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[cuubism]

an extremely chaotic collaborative Dreamling playlist that makes me question whether we all even watched the same show

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Tracklist, by year:

an actually readable version of the tracklist is below the cut.

@merytsetesh, @thecosmerekid, @everythings-aces, @flyingfishtailoutpost1, @smallboyonherbike, @ghostboyjules, @reallyintoscience, @puzzleshipper, @lemurianstarship, @sunshines-fabulous-legs, @five-and-dimes, @thranduilland, @nightofheart, @bluetea2206, @thatonetimetraveller and anons thank you for your contribution in making the world worse

(actually tho. this has been a blast. you all made my week. i love you ❤)

1389 Kite // Castle of Sand Voxtrot // Missing Pieces Ben Howard // Call Me Maybe (Cover) Kesha // Finding You Taylor Swift // Love Story (BARDCORE)

1489 Kite // Up for Life Oh Wonder // Ultralife Galantis // Bones The Score // Oh My Love Depeche Mode // Strangelove Florence + the Machine // Heartlines Sophie B. Hawkins // Damn I Wish I Was Your Lover

1589 Dalida // Les temps des fleurs Oh Wonder // Heavy Dayglow // Dear Friend, Katy Perry // The One That Got Away (80s Remix) Voxtrot // Raised By Wolves R.E.M. // Losing My Religion Kiesza // What Is Love (Cover) Linkin Park // Numb (80s Remix)

1689 Anais Mitchell // Bright Star Hooverphonic // Eden Tchaikovsky // The Garland Waltz NightLab // The Measure of Things Sleeping At Last // Two Voxtrot // Every Day

1789 King Gizzard & the Lizard Wizard // Yours Animotion // Obsession The Killers // When You Were Young The Cure // More Than This Imogen Heap // Goodnight and Go Aram Khachaturian // Masquerade Suite

1889 MALINDA // How Dare You Moody Blues // Nights in White Satin leo. // despair Phil Collins // Against All Odds Kodaline // High Hopes Hozier // It Will Come Back Live // Meltdown

1989 Sam Tinnesz // Far From Home Luc Arbogast // Ja Nuns Hons Pris (Cover) Heart // Alone Sam Smith // Make It To Me Air Supply // All Out of Love Blondie // Dreaming

2022 The Script // The Man Who Can't Be Moved Sir Sly // Too Far Gone P!nk // Whataya Want From Me Waitress the Musical // A Soft Place to Land Florence + The Machine // Heavy in Your Arms Modern English // I Melt With You Bob Dylan // Make You Feel My Love

[starbuck]

I got some tags on my last post re: how Ed takes Izzy for granted to the effect of “Ed is aware of Izzy’s feelings for him and is intentionally manipulating him” and, respectfully, I disagree with that assessment. I think that Ed legitimately does not know that Izzy is in love with him at all whatsoever, and I think that for a few reasons.

Ed is extremely emotionally unobservant. Lucius has to explain to him that Stede likes him in ep 7 and he’s still not certain that Stede likes him romantically until the kiss in ep 9. He also completely misses the very obvious emotional cues Stede was giving off in that he wasn’t as keen on the “row a dinghy to China” plan as Ed was. Ed needs stuff like that laid out for him very clearly and do you really think that Izzy “I’ll Keep All My Emotions Right Here And Then One Day I’ll Die” Hands was giving him any help with that? Please.

It’s established in ep 8 via Calico Jack that, in the world of piracy, sexual relationships between men are accepted, but emotional investment beyond sex is considered bizarre and pathetic, a weakness. This is both why Izzy keeps his feelings to himself and why it’s quite likely that Ed never considered their relationship in a romantic light at all. In his mind, what Izzy feels for him is obviously just the loyalty that any first mate would feel towards their captain and there’s no deeper meaning to search for beyond that.

And I think that Ed not knowing how deep Izzy’s feelings run is why he takes him for granted in the first place. They’ve been together for so long that Ed thinks of Izzy’s commitment to him as completely normal and what anyone would do, unaware of the fact that nothing Izzy does for him is what anyone would do unless they were deeply and tragically in love with him.

