothing at all.
Friends. Readers. Gentle folk. Under the Skin fans. I am here to take your face very carefully in my two hands and turn it towards this fic because you need it in your life like eyesight, space, and liberty, possibly also oxygen and water. Elenothar is always an infinitely subtle writer but here she has outdone herself in taking the omegaverse genre, picking it up very carefully and turning it absolutely inside out, and in the process, giving us one of the most nuanced and intimate character studies of Shen Yi I’ve ever read. It’s alternating POV so you get Du Cheng’s inner workings as well (though they revolve more around snacks and Shen Yi, and are therefore simpler, but no less affecting). Elenothar has this trick of making you feel everything the characters feel, and it sure is a lot. In conclusion spend some quality time with this fic; you will be glad you did.
[read it on the ao3]
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sh0tanzz · 8 months ago
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Who in riize do u think would like a partner who’s slightly older/younger than them, like a year or two age difference? N then who do you think would prefer someone who’s older and has more life experience? (Basically kinda in a who would want to be taken care of by their partner vs them being the one to take care of their partner type of way)
hmmmmm this may be a bit controversial I fear
RIIZE OLDER VS YOUNGER based on astrology~
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reminder this is based off of MY opinions of their birth chart placements + aspects and is not exact fact unless I knew them myself and I am not a professional astrologer 🤍
Older
Seunghan
a lot of people think Seunghan would have a younger s.o but ngl..he'd probably like someone more older or at least a person that has more experience/more mature. I say this because the things he'd want the most I feel like he'd expect or more easily get from someone older. He wants someone that would be independent + confident in their place in the relationship, has experience in life in general (including partying/vices), and ngl he might want more tasteful luxury gifts so lowkey sugarmama/older gf vibes 😭.
Anton
I don't think he cares about age at all bc his chart doesn't indicate physical attributes minus the stereotypical feminine things (bouncy healthy hair, sweet perfumes, pretty nails) but I feel like he'd be best suited with someone older yk..like that would be best for him. Reason being, personality wise he wants someone mature, ambitious, independent, doesn't need to be babied/taken care of 24/7, can guide him, financial stable which is something you expect from a more mature/older person right ?
Middle Ground
alright ikik all my babygirls are wondering wtf Sungchan and Eunseok are doing here instead of the younger category but..walk with me....🤫
Sungchan
50/50 bc I feel like he can get what he wants from either age group. He has a cancer moon + leo venus so he may like reciprocity and for him and his s.o nurture or be attentive with each other OR he's ok with taking care of a younger/immature s.o & would be fine with being taken care of by a older/mature s.o. He likes someone to be educated, lowkey a little wiser and put together BUT he likes to wear the pants and be the lead/doting counterpart of the relationship. I just think he can get what he likes from either group and he probs is into cap risings.
Eunseok
Eunseok..probably just doesn't care LMFAO. As long as you're tall, hot, confident and charming he's all in. IM KIDDING OFC . but he can adapt to either relationship trope. He likes someone with a mature seductiveness thats independent and gives good concrete wise advice..BUT he also likes someone thats goofy and surprises him and has a teasing "hard to get" aura to them. So imo he'd go after either one as long as they were compatible with him.
Younger
(crazy I know)
Sohee
Sohee is typically the one being doted on and seen as the "cute" one and I just think he'd want to explore outside of that trope through his partner (sag venus tings). Plus I'm ngl Sohee's big 6 placements and his sun/uranus + mercury/mars aspects makes me feel like he'd feel kinda slowed down or restricted with an older/overly mature/serious partner. This is about to be contradictory ik but I feel like it’d be easier if said older partner had a more immature “cute” image
Wonbin
Wonbin probably likes...cliche dynamincs ngl..his taurus mars makes him feel more driven to the traditional/stereotypical dynamics yk so he's the masc and provides like the typical "oppa" type shit ykwim. Plus his Pisces Venus probably makes him idealize that type of stereotypical trope more. I also feel like an older partner would make him feel a more serious sense of responsibility and scare the shit out of him 😭😭.
Shotaro
Shotaro has a capricorn venus and I said in one post his ideal type could go either way and transition between being more playful+immature or sophisticated+mature I feel like he currently likes immature/younger partners (see how he dotes on Sohee/Anton the youngest members) but in the future would prefer someone more mature because that's just what I typically see in cap venus men,,they start with one ideal type and the older they get they switch to the other.
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creedslove · 8 months ago
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when i tell you i'm going feral over javi having breeding/praise kink, i mean it.
this man can go from a total slut to our sweet domestic husband who will bring you flowers everyday and ask for help with tying his tie.
every time he appears on my screen i'm literally screaming into the pillow and kicking my legs. because honestly? that man could fuckin step on me and i'd say thank you.
but having his last name? having his children and be their mother??
i live for that dream 😭✋
hope your day was better than mine's and you feel okay. you're my comfort person and if it weren't for your blog i would never found out about javi or dave york, thank you so much <3
Javier Peña x f!reader
A/N: I love you my beautiful bestie, you are my comfort person and I love you and sorry for taking so long 😘💘 I hope you're doing alright love 😘
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• alrighty bestie, Javi is the definition of praise kink; that man will praise you at any given opportunity and he will enjoy everything single minute of it, because he lives for complimenting you as whole: your looks, your bodies, your laughter, your intelligence and of course, let's never forget about how he compliments your nails 🗣️
• he will always tell you you look pretty or mention you are wearing a beautiful color, he's gonna notice when you get a haircut, if you change your perfume and your lipstick usual colors (but let's cut him some slack here, the first thing he thinks of is that new color on your lips while you have his cock in your mouth hehe)
• and of course during sex Javier Peña is a fucking praiser™
• I mean it, he's gonna mix that with that filthy mouth of his, telling you the most explicit sinful things, at the same time he can be very sweet about you, always working on boosting your self confidence even if he doesn't really realize that
• and while doing so, of course he's gonna speak spanish too, knowing it drives you crazy
"just like that, mi amor, take all of it, all my cock in your beautiful mouth, tus labios tan bonitos..."
" you have such a delicious tight cunt, cariño, I love how you gush for me..."
"tu culo me vuelve loco, amor... Let my cock inside of it, I'll promise I'll go nice and slow"
• 🫢
• but he also likes receiving the praise; Javi suffers a lot from stress and those cruel thoughts about not being good enough or not doing a decent job, when it's time to lose himself into you and relax, he appreciates the way you remind him he's just as great
"you're amazing Javi, I'm proud of you, mi amor"
"your cock is so delicious, hermoso... Dejame cuidarte..."
• it will just melt your seemingly grumpy DIA boyfriend and he's gonna be all soft all for yourself
• also, I don't take any contrary opinions on this: Javier Peña is a family man and he just (wants) and needs a woman to make an honest man out of him; the moment he falls in love for real, he falls hard and there's no turning back, that man will love you for life
• and he's gonna change his mind about being a bachelor, he's gonna be a husband, and a great one at that matter, he's just gonna love being a husband, the fact he has a wife and that he won't have any other lonely nights, but instead, someone waiting for him at the end of the day, as he goes to his home instead of going just to a house
• he would such a proud husband, excited about wearing a wedding ring and such, everything in order to show how happy he is with marriage
• he's also the kind of husband to bring you flowers, chocolates, body lotions and any other small gifts here and there for no specific reason other than making you happy
• and not only that, he would always remember important dates, such as engagement and wedding anniversaries
• and of course, while being a loving husband, he would want to take the next step which consists of having a baby with you; it would probably start after seeing how beautiful you look with Murphy's kid in your arms, and just the general thought of having a whole family of his, would be enough to spark the idea
• and then the fun part begins: trying for a baby, which consists of you jumping on him at any opportunity
• and that man would finish inside of you every single time, hoping that time will be the charm and the baby Peña won't take very long ❤️
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my opinion on whether these characters bathe
Adela: she'd have good hygiene. minimum of once a day. for some reason i feel really, really confident on this. adela's just someone who seems clean
Adriana:stinky. wouldnt shower
Aiden:i wrote alex's first, and i think since the european part doesn't apply then i'm going with the second one and saying he probably showers before going out minimum
Alex:could go any way. you can argue "european from a cold country = not as much showering, more skewed to just wearing deodorant or perfume" or "theres no way a secret agent can afford to be stimky" and i would agree with both those options equally
Arda:the aspect of being depressed and a workaholic that nobody likes remembering is that you're not gonna be showering regularly. im sorry
Aya:normal amount of baths. whatever that is
Barbara:she's stinky. you can't convince me otherwise on this. she's stinky. it's not like she NEVER SHOWERS but i'd bet she's like "ehh once or twice a week is plenty"
Bernice:you look me in the proverbial eye and tell me he showers.
Bianca:i actually think she showers. why am i shocked at this. i think she showers though. the sort to say that if you don't shower before going to bed you feel worse. don't know if i'd go far enough to say twice a day though
Camilo:every time he goes out, minimum. he wouldn't be attractive if he stunk and i bet you could argue the strange self confidence stretches to. uh
Cathy:canonically showers a fucking lot
Celine:does not strike me as somebody who showers often. i think her ass can go a week without showering and not even think about it
Chiara: i think her self loathing has to stretch into baths. she probably showers at least sort of rarely, and when she does it's in the dark. she keeps her head down when she's brushing her teeth to not see herself in the mirror
Chloe:the ones i keep putting off because i'm not sure are the ones that probably default to "whatever the normal amount is". chloe showers whatever the normal amount is
Daniel:you know, i've heard secondhand so much advice on how to manage washing your hair. and you'd THINK this would help. it doesn't. because half the advice is "wash every day", the other half is "don't wash that often", and the one thing both of those agree on is "don't use scalding hot water, but don't use cold water either, both aren't a good idea, do warm water". the vibe i get is that he still showers semi often though
Echion:14 in 1 shampoo that smells like motor oil, like magnus
Elena:i think she'd only shower and not ever want a bathtub bath. because of trauma. idk i happened to be writing a bit in the fanfic that included her backstory and i actually sort of appreciate her after that. but what matters is that i think she showers twice a day
Eleven:she HAS to be the sort to shower twice a day. source:she's rich and for some reason that makes me really not buy that she'd bathe less. like. if you aren't bathing every day you're either depressed or poor and minding the water bill. she is neither
Eva:whatever the normal amount is also. i got nothing
Emma:i get the feeling, from the fact that she's a street magician, that she sometimes ends up having to not bathe every day and compensate in other ways. but also im pulling this out of my ass
Felix:i am so unbearably certain he doesn't shower ever day for some reason. i think every other day. i don't think he's at JP levels
Fiora:showers every day. i can't imagine otherwise
Hart:i am so sorry about this opinion for some reason but i can't imagine her showering more than every other day for some reason
Hyejin:showers every day, probably uses a nice flowery soap
Hyunwoo:showers every other day, probably
Isol:i think if we extend the way he feels about school he'd probably be like "i wish i could shower every day". since i dont think his circumstances would let him be very clean
Jackie:stinky. sorry
Jan:can we live in a universe where jan does bathe often. i don't want to imagine what it's like to live in the one where he doesnt. but also i just KNOW he smells so strongly of axe body spray. he needed that campaign going "only spray for as long as you say 'axe'!" but then he started saying AAAAAXE
Jenny:i feel like she showers twice a day. and id extend that she likes bubble baths but doesnt have a bathtub. and that her shampoo and conditioner are those ones that are really cheap and smell a bit "off" but in a particular way. cant figure out how to explain it
Johann:i think every day. before he goes to bed specifically. seems like a night bather
JP:canon stinky
Laura:rule of thumb:if a character is supposed to be attractive and doesn't have any good plot explanation otherwise, they shower at least once a day/before going out
Lenox:i think she doesnt shower that often but i dont like my conclusions on this :(
Leon:twice a day. i once found this soap that smelled like strawberry bubblegum and i think hed love that shit but then cover it up with man's deodorant
Li Dailin:i dont think she cares enough to shower. like. maybe she'd have trouble with getting herself to do it and kick herself over it since she's often like that. she has a slight undercurrent of self pity. but what that would mean is she's stinky
Luke: twice a day bare minimum. maybe more
Magnus:definitely showers shittily and uses one of those 14 in one shampoo for men that looks like motor oil
Mai:she so needs to have a bubble bath at least once every few days or she gets miffed. but in general i think twice a day
Nadine:you look me in the eye and tell me she showers
Nathapon: the logistics of him showering sound difficult and he seems like someone who lives life in a "bare minimum required to function well" way (like, someone that sleeps 8 hours entirely because he'll be tired otherwise. someone who puts veg in their plate so he doesn't die of scurvy but doesn't care either way aside from that) so he'd shower when he's getting sweaty but not make a habit of it
Nicky:im so sorry but she has the vibe of someone who doesn't shower as frequently as she should and is ashamed of it to me. maybe it's because depression adhd uncleanliness recognizes other uncleanlinesses. words that definitely dont exist. but sorry. i dont think im wrong though
Rio:now. as someone who's also really autistic. i struggle with keeping routines straight, but i also need them. and one thing that works well for me is basically what i call if-else chains but in my mind. like. before i go to bed, i always brush my teeth. once i got used to it i always did it, never forget it. what i'm saying is that she was taught as a kid to shower every day before bed or after waking up or whatever and now she can't break it
Rosalio:you look me in the eye and tell me he showers often. i KNOW he puts on deodorant after he sweats to cover it up but then he just smells pungently bad
Rozzi:i think she'd shower once a day after getting home or before going to bed. she isnt in a situation as precarious as isol as far as we know so i'm not accounting for it
Shoichi:i know his ass showers every day and wears loud men's perfume. this bitch definitely mastered the placement of the spritzes but acts like he doesnt put effort into it
Silvia:you look me in the eye and tell me this woman showers.
Sissela:imagining how she'd feel about hygiene makes me very sad. i get the feeling she'd hate showering
Sua:see laura's rule of thumb. none of her skins aren't babygirlified. she by nature can't smell bad. but i think she'd like that one perfume that smells like a new book
Tia:so here's the thing. it is very hard to not get your hands dirty while painting. and i myself end up being way more messy than the normal person because i Don't Care. and that makes me think she showers before going to bed because she has to make sure none of the paint is on her skin
William:he showers before going out. strikes me as the sort to sleep wearing his outside clothes
Xiukai:now. i do think he'd have good cleanliness in the kitchen. but that does not equal taking regular baths. but also he doesn't seem like he'd be UNCLEAN. so my gut feeling is baths every other day? baths every day in hot weather?
Yuki:he strikes me as someone who has a need to smell good and look good. like, two baths a day, shampoo and conditioner that smell a specific way, skin moisturizer afterwards. not in a vain way like camilo, but because he has this thing with looking perfect. which does mean. wearing charcoal masks with the girlies i just got that image and i love it
Zahir:canonically well-groomed. probably does bathe at least a good twice a day
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classydreamthing · 1 year ago
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JUST A TOY.
- Hello! Flutter here, I wanted for a long time to rewrite a story mode of the game with Sun Hee's reactions narrated and here it is! I hope you like it and if you have any suggestion for my writing I am open to opinions and advice!♡
I apologize in advance for my English TvT originally I had this text in Spanish.
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- Ray route Day 7
🌻- Sun Hee
🥀- Řæƴ???
Theme 1- https://youtu.be/OHVIhbgU9p4
Theme 2- https://youtu.be/hu9MsxoWroo
𓈃 ׂ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) - Sᴜɴ ʜᴇᴇೃ/ੈː͡➘
[The young girl with blond hair was in that cozy bedroom that right now felt gloomy for some reason, perhaps it was her nerves that were on the surface for not knowing about that boy. He had recently had a talk with V and Seven, they both noticed that the Hacker's patterns had changed and that aroused her alertness even more since she didn't know it was the "cleaning ceremony".. What if he had been harmed?]
