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sanzaibian Ā· 9 months ago
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Iā€™ll be honestā€¦ this is not what I expected. I even went back to my Tumblr account and saw that my last like actually had a ton of different people on it, yet this is what happened when I saw this damned postā€¦
Let me just start explaining what happened, okay ? See, Iā€™m quite busy now, with the end of the second semester, the Master thesis to write and all the other work I need to do and file, so I donā€™t have much time to write, plus I was quite sick at about the time I wanted to write a special Eid storyā€¦ that wonā€™t happen, I guess ā€’ though do check out @occamstfs ' excellent work on that theme. But yeah, let me not be distracted. Because I was sick, I wasnā€™t in the mood, but I started checking it back out for a few days, and then the post happened.
At the very moment I saw it, I was suddenly taken with convulsions.
I took my headphones off, unwrapped myself from the cloth I call clothes, and prepared to go to the toilets. It might be vomit, for all I knowā€¦ and Iā€™ve seen way too much of it in recent daysā€¦
But I didnā€™t have the time to even get up that I felt my abdominals harden, convulsing.
I watched flabbergasted as from my small fat abs sculpted themselves. All of that which I wrote about was actuallyā€¦ becoming reality ? I somehow felt both excitement and dreadā€¦ especially dread, actually. I donā€™t actually want to be someone new altogether, just how would I be able to continue to live !
As I was doom-thinking, that hardening, which somehow was accompanied to a darkening of the skin, spread. I saw my hips harden, and I shifted my ass as its globes were becoming more muscular. I also watched as ā€“ and I still donā€™t know how to feel about it ā€“ my dick grew bigger, and not (only) because it was hardening ! Up the torso, I saw as my pecs were bulging out, setting themselves apart from the rest of my body, nipples perking out. When I saw them inflating, I couldnā€™t help myself being fascinated ā€“ and missing altogether the quite frankly impressive enlarging of my legs and then feet ā€“ and taking my hands to feel them. Oh, so divine was that feelingā€¦ fuck, I canā€™t help myself from doing it right now, and it just doesnā€™t get oldā€¦
But that was not to last, as suddenly my unyielding back pain struck once again. So I just moved my neck right to left, and made rows with my shoulders, when suddenly CRACK ! my shoulders were farther apart.
My arms were next, growing bigger and bigger, especially my biceps which, frankly, became massive. And as the dark reached my hands, I saw my nail polish break down and dissolve into oblivion. Honestly, if not for the fact that my life has been turned upside down, that Iā€™m unrecognizable to literally everybody and that this whole situation will be hell for getting some new official papers, the fact that I lost the nail polish that I just put on yesterday would be by far the most inconvenient thing that happened from this situation. I guess Iā€™ll have to put it back on, but thenā€¦ ughā€¦
Sorry, getting back to the point. By then, my cramps were finishing, and I started feeling my head burning up, at it was remolding, to what I imagined to be another shape. Sensing an opportunity ā€“ and knowing full well how once is supposed to act thanks to all the stories I read here ā€“ I quickly made my way to the bathroom, to see myself in the mirror.
And when I saw the mirror, I was just starting to feel like my hair was scratching. I took my hand up, starting to scratch it, only to find my hair straightening, blackening, and especially receding into my scalp. I was glad when it stopped at only short hair, but the worst was to come.
I felt my jaw needing a scratch.
Even though I knew what was coming, I couldnā€™t help myself. I scratched as I say black hair growing, growing and growing. By that time, I was crying, as I saw what was, as a non-binary guy hating on his hair, my worst nightmare happening. The mustache part was the first to finish growing, already a respectable length that would be considered quite scruffy in todayā€™s society, yet the rest of the beard continued growing.
And it grew, and it grew, meandering between my fingers.
I also looked down at my body hair, knowing them two to be always related. However, I only found it to be shrinking in covering, thinning in some sense. Now, donā€™t get me wrong, Iā€™m still quite hairy, yetā€¦ less than before, when looking below my beard, somehow ? I guess even heaven-mandated hairy transformations think Iā€™m too hairyā€¦
And then, to top it all off, I saw a weird green, red and black goo snooping out of my pores, and then hardening into clothes. I was now wearing black sweat pants, as well as a green and red Moroccan Royal Federation of Football sweatshirt, as well as new boxers, new socks, and new trainers.
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Great. Now, I not only look like the epitome of masculinity, something I do not want, but the only clothes that suit me are football clothes, a sport I absolutely do not care one bit about.
