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as someone who was abused it, pisses me off when people who were hurt by their parents are told "it could've been worse"
(I can't remember where it's from or if I'm getting it wrong but)
"it doesn't matter what size the body of water is
what matters is if you're drowning in it"
doesn't matter if it could've been worse, or it only happened once
if you're hurt you're hurt, and I see you
Here's to the people who weren't abused by their parents, but whose parents sucked anyways. Here's to people whose parents fucked up raising you out of ignorance and not malice. Here's to the kids whose parents didn't know what to do with you so they did nothing at all. Here's to people whose parents are getting better and growing as people but still hurt you. Here's to every mean comment that wouldn't have been so bad if it hadn't come from your mom; here's to awkward family dinners because you're all trying to forget;
here's to you, survivor of a thousand 'not as bad as it could have been' hurts. I see you. You aren't alone.
#I also see you#as an abused kid#it pisses me off when#others say it's#not that bad#i can't remember where#the quote is from#but#doesnt matter the size#of the body of water#what matters is#if you're drowning
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there's only room for one on the door normandy float. [prints]
#mass effect#mass effect fanart#bioware#shakarian#femshep#garrus vakarian#commander shepard#alien#video games#art#artists on tumblr#illustration#I saw the new merch and had 1 and only 1 thought. here it is lol#garrus baby you would puncture that thing if you tried to lay on it. I know you're drowning and can't swim but you gotta understand.#we can't let the normandy go down Again#yes he is nude. they don't make turian swimwear on account of turians not swimming#I don't think anyone minds.#anyway welcome to woman muscles with a side of alien bird: the blog#milkyart
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okay hi so listen hear me out
sea snake is a bit too obvious (and too boring)
so i made him based on some kind of lionfish??? (bc something something venomous marine animal) also with a LOT of creative liberties i made with how the fish looks like
let’s also give his fins some rips and tears here and there bc what are the implications of that??? that’s for you 🫵 to decide
anyways chat i lowkey dont know what i was doing
i had no other thoughts but haha funny snake man i turn into fish
#mmm the quality is so crunchy#also his ass is under there i swear#a friend pointed out where it was and i’m just hfjjdjdjd#[—✦-#-✧ my art#twst art#twst#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#merjam🐍#-✦—]#also hey hi tag readers#let's do something fun here#(if you don't like deep water/drowning(?) imagery please dont continue past this 💖)#“dont go near the ocean they say”#“for there are sirens that will compel you with their beauty and their seductive voices”#“however you find yourself being lured in by the sea with an enchanting sound”#“before you knew it you're underwater sinking deeper and deeper”#“despite the water filling your lungs you find yourself still conscious but not in control of yourself”#“as you gaze into a pair of enchanting charcoal eyes”#“this creature... it's a siren. and somehow you can hear its thoughts and commands”#“finally. you. you are the key”'#“the siren yearns to be free from the dreary depths”#“you're human aren't you?” “the siren wants to be human too” “the siren wants to be free”#“the siren tried to hide it but you can feel that it was desperate”#“you /will/ take it onto land”#“you /will/ let the siren be a part of that world... or else”#(idk what im on tbh but mer AU 😔😔😔😔)
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What is your favorite vessel/princess?