[She couldn't think, her feet moved and she moved around the room, from one side to the other, biting her nails a little until she heard loud knocks coming from her door... someone was calling. At that time? It was 11:59 at night.]
🌻-Who is it?
[Her only response from that stranger was more intense blows.]
🌻- Hey, I heard you, I'm coming.
[And without further ado, she approached to open the door, meeting the boy with white hair and turquoise eyes, only... his clothes were different and his vibe was too. He looked the same, without a doubt it was him but something was not boding well for her and she was like that since the day began.]
~Start of theme 1.~
🥀-What took you so long?
🌻- Well.. I asked and you didn't answer me.. -sigh- It doesn't matter. I'm happy to see you, Ray. I missed you a lot
🥀-... What a passionate welcome. I was also very curious about you. But your face is not to my taste
🌻-! Sorry!? What is that about exactly?
[She would be lying if she said that she was not offended, that comment undoubtedly annoyed her but it bothered her more to hear that after spending a week living with... him?]
🥀- Ha... this room smells strange. Is it your smell?
🌻- Ehm.. it's my perfume-
🥀-It's only been a week since you've been here, and this room is full of your smell.
🌻- ... Precisely for that reason, I've been here for a week.
🥀- Hm I see that he decorated the room in his way. He even brought you flowers.
🌻-He..?
[She asked taking a few steps back, those flowers had been given to her by Ray... Why was he talking about him as if he were someone else?]
🥀- Why doesn't he realize that he will be used as a puppet if he keeps acting like a good guy?
🌻- Puppet? Wait.. What are you saying? Ray, you look like a different person.
🥀-You're looking for that idiot. I knew it.
I wonder... what were you doing here? I guess you've been imagining happy things with that idiot...or maybe you were planning to use his innocence to pass the time.
[The blue-eyed girl only deigned to clench her fists tightly and deny, turning her back for a second to hold her forehead with one hand and seriously wonder what the hell was going on there.
That young man looked and had the voice of Ray but apparently he wasn't.. Ray hadn't said anything about having a brother.. so would it be...? No, she couldn't deduce something that strong just because of something like that. Without further ado, she just turned around and fixed her gaze on the other's face seriously.]
🥀-Why do you look at me that way? ... Is it what you expected to hear?
🌻- ...
🥀-It seems you have questions. As if I were going to answer them.
🥀- Too bad, I'm not a master of answering all your stupid questions and I'm definitely not an idiot who would give his all for you
🌻- I didn't say you were that, you know? I only have one doubt... only one: You have the same body and face as Ray, but you say you're not Ray?
🥀-Didn't I just tell you that I'm not a teacher? Besides... you are the specialist of the human mind, right? -Sun Hee has been working as a Psychologist for 10 months after graduating-
🌻- You don't need to be a teacher to answer something as simple as identifying yourself. Who are you?
🥀 - I told you you won't ask me anymore!
Ah, you are really stupid. Haha.. Are you intentionally trying to anger me?
[The girl only bit her lower lip in annoyance, taking a breath to avoid saying something stupid and denying it by crossing her arms.]
🥀- As The savior said that have to treat you 'especially' well, I will tell you 'especially' something.
🌻- The savior...?
🥀 -I'm only going to say it once, so listen.
🌻- Yes. Go ahead
🥀 - Ray is my creation. He is the most pathetic part of me.
I am the real one, I, Saeran. Ray is a fraud. So you'll never see him again.
[At that moment something broke inside the blonde's girl chest, a strong lump appeared in her throat upon hearing those words while her face lost color and her eyes widened as she understood what he meant.]
🌻- You... Do you have..? It can't be... How did I not notice? How is Ray? What did they do to him?
[She would say as she backed up a few steps, taking her head with one hand and staring at the man in front of her. If that was DID... then something nasty had to set this whole thing off, right? She still remembered her last call with Ray a few hours ago, he sounded really affected by something.]
🥀- Although my savior said to do it.. Great. I ended up explaining so kindly...
🌻- Was that nice for you?
🥀 - ... This is a bit annoying. You don't think you're a princess or something, do you? Ha ha
[The girl tried to respond, she really tried, but her whole body tensed as she now had him a few centimeters from her face, cornering her against a wall using one of his arms, which had made a loud noise as it passed by her face and hit the wall.]
🌻- !
[Her eyes went from seeing that arm to seeing those mint eyes, feeling seized with fear for having a person who was not calm at such a close distance. She wanted to push him away but that would be worse, she had to hold on, maybe it was just the scare and then it would pass... right?]
🥀-This smell of yours has been getting on my nerves for a while.
This room, your smell, I don't like anything about them. But Ray said that he likes him, right?
[The young lady just kept silent, "for a while"? .. that meant that this Saeran guy already knew about her but he was now manifesting... that seemed to be a great disadvantage for her from the first impression she was having of him. ]
🥀- To be honest, I feel like I'm going to get sick.
I don't like this room at all, you. Everything is getting on my nerves.
🌻- The... the door is behind me in case you want to leave.
🥀- Don't you dare look at me so blankly like an idiot. Now you look even dumber... Can't you show me something interesting with that face?
🌻- What? ..-
🥀- And those eyes of yours in particular really bother me. Do you mind if you close them for me? Oh, maybe I should cover your eyes.
[Upon hearing the last thing she simply looked away coldly, he was attacking her left and right because he wanted to , she could notice that.]
🥀- Sun-Hee, I know it was you. You tried to get rid of me by saying all those weird things to Ray.
🌻- What? What are you taking about? I didn't know you exist..-
🥀 -Too bad. Your time is up, princess.
[At that moment her blood froze, her time is over? Was he going to kill her? He seems to knew about her but she didn't know anything about him, that was something that made her nervous because it made her feel vulnerable.]
🥀- Can you show me a sad face? Eh? Come on try it.
[Her face, full of freckles, remained without any other expression than surprise or shock, she couldn't put on another face, she was even capable of smiling because of her nerves, but without a doubt, laughing wasn't going to get her out of that situation .]
🥀- How about an angry face? Hmm? Come on, do something to entertain me.
🌻- This is not fair. Please let me go.
🥀-HAHA! This is not fair?
🌻- No.
🥀- I see that you are from a happy fairy tale world, princess...
🥀- Why that mistake, how someone disastrous like you? I don't understand. No wait. I understand it.... _You two should have consoled each other._ Because you're both idiots. Ahh.. Now I'm getting sick.
🥀-How good are you? You're stupid, slow... You're useless.
🌻- Oh my gosh. -she pronounce irritated.-
🥀-What? Do you have something to say? Did you just realize how useless you are? No way...
🌻- I... he... ... is not something I should tell you.
🥀- You should know your place from now on.. And keep quiet as a grave.
[The young lady could only sigh a little because of her nerves, her brain could no longer generate answers and he didn't seem to have any intention of getting away from her. That made her tremble a little, feeling her anxiety run through her entire body and much of it in her leg which she moved slightly.]
🥀-And don't make me notice that you're breathing! You'll get on my nerves if you shake like that!
🥀-Stop shaking. Ugh, this is bullshit. Why don't you listen to what I say?
🥀-Should I bite you or something?
🌻-! Wh..WHAT!?
🥀- Don't move haha...
[She would let out a scream as she was held tightly by the white-haired man, feeling her body collide with her opponent and how his breath touched the skin of her neck.
Her hands began to tremble and by reflection she rested them on the young man's chest, trying to push him away while she felt how panic invaded her body, an indescribable fear that she had never experienced or expected to experience. She had feelings for Ray, sure, but not like this, and that wasn't Ray right there. He looked like him but he wasn't.]
🥀- Hey, that tickles. Are you trying to get away from me?
🌻-... let me go, please. Saeran. -she said with a low voice.-
🥀 - Haha ow~ Did I scare you, princess?
🥀-Too bad. I'm just beginning... You shouldn't be scared by this.
[At that same moment, the sapphire-eyed girl felt as if a bucket of cold water had been smashed from her back, she wanted to cry, scream, ask for help but she couldn't. The fear that he would do something to her was getting the better of her.]
🥀- I wonder if the brands will stay until tomorrow. I wonder...if i should come and check it out tomorrow..
I'm not sure if you're understanding what I'm saying, but let me tell you this. You better start using your head and thinking in a way so i doesn't hate you. You have to be an interesting toy if you want me to keep you company. Right now you're not funny at all. Seriously, you're useless.
[Sun Hee could only close her eyes and gasp in an attempt to regulate her breathing and not cry, the situation was too much for anyone being professional or not. At that time, she did not know if her physical integrity was at risk or not. She just wished with all her might that Saeran would leave her, even going so far as to pray despite not believing in god.]
🥀- Ah that's right. Your expression just changed haha ​​HAHAHA!
🌻- I... I... -She couldn't stop shaking. Why the hell wasn't she answering? why couldn't she move?-
🥀- Show me an angry face. Hm? Come on.
Try to provoke me. Make me mad. Annoy me. Come on, try it... Hmm? I will play with you.
🌻- ! I SAID LET ME GO! PLEASE.
[After yelling that, she would feel how he made an annoyed noise and separated.]
🥀-Ahg, it's not fun. It seems that this is the limit of your usefulness.
I'm getting tired of you, you're not funny. Ha.. this is so annoying. Really. I knew you were nothing.
🌻- Ah... damn it.. -She wiped the water that was about to fall from her eyes, feeling furious with herself for not reacting-
[When she was freed from that grip, she only backed away quickly, going to the other side of the bed to feel minimally protected by something.]
🥀- I'm sure I'll have fun with you if you cause problems here... For example... ask the RFA for help. Yeah, something like that... Would you mind trying?
🌻 Ugh.. -Deep breath- No... I won't. -she pronounced shaky because she always used to say yes to requests from others-
🥀- Tsk.. The savior said that you also need to go through the purification process. I'll be the one to do that. It will be so much fun hahaha!
🌻- Purification?
[That word, that was what they had done to Ray, right? a cleaning ... so that meant she would.. oh no..]
🥀- I know how to get the most pain in the process. I've done it many times... You're curious, right?
🌻- No..
🥀-It will be so good. Do I have to tell the savior that you're a bad girl?
🌻- ...
🥀-... You are quiet. I was going to play you again if you started whining like an idiot again.
You're not funny.. and I don't play with boring toys. I'm leaving. I'll come back when I feel bored.
~Start of theme 2~
[And just like that, that young man simply walked out the door but she was not going to trust herself, therefore she kept quiet for a while to listen to what was happening outside that room.]
🥀-Hey! Don't put anything in that room. This room is a toy room, _where is my toy._
....
🥀- Oh and... make sure my toy doesn't go anywhere, have your yes on her.
....
🌻- What just...?
[Hearing nothing anymore, she simply collapsed at the foot of the bed. Being on his knees and trembling while her breathing was rough. It was a lot to process. .. from the Dissociative identity disorder to that unpleasant touch of that guy. She had seen a few DID patients before but they were all on a set of established therapies...he didn't, besides, everything he said about Ray...Wouldn't she see him again? ...no, that it couldn't be. He had to be there but hidden somewhere, trapped... trapped in the same way she was being trapped in those moments.
It was as if a bunch of chains had attached themselves to her ankles, wrists and neck, dragging her to the ground and leaving her there as her stomach churned at the thought of what she could have passed her. Was he really going to bite? And if he did something worse to her? Now how was she going to get out of there? She didn't want to compromise the RFA anymore... What could she do..?]
🌻- Ray.. Ray said that I should be happy, that I should be... I... I should be... whe should be happy.
I can't give up, I can't bow my head... No.. I should defend myself, at least from Saeran. I mustn't let him walk all over me.
[She would clench her fists feeling she despised her actions from a while ago.]
🌻- I have to find a way to protect myself without hurting Ray in the process.. ugh... this will be difficult. ! Damn, I have to call V as soon as possible.
[Said this, she dried her tears and staggering with a great tremor in her body, she took her mobile to get down to work. She might be scared but this wasn't going to stay that way. If her ending was already dictated, she would at least fight to change it.]
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northwest-cryptid · 1 year ago
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Alright so this post already has like nearly 4k notes and I'm sure there's been a ton of discussion on this topic and I want to air this right now and say I'm a NB individual who's not trying to ruffle any feathers so to speak; but I have personal experiences with this and figured I'd share my two cents, it's ENTIRELY FINE if you disagree with me. You can absolutely disregard what I say here but for those who want to know my opinions and thoughts on this topic, here ya go. You're 100% on this one, I've been saying this for a while but essentially; it's one thing to be supportive and understanding of someone's gender when they come out; it's entirely another thing to assume you know more about their gender identity than they do just based on your own personal experiences. I remember way back when I was very questioning of my gender and believed myself to be MtF trans it was specifically because people around me began telling me I was, and I realized it was always because of the fact I embraced a lot of traditionally feminine stuff. Of course they didn't take kindly to it when I had mentioned that I should still be able/allowed to be a man and be into those things, because those things don't make someone a woman they're just things I can like.
But here in lies the issue if I may be so bold, and yea I'm kind of scared to say this but it's just my own thoughts on the matter. See a lot of the people who were telling me I must obviously be MtF trans were MtF trans women themselves. To who, those things WERE what made them feel like a woman. Those things were what let them embrace their gender and BE a woman. Even though if we're being honest, they were a woman regardless (ya know, hence the whole being trans thing; you can be a MtF trans woman and be into trucks and beer and sports and whatever other traditionally masc shit you want because interests don't define your gender by the way) but they didn't FEEL like a woman unless they threw themselves at their more feminine interests and embraced that those things MADE them a woman. Which, hey I get that; I understand wanting to conform more with your gender in whatever way you can. It's the same reason sometimes I wish I had longer hair and have often thought about getting wigs, but then you gotta keep in mind that I also have thought about wearing wigs for like; literally the last 10 years and it was never a gender thing for me. At the end of the day I didn't want to blame these individuals for pushing that on me because I understood it from their perspective. Clearly if in their mind, painting their nails, wearing traditionally feminine clothing, using feminine products like perfume or even just deodorants, and going to the mall/shopping made them feel like women because those things were all interests they believed were traditionally or inherently feminine, then I can see where they'd believe me to be the same as them since I had a lot of the same interests. So when I still thought of myself as a man and had a lot of the same interests/activities I could see where it might come across as weirdly threatening. For my MtF friends, the idea that something WASN'T inherently feminine was actually a bad thing, they didn't want to abolish gender roles because those same gender roles were the very thing that let them feel more like their actual gender while early in the transitional period where they still had a lot of dysphoria about their looks, body, interests, that sort of thing. It was also a really "easy" way so to speak; to announce to the public at large that "I am not a man, I am in fact a woman because a man wouldn't have painted nails, or wear perfume, or be shopping at the mall!" Which is actually just not true but you know. This is literally coming from discussions I had with them on the topic because yea I called them out on this when I began to question my gender a little more. There are even some of them who still try to pull the whole "see I knew it, I knew you weren't a man!" Because I'm NB and they're equating that to being MtF which in my own personal opinion, it's not. I sometimes sway between calling myself NB and calling myself Gender Fluid, because I honestly still identify as a man, about just as much as I identify as a woman, which is literally just about as much as I identify as neither/both/whatever. Whenever they try to pull that shit on me, the argument is always about whether or not being MtF and being NB/GF is the same, and what bothers me there is that; none of the things they attributed to me being trans, ever impacted me being trans. They were never things that made me question my gender, they were never things I ever even thought about. Some of them weren't even things I had a conscious decision in. Like half the time I wore feminine deodorant because it's just what was available, most of my interests aligned with more traditionally feminine shit because I happened to have more traditionally feminine friends. I've been questioning my gender for a while, and the only time I honestly stopped questioning it and just decided to go with what other people wanted was when everyone around me had decided for me that I should be a woman because of what they deemed feminine and didn't like it when I asked "can I still be a man if I like these things? Do these things inherently make me a woman?"