Iā€™m soā€¦ confused by all that. Returning to my computer and seeing the post that made all of that happen, I just canā€™t help to feel like itā€¦ shouldnā€™t have happened. Yet it did. All because of that one damn post on Tumblr.
But I guess you all are happy, happy that Iā€™m now a Moroccan jock that is all hyper-masculine, wearing a Salafi-approved beard, and that I decided to share the story.
But you donā€™t care that Iā€™m now going to have to prove my existence to my family and to the state, that going out on the streets will prove fundamentally different in a way Iā€™m not prepared for, and that now my dysphoria is going to go through the roof. Look ! Here is my cutest I can manage !
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Well, now that Iā€™ve said everythingā€¦ letā€™s send that SMS to try and somehow let my family know that Iā€™m me. Be happy that I am the one going through that, and not you. Itā€™s all sorts of wrong to actually be in in another personā€™s body, no matter how hot it seems in written prose.
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Thoughā€¦ Iā€™ll admit that beard is growing on meā€¦ I might keep it for a while. I donā€™t know, something feelsā€¦ weird about it, and I donā€™t quite know whyā€¦
Your last like is your new body. Who's winning?
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Dumb muscle himbo for me it seems!
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dragqueenstarscream Ā· 9 days ago
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My uni classes started up again, and my god I'm tired
Anywho
(Any character u want)
Comforting their y/n, bc they r dead on their feet, deep sunken eyebags. Then falling asleep in the most weirdest places udbjsken
-šŸ«€
(man, i feel you there. classes can suck. have some comfort from an old bot.)
"how long have you been sitting there?"
the low, rumbling voice gently pulled you out of your dreamless haze. a mammoth servo resting on your back pulled you into reality. rubbing your eyes, you looked around and gradually remembered how you'd gotten there.
your current position on cybertron had left you with little time to relax. as the new liason between earth and this planet you now called home, most of your time was spent handling matters such as trying to figure out how to explain to earth that the majority of cybertron was peaceful and wanted nothing to do with any sort of invasion. curse the paranoia of world leaders, making your life more difficult.
it did have some benefits, though. the pay was fantastic, for one, but it also allowed you to spend more time with the bots you'd grown so fond of.
one in particular, who was currently lifting you out of your desk chair (fitted to a human's size, of course) and letting you rest in his broad servo.
"i can see it on your face," alpha trion said as he rose to his pedes, looking you up and down. "you're exhausted."
"'s been a long day," you mumbled as you rested your head on his palm.
"i can tell," alpha trion said with a low chuckle. "you need to recharge."
"i still have work to do," you weakly protested despite sleep tugging at your eyelids again.
"nothing that can't wait for when you wake up," alpha trion reassured you. "i'll take care of what you haven't gotten done."
"you don't have to," you insisted, despite the fact that you really didn't feel like doing more work at the time.
"my friend, you forget that i was an archivist long before you were even created," alpha trion chuckled. "i'm not afraid of a little busywork."
as he brought to you to your quarters, he added, "and you also forget that our days are much longer than your earth ones. i can last longer than you without recharge. you, however, need your rest."
as alpha trion carefully tucked you into bed, you could feel your whole body sink into the mattress. any thoughts of getting back to work disappeared once your head hit the pillow. yeah, this was much better than passing out at your desk.
as you started drifting off, you felt a gentle pressure encompassing your entire body, like somebody had just laid a weighted blanket on you. opening your eye just a crack, you saw that alpha trion had taken off his favorite cape and draped it over your bed. it was huge, easily dwarfing your bed, but you didn't care. right now, all that mattered was that you now felt warmer and cozier than you had before.
"get some rest, my dear friend," alpha trion murmured, resting his massive servo over your body before pulling away. his lumbering pedesteps grew softer and softer as he left your room, allowing you to finally fall asleep in comfort and peace.
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chasedeys Ā· 24 days ago
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I need your thoughts bc iā€™m trying to write a story & obviously we ā€˜knowā€™ how joemarrā€™s relationship is but do you think joe and jaā€™marr (separately or together lol) are closer to tee or justin?? AND how do you think their relationship is with both guys. because for me sometimes itā€™s like joe is teeā€™s big brother but idkā€¦ help. please.