[bishops-of-the-old-faith]

Can any of you answer me why all the bishops have territories in closed caves with a special protective door, and Narinder has no doors, no roof over his head, but the main, insanely small area for buildings?

Huh? There aren't any doors. Narinder also has his own realm...? Not sure what you're referring to. Do you mean temple doors? Well, we don't want just anyone walking in there. They have to be invited! Sometimes I invite mortals in there just to eat them, haha!

[palestinianliberator]

Hi, a fellow Palestinian here, from diaspora , I cannot wait for the day we will reclaim Palestine but I also have to admit that I do not want any Israelis living there when that day comes, I would prefer them to leave, they drove my family out in 1948 in the most terrible ways and I want nothing to do with these people, they have no business being on our land. Have you ever thought in this way at some point in ur life? Or do you know anyone who thinks this is a solution they would want?

Any point in my life? How about all of my life [except an embarrassing two-state phase I had in my ignorant youth].

You're Palestinian. You were forced out of your home, your entire life changed & dictated by a supremacist settler-colony. There's no reason whatsoever to shape your return & liberation around their feelings or existence beyond the struggle to reclaim what's ours.

Where they go, how they go, that's all their problem to deal with. Their ongoing Nakba doesn't care what happens to us, so long as we're out of their way.

Setting foot in any Israeli city will fill you with a deep dread, juxtaposed against indigenous Palestinian towns & cities - it's like a tumor, modeled on US life, growing over our culture & history.

If we don't fight just as hard, with their same ferocity, to reclaim what's ours & live, grow, develop, & thrive as the society we are meant to be, then what's the point?

It will be our state, our laws & rules, our culture, our industries. If any former Israelis want to apply for visas to visit as any tourist would, sure, maybe. If any REALLY want to live on our land & integrate into our society, they can apply for visas, but there will be a very high rejection rate :/.

[bodhisatta]

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[theminecraftbee]

oh yeah incidentally tumblr has just straight-up stopped telling me when i have notes, on desktop or on mobile. not sure what i did to cause this however it is a little funny. i tend to check them anyway but if i miss something i should have seen. that’s probably it

[fisherfurbearer]

My car was destroyed!! So now I’m making cute furries to raise money for a new one :-)

YCH Icon Commissions are OPEN!!!

Starting at $30 each, price includes minor lineart edits like hair, ears, and adjusting expression. For an additional $5 I can also add accessories like collars, bows, etc.!

All proceeds from these YCHs goes right to my car fund, to help me replace my daily driver after a bad car accident Monday night (April 18, 2022) crushed my old reliable. That car saved my life, but being a 20 year old volvo I won’t be receiving any reimbursement from insurance for a new one. I JUST bought that car last month and am very low income. It’s going to be tough, and I have friends helping me get to work for now, but my job is in a rural area. I’ll need a new car ASAP if I want to keep my job.

If you are interested in an icon of your own, check out my ko-fi for more info

There are four bases to choose from and I work very hard to make your icon look like YOUR character. If you like my style and have a character design that doesn’t fit one of my bases, message me here or on twitter and we can discuss options! c:

✨✨✨ https://ko-fi.com/fisherfurbearer/commissions ✨✨✨

Like my art or want to support the car fund without getting an icon? No problem! I also have a twitter where I post more of my art, and pinned posts there and on tumblr with ko-fi links to my donation goals. Retweets/reblogs/small donations make a huge difference!

✨ https://twitter.com/fisherfurbearer ✨

✨ https://ko-fi.com/fisherfurbearer ✨

[knownoshamc]

Serious question. Do certain Mlvn fans spend all of their time in the Byler tag? Who in their right mind would do that? Who would be that petty and send fans of a gay ship anons that it won’t happen? No, seriously who are these people? What do they expect is gonna happen with those anons?