So yea, there's my two cents on the matter. I admittedly have some strong opinions but you hopefully understand why. At the end of the day I tell people quite often that you only get one life to live (save for any religious belief you may follow) and I'd rather everyone just get to live a life they're happy with, if you're a man who's into painting your nails and wearing feminine clothing but you're cis and straight and still rock your long ass hair, more power to ya bro. If you're a trans woman and you want to rock a buzzcut and trucker aesthetics hell yea girl go for it. Who honestly has time to give a shit, life is too short to care, but if you're going to judge or accuse someone of being this or that because of what they wear, or the things they buy, or the music they like; well... shit man shut up no one gives a fuck.
tl;dr if you wouldn't say a trans man is a woman for buying pads (which you fucking shouldn't, I shouldn't have to say that but I am) don't say a cis man is actually a trans girl just because he buys feminine deodorant.
calling every gnc cis person you see an "egg waiting to crack" even as a joke is not cool or funny at all actually it is extremely invasive and weird and you are just reinventing gender roles but making it "progressive"
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servin-up-surveys · 1 year ago
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survey #175
Do you own anything from Victoria's Secret "Pink" line? Do you really think the clothes are worth the price? No, I couldn't fit in their stuff, but also I would not pay those ridiculous prices for undergarments or perfumes. I haven't heard good things about how their models are treated either, so I don't want to support their business anyway.
Who would you say is the overall best person you know, and why? Uh, that's really hard. Everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses, like I really don't know. People I know may excel in one attribute, but seriously lack in other things. I suppose my mom is the closest that comes to mind though, her level of forgiveness, selflessness, and loyalty is fucking unreal, I just don't like how aggressively spiteful she is towards my dad. She's also a massive doormat, like people use her A LOT, and it's all because she has no idea how to say no, and she knows it.
Do you have a specific gas station you usually go to? Or do you stop wherever? No; I don't drive/have my own car, but Mom will try to pick out a lower price than other ones when she's driving around. We have a Shell or something not even a minute down the road which I do think we usually use, but she definitely sometimes picks other places.
What is your opinion on dating someone who already had a child/children from a previous relationship? It's not something I personally want; I do think someone having a kid could contribute to me choosing to not date them, but I'm unsure. It's not to be mean or anything, I just know that I could never be a proper parent figure to them, especially a child that isn't mine, and when you decide to date a parent, you're picking that child to be in your life too.
Have you recently accomplished anything that you are proud of yourself for? Yeah, honestly. I'm becoming capable of lasting longer and longer on the exercise bike, I'm being more diligent with my diet, still sometimes doing my PT exercises (by this point I've mostly outgrown them, other exercises like the bike benefit me more), and even after like, five-ish months or so of searching, I'm still job hunting nearly daily. Indeed has practically been my homepage lol.
Are you still friends with any of your exes? Do you still communicate with any of them at all? No. I'd be fine interacting with Aaron in a hypothetical situation, we have no ill feelings towards one another at all that I know of, we just grew apart, I don't even think he has social media anymore.
Is there anyone that you text on a regular basis that you do not have saved in your phone? If so, why don't you have their number saved? No.
What's the color of your front door? It's white.
How many people have you been really in love with? Two.
How frequently are you inclined to read, and how much? Not much, honestly... and definitely not as much as I want to. Odds are if I have access to technology, I'm using that in some way instead of reading, but I hate that about me. Like, I do enjoy reading, I have fun doing it when I'm into the book, but it like, automatically takes a backseat if I have Internet access. I'm entirely aware it's because I'm addicted to technology, like I've known this about me for a very, very long time.
How do you feel after spending a great quantity of time online? Oh yikes, that timing lol. I'm basically always online, like if I'm conscious the odds are high I'm at my desk on this laptop doing one thing or another, and I really do hate it about me. I've been this way since I was a kid and I honestly don't think I'll ever be able to tame it down unless I literally had no way of accessing it, period. Even when I DIDN'T have access to a computer for around two months, as soon as I got it back, I was back to my normal ways again.
What is something you hope you never have to do again? Various health issues. Work in customer service of any sort.
Have you ever seen a leech in person? I feel like I have? I'm terrified of them though, I fucking cannot handle parasites, so I feel I'd remember if I ever had one on me.
What are two things you'd tell your child self that you wish you would've known then? TO STOP GIVING A SHIT ABOUT BEING SEEN AS "WEIRD" OR "CHILDHISH" AND JUST BEING SO FUCKING SENSITIVE TO JUDGMENT. Honestly, I feel like half the "judgment" I obsessed over never even really fucking happened, like there was no ill intent behind things said, I just take negative opinions of my interests to be a very personal attack on me as an individual. I've been thinking about this a lot lately, and when you consider I'm more sensitive than ever about me and my hobbies and what I like, it's clear that this is an issue that was never corrected, and my life would be PROFOUNDLY improved if I stopped giving such a shit about the opinions of people whose names I don't even know or whose faces I've only seen once. The second thing I'd tell myself is to be strong and brave, and know that even when things got too dark to see where my life was heading, we came out of the tunnel one day to see light in life again.
Did you used to play hopscotch? Yeah I did.
Do you have anything monogrammed? No, that's never been my thing. My sisters like that stuff, though.
Have you ever joined a mosh pit? No, even as a big metal music lover I do not see the appeal in these at all. People get seriously hurt in those things, like I think people have literally been trampled and died.
Have you ever been hurt by a narcissist? Yes. Then again, I feel like most people have been in one way or another.
Have you forgiven everyone who's wronged you? Way too fucking many too many goddamn times.
What's your favorite thing to do at sunrise? Watch it happen, and also listen to the birds.
What does Notre Dame Cathedral mean to you, and how has its fire affected you? It's an incredible bastion of art and its persistence through time, I was heartbroken when the fires happened. It felt like watching the burning of the Library of Alexandria in modern times. I can't imagine seeing such a fantastic piece of architecture crumbling and NOT be affected by it.
Are you prophetic? I don't believe anyone is, we're all just mortal humans here for barely a blink in the grand scheme of existence and the universe.
Have you ever smoked weed, and if yes, did you like it? No, I'm not into smoking any substance. I do want to try an edible one day in a safe environment with people I trust, though, because I'm very curious regarding how it might help my anxiety.
Does your town's hospital have a good reputation? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, holy shit are there stories.
Have you ever read a Bible verse and thought, "this isn't true"? If so, what do you do when that happens? lmfao you mean since I was a child forced into attending Sunday school???????
What is your favorite shade of brown? Like a creamy coffee brown.
Do you prefer kale, lettuce, or spinach? Lettuce. I'm not sure if I've had kale, though.
Can you usually tell when someone has feelings for you? I feel like I can. Usually.
Do you know what things your pet(s) prefers to eat? I know Roman prefers wet food over dry; he mostly eats dry because boy those wet food poops are just lovely, but he definitely gets excited when we mix it up. I can tell you with absolute certainty that Cookie is insanely greedy with human food she's not supposed to have, and I really wish Mom would stop giving in to her begging.
Would you ever consider visiting Texas? I have zero interest in going there unless either of my two online friends I have and fully trust in Texas invited me to be at like their wedding or something, and even then it would very much depend on how doable travel would be.
Did you ever want a pony for a gift as a kid? Never seriously, no.
Do you know who your mom's favorite singer is? Oh well that's fucking easy, James Hetfield from Metallica. That's been her "celebrity crush" for as long as I can remember, that's her favorite band ever.
Have you ever tried to surf? No, save for like as a kid trying to stand and balance on pool accessories.
Do you want to learn? I'm not particularly interested.
Honestly, have you ever mooned anybody? No.
Which one of your family members do you wish you could see more often? Specifically, the immediate family of my mom's sane brother. He, his wife, and their kids. Like most of my maternal family though, they're in New York.
What room in your house is the messiest? Well, it's not necessarily messy, but it is very disorderly: the spare bedroom where I use my laptop. There's not much in here, but what is in here is placed without any visual appeal in mind. I'd really like to do something with it, but I'm not asking my mom to buy furniture and decor for a spare room when I haven't even done MY bedroom makeover...
Are you proud of your parents? Yes. I could go on for hours upon fucking hours about how proud I am of my mother with her fucking unmatched fighter's spirit, and I'm definitely proud of my dad beating long-time alcoholism. I honestly can't applaud him nearly as much as my mom, like honestly my dad is not a top-tier parent in a number of disappointing ways, but he's definitely gotten better with age. He's absolutely a better grampa than he was a dad.
Have you ever used a "puppy face" to get your way? I actually don't even remember doing that as a kid. The only time I'd ever do it would be entirely playfully.
Do you have dimples when you smile? Yes, very clearly on my left cheek. I feel like I had one on the right when I was young, but I don't see or feel it anymore.
Have you ever carved anything into a tree? Not that I recall.
Who will you be with Saturday night? idk, Girt's off so I might see if he wants to go see the Barbie movie, but I might wanna wait a few more days so the theater isn't crammed full.
What woke you up this morning? Nightmares. Twice.
Did you kiss or hug anyone today? No.
When were you the saddest in your life? End of 2015 and all of 2016. No hell a devil could ever design would be worse for me than what that fucking time period was. Every waking moment I wanted to be fucking dead and the only dreams I ever remembered were about my ex and not positive.
Do you ever get groceries delivered to your house? Only if the specific item needed is not available for pick-up in the store. Mom generally orders our groceries online and then we pick them up in the car, but sometimes something very specific has to be ordered not directly from the store location we go to.
What was the last job interview you went to where you didn't get the job? Do you think the interview went well or not? It was Pizza Hut I think, that or Inn, and I'd THOUGHT it went well; the guy who interviewed me even told me he had very high hopes of me getting a yes. Nowadays though I'm immensely grateful I never got the call back; this was in desperate times before my third job where I finally settled I just fucking can't work in customer service. Thinking I could ever be a waitress was absolute insanity, it would have gone horrid.
What's your favorite pasta shape? Probably penne. Or normal spaghetti noodles, I just don't like that they're generally messier to eat.
What's one of the saddest movies you've ever seen? I normally answer this with The Boy in the Striped Pajamas, but just to mix it up a bit, Johnny Got His Gun is also fucking heart-wrenching.
What was the last physical pain you experienced? Menstrual cramps.
Do you know anyone who is terminally ill? Yes, she's way too weak for cancer treatments in her age so we know what's happening.
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theliterarywolf · 2 years ago
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Someone should make a video essay how this constant nit picking and micro managing of LGBTQA content is probably what lead to a series like "boyfriends". I swear, you constantly get shit on for doing anything "problematique" with LGBTQA characters, to the point where one wrong line, and someone will come out of the wood work to talk shit about you because in their subjective opinion "that's not how someone from the LGBTQA would act!" EVEN IF YOU'RE PART OF THE LGBTQA, even more ridiculous when you are the specific sexuality/gender you're writing about. It has basically lead to only the most basic content, with no plot or stakes becoming bigger and bigger. It's like people WANT stories with LGBTQA people in it, but only if they never get put into actual stories with... well, plot. Just an empty shell. I'm not surprised that foreign LGBTQA content is more well liked, and enjoyed than anything from the West. Like, I can't even remember a single notable LGBTQA story from the West that got even close to some of the foreign stories I've seen and read.
Now, to be fair, I will bring up the perspective of if you're making a piece of media and you promote six ways to Sunday about its strong, respectable LGBTA rep that completely changes the game on how such characters are written... And said character is an offensive slur that makes the LGBTA people in your audience go 'Just call me a slur already; it would be easier for the both of us' Or if you do have an LGBTA character in your piece of media but they're nothing more than Brian Griffin with a neon-blue undercut (i.e.: a creator's blatant self-insert who only exists to spout out sanctimonious dribble about being LGBTA) Then, yes, in those cases the people who shout "that's not how an LGBTA person would act!" are justified in calling it out.
However, everything else with this submission is spot-on. To this day, everytime I see someone talking about compelling books with gay leads and someone brings up Captive Prince, the thread immediately delves into 'Nope! Not acceptable! That book is shitty and racist and problematic!'
... As if something that's called 'CAPTIVE PRINCE' doesn't already tell you that there's going to be some questionable material for the sake of NARRATIVE and THEME.
But, yes: people swear up and down that they want more media with LGBTA characters as the focus but they're too far gone in the mindset of 'oh, but I don't want anything bad to happen to them ever' that a lot of what ends up becoming popular is the equivalent of a piece of Styrofoam spritzed with cotton candy unicorn perfume.
Is mindless fluff fine? Yes, some people engage with that media in order to destress or just feel good at the end of long days. But it can't be the only kind of LGBTA content out there because, at the end of the day, those who insist otherwise are almost presenting the image that LGBTA people can't handle conflict.
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sampoenjoyer · 5 months ago
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OK IK THIS WAS FOR YOU BUT I HAVE VERY STRONG OPINIONS FOR SPECIFIC CHARACTER'S ON THIS TOPIC AND IM GONNA GO BY AREA (AND FACTION FOR A FEW OF THEM): Herta Space Station: most of them prolly smell normal, idk, THIS THE ONLY AREA THERE IS NO ONE I HAVE STRONG OPINIONS ON. Belobog/Jarilo VI: Sampo: SMELLS LIKE CHEAP COLOGNE/PERFUME. HE BUYS SOME "ROSE SCENTED" (IT DOESN'T SMELL LIKE ROSES) SHIT AND HE OVERUSES IT SO BAD. LIKE I THINK HE HAS A RLLY DISTINCT SMELL. HE ALSO HAS A NICER PERFUME FOR WHEN HE'S GOING AS MADAM POISSON TO FIT THE MORE ELEGANT DEMEANOR THAT PERSONA HAS. Lynx: tuna. I don't need to explain I just look at her and I think she'd always have the faint scent of tuna on her clothes from all the fish she eats, and she doesn't notice it but other people do. Gepard: He changes like 3 in 1 type soaps/a soap bar once a month or every few months, and everytime its a very subtle scent but people around him notice, especially Sampo. Like, maybe he changes from some 'apple scented' to 'vanilla' or something, since I think Gepard just grabs the most practical one, and Sampo would make a joke, Thats kinda it for them, I think Bronya would smell vaguely like flowers but that's not as strong of an opinion as those three. Xianzhou Luofu:
Bailu: She smells like those kid cough syrups, like an off sweet smell due to the medicine she's around all day. Jiungliu: Dusty. I just think she smells dusty, she's like a living corpse stuck in a coffin for ages like she'd just have dusty smell. Luocha: Like flowers, specifically the white lillies in his art which if im remembering right have a very strong scent. Tingyun: Like a really nice vanilla perfume, she also probably uses fancy shampoo that has a nice smell. Penacony: Boothill: Like motor oil. Gallagher: Despite the sodas not being alcoholic in canon I think he always vaguely smells like alcohol, and/or cigarettes, just the scent is stuck too him, with undertones of sickly sweet soda. Acheron: She has this strange, difficult to discern smell, that once she unsheathes her sword it clicks in your mind that its the smell of rot and death. Black Swan: It changes upon whose smelling her and how they feel about her, if they like her its a familiar and nostalgic scent, if it's someone who hates her its their most hated smell, you get the vibe. Sparkle: SHE CHANGES PERFUME EVERYDAY, AND ITS ALWAYS SOMETHING REALLY WEIRD. Like one day its like "a baby's laugh" another day its like "A chocolate covered rose" another "the crying tears of a lover" ETCETC, THESE RLLY WEIRD CONCEPTS YOU WOULDN'T THINK OF AS PERFUMES BUT SHE WEARS THEM AND SOMEHOW IT COMES ACROSS. The Stonehearts: Aventurine: A VERY over the top cologne that he puts way too much of on. He has a very recognizable smell. Jade: An initially sweet smell that if you're around too long becomes unpleasent and choking, clearly very fake and synthesized, probably causes those with sensitive noses to sneeze a lot/cough. Other: Argenti: Like roses, do not need to explain I think everyone agrees. Duke Inferno + His Kids: I THINK THEY ALL SMELL LIKE BURNING, LIKE YKNOW WHEN SOMETHING IS BURNING? ALL OF THEM SMELL LIKE THAT BUT WITH VARIOUS UNDERONTES OF WHATS BURNING. Duke Inferno himself I think would smell like burning meat or a mix of various objects burning, Dubra like a burning corpse, Dahlia like, well, a burning dahlia/flower, Akash (my favorite niche character no one else likes) like burning paper or wood. Caterina would smell like burning coals, or metal thats being smelted which is less of a burning smell ig but IDK. Shes more flexible to me. Blade: HE SMELLS LIKE EITHER A LOT LIKE DYING PLANTS OR A CORPSE WITH A HEAVY FLOWER SCENT, WHERE THE TWO SMELLS CONSTANTLY FIGHT, MIXED WITH A HEAVY IRONY SMELL OVER TOP. THATS IT FOR NOW, IK ITS WEIRD BUT SOME CHARACTERS WOULD HAVE RLLY SPECIFIC SMELLS TO ME SO YEH
Do you have any headcanons on what each of the characters smell like?