hello!!! (so very sorry this took. so very long. but it's here! and i rambled way too much but at the same time nothing of substance on this sort of šŸ˜­)
in a completely non pushy very excited way what fic are you writing hehe any mention of a joemarr fic in progress and i perk up like a lemur. no pressure though keep it all to yourself I'm just nosy lol
and i feel like you are completely free to decide who's closer to who based on your own fic's direction?? like me personally it depends šŸ˜­ cannot be definitive for the life of me. i myself have totally sometimes Cartoonify friendships just for the Sake of the Bit you know? but like not too much or it just gets disrespectful and annoying and i try to stay true to their character or whatever really i don't actually know these people lol
the Vibes that i sense and also some i've made up completely in my head are kind of like this:
over the years, i feel like joemarr have grown wayyyy closer to tee and have grown apart from justin. and that's to be given really considering they're now teammates with tee and justin is in a whole other team making whole other moves than them! and that's okay! they aren't made to be forever linked together, they're their own people, making their own marks in the league! but they're always going to have that 2018-19-20 lsu insanity with them and i am always going to mention that in my fics! and nobody's going to forget that college run i fear 2019 lsu is kind of legendary lmao these three are always going to be asked about each other and their pasts linked to each other no matter what and that's honestly really beautiful if you think abt it.
ja'marr and tee -> god these two. i think ja'marr is just. so obsessed with tee. just. incredibly fond of tee. unwilling to let him go. incapable of being chill about him (like he is about anybody who has somehow hit certain standards that only he knows). and i went on a spiel here where i suggest you read bc it's weirdly more well written than what i wrote here šŸ˜­. basically, i think he looks up so much to tee because tee is someone who he gets to let his guard down and be just a team player with. does that make sense. it really honestly boils back down to comparing it to justin and that sounds bad but i don't know how to explain it better?? that sounds kind of wrong tbh arhgrhgrh. it's like with tee he doesn't have to keep clawing for his spot or compete as much or whatever. like tee is clearly such an amazing wr, clearly a wr1 caliber player like ja'marr, yet he doesn't fight with ja'marr over his looks or plays or spot like justin does with him, which has to be like a breath of fresh air for ja'marr and he's said it himself all 'tee is the most unselfish player'. like that means something to him. ja'marr cares so much for tee's opinions, tee constantly singing ja'marr praises and ja'marr being so sooo silent whenever tee goes on a rant abt him like he doesn't know what to say he just hugs tee with one arm and says appreciate you so quietly (HE DOES THIS A LOT WHEN HE GETS COMPLIMENTED BTW. DO YOU NOTICE THIS. and there's so many fucking clips of them just wrapped around each other after a tuddy just!!! so cute.), and ja'marr known outrageous mother hen ja'marr chase making (speculationnnn) tee change agents and taking him to his massage therapist (in his fucking houseeee i went on a rant here god this is still so crazy to me) and nagging at tee in his mic'ed up moments so many times that feel good play good thing like. he tries to big brother tee so much when tee's the one big brothering him you know šŸ˜­ it's so funny god their dynamic is so fucking funny to me. (ja'marr tries so hard to be mature and captain-like whatever and he is good at it you know but šŸ˜­ with tee and joe and like all the bengals vets like mike h and sam and even with yoshi whos the same age as him yk it's so very clear he's the baby lmao.) he's trying so hard to take care of tee, keep him safe and well and healthy and with him, doesn't want him to leave. OH AND they went to this showroom thing where they shopped for stuff and ja'marr went with tee (!!!!!!!) and asked tee's opinion for a belt or something and tee was all dude just choose whatever you want it's soooo cute god they're so cute to me (there was also that fucking loverboy beanie im obsessed with that ja'marr didn't even glance at im so pissed. im so fucking pissed what do i have to do to get him to wear a cat beanie this shit is serious to me) like ja'marr wants to know what tee thinks!! he values his opinions!!!! even for fucking clothes!!!! god. and he knows he plays better with tee with him on that field okay, he says that with tee he doesn't get double teamed as much, and he while he's proven that he plays just as well without tee, that piece of comfort having another wr1 with him (his best friend!!!) has got to be something he wants to keep for eternity (ahahaha, verbatim ofc).