It's so hard to choose, I love them all!! But when I first read this, two vessels popped in my head right away because they feel like they're straight out of my nightmares: The (Deconstructed) Damsel and the Drowned Grey
The metaphors! The visuals!! The horrifying tragedy of it all!!! <333
#i often lucid dream during my nightmares and everytime I do the nightmares only tend to get worse#the deconstructed damsel felt so much like that#youre asleep and theres a girl and as you talk to her the more an unsettling feeling grows as the illusion of the dream grows more and more#apparent and she starts to fall apart in your hands and your mind created her but you're not as in control as you wish you were#so you cant save her#because its too late#if only you had stayed asleep#and then the drowned grey route is more like the nightmares that just go YOURE AFRAID OF WATER GO IN THE WATER AND THERES A DEAD BODY AAAAA#thanks for the ask!!! love drawing these ladies#stp#my art#stp damsel#stp drowned grey#slay the princess#ask
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Scylla came out with a new diss track (it's a banger)
#IM GONNA CLAW OUT YOUR EYES THEN DROWN YOU TO DEATH#you're so obsessed with me not that I can blame you for it....#that little dress#looks like it's from the garbage...#WHAT AN ICON#hades#hades 2#fanart#hades supergiant#hades 2 fanart#hades fanart#scylla hades 2#scylla#hades melinoë#melinoë#melinoe#hades game#Hades II
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6.18 Lauren | 17.05 Conspiracy vs. Theory
#criminal minds#criminalmindsedit#criminal minds evolution#cmevolutionedit#cmverse#cmverseedit#emily prentiss#emilyprentissedit#mine#edit#*#parallel*#i love parallels#MY LOVE#currently drowning in tears thinking about 'i can compartmentalize better than most people' emily prentiss who is a rock#until the second her family reaches out and proves they are there for her#and then she CRUMBLES#oh my poor baby you try SO HARD and you're SO GOOD and do what needs to be done!!! you do it alone!!!#but you don't WANT TO you want love and care so badly but you'll never ask for it!!!! you'll never expect it!!!#also the side by side showing her nodding in lauren and shaking her head no in conspiracy?? oh my heart
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more clone^2
snippet 21: Danny is Bruce Wayne's Clone and--
Star, with the rest of the A-List girls: alright ladies! it's time for our quarterly 'cutest boys' list! Now I'll get straight to the point, in our number one spot is--
All girls, in unison: Danny Fenton
Star, writing it down on a whiteboard: and for our number two spot--
---------- Snippet 22: clone meet clone
Ellie, dramatically: Danny!
Danny, equally dramatic: Ellie!
Ellie, pushing past him and looking around: where is he! i wanna see the little guy!
Damian, with a sword, brandishing it dangerously: *in arabic* don't come any closer, stay back!
Danny, wrapping an arm around Ellie's waist and pulling her back: woah, woah - he's still adjusting to everything
Danny, turning towards Damian with his google translate open: [please don't stab her. this is Ellie my clone.]
Damian, lowering his sword in disbelief: 'there's MORE of you?
-------------- Snippet 23: Ellie has the same epiphany as Danny
Ellie:...hey Danny
Danny, pouring over his arabic book: hm
Ellie: since I'm your clone, and you're a clone of Bruce Wayne, and Damian is a clone of Damian Wayne, does that technically mean I'm his mom - uh. dad-mom?
Danny:
Ellie:...its a fair question
Danny: .....*deep sigh* you're his cousin until further notice.
------------ Snippet 24: wait for me ii (hadestown, live vers.)
(i'm not sure of the context, but i've been thinking of Danny saying this to Damian during a serious moment for days. the snippet title is the song that the dialogue below is from)
Danny, fixing up Damian's wraith suit: the meanest dog you'll ever meet
Danny, zipping up damian's jacket: it ain't the hound dog in the street. he bares some teeth and tears some skin, but brother,
Danny, adjusting Damian's gloves, pausing to look him in the eye: that's the worst of him.
Danny, he holds a finger up to Damian's eyes and points it at him: the dog you really got to dread, is the one that howls inside your head
Danny, grabbing damian's mask and smoothing it over his eyes: it's him whose howling drives men mad, and a mind to its undoing
------------ Snippet 25: Danny is Bruce Wayne's clone-- (Battinson Vers*)
Ember, in the middle of a fight with Phantom + Wraith:
Ember, knocks off Phantom's mask for the first time: lets see what ugly mug you're really hiding under there, Phantom--
Phantom: *the wettest, most pathetic looking pretty boy on the planet*
Ember:
Phantom, dryly: what, did your mic die out or something? all that caterwauling finally make you lose your voice
Wraith, unsheathing his sword: *vibrating with baby brother rage bc he knows EXACTLy why Ember is silent*
----------- Snippet 26: Damian is finally starting to play nice :)
Dany: hey... guys.... whatcha doing
Damian, hanging out with Sam: Me and Manson are plotting ways to crush the Mayor's plan to cut budget funding for the city parks and cut down the native trees
Danny: oh, i see.... is this safe?
Sam: probably
Danny: hm.
------------- Snippet 27: digging up cold case
Danny: ....if Damian is out with Sam tonight with their plot against the mayor....