Not really no, I guess I’ve never thought about it, I feel like most of the cast would smell really good tho, especially Ratio I mean the man bathes every day
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gashinabts · 4 years ago
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Camera Boy (m)| Part I
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Pairing: Jungkook x Reader, Yoongi x Reader
Genre: Smut, Fluff, MATURE, 18+
Summary: Jungkook loves filming. Jungkook takes up your offer on filming you throughout the day...and night.
Warnings: Unprotected sex, hair pulling, sex filming, slapping tits and ass, degradation, humiliation kink, mention of public sex, teasing, slut is mentioned a lot. 
A/N: I haven’t posted in like months. I’m sorry for the lack of posting I haven’t been in the right mental state at the moment. I promise I will be posting more!! Thank you for the people who comment and like my fics.  It really means a lot for me!!!! Yoongi, Jungkook, & Reader are the same age (18). There will be THREE parts to this :))))
Part 1 2 3
*** This is my work, no reposting this and my other works on any other platforms. I do NOT take plagiarism lightly.  
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Jungkook is a quiet guy, who spends his time filming and editing videos. He is in the audiovisual club and was always seen around school with his Panasonic Lumix gh5 filming the school events since he was also part of the year book club. Not many of his classmates knew him by his name but as JK, even during roll call teachers would call him by JK. His fashion taste was dark, often dressing in all black and wearing bucket hats. Sometimes he would just fade away in the background but he didn’t care. 
Jungkook was editing a video for the cheer team in the audiovisual club classroom, but his fingertip halted at the mousepad when he felt a presence entering the room. He sees you walking in with your white tennis skirt and pastel green cardigan. He doesn’t understand why you would dare walk in this room. You’re Y/N, the school’s sweetheart, nice to everyone and everyone wanted to be your friend. He watches you smile and come closer to him, grabbing a chair and sitting next to him. “ Hey, Jungkook. What are you up to?,” you lean over to see his laptop screen.  He smells the light floral perfume and he feels like he shouldn’t have the privilege of smelling your floral scent. 
This wasn’t the first time you spoke to him, a couple times you would say hi to him during the events he filmed. But you did that to everyone saying ‘hellos’ and ‘how are yous ?’, because you didn’t want anyone to feel left out. “ Uh-editing this video for the cheer team. This would be my last video I would do for this school,” he scratches the back of his head. In the next three days he wouldn’t be a high schooler anymore. He would leave this place and major in film in a college in California. 
“ Cool, I really like your videos. I heard that you were going to UCLA and doing film. That’s pretty exciting, maybe we’ll bump into each other around campus,” you smile gently. 
Jungkook was shocked to hear that you knew what school he is going to attend. In the back of his head he wished that you guys would bump into each other and become friends. “ Maybe...so what’s up?,” he closes his laptop to face you. Which he regrets since he won’t be able to focus on anything you say since you are so pretty. 
“ I want you to film me...I want to give it to my friends as a goodbye gift,” you cross your legs. “ I’ll pay you for your hard work,” you reach into your bag grabbing your wallet. 
“ No, it’s fine you don’t have to pay me,” he stops your manicure nails from grabbing some bills. 
You shake your head and he watches as your diamond earrings sparkle, “ No, I insist. I would feel really bad about it, Jungkook. Your work is top quality, better than those shitty Youtubers, even better than some of Quentin Tarantino works,” you proceed to take out the money. 
Jungkook eyes widen at your statement. No one has ever complimented his videos like you did. The closest compliment he has ever gotten from someone is ‘Looks good.’ Your soft hands brush his as you hand him the money, “ Thanks. We can start after I’m done with the cheer video,” he quickly puts the money in his pocket. 
You get up, tugging at your skirt since it rose up when you sat down. “ Great! I’ll see you later,” you gave a small wave and left the classroom.
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“ I’m going to start filming, alright?,” Jungkook asked as you throw some things out of your locker in the trash can. 
“ Go ahead,” you smile at him. “ Look at how much stuff I have. It’s all useless stuff now,” you throw some more math tests away. He films you walking around the halls and greeting some people. Along with some chit chat, he admires the way you genuinely care about what your friends are talking about. He likes the way your hands move while you talk, and how touchy you are with your friends. He notices that you playfully hit your friends’ shoulder when they make you laugh really hard. Jungkook learns more about you when you answer the questions he gives you. He learns about what you love about your friends and how much you are going to miss them. 
You invite him to your house and he films you baking a cake for Mina’s birthday. You tell him the story of how you and Mina became friends. The fondness of your voice can be heard at spreading the strawberry icing on the cake. “ Want some?,” you ask, showing him the leftover frosting on your index finger. He looks confused by what you're asking. “ The frosting. Have some,” you bring your finger closer to him. 
Jungkook wonders if you know what you are doing. He could have not possibly licked the sweet frosting off your fingers. “ I-I uh no, it’s okay,” he fumbles with his camera, turning it off and hastily putting it in his bag. “ I think this is it for today,” he puts his backpack on. 
“ Okay...see you tomorrow,” you walk him out of your house.
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The cafeteria is filled with the tune of Happy Birthday, Jungkook films you as you bring the pink cake in front of Mina. Zooming in on Mina’s face, he sees the evident rose blush that turns brighter as all the attention is on her, your lips kiss her cheek as you wish her a happy birthday under your breath. 
“ Jungkook, you can stop filming and have some cake,” you say as you slice a cake for him. His eyes widen and you chuckle as hand him the cake. The lunch table is filled with laughter and he feels like he’s almost part of the friend group. Some of your friends ask him questions and bring him in some of the conversation. Jungkook starts filming again and asks more questions towards your friends on what they are going to miss the most about each other. By the end of lunch he feels like he’s got good content and wants to start editing. 
You walk with him towards the AV room, and you hug him just outside the classroom. He feels your slightly smaller body engulf him in your warmness. His arms are awkwardly staying by his side and his heart rate quickens as seconds pass. You pull away and smile at him, “ Thank you Jungkook. It really means a lot for you to do this.”
“ No problem. You did pay me for this…,” he awkwardly states. He wants to slap himself for always being too abrupt with you. “ I mean it was kinda fun filming you. You radiate this wholesome energy,” he tries to compliment you. 
Laughing lightly you hit his shoulder, “ Wholesome, huh? I was thinking maybe we should keep in touch so we can have eachothers back while in California…” you quirk your eyebrow, shrugging your shoulders nervously. Jungkook face blanks and you quickly retract your words, “ Nevermind, we don’t have to-”
“ No, I’d like that!,” his voice raises at the end. He rubs his head, “ Yes, let’s keep in touch.” Your phone pings and you smile at a text message quickly typing away. Jungkook clears his throat causing you to look up at him, “ I feel like we have everything for the video. I should be done editing by the end of the week.”
“ Cool, I’ll see you later,” you wave at him and watch him enter the classroom.
At home Jungkook is meticulously working on the video not wanting to disappoint you. He’s in deep entrance of you talking in the video, he jumps when he feels a hand on his shoulder. Taking off his headphones he sees his mom staring at his laptop and he closes it immediately. “ Mom! Why did you knock?,” he whines. He doesn’t know why he feels embarrassed, it’s not like he was watching porn.
“ I did knock but there was no reply. Who’s that your girlfriend?,” she gleefully smiles wanting to peek more at the video.
Jungkook groans and leaning his head back,“ No, just a girl. She paid me to do this video for her friends.” 
She hums lightly brushing her son’s slightly long hair, not wanting to bother her son anymore she quickly states that dinner is ready. 
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Jungkook thinks you're going to ignore him the next morning since he was done filming you but you don’t. Instead you walk towards him snapping a polaroid of him and laugh at his surprised expression. “ This marks the end of a chapter to the beginning of a chapter in our life,” you tell him waving the polaroid. 
Jungkook rubs his eyes from the sudden flash, “ What do you mean?,” he asked for more information for your vague providence. 
 The short white dress you wear waves in a similar fashion as gold hoops dangle from your ears, “ We are ending our chapter of highschoolers today but I’m now beginning a chapter with you...as in the beginning of our friendship,” you look closer at the photo smiling at his doe eyes.
“ Y/N!,” your name is called out by Chaeyong. 
“ I’ll talk to you later, yeah?,” you watch him nod and walk towards Chaeyong.
Jungkook sighs and puts his headphones on and plays on his phone as he walks to his locker. He bumps into someone and he is about to say sorry but the words couldn’t come out. Yoongi stands in front of him with a glazed expression. Never in his time of attending this school has he come this close to Yoongi. Yoongi is a quiet kid, he can’t be described as a delinquent since he doesn’t start in any trouble but he does voice his opinion from time to time and teachers hate that. Afterschool he watches the football team on the bleachers smoking cigarettes with his friends. The teachers don’t say anything because it’s after school hours and honestly they couldn’t care less if he would end up getting lung cancer in his mid thirties. 
Yoongi’s skin is soft and pale, and his eyes are dark, he has this intimidating aura that Jungkook didn’t feel comfortable with. “ Sorry,” Jungkook finally mutters out. Yoongi doesn’t say anything but walks past Jungkook, lightly brushing his shoulder with his. He can smell the dark cologne trying it’s best to bask the nicotine scent. Even though this may be the last time seeing Yoongi, he does not want to get on his bad side. 
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Jungkook just got out of the shower when he sees that he got a missed call from you, he calls you back curious to what you have called him for. You immediately pick up,“ Hey! Are you busy right now?” 
Jungkook puts his phone on speaker, “ No, not really...why?,” he answers while putting on his boxers. 
“ Just bored...wanna hangout?,” you let out a sigh. 
Jungkook fingers combs through his damp hair, looking at his appearance through his bathroom mirror. He’s wearing comfortable baggy clothes and he wonders if he should dress up. “ Sure, what are we going to do?”
“ You ask too many questions. Just come over and bring your camera!” Jungkook wasn’t able to say anything afterwards because you hung up. His father was shocked to hear that his son wanted to borrow his car because Jungkook wasn't the type to hangout outside of school with his friends. Jungkook’s father was actually happy to hear this and asked if he needed any money and he politely declined his father. When arriving at your house he saw that no one else was parked on the driveway, his anxiety getting the best of him. He decided not to park in the driveway since he didn’t want to seem rude. He shoots you a text upon his arrival, and you open the door for him, greeting him with a smile.
“ My parents are visiting some family members and my sister is probably gonna spend the night with her boyfriend...so it’s just us,” you lead him to your room. He looks around your room and easily spots a minimalist aesthetic “ Sorry I just exercised. I’m going to take a quick shower,” you tell him, urging him to make himself comfortable. 
Jungkook gulps and sits on the chair by your desk. He sees makeup products and some old homework assignments that you yet to discard. There are several manga volumes and decide to read one hoping that you don’t mind. He’s a couple chapters in when he hears someone calling your name and coming upstairs, he freezes staring at the door wondering if your parents came home early. The door opens and he jolts when he comes face to face with Min Yoongi. 
“ What the hell are you doing here?,” Yoongi walks straight to Jungkook grabbing at the collar of the shirt. 
“ Uhh-I-I Y/N-,” Jungkook stammers out, cringing at how stupid he sounds. What the fuck why is Yoongi in your room? 
“ Yoongi!,” you yell at him. You come out of the bathroom only wearing a large t-shirt that covers just about to your mid thighs, your hair is still wet dripping on the shirt, and you come between the two men before Jungkook ends up with a black eye. Yoongi calms down as soon as you touch his wrist and he rolls his eyes at Jungkook gaping at the sight of him in your room. “ I didn’t expect you to come this early, Yoongi,” you look at Yoongi. You look nervously at the sight of Yoongi fuming ready to tear Jungkook's head.
“ What’s he doing here?,” Yoongi points at Jungkook. 
“ I’m just as confused as to why I’m exactly here…,” Jungkook is picking up his camera bag ready to leave the house. 
Your hand touches Jungkook's arm to cease him from leaving without your explanation, “ Stay please. Just let me explain,” you make eye contact with Jungkook. Nodding he sits down on the comfy chair, while waiting patiently for you to explain. Yoongi continues standing up despite you telling him to sit down too. “ I want you to film me and Yoongi,” you say confidently but there's a nervous shake near the end of your sentence, tugging nervously at the hem of your shirt, you look at Jungkook to see his reaction. 
Jungkook heart races,“ Doing what?,” his voice shakes, he knows what it is but he needs to be absolutely sure.
“ Me fucking her, you idiot,” Yoongi grunts looking at Jungkook. Yoongi looks at you with concern, “ You are not doing this because of last week. Baby, I was half kidding of doing a sex tape,” he comes closer moving some of the wet hair strands out of your face. 
Grabbing gently at his hand you kiss the back of his hand, “ I want to do it. When Jungkook was filming me I thought it wouldn’t be so bad for him to film us...just as long as no one else sees it, right?,” you look between Yoongi and Jungkook. Yoongi nods his head immediately in agreement but Jungkook looks hesitant scratching at his head.
“ I’ll do it. You can trust me, Y/N,” Jungkook finally says. Jungkook thinks to himself that this is the only opportunity he’ll ever see you naked so he’ll be an idiot to say no. The thought of him filming you in such a vulnerable way is erotic yet beautiful to him. 
“ Really?,” your eyes widen in excitement. Walking towards Jungkook you grab his hand giving him a comforting squeeze. Yoongi sighs at your actions but you ignore him looking at Jungkook’s pretty eyes. 