joe and tee -> joe dotes over tee lmao you can't deny that man is besotted (ja'marr is too actually šŸ˜­ they both are it's completely understandable but at the same time you just have to close your eyes and wince bc that's embarrassing. please chill the fuck out you do not need to laugh that loud over a single sentence from tee. but again: completely understandable because tee is tee. like that batman hard knocks ep. tee said one fucking sentence and joemarr just. rolled over showed their belly panting it's embarrassingggg) he's soooooooo starry eyed over him, so shamelessly coddling (?) that game hug nuzzle the first time, the broncos game where it looked like he bit his neck, this pre season's training camp (?) laughing sooo freely with tee, every sentence out of him these past few weeks on tee staying in cincy 'tee is a NEED', etc etc like i know you said he's acting like tee's big brother which i agree with completely 100% but it's also like he can be such a little brother with tee!! it's like he can let go and not be a responsible person with tee idk does that make sense. joe totally acting like tees older brother but the thing is tee is doing it right back he's just chiller about it like he doesn't have to think too hard on it unlike joe who thinks he has to be this guy 24/7. it's like joe is unused to having such a down-to-earth sane (still hilariously unhinged but sane you know) guy who makes good choices when he's been stuck with guys like ja'marr and justin who are kind of. well. so he can let up and have tee take care of him for a change! well this isn't like this 100% of the time obviously but you get where i'm going with this right (god I'm so sorry this is a mess) also tee's like. really fucking funny and sweet and joyous to be around is there really any surprise that joemarr are smitten with him lmao. i think joe tweeted something abt playing with tee for a long time when they got drafted together?? kill me. no really kill me.
who do you think brought up that tee should just change agents to ja'marr's lmaooo do you think tee brought up his agent being so fucking argumentative that ja'marr tells him to tell him to fuck off and just switch to his. and then they all go dead silent about this including ja'marr because it was one of those things that he said without thinking. like literal light bulbs going off above their heads at the same time before they start scheming shit calling lawyers and ja'marr's agents at like 2 a.m trying to figure shit out 'playing chess'. or did ja'marr and tee discover this first like 'oh??? we can?? do it probably??' and call joe frantically like can we do it and joe hangs up on them without saying anything and the got so fucking offended only for joe to turn up in their place (either one idk) one minute later probably breaking the speed of light and boom. ja'marr has his claws on tee and he's not letting go ever.
joe and justin -> while yes i said that joemarr grew apart from justin i feel like joe is like the type of person to just. be shameless in reconnecting with people he's grown apart from. while ja'marr is. very petty. lmao. i think joe is just very shameless when he reaches out to people. he, like ja'marr, is insanely loyal and values friendship to a concerning degree. he keeps contact with practically any person he grows attached to and texts them regularly and by that i mean that even if he gets ghosted or there's a ridiculously long period of dead silence between them he still texts first like 'hey bro long time no talk u in town do you wanna watch the new spongebob movie tomorrow' and bulldozes through the awkwardness like he doesn't even see it. which works with justin!! who i think kind of sucks at keeping in touch with people (like ja'marr, see below sooo sorry this is so shittily structured) and he hangs out with a lot of people during the offseason no? (its sooooo fascinating to me how he's sooo introverted and technically a hermit but he's also suchhhhh an outgoing little busybody you know and constantly reaches out to people first? like to gronk????? who does that.) including justin who has the same agent! having the same agent works wonders in keeping the connection no doubt too lmao. the paris fashion week thing etc. i think i've said it before but joe falls in love with every teammate he's ever gotten close to and that very much includes justin jefferson who helped him achieve his Insane Ambition of getting the natty so he's not letting him go even the slightest bit really. also qb-wr connection is practically something otherworldly really so really something to keep in mind when writing quarterbacks with former teammates they've thrown to lol. especially joe, who's kind of crazy šŸ˜­. i mean look at all his wristbands and sweatshirts and moving to lsu and hanging on to the playoffs by the skin of his teeth and all that jazz. he does Not let go easily. truly an interesting man to write.
ja'marr and justin -> those type of near aged siblings who fight over the weirdest shit and get stupidly competitive over everything and disgustingly annoyingly overly smug over a win that they get into stupid fights one minute only to slam open the other's bedroom door the next hour saying excitedly 'bitch i got free coupons for ice cream' and the other immediately goes 'DAMN RIGHT let me drive' completely forgetting that they were fighting and then the cycle repeats all over again. you can see just how disgustingly close they were together during lsu and that's not really something that just goes away even through time you know? but i do believe they've both grown individually as people and maybe they wouldn't get along as well now as they do then because again, they've been pitted against each other over and over and over and fucking over oh my god but the love they have for each other is clear as they really when you take in account all they've been through together. and i've said up above how their entire thing has been drenched with Competition and that's different with ja'marr's thing with tee and that's not to say that he doesn't enjoy the competition with justin he clearly loves it lmao he wouldn't be such a good player in the league if he hates it lol. more said down below because again, very shittily structured :)
justin and tee -> they should date idk (i think i had a fic idea for them somewhere in my writing tag ehehe)
on the lsu trio specifically lol didn't know how to insert it up above so:
i think justin and jaā€™marr are both the type to be shit at replying to texts šŸ˜” like sure they'd text you and stuff but. they ignore so many texts whether intentionally or not. they've both said they don't talk with each other etc etc haHAhaaHHAa pain. if i may Speculate: they both probably tried texting on the regular but suck sooooooo bad at it it just peters off (is that the right fucking word oh my god why is the english language so fucking difficult that is literally a NAME) pathetically like ja'marr texted tuesday 8 p.m and justin replies on saturday 11.59 pm to which ja'marr replies to that at wednesday 1.25 a.m do you get me. and they can't standddd this type of shit šŸ˜­ kind of low attention span kind of deal and also losing interest on the text convo and having so much shit going on irl that they just don't really text anymore??