[criticaaaaaaaal]

[mouse-on-venus]

(click for better quality)

Was feeling nostalgic so I redrew some older stuff

Originals: Fundy , Ghostbur, Techno

[ID: Three full-body digital illustrations of Fundy, Ghostbur and Technoblade's dream smp characters. Fundy faces the right of the frame with his hands in his jacket pockets, he has a fox tail and ears as well as a fox mask. Ghostbur smiles at the viewer, holding his hands out, which spill a watery blue substance to the floor. There is a long blue tear on his sweater and his hands and face are stained blue--the blue substance leaks from his nose, mouse, and somewhere on the left side of his face, which is covered by his hair. Technoblade stares down at the viewer with one hand in his pocket, the other tossing a wither skeleton skull in the air. He wears a white dress shirt, a red cape, short pink hair, and a brown mask shaped like a pig snout. End ID.]

[gizkalord]

The reason post rebels Ahsoka is on thin ice with me as she currently stands is because her live action characterization is introducing things that I would much rather leave out of my own Ahsoka belief system

And the real problem is that other people are already incorporating it into their belief systems and I have to read them when I go through the Ahsoka tag

[depollutingshosz]

whenever i see Gerard Keay's name, my brain keeps pronouncing their surname as Kee-ay instead of Kii and honestly i have to say sorry to myself after every time i do it

[whenfatecollides]

a bit of a vent/update (it’s heavy). I’ve always dreaded the ‘where do you see yourself in 5 years?’ question because I honestly have never been able to picture anything for myself that felt real and tangible and something that I could actually want and achieve in the future. I would be like ‘yeah I want to be dating my future girlfriend by then’ or ‘yeah I want to be working a job that I actually like’ or ‘yeah I want to feel like I’m doing something meaningful with my life by then’ but it was all very superficial in a way, it felt like I was saying rehearsed words and although those are still things that I want, there’s a lot more detail to them now. tbh since I finished high school (almost 10 years ago at this point..) that I’ve felt really behind in life compared to my friends, and other people in general, but at the same time it took me 14/15 years to actually figure out what happened to me when I was a pre-teen and why I spent 10+ years of my life crippled by depression, so all things considered I think I came out of all that pretty okay. I started therapy about 5 years ago and altho it was a slow progress, I can at least say that I’m not on the verge of feeling suicidal anymore. I think being a teen on tumblr in 2010-2013 definitely didn’t help much with that either, the romanticisation of depression and self harm back then was Real and the last thing I should have been exposed to at the time. it was to the point that I actually tried to kill myself when I was 16, right before a family trip. I can talk about this now, but I can tell you all as well, this was a root of deep shame for me until 2020, when I finally had the courage to tell my mom and siblings about it, because it made me feel so ungrateful, stupid and generally a shit person for not appreciating everything good that I had, while at the same time it made me hate myself for not actually going through it fully, to the point that I always thought that I would take this to my grave without letting anyone know. at this point, I’ve forgiven myself for it and acknowledged that, despite how hurtful it was, this is a common pain and, unfortunately, many people know it too. No matter how much I convinced myself of it back then, I was never alone in that pain. At the same time I made really great friends here (some I’ve been friends with for over 10 years now), even met some of them in real life, and it was overall the place that made me feel comfortable enough to consider (and accept) that maybe I wasn’t straight. so not everything was bad.

