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hinamie · 4 months ago

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"I'll show you every day that choosing to live was worth it"

some of my favourite scenes from @hijinks-n-lowjinks' fic things i would miss from the other side . this fic tore my heart out fr but like in a good way and i wanted to pay it homage the only way i know how <3

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #itafushi #fushiita #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #megumi fushiguro #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #I LOVE PLOTTING AND ALSO SCHEMING #listen i have a lot of feelings and i needed 2 process them and i do that by making art 2 target my mutuals directly #read my about it's there it's in the fineprint if we talk You Are Not Safe smile #i just . BITING BITING BITING this fic #the domesticity the grief the casual yet unfathomably deep soulmatism.......im ruined i tell u Ruined #so naturally i dropped everything #remember how i said lefts/rights r my enemy my beloathed my nemesis. MIRRORS MADE IT SO MUCH WORSE FHGDSAJFGJS I WANTED DEATH #i was like this is incorrect. no this is correct. flips them around in my head. no im wrong again actually #purgatory tbh but we got there (watch me be wrong again tho if i am wrong again i think i will Cry)#anyway!!! i don't have much else to say except pls read the fic and show jinx some love they 1000% deserve it this fic 1000% deserves it #i could only draw so many scenes but i would draw all of it if i could #fr i ws so paranoid abt accuracy lmao cut 2 footage of me looking up rice cooker models and wtf the colour 'carnelian' was #i hope i got everything right i hope i did it justice :'>#also if any1 mentions how megumi's arm in 3 is at an awkward angle. look me in the eye and tell me youve comfortably cuddled with someone #i will call u a liar

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greencarnation · 1 year ago

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eleven is fascinating to me because he came right off the back of tens horrible traumatic breakdown after he lost everything and he immediately tried to establish himself as the opposite of that. he is funny and goofy and almost childlike, and he bulldozes on in his adventures with amy like nothing happened at all. but then something happens and his masks slips and it's like oh! the core of this man is still anger. he is so so angry all of the time and this façade is the only thing stopping him from being consumed by it. he isn't over any of it and he hasn't moved on. he is wearing a fez and laughing but under that all that exists is age old anger and grief and it is going to consume him

#i do think that this pit of anger was eventually covered and soothed by the ponds #but he didn't adress it and he couldn't even look at it until he was twelve #when he stopped pushing back and repressing everything and finally allowed himself to exist as he was #but ok listen #its all layed out in the first 3 episodes of season 5 and in the way amy sees him #episode 1. here is the new doctor he is energetic and reeling and fun #episode 2. the space whale comparison. here is the new doctor. he is unthinkably ancient and almost godlike but he is so so kind #and patient and good. he is ancient and lonely but he can't stand to see children cry. so the doctor helps people #episode 3. daleks. the doctor is a soldier. these are his age old enemies. he wants them dead and he will stop at nothing #all logic and reason vanish. he is hitting the dalek with a pipe and yelling his head off while amy watches in horror #like obviously we know why but amy didnt #this is not a sane or rational man he is unstable and angry #and in that episode he was stripped back to what he largely is: hate #you would make a good dalek ect ect ect #anyway 3 episodes with 3 very distinct and equally definitely traits layed out like: here you go #i don't like elevens era much but those first 3 episodes were great #doctor who #eleven #amy #eleventh doctor #matt smith #dr who #dw #i mean idk this is what river literally had to spell out for him #eleven was careening completely out of control #how long til doctor means warrior indeed?#mine

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rainbowstickersandunicorn · 2 months ago

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watching this feels like I went through 10 divorces

#agatha all along #agatha harkness #rio vidal #kathryn hahn #aubrey plaza #agathario #agatha x rio #this is a textbook lesbians divorce proceeding #but really tho I can feel rio's pain T_T #feels like I'm watching my parents get divorced asdfgayhjkl #and guess what?#I COUNTED #IT TOOK RIO 20 SECONDS TO RESPOND OKAY AFTER HEARING ALL THAT I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU BIT #like the gay death was so freaking hurt by the biggest B in town #don't talk to me i'll go cry in the corner for the next century #im making this to share my grief with you all #don't blame me

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coquelicoq · 3 months ago

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it's about...longevity? stability? it's about natsume believing he'll be somewhere long enough to plant flowers and see them bloom. it's about him taking touko seriously when she asks him to tell her what flowers he wants to plant. it's about making something with his own hands, building a future with the fujiwaras. it's about him repairing a rundown home for someone else, restoring it because it's beloved to them, because it's the home of someone they love. it's about him seeing touko's joy and thinking about the youkai saying we'd like to look upon her happy face forever. it's about the box garden making him think of the fujiwaras' garden and his parents' garden, about the flowers being both the memory of flowers that bloomed there before, and the flowers that he and the youkai planted earlier that day. it's about him waking up in both worlds with sensei. it's about touko finding the petal in his hair. it's about him feeling how he falls short and the youkai saying, but you have such gentle hands...