joe is like the opposite of this he replies to texts late max 2 days tops but heā€™s just shit at text talk. absolutely 0 flair to his words. desperately needs to learn tone indicators but people he texts have grown completely used to this and either accepts they will never understand him or, like jaā€™marr and justin and tee, somehow understands him 98% and bulldozes through his awkward texting and also shits on him liberally. but even if people reply to him late he'd just continue with the convo completely dead serious abt it uncaring how long you text and never the one to end convos and that's weirdly how he keeps such close contact with people he hasn't seen in years??
that's not to say that justin and ja'marr don't vibe with each other anymore lol it's kind of difficult to let go of what two years of practically living in each other's pockets being the Best at what they do. it's just they've also grown so much apart and bloom into way different people than who they knew each other to be. the random ass rarri truck comment is still so confusing to me though like. are you two okay. what was that. did your agents tell you to do something. could you two please interact irl again so i can obsessively analyze whatever the fuck you got going on actually. maybe make out on camera too idk.
also they have such the shittiest friendship humor that only people in their circle would get you know šŸ˜­ constantly shitting on each other (ja'marr does it in front of cameras while justin knows pr talk and actually exercises it well. hence the amount of people shitting on ja'marr for saying shit they themselves have said and joke about their friends. pisses me off.) and outrageously competitive people who are undeniably the best at what they do getting compared to each other constantly and their history of ja'marr technically having beaten justin during college and coming into the league with justin breaking several type of records while ja'marr breaks a whole different set of records etc etc just šŸ˜­ do you get me. i am so Sensitive about these two pls nobody touch me about them im sorry..........
joe and justin having the same agents and then tee and ja'marr having the same agents is kind of crazy tbh. tee and justin should date just for this quartet to go straight into Messy.
disclaimer this is all pure Speculation and just me making shit up tbh using my Noticer Glasses that gets cloudy from my own delusions so take this with a grain of salt!
ALSO during college i think it's like. justin was really close to joe bc they're the same year (?) right seniors or whatever closer in age and they're clearly best friends. but justin and ja'marr were like twin flames, same position, and they're kind of insane abt each other during college lmao that one clip post natty win of justin leaning back to ja'marr is like burned into my head. and ja'marr was sooo unsure abt joe at first and joe was kind of way too intense without saying a single thing to ja'marr but just staring at him while justin was like the bridge between these two!! that's like a whole other thing about joemarr and justin that's sooo fun to write about truly i love Speculating lsu days crushes and justin being a little shit about them. (lsu ask i swear i'll finish answering you one day auguauguhsuhg)
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astralhope Ā· 2 months ago
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- Yuma... Someday, once again, we will... -
Rank 55: Yuma Jet!!
#This is the last time we see Astral in the manga#and the first time I saw this scene I felt a terrible sense of void#and even after having reread this ending so many times I can still feel that feeling of hollowness in my heart#seeing him like this makes my heart weep#At first I didn't even notice that Astral's body was slowly becoming stone#when I then noticed it I became even more despaired about him than before#Astral's fate is a tragedy with a promise of hope#the hope of Yuma living a wonderful life and of being able to see him again#And the fact that he smiles#he keeps thinking about Yuma even in his last moments#thinking about a future where they will meet again#I also can't stop thinking about how Astral is holding Yuma's tears close to him#the tears that Yuma had shed for him during their goodbye#Yuma is Astral's last thought before he became stone#I think I already said that millions of time but I will say this again: I really need to hug Astral#I want him to be safe and happy#I just can't watch his expression of peace and don't be heartbroken about him#I care about him so much#astral zexal#astral yugioh#zexal#yugioh zexal#yu gi oh zexal#ygo zexal#zexal manga#zexal manga spoiler#(I think this is the scene with more editing)#(I basically deleted the entire background and then put the frames to make this post coherent with the other)#(It was a little difficult and it's not perfect but I'm happy with the result!)#(If you've come this far: hi! Thank you for looking at my post!)