Danny, turning towards his desk: then that means I can work some more on Mrs. Witherbury's murder case that she asked me to solve without Dames guilt-tripping me into bed :)
Danny, settling down at his desk with a thermos full of coffee: i'm glad sam and damian are finally getting along
--------- Snippet 28: sparring
Damian, frowning: your reflexes are incredible but your combat is downright awful, brother. it's truly a miracle i didn't skewer you upon our first meeting
Danny, got his ass kicked by his 7yo brother: *groaning in pain* not everyone has super secret assassin training, Damian. And I don't really have time to actually practice anything.
Damian: Mrs. Fenton knows martial arts and her form is proficient enough, I'm sure she would be delighted to teach you if you asked. I will join since I need to keep my skills sharp and my training was unfinished when I arrived here.
-------- Snippet 29: daytime surprise
Phantom, fighting Skulker in broad daylight: *under his breath* at least Lancer's english test will get canceled for this...
Phantom, dodging a blast from Skulker: *in ASL, furious* don't you have anything better to do, you fuck!?
Skulker: foolish ghost child, speak! I know you're capable of it - speak before you lose the ability to
Phantom: *flips him off instead*
Wraith, sending back a ecto-blast with his sword: please pay attention, phantom
Phantom, doubletaking: *in a hissed whisper* what are you doing here!? it's a school day, you should be at school!
Wraith: Tt. If the boot fits.
------------ Snippet 30: guilt
Danny with his head on his desk, his elbows propped up as he massages his hands: hn
Damian, lurking to the side with a guilty look on his face:
Damian: can i....
Danny, silently holding his hand out to Damian: hrm
Damian, immediately taking it and doing the massages + finger exercises: ...im sorry
Danny: hm... I forgive you
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc au#dpxdc au#dp dc#dp dc crossover#danny fenton is not the ghost king#clone^2#this made me realize that Danny's ghosts PROBABLY don't know what he looks like under the mask for a WHILE#they just know he's a pain in the ass and also human and also insistent to get them back into the ghost zone#danny being the battinson bat clone is THE funniest thing to me like goddamn. you're a drowned kitten#does this imply that none of his rogues have seen his face in the two years before he got damian? yes. but wraith knowing why ember is#silent and being indignant with baby brother rage is so funny to me. protective little siblings ftw >>>>#dany being battinson bat makes so much sense because clone danny has no powers and runs around in a hoodie and jeans and baseball bat#and battinson is the exact amount of lanky and tall wet rat that seeing phantom WOULD be unsettling if you saw him at night.#also sam and damian get along but i dont know or think that damian would ever trust her tucker or jazz like he ever would with danny#he likes them and trusts them to take care of danny and him (to an extent) but he like. TRUSTS trusts danny.#hhhh fuck danny is permanently the battinson bat in my head fUCK. it makes so much sense#danny resorts to Batman Grunts when he’s overtired + in pain + unfocused
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The Spirealm 致命游戏 (2024) | Ep. 12
#the spirealm#致命游戏#kaleidoscope of death#ruan nanzhu#lin qiushi#tan zaozao#xia zhiguang#huang junjie#lu menglin#cdrama#cdramasource#kodedit#userhanyi#*gifs:mine#there's no rhyme or reason to my rewatch anymore i'm just watching episodes based purely on vibes alone#listen nanzhu you're the one who wanted to drown him out#anyway zaozao is best girl#this makes me laugh every time i watch it#in terms of best zaozao moments#this is right up there with the sanatorium episode where she's like *sigh* but isn't //everyone// a little unwell?#and nanzhu and lingling simultaneously turn around to stare at her like O_O
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every day
#liminal#liminal aesthetic#liminal art#liminal spaces#liminalcore#weird art#weird dreams#weirdcore#weirdcore aesthetic#weirdcore art#mine#i wish we had more time#i've got so much love left but you're gone#and it drowns me
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The whole thing about Eddie is that he loves Buck for who he is and never wanted Buck to be anything other than himself, Eddie wanting Buck to be woman so that he can love him goes against the very core of his character. Eddie is not suffering from intense internalized homophobia that makes him say he can't be gay. Eddie believes he can't be loved. There's a DIFFERENCE. When Eddie accepts that he is not responsible for all the bad in the world and that he is allowed to love Buck like that, that man is gonna be relieved, he's not gonna go on some crazy spiral because he does not want to be queer. Eddie doesn't think he is worthy of love, the queer thing is just a detail.