#watch this right after the ephemeral ones to die instantly. i assume. i haven't tried it #i feel like so many of the emotional beats that destroy me in this story come down to impermanence #accepting loss and change. finding the beauty in transience. treating every encounter as something precious‚ knowing it's ephemeral #and this chapter is about...also accepting renewal? allowing oneself to think about the possibility of love lasting #allowing oneself to put down roots. nurturing what is there. building foundations. doing it for and with people #god you know what else you shouldn't watch this after if you don't want to keel over dead probably. the childhood home arc #natsume can now think of the memory of sitting with his father looking at his mother's garden #and associate it with warmth instead of pain. because he's no longer afraid of losing it. because of the trust he has built #because he knows he can build something. the people here have made it safe for him and he has and he is and he will #i am crying so hard i should be collecting my tears for water reclamation purposes #natsume's book of friends #natsume yuujinchou #natsuyuu meta #my posts #f

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thekittyokat · 8 months ago

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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

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moonchild-in-blue · 10 months ago

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Hey, remember that time II kissed Vessel's arm? Okay byyeeeee :D

Well HELLO GOOD MORNING TO YOU TOO

(yes i did see this before i went to bed but i was wayyy too eepie to reply)

I hope you know this has just set the mood for my entire day so. I'm gonna be extra yearning and soft and whiny 👍 Sorry about that guys, I'm a pathetic wet cat of a person 😞

He could've hugged him. He could've high fived. He could've done that guy thing where they slap each other's butts and it's totally platonic and wholesome and hilarious.

AND YET. Mr. Daddy Twofoot (cmon guys, catch up on the name) KISSED??? HIS ARM??? On the sensitive soft part too?????

Like. Okay. Yeah yeah, the boyfriends, etc etc. But let me be actually serious for a second here.

(hello this turned out to be way longer and sappy than i intended so)

Do you see how effortless that was? He didn't hesitate for a second. How often do you see two guys (who I'm assuming are straight) be this affectionate with each other? A kiss on the inner arm is *such* a tender, intimate gesture, regardless of gender/sexuality - a type of action that is not usually expected between straight men.

And I don't know, I find it incredibly endearing and important to see that, as much as they do all that funny sexy stuff for the fans (and for themselves too - they seem to have so so much fun), these type of actions seem to be a part of their regular off-stage interactions. You can feel how genuinely good friends they all are.

And in the case of Vessel and ii, the founders of Sleep Token and the major force behind it all - how surreal and incredible it must be for them to get to experience all of this together. To see their hard work paying off. To stand proudly in front of literal thousands of people side by side with your best friend??? HELLO???

It's such a small thing, but I carries so much weight ya know? Like yeah dude, I love you and I'm proud of you, and you did a wonderful job. Isn't it SO touching???

I just LOVE to see it. Men who are vulnerable and affectionate around each other, who are comfortable in it, who shows us that yes, platonic friendships and pda are beautiful and important and in no way make you any less of a men. Which is something a LOT of dudebros in the metal scene would benefit in knowing.

I just. I don't know bro. Vessel x ii interactions mean the whole word to me. I was just talking with someone a few days ago of just how far Vessel has come in his music journey, and even within Sleep Token, the difference between One days and now is. Nothing short of astronomical. It feels almost miraculous, yet it is anything bUT, because we know how much effort V and ii put into making the music we so love. And of course iii, although not part of the creation process, has been with them from the beginning as well.

Can you imagine how overwhelmingly awesome and scary it must be for them?? And what are the odds of after a few years of changes, they somehow found the perfect person to complete them? SO MUCH SO, that you can see just how close iii and iv are BY THEIR MIRRORING ATTIRES?? HELLOOOOO ???? SOULMATES FR FR

Aaaa I feel like I'm going off on a huge tangent, and I am stopping now before I bring up the German Rituals and Wembley. December was a wild month omg I have not recovered yet.

I just!!! My heart!!! I love them. Vessel PLEASE I have been begging on my hands and knees, PLEASE PLEASE give your drummer a smooch omg he deserves it poor guy has the twinkliest prettiest eyes ever how can you NOT 🥺✨💙

Anyways. Yes, I do remember. Good gif 🙂👍

#good morning sleep token tumblr family #i am in SHAMBLES already 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍#someone please come shatter my bones or kiss my mouth because I don't think I can do this much longer #it's Missing The Vessels hours #more specifically. It's Missing Mister Vessel the First hours #my mostest beloved 😔 i am legitimately about to cry yall i am having an emotional crisis #if anyone wants to come over and watch the Room Below show you are SO welcomed #sleep token #darya answers

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thousandyearphantombunker · 6 months ago

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i hate the fact the term karen went from describing a bitchy entitled customer to basically the modern day equivalent of calling a woman a harpy (misogynistic as fuck) and that people use the term on people out in public who are at the end of their rope emotionally from stress or a shitty day. I get it just because your having a rough time doesn't mean you get to be a dick but sometimes I think people are seriously lacking in empathy and I get it a lot shit the customer might be dealing with isn't your responsibility but like if a customer is struggling with something simple maybe don't be a dick? Just a thought.