“ Yeah of course, Y/N. Let me get my stuff ready,” Jungkook feels your hand leave his and he goes through his camera bag. He watches you go to Yoongi and he hears Yoongi talking softly to you, caressing you as nod cutely to him. “ I’m all set,” Jungkook speaks clearly, interrupting the conversation that you and Yoongi had. “ Just do whatever you guys are comfortable with,” Jungkook gulps when Yoongi leads you to the bed.
Yoongi brings you on his lap, not hesitating to bring his lips to yours. You sigh at the feeling of his hands massaging your bare thighs feeling them move closer to your ass. The kiss grows more messier with each second, and you start grinding on him trying to relieve yourself. His hand grabs the back of your neck and he hums while forcing you to look at him. “ Who said you can do that?,” he tsk at the sight of your desparation. Yoongi turns your head whispering, “ Look at the camera.” Listening to his command you see Jungkook behind the camera and you feel more shy at Jungkook looking at you in a desperate state. “ Don’t act so coy. You like the thought of someone watching us,” he laughs lightly, his hand going under your shirt rubbing your stomach up and down not going anywhere you need him the most. “ Camera boy,” Yoongi sardonically calls Jungkook. 
“ Yes…,” Jungkook replies with hesisitance. 
“ Come closer to us,” Yoongi continues touching your body. 
Jungkook slowly walks closer to you and Yoongi, he has the camera focus on your face and smile shyly at him. Yoongi kisses your neck leaving a few love bites, finally letting his reach to your breast fondling it as you stare at the camera. “ Yoongi, I want more,” you squirm when he pinches your nipple at your plea. “ I’ll be good for you,” you beg and turn your head so you can kiss him again. It seems like he’s done with the teasing when he pulls your shirt over your head, quickly wrapping his mouth on your nipple. Tossing your head back you moan at the feeling, Jungkook brings the camera closer to your face. It turns you on more that he’s watching you in this state. 
Yoongi's mouth leaves your nipple and lets out a dark laugh, “ Look at her, she’s a whore for attention,” he slaps your breast causing you to hiss in delight.  Yoongi stares into the camera “ Did you know she would beg me to fuck her behind the bleachers?” The question is more posed for Jungkook rather than the camera. If Yoongi is honest he doesn’t like Jungkook. His distaste for Jungkook started when he noticed that his girl was taking an interest in Jungkook. Yoongi would see all pretty and perfect for the camera boy around school. He wanted to punch Jungkook when he sat too close to you during lunch looking at you like a kid in love. 
“ Yoongi don’t,” you whine at him for not to spill more stories about your devious sexacpades. Yoongi manhandles you, taking your panties off, throwing it to the side, and commands you to get on all fours. You love when he gets serious and mad since he takes all his emotions on you as he fucks you. His hands rub your folds spreading your wetness, the pleasure gets the best of you and you slightly drop your head down. 
He grabs your hair forcing you to look at the camera, “ Look at the camera,” he holds your hair tighter. He inserts two of his fingers in your entrance preparing you and you just want him to just shove his dick in you but he always makes sure you are completely prepared. “ Fuck, look at you soaking your sheets like a slut,” he laughs trying to make you feel more humalited. “ Always making a mess. Remember when I fucked you in the boys restroom at school,” he asked. Of course you remember he fucked you from behind and he gagged you with your own panties. You shake your head not wanting to let Jungkook know that you weren’t the model student in school. Yoongi let’s a boisterous laugh, “ Really? C’mon Camera Boy won’t tell anyone, right?,” Yoongi looks at Jungkook. 
Jungkook is all lost with words, he didn’t know you had this side of you. It was just twenty minutes ago he found out that he were dating Yoongi and now he finds out that you would have sex on campus. The thought of you getting fucked in the bathroom turned him on, he envisioned you trying to keep your cute little moans quite. He wondered if you went back to class as if everything was normal with cum inside you. A small part of him wished it was him doing those things to you. He finally answers Yoongi, “ I won’t tell anyone,” he gives you a look of comfort.
“ Good because I would kill you if you do. See Y/N, no need to deny how much of a slut you are,” Yoongi kisses your shoulder. Your cheeks redden despite how much of his statement is true. He lets go of your hair and you hear him rustling with his pants, turning your head you see him stroking his cock. You have the sudden urge to want to taste him in your mouth. He makes eye contact with you and you can’t help but feel butterflies in your stomach. Turning your head back you stare at Jungkook, noticing his pants gone tighter. You wonder if Yoongi would be open to having Jungkook join. Maybe have him jerk off at the sight of you getting fuck by Yoongi. Or have him fuck your mouth as Yoongi takes you from behind. The options are endless and you get more wetter at the dirty thoughts. Your thoughts get interrupted when Yoongi slides his cock into you. His hands grab your hips possessively fucking into you deep and slow. 
“ Fuck Yoongi,” you moan his name. His thrust is getting deeper and his hands tighten as you clench around him. “ Do I feel good?,” you look at the camera.
He groans and his thrust are faster, “Shit-yeah. I could fuck you all the time,” he slaps your ass. Nodding your head in agreement, “ Your gonna miss me fucking this tight pussy? ,” he slaps your ass again. You can’t answer because he spreads your legs further apart trying to hit you deeper. Making you land face first onto the mattress. Your face is probably not in view to the camera but you don’t care, you just want to get lost in the feeling of Yoongi fucking you to obilivion. 
Jungkook comes to the bed and Yoongi watches him carefully as he pushes some of the hair that completely covers your face. Pushing the hair back he can see your pretty eyes that swarmed with lust along with your plump lips leaving out moans. “ Her face was covered. I just wanted a better shot,” Jungkook tries to defend himself.
Yoongi scoffs, “ Whatever man,” and he continues to fuck you at a faster rate. Causing you to moan his name louder. “ Such a fucking slut. Prancing around in your short skirts around school knowing guys would stare at you,” his hand finds your clit and pinches it. “ My little slut,” he whispers.
You feel your approach coming “ Can I cum? Pleaseee,” you whine more with each thrust. He rubs your clit faster, and you cry at how good he is fucking you. 
“Come for me,” he slaps your clit. Your eyes roll back as you moan loudly as he keeps hitting the spot that makes you see stars. You can tell that Yoongi is about to cum as his movement gets sloppier, squeezing your waist. He groans your name as he cums in you. Yoongi slumps down on you, “Fuck, you’re so pretty,” he whispers in your ear. You smile dumbly at his compliment. Yoongi gets up from your back, pulling himself out of you. Yoongi looks at Jungkook still holding his camera, “ You can stop recording,” he looks down and sees Jungkook sporting a boner. 
“ Sorry,” Jungkook turns off the camera. 
“ You’re good,” Yoongi disregards the needless apology. Yoongi hastily pulls up his boxers and pants, bending down he helps you turn around so you are now laying on your back. Leaning down he kisses you softly on your cheeks making his way to your lips. You sigh happily into the kiss. “ I love you,” he kisses you one last time. 
“ No, I love you,” you smile cheekily. 
Yoongi smiles pinching your nose,“ Brat.”
Jungkook stands in your room not knowing what to do just simply watching the interaction you have with Yoongi. “ I’ll have the video sent to you by tomorrow morning,” he interrupts the scene. He makes his way to his camera bag.
“ You should stay,” you tell Jungkook. Yoongi gives you a look, getting up from his position and going to your bathroom. You hear the water faucet and you assume he is getting a wet towel for you. Jungkook eyes widen, not knowing to accept or refuse your proposal since Yoongi is against the idea. “ Stay. I’ll order pizza and we can all watch movies. You know as a thank you for filming us,” you give him a hopeful smile. 
Yoongi comes back with the wet towel, grabbing your shirt on the floor along with new panties.“ Jungkook, you can stay,” he looks at Jungkook. “ Spread your legs for me baby,” Yoongi kisses your knee. You do as you're told and he cleans you.
Million things are going inside Jungkook's head.  Should he stay? Would that be weird? Wouldn’t it be more weird if he declined, he did see you and Yoongi naked already-- “ Jungkook what pizza toppings do you want?,” you ask while scrolling on the delivery app. He must have been spaced out for a couple minutes since you have clothes on. Yoongi is combing your hair through his fingers while looking at your phone. “ As long as it is not pineapple,” Yoongi comments.  
“ Anything is fine,” Jungkook finally answers. He hears you hum and you order whatever topping you want. Jungkook puts his equipment on your desk, he decides to sit at the end of the bed not wanting to cross the line. 
You finish ordering the food, laying your head on Yoongi’s chest, you stare at Jungkook awkwardly sitting on the bed. “ Come closer, we don’t bite,” you tell Jungkook. You pat beside you so he can come forward. Jungkook looks at Yoongi for permission and you roll your eyes. Looking at Yoongi, he nods his head as if to say okay. One Punch Man is playing and surprisingly there is no more tension in the room, but filled with careless laughter. The doorbell rings, “ Pizza is here, I’ll be back,” you kiss Yoongi on the cheek. 
Jungkook prayed that you didn’t leave him alone with Yoongi but you already left. “ Jungkook, you’re going to the same school as Y/N, yeah? ” Yoongi asked but he still continues watching the anime.
“ Yeah,” Jungkook answers nervously.
“ Take care of her for me,” Yoongi finally looks at him. 
Jungkook feels like Yoongi's words hold a deeper meaning but regardless Jungkook nods, “ Uhh-yeah okay.”
Yoongi moves his attention back to the anime once he hears your footsteps.  
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glittertrail · 2 years ago
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Glitterask Questions
the entire list 😊
What's your favorite kind of birthday cake? Any fun tradition or story you're fond of?
Favorite kind of pie? Do you have a favorite kind of pie crust finish? Lattice, decorative, creative edges? Serve it warm, with ice cream or whipped cream?
Do you have a favorite flower? which one is it?
What books/movies/songs would you love to be able to listen to again for the first time?
if you could have it your way, no matter the price tag, or work/school dress codes or anyone else's opinion, what would your dream fashion aesthetic be?
If money was no object, tell me what your dream vacation would be. Where would you go and what would you do there.
What is your position on romance cliches? Do you think of yourself more as a realist or a romantic? Opinions on Valentine's day?
Is there someone in the last year that has meant a lot to you? Is it a new person? And old friend? Tell me how/why they have been so important to you.
Do you have or had a favorite fairy tale or fairy creature? were you a mermaid kid, a witch kid or did you like to play pretend of any other kind?
The mood for today is running away and starting from scratch in a place nobody knows you and opening a café, what would be your special dish?
What is/are your comfort film(s)? What do you put on when you just need something to brighten your day? What movie have you seen the most times?
You're a up and coming movie star during the hollywood studio star era, what is your new artistic name, how does the studio try to brand you? do you get a makeover?
You're a music star! Which era are you from? What genre do you sing? What's your wardrobe like!
You're a performing artist, of any kind you wish to be (circus, music, drag, cabaret... the world is your oyster) tell us a bit about your character onstage (if you have any) and your act
Tell me about something that gives you joy.
Tell me about a random thing that has inspired something you've wore/done with your appearance
Tell me something about a book you love
(School of Rock inspired) if you were a questionable substitute teacher in charge of a group of kids and you were going to teach them about music, what genre would it be and who would you teach them about?
What outfit do you wear to feel powerful, like you can kick ass and take names?
Tell me about something that left a lasting impression on you, a concert, music festival, theater play, art exhibit, drag show, movies in theater, anything at all
We're all going on a camping trip, how much (or little) are you looking forward to it? where would we go if it was up to you? are there marshmallows involved or do you have a different favorite camp friendly treat? where can you usually be found when camping? doing what?
(tgbbo inspired) What did you want to be when you were a kid? bonus points if you can come up with how to portrait it via baking if you were on the show
Would you want to live forever? How about for a billion years, a million, a millennium, a century? What ridiculously time consuming hobbies would you master with all the leisure time that kind of lifespan would allow?
Do you have a favorite animal? tell me something neat about them if you do
What belief do you have that isn’t logically grounded, but you still firmly believe in? Do you believe in any cryptyd? How about UFOs? Good luck charms?
Do you have any favorite word (or words if you speak more than one language)? How about a favorite term of endearment?
What’s your favorite smell? What smell makes you feel most comfortable? Do you have a signature scent?
If you were a bottle what kind of bottle would it be? Perfume? Wine? Medicine? How about a label? If said bottle had a warning label what would it say?
do you have any goal you want to accomplish by the end of the current season?
You're going on a journey. What kind of journey is it? Are you going on a mission? A holiday? Back home? How are you getting there? Train, car, flying cleaning appliance? What's the journey like? What do you see on your way there? Do you meet someone interesting?
Tell me about a song that reminds you of a good memory? (and the memory if you are comfortable with that)
What is your favorite compliment you've ever received? How about the most memorable?
If you could change the way any movie/play/book was made, which one would you change? how?
You get to pick amongst every kind of animal there is (mythological or real) as your companion. What animal is it? Does it have powers? How would you name them? if you happen to have had pets before, do you have a recurring theme when chosing names for them?
the mood is, yet again, running away to start from scratch and opening a cafe, where is it located, what's the general mood and music, and what drinks special is on the menu?
is there any outfit you're excited to bring back into rotation for the upcoming season? colors you are partial to? how about accessories/shoes? If you don't live in a place with seasons (or a place with negligible seasonal change), what is your favorite outfit lately?
is there something new you want to try? it can be literally anything, not just clothes, maybe an activity or recipe or hobby or a place/event you're looking forward to visit
What's your usual coffee/tea order? Do you prefer warm or cold drinks? Do you have a favorite seasonal drink/treat?
If you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be? what kind of video game would you be part of?
what do you think are the most redeeming qualities about human beings? anything you've seen lately that reminds you of said redeeming qualities? and how have you been kind to yourself this week?
What’s something absolutely unhinged that you believed in childhood that you later learned was not in fact true? Bonus points if it's a funny lie a relative told you.
Do you have seasonal traditions? Not like related to holidays necessarily, just the season. What kind of activities do you do to make it feel like it's autumn/spring? If you don't live in a place with weather seasons it can be a season of any kind (award season is a thing right?)
Do you have a favorite spooky season memory?
Do you decorate your house/living space for Halloween?
We're throwing a giant costume party. You get to wear whatever you want, there's no ability constrictions nor budget to take into account, the world's your oyster, tell me, what would you go dressed as? How would this dream costume party look like for you? Where in the party would you be found?
Do you have a favorite spooky season character?
Favorite costume you've ever worn? What about the biggest costume fail?
Have you got any spooky stories? What's the creepiest thing that's ever happened while you were alone? ever been to a haunted house? Met/talked to ghosts? Anything interesting happen while you were on a graveyard by any chance?
Horror movie time! Do you like them? Are you a thriller person or a gore person? Any favorite villain? What horror movie do you think is over hyped? What horror movie do you like the most? How do you feel about jumpscares? Twist endings? If you're not a horror movie fan, just talk to me about your favorite Halloween movies :)
What is your favorite candy? Are you dressing up/doing something this weekend?
Where do you lean in the 'i like to plan things' vs 'lets play it by ears' spectrum?
Tell me about something you don't have any way to justify buying but you just want anyway? Either bc it sounds fun or kind of neat or bc you just always wanted it :)
Let's talk holiday season food. What’s the family/friends favorite that always gets trotted out for every occasion, what food is a “special” holiday favorite?
Tell me one thing you don't ever want to take for granted
Do you have a favorite meal someone's made for you? what foods remind you of home or of someone?, what do you like to eat when they feel like shit (emotionally or actually sick)?
What is your favorite indoors and outdoors activities during winter/holiday season? Do you have any tradition? How did it start?