#the whole 'i think im homophobic'#you're thinking buck#that's not eddie#also eddie is not drowning in misogyny and homophobia#LET MY MAN BE#911#thoughts thoughts thoughts
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Alan Wake 2 – Behind The Scenes | Alan Wake in the Dark Place
#good morning I'm thinking about him again (as usual) and this version of Drowning Remedy will never release#many thoughts about the last part and that aggressive ''you'll drown here'' followed by a soft almost gentle "you're stuck in a loop''#mark me down as [redacted] and [redacted]#Alan Wake#Alan Wake 2#Matthew Porretta#Remedy Entertainment#tinyclowntent#// coming back to add that if this was for drowning just imagine the state of this man when he recorded for DBD#and his noises and screams for Scratch as well of course... ANYWAY
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beach episode, day 4 of @radiantemperorweek
pov you want to stab him and yourself, you want to be that clothes' tag peeking out, you don't want to go camping at lake khar and you want it more than anything. and mongolia is the second largest landlocked country in the world.
#radiantemperorweek2024#rew2024#the radiant emperor#she who became the sun#he who drowned the world#esen temur#my art#thank u to that travelling mongolia site that provided photos of lake khar w pretty clouds you're so real for that#this is the one i painted last bc honestly i didn't know what to do for this day. but it all worked out in the end
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JACK THE GIANT KILLER
originally this was a kind of personal visual vibe test: I'm still turning some thoughts around about jack in my head (altho I have finished assembling the skeleton of a story and I'm looking forward to seeing what happens when I start to press at it) but I really liked how it turned out so I'm posting it as it's own illustration :)
the first post about this idea is over here, but I've fine tuned it down a bit so that the story begins with jack finding the body of a giant while he's out in the woods one day, and the story spirals out of hand before he can stop it.
it's been interesting to read up on jack tales from a literary analysis point of view while I figure this story out!! and through the power of more coffee, I think. I'm close to pinning down an underlying theme I'd really like to bite into. I just need to condense it down to a couple of sentences instead of several paragraphs.
and to close this post out, here's another excerpt from the j.g. ballard's the drowned giant that haunts me!
#i had a whole thing about why i dont link to my ko-fi on art posts but a friend said i should at least do it on original art#also cara seems to be promising as an art porfolio site? if you're looking to jump off of dA because it sucks ass. cara looks good so far!#OKAY moving on from that. in my head there is also a weird fucked up story about the drowned giant I would love#to turn into a short comic. maybe early next year? I think I need to go to a beach and do some studies because in my mind#it has a very specific visual and tone. hmmmmmm.#I had a very vivid dream abt it and I want to attempt to capture it down onto paper#and moving on from THAT. to the man himself. jack. ohhhhhh can you imagine if someone would’ve done a fucked up grim dark#Jack novel in 2013 or something. I would’ve eaten that like a cake. this isn’t an intentionally grim dark retelling although it is. grim.#original tag#generic medieval tag
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Listen, if I got a dollar every time I went completely feral over a sweet angel man called Pete falling for a pathetic bitch with a bunch of daddy issues, I would have two dollars, which isn't a lot but it's still weird it happened to me twice.
#peteway#vegaspete#pit babe the series#kinnporche the series#send help i am drowning in my own tears over here#how did i go from “ugh way you're such a creepy bitch” to “my sweet angel asshole must be protected at all costs”?#don't ask because i seriously have no idea#pit babe
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can you see me clearly?
#drowning live on the monitors#my poor pookie schmookie broke his leg#chuuya where are you#i have no reason to make this into skk but i will anyway#hes waving at his bf chuuya ofc#dazai be like *twirls hair* chuuya i know you're being possessed by the devil but im on the big screen#sigma next to him: bro what the fuck#literally dont know what this looks like because on every screen i own the colors are different#i also lost the file of these so what ever mistake you see well its there foreve my bad#recent chapters getting me scared#water practice#dazai osamu#dazai#bsd#bungo stray dogs
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recent couple aurora pages really have just been chekhov's machine gun huh
#KENDAL SHUT UP!! ERIN SHUT UP!! DAINIX SHUT UP YOU'RE GOING TO DROWN STOP STOP IT NO#comic aurora#comicaurora#aurora comic#aurora webcomic
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