it was a few weeks into 2022 when I finally figured out what had happened to me, why most of who I was so deeply lost in shame, to the point that it felt like I had been drowning most of my life. there were several things that contributed to it like, giving up who I was out of pressure to please my family (until I was around 23 - constantly hearing ‘you should let your hair grow’, ‘you should dress more like a girl’ etc etc when you’re a 10 year old really does a number), giving up the things I loved in order to pass as “normal”, my father not being emotionally available (or simply available in general tbh - unfortunately too common as well), my mom having to take care of 4 kids and therefore not really being emotionally available either, dealing with womanhood, puberty and all those nice, not at all confusing and hard, things by myself because I thought that if I could just ignore it it would not be real (a nice not at all dumb trait I got from my father - thankfully I’m over that), consequently emotionally abandoning my closest friends bc of all that further isolating myself. and I could go on and on, but the reason why I’m saying all this is that maybe it can spark a light in someone else too. Until this year, I thought that nothing had happened to me, that I had no reason to feel the way I did back then, and it was suffocating to think that while the pain I felt was very real. and you may ask ‘okay, where does shame come into the picture here?’ so here’s a few that I could identify from the things I said above - shame for my sexuality (giving up things I loved to pass as “normal”), shame for being gender non conforming (pressure to please my family), shame for not feeling connected with my parents (having friends who do have good relationships with theirs), shame for not having the life they expect of me, shame for not having the life I think I’m supposed to have to “impress” my friends, therefore hiding away, isolating myself, further convincing myself that no one else was going through the same. until I realised that, of course, I would never find other people talking about how they felt the same, because we were all hiding away.

this isn’t a story about how suddenly I’m cured from depression or anything like that, there’s still days and days, but figuring out why I felt the way I did back then was a major step towards finding healing, and I feel like I’ve been changing very rapidly over the past 5 months because of it. recognizing that my self-criticism was doing more harm than good (I wouldn’t talk to my friends the same way I talk to myself sometimes..), that I can choose self-compassion instead, and the good-old exercising, journaling, reading, eating and sleeping well, really made major differences (as well as keep going to therapy of course, it was important to have someone trained to talk about the really heavy and more complicated stuff).

in the end, this has been a journey towards (re)finding myself, and I finally have an answer to the question that I found so dreadful ‘where do you see yourself in 5 years?’. and for the first time in my life, I’m not afraid to try, I’m not afraid to fail, I’m not afraid of the set backs I may face. for the first time in my life, I can actually picture a future for myself, and I’m actually excited to see myself getting there. I don’t have it all figured out, but I do know that I’m persistent. in the end, I think this is also a bit of a letter to everyone who’s lost in life, I’m currently 27 and I’m now figuring out a path that I might actually enjoy to take and that makes sense to me. If you’re like me, you probably also feel like you’ve run out of time and that there’s no way you can still turn your life around, but to be honest, who really knows how much time we have left? You make a little bit of time now, and deal with tomorrow, 3 months, 5 years from now, when it comes. I have no idea what turns life will still take and where I’ll end up after all, but I do know that recognizing my pain, owning up to the shameful feelings I had (and still have), accepting my feelings and thoughts as they are (failing a lot and trying again), definitely took me from a drowning person to a vivid swimmer. I’ve always liked to share my thoughts here, but recently having the number of followers increase on this blog has made it feel quite... intimidating to share pieces of my life like before. still, this was something I felt was important for me to share, even if just to say, feeling lost and behind in life is a normal part of the human experience.

[writeouswriter]

Bitches* be like “this is a story about a guy who can see ghosts, you like ghosts, right? You like fairly grounded low level contemporary fantasy about psychic powers, right?” and then hit you with a giant alien mind controlling bug man and demon pig hybrid cavemen from the future.

*Dean Koontz, Dean Koontz is bitches

[bookishfeylin]

You know, I have to wonder how much of the hate for Feylin is genuine and how much of it is purely performative. A while back under my fic Feylin Oneshots I received one comment from a Sarah J Maas stan asking if I had tumblr or any other socials so we could fangirl over Feylin together. But her tumblr account was vehemently Pro Feysand, and decidedly anti Feylin. The problem with writing her off as a stan trying to stir up problems is that she admitted to writing some Feylin fics herself, and anonymously posting them on Ao3 due to fear of harassment.

So sometimes I wonder... how many people actually hate Feylin as much as they claim to? And how many simply are vocal about the ship being ~awful~ to avoid getting dogpiled on?

[everysongineverykey]

sure european french is stupid but i feel like the quebecois and their fucked up accent and version of the language don't get made fun of enough on this app