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Koco's official suitor tier list (until galileo and francis eng routes arrive)
Tier 1: THE suitors. I love them a bit too much and I wanna just rhhajgdhsghadgdsgRAHHHH you know what I mean. Theodorus was kinda a jumpscare in there, though. I was expecting to hate his route but I was smitten
Tier 2:
Arthur has a bit of bias since he was my first route but... you know.
William Dazai and Mozart are all in the same level of "oh way i didnt mind those routes too much." I also was obsessed with William when I first saw him.... he actually got me into the game....
Still going through Vlad's but it's so melodramatic it's fun. Also he's just a silly little guy.
Tier 3: With all of them it's the same story: I like them better when I'm not dating them... Like, it makes me wish for friendship routes almost haha.
Tier 4:
I love Vincent. One of my favorites. I love him in game. He was actually a huge inspo for me when I was young, too. He's my angel baby boy I love him I'd let him cook me anything. That being said... I'm not sure how happy I am about Vincent's mental illnesses in game being so underplayed. Like.... him cutting his ear off is one of the biggest things people know about him irl... and it's not even mentioned? Not even Gaugin is blamed for it?? Personally I have so many hcs about Vincent that he's almost a whole new character. Doesn't mean I don't enjoy ingame Vincent I love him but yk... I don't mind the others either....
Everything I said about Vincent, put that on Jean and double it (even the part about young me looking up to them). I'm sorry but CHANGING THE GENDER OF JOAN OF ARC??? doesnt,, doesnt that defeat the whole.... urggh yeah that one irked me for a while. HOWEVER. If you're big brain like me and hc Jean as transmasc then Jean becomes the best pookie bear in the world. He's so autistic coded (I'm autistic so I may just be projecting) and I love him so much. He's also a silly pookiebear.
So um yeah that's my thoughts on them hehe. If anyone agrees or disagrees lemme know I wanna become more talkative and active on ikevamp tumblr haha
#ikemen vampire#ikevamp#cybird ikemen#ikemen series#i maybe went a bit off on vincent and jean#honestly if it weren't for the historical inaccuracies#they'd be up in tier 1#the history nerd (sebas) in me is just too strong#smh#yes i have personal bias#and comtes high placement has nothing to do with daddy issues#if you think that ur crazy#bc i said so
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many things about the chronicles of Narnia made me irrevocably insane at the small age of six years old but one of the big ones was the bit in prince Caspian where caspian blows susan's horn to try and summon help and it summons the pevensie kids like. that's crazy ok. that's insane. imagine at 12 years old you're given a horn thats purpose is basically summoning divine intervention & then years later someone blows it and summons YOU . I'm crazy !
#for me the thing i think about most wrt narnia is like. becoming a legend. the prophecy kids thing goes pretty basicstyle in the first book#but once u get to prince caspian ur dealing w these 4 people whove basically fufilled the prophecy but their lives arent over!!#both on earth and in narnia theyre figuring out what it means to live past the end of their own stories#& not just the conclusion theyve also lived past the happily ever after thehve had those entire lives as prophecized kings and queens n now#they just have to be people! it makes me a bit crazy#did you know wwii was an event that affected many people and showed up in lots of literature at the time in small ways.#cleb talky#narnia
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airplane!
#GO SILVER GO!!! FLY LIKE A BAT IN THE WIND!!!!!! SOAR THRU THE SKIES YOU ABSOLUTE LEGEND!!!!!!#wouldve been fun to do the airplane while lilia is floating but you KNOW sebeks mom gives him the lecture of a lifetime after one go#they are so special. they are my world. hghgmmhg fambily#im not actually as mushy abt vanrouge family as i believe most of my diasom peers are but they are by far my fav thing to draw#to be clear i am mushy i just think im outranked LOL#looking at u lettie. ur tags always go so crazy for them i think of u anytime i draw them#but yea im so blatant and obvious abt the shit i like when i draw HVGFJBKD if someone cant figure me out atp its on them#silver fan of all time. fun fact im currently drawing a piece with like 15 silvers in it. one illustration. infinite silvers. i have a prob#i like drawing the outdoors most. ive decided. never drawing a closeup again i hope u like 5 pixel silvers on landscapes#twst#twstファンアート#twisted wonderland#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#suntails
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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jakey + dirkjake sandwiched between my organic chem notes. a poem in there somewhere