#I'm so done with people calling customers with legitimate complaints/concerns Karen #If you messed up someone's order and they ask for a new one then fix it #What if they're on special diet for health reasons #What if they're practicing lent or are Muslim and you give them food that they can't have #What if the customer that's struggling with a simple self checkout has autism or something #People shouldn't have to give out these reasons unless they want to #Also corporations love to make customers out to be idiots and karens when they've seriously fucked up #Like that lady who got McDonald's coffee on her crotch suffered 3rd degree burns and was portrayed as an idiot/greedy #Don't be like that #ableism #misogny #Karen #I'm not kidding when I say it's becoming the modern day equivalent of calling a woman a harpy #Someone breaking down crying and freaking out in public can be annoying but maybe don't record them #Idk as someone with autism if someone recorded me having a meltdown or mocked me I'd be pissed #Even if they aren't mentally unwell no one deserves to bullied when they're at their own limit #Watch somebody call me a Karen for this #Like fight back against dickheads throwing temper tantrums but also don't be a bully #when you hear something about a Karen try and see if they are actually being a Karen or if they're just being put in a bad light #Like did they hit record after a bunch of harassment #cause thats happened

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youchangedmedestiel · 13 days ago

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Since I changed my mind and decided not to see friends on New Year's Eve. I'm planning to watch some Supernatural episodes like I did on New Year's Eve two years ago.

Which one should I watch?

#if you have suggestions don't hesitate to interact with this post #I want most of those to have cas in it #or at least being heavy with destiel content #it's hard to choose #like I could do one by arc I don't know but maybe it's too much #some I rewatched a lot already like Tombstone or Free To Be You And Me or Lily Sunder Has Some Regrets or The Man Who Would Be King #so I'd like new ideas maybe #I can't watch Despair though #this is too much for me #and I preferably wouldn't want to enter 2025 already crying #destiel #deancas #castiel #dean winchester #my personal experience

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thatgoddamngingerundercut · 8 months ago

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Agust D 'Amygdala' MV

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spill-to-t · 10 months ago

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"Rick cries so much" "Daryl cries too much" "Maggie cries too much"...

Imagine one day this whole world changes and you see your loved ones dying in front of you. You see your best friend, husband/wife, child, brother/sister dying in front of you. You feel responsible because you weren't there or didn't act the right way. Imagine you feel guilty for so many bad happenings. Imagine that you are just confused and overwhelmed sometimes. I really don't understand why you would say this? Doesn't matter which character, they all lost not only one person, some of them lost their whole family. This show is about the fucking death and it's a fucking drama show. WHAT THE HELL DID YOU EXPECT? How can you be annoyed by people crying when they just lost someone? What else should they do? Have a little dance?

I don't get it

#Imagine you are a parent and see you child dying... oh why do they cry so much #If you don't like drama don't watch it #Hell I'm crying and I dont even know these FICTIONAL people #just wanted to say that #the walking dead #twd #rick grimes #daryl dixon #maggie rhee #the walking dead fandom #I always get so mad when people say this because it does not even make sense

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arthursfuckinghat · 5 months ago

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Arthur Morgan 𑁦𐂂𑁦 Roanoke Ridge

#whatever you do don't watch his all cores drained idle animations because your heart will break #he coughs he winces in pain he grabs his side he looks up he closes his eyes and takes deep breaths I wanted to cry #I'm so sorry arthur #I'm on chapter 5 right now #it hurts #mick squeaks #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 photography #oh arthur #micks pics

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sskk-manifesto · 3 months ago

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Wow I sure love being psychologically tortured by an anime

#This episode is... Heavy. I get why b/sd is a seinen (tm)#I cried again. Btw #Idk what else to say. The animation is so pretty and detailed.#Mori is so ruthless and despicable to watch but it all makes for a moderately interesting political commentary?#Shuzen is so pretty!! And even though we've seen so little of him he's so likeable and symphatetic...#(Still tho. Believe me I GET the mental instability and depression–#but did you really need your last words to be something to plague a 11 y/o forever. Like I get it but c'mon dude help me out here)#This arc is daunting.#The only time I cried in the manga and the only time I cried in the anime and you'd think I wouldn't cry after all this time right?#Wrong I cried again #I still sense. The usual underlying morals that I don't share with b/sd. But I don't want to get into it I probably wouldn't make sense #Still this episode poses such a good new moral interrogative I love it #Love it! Let's see what comes next!#random rambles #Once again I wish chapters 84-88 had this kind of budget too (╥﹏╥)