Do you have a favorite holiday movie? (Whatever you like to watch around the holiday counts, doesn't need to have menorahs or christmas trees in it)
What about a favorite cookie around this time of the year? (Or confectionary/treat if you're not big on making cookies during the holidays)
Is there any new year tradition you're fond of?
60. Are you a new year resolutions person? Tell me about them (if you feel comfortable doing that ofc)
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everythingthemoontouches · 3 years ago
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Heyyy! You told me to resend the charts. I think this is for my future spouse or future marriage??? I forgot but here are the charts.
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Hi yep,
It was for a marriage consultation. I just wanna tell everyone to ensure they crop their names out before they send a chart in. Your birth chart has really valuable information and in the wrong hands, it's not ideal.
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The d1 is your sidereal birth chart, the Zodiac Signs 23degrees behind your tropical ones which is probably what you refer to.
The D9(Navamsa) is a divisional chart which shows your life post marriage, and it's also said to reveal who you grow into after / around age 35.
💚💜😚🍹🗻Right off the bat you two could really enjoy travelling together, sharing your experiences with people, and making friends on your trips together.
#wanderlust_Couple ♐♊👨‍👧‍👦
Like if you guys made an insta page I'd probably love the nuggets of wisdom u shared. You'd have this philosophical take on everything and he'd have the funniest quips. Lots of sex related spiritual practices possible. Interest in astrology/ near death experiences.
Let's look at your D1 first
SAGITTARIUS ASCENDANT ♐✨
You come across wise, give off major life coach, spiritualist energy. This is enhanced by your jupiter being so close to Ketu, (the south node). Indicates past lives spent doing just that.
Speaking of past life, your future spouse could be someone you knew in a past life or feel a deeply spiritual connection to. A strong sense of familiarity when you meet.
♒💚🤎Jupiter+ SouthNode in Aquarius in the 3rd house
✨Your mission in this lifetime could be to work with your local community, applying your wisdom, his intelligence, mercurial communicative abilities to help transform, uplift those involved.
Moon in Ashlesha(Cancer ♋)
Your relationship with faith could change a lot. The 8th house shows the values you both embody in the marriage / your partners values. He is someone with strong family centric values. Fiercely protective. He could get really vengeful if he feels slighted. Have a deep interest on the occult. Ashlesha being a saturn ruled Nakshatra, he probably has a defined spiritual practice he follows.
If he works in finance, he is really in tune with which way the tides turn.
Sex could be a deeply moving spiritual and emotional connection for both of you. This is enhanced by your Mars and venus both being in cancer in the 4th house in your D9 chart. You guys have the best sex at home in the comfort of your own bed. I'm also getting really sweet, loving, sensuous honeymoon and hotel room sex vibes.
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To predict when you could get married, we look at the ruler of 2nd, 7th and 11th house. Saturn, Gemini and venus. Saturn is currently transiting your 2nd house. Mercury and venus are seldom too far apart. 2-3 months from now when they are in Libra could be a very auspicious time for you to tie the knot. Or any time there is a positive + supportive interplay between these 3 Planets.
If not 5-7 years from now. I'm not saying you have to wait that long, just that it would be like a lucky/ blessed hour to have the ceremony/binding marriage contract signed.
Darakarka Saturn ♑🫀
The darakarka shows your spouse's archetype. His is saturn. So he is gonna be hardworking, fair, just, kinda strict with daddy vibes. A champion for people of lower social /financial class. Someone a bit like Katniss EverDeen, he finds his voice by standing up for those who need him to speak for their cause.
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You give me premature ventricular contractions vibe. 🥰😚
Saturn In Ashwini a ketu ruled Nakshatra. Jupiter denotes a womans husband and is in the same house as your SouthNode. You've done this before. This is not your first life together. You really are meant to work together, propagate a message to the masses. This is more local (3rd house/5th house denotes childhood /schools etc ) than international. In extreme cases it could be something to do with govt legislation. You could even meet at a horse racing event.
If you've seen my perfume pac, I'd be Super interested to know which Pile you picked.
Service, enlightenment, spirituality, communication, honor, ideals values are key themes for both you and your Fs together. It's giving me major divine union vibes.
😂He'd be kinda cheeky, a little more communicative than the average saturn dominant type due to the way mercury is placed in your chart(11th house). His voice/ speech is really important.
Saturn in the 5th house : u could be prone to creative blocks, second guessing your authority when it comes to your craft. Ketu has a significant authority in your chart and there's a tendency for people to consume the obscure spiritual wisdom a ketu Dom shares and yet, attack the teacher for it. Your fs could help you better project, publicise / market your creations / knowledge in more edible socially acceptable package. Or they could just help you grow into not caring what people think. They could have really struggled with finding their confidence and go out of their way to shut down your Haters 😭💞(I love this so much)
I feel like I'm leaving out your jupiter in aquarius. There's a lot of discipline involved. You could sometimes feel like he works too much and that you'd like more time together.
Saturn is super reliable, dependable energy though. He would be focused on giving you the newest model kf anything you wanted. Think the latest iPhone. Paying for your tech, car, hobby classes. You guys could start off as friends. Or be introduced by a friend you knew as a child.
FS could be older or tall and skinny with a round face. Since your 7th house is ruled by mercury I'm getting this really conflicting old /stable /mature (saturnian) but also really exuberant/childlike (mercurial) energy. So they could be wise but kinda playful with you.
He could have a dark and really sharp sense of humor. I say this because your 7th house is in Gemini and the ruler, Mercury is in Aquarius which is ruled by saturn traditionally.
I also get major teacher student vibes with your Sag ascendant. He could be the more energetic, bubbly, talkative one of the two of you. You give me quieter more mature/sage vibes. He has a lot of saturnian influence so it's not like he is gonna be silly, but he could just have more exuberance than you do.
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You guys both share a strong sense of justice, wanting to improve humanity and I really do think you have a major spiritual purpose in this life together. Like a lightworkwr couple but in a way that's more connected to the material, practical side of things.
OK, now let's talk about your D9
❤️♈Aries rising : you're confident. Self assured. Those close to you see you as someone super energetic.
🌹♎It's because of this high self esteem that you're able to really connect with people and draw the balanced(fair) side out of other people. It's like people reciprocate the good (and bad) energy. Libra on the descendant shows me your future spouse is gonna be blessed in the looks department, have great interpersonal skills and be charming as hell. They're also likely to weigh the pros and cons carefully. Able to see your side of the equation in an argument. This balances your Mars' aggression in the 4th nicely.
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Venus is in the 4th house in Cancer and rules the 7th. This tells me you'd have a happy married life. Your home is a safe space. Beautiful interiors. Warm. Spicy food / red /pink decor. North facing property? However with Mars also in the first teher could be a tendency where you instigate passive aggressive fights Soemtimes.
💥😳🥵Mars in the 1st/ 4th/7th or 10th house is considered a Manglik placement. What this means is You can come across as really opinionated and argumentative to some people. This is enhance by Aries in the 7th and most of this combativeness could come out where you feel safe (4th house) which is the home. So that's something I'd advise you to be watchful for. Just check yourself and learn that you can assert yourself positively before reaching a tipping point.
Mars and venus together could show fights Apologies that end up with u two making peace in bed.
I just feel liek you could have two kids. A boy and a girl. Or, this is soemthing I've seen in my own family 's chart - when the parent /s have a Mars venus conjunction, one child could heavily be Mars, and the other could be more venusian. I'm more direct and my sister is the better negotiator within the family dynamic. So if you ever have kids, I'd be Super interested to know if that's soemthing they exhibit as well.
Speaking of kids, they could be really headstrong Aries. Getting into scuffle, trying to distinguish themself because of Aries in the 5th house in your d1. Since you have saturn in the 5th, it could also indicate either them, or your future spouse being / working with professional athletes.
Based off a krs video a lot of people here keep referring to, I believe you could also meet your Fs at a Track field / sports meet kinda event. Some sites say Chicago / Hong Kong give off Aries energy. Honestly, Idk how much stock to put in that but if you're into astro cartography, there are sites that you let you plug in your birth data and then look at your venus / Jupiter line.
Since saturn is about large corporations, machinery and factories you could also meet them at a production kinda environment. Confidence coach.
Homework 😂 : you could look up the vedic oracle darakarka in saturn video.
Mars in cancer, venus in cancer in d9
Here's to hoping you wear happiness and excitement on your wedding day ❤️
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Also, Idk what your thoughts on Meghan and Harry are but I hope you find yourself someone who looks at you the way she looks at him
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Your mom in law(your 10th house, you're spouse's 4th) may not get along well with you since jupiter and mercury are not considered friendly signs.
You might wanna get a separate place with your future spouse where it's just the two of you.
Also, if electrical appliances breakdown get them fixed asap to avoid fights.
Around 4 / 7 years of marriage you guys might invest in a big luxury item.like a car(around age 31) or a new home.
Venus in the 4th house of navamsa usually called a bhagya uday concept. Where it's said that the persons fortune, luxuries will increase post marriage.
Another thing I wanna add is you could feel super excited or eager to meet your person and settle down with them. Don't let your friends or other people try to dim down your spark for this kind of partnership. With Libra in the 7th you're meant to have a nice loving equal partnership with someone who adores you for you ❤️ temper, et all 😋
🦀💸8th house cancer in d1 - Finances in the marriage : i feel like both of you could inherit money/receive significant financial gifts from your moms. Or that something about the way you nurture people makes them want to invest in you.
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Honestly I loved the energy of this reading. It's so beautiful 💕Please invite me when you do
If you liked this, please check out my masterlist for your other astrology placements. List includes pick a cards and other tarot guidance messages. 😊
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toujoursmiraculous · 3 years ago
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Thoughts and Reaction to ROCKETEAR!
It's a long post, but when are these ever really short? xD Seeing Carapace first made me so excited. I've been sad we haven't had much of him in the show. And then I saw that it seemed like Ladynoir was doing pretty good as they only had Carapace helping them this time. More S2 & S3 like. So I was like cool, cool, this is great. But what the heck scientist WHY ARE YOU BRINGING TYRANNOSAURUS REX'S BACK! Obviously she's going to be something big later on, she's too nicely animated not to be back. Not to mention Bob Roth's plans. Anyone else both intrigued but also scared at what that could do later? Big upcoming plot point, I think.
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I screamed awwww because this is everything. I've wanted a LB/Carapace and Marinette/Nino friendship bond in this show since season 1. This scene made me incredibly happy! I'm a huge Nino fan, for those that don't know, so you can imagine how much I love this episode. Even though sad Nino.
"Alya, everyone has to believe that you will never use the Miraculous again!" End of episode: So anyway... So what I'm seeing here is, Alya's not fond of the idea of being just a spy, not being in on the action. Even though it's Ladybug's plan. Chat Noir isn't fond of what's going on right now either, where he thinks what's going on is all Ladybug's plans. Alya makes the decision to not do what Ladybug wants and tells Nino she's still Rena Rouge. So what's Chat Noir going to do to go against her? Because that's coming up on the horizon. Despite everything being easier for Marinette since everything's not just on her shoulders now, she's still been unable to play video games with her dad, and we know how much she loves doing that. :c That's really sad she doesn't even have time for her family anymore. DJWifi over here being all adorable. "You don't love me anymore!" Me: *Chat Blanc flashbacks* Alya suggests her new content could be Chat Noir edits and Marinette's like YES DO THOSE. Then those edits helped push Nino into thinking she was into Chat. Big oops. Not gonna lie, the rewind freaked me out for a moment. Last time I saw that was Chat Blanc so I thought something big was up. But nope, it's just like that scene in Puppeteer 2. Ugh poor Nino! He knows something's bothering Alya, but she won't say what it is and her behavior's too off from how she normally is. Poor guy. x.x Grumpy Nino that Carapace doesn't get attention and then they wrote his girlfriend with Chat Noir. I remember when Alya was grumpy for a bit about Rena Rouge not getting a party to celebrate her. Movie Ladybug telling Movie Chat Noir that he's better with Movie Rena Rouge. Is this a reference to the episode in Avatar, The Ember Island Players? Getting strong vibes when Play Aang and Play Katara were like, we're just friends nothing more and it's great! Play Katara was extremely into Play Zuko. I can see why Ladybug dismissed the movie (or was it the previous one since it's been awhile? Maybe?) because Rena Rouge and Chat Noir???? The writers (of the movie) just wanted to be different because everyone can see Ladynoir, unless they're blind. Alya and Nino are Andre's favorite couple. YES THANK YOU. I mean they're not my favorite because Love Square. BUT they're my second favorite next to them. Those kids are super adorable but definitely that kid playing Chat wasn't doing Nino any favors. First picture Alya shows. Chat with a heart tail. Yeah that's not doing her any favors lol. Nino: UGH CHAT NOIR'S COMING IN BETWEEN ME AND MY GIRLFRIEND. I KNOW, I'LL CALL MY BEST FRIEND TO VENT TO ABOUT IT. Best Friend Chat Noir: Best Friend Chat Noir: Welp maybe I should see what's up. Maybe I went a little to hard on the cat charm and she's fallen in love with me. Me: Oh oof here we go. Also can I ask, if anyone knows, who animated this episode? The fluidity is great and it looks really pretty. But it doesn't quite look like SAMG's work either. Whoever did it, I love it. S2 Chat Noir: You're not replacing me with a turtle, are you? :c S4 Nino: Who would want a reckless turtle as a partner? BOYS STOP. But yeah this whole scene had me laughing so hard XD Very dramatic and I love it. Nino's hilarious even when he's worried and sad! I would've absolutely loved to have heard this in English with the old English voice of Nino, but the new one worries me on whether or not he'll do a good job sounding like Nino and less high-pitched and whiny. :/ New York Nino was great but S4 Nino....x.x THE TRANSITION BETWEEN HIS INNER MONOLOGUE AND SPEAKING REGULARLY AGAIN 😂😂😂😂 Brilliant! It doesn't really feel like Miraculous Ladybug this episode, and I love it. Not that I don't love the show as usual but wow this is great. Okay, I want to point out that Chat Noir
probably was more worried about it than he would've been otherwise because of what happened with Marinette in Weredad. It probably made him more cautious about this sort of thing.
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LOL Chat's sulking because Alya's laughing at the idea of being interested in him. 😂😂 I know that's a blow to one's ego and all, and he's dealt with this kind of thing a lot so I do feel bad for him, but that is his best friend's girlfriend and he definitely doesn't want her to like him. Alya: With him it's not just ❤️it's *makes massive hand gesture indicating she loves him deeply* SO SO SO CUTE OKAY ALL THIS DJWIFI 😭 Alya: And I don't even know your secret identity! I would never fall in love with someone I don't know. Chat Noir, literally fell in love with Ladybug, whose identity he doesn't know. Well Alya, I wonder if you saying that matters for later somehow.... o.O Nino running away crying is honestly one of the things that hurts me most in the entire show. Ugh. Adrien over here being all, I'm having a good day. I'm happy and smiling and it's great. And then it wasn't. Adrien, if Nino let him and didn't interrupt, would've told him about how Alya really doesn't love Chat Noir, and that would've seriously led up to his identity being exposed since Nino was watching and filmed them. o.o Did you notice how he was going to tell him about it? S4, the basement is where it's at. Adrien: Uhh, when did you arrange all this? Nino: *pounds fist on desk* I ASK THE QUESTIONS! 😂 So like. Why is Nino interrogating Adrien when he's after Chat Noir? He doesn't know they're the same person. XD He's looking at him like Adrien has info he's keeping or something omg.