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#jake english#dirk strider#erisolsprite#brobot#dirkjake#admin draws#fanart#ok so the latter two are. a bit old and drawn in a rush because as usual i had thoughts about dirkjake and hair BUT ALSO#while reading the post-timeskip chatlogs i was like hm jake's hair looks kinda long here. i might be crazy tho#and then i continued thinking. because Ive had jakes haircut and t has to be trimmed often and i dont trust his ass to competently do that#so i think brobot helped out there and post entry it fell on dirk to trim it#and i think as their relationship worsened the first thing to properly go was the haircuts. because jake couldnt be assed to sit in dirk's#company for the duration of a haircut. direct line of strider word vomit while ur held captive basically (massive overdramatization)#so. its a good thing he got interrupted after trying to cover the tattoo up. because i guarantee you he wouldve been waking up on that#quest bed with breakup bangs.#finally formatted this one in drafts to post so im not leaving yall too high and dry again#i see my askbox and i appreciate it btw! its terraria night but i hope to be drawing tomorrow :]
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hc that haitham was a lil blushy mess😣and then 🗿🗿
#genshin impact#haikaveh#genshinimpact#Alhaitham#kaveh#fanart#they make me go crazy#genshin fanart#its just the angst made them so much tastier#AND TO THINK HAITHAM IS THE ONE PINING FOR YEARS OOOFF#HE JUST DOESNT KNOW HOW TO SHOW HIS LOVE#AND EVEN IF HE DID KAVEH WOULD NOT BELIVE IT#SMART IDIOTS#i mean if you look hard you can clearly see how he has a soft spot for kaveh my boy open ur eyes
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i knew it was time to get off tiktok for the night when i saw a post where someone said they would feel 100% safe in a room alone with snape and 100% unsafe in a room with james or sirius....😐
#don't get me wrong i think snape is an intriguing character#but you're looking me in the eyes and telling me you'd feel safe in a room ALONE with him???#girl ur crazy#but apparently james and sirius are just such red flags#like i get it they're not perfect#but did you miss james' whole redemption arc???#did you miss the whole 'sirius was wrongly imprisoned for 12 yrs' plotline???#i can't believe it#it's also worth nothing the other people on the no list were like...voldemort. and lucius.#dead gay wizards#marauders fandom#marauders era#james potter#sirius black#anti severus snape#thoughts from the mountaintop
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One of Shadow Milk’s many prop replicas of himself, left behind. Even though the eyes are forever staring straight into the distance… Oddly enough, you still feel like you’re being watched.
But surely, though, it won’t hurt to take it home and touch up the colours, right? :)
#oh. my god chat. do i have a lot to say now#IM LOVE HIM#oh my god#fhis is the only time ur gonna see me say i love shadow milk directly and not his art HAHAHA#FUCCKKKKK#this one rlly has me messed up#ive been sitting on this concept for a long while!!! i just cant rlly nail the vibes that i want for it… but mroe than anything i want to#show him to you guys.. so issok if yall see the flopfail before i learn how to better capture my mental image#oh it’s so possessed. btw. like not even a second of thought has to be put into it#LMAO#physical vessel for the shreds of his essence that managed to avoid being sealed up. it’s not enough of him to do anything crazy…#but just enough to put you on edge :)#golden freddy pose shadow milk (i will be drawing this some day)#his ability to move is really sporadic#sometimes he’ll be right in the middle of attempting to make a gesture and then he’ll collapse mid movement… darn#(kicks him) fuck you#i think he’s….. cute.#haha.#okay#shadow milk cookie#cookie run kingdom#mystuff#cookie run#crk#crk fanart#cookie run fanart#fave#is it egotistical to put a fave tag on MY OWN ART yeah probably BUT U GUYS DONT. GE T. HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS VARIANT#doodled an oc x canon w this concept in class 2day n realized too late someone wuz watching me draw…………… man.#IM AT TAG LIMIT????? FUCK MY LIFEEE I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THAT WAS A THING. BYE LOL!!!!!
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Mark being haunted by the 'what ifs' in his life. What if he got her the plant instead of the antfarm? What if they hadn't lost the baby? What if he wasn't so distant at the time and was more there for her? What if the IVF worked? What if they tried one more time and it worked? What if he got to be a dad? What if he was kinder to her instead of pushing her away because of his own grief? What if he went with her that night? What if he said I love you faster? Would that have saved her? The what ifs can be worse than the reality sometimes...
#severance spoilers#severance#mark scout#mark s.#severance apple tv#severance season 2#severance s2#severance season two#gemma scout#gemma casey#hes just like me fr jaja🥲#thinking about all the things he couldve done...how he couldve been better...it does drive you crazy a bit ya.#ugh Mark :( im sorry king ilysm youve been through too much. you just wanted to have a happy life with ur wife. wanted a baby with her...#and accepted(as best he could) that it wasnt happening for them like that...thats hard :(#getting both your hopes up. the idea of this new person you both made being in ur lives now...and it just didnt happen...aaaaa :(#mark and gemma yall deserve the world😭😭#IM TALKING!!!!!!