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spittingspite · 28 days ago

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Update still losing it

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anastacialy · 7 months ago

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alright as much as everyone (including me) has been nitpicking and critiquing season three of bridgerton i have to hand them one thing and that's no other season has made me this insane

#queen charlotte was beautiful wonderful gorgeous fantastic well written made me cry etc #and yes it did make me insane i won't deny it #but the thing about it is i'm satisfied with where the story ended up it feels finished to me im not clamoring for more #season two i wanted more kanthony and i got it season three i loved what we got from them #but season three polin? im rewatching a thousand times im dissecting the acting choices im wanting to bap the editors on the head #im watching every reaction i physically can stand to watch im watching the interviews im making edits im writing fanfic etc etc #like. i think it truly walks such a lovely horrible little line of being SO CLOSE to perfect so close to everything i ever wanted and it is #just SLIGHTLY imperfect enough that im yelling NO NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THE CHARACTERS LIKE I DO #where i'm defensive and saying no please look colin has liked penelope this whole time it didn't START at the kiss you have to understand #anyway. how are you guys? im normal. im normal #bridgerton #bridgerton spoilers #txtly

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reneeworks · 11 months ago

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imagine being so privileged that just posting about a tragedy is too much work for you. cry me a fucking river, there's people being murdered and exploited and you are stressed because you can't buy overpriced nasty coffee and people is asking you to share a couple of videos on Instagram? fuck off

#i understand being triggered. i understand not having stomach to watch the people dying. I think that's normal because it IS terrible #but crying because youre “tired” of watching videos from Palestine and Congo and Yemen and want to “move on from it” it's unjustifiable #you have a roof over your head. food on your table. this people don't #your life is not ending because your Instagram feed has a couple of post about the genocide #free Palestine #free congo

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angelsdean · 8 months ago

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ruthlessly deleting old 2021/2022 posts (not by me) from my dean studies tag like *click* un-incorporating that from my beliefs system! also the way SO many posts have me like ok uh-huh good aaand then say one completely wrong thing that loses me. it's so many posts.

#it's usually when they randomly drop some line of fanon. like saying dean has never admitted to being wrong in his life #or never expressed an emotion or been vulnerable or doesn't Talk About Feelings or is super duper RepressedTM #like i'm sorry. have you watched the show. oh and have you taken off the sammy POV goggles first?#bc this guy is always crying and being vulnerable and talking about his feelings. he is self-aware.#he may not always want to talk to sam abt things! but he sure does talk about things with other people #do i need to reblog the compilation posts AGAIN?#(also re: his sexualiy? AWARE. sorry i saw him flirt and be flustered by so many men. he knows how he feels.)#and then 'first time ever admitting to being wrong' this one came from a post abt dean's prayer in the trap #like i'm sorry but first of all. dean apologizes more than any other character on the show. there are hard numbers on this.#people have tracked this on spreadsheets. i think ilarual is one of them.#and often he is apologizing for things that aren't even his fault! but he still feels responsible for bc he's been made to feel that way #his whole life!!#other characters *cough samandcas *cough* apologizing Less doesn't mean they've Done less things wrong #it just means they're not owning up to it and brushing it under the rug. something both do frequently.#anyways. aside from apologies. dean also has no problem admitting he's wrong y'know when he's actually wrong #which is less often than you'd think bc he has pretty good instincts and intuition and often suspects things which turn out to be Right #but anyways. another thing abt the trap prayer is. i don't think cas Needed to be forgiven #i think dean was justified in feeling angry w cas over the circumstances leading to the Death of His Mother! totally normal grief response!#i think cas also understands dean to be someone who needs time to process and deal with his feelings (he says as much to jack)#however. despite me not think dean Needs to forgive cas. the thing is. with dean when it comes to cas the forgiveness is implicit #when he says /of course i forgive you/ and in the cut like /of course i wanted you to stay/ like. yes he was mad and dealing with grief #but also. yes cas was already forgiven even back then. he just needed Time to work through the feelings #anyways i think dean says he 'forgives' cas bc it's what CAS needed to hear to stop feeling guilty and dean gives him that closure #but i also think cas was already forgiven even in dean's anger. he wants him there always. i'd rather have you. we can fix this. etc etc #a lot of tags for a non-rebloggable post ajksdfs maybe i'll make these into a real post sometime #vic.txt #dean and feelings #so i can find this all again later

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