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buttercupshands Ā· 9 months ago
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decided to rewatch some of s1 and got inspired by some of the scenes
the "Can I be a Hero without a Quirk" scene
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(too lazy to go and screenshot it properly so the official site version is fine too)
and the USJ arc first LoV appearance, this one basically became a redraw with a different angle
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esteemed-excellency Ā· 4 months ago
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ok i'm almost done with the new firmament chapter, i have So Many thoughts šŸ‘€
#keeping my thoughts in the tags bc it's late and this in not going to be very coherent#positive thing first: i did enjoy the lore!! i'm a sucker for lore dumps and i love to connect dots so it was a very fun read to me#that said. it was fun but also convoluted af in some points so i saved everything in the journal to analyse it#after the entirety of firmament comes out. i have Many Thoughts about the shames mention and the judgements#but i have Zero Braincells to elaborate them. they're all going in the red string board until further notice#one thing i did NOT vibe with were the christian references but you all know that about me by now#i'm just trying to appreciate the funky cosmic horror vibe here i don't need a gloria in excelsis deo reference#(i understand it conveys a specific vibe but. there are many other things that can do that)#talking from a character pov this chapter was SO PERFECT for my guy's own flavour of insanity. drowning him in violant forever >:)#also. he wasn't happy about erasing the prisoner's memories. he understood it was necessary but he didn't like to destroy them#(i ended up leaving him with Love)#speaking of the prisoner. what the fuck is going on with him. i need to study him under a microscope#(and reread everything when i have more braincells)#i'm also very glad to finally have a bit more info about the vulgate and the apocryphal realities#this chapter answered a few questions and i hope the nex one will answer even more#tldr: very cool lore even if it was Confusing AF sometimes (but we still have more chaoters to read so we'll see)#+ i love zenith so fucking much it's my favourite roof location so far!! psychic damaging memory beam city <333#anyway goodnight#fl spoilers#chitchat
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bi-buckrights Ā· 1 year ago
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Fuck it Friday
Tagged by @panbuckley @hippolotamus @spotsandsocks @monsterrae1 thank you loves šŸ’•
I haven't posted a snippet in forever, I promise I haven't given up on army marriage of convenience! It's hard to find a snippet that won't spoil the second half of the fic, so here is something from chapter 1.
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They walk out of the courthouse with Chris standing between them, his little hands clinging to each of them. Buck hasnā€™t known this kind of happiness since he was a kid, playing outside with Maddie until long after the sun went down. Even when him and Abby would laugh together endlessly on the couch of her apartment, his chest never felt so filled with joy ā€“ not the way it does now, with Christopherā€™s hand in his and Eddie smiling over at him. Buck is married. Heā€™s married to Eddie Diaz. He canā€™t believe that this is his life. He thinks that he mustā€™ve done something good, to be here. That somewhere in his miserable past, he must have gotten at least something right in order for Eddie to want Buck around badly enough to marry Buck. And he knows it wonā€™t be forever ā€“ thatā€™s why they wrote their own vows, so it wouldnā€™t be a total lie ā€“ but it will be long enough that they wonā€™t have to be separated. And if one of them gets deployed, they know the other is waiting for them at home. Thatā€™s really all Buck could ever ask for. Getting to come home to Eddie and Christopher, knowing they wonā€™t ever be forced to live apart on opposite sides of the country; he could die a happy man knowing that they want him around just as much.
Tagging @rogerzsteven @prettyboybuckley @alyxmastershipper @heartbeatdiaz @heartshapedvows @cowboy-buddie @thewolvesof1998 @spaceprincessem @bekkachaos @prince-buck-diaz @911onabc @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy if y'all have anything you want to share āœØ
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confused-beany Ā· 7 months ago
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Birdmen Re-read Rambles!
"Oh wow this kid would get hit so hard if he was real" were my first thoughts the first time I met our beloved Eishi. I'm gonna see if I still feel the same now lol. I'm gonna try to do 10 chapters per post and day to pace myself I think cause I tend to think and ramble a lot while reading.
Putting it under keep reading cause we be known it gonna be long.
Even though I think of him fondly now, our Eishi is still a bitch lol. "I could've made that... I never tried it tho" boy...
"It's better to be alone" <- Mr. C0-Founder of an entire new species of children.