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FOLLOW ME,
I'M ON THE BRINK
OF VISUAL EPIPHANY!
LIFE IS A COSTUME AWAY,
OH, LIFE'S A WARDROBE CHANGE!
#venture bros#the venture bros#vbros#rusty venture#thaddeus t venture#thaddeus venture#broadway!rusty#au!rusty#broadwayverse#bright lights dean city#venbros#adult swim#fanart#jonas venture#kinda. you can see his. wires? tentacles?#jack stauber#mirror man#cloudysarts#im reaaaally proud of this one :)#opal#i loveeee jack staubers opal so much dude. everyone watch this#everyone watch vbros . also#i feel a little proud of the little rusty in the mirror hereeee. i think its coooool#im just so conceptually fascinated by broadway rustys existance. something about being exploited ur entire childhood--#--only to reclaim it and spin it into something youre passionate about (in the form of music in his case)#AND getting to portray your horrific abuse the way it was. im sure the show/jonas played it down a LOT#having a critically aclaimed musical where he tells the HONEST STORY of his childhood. AND HAVING THAT BE WHAT GIVES HIM THE SUCCESS--#--THAT HIS DAD ALWAYS INSISTED THAT HE NEEDED. GAH. IM CRAZY#i love you broadway rustyyyyyyyyyy
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is this a safe space to admit i really don't even like the lines in lucanis' first romance scene where he says something like "perfectly gathered clouds of doom" . but that does not stop me from loving him very much. i'm choosing to see this as a guy who is the terrible combo of reads romance novels, has never had a romantic relationship before AND his definition of 'good flirt' is synonymous with 'illario' so he's got an incorrect definition of what's actually romantic. the less lucanis is specifically trying to be romantic the more he becomes irresistible but i don't think he's caught onto that yet
#like . LIKE. it makes sense to me that this is him trying extremely hard to make his attraction known before he overthinks it and leaves#as always i find a way to sneak illario into this conversation but the point stands#like the romance line is not corny if theres a reason that he's being so wildly corny. i have to believe this#i am also saying irresistible > romantic because he has some crazy lines in the romance#thats not romantic. but its genuinely like oh god here comes the yearner he's going to yearn all over the place#the discussion after the first part of act 3 for example.#'i thought i was never going to see you again' 'you're here. you're really here. i swear'#<- that is not lucanis flirting. that is lucanis being so unbelievably earnest with those stupid brown eyes that it just gets you#and the 'i've got you don't i?' 'you do' in act 3 too#<- and i dont even think this one is romance specific#theres a point to this .i just dont think he's naturally romantic#buuut. some of the more 'innocuous' lines that are part of his romance that are not overt flirting have such incredible acting/animation#which allows me to expand the mind palace. and he digs himself a little deeper into my heart#lucanis dellamorte#veilguard spoilers#dav#txt#'ur walking a bit too close to the edge 😈' and tyche's first thought in her mind is VIRGIN? but she likes him for him so its fine
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popping in randomly after almost an entire month just to talk non stop about the tsaritsa again everyone sit down.
specifically just thinking about the implications of tsaritsa's ideals originally being about love + the abandonment of those ideals to complete her goal of, presumably, destroying Celestia or whatever she's cooking up. to the point even her people don't love her and I probably don't even remember a time her ideals were of love. now it's all just ice and snow and cold.
which makes romantic fics w her even funnier because she's purposely removed this part of herself and suddenly reader walks into teyvat like they own the place (they do) and I can only imagine her reaction. angry, probably. because why you? what are you doing to her that's caused her hundreds of years of strict adherence to rejecting "love" both from others and to others to just. collapse. absolute shattering of her world and you probably don't even know it bc if nothing else she's good at hiding it. a lot of denial. tries to pick you apart and see what's makes you so different.
and oh she just hates it. she loathes it.
basically one sided enemies to lover trope because she can't stand you for a while but if you stick around she starts warming up to you and it makes it WORSE. so much worse. tries to distance herself but your just everywhere and it gets on her nerves because why does she love you? she isn't capable of love, not anymore. she thought she was.
g-d forbid one of the harbingers or PIERRO notices she'd never live it down. might even consider the implications of just killing you (she doesnt). worse if you know about it and act like a brat she will lose her damn mind
just the tsaritsa being an absolutely horrible mess internally.