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Also again this animation is so nice. Adrien, feeling uncomfortable and so turns the music off. Nino, wanting his dramatic music on while he interrogates Adrien, turns it back on. Adrien, feeling even more irritated and uncomfortable, wants the music OFF and turns it off. Nino, turns the music back on. This may be a reference to something, I don't know, but lolol it's so funny. This episode is both super hilarious and super angsty! Honestly they've done such a good job in my opinion. Nino: I'm talking about something that I shouldn't tell you! ...but I'm going to tell you anyway! Alya's Rena Rouge and I'm Carapace! Okay but the way Adrien went from shock to utter anger, knocked his chair back and grabbed Nino's shoulders like "Tell me the truth. You two know about each other?" Aw man, my poor sunshine boy. A lot of the stuff bothering Adrien is all circumstantial, none of it is to purposefully keep him in the dark. And yet from his perspective, that's how it looks. "I thought secret identities must be protected at all times! If that was the truth, you would never tell me this!" Alright so three things. If he's referring to him saying that Nino and Alya know about each other, that was situational and important info for him to know now that this is out. It wasn't important to know before this. The time it happened was dire and was really no time to get around it. If he's talking about Nino telling him the secrets, well yeah that's not supposed to happen and Nino broke that trust. But also, I get the feeling pretty strongly at this point Adrien's going to be breaking some rules too and one of which is he's going to tell Nino who he is. Adrien's being too emotional in this scene to not be involved in it all, I'm wondering if that's going to be questioned later by Nino. He's acting like he knows too much to be a random viewer of the heroes like the rest of Paris. Also Adrien's best friend just totally dissed Chat Noir and went off about how he throws himself at Ladybug whenever he sees her with roses and love confessions. 😂😂😂 This is just too funny! "But he's always rejected because Ladybug finds him annoying! And she's completely right!" Omg Nino, that's not the reason anymore, shush! "And then Rena Rouge appears and he goes *tickles under Adrien's chin* hey pretty lady! You look elegant and you have great perfume." OMG does Chat Noir actually say and do stuff like that to Rena Rouge or is he just exaggerating here XD "If I could I would shut his mouth forever!" Yeah Nino, say what you really think about your best friend in the entire world. Yikes poor Adrien though. I never imagined he'd hear all these bad things about himself from his best friend directly like that. :/ That's a major misunderstanding of him. Which kind of pushes me more towards the "he's going to tell Nino" theory. Sad Adrien transformation DDDX Alya: *explained everything about why Chat Noir went over to her house in the middle of the night* Marinette *facepalm* Ugh that Chat Noir... Well at least there will be no misunderstandings there! xD "Chat Noir, you stole Alya from me! I will steal your life from you." Good lord man calm down. You can't just kill a man! Fanon: Chat Noir gets attacked by a guy over Marinette. Canon: Chat Noir gets attacked by a guy over Alya. Time to go back to the basement! lol Nino's music's still playing xD And the video is left with it paused on Chat Noir hugging Alya. Marinette looked a bit sad, but it was probably more about the situation being a mess rather than being sad he'd hug her. Meanwhile, Chat Noir's fighting Nino and would rather get beaten up by him than fight. x.x "I can't believe that I doubted you." "I can't believe I chose to do anything but be with you!" She wiped away akumatized Nino's tear just like how Ladybug wiped away akumatized Chat Noir's. ALL THE PARALLELS 😭😭😭 But that hug is so sweet!! Nino broke off the akumatization just like Alya did :o Dang, I wonder if that means something later too. "Love and secrets do not go well together, Ladybug. And I'm sure you have a lot of
them!" Secrets = from Chat Noir. Love = for Chat Noir. Yeah even Shadow Moth knows at this point. xP Thanks for that foreshadowing. Nino's charm is my favorite charm so far! It's my favorite shade of blue. Chat Noir: Everybody has doubts sometimes...even me." Ladybug: Is everything okay, Chat Noir? Chat: Oh yes...pound it!
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So um. The placemet of Adrien's poster in between Chat Noir, Ladybug, and just with this entire situation feels very strange. Very intentional. But no clue exactly what that could mean..... Nino and Alya are happy over there watching those two, like they're waiting for them to figure things out or something. But really, Adrien should've talked to Ladybug when he could still do so calmly and be reasonable. I doubt that's going to be the case later on. And honestly Ladybug doesn't even know what's going on. Every episode we've seen really either has them working together or she's unable to be Ladybug when he's unable to be Chat Noir most of the time. I've said it before but these two really need to communicate. Nino and Alya are like a less adorably romantic version of what they'd be. "But they're a couple and they know their secret identities, so why does that rule exist for us but they can know?" Very simple. Because they were temporary holders and the Miraculous they had, Hawk Moth hasn't made it his life's mission to obtain, unlike them, who are permanent holders and Hawk Moth's been after them fiercely to make a Wish that could destroy everything. But. The fact he's asking this, and Marinette's Chat Blanc nightmare, really points in the direction that he's going to eventually find out that while she's thought about telling him all along, Chat Blanc's kept her from doing so.
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Okay, so while it looks like he's staring up at the moon, if you notice, it really is just one of the pink bubbles.
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Now, they could be making it seem like it's the moon though to give it a double meaning. But poor Kitty, he's feeling so awful right now over in that dark corner Dx Nino felt bad for only two episodes? and it got resolved, so hopefully this all won't last too much longer for him! Marinette had a few shaky episodes so hopefully he'll have a few before it gets resolved. But somehow I think that may be wishful thinking. This episode was so amazing, honestly. Wonderful writing, made me laugh a lot, aw a lot, and hurt a lot. It focused on the core 4 characters which I've wanted more of for a long time. The animation was beautiful. And it just felt so different in such a good way. Chat Noir's having a hard time right now, and I know there's a lot of anger and hate about it going around. But please, think of this as him hitting a rough spot in the road to a much better and brighter future. He's going to end up okay, he'll understand it all someday. And that day's honestly not that far for him if you think about it.
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turkisherlockian · 4 years ago
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Books and Sins | Chapter Two [Benedict Cumberbatch AU]
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Hello everyone! I'm Cer but you might remember me as @rosamundhr a.k.a. Rosamund, it was my nickname but I've changed my mind and I will use my own name Ceren, now. (Cer for short hehehe) Unfortunately I lost access to @rosamundhr so I will keep posting my stories here! I hope you enjoy it and I apologise for making you all wait for so long! Love you all, stay safe. 😸❤️
Summary: Katherine is a fan of Timothy Carlton, the writer who she knows nothing about. No photos, no interviews, no information, not even his age. And one day, a man comes into her life who claims to be her classmate from high school. But through the time, she has a gut feeling something is... Wrong.
Warnings: Mature content, self harm, violence, swearing.
Word count: 1855
Feedbacks are much appreciated and so motivating!
Chapter One
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  Katherine woke up with a weird feeling inside her chest. She was mad at herself for being like this: She could like someone so easily and fall in love with them soon after. It was not her fault though, he was really charming. Too good looking to like her back. However, she tried to convince herself that she just liked him and was attracted to him because he was a writer and well... Handsome as fuck. Not to mention his gentlemanly behaviour. Taking a deep breath, she reached out for her phone to tell her best friend about it. She didn't really have lots of friends and she never complained about it, she liked solitude.
  She scolded herself for being that excited about the thought of seeing him again. He was the very first thing that was on her mind in the morning and she wanted to talk to him again. So badly.
  K: Morning!
  S: Morning to you too 🤣
You're texting me 'morning' since when?
  K: Stop being sarcastic. Can't I be nice to my best friend?
  S: Of course you can, I'm kidding. I just wondered what made you this cheerful... Or who, I should say.
  K: You know who.
  S: Oh do I?
  K: Come on, Samantha! The man I met yesterday. I can't get him out of my mind, I don't know what happened to me but he's like... Cigarette.
  S: You're smoking? Since when???
  K: Of course I don't! It was just an example, idiot. Just can't get him out of my mind. What do I do?
  S: Text him maybe?
You won't seem desperate, don't worry. I am sure he found you attractive as well and he might even be in love with you.
  K: Okay, no need to exaggerate.
What do I say, good morning or hi?
  S: It doesn't matter!
  K: Okay, I'll text you later.
Are you sure I won't seem desperate?
  S: JUST TEXT HIM FOR GOD'S SAKE!
  K: OKAY I WILL!
  S: Don't forget to tell me about it. I gotta go now, talk to you later. xxx
  K: Bye! ❤️
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There was something different about him. Did she like him because he was attractive or because he was nice to her? She had to admit that he was attractive, but there was something else in his voice, in his looks, in the way he talked. She actually found him beautiful.
  Taking a deep breath, she finally decided to text him.
  K: Good morning. :)
  Was he still asleep? Maybe he was at work. Wait, do writers go to work? Maybe he had another job. Maybe not. Maybe he just did not want to talk to her... Why wasn't he replying?!
  She sighed in frustration as she took a big sip from her coffee and burned her tongue.
  B: Morning, Katherine.
How are you? :)
  He finally replied after 10 minutes. She bit her lip as her heart skipped a beat, and started typing.
  K: I'm good! Getting ready to go to school.
  K: I mean work.
  God, I'm an idiot, she thought.
  K: How about you?
  B: Just got out of shower, that's why I replied late by the way. Sorry about that. :)
  K: I was wondering if you would like to meet again sometime.
  She grinned as she bit her lip, that's what she always did when she was nervous or excited.
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  K: I would love that! When will you be free?
  B:I'm always available for you.
Whenever you'd like. :)
  She started squealing in excitement. What did he just say?!
  K:I'm free in the afternoon.
  B: Wonderful. How about the café we met?
  K: Sounds good. Is 2PM okay for you?
  B: Yes. I am looking forward to it, Katherine.
  K: So am I. :)
I gotta go now, see you later. x
  B: Have a good day. See you. x
  She looked at her watch and she was 30 minutes late already. Without telling Samantha about it, she started to get ready in a hurry.
  She was never late for work, so no one was upset with her being late.
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  ''...And my mum said I'm out of my mind!''
  Katherine just could not get him out of her mind, and she hated it. She did listen to her counselee but couldn't pay any attention, and now she was crying. She gave her a tissue, ''I understand you, Jane, and I hope telling me about it made you feel better. I know how difficult it is for you, but I have a suggestion. When I was your age, I found a way to deal with my problems: being your own counselor.'' She smiled warmly.
  ''My own counselor? How?'' The young girl sniffled.
  ''I imagined that I was told about everything I am going through, and I had to find them a way out. Think of it as if you're reading your life in third person of view. I did it for years and I still do when I don't want to tell people about my feelings. Plus, I found out that it was scientifically proven in college, so it is safe and it actually works. How does that sound?''
  She wiped her tears, ''I can try...''
  ''So tell me, what would you say to yourself if you were someone else?''
  ''I think I would say that maybe..." She sniffled, "Maybe her mother wasn't feeling good as well.''
  Katherine smiled, ''That's it! You are right. We all have problems that we don't want to tell the others and sometimes we might burn out on people we care about the most without being aware of it. You can ask your mother if she is feeling alright, it doesn't matter whether you are still upset with her or not; maybe you can help her as well just like you just helped yourself. That was very brave of you, in my opinion.'' She smiled wholeheartedly.
  The girl who was just crying smiled and said ''Thank you very much, Miss Daelan. It's going to be the first thing I'm gonna do when I'm home.''
  ''You're welcome. Feel free to talk to me anytime.'' She got up to open the door for her and then left the room as well before checking her phone.
3 new messages from Samantha
  S: Hey! Send screenshots!!!
Are you there?
Kath!
  K: I'm sorryyyy I was late to work already and then forgot to text you.
Here you go:
*screenshots*
  S: I told you that he liked you as well, he is flirting with you!
  K: No he's not!
  S: He adores you!
  K: You are really exaggerating.
  ''Miss Daelan, do you have a minute?'' Katherine looked up at the principle, "Yes, Mr Brealey."
  K: The principle wants to talk to me, I'll ttyl xxx
  S: What did he say?
  The old man opened his room's door for Katherine, she smiled and walked inside. He gestured her to sit down, "Please, have a seat." he said and closed the door. After sitting down, he cleared his throat and said "Miss Daelan, I... Erm..."
  He loosened his tie, couldn't dare to look at Katherine. His cheeks were red and there was a thin layer of sweat on his forehead. The young woman frowned a little, listening to him in curiosity. "I've known you since the day you started working here and... I must say that you are the most intelligent, kind, beautiful woman I have ever seen... I can't take my eyes off you because you're an amazing woman and I... I love you."
  Katherine was shocked, didn't know what to say at first. She did not feel honored at all, she was disgusted. "Excuse me? I thought you were married!"
  "Yes but I don't love my wife, I'm going to divorce her soon; you must understand Miss Daelan, I love you! Please give me a chance..." And now she felt her blood boil in her veins.
"I am sorry but it's never gonna happen. I suggest you to divorce your wife as soon as possible to keep her away from an asshole like you." Katherine stood up angrily and walked towards the door, "But Miss D--" and she shut the door.
  K: FUCKING HELL!
He said he loves me!
He's fucking married, Samantha!
*seen*
Are you there?
*seen*
  K: I guess you are busy
I'm going home to get ready, talk to you later xxx
  S: Sorry, I had to deal with a costumer
What a prick!!!
How dare he?
I want to kill him.
  K: Violence is never the answer but yeah, I pity on his wife to be honest. He even has children.
ANYWAY
WHAT AM I GOING TO WEAR?
S: Whatever you're comfortable with. :)
  K: How about a dress?
The one I wore when we last met?
  S: You look so hot in it 🔥
Wear that one!
  K: It covers all of my body, it's kinda tight and there's NO WAY I can look hot in it. I don't want to look pretentious anyway.
  S: Anything you wear looks good on you, love!
  K: Gay. 🤭
  S: Shut up. Wear it!
  K: LOL sorry!
I gotta go nowww
  S: Tell me all about it when you're home, IF you go back home ;) Good luck!
  K: I WILL and thanks! ❤️
  The young woman sighed as she tried to find her keys. She was still mad at the principal and it was frustrating her.
  After a short shower, she dried her hair with a towel and let her curls down on her shoulders. She wore the dress and looked in the mirror, It actually looks good, she thought. After applying some makeup and wearing her favourite her perfume, she was ready. She didn't like to wait and hated making the others wait for her as well, so she left her flat at 1:30PM. It took her 15 minutes to get to the café and she realized that she wasn't the only one who was punctual.
  "Hi..." She said as she walked towards the man she couldn't get out of her mind. He was wearing a brown jumper with beige trousers and she breathed his masculine, minty cologne in. Her heart was beating faster already.
  "Oh, hi, Katherine!" He stood up and for one second she didn't know what to do. Should she shake his hand or kiss his cheek? Or hug him? The young man leaned down and kissed her cheek before hugging her, she was shaking inside.
  He felt her body close to his. He felt her delicate, pale skin; and her linden scent made him feel dizzy. Her arms hugged his chest and he felt her plump, beautiful breasts. He watched her dress tighten around her curves as she moved.
  She was so beautiful and he could barely keep his hands to himself. He could kiss and take her right there, but didn't. He had to control himself until she submitted to him, which wasn't going to take long because it was in her blood. Submitting, obeying, and being his. He just knew it, and he was going to take what belonged to him. Katherine, belonged to him.
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Chapter Three
Please let me know what you think! ❤️
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black-widowfics · 4 years ago
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My most used writing Prompts:
(There's a lot)
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1. "I love you... baby"
2. "God, you're adorable"
3. "Hey, cutie"
4. "I promise to love you for the rest of my life"
5. "I don't care if you're sick, catching a cold from kissing you is worth it"
6. "You are so perfect"
7. "You're the best part of me"
8. "Stay here with me. Please?"