I forgot he used to wear glasses it's so weird
KAMODA :DDDD
... ... THEY ARE 14 AND 15 YEARS OLD OH MY GOD I FORGOR THEY BABY
ohhh i never really noticed how much airplanes (Eishi's motif? and his abandonment issues and what changed Takeyama's life) haunted the narrative in the beginning. He was always looking for or at them huh
"I've more or less decided I want to enter an all-boys school" Listen I am a very simple person, I see gay I call it Gay
UMINO!!! :DDD (I'm gonna react extravagantly when I see them all appear for the first time one by on lol. They make me very happy)
SAGISAWA!!!!
Oh my god the bus scene was so abrupt it caught me off guard. It's interesting to see it like this again though. I've become kinda used to picturing it as the more dramatic, cinematic animation Soh did a while back. To the point I forgot how quick and simple it was in the manga. I suppose the point was to just get them into the situation and shock us about it but that's such a pivotal moment to everything I kinda forgot how simple the art itself was ig?
"Are those glasses really that important to my character?" YES! You became a completely different person without them!
PARTIAL SHADOWED TAKEYAMA!!!!!
Oh the wings coming out when Eishi is calmer (meditating) and thinking of Takeyama....
LMAO Kamoda recovered so quickly Love my unfazed loyal boi
"We made a contract" I ligit thought they were alluding to a deal with the devil or something the first time reading around and I was so fascinated. But no it's just a 15 yrs old boy with no social skills and cryptid tendencies.
BIRB CLUB IS COMING TOGETHER AGAIN YAY
TAKEYAMA!!! :D
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My favorite Eishi to draw, smol and angry
I do love how Eishi has always been the one to tactically think about everything, including weapons and locations. He's a brat and a worrier, but someone needs to be. I always appreciate that
OHHH his transformation is soooo cool I remember taking so many screenshots
Strange that Takayama's motif blackout appeared so close to Umino. I never figured out why, is is like, they appear to more vulnerable/ less densely populated birdmen areas? hmmm
Ah... Eishi and I both got sucker punched with the information that Takayama was dealing with them since he was a BABY
"Is it ok to wear socks" Sagisawa love never change
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WHEEZING
Ah Takeyama and hand-holding
Takeyama is always so smiley it's kinda unnerving if you don't really know him. Annndddd he speaks like a fortune cookie
It's always interesting when arguably the most logical member of the team works better with his powers when he's more emotional and working on instincts.
Feeling them more acutely than anyone else...Holding hands and following into fire... ahhh
BIRD CLUB!!!!!!!!
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I can make... SO many tasteless jokes. So many.
Takeyama was really surprised when Eishi got away. I never really took the time to notice all of those little expressions the first time
Kamoda being Eishi's number one fan and hype man is so cute always.
EICCHI Baby
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meownotgood Ā· 6 months ago
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OMG ASK GAME???!!! šŸ„¹šŸ¤— IM SO HYPEEE. okay lemme ask no.21 and 26 pls and thank u. Okay for the freebie question I always wanted to ask you: when did you realize that you LOVE Aki? Not like ā€œhey this character is my faveā€ but the ā€œyeah, Iā€™m down bad and in loveā€ stage.
thank you so much for asking me :D and sorry it took me a moment to get to answering šŸƒā€ā™€ļø
21) if you're a fic writer and have written for this character, what's your favorite thing to do when you're writing for them? what's something you don't like?
aki is so fun to write... I really enjoy writing his personality and his dialogue!! I love writing him in all different aus and ideas but my favorite thing is when I get to write cutie romantic aki... I think he'd canonically be such a shy sweetheart when it comes to romance... forever obsessed with writing him as the sweetie he is. also I often browse the manga when I'm writing for him to better understand his dialogue and little quirks!!
and as far as something I don't like... hmmm there isn't much I can think of, I do really enjoy writing dialogue for him, but sometimes it can be hard because he's so matter-of-fact when he speaks haha
and for the freebie... okay so basically... aki was always my fave when I first read the manga, but once I actually finished it that's when I fell in love... I think the conclusion to his story is so beautiful. and it really shows all the pieces coming into place, and how kind he is and how much he's changed as a character because of his love for denji and power. it made me so emotional, and after that I couldn't stop thinking of him :,)
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p2ii Ā· 9 months ago
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ive been kinda ehh abt 03 atlas/daichi's 'white boy dreads' but upon looking at the manga (which is even more inconsistent with his hair texture) and closer at the anime I think it's most probable that it changed after he became a robot.