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#tsaritsa#i could also talk sbt furi here and how similar they r + how writing one of them influences my writing of the other#but anyway#ive been busy moving i havent had time to write unfortunately#but i do have time for tsaritsa! and furi. mwah#i just think its funny imagining tsaritsa trying to be polite snd cordial but ohh shes SEETHING. she hates you. she loves you.#she wants to kiss you snd kill you and devour you. a horrible mess of a woman who closed herself off snd suddenly she feels exposed#she hates it. wants to hate you but oh g-d you make her soft in the worst of ways. she'd destroy teyvat itself if you asked her to#shes like a cat you gotta work to earn her trust but oh lord when you do. velcroed to your side#she will say she despises you before kissing you so tenderly it makes you dizzy. between vitriol she brushes her knuckles against your cheek#longing and yearning so violently you will tear each other apart just to be closer.#is there anything so undoing as loving another so wholly it consumes you?#she swears she's indifferent but she pampers you and sends you extravagant gifts with no name attached yet it smells like her. you know.#oh to be in a horribly complicated relationship thats almost one sided enemies to lovers w the tsaritsa that consumes you both#like two stars wanting to be closer and yet..in doing so you undo each other when you inevitably collide. caught in an orbit that dooms both#this has been ur monthly tsaritsa ranting ur welcome and goodnight 🫡#when i say im crazy sbt the tsaritsa i am so serious. i AM her number 1 fan source me
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the thing abt metaphor refantazio is that the more u think abt Junah the more fascinating she becomes. character of all time actually
#metaphor spoilers#she’s a superstar she’s a spy she’s weird besties with main villain and also like. crazy mage powerful#got held at knifepoint and looked unimpressed abt it (was in real danger of being stabbed)#said ‘actually I think I could just do that’ and mysterious voice said ‘ur so right girl xoxo’#also became a spy for kicks. literally just for song material. did NOT half ass it either she took that shit SERIOUSLY#I love her. junah girl what CANT you do#this isn’t even getting into her whole backstory and tragic family plot btw. junah the character u are holy shit#metaphor refantazio#ANYWAY. I love her….. lady Junah…… woagh
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The moment you start throwing around a slur as a genuine insult you are no longer reclaiming it. Reclaiming a word involves referring to yourself with it in a positive manner, using it to spread community and trying to remove the feelings of shame around it. If you are using it as an insult you are not fucking reclaiming it, you are just using a slur.
#This is about people thinking its fine to use the r-slur just because they're a high functioning autistic#Look im not one to police how other people refer to themselves#if ur high functioning and you genuinely feel the need to reclaim it then fine whatever#but the SECOND you start flinging it around as an insult my good grace for you is gone#WOW who knew ableism is bad even when you do it!!#Crazy thought I know#ableism#sowwyyy just wanted to go off a little teehee
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WHERE MY DAE-HO FANS AT?? [crickets]
+ doodles vvv




penis 👍
#OOOUGHAHHHHH#squid game#kang dae ho#player 388#artsbotz#this drawing caused me endless grief. but i have to provide for my son if nobody else will#ill draw him happy soon 🫡#also will draw evil 457 yaoi too#girlll. every time i see ppl switching up on dae ho in the finale i go crazy. most blatant ptsd symptoms ever. OPEN UR EYES#‘oh hes a fake marine’ ‘stolen valour’ STFUUUU!!!!!!!!! YOU DONT KNOW HIM.#<- if this turns out to be the case in s3 im walking into the ocean#but i still think either way he is 100% ptsd. same w gi hunnnn#nobody GAFFFF abt gi huns trauma man. ‘he learnt nothing lol’ you dont get it… you just dont…#anyways YAY…. life is beautiful#i got a watch and set an hourly timer on it to remind me to check my schedule on the hour#but so far all its really doing is jumpscarinh me#so its a success. lol. ok bye
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ah yes the brook/franky/robin/jimbei polycule also known as the babysitters also known as monkey d luffys biggest enablers
#robin does it bcz she thinks everything he does is amusing#brook opperates on the same vein but also knows he cant stop luffy#franky opperates on this is what he deserves and also knowing damn well he cant stop luffy even if he tried to#jimbei actively thinks luffy deserves the best and only the best#like hell stop luffy from doing absolutely insane crazy ass shit thatll get him killed for sure but like everything else is fair game#thinking abt the scene where bege was like we need to focus on the plan he cant be asleep and jimbei was like he needs his rest 🤨🤨#hes just a boy and hes sleepy let luffy rest ill wake him up 🤨🤨🤨#also that scene in dressrosa when franky was like luffy you can join the torunament ONLY if you hide ur identity promise me that#anyways i love them#nico robin#jimbei#jinbei#jinbe#franky#soul king brook#brook one piece#one piece#frobin#jinbrook#jimbrook#ill be so honest guys idk what the others ship names are im sorry#paradise polycule
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