9. "I'm speechless you're so beautiful"
10. "Aww! You're adorable"
11. "So romantic"
12. "I'll love you until the end of the universe" "haven't we been there before?"
13. "Do you need a hug?"
14. "I love you, my dearest"
15. "Come here, I need to hug you"
16. "When everything's wrong, it's you that makes it right"
17. "You're the one"
18. "Have i ever pointed out how beautiful you are? " "Yes, all the time"
19. "I'm bored" " then why don't we do something more interesting?"
20. Forehead kisses
21. Hand kisses
22. "That tickles!" Kisses
23. Kisses that make them smile
24. Breathless kisses
25. Cheek kisses
26. Nose Kisses
27. "God, i love you" Kisses
28. Kisses that end with laughter
29. Never wanting to pull away kisses
30. Multiple face kisses
31. Big, long kisses
32. Long Awaited Kisses
34. "Finally, you guys kissed" Kisses
35. Goodbye kisses
36. Kisses accompanied by happy tears
37. Kisses accompanied by sad tears
38. Kisses that get interrupted
39. Kisses to distract them from winning
40. "Just woke up" Kisses
41. Excited Kisses
42. Long awaited kisses
43. "I missed you so much" kisses
44. Sneaking up behind them and surprising them kisses
45. Kisses to help them concentrate
46. Kisses as a reward(passed a hard exam, won a game, etc)
47. "No! No! No! Wake up! Please!"
48. "Please don't leave"
49. "... I love you"
50. "You killed someone, do you really think they'll still love you?!"
51. "They were my world, but now they're gone"
52. "I miss you so much, please come back"
53. "I know you're gone, but i feel you here"
54. "Tears are all I see without you"
55. "You're happy, with someone else. And that hurts"
56. "Just leave!"
57. "Promise me you'll live a great life, without me"
58. "I don't need you"
59. "The world is dull without you"
60. "I miss being in your arms"
61. "Get out of my life!"
62. "I don't love you anymore"
63. "Goodnight, i have always loved you "
65. "I may be dying, but please, don't cry over me"
67. "Thank you, for helping me live the greatest life i could"
68. "These tears will never stop falling"
69. "You were so perfect, but now you're gone"
70. "You were so perfect, but now you're moved on"
71. That's the way to break my heart"
72. "You're happy in someone else's arms "
73. "Take me back to the good old days "
74. Billions of people in the world, and I chose you, how stupid was that"
75. "I wish i didn't have to lose you"
76. "I wish you didn't have to lose me "
77. "I wish that could be me "
78. Character A and Character B, sworn enemies, are chosen to prepare the company Christmas Party.
79. Character A's best friend rigs the Secret Santa, because they know Character A has a crush on Character B.
80. Character A's ex will be at the A is attending. Character B poses as A's fiancée.
81. "Don't look at me, I was still dead at the time."
82. "....Aren't you a little young, to be here?"
83. Character A and Character B meet in the ER on Christmas Eve.
84. Character A can't wrap gifts to save their life. Character B is their neighbor and can help.
85. Character A vows to do something nice for a stranger. Character B is that stranger.
86. Character A and Character B both sign up for a Pen Pal project to exchange postcards.
87. Character A and Character B broke up, but now they meet at a _____ party.
88. Character A is stuck working in a coffee shop on Christmas and Character B is the lonely soul spending their whole day there.
89. Character A's little sibling/child wants to meet their favorite celebrity/writer/person for their birthday. Character B is called "birthday present".
90. Character A can't travel to see their family on Christmas, so they invite their grumpy loner neighbor Character B.
91. Character A and Character B compete in (some kind of) house decoration.
92. Character A bakes too many ______ so they share it with Character B.
93. It's Character A's first Christmas since a tragedy.
94. Character A returns to their birth-town for the holidays. Character B is their estranged childhood best friend.
95. Character A is pretending to be their friend's lover for the sake of the friend's family. Character B is said friend's sibling.
96. Character A loses a bet and has to wear_____ . Character B won the bet.
97. Character A owns a _____ store. Character B is looking for a present.
98. Character A doesn't feel the Christmas spirit but Character B, who lives above them, keeps playing Christmas carols really loud.
99. Character A overhears Character B's birthday wish and decides to fulfill it.
100. Character A was planning to leave dramatically after their confession but character B unhooked their batteries when A wasn't looking so I guess they have to talk about it now.
101. Your doomsday device didn't work but it did put me in the hospital so what are you doing in my room?
102. We've been roommates for seven years and we had a fight but you left me a note right after you moved out saying you were in love with me.
103. "If we get out of this mess you and I are going to have a serious talk about the appropriate time for emotional conversations."
104. "According to these screenshots I need to leave the country immediately."
105. Spontaneously confessed to crush while under the influence.
106. Tried to have a conversation with a cardboard cutout after surgery.
107. "That's it I'm never leaving my room again I can't live this one down."
108. Gave a brutally honest opinion and doesn't remember it.
109. "You said you had the best idea ever and then proceeded to write [extremely stupid thing] as a note to yourself."
110. "tried kissing once and it wasn't for us."
111. We make out at parties and clubs so other folks will leave us alone.
112. "Of course I'm in their lap where else am I going to sit?"
113. Their constantly orbiting around each other.
114. "just because YOUR friends aren't affectionate doesn't mean that there's a problem with US".
115. platonic cuddle puddle.
116. Not so platonic cuddle puddle.
117. "So what we go on friend dates, don't make it weird."
118. Always carries the other's favorite snacks.
119. "I thought I told you to stop calling me 'Your Majesty'."
120. "Lower you weapons!"
121. "I...I am not worthy of this crown."
122. "People are fighting– dying for their kingdom! What kind of Ruler would I be if I didn't join them at the front lines?"
123. "You know I am a prince/princess/royal, right?" "Well yes-" "Then do me a favor and stop telling me what to do."
124. "Since when do you know how to wield a sword?"
125. "Go! If this kingdom goes down, then I will go down with it as it's Ruler"
126. "All the fine silks and perfumes in the world won't mask what a pompous jerk you are."
127. "After all this time, you still don't trust me?"
128. "Get me out of this dress!"
129. "Why so serious, Your Highness?"
130. "How does a walk through the gardens sound?"
131. "I do believe I've proven that you are more than a mere guard to me, ______."
132. "This kingdom cannot go on without you! Please, it's time for you to take your rightful place at the throne."
133. "Your Majesty, is that blood on your dress?"
134. "Walk with me, please. I can't stand another second in that room with their intoxicating pride and old perfumes."
135. "At ease, _____, I know I'm safe with you by my side."
136. "I see we're back to 'Your Highness'. "
137. "A moment with you is far more exciting than a lifetime of cheap conversations and corsets."
138. "...is that my crown you're wearing?"
139. "Promise you'll come back to me." "As long as you promise to wait for me."
140. "Let go of me– that is an order!"
141. "Forgive me, my love."
142. "No, no, it looks far better on you than it does me."
143."This is the part where I kiss the extremely beautiful princess, right?"
144. "how could I ever love someone else?"
145. I'm dancing with my demons
146.I just can't imagine how you could be okay now that I'm gone
147. "I wanna fall wide awake"
148. "You tell me it's alright but its not!"
149. "Tell me I'm forgiven... please."
150. "Nobody can save me"
151. "I don't wanna let you down"
152. "Only I can save me"
153. "There's no getting through to you"
154. "You say I can't understand"
155. "When you leave me, where do you go?"
156. "I'm just talking to myself"
157. "Can't you hear me calling you home?"
158. "You keep running like the sky is falling"
159. "I've got a long way to go and a long memory."
160. "If my armor breaks I'll fuse it back together"
161. "Please just don't give up on me"
162. "I know the words we said"
163. "This is not black and white"
164. "I was not mad at you"
165. "If you ever felt invisible, I won't let you feel that now"
166. "You just wanna know you're being heard"
167. "I don't like my mind right now"
168. "There's comfort in the panic"
169. "I drive myself crazy"
170. "Why is everything so heavy?"
171." I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me"
172. "I know I'm not the center of the universe"
173. "I only halfway apologize"
174. "I'll be sorry for now"
175. "Sometimes things refuse to go the way we planned"
176. "There will be a day that you will understand"
177. "After a while you may forget"
178. "I never wanted to say goodbye"
179. "I've never been higher than I was that night"
180. "Now I remember"
181. "I don't know what I want"
182. "Were there signs I ignored?"
183. "Can I help you not to hurt anymore?"
184. "Who cares if one more light goes out in a sky of a million stars?" "I do"
185. "You're angry, and you should be"
186. "It's not fair"
187. "You're gonna hurt someone"
188. "Watch the friends you keep."
189. "Sharp edges have consequences"
190. "Every scar is a story I can tell"
191. "I loved you like a house of cards, and let it fall apart"
192. "It made me who I am"
193. "We all fall down"
194. "We live somehow"
195. "I can't live without you."
196. "You're the only one for me."
197. "I've never loved anyone the way I love you."
198. "The things you do to me..."
199. "You're too good to me."
200. "I want to spend the rest of my life with you."
201. "You're the most beautiful person I know."
202. "Stay with me... please."
203. "Nothing has ever felt so right."
204. "You don't know how much you do for me just by being there."
205. "I wouldn't want it any other way."
206. "No matter what anyone says, I'll cherish you forever."
207. "You make it so easy to love you."
208. "I want to hold you and never let go."
209. "Kiss me."
210. "My only wish is to see you happy."
211. "You make me a better person."
212. "I love you more than words can express."
213. "Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, I just wish you had kept yours to yourself."
214. "I don't know how to tell you this, but yelling at someone to, stop panicking, isn't going to stop them from panicking."
215. "It's not your fault. Sometimes you can do everything right, and things will still go wrong.... This just happened to be one of those times."
216. ".....I'm going to pretend I didn't see that."
217. "Why am I the one who always ends up getting targeted by the creep of the week?!"
218. "Fuck.... I knew I should have bought those light up sneakers."
219. "None of this, seems healthy."
220. "....Should I be concerned?"
221. "I said pass it to me, not 'throw it in my general direction'!"
222. "It is my deep pleasure, to inform you that I am not the one in charge here."
223. "Quick! You hide the equipment, I'll hide the grenades!"
224. "Should I call someone for you?"
225. "Did you take anything?"
226. "Do you want to tell me what happened?"
227. "When was the last time you ate anything?"
228. "Can you walk?"
229. "How do you think this will all end?"
230. "Do you need an ambulance?"
231. "Where you crying?"
232. "Should someone help you get home?"
233. "Do you know where you are?"
234. "Can you tell me your name?"
235. "Where do you want me to take you to?"
236. "Do you need my help?"
237. "How do you feel now?"
238. "Can I do anything that would make it better?"
239. "Do you want my jacket?"
240. "Can you let me see your eyes?"
241. "Should I stay a bit longer?"
242. "Will you be alright?"
243. "Do you have someone who can look after you?”
244. “An interesting crossover”
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justasouthernlady · 6 years ago
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50 questions tag
Yah this will take a while but I love it and @katdefbeom who tagged me for this mess. 💚
1. What takes up too much of your time?
(Honesty hour?) Worrying, reading
2. What makes your day better?
Coffee / working out / sunshine
3.whats the best thing that happened to you today?
I got to see one of my sweet pals and chat with her over desserts
4.what fictional place would you like to go to?
I'm going to agree with @katdefbeom howls moving castle universe or Hogwarts for me.
5. Are you good at giving advice?
I dunno? I guess? You tell me! People say I am.. so yes?
6.do you have any mental illnesses?
Yup! Social anxiety and general anxiety.
7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?
Nope!
8. What musician inspired you the most?
To do what? Overall? Ahhh dolly Parton cos she gives no fucks and JB from got7 cos like damn boy can write a song.
9. Have you ever fallen in love?
Yes, all the time hahaha
10.whats your dream date?
Book shopping and then reading the newly bought books in a cafe, possibly holding hands while reading or just our legs / feet are touching.
11. What do others notice about you?
I have no idea. I'm nice and have good teeth? I don't feel v noticable lol.
12. What's an annoying habit you have?
I pick at my fingers when I'm nervous or anxious, and I bounce my right leg a lot.
13. Do you still talk to your first love?
Lol no. He was emotionally manipulative and a huge flaccid penis so no.
14. How many ex's do you have?
4.
15. How many songs are in your playlist?
Which one? My biggest playlist has like 500 songs in it, my shortest one has 10. But over all I'm sure it's like 7,000 songs.
16. What instruments can you play?
Flute, piano (kinda piano)
17. Who do you have the most pictures of?
I have pictures of paintings and statues from museums lol. But ahhh probs chanyeol.
18. Where would you like to go before you die?
Japan. China. South Korea. Singapore (in that order I think)
19. What's your zodiac?
LIBRA
20.do you relate to it?
Yaaaaas. A fancy bitch who loves love and tries to balance shit out. ME AF.
21. What is happiness to you?
Good Coffee, someone I love, friends, family, a good perfume.
22. Are you going through anything right now?
When aren't I going through something???
23. What's the worst decision you ever made.
Deciding to be a clingy bitch. Also getting into a serious relationship when I didn't know who the fuck I was (I was 18 like WOW girl no!)
24. What's your favourite store?
Urban outfitters and muji. Your girl is in both all the time.
25. (HALFWAY!) what's your opinion on abortion.
A woman has the right to choose, that's a decision her and her doctor need to make on whether it's right for her. My stance is "no uterus no opinion"
26. Do you keep a bucket list?
No that shit would make me anxious lol
27. Do you have a favourite album?
Not that I can think of
28. What do you want for your birthday?
Cake and books
29. What are most peoples first impression of you?
I DUNNOOOO I dont ask cos I dont want to know. But probably quiet, nice, labrador face? Too many feelings?
30. What age do you seem according to most people?
Most people think I'm like anywhere from 19-22. I look like a baby uuugghhhh. But I'm def the responsible friend and will take care of you lol.
31. Where do you keep your phone when you're sleeping?
Next to me?
32. What word do you say the most?
Probs "FUUUUCK" Or "V"
33. What's the oldest age you'd date?
32.
34. What's the youngest age you'd date?
21? Probs not though really, boys be dumb.
35. What job / career do most people say would suit you?
Kindergarten teacher or an art historian.
36. What's your favourite music genre?
Kpop as of rn
37. If you could live in any country in the world where would it be?
Ahhh Canada? Close enough to home but with universal healthcare
38. What is your current favourite song?
Too many to think of just one ahhh PASS.
39. How long have you had this blog for?
9 years.
40. What are you excited for?
Ateez concert
41. Are you a better talker or listener?
I do both very well 😂
42. What is the last productive thing you did?
Mail boxes
43. What do you want for Christmas?
Someone special hahaha
44. What class do you get the best grades in?
History
45. On a scale of 1-10 how do you feel right now?
Ahhhhhhh solid 4.5 outta ten
46. What can you see yourself doing in 10 years?
God I have no idea. I'll probs have kids? And a cute dog and like a proper job? Who knows
47. When did you get your first heartbreak?
17.
48. At what age do you wanna be married?
PRESSURE. No idea. Before I'm 40 sounds good.
49. What career did you want to have as a child?
Ballerina, Veterinarian.
50. What do you crave right now?
Cant tell you, it's a secret secret.
I'll tag: @gyomies @sundropsoo @into-the-kpop-void @jongin-be-my-jagi and anyone else who feels like it 💕💕💕
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