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^post death
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(also manga pre and post)
which means that this is a design choice Tenma made (while manga daichi made the choice to become a robot, we don't know how much say (if any) he had in the specifics or than 'give me as many weapons as possible')
but like... why? if it's to differenciate between them the green eyes already do that, and it's such a weird detail to change. I wonder if that means that his hair is made out of something sturdier than synthetic hair (considering his other child robot is atom who has metal hair, I don't think hes that focused on the finer details, or it could be his love for robots and their (visible in this case(?)) 'otherness')
anyway I've kinda steered my own design to have the same shape but as ribbons instead of 3d/tubes but I wonder if wires as hair could be a fun design choice too...
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franeridan Ā· 1 year ago
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"luffy has never been wrong once in his whole life ever, actually" -me, a person who's perfectly aware luffy has consistently been completely wrong more often than he's ever been even just partly right
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fuckmeyer Ā· 2 years ago
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(Jacobsbadwig) with all due respect, when the fuck did you get back! I missed you!
never left, only reincarnated :)
#i missed you too!!!!!! how's the fanfic going???? well i hope :)#it has been a Time#my burnout & mental illness got the better of me. i intended on divorcing myself from fandom & deleting my blog#i wanted to make myself as small as possible so i could spend whatever energy i had on work and drugs#i was afraid my presence was negatively affecting the fandom at best & contributing nothing at worst#it didn't feel like there was any place for me anymore - not because of anything anyone said or did but bc#many posts i made i no longer agreed w/ & bc i was too burnt out to write new theories i figured no one would notice or care i was gone#so i got super drunk and deleted everything#people contacted me about my blog but i was too anxious to reply#bc i didn't want to admit i had made a mistake#i kept the handle in case i ever wanted to post#but for a long time i had nothing to say about twilight outside of what my fanfiction had to say about it#i lurked for a while & at the end of the day i missed the community that came with participating in fandom#really tho - what helped was quitting my crushing job and taking several months to travel around the pacific northwest#(burnout is REAL!!!!!!)#and the admin of the twilight Discord server recognizing my handle & taking the time to talk to me - which was very sweet of them#plus - i am rereading Eclipse for the fanfic rewrite and began to have Thoughts#tbh i've been finding it amazing that anyone ever noticed i left or remembered my handle! im kinda blown away#anyway here's all the information you never asked for LMAO#i am happy to be back in the circle :)#cheers to you#<3
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pinkprettycure Ā· 2 years ago
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liam 100% though, did in fact google stuff on being a good boyfriend. like he needs to script and plan things in advance to function or he freaks out a little. this in fact was also traits i added in BEFORE i diagnosed him with autism.
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punkasshunter Ā· 2 years ago
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This is a post-midnight confessional, but my deep, dark hope as an author is that my writing manages to be compelling enough that either no one notices or people overlook that I have like no fucking idea how a long-range radio works
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longagoitwastuesday Ā· 2 years ago
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I just read an article on The three musketeers and it has left me teary eyed
#I didn't even read the book while being nine I only watch the dog show why has it hit me so xD#It is by Arturo PĆ©rez Reverte which is usually šŸ—”šŸ—”šŸ—” but this article was very sweet#I am contemplating sharing some fragments and perhaps translating them (the article is in Spanish)#I love that feeling of... of getting old alongside the charactersā€š of feeling life weighting you downā€š#of losing so much spirit and yet retaining so much love.Of looking back and remembering with the same fondness the friends and the enemies#And ultimately that feeling of having some part of yourself die alongside the characters when they start dyingā€ševery timeā€šwith every reread#Closing the book slowly as if closing a tomb. Feeling some part of your young self irrevocably gone#Because these charactersā€š these booksā€š have accompanied you through lifeā€š and every time someone diesā€š every time the book is finishedā€š#there is really a part of you dyingā€š or a part of yourself you notice has died or grown old and couldn't see before#And yet a few years later you can pick up the book againā€š open itā€š and it will be again the first Monday of Aprilā€š#and D'Artagnan will again be eighteenā€š and again you'll be for a bit the young self you left behind thirty years agoā€š#riding alongside him to meet the best friends you ever had#It was such a loving ode to beloved books that accompany us through life and make us part of who we are#Like that poem by Neruda I quote all the time#'muchas cosas / me lo dijeron todo. / No sĆ³lo me tocaron / o las tocĆ³ mi manoā€š / sino que acompaƱaron / de tal modo / mi existencia /#que conmigo existieron / y fueron para mĆ­ tan existentes / que vivieron conmigo media vida / y morirĆ”n conmigo media muerte'#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later#watched#*#Whatever
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daisybell-on-a-carousel Ā· 1 month ago
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The porcelain au is gonna be so so good and awesome when I actually get that far in the comics
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